i dont like you and your friends. you act like a bimbo. and you are one. the sight of you makes my blood boils. oh and i think the bimbo part was a compliment, cos you dont have the looks nor brains.

the reason why i dont like band is because of you and your friends. i am embarassed for you. and as her friends, you are as equally as irritating as her.you do not belong to our _____, and why do you come to our turf(i like this word) for _______. and i am not directing it to eunice, so probably you know who you are. that is, if you are smart enough.

Kiwi

after sak gave me her "wrong-size" book, i attempted to draw in it. ATTEMPTED. see the word. i still can't draw. but there is slight improvement in my drawing. which is a good thing. i still can't figure out why she still doesn't want her book cos its relatively very nice, although sak says its the wrong size.

i'm going to yunnan with sabrina, aya, huiting, abigail and germaine in my class. yep. hope they get us in hotel rooms which can accomodate 3 people so aya won't get left out. I miss Sak *huggle* or rather the bullying part more((:

Kiwi

you don't have to pretend. i don't like you, you don't like me. fine. so let's get out of each other's path. but too bad. something's sorta makes it a rule i must talk to you every time i see you cos you are ___________. show your distaste openly. i know you don't dare to cos you are a sneak. i don't care what you think about me cos i am an individual. i don't live upon others thought about me about who and what and how i carry myself. and please. don't try propaganda around me. i know it when i see one. what is this going arnd, saying dont like this or that. i'm smart. i know how a person feel about anybody else including myself.

Kiwi

so. my voice has changed from the soprano range to the basso range. it was hurting yesterday, but now, it feels as if that there's something stuck in my throat. band yesterday. was so-so. then went for the project work. ipw is notorious for wasting our time only. i seriously suck at project work. then we saw the truck coming. we helped bring the bell and the stand for the bell back cos we wanted the banders to know that the truck has arrived. and then we were going to wash our hands off the situation. who knows. then mr chan asked us to help again. carry carry carry. my arm muscle are aching~! after all that hustle and bustle, sabrina said that we should be paid for our labour. since we are not ________ or ________.

Kiwi

i swear that having a sore throat is the worst sickness ever. it leaves me feeling dry and splinterish. like having splinters stuck in the throat.argh! so uncomfortable. i shall stop using short sentences to write this, as my english compo/situational writing has only 1 mark. and that is 16/30. how bad is that? very bad.

so far today, 2 people said i had signs of insanity. sabrina, and aya. i asked sabrina if she still had sore throat accidently, and i answered, as if talking to myself. the girl, said that the first stage/sign of insanity was to talk to oneself. if that is that, all the teachers who teach 3/1 are insane, cos 3/1 doesn't answer their question, and thus, have to answer their own question. i kinda forgot what aya said about me being insane.

so how's the 2nd day of school? bad. i have an unending supply of stress by the teachers in the form of tests. so therefore i have a sore throat. good. i'm answering myself again.

sitting with hui ting in front, has an advantage, that is i can turn back to disturb aya and to turn left to talk to sab. that would be the best place on earth if not for that i need to crane my neck to look at the board, and i can't lie down on the table. yawn. i have too many things on my table, and mr chan takes my worksheet.

mr chan actually forgot to come to our class today, and we have physics test today. haha. he scolded hsi wen for not asking him to come up. yay!! haha. then hsi wen sheepishly smiled. thankfully she didn't. oh well. he's very blur today.

Kiwi

i hate you!!
you are sooooo annoying!
i swear i could KILL you if that isn't against the law.

ok. feeling much much better. why must "..." do this. i feel like a bird in a gilded cage. i enjoy using such words. its quite amusing actually. this is aimed to quite a no. of people. actually no. just a couple of them.

shall NOT talk about band. the mention of it makes me HUFF up. yea. i sprained my ankle mildly while going home. going down the band room steps. just like missed one step, and i fell. my watch hit shushu's eupho. sorry eupho!! haha. i think it will hurt. sorry!! haha. then just sat down for a sec. eunice damn bad. just laughed at me.. :( but anyway she guided me to a chair, so she is not that mean. then after a while, i cld walk properly. but i know it is injured. haha. sorry ankle!!

i've been going into this fetish of saying sorry to things but not people. *giggle* i miss sak.

