How my day went...
I went out last night and the party was so boring I nearly slept at the table. O.o; Well...first of all...
Report Cards are due on monday... X.x;; I just don't want to see my mark in MATH!!! Damn that subject. Thank God it's summer vacation and I can relax all I want. ^_____^
Pluggage for Joya!! Hi there!!! *hugglessss* ^_______^
On the other side...Life can be truly hard. But we can get through it if we try. Some things may be for the best. I'm sorry Mc_Orinj...I'm so sorry. He'll always be in my prayers. Keep strong okay? It might be hard, I know...but you can get through it. God bless your family and hopefully they can cope with the dreadful loss...I'm sorry. *hugggggg* I wish i could be with you now.
AHHHHHH!!!
It's been FOREVER since my last entry!! Goddamn virus!!! It infected my hard drive and it couldn't be fixed!! So I lost ALLLLLLLLL my files!! including ALL Ran stuff!!! *sobbbbbb* All the downloaded WKG videos down the drain!!! All those mp3s!!! *sob* the VIDEOS!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!! *slumps down* I have to start all over again. I hate this.
SnS? Would you happen to have the subbed episodes of WKG? Probably by the end of summer you'd have all of them right? ^_____^
Chris, I missed you little bugger!!! ^______^ Mc_orinj, Take life one step at a time. ^^ I hope the cold compress worked.
Hmm..lemme see...I've been banned from shopping. O.O; My trip to Shanghai has been cancelled because of that darn pneumonia virus. I seem to be forgetting so many things now. ^^;;
I seem to be out of my Gluhen craze now... O.O;; Seems impossible ne? Well, It's probably since I'm distraught over my computer and my files, and life has been pretty hard. But hey, I'm getting through it. ^^
Yawnnnn
Today was a rather boring day. My sister woke me up to go shopping for my nephew's loot bag for his birthday party this Saturday. Got home, fixed the loot bag, replied to some mail, read a new book, slept, took a bath. O.O;; Boring...
HAPPY MONTHSARY GUYS!!! ^___________^ Today, March 19, 2003 marks our 2nd month after our DWTL!! ^____^ Time flies huh? ^^
I read Mc_Orinj's blog entry...and I couldn't help but think that Life really is unfair...but God is fair. Get it? We all have regrets, and we wish we could turn back time and change things. But that isn't reality. We can't turn back time, so we just have to make the most out of our situation. Yeah, sometimes it's too much to handle. But isn't that the beauty of Life? All its joys, the twists and the heartwrenching pain...doesn't it sum up to our very existence? We aren't here in this world just to watch things pass us by, we're here for a reason. And don't we go through these hardships because it will also lead us to this reason?
Am I making sense?
We see people suffering, and we feel guilty. We, being so lucky to be able to live life so luxuriously...and those people are left hungry. Yes, it makes us feel guilty...I admit that I feel that way as well. But it doesn't mean that just because we are more fortunate, we're considered unfair. It wasn't us who chose to live this way, to be born into families who can very well support us throughout our life. Isn't this a gift God gave us? To be fortunate enough to be able to study in prestigious schools, to have food on the table, to have money to spend. Guilt won't help those people suffering out there. We, being the more fortunate ones, have a responsibilty to them, to society and to God. We help those people in need...not just pity them and say "I feel bad about it." Do something then...it's a responsibility.
I may sound like I'm talking big, but I am taking on that responsibilty. And about Life's hardships, we all go through that...and we learn to get over them, not hide in fear or try to escape this terrible reality. Facing them head-on will help you...and probably get rid of some of your regrets. It's not easy, I know...but the very least we could do is try.
Sorry about that, I feel like a preacher. ^^; I'm going through something like Mc-orinj and other people, but I'm not afraid. I know Death will claim everyone...and I know when it claims my Dad, which will be sooner or later, it'll hurt. I know his time is very limited now. But I'm facing that hard reality in my life. Because behind all that pain, I know there is something in store for me in the future.
