about v. 2
This page was made good and wholesome, the old-fashioned way, with notepad and adobe photoshop. Best viewed with internet explorer 6.0 and a res of above 800x600. Higher=better. Brush used this time was Set 48 from nocturna.net. The covergirl for version 2.0 is Japanese singer Utada Hikaru.

the song
This version's theme comes from a song on Utada Hikaru's second Japanese album, Distance. The song is called "kotoba ni naranai kimochi," which translates into "feelings I can't put into words." The translation is courtesy of hikki central

the girl
Tracy is asian and wears certified fob glasses. she likes all sorts of good shit so make KONTACT with her through email: iyf_lavender or through that mind-sucking soul-less whirpool of doom dubbed AIM: lavendERrhapsody. she'll be glad to hear from you due to the magickal-ness of summer that renders her so idle...

luvz+hugz
to PITAS for hosting the blogOlicious and to LEO who is hosting the images and letting me get away with murder through the lovely-ness of free remote linking + web spaaace.

stalk-ees
annie|| cynthia|| daphne|| frank|| grouplog|| leo|| myra|| suhasini

hit 'em up

et cetera
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Monday, July 15, 2002

hardy har har. DEAAATH. Once again, i am in HTML class right now. there is death only because i got my graded assignments back. 93 on assignment 2 cuz i didn't put paragraph tags around paragraphs, i only had one paragraph tag. apparently... bad layout even though it was approved by W3. gahhhh. deaaath. i'm sad now, what if i don't pass the driving test... then i will need to commit seppeku through slowly scraping away the skin on my wrist with the color hex code chart on the inside cover of my HTML book....

oh yeaaah... version2.0 is here. do we like the disconcertingly scandalous picture of hikki and her lack of clothes? VERDANA is hella needed to see this page. yeaaaah... also, get IE6. i like how i TRIED to optimize it for 800x600 people in my new campaign to be approachable and amiable to aaaall but then realized that i didn't take into account browser menu bar dealies. again... deaaath.

so yesterday i saw reign of fire with LILYYYYY. i like how the guy loses everything.... his life, the ax, and the hot[as relative to all the other girls in the movie... aka NOTHING as there were no other girls] girl. oh, did i just reveal something about the movie? yeaah... aaand this is me caring...

my html class is very well airconditioned. cynthia and i usually wear sweaters. however, there is this one gurl who sits across from us who defies gravity with her short shorts and low shirts. it figures that she's a frosh. she's probably a nice person but she keeps trying to make eye contact with me. there is ph33r.

shleeeeeeepy. yeah thats only cuz yesterday i watched nummy james marsters interview. it is sad that davidB has the intelligence of cheese whiz. alias redeemed as such with glimpses of nummy CIA-guy being snarky and tough. hurrah for m. vartan.

i like how i forced myself to watch all the pretty horses again since i only watched half of it last time. watched it only for matty cuz as i mentioned to leslie, that movie is like three hours of painful dental surgery.

on a c0000013r side... ring errors gone. harharhar. oh yeah and how yesterday we went to channing's house randomly. thank god he let us play super smash brothers melee instead of pelting us with burning volcanic rocks like i thought he would...

traciee was actually still awake at 09:54 a.m.


Saturday, July 13, 2002

blahahaha i'm working on VERSION2 of this blog dealy. suddenly tracy has a will to stay up instead of just collapse into a schhmushy puddle of summer vacation idleness. version 2 will be up by to-morrow. hurrah~!

traciee was actually still awake at 01:48 a.m.


Tuesday, July 9, 2002

i saw summer catch the other day. juuust for christian kane. why is he so short. whyyy. and why did they make him wear non cooool clothes. deaaath. also... jessica biel was surprisingly attractive. hmm... whaddya know.

so i finally watched smallville after a whole year of hearing people talk about it and how great it was. i guess lana lang is pretty. but none of the boys appeal to me.... clark reminds me too much of james marsden, cyclops of xmen movie, to be goodlooking to me.... yes yes... you probably luv james marsden. i dunno... i guess he's "goodlooking" through definitive characteristics... but stiiill non appealing to me. also... clark and lex are surreptitiously gay.

license test soon... tell me your santa clara horror stories. i'm taking it there and i'd like to know how i will diiiiie.

traciee was actually still awake at 12:48 a.m.


