Saturday, July 10, 2004 08:12 a.m.
Feeling : Tired as usual
Finally, the FP program has ended!! Whee~~ And the actual lessons are starting from this coming Monday. Felt kinda stressed up by some stuff lately. Don't know why, juz felt that its supressing me. Earlier on, I got quite pissed off by one of my friends. She made me damn pissed off asking me abt the movie ticket money bcoz I haven't paid her. Okie, what happened was this. I actually owed her money coz I help the whole group to order the ticket. Then got this guy, whom I heard from her, actually claimed to said that he had paid but he didn't. I was quite pissed off to hear that lohx. What I'm trynig to say here is that since I had passed you the money, those who have not paid up yet, you go and claim the money back yourself. Its none of my problem. The money I owe ya, I will pay back. *grr* Quite pissed off with it when I told Qi. Cried out to her when I was talking to her.
After Cosfest, things haven't been going too right for me. I felt like I had tarnish Songstress Rikku image too badly. I've got no more confidence in cosplaying. I really feel like resting. Moreover, I do think many ppl behind muz be saying bad stuff abt me coz I sux! Well, okie, that part, I do agree with myself. I SUX BADLY!! I'm A BLARDY ***** lohx!! I really hate myself to the core. I don't know why, juz thinking that I super duper useless now. Geez....I wonder when did I started this....
Next, FP program had ended like what I've said earlier on. Juz had a ICT party last night. Sometimes, I feel quite pissed off @ Fitri. Manx. yesterday, I got blardy fucking pissed off @ her, coz she plucked my white hair w/o letting me know. WTF!!! I gave her the stare and she quitened down a bit. Then I kind of use those harsh tone to like scold her nya... Manx...I was so pissed off @ her.
Newayx, I'm not angry @ her already. My anger goes off in one day or less. xDxD Trying to cheer myself up now ^^
Hm...later gotta go for audition.....Wonder would I get in nya... *sigh* Can only do my best nya since its only 1 song when I had backed out the other song nya... *sigh*
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Sunday, June 27, 2004 11:42 p.m.
Super Short Entry !!
Sch's gonna start in like a few more hrs and I'm typing this like @ 11+ pm b4 I go to sleep. Yesterday's Kouhaku was fantastic!!!! I would say its e best manx!!! Didn't get to join coz of my blardy work schedule manx....*shootz* Newayx, I'm sure those who came sure had their very fair share of fun as I did myself. Sat with Alexial thru e concert nya~~~ Kakkoii!!! xDxD
I wonder what would life be like in a polytechnic as I had experience JC life and I don't really think it suit me coz I'm super duper lazy!! xDxD Wahahaha~~~ Gonna make lotsa new friends tmr!!! Yahoo~~~Whee!!! A new beginning as what I can say.
Well, the trip to China ain't fun @ all, coz most of the time, I was super duper sick that I vomitted like 5 times @ Dali. I wasn't used to their food nya. Their food was either salty if not oily. *sigh* Got so sick over there that sometimes when I sleep, I would dream of home manx!! xDxD Was super glad when I reach Singapore!!! xDxD
After e photoshoot @ Sentosa, there is this pic which I like it e most manx!! Won't tell ya guys is which one~~~ xDxD Wahahaha~~~ xDxD *PH slaps her face* I find *** so ******** manx!!! OMG~~~ Think I **** ***. So ********** with *** . Juz guess e stars urself manx~~ xDxD Gonna keep that pic in my lappy~~~ xDxD for myself to enjoy~~~
*PH goes madness~~~~*
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Thursday, June 17, 2004 08:12 a.m.
Well, now I'm @ the airport now, typing all of this crap here nya~~~ Still gotta wait for the plane~~~Wheee~~ Well, when I woke up this morning, still got a feeling that I shldn't go, coz I miss all my stuff and my bed and of coz my computer and laptop. Well, newayx, gonna fly off in like 20 mins time~~~ so let me write some crap here ya ??