Darn it, time to stop that. I took a quiz!
Which Flower Are You?Find out!
Yayyy! My favorite!! *huggles Ran* ^_____^
Which Daughters of the Moon Character are You?Find out!
Eh? Goody goody?? NO WAY!!! I'm one bad ass chick!! *gets bricked* ^^;; hehehehehe. ^^
Yeahhhhh!!! I learned from Cissey, Nicyu and Caresse yesterday that I passed my FG (Fantasy Giver) Auditions!!! *jumps up and down* I really didn't expect it!!! I put it out of my mind cuz I was sure I wasn't going to pass since someone told me that only 2 people passed. It came as a shock that I was one of those 2 people! I actually cried while Gor was hugging me. ^^;; A little bit of an exaggerated reaction. ^^; But I am happpppppyyyyy!!! *kisses Ran* ^_______________________~
Cocaine.
Hmmmm...interesting. ^^
One more day to go...
Hmm...one more day to go then....FREEDOMMMM!! Yes, no more early morning reviews, no more annoying people (KIA--but we seem to get along better...) , no more homework and worries if I'll pass or not and no more HEAT!! Yesss!!
No more teachers as well...weird as it may sound, I'm gonna miss the little buggers. They might be a pain in the ass at times, but I still had fun with them. I learned a lot. And I can really say that 2nd/Sophomore year was really fun. I was able to do new things, know new people and come to a new perspective about things. I'm gonna miss Mrs. Andujare despite all her long and tiring discussions, Ms. Alcantara for being a great adviser and for being so understanding, Ms. Lazaro (yes!!) for her funny stories and even her sarcastic comments. (Wisdom! Zeal! PEACE!!!) ^^; Anyways...I'll miss 2nd Year where all the fun began.
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Heeheeeeeee................*head swells*
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Hmm...that girl is from Chris' past layout!!! O.o;
Which CHICAGO Character are You? Find out!
I knew it...i just knew that I would get Velma. ^^;; Anyone here watched Chicago yet?? ^^ I actually hope that I might be able to perform it one day... ^^ "Come on Babe, Why don't we paint the town...and all that jazz!" Hahaha! ^____^
I went to the doctor today. The Gynecologist specifically. O.o; YES, GYNECOLOGIST. You read that right. ^^; *sigh* You see, I'm having problems with my pregnancy with Ran's baby...*dodges bricks* -.-; I was kidding!!
I hope it isn't something that will carry on until I get married...I'm scared that I might not have kids!! What about Satine Violette? Or Alexander Kane/Caine? Matthew? and GREECE!!! *smirk* Gor was kidding me when I told her that, she said "hey -- what about Greece??" ^^; Her second name is Greece. Ginger Greece Lim. Pretty huh?? ^^
ANYWAY, I can just say that i feel touchy-feely today since the doctor was like touching and looking...there. And she checked my breasts for lumps! ^^; It's okay, we're all women here...someday you guys will go through what I went through. MWAHAHAHAHAHA! ^_______^
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
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Peaceful? Maybe. But hey, I'm still a bitch at times. A mean mean mean lady.
Patty has a blog!!! Happy Birthday (again!) !!! ^____^ Hahaha!! I hope you like the doggy!! ^^
Aww...I love you guys!! thanks for being so supportive and advicing me on how to defend myself. *glomppp* Baygon? Ehehehe...I don't think it'll repel him Cel...he'll probably grope me somewhere in pain. O.O;;
Chris, you want your ass kicked?? Not fit to be Ran's bride?!?!?! TOO LATE!!! I'm his wife AND lover. ^_______~ *dodges bricks* heeheehee...
Screw Science...I'll just wake up at 3 AM to study. ^^
EXAMS!!! -.-;
It's that time of the year again, when summer is SOOOO NEAR, yet so far away...for we still have to endure our...FINAL EXAMINATIONS!!!!!! *sob*
I finished with my Chinese exams the other day, it was a piece of cake. ^^ BUT TODAY!!! Today was my CLE and Statistics Exams. O.o;; First of all, I was supposed to review yesterday. I was tired so i told myself "I'll take a short nap and study later." That was 4 PM. And I wake up, look at the clock and say "WHAAAAT?! It's 6 in the morning?!?"
