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Thursday, March 24, 2005
AMAGAWD!!!~ Am I dreaming...????!!!! Tell me that this is so fkingly TRUE!!!! pRO had no bots for a day today~ OMG XD So happy!!!!!~ I hope those persistent dumb botters won't find a way to bot again for a veeeery long time. >_>
Anyways, I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!! I finally got that mp3 I wanted. TwT Thank you God~!
But..of course I only got disconnected and the pc hanged 2x before I even got to finish that download. -__-; But it's all good~ x3 Ah~ I love this song...you know, the one being played in Full House at the opening? All I need now is to find a lyric of it. :3
All in all, this day's pretty good, I say. ^w^
But then, there's still something bothering me..I dunno. I have a lot of things going on in my mind right now..I just can't find the right person to talk to about this matter.
I'm too shy to tell my mom about it, or my cousins or my other friends, I'm afraid they'll laugh or think of me as a total idiot or whatever.
I don't even wanna post that thing here either. *sigh* I feel like I'm going to explode already. =_= But, then of course I know there's someone who knows about this, but... Y_Y
I don't know anymore. I'm so confused already. Sometimes I just wanna sleep and never wake up again or something.
Well...I'm out of here. Laters...
^^
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Hi there~!
Well, I decided to post another entry again. I dunno but I really feel like expressing my thoughts right now. xD
First off, I'll start with this:
ARTIST'S BLOCK!!!! gaah. @_@ I'm experiencing this all over again..it's like heck. -_-
And then my right arm feels..heavy. ==;;
This day sure is bad. It's so hot and then my pc is being stupid. Someone buy me a new pc. -_-;;; [I'm kidding at the new pc part :p]
Hmmmhmm...let's see.....what else..Oh yeah~! If anyone here watches that Korean drama, Full House..ummm..can you please tell me what's the title of the song when they show the characters/artists in the opening? or maybe if you're very generous, can you send me an mp3 of it or something? Please? I'm almost desperate that I'm gonna cry. :[
That's all. For now.
amagad
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Alright...PA is hacked by some jerk. I hope he trips or fall to a manhole or something..grr. -_-
Ugh, right now I feel so tired. Emotionally and physically..I dunno why I should feel like this, it's not like I'm having or thinking of a major problem right now or anything. Cause of this I feel pissed off. -_-
Maybe I just need to get lots of sleep.
But enough of that. I started to write stories about my comic-book-thingie characters. Like what could've happened if their stories were seperated and stuff.
I'm currently writing Aster and Claude's story..they're one of my favorites along with my other *selected few* characters. xD
Dun read below if you dun want boring history about my charas, but this is gonna be fun. xD
[story-thingie] To be honest, Claude was actually Monochrome's love interest, then I added in Aster to the bunch, who's er..love interest was a certain Jes guy.[who is now removed in my original story] *lol*
But then I changed the storyline a bit more and stuff, until I finally decided to pair up Claude and Aster. They make a cute example of the so-called opposites attract, I say. *rofl* xD [/story-thingie]
So, that's that. I finally gave this blog a chance, some attention and lav. <3 I love you my lovely blog. :3
Hello Diary!~
Monday, March 21, 2005
*rofl* Actually I really feel like blogging today. xD
I finally finished my first short-story..it still sucks but I like it. ^^ It's a tragedy story. >_< And then the one I'm NOW writing is also a tragedic story. Augh..I have this thing for sad stories..*lol*
Well....I dunno but..there's something bothering me right now. I dunno what it is but, it's weird. Really weird. o_o
Sometimes I think my mom and cousin notice me when I just laguh or smile alone..ahahaha. And yes, I'm still sane. I just dunno why I keep smiling..*lol*
Hmmmm..what else...oh yeah~ it's already almost holy week. ^^
And also..I have to be more strict with what I eat. I dun wanna be called fatso anymore, wah. >_<;; Mean people.~ But it's okay, I'll show them I can control myself.~ XD
Amagad, I'm feeling hyper again. Am I dreaming? Or I just lack sleep lately? xD
Btw, I'm in love with writing. It's a new hobby now~ >w<
amagad. o_o
Sunday, March 20, 2005
I can't believe I'm actually writing an original short story. O_O
I never, and I mean NEVER attempted to do a novel thing. I must've hit my head hard or something. *lol* If there's something about writing I did in the past, they're mostly fanfics.[and bad ones at it] Now I'm writing with my own characters. o.o
Although my writing skill's still bad, I think it's fun to write stories. ^w^ Beats boredom while vending in RO when I have no one else to talk to..*rofl*
And by the way....Phantom Kingdom looks nice..[although I'm kinda confused as to why the red-haired guy turns into a book or something o_o;;;]
Must finish Phantom brave first though...the RPG I can't seem to finish along with FF7 and FF10. ahaha. ^^;
Well, I better be going now..need to wake up early later. =_=
P.S: The song "I think I" by Byul[or something] is so cute...Go listen to it!~ >w<
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
Lately I feel so tired...emotionally. I dunno..I don't know what's this "thing" that's been bothering me lately. u_u
Or maybe I've just been feeling "ngarag" for the past few days. Urgh, this is so stupid. I keep telling myself to pull myself back together..keh.