This time I won't know how much fun I would have coz I don't see any shuai ge there manx...I'm obviously sad~~~~ *Sob* *sob* I need some shuai ge in my life~~ xDxD No lahx, juz joking~~~ Really hope, can spot one shuai ge in either my trip to Kun Ming, if not @ my own polytechnic. *sigh*
Oh ya, I've decided to join Shirouto no Sakebi organised by Mandy~~~ Thanks to Mandy for organising it. Next yr, gonna try to join in KHK. This time , I didn't join due to work. *sigh* Have been really busy in work nya~~~ Gonna, try my best in the auditions which is on 10th July. Haven't submit the form yet, coz I still can't think of what to sing nya. I have only chose one song only. I have chosen Find the Way by Mika Nakashima. Well, puddy have said that the song was really hard coz there is low and high pitch tone in the song, but I'm still willing to try my very best in that song. Now, I'm thinking of either singing Fatal Frame 2 song, Chou by Tsukino Amano,if not Cagalli's image song nya. *sigh*
I will submit my form b4 30th June nya~~~ This time, I'm really really serious nya!!!!!
PH FLIES~~~~~WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~
Wednesday, June 16, 2004 08:30 a.m.
Haven't been updating recently nya....This time, I'm really really tired.....Tired of what I'm not sure. *sigh* But practically , I have been thinking about all my costumes...*sigh* I'm really tired of giving it to my tailor to do, coz it costs alot of $$. I really wanna try to do it myself, but I'm not sure of where to start. Getting so much trouble manx....
Now, gonna go start to think what songs am I gonna sing for Shirouto no Sakebi's auditions. Not too sure whether I can get in or not. *sigh* Can't even think of what song to sing...*sianz* Maybe "Find the Way" by Mika Nakashima ? *sigh* PH thinks until head rots....
Well, I find the photoshoot fun nya~~~ Really enjoyed mysel as the xtra Lacus~~ xDxD Its okie nya~~~ coz that was a last minute costume nya~~ *sigh* Well, newayx, I'm organising a GS Photoshoot for ppl who really love GS alot nya~~ xDxDWell, the details are as follows, so pls take xtra note of it ^^
Date : 11 July 2004
Time : 12 p.m.
Venue : Botanic/Chinese Garden
Well, I strongly encourage ppl who did GS for the photoshoot on Sentosa to come nya~~ Okie, now I will list who is doing who nya and those who are coming.
Ppl doing GS :
1.Pei Hui --> Cagalli
2.Inuran --> Lacus
3.M|A|I -->Ramius
4.Sen0 -->Dearka
5.Taku -->Yzak (TBC)
I really do hope those ppl who wanna do GS come nya~~ or those who wanna help us take photos as photographers.
Well, back to personal stuff. Sometimes, I really do get irritated by some ppl especially @ the chalet. Newayx, already forgetten about it nya. I'm those type who would be angry for like a minute and after that I'll be fine.
The chalet was really fun manx!! Wanna thanks Jia er and Lila for putting their time and effort to organise this chalet ^^ After the chalet, I'm like obsessed to Fatal Frame 2's ending song~~ xDxD Okie, thruout the whole game, I've been screaming non-stop coz I'm afraid of ghosts and such things nya. But after watching the ending, I'm really sad nya. I almost cried out nya. Mio actually hadta kill her own sis, Mayu. This is to complete the ritual. Heard from OZ and Inu, saying that there were many other endings like, both Mio and Mayu escaped frm the village or died together. But I still think the saddest ending would be the one that OZ had showed us all. Since then, this story had a great impact on me. Thanks to OZ nya... xDxD
Newayx, I'll be leaving for Yunnan soon. Manx, gonna miss alot of things here especially my cosplay things. Shucks. Don't worry, I'll be back on 25th. Wait for me~~!!!!!
Will blog later in the night nya~~~
Nanjaro Hoi Hoi~~