Tuesday, May 25, 2004 12:21 p.m.

Listening to : Sunny Side Hill

Today, I didn't went to work. *sigh* My toe gave me probs again~~~ *sob* *sob* Sometimes, I do find myself so wierd nya...*sob* *sob* Later still got tution. Maybe gonna leave like ard 4.30 or 4.15 nya. Coz today, going down earlier, since I got no work today. Gonna end the tuition bu this week. I'm really really tired. Just need the break manx~~
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Sunday, May 16, 2004 09:38 p.m.

Listening : Romance by Aino Minako [Ayaka Komatsu]
Feeling : Fine


Haven't been updating for a long time. After today, I don't even know when I can update all my stuff again. Recently, there are many things happening around me. I juz can't keep up with it. It all seems like a dream. Well, gonna stat all the things that happen for the past few weeks.


I got into a flare on Thursday I think. I was pissed of @ three people on that day. It really wasn't my day. Really felt crying, but I didn't cried. The first person who made me angry was Aunty Ah Min. Sometimes, I find her super sarcastic. I can tolerate sometime, but that time I can't. I bought chocolates on that day to eat, coz I knew I had to leave early to go and teach tution @ Telok Blangah. So during after a while, I went to the fridge to get a bite on the chocolate. Ah Min Aunty was there and she saw me eating the chocolate. Then she said this to me. "Aren't you afraid that if you continue to eat more, you'll become fatter ? ". I know I'm already over-sized, but I still to eat right ? I was quite angry that I talked back to her. She always like to say that I'm fat or obese and even compared me to her last time, saying that she used to be fat as me but no that fat. Was already angry with her @ that time. Then after that I cooled down. Continue my work all the way until 2. @ 2, Hiro asked me what I wanted to eat, then I told her what I wanted to eat. I had even asked Amanda to cooked for me. Then Amanda say that Ah Min Aunty don't allow. I was quite pissed off already. Then I juz left like that without saying bye to him.

Okie, I know I was mean by not saying bye to them. But they had actually knew I was going for tution as I had told them already, but yet, they went on to cook their meals. I was so pissed off. They don't even want to let me eat. Luckily, I had my chocolates with me.

Next, on Friday night, I was in a flare coz that "Pig" was actually "targeting" Vic. All of us had wanted Vic to be Inui, since he said it was fine, as he might be quitting Ziru's grp. Of course and naturally, I would had chosen Vic instead of that "Pig" Then Momo actually had a chat with him. Kitty and Momo let me saw the logs. I was quite angry after seeing the logs. Then I went on to scold that "Pig". Momo had wanted to stop me, but I didn't care, coz I can't stand seeing this anymore. What I can say about that "pig" is that he's a coward. After saying him about 2 lines, he just left the channel. Then Karu and Yuki had been defending him all the while. For Yuki, he don't really know that "Pig's" character well enough. So what I think of him, is that he don't have to right to interfere in this case. For Karu, what she think of that "Pig" is that the pig is a kid in her eyes. Frm my view, a 15 yr old kid isn't a child animore. He is a young adult.


Next, yesterday, I hurt my ankle and Amanda was like asking why I'm not coming for work tomorrow. Then I told her about it. She say that I play too much, but as infact, I had not been playing. Sometimes, I think that Amanda is overbroad in a sense that she plays overbroad. I really hate it! I cannot take it animore. I feel like crying now. Thinking about it, I'm regretting now. Maybe I shldn't have do this and that. I'm so tired of it.


Had been so pissed off for like 4 days. I really feel like quitting what I'm doing and just take a break until my school reopens. I'm really tired. I need someone to be there for me who can hear me out. I feel so lonely @ times. I don't even think there is someone out there who really wants to hear me out. I'm just like an empty shell who is useless.


I will be MIAing for a long period of time. So don't even think of looking me up. I really need sometime to consider what I'm doing.Won't be going anywhere. I want my old friends back. I really missed them.
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Sunday, May 9, 2004 07:15 p.m.

