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Night in Girl***

*Basics*
Name: Renie
Nick Names: Momo, Renifric, Rener...
Birthdate: Feb. 24, 1988
Location: United States/Midwest/Iowa
Astrological Sign: Pisces
Chinese Sign: Dragon
Height: 5'3.5ish"
Hair Color: Auburn
Eye Color: Blue ^-^
Best Friend(s): Little Carrot, Nana, and Holly
Hobbies: What are hobbies really? I guess music (J-Rock/Pop, changing layouts, buying nail polish, reading funny books etc.

*Fears*
Being alone, nobody loving me, being without my music for too long, public speaking (w/o practicing).

*Favorites*
Film: The Matrix and Spirited Away Song: Mirror by Gackt
Artist: Gackt, Aya Matsuura, Miyavi, Aikawa Nanase, Utada Hikaru, and Hitomi Yaida
Band(s): Malice Mizer, Dir en Grey, Pierrot, Plastic Tree, Globe, Morning Musume, GLAY, Duel Jewel, the pillows, Do As Infinity, Due le'Quartz, Moi dix Mois, The All American Rejects, The Beatles, and Dido.
Anime: Noir, X, Neon Genesis Evangalion, and Ah! My Goddess
Manga: Paradise Kiss and I.N.V.U Candy: Gummy Bears!!!

**Current**
Random: My wisdom teeth are coming in.
Color: Pink, Black, White, Sliver
Nails: Yellow (they are painted yellow O.o)
Hating: English 10 H.
Loving: Dustin
Needing: Manga. Money. Ears pierced again.
Obsessing: Cute pretty hair boy
Addicted: Sprite. Frusterated: Meredith and Hannah, forgetful girls.
Calmed: More outgoing this year.

Strawberry Ribbons***


Mood: Kind of hurt.
Listening to: Crazy Sunshine by the pillows

Hey! Watch out for frisbees! They are really dangerous! O.O I got hit by one today. It really hurt! But I didn’t cry and tried to make it seem like it didn’t hurt, although I wanted to. ^_^ I’ve very proud of that. What happened was that Little Carrot, Nana, and I were standing under a tree for the shade and these boys were playing frisbee (like always.) So in the heat of it one guy threw it right at the back of my arm! >.< It was all red and swollen. But the guy said he was sorry twice and Cory said I could go kick his ass if I wanted. haha~ Cory is so cute. In a tiny little boy sort of way. Little Carrot seemed all worried about my arm ^^, but Nana didn’t at all. It hurt me more than my arm did. She didn’t ask if I was okay or seem to care or even notice. All she said was something like, “It’s our fault anyway. We are in their way.” T____T Anyway my arm has a round, white welt now. >.~ I hope it goes away.

Yay! It was another short day! And tomorrow is too! Why did we even start school so early? It’s not worth it. I’ve had a lot of homework, because the days are so short. And oo! I have a new obsession, not a love obsession. Hair. There is this guy, a junior I belive, and he has really pretty bleached hair. I saw him 5 times today! ^_^ heehee~ He’s so cute. But I still like Dustin. *nods* That’s not going to change anytime soon. The Dustin dream count is 5. I have had 5 dreams about him. Can you believe that? I’ve never dreamed so much about one guy. ^^

In the mist of changing layout, hah if you can call it that. And yay! Quizzes.

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::Je t'aime.Aishiteru.Ich liebe dich.Te amo.Sarang Heyo.on Tuesday, August 26, 2003 at 06:05 p.m.::

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Mood: School tiring
Listening to: Endless sorrow ~gone with the wind ver.~ by Ayumi Hamasaki

Eee~ It is the first full week of school and we got out early again because of the heat. I feel bad for really big people in school, it must be hotter for them. I like getting out early. I haven't really learned anything except in History, because that is during lunch. You know what is weird? Sonja A. and I laughed together today. O.o; We were the only one's in French who said "Merci and du rien" when handing back papers and so then we laughed. And stopped and smiled. o.o ^^ haha...
As you probably realized, I am not going to write as much I this summer. *pout* Homework and school are my life now. My homework takes 2 hours. That's mostly because of English. Oh! Let me rant about English 10 Honors! We have to write journals after we read a story, right? Well those journals are really...ESSAYS! O.O! We have to write them all the time too. It's horrible. And vocab. The words are difficult! vv I don't know how I'm supposed to remember them.
What else happened today? Oh yeah. This girl that goes to my church goes to my school now. She's so cute. I could just hug her...if I knew her better. ^_^ I hope she's a saprano. I have a feeling she will be. Hmm and I didn't think I liked my Biology teacher, but I really do. He's a good teacher, a little boring, but good. He reminds me of my dad when he talks on his tv shows. Ooo~ I've been almost advert. my daddy's show lately at school. I'm very proud of my daddy. This is one of his dreams. ^-^ I can't believe he can stand to grade all those papers all the time. It would drive me nuts. >.<

