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sad or happy?
sigh..
shld i b sad or happy? i duno..
got o level chi results today..a1 plus oral distinction..ok loh..but i am kind of glad for my claz..cuz onli two pple got a2..e others a1 leh..even lu gui xia say she's satisfied.btw it's she whu told us e results..she's nice..we were goin to e bio lab..we walked past her n she asked if we knew abt our results alredi..then aft tt she took out e class list n let us see..such a nice person..hmmm kind of regret last yr teachers day giv every teacher present except her leh..sigh
but now..my frenz they wanna giv her sumthing juz to thank her for this..i tink e reason is kind of funni rite..but not tt i dun wan giv her..though i kind of touched by her kindness all of a sudden..now i missed her for sum unknown reasons too..hahaha..you will onli learn to treasure sumone aft sum time..esp when they r kind of gone or sumthing..v true.sigh.so mayb we will make sumthing for her..or buy sumthing loh..
but i am still sad tt i did quite badly for my phy tests..
failed both tests..sigh..i juz hate myself..kind of angry wif myself all of a sudden..feeling useless.disgusting useless fool argh..i muz buck up..i muz.i promise to.though i am not v sure if i can do it..i am slacking..argh..
i muz push myself for better results..sigh..if not i will always be so sad..i dun wan to..i wan to lead a happy life..
Friday, February 28, 2003 05:39 p.m.
long long time
long time nv blog le..
sigh..i suddenly feel tt i hate myself alot..
i've been kind of bad..i duno wads wrong wif me oso.
thurs nite juz kena scolded by mama..she dun let me go out wif my clique, say i daring sumore..go out more often than before..n i cried.juz feelin sad n moody at tt time too..she doesn't trust me.not at all.sigh.
my mood was affected e whole day..phy test was horrible.since i was feelin kind of angry n sad..how to do well for test rite? sumore e nite b4 had dance pract so tired..i was slpin n studyin at same time..meanin study one section then slp on table for 15 min..nothing goes into my brain..din study well..gonna fail wif a single digit..arghh..n my mama is sure to scold again..when she's partly to blame for affecting my mood..the way she said it was realli bad loh..when i tot of it in claz..i wanted to cry ok.sigh...
n all of a sudden i feel that no one uds me..not tt well actualli..i m not sure if wad i am feelin now is considered over-stressed or wad..i feel e urgent need to buck up..at least to do quite well in my studies..but now there's a need for committment in my cca..diff to cope..esp at nite when i feel juz so tired n sleepy..sigh.
ahhhhhhhh...i feel so useless..i hate myself..sad.sigh.
Sunday, February 23, 2003 01:23 a.m.
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haha true ah? pple say i am abit slow at times leh..haha..loveable n kind? haha..
Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:50 p.m.
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Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:46 p.m.
moody
feeling moody today..
mama kind of nagged again..sigh.
i was saying tt studying so pek chek one..n she told me lotsa things aft tt..sigh..i even told her i wanna hav money so can chuang ye..actualli i oso duno y i said tt..haha..n she asked me wad business i wanna do. funni..
Monday, February 10, 2003 09:25 p.m.
sianz
so sick n tired..not enuf slp i tink..went for dance practice in e morning..
we did sumthing stupid in e canteen..cuz e np pple were in e canteen cheering so loud..we few siao zha bor-s did our eds ooh lah lah cheer haha..n kek seh cheer too..haha..funni..n e np pple jeered at us..
Saturday, February 8, 2003 04:02 p.m.
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