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juz tell me y.
some pple r juz big flirts. disgusted~ hng.
btw.today attended my sis grad ceremony..lasted for v short while..got falling balloons frm above vvv nice..n felt real happy for them..anyway..i wanted to rush over for dance..but i nv bring stockings..so i rushed back home..at tt time it was arnd 11 plus..but bus came late n stuff..caused so much delay..n i nv bring shoes to change.cant possibly go inside the sch lik tt oso..but when i called hs..she said ended le..at tt time i was alredi at 158 busstop u noe....
i noe tt the dance today starts at 8 but i tot the full dress rehearsal still at 230 tts y i still tried to rush over..pekchek. it actuali started at 12 plus..i wasnt told tt it's at 12 plus...i tink maybe i was pekchek tt i actuali rushed lik siao n now no need to go le. but i supposed maybe they juz decided to bring forward the full dress.. argh. n today mama was especially bad to me..a sucky day for me....
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, July 19, 2003 at 11:34 p.m.
wheeee!
wheeeeee! i juz bought my sari at little india! pink in colour wor! hehehee..fun sia~ was deciding between purple n pink..but pink seems better since i've got a pink shirt which can go along wif it too..ahhhh nicenicenice...wahahah n it costs 10 bucks at first..but mama was telling the lady tt my classmate bought the similar one at arnd 8 bucks.i kept nodding my head..finally she said hmmmok 8 loh..wahahaha..the sari got flower prints oso..not badz..maybe a bitz plain..but nvm la.i prefer plain n simple ones..i am presently looking for those duno wad..do u call them bangles? haha..fun leh..i wan tt dot too! fun fun fun...hehe~
anyway today's dance was kind of gd..at least i suddenly tink tt we mite...i mean mite..hav a chance of getting gold le wor! haha..honestly, we're improving..hm but there's always pple whu refuse to listen when pple pin point their mistakes..maybe it's tough to heed pple's advice? abitz lik zhong yan ni er sia..hehz nvm..now i am having more confidence! ah! i discovered tt when babu is not here..we tend to b more focused n happier..so we perform betttttter! wooooohooooo~
hmm wonder if i will miss everyone once syf ends..at first i tot i wld b vvv happy..but come to tink of it..all of us used to hav laughter together...get angry together too hehz..nice lohz..play together..get crazi oso..kind of you nan tong dang le leh..anywayz we were saying we'll meet everyday during recess for the whole of nxt week..n maybe once a week when syf ends..hehz..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Friday, July 18, 2003 at 10:34 p.m.
tired~
oooh i am sooooo tired today...cuz there's dance..nv nap in the afternoon..wads more i've got flu...boohooo.~gonna eat one man tou n i'm off to slp le~
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, July 17, 2003 at 11:01 p.m.
sigh
intensive dance training on tis thurs that is today lah..friday..sat full dress...hmm i got to rush over right after my sis graduation..but at least i can make it hmmm since full dress's at 2.30 pm..n the whole of nxt wk got dance training manz..scary.
hmm..y am i not efficient..ahhhhhhh i reali feel lik killing myself....wasting time away here too...stupid stupid stupid...feel so shi bai sia..arghhhhhhhh....
oh ya..today's fun..erm i mean yest..wednesday..got nice songs being played during recess..dedication booth ma..cuz there's a fund-raising stuff going on..got dang ni..complicated..r u happy now..all nice nice songs kinda..enjoyed..hehe..oh ya n aft sch stayed back saw ms chia n wished her belated b day..aft tt she kept asking me n sheryl to buy those books..n i asked her which one she wanna own..she wans tt malay dictionary..so i told her y not we buy for her loh..she's so happy..hehe..n aft tt called us back cuz her student..he qian if im not wrong..wanted to giv us the grasshopper..haha looks nice..
oh my hair's getting longer..i wan to cut..but i cant..cuz for the sake of dance..ahhhh..wanna tie..but i always tie hao le n pull the rubberband down even b4 i reached sch..haha..stupid sia~ drama syf today..hope they can get a gold..to give eds some face..hehe..tink it's possible lohz..oh n ge ge..yi lu shun feng wor~dun worry too much~
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, July 17, 2003 at 12:15 a.m.
hmm..
soo tired kinda..went online in the afternoon n sacrificed my afternoon nap to chat wif pple..haha..anyway it's reali weird n i have come to a conclusion tt mood swings r juz too common for some pple sia~.but i'm glad it's kind of over...