My mother is gross...talking about poo. Stupid gluten.
Mother: I have something gross to talk about.
Me: *thinking Oh, God. What is it now?* What?
Mother: *sigh* About Celiac. Poop. It has to be dark brown remember?
Me: o.o Yes. That's gross.
Mother: I know, just. Go look at it.
Me: I'M NOT LOOKING AT YOUR POO! O.O!!
Mother: It's for your own good.
Me: >.< *walks to bathroom* Eww! My poo is not that dark! It's black!
Mother: It should be like that. Did you flush it?
Me: o.O Ew. No, it's your poo. *goes back to typing in blog*

O.o; Weird mother I have? Yes. Stupid wheat. It sucks.

::Je t'aime.Aishiteru.Ich liebe dich.Te amo.Sarang Heyo.on Monday, August 25, 2003 at 06:32 p.m.::

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Mood: Excited?
Listening to: Nothing.

The first day of school was a couple days ago. Yep, school. x.x I have text books in all but one class. And two in English, because it’s honors? It really sucks too. I have to participate!! No!! Yucky, yucky. If I don’t raise my hand and things, I will get an F. vv;;; I guess that means Momo will need to learn to not blush so much. That’s my only problem. It’s not that I don’t want to talk, it’s that I’ll blush. I’ll tell you what though, I was very happy to see all my friends again. ^^

Friday Little Carrot, Nana and I went to the mall. And we bought one of those Build a Bear’s! He’s so cute, we named it Totchi Me. ^-^ hee~ And we put him in a corduroy skirt and a polo shirt. We all spent the night at Nana’s and colored in his little house or carrier. It’s all rainbowie. We decided to each have Totchi a different week. All three of us are his mommies. We were going to make a story, but we forgot. Haha, and we all slept in the same bed, like usual, but Nana and I thought we might have grew a bit. O.o; Not like chubby, but you know we are getting older.

Dustin Report
Meredith and Hannah are being very kind and are going to tell him that I want to see him again sometime. ^_^ Yep. That’s all. Oh! And I had another dream about him...I’ve had about 5 or 6 now. Strange, oui. Tinkies!

::Je t'aime.Aishiteru.Ich liebe dich.Te amo.Sarang Heyo.on Saturday, August 23, 2003 at 08:56 p.m.::

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Mood: Dandy
Listening to: Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds by The Beatles
Clumsiness: I fell going up the stairs. Luckily my toe caught me or I would have fell on my face and slid down the stairs. T__T;

Today has been nothing but chores and reading. My mom is paying me more money now that I do chores also. I think I will get .00 a week. That’s five more dollars! Yay!! ^_^ I love money. But I think our washer is going to die soon...*strokes washers* Poor thing, we might need to buy a new one. My mom wants the ones that stack on top of each other. But you don't care about that.
This morning I had to water the plants and the grass in my pjs. They don’t really look like pajamas though. And I had to wash some grid for the kitchen. O.o I couldn’t get it clean...my mom is just going to have to deal with that. Eee, must wash clothes before school tomorrow.

Well this is the last day of summer. Back to the old school. This is a review of my summer so I don’t think I did nothing. *clears throat*

Review
1. Went to drivers ed. That’s always good. I learned to drive...better. Met new people and became short lived friends with 4 people. I was supposed to call one of them...I forgot. ^^; But it’s not my fault because I went on vacation!
2. Almost had a boyfriend named Dane. The bastard. *glares* The only good thing I got out of him was knowing that guys do like me (or at least find me cute, or something of the like) and I got to see Finding Nemo. hahaha! Good movie, good movie. I got to talk to Seth about it. Oh wait, back to Dane. I only knew him for, what, a good 2 weeks.
3. Went to Florida and Georgia with my Grandma. I got to see the ocean! That was very exciting, since I live in the Midwest. I got really tan from that trip, which means I got burned the hell out of. I probably have skin cancer now. *grumble, grumble* I also met a bunch a relatives, and I cannot even tell you if they are uncles, cousins, or what not, because...I think they were distant, like 2nd cousins. But I’m telling you those 2nd cousins where rich! I stayed in two of their houses! O.O I’ve never met anyone that had money like that before. And they are related to me! That is exciting too... One last thing, I have not sat in a car that much and long before. Yes. We drove all the way from Iowa through Illinois, Kentucky, Tennessee, and to Georgia and Florida. At least I can say I have been to all those states. ^-^
4. I got the go shopping for my school clothes at the Mall of America. It’s not everyday you get to do that, unless you live in Minnesota. I soon found out that MOA is not the best and the Outlet malls at the best. I also got my beloved Ralph. Ooo, my Ralphie. I love it so much I don’t want to use it, now that I have it. Lots of time (and waiting for a good sale) was put into getting that perfume.
5. Lets see, Reza had a crush on me. I just want us to be friends though. I went to Adventure Land with him and his family. And earlier in the summer I went to movies and things with him. That’s about it for that. ^-^
6. I have been obsessed with certain things this summer. One of them being The Beatles. I have listened to not much else. Two is FLCL or FuriKuri. It’s good, I haven’t gotten to see a new anime in a while. Three is Harry Potter. Haha, but that one is very recent. I’ve always liked the books. But this newest book is so good. And I have mentioned that, haven’t I? ^_^ The fourth is trampolines! Yay! I love them. And the fifth and final is, drum roll please. Dustin! I haven’t had a crush this big in a long time. It’s waaaay bigger than Dane. I know I won’t see Dustin for a long time, because he goes to a different school and lives in another town. But I’ve never gotten depressed over a guy before. O.o Infact, I never got depressed about anything before. I’m a very happy person. Sometimes people worry about me being too happy and hiding my true feelings. I had a conversation with Holly about this. Oh well! Back to Dustin. *sighs dreamily* He can’t like anyone else! Who else goes to that school that he doesn't already know? I will have him.