Kiwi

yay! i just found out whose birthday is on the 21st of april. *drumroll* its... SUKAI!! haha. so now, i know birthdays on the 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, and the 23rd!! ya. and as well as 30th of april. other than that. all the others are consecutive((:

17th-germaine
18th-sak
19th-pingkee(pinky)((:
20th-sps official opening
21st-sukai
22nd-aprilia
23rd-alyssa
AND THE 30TH OF APRIL-MY BIRTHDAY!
okay. i'm being very advertising here. so just ignore the one in caps letter if you kan bu guo yan(find it an eyesore)and i nearly forgot germaine's birthday((:

am being ridiculously random here((: *grin*

i think i shall buy all the april babies something((:

Kiwi

ok. so i sorta remembered what happened yesterday. was mentioning it to my mom. sir was like qiyi, michelle, qiyi, michelle. sounds like me memorizing my mo xie like that.

yay! rose is rosemarie, qi is me. yay! i am making no sense. holiday is not like holiday at all. so much homework. i'm moping again. what does imho mean? i got C6 for english. how great is that? except that my L1R5 is less than 20, sabrina's is on the dot((: yay. i dropped from 8 in sec 2 to 18. and sabrina dropped from 6 to 20. was kinda amusing though.

Kiwi

had band today and blah blah blah. just went to school too early and had a small amount of sectionals. mainly just talked. then went for woodwinds sectionals. SIR is damn funny lar. first time since he set foot as our director. laughed till.. i shall not elaborate. then it was also super cold. i am and ice cube! *chants*

and SIR wants all the solos to be played by every member of the section. and he will hide behind the white board blind-folded, and choose the best soloist. then went for lunch.(while waiting for my mom, i met a couple of people. one of them asked me where was kfc quote "is kfc somewhere up there" in an accent. thankfully i have scholar friends, and could understand her. then an auntie came and asked me how to on her whatever player.) met my mommy!! to go to the suntec IT fair. really alot of PEOPLE! i hate being squashed. then went out, trying to get to cocoa trees in suntec. guess what happened? the warm and cold currents met. i mean. the people exiting from different places met, and caused a HUGE human jam. was squashed. yep. then bought chocolates!! and btw, i enjoyed the exchange cos of the yummy chocolates. hope can go for exchanges again where we can get stuff!!! oh dear. i'm being materialistic again.

Kiwi

i'm listening to white destiny again~! lurrrrrrrve that song to bits, although i dont understand a word at all. i realise that i love media which are in language i dont know. except for the subtitles. but i love songs which i dont understand at all. they sound so elegant. i must admit that some english songs are graceful too~!

as mr. chan wanted to see me to play my solo today after school for 1/2 an hour, i went to st-raphael staffroom to find the room empty-_-" then mrs seah said that all the teachers went for a meeting which would end at 5 plus. i bet mr chan thought i end school at 1.50pm. did i say that 4 out of 5 days a week, i end school at 2.25pm? -_-" this is the extreme case of hopelessness.