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Tuesday, July 15, 2003 at 10:21 p.m.
boo~
desperately looking for an autograph book manz...tt time went to compass point..saw one scrapbook wif coloured pages..but onli arnd 30 plus pieces..which means arnd 60 plus pages..rather little manz..aft tt i saw one notebook kinda..the texture of the white paper kind of special eh..i wanted to buy it..not v ex too..but the corner of the cover was like vvv soft cuz they went to cut duno-wad square..n it looked so ugly..so decided to continue my search for a better one lohz...
ahh..had my eng prelims oral today..it's reali stupid..i so qi gek wif myself lohz..e passage sux..basically cuz i was nervous..n i couldnt reali make out the tone tt i should read..read until super funni..even stumbled on the word professional..i was like..prrro..n paused n read again..too nervous le lah..sigh.
picture was like crap too..i actuali prepared a v detailed description of the pple's clothings, the activities n stuff..but when i went in..i actuali missed out sooo much details..so disappointed with myself..she prompted me twice i tink..as for the conversation topic..i was rather glad tt she gave me the topic on music..rather than how i actuali keep fit..n i crapped abt me downloading songs frm kazaa n playing the playlist whenever i came online..listen to music to relieve stress..she asked if i lik to go concerts..wad abt CO concerts loh..-__- haha i told her i dun reali noe how to appreciate those music..n wun wan to spend my money on it.super funni one...haiz..i hope i dun flop too terribly..i muz do well for my prelims~~~
ahh..oh did i mention tt i am becoming lazy to come online at nite? hahaha..tts something tt i shld b rejoicing over..!
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, July 14, 2003 at 04:00 p.m.
- h u r t -
all i can say is u reali hurt me..i dun care if u mean it or not..i noe u always lik to joke in this manner..but dun u noe it's v hurting? n i hate it when u repeat the mistake time n again..dislike u.detest u.hate u.
i actuali tot tt it wld b much better if i dun tok to u anymore..but i dun wanna lose a fren juz lik tt..i noe it's a terrible feeling..wldnt want to experience it..if u dun wanna tok to me anymore, say so. i'll grant u ur wish ok. it's perfectly fine wif me..at least u state wad u tink..instead of letting me b angry n decide to have a cold war or wad..which made me seem lik i'm at fault..when u shldnt have said such a thing..it might b a trivial matter to u..but i rem u were hurt too when i was joking abt something too..i did aplogise later on when i realise tt u took it soo hard..juz how much is our friendship worth? do u regard me as ur fren? i even used to tink tt we were such gd frenz..
tears juz rolled down my cheeks again..sigh
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, July 12, 2003 at 10:56 p.m.
stupid..
dunno y..juz dun wanna log off kinda..feeling sad..i tink someone's angry wif me again..not reali angry ba..but duno wad happened over tt side too..haiz..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, July 9, 2003 at 11:40 p.m.
pekchek for no reason...
stupid...i duno y me v pekchek the whole of today..for no obvious reasons..maybe cuz i had not enuf slp ba...huo qi hen da lohz..feeling hot n ah! cuz my finger tip is still kind of swollen..kinda pekchek wheneva i see it sia~yest was lik so terrible..studied chem until i slpt on the table..din wan to wake up to continue my organic chem..vv sleepy lohz..2am then i woke up............n slept on my comfy bed..haha..stupid ritez..haiz.
oh ya..tml got remedial manz..i wanna study my bio one....but heard frm 4f pple tt study till siao isnt gonna b of much use..need not memo so much..alota based on understanding n application lohz....tis one...hmmm me cant make it..haha eh but memo me oso v lan le..brain getting rusty...........muz cleeeeeaaaan!
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, July 9, 2003 at 10:52 p.m.
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long time nv update kinda..hmm las fri was fun..reali fun..enjoyed listening to all those nice nice songs hehz..shi hui is reali gd..she got tai feng n her voice suits the song loh..kuang ting's voice oso kinda similar to eason chan one leh..haha but the las part i tink he nv reali pronounce correctly lik tt..ruimin not bad lahz..quite seh though..ahh as for duet..hmmm din figure out y ys n kimmie sang ai de zhen hao in the end..heard tt it's ys decision not to change back to at the beginning...n ys sang till lik no energy lik tt..so damn soft..n they sing in chi still kind of weird manz..haha kimmie looked v chio wor! she lik attending serious function..n ys going to party lik tt..hahaha..oh ya n me forced to go up to giv ys tt weird sunflower..at first zy said honey lu going up wif me oso.he giving kimmie but in the end yaocong gave kimmie lohz..
kind of sian lahz these few days..saturday went to sch..i was reali earli loh..first to reach there i tink..when it was supposed to start at 10 i reached there arnd 930 n it's still considered earli?! haha..buuuut..deborah was sick..n v few pple turned up today..esp those sec3s wanna pretend they duno tt there's dance or wad..some nv bring clothes to change n stuff..aft tt we decided to pon..we hesitated for lik so damn long loh..haha..stood at the carpark there to tink abt it over n over again..haha..our juniors kinda nice..they noe they r supposed to say tt they nv c us n stuff..hai..still feeling a bitz guilty...
as for hw..still working on my ss..chi kind of finished studying for tt test le ba..ah still got organic chem..big big big chapt leh..die le la..i cant seem to tink of a way to let myself go online less often leh.....i duno how........addicted le....HeLppppp!!!~
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, July 7, 2003 at 12:33 p.m.
haiz
sigh..have been coming online less often..i've come to realise tt time is sooo precious....n i doubt i can finish studying everything by prelims..haha n all our teachers urged us time n again to sacrifice n sacrifice..but it's so hard..i'm juz so scared i mite breakdown one day...feeling quite stressed le..phua phua so cute..still say our batch is sooo different frm the past yr batches..still can relax so much sia..haha i tink it's true leh..though we r having prelims n o's earlier than b4..we r all taking it quite easily actuali..alot of us lahz.probably gave up hope of scoring well during o's le ba..haiz...