Sunday, July 7, 2002

yes so today was a seemingly non-sunday seeming sun-day. i totally thought yesterday was sunday and woke up today feeling confused.

lily is baack. and she tells me about resident evil... you know what i HATE in scary movies... ARTICULATE, PRECOCIOUS children with ENGLISH ACCENTS. why does every scary movie NEED to have one of those? like that girl in THE OTHERS, or the ghost-dealys in THE HAUNTING or those children in CHILDREN OF THE DAMNED.

so i went jogging today at shoreline, my usual place and i start thinking just randomly about how even at shoreline, JOGGING, there is some sort of HIERCHY about the whole place.

first we have the superjoggers. i try to stay out of their way as they make me feel badly about my sloooow running with their short shorts and un-skipping CD players. ph333r.

theen we have the poser superjoggers. with their i-used-to-be-super-athletic-in-high-school-but-now-am-KING-of-shoreline attitude. they approach from behind me with their "on your left" or "on your right" commands and i'm there thinking "waitaminute... do you mean that you're ON MY LEFT or that i should be ON MY LEFT" and i'm there contemplating and getting confused when they whisk by me anyway cuz i mean the road is frickin wide enough to fit two cars.

then theres people like me, who finally realize they need to do SOME SORT of exercise as to not die of heart disease by age of fourty due to fatty-packed arteries. my facial expression usually says "heed no attention to me, i'm not weiiird, i'm not a freaaak"

and THEN theres the "walking" people with their street clothes and city shoes who are there to leisurely walk and gaze in degredation at the sweaty people jogging frivolousy in an effort to look goood. yeah.. DEAATH to the walking people. they are usually slim azn gurls in high heels and sunglasses accompanied by noticeably less attractive azn men.

why do pretty azn gurls always end up with UGLY boyfriends? this is something i have wondered for quite a while after going to AMC20 to watch movies often. i have YET to see an attractive couple where the gurl= azn. actually i think i've yet to see an attractive couple.... or for that matter, an ATTACTIVE boy. or maaaybe i'm just bliiind. and out of it... so iiimma gonna go.

traciee was actually still awake at 11:54 p.m.


Saturday, July 6, 2002

fine... i didn't fix the error. but i checked it and its something to do with the clamp logs ring. thats fiiine.

while watching ALL THE PRETTY HORSES:

lavendERrhapsody: hmm its hot in texas
lavendERrhapsody: why doesn't matt damon take off his shirt
cynthia s hsu: hahahAHAhahahahahahahhaa
cynthia s hsu: yeah, he SHOULD

traciee was actually still awake at 06:17 p.m.


Saturday, July 6, 2002

ooh i'm online right now talking to LILY... [my secret luvah]. ok maybe not. but i like the "vah" sound. just like how i like to say "dayaaam" or "fooooine." yeaaah thats right. ahh ahh DEATH... video footage of myself walking, that is baaad.... baaad.

evan is leaving tomorrow for hiking in new mexico. goodbye~! ::waving ensues:: you will be missed. [aaand thus i meet my let-show-emotion quota for the yeaaar]. just kiidding. i'm always amiable and approachable.

i should be sleeeping soon to keep my sleeeping schedule somewhat normal.

traciee was actually still awake at 01:26 a.m.


Thursday, July 4, 2002

woow today was actually semi-productive. i woke up and my parents forced me to go hiking with them. thus, i went with them and we hiked for multiple hours and i took luvly pictures with the digital camera. yeah that was excitement x 1001 wasn't it.

then we went to palace bbq. where i saw this really frontal-kyooote guy. as in, he was cute when i saw him straight on and then he turned and his profile was HELLA BAD. hahaha yeaaaah that made sense. riight riiight.

then we went to shoreline for fireworks which didn't start till 10 and lasted only 10 minutes. that sux0red. also sucking was the traffic we endured as we tried to escape the sea of people.

but its good that i did stuff and didn't vegetate. i like how i seem to be really BORING in my descriptions of doing stuff. i also read this email i had sent diana a year ago. and dang... did i really talk and xpress myself as such. it made me gag and diieeee. deaaath.

traciee was actually still awake at 11:43 p.m.


