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Listening to: Ling Chen San Dian Zhong by Zhang Zhi Cheng
Listening to: Tokyo Mew Mew Ed -_-
Mood: In a slump....-_-
Really had lotsa stress frm Friday onwards because its my O'level exam. Today its over, and I'm like going bonkers in a few hours ago, but now I'm in a slumpy mood. I really dunno what has gotten over me. Really feel kinda depressed and sad.....*sadist* Nowadays I really feel bored. Well, can't force Andy to accompany, he also have his own life.... *sigh* Really felt like burying myself in a hole.
Sometimes, I do feel kinda xtra, maybe its due to my inferiority. From young, I do think that I am a inferior person. *sigh* Really wanna enjoy now, but I'm too tired for it. Moreover, I still have enrichment tmr. I wanna sleep but I can't. Really really tired. I wished time would stop for me!!!
Today's paper is kinda easy . It is way way far from what I have expected though I had write two words wrongly which costs me 4 marks. *sigh*. As long as I get a A1, its all alright for me. Now I can only pray hard that I can do well ^^
Better log off now. I'm in a deep slumpy mood.......
Hoe ? Friday, June 6, 2003 09:47 p.m. 
Listening to: Ai Yori Aoshi Ed ^^ Got back my results....kinda saddening for me coz its really happening it to me!!!! Unbelievable...Really felt like crying when I took back my results especially those subjects that I was supposed to be good in. Really felt ashamed of myself, but throughout all these days, my heart didn't even feel the pinch!! Results are:
Well that was my results. Really felt ashamed for my maths. I used to be top threee in maths but now....flunking like **** . My dad and tution teacher scolded me.....I really dunno know how to break my accounts news to my father. He would be so utterly disappointed in me.....Really felt bad about it coz its the final lap. Gonna buck up liaoz!!! Have lots of determination to get over with O's and then its it!!My father even dun allow me to use the computer.Well, it may be due to my addiction to computer games (Ragnarok Online). I think its confirmed that I won't be cosplaying for Cosfest since my results are all border line passes....*sigh* Now the upcoming exam is my O'lvl Chinese Exam. Have to study real hard so that I need not to take it again....* waste of $$* Gonna buck up this time manx!!!! Well, good luck to those who are taking the exams too ^^ To:classmates of N5/1
Finally the whole week of exams (first part) is over.....Have to prepare for my accounts liaoz ^^ Wish me luck manx!! Aniwae doing all the Humanities papers are a real terror coz I'm a big failure for my Humanities. XD One thing that happened during my History paper was that the chapter on Hitler did not came out~~~@#%&@#$^%^&#%@ but then for Geography and Social Studies, it came out as expected ^^ Sugoii!!!! Also I finished my paper on time. The worst paper that I did was Maths Paper 1. I did not have enough time to finish....%#%$@^#$%$#%$# Maybe too much mental caluclation~~ %$%^$^&%$^%$&^
Really felt great on friday coz everything was over~~~~ Now have to wait for the O's to coem. Hey I got my reg.no liaoz. Its 24110156~~~~ .....Cool number manx!!I'm no. 156~~~~ nYa HaHa~~~
Yesterday I played games that neverending....XD Daddy came out @ 4++, still blurred, ask what I'm doing ~~~ ^^I played RO (Ragnarok Online) for the whole day manx!! Cool~~~~ Really glad to see Andy's answer. Thanx manx!!!! *huggies Andy* Today gonna go out and rox manx!!!! yeay~~~~~ *crazy peihui on the loose*
Okie better not be TOOOOOO long-winded, though I am,Hahaha.....have fun ^^ enjoy ur coming holidays ^^ Today was a real terror day for me......Had mock exam until 3++. Due to disruptions in the exam hall, the invigilator was pressing me and my other 2 friends for the paper. paper 1 was quite hard coz I think I did badly bah *sigh* Aniwae to talk about my Chinese mid-yr which I didn't really do well, I scored abt 62. Kinda poor. Highest was Ah Pei...Sugoii~~~ She got 65 only~~~~ haha!!~~~~After that Ah Hui not happy with me coz I beat her finally. Oh ya befopre the release of the mid-yr Chinese paper, our Chinese teacher let us see the marks. I was so shocked that I got 49 only @ first. Really felt like crying coz this is my first time failing my Chinese in my WHOLE life!!!~~~~ But then got error~~~HAHA~~~!!!! The teacher forget to add my Oral marks...Really had a back scare down there then......*phew* Then bcoz of that I think Ah Hui angry loh~~~~ *sigh*....She is such a petty person~~~.....Changed so much after being with that barbaric person~~~~
