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Yeah~~~~ Finally log in liao...Me in sch rite now....*sigh* have to find pictures of the war.... *sob*..oh yeah I got a new domain name ^^ okie here it goes ^^ : www.peihui.tk Be sure to check it out ^^ PLs come more often to my webbie ^^ Sukidayo......09:45 a.m.Wednesday, March 26, 2003 This time, I really felt depress by what Weiqi said to me. I'm trying my best to help her as much as I can coz not even Ah Hui and Ah Shan wanna help her. At about 5+ today, I called her to tell her about stuidying tips and so on and her tone really made me depress. I really wanna encourage her to study and do well for O's so that we both can go into the same course. Another thing is because of Gerladine and Lance. I really don't what to do with them.Really want to cry out coz I'm stuck in between them.Somemore witht he stress that I'm giving myself to do well, I don't think I can take it anymore. Even the cosplay on Sunday,to me, I did the worst costume coz of the facial expressions.I seemed to be in a living hell...I really hope Os can pass by soon and I can get to enjoy after 8 months later.*prays* Sukidayo......10:00 p.m.Monday, March 24, 2003 Finally back from my camp! Feeling really tired that I slept until 6++ juz now. Really tired coz I did not sleep yesterday night due to night duty. Somemore I was doing the whole shift which was like from 3 to 7. Really bushed out!I want more sleep!! I can't believe that I slept during my chinese class today coz I was really too tired to listen in to what my teacher was saying. Overall, I would say that the camp is juz average, not really comparable to those to yester years. During the camp, I did night duty with him. Feeling happy and cheerful when he's around. The best night with him was the night duty this morning. Both of us didn't get to sleep much coz both of us volunteer to help out to do other shifts too. During the camp, many things have also happened, like sabotaging Ivan. Well, I did saw that Ivan was badly sabotaged when I did my rounds with Jun Jie. Then after that Ivan went to read the Bible. I'm not really sure whether Bible can relax one person's mind. Any way, I really had some fun and it was still ok ^^. Juz feeling a little too tired Sukidayo......06:21 p.m.Monday, March 17, 2003 Today....itsn't really my day coz its realli damn idiotic. Well, for a start what really happens is this: Today, we have a new student in class. His name is Aaron and he repeated this year coz he didn't realli do well in his Maths.So everyone's eyes were on him coz not many of us knew him.After that, during the PE lesson, Hui Xian,Nwe,Daphne and me played Pepsi-Cola 1,2,3. It was kinda fun coz no teacher was there XD.Then during Maths lesson, was kinda pissed off by someone coz she didn't do her work.Afterwards,our Chinese teacher came and told us to go to the hall immediately coz of Chinese oral.Thinking abt it, I was the first one to be tested.....and then I panicked like hell....-_-"".Luckily, it turned out to be easy and what happen is that in a small section of eight people, I have to read to those seven people coz not many of 'em know the words....then the timekeeper was laughing @ us...XD.....The teacher kept saying good~~>> Soo happy to hear this ~_~.After the oral waited for my friends, then the seven people came to thank me for reading the passage to help their oral *heez*.Around 1.30p.m., then went to band.....soo really pissed off...Andrew and I were like 'commenting' on Lance's SSW, then Lance not happy give me stupid face. Well,its really the fact that what he write in his SSW was not true @ all. Sad to say, he didn't wanna talk to me,neither I too. Minutes later, he apologise to me,but I wasn't really happy about it because he had insulted me countless times. For example, last saturday, during band practice, I was already pissed off by Ged and Lance say that I am a xtra......realli wanna strangle him that time.Then Lance say I very petty....aniwae my character is like that one.Oh ya one thing to add on is that Xiang Xiang sometimes also cannot tahan her one lohz.....*sigh*.....after band, NCOs had to stay for a meeting which is the grouping of guarding the valuables in the bandroom......I was actually paired up with 'him'...everyone was like with the oohs and the ahhs......*sigh*..@ first I wanna pair up with him but then felt pai seh wanna change the grouping......tml's the breifing for the camp grouping....heard frm Jin Li,that I am in the same grppie as him....@_@;.....Jin Li realli asked me qn abt him and me and I said nothing realli happen between us.*sigh*........Dun wanna think about......wonder how am I gonna face him..... Sukidayo......08:38 p.m.Friday, March 7, 2003 Decisions till further notice....that means after O's : 1) Stop cosplaying until O's finish 2) Refrain from going online to chat.....