Anyway, Mika Nakashima's songs are so...beautiful~ They're kinda inspiring. >W< And then I've actually got myself to do a new layout for this blog, yay!~ I'll upload it when I get the time. xD
And oh yeah~ my PC is going nuts again, must ask my cousin to reformat it. I hope he doesn't procrastinate this time..*lol* XD
Well, that's all for now. I actually want to write more but, I'm too sleepy now. So..bye-bye!~ ^__^
P.S: pRO is now in Amatsu/Kunlun!~ I'll marry your chara, if you pay me. *rofl* joke! joke!!! xD Note that my characters are not up for grabs, OK?~ x3
o_o
Friday, March 11, 2005
I'm beginning to feel like I'm backtracking back to the past. Does that sound weird?? o_o
I dunno..I have this sudden urge to go and replay FF6, 8, 9, 10 and 10-2 and other games I played long ago.
And then I have this nagging feeling to create and design layouts again..wonder if that's a good thing? O_o
[but then again, since I'm using Firefox browser, I guess I can't do those transparent iframes and colored scrollbars again since..the IE that my pc has is already outdated xD]
Hmm, well life's been a bore..as always. But March is already here, I have to study geography, algebra, physics and all that crap now so I can pass that friggin' DepEd placement exam already.
I'm even willing to force myself to get interested in those subjects that I really don't have a clue and hate. Honestly. >.<
[useless junk]I dunno, but sometimes I wish I were a different person..you know, the perfectly normal type, normal life, normal everything..I kinda envy those people, you know? u_u
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who feels what I feel everyday..grr, I dun wanna sound like I'm an idiot or something else but..gah.
Maybe I just need to get out and feel the rays of the sun or something. =__=
[/useless junk]
Well..that's it for the rant. Finally felt like posting here. ><;
^____^
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Weeeee!!! I love Star Ocean Till the end of time!!! xD
I got addicted to it...currently on disc2..nyehehe
Anyways, not much yet again..just got this annoying cough and cold right now. It's starting to piss me off, actually. ^^;;
And, I realized I haven't drawn anything for days. >< I think my drawings look more horrible than ever. wah, better start drawing again I guess. Well that's it. buh-bye.
o_o
Wednesday, February 2, 2005
[senseless rant]
*is going insane never mind this post, if ever*
aaaarrggghhh..!!! Nuuuu!! I can't take this anymore! I dunno what to do anymore!!! blaaahhhh!!!!!!!! goshdang you! HAAAAAAATE!!! >=E waaaahhhhhh!!! >___< Don't make me feel so confused anymore! grr.
[/senseless rant]
Anywaaay...I think I'll change layout some time soon or something..it doesn't look too good on Firefox. X___x;;
Zhan Shen and stuff OwO;
Sunday, January 30, 2005
WAAAAHHH!!! I wanna watch it!!!! I wanna watch Zhan Shen/Mars!!! >0<;; I really fell in love wif the song, and now I wanna watch the series. Is that too much to ask? ;w;
Anyway, I've been quite busy for the last few days. *swt* I'm so tired. >< And later I have to wake up early[5 hours of sleep!!!!]to go and accompany my cousins and my mom to the mall. D: Gah..I hate going to the malls but whatever. I'm starting to lack sleep because of all this stuff. ahahah. :o
Aaarrggghh!!! I swear I'll finish Phantom Brave!!! I wanna see the ending so badly already!! I'm stuck at episode 15 or was it 16..*swt* I already forgot...I know it's somewhere in that ice stage. grrgrr st00pid monster's levels are too high there. It's frustrating. ^^;;;
Anyway, I gotta go to sleep now. baibai!
-_-
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
pfft. I'm watching a documentary-something show and they're showing those horses and rac-track dudes. I kinda feel sad about those poor horses, they just shoot it's head when it's old or injured and then they sell the horse's meat..tsk tsk, they're so mean. :[
Anyways..I just remembered I had a blog..*lol*.
p!@#$%^&*()!!!!!!
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Grah..I feel so pressured!!!!! >_______<
AYOKO NA NGA!!! BWICET!!!!! @#$&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ngggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!
WAAA!! AYOKO NA TALAGAAAA!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! BWISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!! WAAAAHHH!!!!!
[rant]Ok..I'm realllllllyyyy annoyed with this work I have to do..which I don't think I'll finish...or even start it..grr..I never should've decided to do it..hmph. Now I feel so pressured everytime I try to start that f$%^&* work or do something related to it. *sigh*
The pains of being too "nice". -_-
I swear next time I'll never accept to do something stupid like that again.ever.
[/rant]
*phew* ranting feels so good. ^_______^
Anyways..I haven't been feeling too good these days. >__<
I dunno..well..whatever.
>.>
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
sheesh..I'm really bad when it comes to updating blogs and stuff. Well, there's nothing much to say anyway, so..don't expect me to actually post here everyday. -_-
Yun lang. La na po me masabi eh.
rararararar
Thursday, December 30, 2004
blahblahblahblahgggg...This day....I don't know what happened but..whatever. >__<
Advanced Happy New year anyway.
brainstorming session
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
meh..maan got DC'ed again in RO, so...I exited RO for a while to post some stuff..ahahahaha. O_o
Anyways..have you ever felt something like..
THIS???!!!!
Seriously...I feel so pressured when I start to draw something. Am I the only one who feels like that? =w=
I'm so weird...
random post. nevermind. -_-
>_>
Monday, December 27, 2004
Ok...I hope these tags shiet is working now...
lalalalala
testing
Saturday, December 25, 2004
testing...1...2..3....blahblagfjasdghfjsdhgjsh