So much for studying. O.o;
Which X/1999 characters are you?
Quiz made by Chesa
Hmm...Okay. I got Arashi next. ^____^;;
I don't wanna study for my exams tomorrow!! -.-;; Anyways, My parents just arrived from Toronto yesterday, and now I have tons and TONS of chocolate in the Food Cabinet. ^^; How am i supposed to lose weight then?!?! *dodges bricks* I still consider myself fat no matter what you guys say!! *looks at Chris, Sns, Mc_orinj and Filthy* O.o; okay fine, maybe I'm just a bit too obsessed with my weight. *mumble mumble*
I wanted to talk to Gor today but I got stuck in my Statistics exam. Grrrr. Oh yeah, I went to the Grocery the other day since my sister couldn't do it and my mom still wasn't here. I couldn't let the maids handle the money right? so I went and I feel........harassed. O.O;
Wanna know why?
The friggin' workers (MALE) were giving me lecherous looks and not to mention one there "accidentaly" bumped me and yesssss...I felt a pass at my ass. O.O
Traumatizing. But that ain't the first time it happened. O.O;;
*runs off to Ran to seek comfort...and perhaps something "else"*
^.~
PS: Just adding an extra message. I Just finished studying for Social Science/History. THANK GOD. ^^ Took me...2 hours? It was pretty easy. Now, I'm not studying for English. Screw English. ^____^;; Took a quizzie and Maybe you should ask Bola-Bola if it's true...or RANNNNNN...*yum yum*
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Entrancing huh? Wheee!! That just brightens up my day!! ^____^ I was feeling kinda down when i found out something about my Dad again... ;_; Same old story Chris, I don't think he ever stopped with his stupid games. I can't change him, and i guess no one can anymore. You can never teach an old dog new tricks right?
*Ran tries to comfort a nearly-sobbing Raine*
Fortune Telling...?
Okidoki! Yesterday (Saturday) I went out with my sisters anddddddd...bought 2 bikinis!!! O.o; Well, considering the tops don't have MUCH to hang onto -.-; (but they still have...something in them.) I was able to find bikinis that were simply GORGEOUS!! The design was cute and hip!! I love it!! I got a bandeau and a sort of plunging halter bikini. ^^ Next on my list...DIETING. ^^;
Today, My sister's teacher (in college/university) came here and read for me. Reading my fortune that is. The Goddess Tarot Cards. Anyways, It hit the bullseye baby!! ^^; I mean, whoa...that IS my situation. ^^; It was about love (yesssss, it was about HIM) and she said that I was going through changes, and I am impatient about it (how true is that?!) I want to say something more about the problem but I seem to be held back...hmmm. And she said that i ask myself "Is it worth it?" and I tell myself "I've worked hard for it yet it isn't reciprocated/the fruits i should have bore are little." Get it? I mean...HELLO. But at least the future was the Prince of Swords, which could be another person or something within me. In my future, I will discover or meet someone after my transition, and he is a person of eloquence, understanding, intelligence, blabla. ^^ I wish that would come true. ^^;; AND she said something that made me laugh. I used to hide in my fantasies...it is "becoming" my past, because I am going through another change. HMMMMMMM. Fantasies being my darling Ran? ^^;; My dream world is the world of theater. Losing myself in character and in another realm.
Which Disney Princess are You?Find out!
O.O; Okay, I can still hear Char singing. And PLEASE, I'm sick and tired of singing those Disney songs!! Leave me in peace!!!! -.-;
Les Poissons Les Poissons...How I love Les Poissons!
Bad Day.