^_^ Wasn’t that entertaining? I love this song:

Good day sunshine, good day sunshine, good day sunshine
I need to laugh and when the sun is out I've got something I can laugh about I feel good in a special way I'm in love and it's a sunny day
Good day sunshine, good day sunshine, good day sunshine
We take a walk, the sun is shining down Burns my feet as they touch the ground
Good day sunshine, good day sunshine, good day sunshine
Then we'd lie beneath the shady tree I love her and she's loving me She feels good, she knows she's looking fine I'm so proud to know that she is mine.
Good day sunshine, good day sunshine, good day sunshine Good day sunshine, good day sunshine, good day sunshine Good day sunshine, good day sunshine, good day sunshine Good day...

::Je t'aime.Aishiteru.Ich liebe dich.Te amo.Sarang Heyo.on Wednesday, August 20, 2003 at 02:13 p.m.::

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Mood: Tired…of course
Listening to: I’m watching something… whatever it is.

School starts in one day! AHHH! I don’t want to go back. It’s way too soon, you know? And these last few days I have done nothing. I wanted to do some with Little Carrot and Nana before school started, but I’m tired of planning everything. I already mentioned it once. Isn't that enough? Le sigh.
I guess I’m kind of depressed again. Damn boy. I want him, but I can’t do anything. I could, but I don’t know his number. Of course I could just look it up. ^^; haha~ Silly. I am too shy about this. I believe I have already gone into the Dustin Report. I wish I could tell someone…I feel so stupid. He probably doesn’t like me. At all. Vv Eee! Must stop!

So very obsessed with Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Now on page… 152. I cannot stop reading it. I have been reading it off and on all day. Eee~

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::Je t'aime.Aishiteru.Ich liebe dich.Te amo.Sarang Heyo.on Tuesday, August 19, 2003 at 09:54 p.m.::

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Mood: Love sick
Listening to: Ride on Shooting Star by the pillows
Clumsiness: I don't know if this counts but I could not open the front door for the life of me. ^^;

Nothing really happened today. I went shopping for more school supplies and help my mommy look for clothes. ^_^ I did my good deed today. Oo! I also got some new Hello Kitty bowls. hee~ They are so cute.
I don't usually do this, but today I ate almost nothing except for diner. I woke up at 9:00 and had some grape juice and then a little ice cream at 11:30. That was it until 5:30 when my mommy came home and I made her food. I cannot believe it... I weigh a lot too now. O.o Weird. I think the scale is wrong. It makes me want to go to the doctors to get weighed.

I need to read 3 book right now. And they are all long books, as in 800+, 1000+, and 600+? I'm not sure about the last one. Luckily I own them all. But they are: the new Harry Potter, The Lord of the Rings (all three books put together in one), and Exiles (I really need to read that one.) I can't wait to read HP. I've read the first couple chapters already. It's so good. ^_^ Very exciting, right from the beginning.

The Dustin Report:
The Dustin Report might be no more soon. He must hate me. x.x He probably has some telepathic ability to know that I think about him a lot. *drools* ahh Dustin. AH! See!!? He senses it...I just know it! >.> Here is my love sick song I love right now.

"I Will" - The Beatles
Who knows how long I loved you You know I love you still I will wait a lonely lifetime If you want me to - I will
For if I ever saw you And didn’t catch your name But it never really mattered I will always feel the same
Love you forever and forever Love you with all my heart Love you whenever we’re together Love you when we’re apart
And when at last I find you Your song will fill the air Sing it so loud I can hear Make it easy to be near you For the thing you do endear you to me You know I will -
I will

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::Je t'aime.Aishiteru.Ich liebe dich.Te amo.Sarang Heyo.on Monday, August 18, 2003 at 08:33 p.m.::

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