Kiwi

camp!! was quite fun if not for the not-getting-sunburn part. haha. people in my class mostly got sunburn, except me. was quite thankful though.
let's start from day one:

went to school as per normal. bag broke in school. guess it was either too heavy or lousy. then sat in bus. talked. 3/1 people sang~ forgot to bring songsheet. -_-" we arrived at costa sands resort. then exited to pasir ris park. saw sak's nekomimi. hugged her neko miumiu. so cute~! then did initiative games and all. didn't do rope course. too many people were there and all. but michelle teo did damn fast. i looked first time. she was just starting. then looked a second time. she was ending. like woah!! then had lunch. set up tents in the rain. it flooded. stopped, then rained again. whole body was wet. then set up tents fully. it didn't quite work. it was a skyscraper compared to the rest. then people helped us. thanks!! haha. then it was back to normal. after setting up, we were drying the flooded tent. clean clean clean. like a housemaid. then put all the stuff inside. lunch and dinner was good. yum!! a loooooooooooong queue for the toilet bath. waited till my turn. didn't finish wearing my clothes before coming out. cos people still have to bathe. oh dear. i think most of the 3/1 people saw that. waaaaah *flood tears*

day two:

woke up in tent. was quite comfortable except for the fact that i cant stretch my legs, and that whatever way i turn, its either into sabrina or into aya's place. freshened up. then day for dragon boating!! so fun!!!!!!!! wore a super big t-shirt. waited for our turn for the boat. it was NOT the festive dragon boat. it is a plain old SAMPAN! yuck. but rowed. it was quite fun. my sleeve kept falling over my fore arm. then i kept bringing it upwards. but i turned red instead of black anyway. then jumped into the water. it tastes salty. swim swim swim. i at last experienced how difficult it was trying to swim against the current. was fun. except for the coming up from the water part. then had a mini competition which i think we got second. sho fun~! had water rafting. we built rafts, and it was sturdy, except it couldn't move cos of the current. but it was quite good. then bathed early at the clean toilet. i shan't saw what happened next.(its censored again!) except for the camp fireeeeeeeee!! lala. sing a songgggg lalala. the 3/4 tribal dance was funny. especially sak with her knee high sock and something. it matches neko miumiu's tail. sho cute.

day 3: sunburnt aya, sak, sabrina and cynthia. awwww. poor souls. i enjoy touching sak's nose cos its sunburnt. haha. then had games. hot!! went home at 12+ slept like a log. zzz.

Kiwi

basically, i'm finding trouble over mathematics. both a and e math. especially those which had been set by mr. eric tan. he's evil i tell you. ok. so. the e-math test which he set was apparently difficult, and i didn't think of the method at that time. so i failed 8/25. but when i reviewed it, it was actually quite easy. when you dont have that kind of fear in you. i could have gotten full marks for it. the re test was easy. a.math paper which i took today was VERY difficult. and eric tan said that it was taken frm the end-year examination. i think i better work on my math. i dont want to fail my a math and e math. oh dear. and band has finally taken its toll on me. i feel so.. worn out cos of band. and audition.

actually audition is not very nerve wrecking. its just that i cannot memorize what is the part that is cut off from rhapsody of hanukkah. singapore rhapsody is just okay i guess. and well. i shall work and work. mug and mug. just like a typical 3-one-er. like a nerddd. 0-0 okay. okay. okay. enough's enough's. i have to study like a nerd. oh dear..

Kiwi

its very shocking to receive such news at such a time like this. i didnt even expect mr sim to leave like that. oh well. during sectionals i was thinking how sad it'll after 1 more year, then i'll miss bernice, guinevere, sabrina and all. and then we had to go up to the band room. ms tan told us that mr sim had left and blah blah blah. so is it a co-incidence. probably i have a six sense, can feel what is going to happen? haha. lame.

i was really in shock to hear that mr sim had left us. afterall 2 years under his coaching is not little. i am grateful that he taught us so much, and we learnt alot under his wing of guidance. i still dont know the reason why he made such a decision, and i decided to let it go. this is saddening. i actually feel such high emotion before chinese new year. no matter how he came to this decision, i still want to wish him well in this coming chinese new year. hope for the best for our syf, and make him proud of the gold medal we want to achieve, and i am sure we can do it. afterall, our band is a band with one mind and one sound.

god! it sounds like reflective writing. i really hope for the best for everything. really! i can't deal with any more shocks. i've made the best out of the leaving seniors, and please, no more departures of anysort. i am still in shock.