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, July 3, 2003 at 11:16 p.m.
funni funni...
oh man..today is a weird little day for me sia~ firstly temperature was kind of high again..37.6 but i actuali din dare to reali put in right in le..so scared..packed bag went downstairs..feel so stupid..i was the onli one wif high temp tis morning loh..aft tt temp became 37.5 din reali dare put it in again..haha cuz i dun wanna b sent home..i am feeling perfectly fine..
when i went back to class..bok bok was lik saying "again??!" haha everyone started laughing at me again..haha me reali duno y temp always so high too..=(..she gave back compre liao n yong told me i got highest..i was lik..:O cuz it wasnt a high mark n my eng always sux..duno y it's so weird..we all did it together at the canteen tt time during eng period..answers shld b arnd the same too..
aft recess..took temp again..37.6 again..so stupid..n i actuali wanted yongtse to not always c my thermometer showing 37.6 n above..n start waving n say bye so loudly loh..no point asking me to go down waste my time..i had to go down loh cuz yong reaction always kind of big manz..told her liao nxt time i shall juz retake n retake till it's not so high..dun wanna go down manz..c tt fierce woman there..reali spoils my day..
clazz photos! haha..took such a close look at everyone manz..hahaha yong they all kept saying tis yr photos me v gao xiao..haha hm i din mean b to so funni too..hehz.got one photo we all stuck out our tongues..i blinked mah n i reali got those idiot face manz..hahaha..aft tt throw the tie up..my way of throwing up the tie was kind of funni haha..yong was sooo amused..oh ya another one..we blow kisses..haha according to sheryl my mouth always make until so cute..deb one oso loh..even worse ah..haha but she said tt it's juz cuz we v expert in blowing kisses le..hehe~i decided to buy two photos..those tt everyone looked nice in it eh..
ah! spring cleaning..was actuali doing nth loh..haha walking arnd..gossip gossip..haha the bez part was when i discovered mingjie n chawmun were cleaning the railings n i asked them "2f gathering ah?" then we started gossiping..i tot chaw mun reali went steady wif shiheng le leh..cuz alot pple saw them walking home together n getting reali close..but she sweared nv wor..haha n we started to force mingjie to say whu he likes..he say co sec3 one..n opposite us..we saw szelanh benice jonathon qilin! hehz..i kept signalling them to come over..haha cuz 2f gathering mahz..hehe..aft tt i dragged deb over too n we started gossiping n spilling secrets abt each other manz..haha laughed n laughed..
the most hiong section of the day..hahaha.me deb sheryl yong sh zhongyao yongsheng kimmie..gathered together..at first juz to hear them sing..aft tt becum kind of a fight among sh me zy deb yong sheryl hahaha..the usual pple lahz..actuali me forgot whu started flicking whose ear first manz..haha zy i tink..sheryl n me duno how to flick so we kept experimenting on him..hehe his ears turned damn red manz..aft tt he took revenge as usual..i covered my ears..but he grabbed my head.as usual manz.shook me arnd..kind of pain..cuz he exerting pressure on my head too! i juz kicked him wif all my might..haha then he :O-ed in pain manz..haha he said reali vv pain lehz.aft tt he grabbed my head again..tis time i was actuali sitting on the table..i was tinking how to take revenge..so i juz ehhhh anyhow kick..haha kind of kick his *erm* hahaha..he reali shocked tio..but heng lahz..he said nv reali kicked it. gave him a fright.
aft tt i tried it on yueshan hehz..actuali sh say i nv flick correctly one wor..not pain one..but yueshan said vvv pain..in the end we started trying to flick each other's ear..her aiming kind of lan haha..it turned out tt i managed to flick her lik 5 times le? she still nv got her revenge at all..haha she started chasing me..me covered my ears.got tickled.aft tt knocked against the metal thing at the white board where u place the markers..n got a scratch..i let go my hands to let her flick though struggling a bit too..haha she still cant aim properly! in the end i juz ran away lahz.went home discovered my scratched elbow was bleeding..kinda pain.haha hmm it's juz gers fight! tml me n yueshan agreed liao..we shall battle again tml..hehehe~
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, June 30, 2003 at 09:36 p.m.
arghhh
today was sickening..real sickening lehz..i hate babu manz..i hate to b so rude to an elderly..but hey.reali.she is reali irritating.maybe i shun say she suck.cuz alot pple say le..haha so i shld juz save it. BuT she is unreasonable..reali unreasonable..
ok look..the money for the flowers she bought to bai mei on our heads costs 2 bucks each..it is clearly stated on the receipt there..n got 30 of it..so total 60 bucks rite..nvm.n for us..those pple wif short hair she bought some disgusting coils of hair which rui says looks lik those in the drains n stuff..so damn er..tt one for us..she told me costs 3.50..ok.i tink it's either she hav a short term memory..or she is juz too poor in maths.b4 she bought the stuff..everyone paid 2 bucks..for tt flower..as for those short haired gers.we paid 7 bucks..n by right she shld giv those short haired gers 1.50 back rite eh? now she suddenly say the flowers thingie costs 3 bucks..or duno wad shit..is she juz trying to cheat our money?!? disgusting woman lah..n she said got 31 not 30..kept arguing wif us lah..cant stand her..