Listening to : River by Tatsuya Ishii
Feeling : Tired

Well, haven't been logging for a few weeks. Had been really tired over work. Got another job now. Gonna teach tution from now onwards. So I do really need tips on how to be a tutor coz its my first time~~~ *KOWAII NYA!!!!!*

Tmr, gonna go back to sch again to collect my Leaving Cert and my testimonial. *sigh* I feel so tired all of a sudden. Newayx, I really had a fun time on Saturday. Thanks to Weiqi, who is willing to spend time with me before I went to work. Well, got my ear pierce already. Kinda painful coz its the third time that I went to pierce my ears nya. Then got many other stuff that I'm gonna use for poly. I can't for poly life to start soon. *Tanoshiii~~~*

Btw, gonna go for Jap classes ard June nya~~~ I muz brush up my Jap~~ This is because whenever a Jap customer comes, I'm tongue-tied and I don't know what to do.

Won't be blogging too often until Mid June I think, coz will be quite busy from today onwards. Muz try to find some rest days where I can really relax nya~~~

Tuesday gonna go teach the 2 Primary 1 kids nya~~~ Hope that they're obedient. Actually, the agency called me to say that I'm a full-time tutor and so on. I really felt bad by saying this to them *I haven't say yet worr* coz as infact, I'm not a full-time tutor and I'm still schooling as a poly student nya. Shld I tell them the truth. My conscience tells me to tell the truth nya~~~... *sigh*
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Friday, April 16, 2004 04:53 p.m.

Feeling : Sad
Listening to : Us by Chemistry
I'm kinda angry now coz my friend did something really bad for me. Really feel like crying now manx. Just feel so sad and painful. What happen was this :

When I got to the place to report for the prize giving, I was told by Mr Tan that my name wasn't in the booklet itself. Meaning that, they thought I wasn't coming. I was quite sad and confused @ that time, then Mr Tan took out the paper that Nwe Aung had scanned in for me and showed me and say that I had actually cancelled the part will be coming for the commendation day. So they thought I wasn't coming. Next, the problem is that Mr Tan was saying that my skirt was above knee length. Okie, that one I can accept coz I didn't see the word properly. But then for that skirt I can actually pull it to knee length coz its stretchable. Next, he say that I don't need to go up stage since my no. is not there and he told me to sit one corner by myself. Its so wierd if I, myself sit alone @ one corner later. Well, obviously, I told him saying that I go off first and come back to take the cheque another day. You can't possibly tell me to sit @ the same old place for like 2 hr and 40 mins, so I juz went off telling Mr Tan the reason. On the way back, I called up Nwe Aung and she was shocked to hear it. Almost cried on the way back. But now, I'm fine ^^ xDxD
Tmr still got a job nya~~~ *sigh* Nvm, earn more money~~~ WOOHOOOO~~~ Money~~!!! xDxD
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Wednesday, April 14, 2004 10:08 p.m.

Feeling : Tired...
Listening to : Us by Chemistry
Today is a fine day. xDxD What else can I say. Now, its kinda late for me coz gotta wake up tmr morning to go to work. *sigh* Now, I'm working @ a Vietnamese Restaurant @ China Town nya~~ xDxD Must come down visit me worr. ^^ Maybe shall update tmr ^^"" xDxD
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Sunday, April 4, 2004 10:56 a.m.
OMG!!!!! The dubbing of PoT on Channel i really sux manx!!! Ryoma dun even sound like ryoma @ all. He sounded so dead in Channel i. For Ryuzaki Sensei, instead of sounding like an old lady, she sounded so "auntie" like manx. It really sux. I really feel like e-mailing to Channel i to stop it. Momoshiro's dubbed voice even deader. Momoshiro is supposed to sound active!!!! But he sound SO DEAD!!! GARH!!!!I want the ORIGINAL SOUND!!!! They dun have the mada mada dane by Ryoma~~~ *sob* I wonder how Tezu, Fuji, Eiji will sound like manx.....Shootz... I don't really look forward to it......
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Saturday, March 27, 2004 11:06 p.m.
I FEEL SO INFERIOR WHEN I COMPARE MYSELF TO OTHER PPL!!!! ARGHHH!!!! I REALLY HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Sunday, March 21, 2004 06:32 p.m.