I've been pissed off the WHOLE day. I mean, the heat...the HEAT...the INTOLERABLE noise in class and not to mention the really annoying people who think they're FUNNY after they make insults to you. Hahaha! The insults didn't really bug me, I just hate the way they said it. Please, not to sound cocky or what, but two can play at that game. No one has EVER seen the FULL extent of my anger. And let me tell you, it ain't a pretty site. I tend to border on the..."murderous" side. ^^;
Now now, don't scurry off yet!! ^^; I'm not gonna do anything! *hides Ran's katana* ^^ Anyways, 1st auditions of DG are FINALLY over. ^^ I feel guilty, but we passed a lot of people (despite the fact we really clobbered them with nasty verbal attacks). But we're gonna be REALLY REALLY strict during the 2nd auditions. We're gonna be..."ruthless". ^^;;
You are Elizabeth Bathory. (The bloodcountess)
Legend tells us that you, this very rich,
beautiful and high born woman tortured and
murdered some 650 young women and bathed in
their warm blood to keep yourself beautiful.
In some stories, it is said you have drank thier
blood as well. You were a sexual sadist on a
grand scale.
Ah vanity is your downfall. For shame!
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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Hahahahahaha!!! Vanity might BE my downfall.^^;
Earlier in school, somebody stole a T68 cellphone model and LOTS of money from my classmates. Anyways, they were insinuating it was this CERTAIN someone who went home earlier than usual after the First Friday Mass. Well, all I have to say is...STOP blaming that person since she might not be the culprit. She might have had a bad record in school, but it's all just hearsay. I'm not defending her, as a matter of fact, I hate her guts (^^;) but hey, you still have to be fair despite the circumstances. ^^;; Whoever the thief is, I hope you get what you deserve. Ever hear of Karma? Ugh, whoever it may be, she is pathetic. ^^;
Thank you Chris!!! Thanks for the scented Ran plushie!!! *glomps plushie* i'm feeling all better now after talking to Gor on the phone. ^^ She makes me laugh so much and she's super duper nice!!! ^^ Her optimism really is infectious. ^^ *goes off to her room hugging the Ran plushie*
Mean....???
I'm baaaack! Well, Today was the DG (Dramatics Guild) auditions...and I feel kinda guilty. We were really MEAN to the people. But we were ACTING mean, so some of them got really intimidated and cried!!! O.O; The worst one was a batchmate of mine and she cried her eyes out, so we gave her another chance because she walked out on us during her audition. ^^;
There is another audition tomorrow, so I'm trying to get my act clean for the auditioners. ^^;; I might teach them a dance or whatever. ^^ I'm pretty tired today so I'll just say bye now....*glomp*
^__________^
Nope!! Ran didn't die!!! Probably somebody saved him while he was bleeding on the sidewalk. *cheers* Yup Gal!! Yay for Weiss Side B!!!! ^_____^
Took quizzes!!
The Yaoi Selector: Which Seme are You?
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Aiyoh...I'm a hard core Seme... O.O;;;;;
The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
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Even after taking an uke selector test, I get a Seme. O.o; That says something about my personality. ^^;
We got our results from ALL the tests we took from our RHGP teacher. So far, it said that I learn by the Visual and Kinisthetic way. I got a "Very Low" on conformity (to society,etc) and I "High" in independence. ^^;; HMM.
Mc_Orinj, Don't feel so bad about not passing. ^^ Like I told you, A Failure is someone who acknowledges that they already give up and can;t take it anymore. I know that you can STILL fight! ^^ Hey, you're younger than all of us. You still have a long way to go. ^^ And you know, Confidence is what a person needs to be able to achieve success -- in reference to auditions. I mean, the people in charge will SEE that you're nervous and lack the faith in your capabilities. That's a no-no. ^^; Even if you have to be thicked faced during the audition, by all means, do so You never know the wonders it might do. ^^; It just proves that you fully believe in yourself. Go Cos!!!! ^_________^ I love yah!! *Ran does too!!*. ^______~
Hmm..interesting thoughts about how screwed up the world's priorities are. People spend billions of US $ more for Cosmetics rather than education, and even more for Alcohol and Cigarettes. But the most expensive budget is....for the military!! Screwed up huh? And people wonder why there isn't any peace in this world. ^^;
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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^^;
I need a hug... *huggles Ran*
OH MY GOSH!!!