aft tt she insists on collecting 1 more dollar or wad shit n said tt we oso need to pay for her busfare..n imagine ok..we got 20 plus gers..one dollar each..is her bus fare lik 20 bucks ???!? stupid babu.u take wad shit transport to travel here n there? n u said i was calculative..care abt duno one dollar onli..i juz reali duno how the heck she actuali count one..i bet she nv eva pass her maths b4..i asked her those short haired gers no need pay one buck le rite..she said neeeeeeeed. but wad the shit..cant she pretend she can take those money tt she is supposed to return to us..ie. 1.50 each to pay tt one dollar..n tt 50 cents give her lahz..not tt i wan to take back little bit of money..but juz tt we cant possibly wu yuan wu gu duno wads going on n let her maths fail further rite..she wans to claim money for her busfare..she's the one whu's calculative..oh manz.disgusting woman.fat woman.stupid woman.but rui got the whole picture..we all agreed she's crazi.n rui actuali collected lik 50 cents frm everyone else not including those short haired gers le..n babu accepted the money..n now i wonder tt she tinks it enuf le la..budden imagine b4 tt if rui go collect alot more..wun she hav soo much money more..moreover she said we even paid so much for the costume le so y care abt such small amt of money..wad kind of logic manz.-_-""
ok i tink i dun wanna say le..i describe until so detailed..wasting my time being angry over her..she even scolded pple today cuz she cant find the place..n she called zw hp but we were practising dance..she blamed it on zw n rm tt she cant find the place..
also, i will never lik to see her in my neighbourhood anymore..i hate to see her..i even got to hide my face n u noe rite..i kept tinking she's v flirtatious manz..she tries to act lik she's sooo cultured. soooo feminine...sooooo pretty..sooo gentle..when she eats n stuff..disgusted~
cooooool dooowwwnn..hen hao..wo yi jing cooool down le..today chatted wif irc pple..discussed alot of stuff..made me realise i am v bad towards him or wad..maybe it's my fault..sorry.
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, June 28, 2003 at 10:04 p.m.
hols ending soon le loh..
left wif one can-choose-to-do-or-copy chi compo..haha e one tt honey punished me cuz nv bring bk tt one..hm he says wan me write a gd one c can post yi ling a not..sigh but i tink it's gonna waste alot of my time..though i do wan to write a nice love story..i juz started.one line onli n i am doubting whether i hav enuf time loh.still got alot of tests to study..sigh.maybe i shld juz anyhow write one or juz amend frm compo books..haha..
anyway the mystery is solved today...i noe wad new rumour i am involved in le..but i still abit blur as to wad tt person said such tt busybodies go n infer n spread rumours ...
so late le..i shall slp n consider if i shld help pple to complete their hw in time...lazi pple..tsktsk..haha..maybe i'll fax over tml..gotta slp le..morning still got dance! niteZ
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, June 28, 2003 at 01:48 a.m.
complicated..
hmm complicated's a nice song hehz. seldom listen to eng songs though..but today me in a kinda crazi mood..went to dl quite a no. of avril lavigne songs..not bad lahz...haha. ahhh n i need to pia my hw manz..tml watching movie..in-laws perhaps..provided my sis dun succeed in persuading me to watch ju-on..not tt me scared..but heard tt it's not scary..
oh ya..me love hear me cry..the one tt utada hikaru is nicer..it's actuali the song true true in tt love generation show..come to tink of it..tts a nice show..kind of sweet..n i lik dang ni's mtv too! cuz there's meng ze hahaha..so cute sia.big big eyes. ah.n today went to listen to wo bu nan guo..long long long time nv listen le wor..find tt there's a vvv special kind of feeling..n there seems to b a sweet smell one leh..v fresh smell oso..i duno y so weird..i remembered the first few times i listened to it..reali got a v special feeling one..haha but it's nice though..^v^ haha..
Hear me cry
You couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew
Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice
(You passed me by)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You couldn't say
needed someone new
and you actually thought
deep inside I knew
I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
(You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
and the love we made
(You passed me by)
Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, June 25, 2003 at 10:27 p.m.
oh man.
i find it v scary now. my fren juz told me he heard people toking abt me..hmm kind of gossiping.cuz toking abt the rumours tt i have.they made it seem kind of mani rumours wif at least two guys.my fren refused to tell me whu said tt...nvm suan le.dun wanna noe too much.later end up v pekchek.
went kovan today..ate bk.i gave my mama n sisters a treat eh..haha..we took mrt there..nel.juz downstairs my house!kind of convenient loh..took onli abt 10 mins at the most? yea. i figured out tt it costs onli 40 cents which is 5 cents cheaper than my usual trip if i take a bus there. so on the journey back home..mama n sisters decided to take a bus cuz to them i tink it's cheaper.me took the mrt alone n we decided to compete haha..me reached home first lahz.took lik onli 9 minutes..
oh ya..i tried the kfc green tea ice cream too..taste lik drinking some creamy tea..haha..taste quite ok ba..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, June 23, 2003 at 11:19 p.m.
hot.