Wednesday, July 3, 2002

fine... i'll fix the error

traciee was actually still awake at 11:39 a.m.


Wednesday, July 3, 2002

effing... the page throws an error... only sometimes though. REFRESH if you see the error button as i'm too laaaaazy to fix it.

traciee was actually still awake at 10:48 a.m.


Wednesday, July 3, 2002

i'm in html class right now.... it is hell x 1001. yes, i should not have taken it. i am surreptitiously slipping away so i can not be dead... by blogging. ahyurhyurhyur... i dislike this class. i think our teaher is losing patience with some of the people in this class. like me, he hides his annoyance badly. he reminds me of that principal from buffy. yes i watch buffy. shush...

so my physics class is sleep inducing. the overall atmosphere is shleepy and drowsy. to keep myself awake, i had to start TAKING NOTES. that was painful and disgusting. gehh... twelve ten come faster so i can leave and watch MIB2. i like how will smith is only sexually desirable in "bad boys." you should watch that if you haven't already. i liked it when he was mean and drove a porsche and was tough. hurrah.

was teaching us unix commands really necessary? humm... right-o.

i need an FTP client that doesn't cost me money and yet is still not-bad. AID ME. [i wonder if these things xist]

so yesterday, out of obsessiveness and overall rash behavior... tracy registered a domain. [simply-divine.net] YES, that will be luvly and existant within a few months. i like how simply-divine is also the name of this bridal boutique after i searched for it online. that is kind of depressing. anyhow is my teacher MOCKING someone? yeah i think he is.....ehhh. right day two and we will finally learn the "br" command. hurrah. AHH AHH... two days and we're on BREEAK? right. right. its ok, i know week4 is like... FRAMES. i should not have taken this class. DEAAATH DeAAAATH

DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATH

anyhow, back to normalcy. should i archive soon. my bodytype is abnormally large. its kind of annoying. well wtv. HEY GUYS, did you know that w/e = "whatever." i was kind of behind on my middle-school lingo but then i went to that dinner party full of adolescents and learned some of their "cool lingo" its kind of funny. how these are sTiCkY cApS. ahyuhryuhryuhyur. i didn't know they had names. time to check email. i'll probably end up here again five minutes later.

traciee was actually still awake at 10:25 a.m.


Sunday, June 30, 2002

i'm weiiird. i feel unmotivated to do anything right now. soo i will blog instead. hurrah. maybe shall watch ocean's 11 again. as if i'm not already obsessed with that movie. tomorrow= death as i must wake up early [early for me, late for normal people] to attend de-anza where i will sure to run into people i know and try to avoid them while mumbling to myself in an inane manner. thats weiiiiird.

traciee was actually still awake at 11:06 p.m.


Sunday, June 30, 2002

watching bridget jones diary again RIGHT NOW....

"its quite pervy really..."
"yes, I'd like to think so."

hurrah~! am in luv with colin firth right now. he needs to be smooshl-ed [by meeeh]. more tomorrooow. [last day before reign of EVIL summer school + deaaaath].

traciee was actually still awake at 02:19 a.m.


Saturday, June 29, 2002

i'm at kathy's house. there is mango mochi ice-d cream here. that is favorable. sometimes i think i should really get over myself and start being motivated and doing things like actively take part in the community or some ish like that.... buuut then i don't... hahaha. yeah.

kathy is watching me type. i luv her. MARRY ME KATHY [i'm still faithful to daphne though...] anyhow... nothing really interesting happened today but then again i don't classify anything short of say matty showing up at my house with a baked good in hand as "interesting." ... that should happen... more later

traciee was actually still awake at 09:27 p.m.


Saturday, June 29, 2002

goood i think my obsessive level has risen ten thousand times higher than the speed of light....

anyhow, so I woke up intending to learn frames, leo insists i-frames. FINE, i-frames. so i wake up intending to learn SOME sort of framing-device. and end up.... NOWHERE. and its totally not my fault, you know, totally NOT MY FAULT at all. its just that i got sucked into the dizzying candy-coated whirlpool of www.thefanlistings.net . so i ended up joining all those fanlistings. NO MORE FANLISTINGS. yeaah thats probably not going to happen. its like a drug. i keep searching for moooore and moooore

So anyway, i'm wearing my nice-girl cardigan thats not really a cardigan. it makes me look trust-worthy. i will wear it for future bank loan approval sessions. that plan will serve me well. tomorrow is a family friend barbeque. i like how i plan to look for moooore fanlistings on their super-fast internet connection. suddenly i'm out of things to say....