Kiwi

for aya, melsie and sak: I PLAYED A SOLO, AND I STOOD UP YOU ARE BLIND IF YOU DIDNT SEE ME. HUMPH! actually i was quite amused. haha. it was soooooooooo obvious lorrrrr. the scholars were on the ground seats and saw me playing and standing up. even marie saw. that was just plain amusing. aiyo. i have blur blocks for friends. haha.

Kiwi

the concert was fabulous!! yay!!!!! i freaked out at the first piece cos i was thinking of rhapsody... bleugh! played tons of wrong notes and sort of got lost in the middle of the score. ah well. anyway, i ended correctly so it doesn't seem so obvious. haha. then freaked out at the second half. *faints* but i managed to hold of 12 counts because i played straight. oh well... it was quite nice actually.. haha. yep. concert was fantastic and all but i think i'm getting sick after the concert. oh well. sleep will heal me. haha.((:

Kiwi

so the third week of school was fine and all. i enjoyed school, but i have panda eyes due to the lack of sleep. weirdly though. i slept alot in the afternoon. so sad. panda eyes. 0-0 ah well. this is the process of going to school.

school is mostly interesting. found out that most of the scholars are very nice people. they just can talk and talk and talk even that we just knew them. that's a good thing compared to all those "shy" and "conserved" singaporeans. ah well. the typical singaporeans again.

i enjoyed math lessons. every lesson is very entertaining. it was also productive too. so. i like math. interesting. aya is the farrer scholar. haha.((: *grins* i like doing this to her.((:

am back to playing neopets for the long weekend. have nth to do anyway. -_-" tmr have piano lesson. sure get scolded one lar. and IT AINT MY FAULT THAT I DONT HAVE AIR!! i just didn't want to have the trembling sound again cos i dont have air. *pouts* i enjoy imitating sak((: yup. sak is very good to irritate. say nose. "dose" haha. very highly amusing.

to do list--
-give tickets to pk on thurs 3.30 at tp mrt control station
-wear band uniform to school on monday
-label name on shoe bag!!((:
-irritate sak(: *grins*
-go moony's hse on wed i think! if i dont go to aunt's hse.

have been feeling hyper the whole 3 weeks i think. i have a feeling that i'm freaking lenora out. yup. i like this sensation. okay. i have a reputation of being the weird girl and the hyper girl and this ridiculous name of being the crazy/mad girl. good. haha. i've been earning this reputation. *grins*

had band. ended at like 1.30, so was late for project. concert's coming. its kinda exciting but yet dreaded. what to do? i joined band. should have joined rhythmic gym instead. but if i hadn't joined band, i wouldn't have to much fun either. so its kinda neutral. so yup. am going to cure my panda eyes by sleeping. BYE!! *snore*

Kiwi

"so how's the second week of school?" this seems to be my fav. quote. still miss the old days of little homework. now, i have tons of homework to do. sho sad. and my messenger still refuses to let me sign in. stupid.. life's torturous without messenger. ah well...

Kiwi

Today is the first day of school~! knew quite a number of new friends. so now. i know:
1. me
2. Sabrina
3. Aya
4. Hui Ting
5. Abigail
6. Aprillia
7. Hsi Wen
8. Silvia
9. Cynthia
10. Adelina
11. Lenora
12. Grace
13. Esther
14. Fifi
15. Inka

that's quite a lot of people. I just wish that our teachers would not change book last minute, and waste my $$ I'm VERY poor you know, but neway, am going to buy 2nd hand. haha. so it doesn't really matter. Oh well. feel so weird to be in 3/1, but thankfully. i'm going to 3/2 for chinese, so can be reunited with the 2/3 people.((: Miss sak and mon and moony. and BTW, MOONY'S CLASS CHAIR!! haha. what a pleasant surprise. yup. that's about my day...

Kiwi