went toa payoh juz now..for the sake of returning my books which r due today..aft eating dinner n abt to enter the library..my mama asked me where's my books..i was stunned.haha..i tot she brought it out cuz she put them in a plastic bag for me..me vvv careless loh..sigh..
aft tt my mama say now so late le..tml then return the books..n pay the fines loh..i din wan to..paying the fines r kind of troublesome..so i kind of insisted on taking a bus back home myself..n come back here to meet them..papa din agree..v worked up leh..he said now so late it's vv dangerous..aft much persuasion..i headed home..i am practically running loh..ran to the busstop..waited quite a while for the bus..rushed into the lift..took my books..drank some water n close the door immediately haha..v terrible..i actuali jay-walked to get to the bus stop as fast as possible..sweating lik hell manz..n i tink i could've reached back there in around 10 minutes time if the bus arrived fast enuf..sadly, no. i waited TwEnTy minutes for the bus ok..
finally returned my books..mama kept telling me papa's face was black all the while..said tt shouldnt have let me gone back to take the books..hmm wondering if i shld b glad or pekchek..glad tt papa cares so much abt me..pekchek tt he is tooo protective of me..me 16 yrs old le ma..yet he still kinda treat me as a young young kiddy..
tis reminds me those times when i had claz bbq n stuff..wanted to stay late..but papa insisted on fetching me home early..had to leave so much earlier than my other frenz..i told him how abt i go home by myself at a later time..he said he's v worried..n most of the time i hate it when he insists on fetching me..cuz he always cant find the place..end up spending quite some time locating the place.he refused to carry a handphone..he dun hav one but my sis offered hers for the nite..he juz said nvm nvm..n i cant even contact him u noe..lik telling him i am at this end of the carpark not the other end..normally it got him quite angry n he would blame me for not telling properly where i wld b waiting..but whu noes tt there r so mani possible exits? sigh..
sometimes i tink parents should give their children a little freedom though i noe tt in their hearts, they r actuali vv concerned...
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Friday, June 20, 2003 at 10:42 p.m.
happy meal
i've been eating happy meals sooo often..anyway they r all treats frm my auntie..cuz she onli wan the toys..onli keeping a lookout for her son's favourite toys like nemo, dory, etc etc etc..they finally got the full set le manz..
something v amazing..mama allow me to buy any one for memo haha..hm pearl's not bad..considering between pearl n bloat..cuz i tink they look cute n nice when they light up..glowwwwww in the darkness..haha..aiya there's sensor..n e whole body will becum soo red..hehehe nicenice..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, June 18, 2003 at 10:27 p.m.
slack.
slacko day..feel lik a pig..eating so much at the tim sum alacarte buffet...mama n sis loh..ordered so mani dumplings n there wasnt much varieties..mama started hiding those food...n we chop those food into smaller piecs throw it into the soup..cover wif another plate..cuz it was stated tt the balance food will b charged..haha..not tt the food wasnt nice..juz tt it's eat until ni le loh..mainly prawns n stuff..
ah..but we ate lik 5 bowls of watermelon sago dessert..nicenice leh..at least it's cold. n we kept laughing cuz we actuali ordered onli one bowl at first. eh tink it's nice n order another one..finish le n order again..haha trouble the pple sia~
oh earlier on in the day..had bio remedial ma..yongtse overslept n she called me. mdm sim havent reali started but she was starting to crap a bit..i hid under the table to answer the call hahaha..she din notice..hehz.in the end yongtse said she decided tt it's not worth it to take a taxi down..she gonna continue slping..told me to tell mdm sim she had severe stomach cramps..haha..
aft tt keep feeling my fone vibrating..a call from wenling..when i was wondering wad i shld do..she hung up le..n msg me say i notti haha..on fone during lesson..-___-""" haha..wanted to reply..but find it so hard...cuz i had to look at mdm sim n try to recall where the letters were..on which button n stuff haha..
juz to summarise..i din do any hw..wasted my day..-______-""
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, June 18, 2003 at 10:18 p.m.
yoyoyo
got dance tml..or rather later in the day..but mama booked tim sum buffet liao le leh..i cant dun go..i got to rush off at 10 loh..n b4 going for bio...so means tml i cant go dance...sigh i hafta find ms chong..hopefully i can b excused...
anyway these few days...kinda bz..with work..n reading my storybk..yao shuai bu shuai de nan ren..haha cute title eh...mentioned tt guys whu r not handsome oso can hav charm leh..find it true too..haha..interesting book..read halfway thru le..
din do any hw today..i muz at least do my summary tml..n on wed, sh ask whether wanna go watch movie..i was tinking mayb i can use the complimentary pass to go watch on wed...he was saying c how first..depends if he gets into the finals...hm tired..go slp le..gd nitezzzZ
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Tuesday, June 17, 2003 at 12:40 a.m.
hwhwhw
sigh..hw is stressing me out..i feel lik i did nth today loh..or rather everyday....i still hav chem papers..n my a maths..n ss? sigh duno when i will eva finish it manz..
oh btw...my auntie has got 4 complimentary passes..she giving 2 to me n sis n the other two to my uncle n auntie..tink we'll b going together...yea!! my uncle n auntie going to treat us to dinner oso..to celebrate something i tink..nicenice..! hm but i hope i finish all my hw by then so tt i can go out without much worries..yipee~
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Friday, June 13, 2003 at 10:15 p.m.