"I've never been to Belize.." gooosh-a i luv that movie.

traciee was actually still awake at 02:17 a.m.


Thursday, June 27, 2002

its days like this that make me wanna go to shleeeep. ::yawn:: i'm really sleepy. i'm watching gone-in-sixty-seconds right now to wake myself up with its good action and shots of sheeexie cars. this might not happen. ohhh weeeelll. its nice that its sunny. its nice that i am unoccupied. i like that drycoff in that movie is so foolish....

"by the time you get out... there won't even BE cars... we'll be cruisin' around in spaceships. yeaaah thats gonna suck!"

yeah he's pretty stupid. hmm... wanna make a webpage... but i'm not suuure what to do for content. maybe wallpapering? maybe raaandomness. maybe nooothing. ::yawn:: shleeepy again. if you're reading this, you should really instant-message me, cuz i'm unoccupied. yeah so do that. hurrah.

traciee was actually still awake at 05:18 p.m.


Wednesday, June 26, 2002

deep-river

1. sakura [sakura drops]
2. traveling
3. ?
4. deep river
5. letter
6. play-ball
7. nights [tokyo nights]
8. A.S.A.P.
9. i love you
10. final distance
11. bridge [interlude]
12. hikari

traciee was actually still awake at 04:44 p.m.


Wednesday, June 26, 2002

am i pathetic? am i am i? probably... yes since i just took my permit test again as it happened to have run out. you may laugh now. okay stop. so anyhow, in five minutes, i will be drinking a berry smoothie and relaxed. thaaats good. i need to add more banners for "frequently visited" cuz i mean right now it seriously looks like i stalk leo 24/7 or something to that xtent. these posts have been short due to my new addiction to adding small modifications to this page. we also need to start that whole -ohayo- thing. but i like how we're all tooo lazzyyyy. i'm also apparently too lazy to learn dhtml or master the css like i thought i could. yeaaaah. so i saw minority report over the weekend. that was a niiice pile of good movie making. i mean if i hadn't threatened alvin at knifepoint to tell me the ending, i would have been "surprised" at the ending and the twists that occured. but no... i ruined it for myself, xactly in the way that i enjoy. i liked colin farrell, he is goodlooking. too bad he has currently shaved his head. hair is important you know. also too bad that in real life, he sounds like brad pitt in "snatch." i always need closed captioning during his interviews. harharhar. so i liked the imagery of minority report and how everything was this weird shade of blue-grey ALL the time. and the lexus. that was shexie. and his computer and the way they store files. yummy. awww mom didn't buy me the berry smoothie. sad now. instead i will eat toast

traciee was actually still awake at 01:16 p.m.


Tuesday, June 25, 2002

Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]

ooh look i am kyou from fruits basket. he is favorable. i like that he turns into a cat. i like that the freakish sidebar dealy is gone thanks to leo. that is good. i don't quite remember what happened yesterday. oh wait no, i cleaned my room to reveal carpet underneath. furuba should download faster... and victoria is correct cuz it DOES remind me of meteor garden in this funky way. right-o

traciee was actually still awake at 02:01 p.m.


Monday, June 24, 2002

yeah... so today was a giant whirlpool of incoherence. that is a-okay. i think most people i know are out of the country riiight about now. i like how i spent the whole day at this computer it seems. sooo, saw scooby doo [where are you]. it was moderately satisfying. i liked the body-switching. i also liked the mark mcgraff-ing, but i disliked his "i have a monster in me-ing." i still don't know about that giant scrollbar at the bottom. what IS that? aid meee aiiid meeeee. i must sign up for summer schoo, i must sign up for summer school. we need to work on thhe ohayo-page. but not noow as i am lethargic and sloth-like. geehhhh

traciee was actually still awake at 01:26 a.m.


Friday, June 21, 2002

this better work or i will be angry. ANGER ANGER ANGER. just kidding. there is nothing but luv. okay that was a lie. [ph33r me]

traciee was actually still awake at 02:24 p.m.