Feeling : Great
Listening to : Kimeru ~Song for You ~ Aisubeki Hito He
Finally blogged. Got my posting results. As usual, when I told some my friends that I got into DIT, they were saying, ehh Pei Hui, change ur course lahx. I was wondering why they wanted me to change my course. Most of my secondary school were shocked @ what I chose for my poly course. I do not really regret it @ all, coz I knew what I'm doing. Even my father supported me. When I heard frm Weiqi that she didn't get to Poly, I felt quite sad for her. But on the other hand, I think its true enough that if one doesn't want to do anything, they will regret it. I had regretted when I was in Sec 1. I don't wanna regret anymore, so I told myself to work double hard than other people.
Weiqi >> Life itself is unfair. We can't expect people to be the same. For example, if one is willing he or she will get what she wants. If not, he or she will never attain it. So don't really blame it on life. Now ya gotta try on. Be like Pei Shan. She didn't blame on life or anyone. So juz relax. If thats fate, let it be. Its useless to fight over fate, since what is done is done. What I can only do for ya, is juz to wish all the best to ya. Try to retake with a 5 O's credit kae ? Need any help, I'm willing to help ya.
Yesterday, wasn't in the mood coz I was like saddened by some things. Moreover, abt yesterday what I said about that ass is really true. He is not trustable @ all. Manx, I doubt his character. Sometime, I wish he weren't even there....
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Monday, March 15, 2004 10:05 p.m.

Feeling : Depressed n Piss Off
OMFG!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!! I'm damn shocked @ what Purin told me. That Fucking ass is actually doing Inui. I'm gonna tell ya that he's way gonna spoil the image of Inui!!! I'm so bloody pissed off @ this news now. I feel like punching a sand bag to vent all my anger out but then no punching bag for me to punch!!! I'm so fucking pissed off now....I tell ya why he isn't he up to being a good Inui. Firstly, we had ask him to do Inui for a prvt photoshoot. He can't even get into character. OMFG. Somemore, he also say that he wanted to do Kamio since no one is doing and also, he would be the only person doing Kamio. WTF!! Does it concern me ? Damn....HE REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!! HE IS ONE FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Monday, March 15, 2004 12:13 a.m.

Feeling : SUPER TIRED!!!
Well, finally my 4 days work @ the IT show is over~~~ Its such a miracle that I had endured it for 4 days. Basically, never thought I would be a good sales promoter. But ehy, my sales was good manx~~ Even heard frm Marie, saying that they might wanna employ me again. My reply was a NO, coz I'm really tired frm being a promoter. Will blog again tmr. Today really had a great time, selling those stuff. What I promote is actually a bag frm Korea. Its kinda expensive. Wanna thanks some people who came by and see how I was doing. xDxD Well, I'm doing very patheically.....
Almost collapsed when I had no food to go. Luckily, dinner came around 6. and I had slacked off frm work for like 30 mins, inside the storeroom with J-Windz, eating our dinner today. Today's dinner, I woulda say is the best!! Its Japanese Curry~~~ OMG~~, I'm like so in love with it now~~ I even got a craving for it after the IT show. Well, I think thats about it. Made some new friends @ the IT show ^^ It was a great success~~~
Will blog more tmr morning, coz I'm feeling really sleepy typing such a long stuff.
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Monday, March 1, 2004 06:06 p.m.

