Friday, October 31, 2003 i can say with full certainty that i don't want you. ann, l + j are fucking dumbasses. _________________________________________________11:04 a.m. Thursday, October 30, 2003 j: thanks for waking me up. l: we didn't wake you up, did we? i'm sorry if we did. j: you were talking so loud. i knew it was you. l: hahaha. the laugh or the talking? j: BOTH. j: but your voice. yeah. i can hear it from like a mile away. let it be damn known that i barely let two words out. _________________________________________________2:45 a.m. Sunday, October 26, 2003 i hate to admit this but i really enjoyed my first manicure. it felt so damn good, i decided to get a tattoo. pleasure + pain. _________________________________________________1:38 p.m. Wednesday, October 22, 2003 after the gym and library last night, ann and i went to in n' out. we saw a few guys jocking on a "friend." what the fuck? if you saw what i saw, you would understand. assholes like that give jocks a bad name. _________________________________________________12:45 p.m. Thursday, October 8, 2003 right now, i'm in l's room. he made breakfast and it was suprisingly edible. "he didn't burn it this time" -j. _________________________________________________9:44 a.m. Saturday, October 4, 2003 i miss him. what the hell is wrong with me? _________________________________________________12:36 a.m. Wednesday, October 1, 2003 you say some stupid out of boundary shit and you think i'm going to forget that?? a silent drive to school. whatever. _________________________________________________10:33 a.m.

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