foreign
affairs
sleater-kinney
the strokes
blonde redhead
modest mouse
marmoset
the white stripes
le tigre
foreign
resources
epitonic
rockgrrlie
killrockstars records
riot grrl europe
local
resonance
forcevomit
serenaide
bigredmoment
d-cookies
radium
rags
local
revelations
grrl
girl revolution
audioreload
localmusic
bigO
fai,
18-year-old female
rather weird at times, yet perky
daydreams a lot
radical feminist
loves drawing,screaming
a little lost and confused
the only child
2nd year mass communications student
ngee ann polytechnic
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Wednesday, January 22, 2003
10:48 a.m.
Knights of the merry table and a dead line
Had a horrible day at school yesterday, what not from 8am to 6pm with a superlong 4 hour break at 10am to 2pm. But just for yesterday the break was worthwhile; sent Seri with Wir to the polyclinic, poor thingy she's sick and not her usual self. The horrible day turned out to be a warm, fuzzy and stress-release one when I met Su, Eldila, Noy, Zack and Elsa at town. Yah Eldila's goin to Australia to continue her studies. Even though I've known her for a short time, its sad she's goin away, her pleasant smile and fun-loving attitude I know I will miss. So there we all were, laughing and joking like goodness drunken knights at Swensen's and havin a culinary good time. Why am I updating this today in school when it should be updated yesterday night? The FUCKING PHONE LINE WENT DEAD at home!! Bloody hell now my family is cut off from civilisation. Cant receive and make calls, cant connect to internet. Stone age is back. Some error with the line. It just decided to go dead when i need it the most. The frustration on my family's face is priceless. Luckily the phone technician's gonna do sumthin bout it today until my father had to take a half day's leave for the fucking problem. He was like "Bastard! Waste of time...what to do...argh!" Current audio: The humn of the air-con and murmurs of frustrated students in the WritComm lab. (bwahahah)
Saturday, January 18, 2003
09:02 p.m.
Puking fairytales
Here I am all alone on a chilly Saturday night; the cold winds sending chills to my kneecaps, it hurts. I could have gone out. I could have done something. I could stay out late because my parents are away. Why am I staying at home doing nothing and eat depressing food? I hate this. I still feel nauseous since Monday. What is happening to me? Yesterday before mum left she said I looked pale. I feel as if I want to puke I don't know why. Just this certain discomfort. Felt empty too. Whatever shit. Maybe it's just PMS comin on the way. I guess I'll spend the nite watchin the first part of the LOTR trilogy on vcd. I dont think I wanna sleep. Quality time solo. Current audio: Jane Says by Porno for Pyros
Thursday, January 16, 2003
11:55 a.m.
Record in red
Tissue boxes. Lots of pills. Cups and cups of water. All around me. Uhuh, a dreadful sore throat, runny nose and a wee bit of fever. The feeling of being sick is priceless suffering. I can't even taste much what I'm eating. And luckily the peeing problem wasn't that serious. It's really funny to be asked to pee in the clinic toilet in a small plastic cup, especially when the paper cup can be used to fill up coffee, tea and other beverages, hehe. Didn't go school today, I'm feeling pretty drained. Anyway, how painful does it feel to be demoralized by a friend in front of several people or be nagged at? For god's sake, people have feelings too. I feel as if I'm this stupid, invalid small kid. Sometimes people don't take me seriously. I'm not just a small girl who laughs off trouble. I have a heart, a brain and bloodfulls of anger too. Just so sickeningly fed-up.
Current audio: Dirty Fingernails by Modest Mouse
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