I AM SOOOOO HAPPYYYYYY!!!!! ^________________^
Well, it seems thatttttttt..... RAN DIDN'T DIE AT ALL!! Since he's still alive in Weiss Side B, Then it proves that he didn't die in gluhen. ^________^
My sweet munchkin is alive. ^^ I was supposed to post images of him dying and all his "rowr" shots...but it seems that I'm lazy today. ^^ Just tell me if you wanna see them and I'll post it up. YAYYYYY!! *jumps around*
Oh happy day!! ^____^ I passed my MC auditions!! ^____^ yipeeeeee!!! ^^ i didn't expect it at all!! O.o;; hehehe!! *huggles Ran*
I saw Gor's prom pictures!!! ^^ She's so prettyyyyyyyyyy!!!! ^____^;; hehe, I couldn't help but tease her all day. ^^;;
Bubble!!! I was talking about Fushigi Yuugi and the new OAV series...^^ Oh and i was ranting about my...uhhh..."boyfriend" (soon to be ex) and sobbing over Ran Fujimiya. ^^;; Don't mind me, I was having one of my "pyschopathic" days. ^^;
I swear, I need help with "Him". I'm sure you know who I'm talking about Chris, SnS and Mc_orinj. Should I break up with him? Okay, im just really confused right now. But heck, sooner or later we're both gonna end up hurting each other. ^^;; *sigh* that's why I'm in love with RAN. ^^;;
I have a feeling that I didn't pass my FG auditions......... ;_; Oh well. I'm wishing Char all the best for the DG auditions this thursday and friday. ^_________^ seems that a lot of people are going to audition, especially the Grade 7 girls. ^^;; *glomps Ran*
Bored
I am bored and I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. Hahaha! ^^; Well, I don't have a say in that matter.
Hi Mc_Orinj! Welcome!! Gosh, creating blogs seem to be "all the rage" my dear Chris. HAHAHAHA! ^_____~
Bola-Bola texted me and well, I didn't reply to his message. Tsss, I don't have time for jerks like him. ^^; Gor kept on forcing me to reply, but i just didn't want to. ^^;
Hmm...my downloads are nearly done for Gluhen 12 and 13. Though i swear, it really is depressing. I'm just hoping that Weiss Side B, the manga, is the continuation for the Gluhen series. I dont want "Him" to...*sob*
Oh Yeah, I finished downloading the new OAV series for Fushigi Yuugi. Actually, i just finished ep 3. ^^; Well, I just took a peek and I saw Hotohori (oh dear lord) and Houki. *glare* hehehehehe. Well, i was glad to hear Koyappi's voice again, yet I was pissed off with the whole Houki thing. Yes, I still despise her for marrying Hotohori. O.O;; *glomps Ran* hehehe. The animation was very good, but their chins seem to be...uh...longer. ^^;;;
PS: I saw Hotohori's older brother...yummy. ^^;; *glomps Ran*
AUDITIONS GALORE!
I had my MC (Music Crew/Choir) auditions yesterday and I acted like a fool! ^^; I mean, the singing went well, no cracking and my voice was loud. But the interview was hectic!! O.o; Since I have orgs that would keep me busy, like DG (Dramatics Guild) that would keep me in school for long hours due to rehearsals for plays and stuff, and IF I passed my FG audition (Fantasy Giver), how would I be able to shuffle my time with all the 3 orgs that require all my time? Well I just answered "I wouldn't join these things if i knew i couldn't handle it." ^^; and they asked me to SELL myself. So I just sold myself to them like "I'm the best, top quality....blabla" It was a good thing that they were laughing at my silly antics. ^^;; Anyways, I'm feeling pretty sad about the whole auditions thingy. ^^; Gor still thinks I'm gonna pass all my auditions, but right now, I prefer not to think about it. ^^;;
I'm excited about the DG auditions! I mean, I know that a lot of people are going to audition! ^____^ I even convinced Gor's younger sister to audition!! ^^;; hehehe. SnS, I hope you'll give it a try, you won't lose anything if you try out for it. ^^
I have a picture taking session for the Icalettes this monday, I wonder what it's about...^^;;
I can't wait to watch ep 13 of Gluhen!! O.O; I just bet I'm going to bawl my eyes out...Rannnnnn!!! *sob*
Server is Down.