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i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, June 12, 2003 at 04:09 p.m.
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i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, June 11, 2003 at 07:20 p.m.
lian ren wei man
为什么只和你能聊一整夜 为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面 就数你最特别 总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街 为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我 比别人多一些 却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上 恋人未满 甜蜜心烦 愉悦混乱 我们以后
会变怎样 我迫不及待想知道答案 再靠近一点点
就让你牵手 再勇敢一点点 我就跟你走 你还等什么
时间已经不多 再下去 只好只做朋友 再向前一点点
我就会点头 再冲动一点点 我就不闪躲 不过三个字
别犹豫这么久 只要你说出口 你就能拥有我
为什么 你寂寞只想要我陪 为什么我难过只肯让你安慰 我们心里面
明明都有感觉 为什么不敢面对
为什么 你寂寞只想要我陪 为什么我难过只肯让你安慰 我们心里面
明明都有感觉 为什么不敢面对
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我不相信 都动了感情却到不了
爱情 那么贴心却进不了 心底 你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你
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i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, June 11, 2003 at 05:56 p.m.
hm.
finding nemo is kinda cute n funni..i lik dory..n i lik nemo's voice too..sounds cuteee haha..onli arnd 14 pple watched the movie together...n ys was kind of crazi to suggest playing a stupid game..he bought the tickets n aft tt reshuffled them, let us pick..reali stupid..cuz we noe in the end we will still b changing seats anyway..at first i cldnt find my seat..i tot i was supposed to b in row g when the others r in row h n i..scared me..actuali was supposed to b sitting beside yt according to deborah..she shouted so loud in the cinema..n i huh so loud..haha
i wasted quite alot of sms today..wasnt supposed to..but when pple msg, oso cannot juz dao them..but i did in the end, after deborah complained abt me kept using hp n neglect her when we walked arnd in bugis..
went to the beach..was nice..enjoyed the breeze v much..kinda relaxing..but reali..so little pple went..onli melo kenny heng simin yongtse joined us then..honestly i dun reali feel much claz spirit..sigh..pple lik ev la..juz cuz amanda nv go she decided not to go too when her other frenz lik sk n simin oso went loh..
can onli hope tt aft o levels, everyone will b vvv free n we can then go crazi together..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, June 9, 2003 at 09:16 p.m.
yea..
my mama let me go for the claz outing le !! whee! can enjoy for one whole day le manz.!
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Sunday, June 8, 2003 at 07:36 p.m.
black.
haha took claz photo today..we were lik trying to gek tall cuz no one wans to sit down..n me n yueshan wanted to be beside each other..cuz we r so dark..if we were to sit beside sheryl or whueva tt's even fairer...the contrast will b damn obvious..n tts wad happened to yueshan las yr...haha
it's quite fun though..tan tui gee took quite alot of shots for us..super lame shots..hehz..n i bet i'm will appear to b even darker than las yr claz photo le..not nice! walao..cuz for the past two days..our on claz has been playing cap ball together..be it recess or after sch..haha v united eh? hehe..nicenice but the scorching sun juz want to join in loh..stupid..made me even darker...
hmm there's alot of hw for the hols..n i got tio sum remedials..my results r way too bad le loh..sigh..tml claz pple wanna play cap ball aft sch..but i dun wanna get any darker though the phototaking is over le n shld b heck care..i tink i rather slp than play, at least not in such hot weather mah..depends on the weather loh..we'll c..
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i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, June 5, 2003 at 10:50 p.m.
sigh..
so bz..haiz..i've been trying not to cum online tt often nowadays le..cuz i've been feeling guilty of not putting in effort..sigh..
i realised alot of stuffs yest..tt my mama actualli dotes on me the most..haiz..i dun wan to disappoint her so i tink i shall work hard..
hmm gonna hav a class outing soon le..i duno if i can go..i wan to go n i dun wan to ..argh wad am i toking?!? but i wun dare to ask my mama though..i m scared she's asking me y i lik to go out..when i seldom do..haiz..depends on my luck..if i dare to bring it up to her when she's in a good mood..maybe she mite agree..i duno..all of a sudden i hav a urge to go out..i've not gone out wif my frenz for a long long long time le..sigh..n tis time claz outing shld b fun eh..moz prob i tink we'll b going to the besch n movies!
my zuo wen havent finish...i planned to write lik 4 pages long if i m in the mood to..cuz it's a nice theme set..toking abt dunman high n ur feelings all tt sort of thing..i wan to write a nice one so tt nxt time i can rem lotsa things when i read the compo..hehz.