Listening to : FMWS OP 1
Feeling : PISSED OFF!!!
I feeling really at what "she" write @ her blog. Its really madness to travel that far. Moreover, I'm thinking e distance for her lohx!!!! Damn!!! I don't know why sometimes I worry for people, they just don't know how to appreciate it. What is this world coming to manx ?? Just a little kindness and this is what I get. I wonder what's wrong with going to ITE. I mean, whats e big deal out of it. So angry......-_-
Next, its about Novix.....Sometimes, he really pisses me and Purin alot and I feel like strangling him. He's really a BHB and HL. That day, after e results, Purin called me and told me Novix can't get e jackets. I was like so shocked @ it, coz its like so late, and only Purin ask him, then he reply to us. If we never ask, I bet he won't say anything one. Then after, called Novix, can't really figure out whats he mumbling @. Sometimes, I find it hard to talk to him, as in that he talks way too fast for me to understand. Yesterday juz had a outing, and he suddenly popped out this qn of him being Kamio.....*Shitz* Its like MAe is already doing Kamio, what for does he wanan do Kamio. Then we told him that he's doing Shinji and he requires a wig lohx. Then, we also ask him what he wanan do, then he say I dunno. Wah KAO!!, Juz two words I dunno, really make me, Purin and Sen super confused manx....We like har ?? Then he started to talk real fast. @ that time, I was in no mood to listen coz actually today, I'm supposed to go out with cH0 and Weiqi to buy a bag. But then they changed their plans w/o telling me or even wanting to inform me. They just left me in the dark. I'm so pissed off that I almost cried out. I even told Weiqi to tell me about e updates. But she didn't even give me a call or what. Until I call cH0, then I know about it. SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!! Oh god, why am I so aggressive nowadays... feeling so pissed off so many times!!! GARH!!!!
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Tuesday, February 17, 2004 08:28 p.m.

Listening to :White Line by Aozu
Finally blog manx!~~~ Hm...many update worr. First of all, I have quit my JC to pursue Poly life. After the NP openhouse, I'm very attracted to poly life manx!!! xDxD Well, I didn't regret quitting JC. My brother even got me a job. Thanks manx!! xDxD Well, Valentine Day juz pass. Didn't really spend my day with anyone special coz that special person still have not appear in my life yet. Nowadays have been sleeping really late to watch POT. Oh god, I'm really addicted to POT manx. xD Wanna thank Purin for lending me her POT VCDs ^^ Sankyuuu~~Aniwae, wanna thank Weiqi for giving me this SUPER "SUPRISE" xDxD Was getting her to help me do a POT layout, then suddenly she told me she finish 80% of my blog layout. I was kinda surprise. xDxD Kinda funny right ?? xDxD
Last Sunday was really fun manx!!! Was late for Tennis-chan's outing coz we (Purin, Sen, Karu, Hiro, Animus, Angel, J-Windz, Novix) were slacking our time @ Yoshinoya and Kino. xDxD~~~ Went to Kino to get M.A.G.E. I saw my grp photo!!! Waiiiii~~~ My junior told me that my pic was in and I was like, really ar ?? xDxD Then after, I met Sen and Purin @ Clementi. Then met up with Angel and Animus aka Momo-chan Sempai @ Orchard. Something really funny happen. Momo-chan saw us and went over, but he almost knocked someone down nya~~~ xDxD Then after, got J-Windz's msg and realized that we're @ the opposite side waiting for Karuqin nya. Saw Hiroyuki, J-Windz there nya ^^ Got my Fudomine Polo-T nya~~~ Nicey!!! *hugs her Polo-T tight tight!!* Then after went to change to our Polo-Tee. Nice manx!!! After that went to Kino and then Cold Storage to buy e Aozu ingredients. xDxD~~ It was really smelly manx... Can't stand e blue cheese smell. -_- Aniwae, I had a few go's on e Aozu. It was perfectly alright nya. Then after lunch @ Yoshinoya, rushed all e way to Queensway to meet with Tennis-chan and e others. Then went to her house to make Aozu. The blue cheese really stink!!! xDxD @ first it was white, but then we added blue colouring to it. Momo-chan Sempai drink e most coz he always miss his hit. Same goes for Musashiz. It was really fun ^^ Then after playing till abt 4, a guy came and I thought that he actually wanted to use the court, but hey, its not. xDxD He juz saw us playing tennis nya~~~ His name is Calvin nya, frm NP ^^ Its good to make friends nya ^^Then after e game, went to Clementi Arcade to play ^^ E Guys went to e arcade whereas e girls all went to KFC to grab a small bite. Went to play Para Para again. Nice manx!! After that, it rained heavily nya~~~ But then I would say that overall, it was really fun that day ^^
Next week, gonna go Sen's hse to play ^^ Wheee~~~
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~