O.O; notice anything NEW with my bloggy? Yep, that's right, the images are GONE. X.x; Well, seems that the site that's hosting the pics is down. They're backing up something. ^^;
Anyways, Today, I was told by my CLE teacher to read for the Mass. I was assigned to the Responsorial Psalm. No biggy, I'm used to being up stage...but there was a difference this time. I HAD to wear this yellow thingy that you tie on your shoulders...so I eventually ended up looking like a cheese roll or some mango crepe that went wrong. X.x;; After the Mass, I went to rehearse for my performance for the culminating activity. We crammed a whole song from Sister Act 2 (Joyful, Joyful)in an hour!! O.O; woah, I mean we had dance steps,acting and singing in a whole hour. X.x; That was stressful. We looked like crazy people up on stage with colorful clothes and hiphop moves...but we had fun. ^_____^
Oopsie...DG auditions are now on March 6 & 7, 4-6 PM. Please prepare a monologue of your preference and a song, preferably broadway. ^___^ I'm hoping you're gonna audition SnS...along with Char. Don't be intimidated PLEASE. We don't bite...especially me. ^^; Well, sometimes I bite Chris but that's another story...she just LOVES to torture me. *glare* jk! But seriously, I think you'll be able to do it. I'll back you up all the way. ^___^ We changed it to "preferably" broadway since some people aren't comfortable with singing 'em broadway songs. ^^;;
Hi Aoi!!! Thanks for the pluggie!! ^______^ Thanks again for the info concerning Aya/Ran! *huggle* It's so saaaaaaaad!! *starts sobbing again* I never expected it...I guess good guys really die early. Right Chris? *sob*
Hi Bubble!!! *glompppppp* Yep, me and Chris are real life friends! ^____^ I've known her since we were...12??? O.O; and I'm turning 16 this April! God, we're old Chris...and before you know it, We're off to college. ^^;; I'm sure Chris missed me today Bubble...I wasn't able to...uhh..."annoy" her today. hehehehe! I can really be a bugger! She's just fun to tease...and she can say the same thing about me. ^^;;
Hi Paige!!! !! Thanks again for visiting!!! *huggle* ^___^ Do you want to exchange links? XD
I have to go now, I still have tons of things to do. Bye!
Hmmm
It seems that my comment box isn't working...Argh. What is up with that? ^^;; Hi Bubble! ^___^ Check out her blog! It's very pretty!!!! ^___^ Thanks again for stopping by here!!
Wait...is my comment box working now? T.T; I think I just had too much entries from before with all the Schwarz and Crashers pictures. ^^;; Hmmm...I'm thinking about changing my layout ONCE I get to make up my mind about the images... ^^;;
Chris, I'm sure you'll be thinking that I can't do it but I can!! hehehehee! I have a sudden burst of creativity & optimism here!
My Dad's leaving for Toronto this Friday and...I can't wait!! XP I'll be all alone with my sisters! But I kinda miss my Mom *choke gasp* You didn;t expect to hear that from me huh? I just miss the lil bugger. hehehehe!
SnS, Did you read my past entry? If not, another announcement:
Dramatics Guild auditions are on March 3 & 4. Please prepare a monologue of your preference and a song, STRICTLY broadway. Unless of course, you prefer Disney sngs...^____^;;
SnS, I hope you'll be able to audition! I'll be there to cheer you on!!! Don;t get intimidated byt the other members, and we won't initiate you okay?!hahaha! *huggle*