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, June 4, 2003 at 11:14 p.m.
duno wad happened..
sigh...my win 2k cant b used..start halfway it auto restart again..n juz continues restarting n restarting..mei wan mei liao....i duno wad happened..was tinking mayb cuz i evening went to upgrade the kazaa? other than tis, i cant tink of any reason y it suddenly go crazi le..now i m using win98 tts y can cum online..but tis msn here sux..the blue colour is not normal blue..so disgustingly bright..n the emoticons r much lighter..wadeva it is, there's quite a big diff n i dun like it sumhow..msn plus cant work here too..quite a bit of a problem..
papa's trying to contact my cousin..the comp wizard..but juz cant get thru the line..waiting for my saviour loh..
n most of all, i m so bored now..cuz there's no kazaa here in win98..no music to listen to..not used to it kinda..juz too quiet..feeling blue now..sigh
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Sunday, June 1, 2003 at 09:36 p.m.
sux.
dance is getting so sucky now..i duno y..feel so slack..which is not supposed to b a gd thing.. mayb it's juz due to us not willing to work hard..but then again..wad can we do when the teacher is lik soooo duno-wad...her tinking is reali weird loh n one more thing, shhhh...she is perverted..haha
sum pple r reali so kou shi xin fei...wan to tok to pple but juz gek n gek..so damn weird rite..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, May 31, 2003 at 06:42 p.m.
howhowhow..
i feel so damn disappointed wif myself..wads happening to my results?!?!? y does it drop soooo much!?!? esp my L1R5 manz..i hate it..i seem to lose faith in myself le..
hmm but today elaine goh said sumthing kind of encouraging..she's lik keep asking us not to giv up no matter how bad our results r..still can work hard for it juz dun heck care so much...she oso din plan to call us back for make up lessons during the hols..she's one special teacher..though she luvs to tok n tok during our test! find it hard to conc haha..
btw vonz, happy birthday!! hehe
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, May 28, 2003 at 09:48 p.m.
cap ball..
hm today nv play against 2b..cuz they got exams n stuff loh..so at first i got sum guys beforehand to deal with 2b together one..haha budden nvm in e end got anrd 4 guys play wif our claz gers loh..quite funi..nice game though.
i suddenly enjoy taking temp duno y..cuz i keep tinking tt there r lots of surprises esp when i feel v hot n kinda scared but yearn to c wad my temp is actuali..haha weirdo..when teacher mentions abt oral exam or wad exams n if temp so high cannot enter then no gd n stuff..so mani pple were lik mumbling my name..haha..esp deb n yong..laughed at me..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Tuesday, May 27, 2003 at 05:00 p.m.
sianz.
i tink i juz said sumting so so so bad..haha..but it sounds lik i'm joking so nvm..so sian now i hav alot of work to do actuali..i noe tt..but i am online here doing nth..nth much to do online mah..haiz..how dumb..
btw mw i finished signing ur autograph bk le! sacrificed my afternoon nap..hehz..erm i realised everyone got such nice designs..i feel so paiseh..sorry worx.
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, May 26, 2003 at 09:21 p.m.
weird..
mw..now i uds ur situation when u said ur temp always get so high! i tink i mite feel a bit hot tis morning..but i tink it's way too terrible le ba..actuali when i put it in..to exaggerate it a bit..it went up to 38..n rang when it showed 38.1 but i dun trust it..cuz i keep tinking tt i too nervous mayb..haha..i dun wanna b sent home too..so i drank sum water..n took again..yongtse kept making me laugh..n i had to retake n retake..after which the reading showed 37.8...so gotta b isolated..
i was the last to take the temperature at the isolation room there..before that..jinyuan who forgot to bring her thermometer went wif me to the toilet n told me to drink more tap water..i oso ran to make myself sweat for a while..i secretly took my temp while waiting at the isolation room..n it juz couldnt fall below 37.6...but after a while..i tink it became 37.4..mayb i din reali take my temp properly too..haha not accurate loh..
when i took the temp for the second time of the day...it's arnd 37.4...dropped so much..n btw sh even told hp tt i got sars or wad..keep emphasizing my temp is 38.1 haha..i tink i wasnt exactly having a fever loh..cuz i could still sweat though i feel hot too..weird.
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Monday, May 26, 2003 at 06:03 p.m.
clear..
juz when i m finally clear abt everything..finally tot it over n over again..finally come to a decision le..n then again..i tot i was mistaken..mayb i'm assuming..
aiyo wad can i do rite?
die die die..every reply to icq is 50 cents each ah? y so ex??cuz it's an international sms?too ex le la..die i feeling v guilty now..sorry tt u paid 50 bucks for tis..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Sunday, May 25, 2003 at 09:57 p.m.
late..
i'm always slping so late manz..no gd for health..ahh hungry...no more food...hehz
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Sunday, May 25, 2003 at 02:56 a.m.
scared..
i so scared..now i'm juz scared tt u mite tink i am looking at u..
n one more thing..dun always ask me e nite b4 if i m going to sch on sat..sigh
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, May 24, 2003 at 06:47 p.m.
sigh..
