Thursday, April 1, 2004 | 09:11 p.m.
i don have a subject..

hA! didn't realise that i haven had a entry for some time until now. but wells, i've got not much that i want the whole world to know.

Anyways, i've dropped!!!!! ok...that was some time ago, b4 commmon test. yeaP... no more chi. no more naggings from chi teacher. no more long chi lit essay which i have no clue wat to talk bout.

Suddenly, seemed to realise that my chi really suxs. haha...wat a joke that i actually take chi A. can't even make it for AO chi. not that i can't speak chi or anything, but ya....frenz arnd me...u'll all understand ya?? hah!

oOO....coMMon tests just over recently.totally screwed! i studied...but not too hard. succumb to the comfort of my pillow. yea... so much for it.

HAh...it's quite amazing how screwed this common test is. the whole arts fac. of bout 60 peeps...only 5 pass!!! how EXCI-TING! (see that layz?!hehee) and phy geo??? wooHOO....even e2b have 7 failures out of er..9 peeps?? wat say e1a??? blaH!

k...let's jus say the whole education system is screwed yeap? old news...haha.

lalala. er, more and more practices?? sigh...tiring. but wells, always saved by "beloved" chua for her marathon lectures, er...which actually are just as taxing. duH! i just wanna sleep.

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Friday, February 27, 2004 | 10:30 p.m.
i hate my life

damn!

i feel so bad. my head hurts my throat hurts. i think i'm coughing out my lungs.

can't concentrate on a lousy piece of paper without feeling the throbbing pain in my head 5 mins later.

argh!!!! the 'piercing' silence at home doesn't help too. only reminds me of what 'caring' parents i have.

shit. i sound like a spoilt brat. i don't care.sickness has gotten over me.

screaming helps?????

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, February 22, 2004 | 10:21 p.m.

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on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy
ears for example). Congrats!!

Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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Sunday, February 22, 2004 | 09:31 p.m.
wooT~

yooO hoOO~ haha... i went to ac's funfair yest. but with only 5 bucks to spare, the things i could get was quite limited. But, it was quite fun la. went with sze! and guess wat??!!! i saw leslie kwok!!!! arghhh!!! *screams* very gd-lookin~haha :p

yupZ...proceeded to orchard to slack for some time after that b4 goin to sch for talentime. i must say everyone who got into finals were quite good. yup..! not bad overall.

Anyways, i can't wait for the chi results to be out. cause i desperately want to make my decision soon. But then, i think of all the explainations i have to make to the teachers... geez, it scares me. They'll probably think i'm nuts. I think i am too..ha! but still... ya i made 50% up of my mind.

eeks....i feel so hyper these few days. but i can switch to the 'i'm tired and stoning, don't bother me' mood too very quickly. oops....to my frenz who have to bear this, so sorry ya...can't help it. i'll try i'll try.

K K.i'm waiting....

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Saturday, February 7, 2004 | 10:01 p.m.

I think sch seriously suxs. i can't stand it man. it's jus the beginning of the year but it already suxs! ARGH!

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Sunday, January 25, 2004 | 04:06 p.m.
happY neW yeaR thou it's a bit late.

i'm so tired sometimes that i wish i could go to sleep and forget everything.

Like wat mdm ong said today, "life's full of problems no matter where u go." i agree totally. but how.. life still goes on...i'm alive, i fight.

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Tuesday, January 20, 2004 | 06:31 p.m.
:(

argH!

I ABSOLUTELY hate u all for doin this to me. makes me wanna cry but u don't deserve the tears tat comes down. Watever....

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Monday, January 12, 2004 | 05:53 p.m.

Anyone mentioned already that LIFE SUX??

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Monday, January 5, 2004 | 07:49 p.m.
sHucks...

Ok...this is like the 2nd day of skool only and i'm feelin drained out...WTH! don know why... came home at 5 plus toda, ate and sleep till 7 plus...haah,wat a pig.

Right...still have losta hw not done....maths, econs, chi, blah blah... haha. today we got to know who out GP teacher was. everyone was like prayin it's not SP!!!eeKs! haha... yupZ...lucky we didn't get her. we got this indian teacher whose name i'm yet to fugure out.haha. anyways, she seems like a funky 1 since k..she's funny.

OOo....the orientation is goin on. noisy manz. haha...makes me think of the days when i was back in 1st 3 mths at jj. no worries, pon as much as u can without gettin caught. haha, those were the days.

Hmm... jus thot that this yr tchers are not bad with HER gone.yay! yup..she brought out the worst of me man. i don't usually get so happy over someone's absence.haha. let's see, maths,econs,lit,chi same. CT's dio!!! he's cool, easy to get along. yay!

right... gotta go finish up my econs online assignment.

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Wednesday, December 31, 2003 | 12:39 p.m.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO All~~~~!!!!

Let's all hope for the better in the coming year~!

My new year resolution: er... study hard! hee~~~

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Wednesday, December 31, 2003 | 12:31 p.m.
SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over

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Saturday, December 13, 2003 | 11:33 p.m.
~$$$~

oof! i don have money!!! somebody please do charity?? Haa... been going out and spending like nobody's business which explains my declaration of bankrupt.

celebrated an early birthday with ka,ping and san! thanks guys so much. today made me realise how much i miss all of u and treasure ya pressence so much. I thank God for bringing u all to my life.

ate at THE CAFE CARTEL today. gosH! the main course is damN big and i mean BIG. so peeps out there who have a great appetite, that's the place for u i guess. Watched Brother Bear after that, haha! so sweet. i jus love a typical disney movie once in a while. Makes me feel all warm and loving. Muahaahaa...( * not meaning i'm cold-hearted usually :P)

losTa problems i haven't solve. trying not to think bout' it and enjoy myself first. leaving for genting for choir trip on monday. argh! 6 am!!!! somebody help me!!!! Hee!!! miss me ya???..er...whoever reads this.

to san: tHanks dearie! u've made my day! love your presents lots! i know u put in losta effort! i really appreciate it! despite our many differences and fights, we still manage to pull thru ya??? LOVE YA GAL~!~!~!~!~!~!

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Saturday, December 13, 2003 | 11:27 p.m.

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Thursday, December 11, 2003 | 10:34 a.m.
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OOps.. i kind of deleted some of my entries ya, alexis, that y didn't put them into archives.

AnywayZ, life's been pretty rountine for the past 2 weeks. think i walk along orchard for bout 5 times a week *bleach* Had to go sch for practice along the way.Argh! i jus realise that practice is darn tiring and irritating and frustrating when everything seems to go wrong. Thought u tried your best? think again... blaH!

Something that i've been trying to do this holi, get in touch with my frenz. i'm so sorry for not doing so for the past year. but, hope u all understand. so far, i met mei, sl, san. yeaH...that's about it. either it's you'll not free or me. :(

can't help it. i feel empty. what's the use if i've been thru 17 years of my life and made no impact on anybody?? that mayb some don even bother to care bout' u? wait...is this bcos of my neglection or others' fault??? don know.

received ni's letter and then i realise some things that i don in the past. i feel so useless after reading it. i did try u know, but i guess ppl just don get it sometimes.

i'm sick of everything now. sick in the morning. hate it! i wouldn't have a good day.

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Saturday, November 29, 2003 | 09:20 p.m.

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003 | 05:23 p.m.

I'm sorry I cant be perfect

now its just too late

and we cant go back

I'm sorry I cant be perfect

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