*bleh* 3) Gonna concentrate on studies than on singing *silly me* 4) Study hard and forget abt heart matters 5) Cannot play computer games Muz realli do this to keep me frm doing anithing worse to my subjects.....I realli regret....*sigh* Yukina>> I might not be going for the photshoot....Gomen~~....but after O's there will be one ^^ SURELY ~~~>___<~~~ Spastic's ASL Sukidayo......10:03 p.m.Sunday, March 2, 2003 Lately, I'm not realli myself,maybe bcoz of stress bah~~.having lots of temper..Well,wanna say sorry to those I've offended in class today.Sometimes,I not as smart as you guys think.so what if I'm the top student for chem that doesn't mean anithing.When I realli don't know means I really dun know. And pls dun treat for either a nerd,act smart person or an idiot, I do know what is going on. Xiao Xian >> If ya see this,then its alrite bah,sometimes me and Ah Pei feel that you are kinda childish loh.I dun know why,but after numerous talks with Ah Pei,what realli happen is that Ah Pei feels lonely coz you had neglected her.Besides that,she even requested for ur help b4,but then you forget abt it.Hope that you will take this matter into consideration.Also hope that you won't mix ard with Christina they all. Xiao Qi >> I realli dunno why sometimes muz quarrel with you loh.Also I always feel that we always like to compete with each other.Sometimes,ur 'competition' always give me the drive to do even better than before....Really wanna say thank ya for me iving me this drive...*continue to give me more drive so that I can do well*...XD Sukidayo......04:54 p.m.Wednesday, February 26, 2003 Feeling sooo restless in all my classes...giving ppl stupid attitude...what can I do ?...Its my character....well...dun wanna change it or what....*sigh*.....wanna do it but always pushed it back....realli hate myself for being that. Well today my dad kind of 'lectured' me abt my future education and where I wanna go....well....I became crazy coz I was grinning when my dad talked abt my elder bro....XD... I'm such a bad sis...XD...my dad is anithing one...as long I do what I wanna do, he'll support me ^^...waiiii~ what a good daddy~~~....once I've thought of going to JC but on the other hand,thinking of all the stress I'm gonna get, I dun wanna suffer again....like my present life...-_-...sometimes I realli feel sick and tired that I realli wanna quit now....feeling depress,I can't do ani of my hmk with ani excitement....*sigh*....seeing all my best buds having conflicts give me headaches what's worse is happening to my band,*sigh*....when I think of it, I dun wish to go for band coz its realli getting worse each day...oh ya on sat practice,I managed to escape frm my instructor's scolding for the whole band bcoz I had xtra Hisotry lessons.....sometimes....I realli wanna drop history.but I can't coz its my core subject.*argh*.so mani regrets but I can't do anithing.....my dad even says that me taking 7 subjects i enough liaoz....coz he see me soo stressful everyday.....*sigh*.juz another 9 more months of torture.....and I'll be FREE~~~~~ Sukidayo......07:51 p.m.Tuesday, February 25, 2003
Sukidayo......07:37 p.m.Monday, February 24, 2003 Finally the computer is all fixed....but I muz still wait for my new computer to arrive and I can use it ^^....... Well, these few days,I realli felt soo stress that I had never had in y whole of 4 yrs of secondary sch life....*sigh*....I still dunno why I feel soo tired in class everyday..too stress perharps....no time to do my personal things....sometimes I realli felt like giving up,but I am still sure that I wanna keep on going, no matter what happen,perharps my determination to finish my secondary school life. Lately,I have been depressed,but I try to keep myself happy @ all times. Partly due to the results that I'm getting nowadays. I still can't believe my EL grade....I got a C5.....realli sad when I receive my results earlier this afternoon....well my best bud surely did better than me...Well, I think its time for me to buck up and not forgetting my friends who encourage me to do well....Thank You ah Pei~~~~~ n_n and also not forgetting the song that keeps me going on ^^ * The song is frm Shoot! 2nd Ending * Well, wanna tell him that its realli great to have a friend like him ^^.....well.time being dun wanna go ani further coz both of us are enemies @ study...LOL..... Realli miss JJ Sukidayo......07:22 p.m.Monday, February 24, 2003 Today...*sigh*....I really don't know how he figured out that I had a crush on him since sec 4 ^^////.......I really felt embarassed....and juz now he even said that something that makes my heart to jump very fast....I think maybe it is true to me....... Tonight I Celebrate my Love with You........ Sukidayo......10:19 p.m.Tuesday, February 11, 2003 |