- s a d - everyone's not in a good mood..i duno y too..i feeling sad over my studies..so sickening..i reali hate it. n nxt prob is my mama..when i came home, telling her today my temp high n got isolated..i was looking into the mirror onli..oso nv comb my hair or wad..she scolded me straightaway for being vain. i was reali pekchek wif her le..i mean wads wrong rite..sumore i juz came back she nv even lik show her concern how cum my temp so high n stuff..first thing she rem is to scold me n bring up all the past incidents whereby i sms lik so occasionally one loh..
it's unfair..reali unfair..she even said tt she wun care if i leave home..when i din even mention anything of tt sort..she said she lost meaning in life..n i can sense tt she's in a bad mood as usual becuz of my dad i tink..but..she's reali weird ba..at nite her mood better a bit le..n she said she juz cant help tinking how cum my studies so lan le..
sigh..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, May 24, 2003 at 12:10 a.m.
aiyooo
misunderstanding happens so often..i should have said it directly..rather than let pple get the wrong message frm wad i'm trying to say...boohoo.:'(
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, May 17, 2003 at 11:33 a.m.
haiz
taking a break in e middle of e wk feels gd..esp after 3 tests..still gotta study for phy test..feeling stressed..i wanna do well..at least not to disappoint myself ba..sigh
sigh..facing sum stupid problem..sumtimes things tt pple said juz cant seem to disappear immediately..they stay in ur mind n juz float arnd u noe? terrible feeling esp if u noe u shld not bother abt it but u juz cant help but tink wad u shld do..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Wednesday, May 14, 2003 at 09:10 p.m.
sigh
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ahhh..alot of tests leh..i reali buay tahan..i study geog n find tt nth seems to go inside my head..n i take reali long to uds them..unlike others..ahhhh.feeling so stupid..still got locus maths test! phy test oso! sigh..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Sunday, May 11, 2003 at 05:54 p.m.
nice
hmm..one fifth's ai de man dong zuo is nice..suddenly find tt tt jill xu's mei you ni de mei yi tian oso v nice..lik listen for so long then i realise it..hehe.ah i juz love to listen to songs when i'm online..when i'm studying too..though i dun tink i concentrate real well.hehz.
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, May 10, 2003 at 08:56 p.m.
no cca!
hehez..tis wk sat n nxt wk sat no cca! at least i need not wake up so earli manz..can slp until late late..n try to study more..haiz..results reali lik shit.
ah! heard alot pple mention tt now if absent frm sch..need not hav mc..mayb dun even need parents letter manz..tt'll b gd..if i wanna pon sch..i'll pon on wed! nt bad rite cuz i dun wanna miss phy..wed no phy..got bio got chem.then no pract means no need make up..haha
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Saturday, May 10, 2003 at 12:22 p.m.
v fed up
v fed up all of a sudden..kena treated so coldly by pple certainly doesnt feel nice at all..but i hate it la..so angry..i wan to remain onli as gd frenz..y does it seem juz so diff?!
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, May 8, 2003 at 07:20 p.m.
sigh..
haiz..my frenz went to eat sakae sushi..planned to go wif them..bud i duno y i din even dare to ask my mama cuz i noe she sure say no..esp when i recently complained to her how disappointed i am in my chem results n stuff..
got no mood to go oso..though i wld luv to go n eat sushi buffet..mayb wait till mothers' day..i treat my mama eat or wad loh..sigh..oh ya n yest chem test so sucky..tink i gonna fail..i wasnt feeling real well n got abit giddy..accidentally left so mani blanks..forgot to fill them up..even e mcq i so fed up wif myself..left one blank n no time to check oso..argh...
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Thursday, May 8, 2003 at 05:48 p.m.
ah.
i juz checked online e napfa results le..ahh at least i still can get a C for sbj..lik tt i need not worry n need not bother abt retest too..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Tuesday, May 6, 2003 at 08:42 p.m.
argh...
tis yr napfa suxxxx...argh..i duno y i juz cant perform up to my normal standard la..so shitty..sit n reach still ok..e others i dun reali care tt much as long i still can get a minimum c to aim for gold mah..budden tt sucky sbj i duno y i suay suay ok..las time was lik 183 now i onli jumped lik 167 arnd there la..walao so big diff..tink dun even hav a minimum c ok..n i noe i am nervous n din swing enuf or wad to get me to jump further..actuali i noe y i am nervous..cuz of sum external factor..hmm but i tink it's dumb..argh
heard frm eleanor tt she did ask mr ang..n he said tt if those who nv get gold in e end..wait till results cum out le..then if wan retake can retake..n i hope when i reali get a chance to retake i can perform better..sigh at least let me get gold eventually?
ooh i almost forgot to mention tt mr seeva juz got damn slow reflexes or wad shit la..everyone kinda did badly for shuttle run..n he v niao oso..when pple keep running..juz lik to disturb n say"faster...gers!"haha alot pple cant stand him..tink his timing mayb got prob?
argh..duno le la..juz hate myself so much...utterly disappointed in everything tt i do..tell me juz wads wrong wif me!??!
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Tuesday, May 6, 2003 at 08:24 p.m.
terrible..
haha..today reali kind of terrible..tt disgusting zy keep bullying us..he said tt he accidentally locked our (me deb yongtse sheryl) bags together..e worst thing is he said even e key was locked together..so now no more key muz wait for locksmith or wad shit..haha we so scared..n sumore when we came back to claz..it's ling ling ss period le..then we dragged e 4 bags here n there juz to get our books.
hmm but heng heng duno is he rem got one extra key or bluff us one..he suddenly pass to us e spare key..n our bags got saved manz..
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Tuesday, May 6, 2003 at 04:17 p.m.
new backgrnd..
pink backgrnd! dun reali lik pink..lik purple bez! bud then again eds costume is purple n it kind of spoils e colour...
i saw a shooting * across the sky on Sunday, May 4, 2003 at 02:01 p.m.
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