Really tired today. Gonna sleep any moment. Barely awake. Sudden;y I feel like so tired that I want time to stop for me which is IMPOSSIBLE!! *sigh* Lately, many things have happened in class and this made my morale go down. I really don't know why but I do feel sad in my heart. This is what happen during this week :
Monday --> Had my EL Paper 1 and 2. Was quite a torture for me coz sitting in front is not good~~~ So hot~~~ After exam finishes, everyone was like saying the paper was hard but I said it was average. *dies* @_@; On the way back, bought lotsa Otahs to eat for lunch. Now I'm really sick of Otahs~~~~ :P After lunch, started playing Ragnarok Online. Its really fun~~~~~ ^^
Tuesday -->Had a tiring day. During the Social Test which I really did badly, I had a bad headache. Really felt like scolding people who bothered me. Something made me broke down on that day. Hearing frm Pei Shan that I said bad things about her and when Hui Xian heard that I say bad things about Pei Shan which was NOT TRUE at all, both of them ignored me. I really felt sad coz they are best friends. I really broke down and cried non-stop. Then both of them say that they are not saying about me but they are saying about Weiqi coz Pei Shan heard that Weiqi talked bad about her. But then I didn't want to hear any explanations @ that time coz I was really depressed to eat or talk to sleep. Then both of them said sorry to me many times but I don't care. After when I'm calm, I forgive them and even tell the whole thing to Weiqi. Kinda long story....*sigh*
Wednesday -->Wah~~~ Gonna go crazy manz.....Went to Queensway Shopping Centre to see my costume. Well, Roy said that it could be done by next week. Mmost probably I'll be going there to see for a while. Then went to print the whole stack of History notes and Maths Clsuter Paper for my class.It cost 100++ @_@;
Thursday --> I really felt like crying when I carried that WHOLE STACK OF papers back to my house frm Queensway Shopping Centre. Super HEAVY!!!! *sob* but then I still brought it back with my will and determination~~~~Yeay~~~
Well, Dun want to be long-winded for now coz I do think I'm LONG-WINDED!!! Nya~~~~ HAHAHA~~~~ HEY HEY~~~~~XD~~~ ·•¤ What is YOUR element? ¤•·  What Magical Girl Are You?  What Shoujo Mascot Are You? Hoe ? Sunday, April 20, 2003 07:07 p.m.
I really hate myself~~~ ALWAYS AN EXTRA IS ALWAYS AN EXTRA NO ONE CAN CHANGE THE FACT THAT I'M A XTRA EVERYWHERE I GO. REALLY HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE. XTRA ASS Hoe ? Friday, April 18, 2003 07:25 a.m.
Br>Yahoo~~~~Finally got a chance to come in and blog it ^^. SO long never come online liaoz~~~coz my brother was down with fever so I dare not touch the compy. XD~~ After that I was also down with fever (just yesterday night)but I'm feeling genki today!! Today muz finish all my work or else go to detention. *sob* Didn't have any time to finish my work coz I still have other work to do like tution homework. Somemore, there are extra classes and we practically stayed back till 5 plus in the school. *sob*
I think i better stop here~~~~*too naggy* XD Today, also played FFIII. Damn angry at it coz play half-way, my record disappear itself. Now I have to restart the whole game. Then I stopped playing and went to watch Full Moon O Sagashite. Its really nice but I still dunno what is the story about coz I watched episode 9. ^^""
Concerning about yesterday's matter, I was really sad. Sometimes, I think that people take me for an idiot. Not only that, my sixth sense also tell me that some people hate me alot(cosplay). I really feel sad about it. I remember once there was this person who gave me a deathglare coz I was like getting the attention of another person. I don't want that to happen again. Yesterday, I msg some ppl to discuss about qui*ti*g c*****y. They all say that I should not do so coz its a waste of effort. After listening to their advices, I regain my confidence to c*****y again. Thank you guys ^^.
Kumagoro wanna thanks those who had comforted and consoled Peihui ^^ Lately, I have been losing my temper. Maybe due to the stress that I have given myself over the past few weeks. After receiving my 1st term results, I felt quite sad, though second in class. I almost failed my Humanities and English. Somemore, my maths had decline to a A2. I'm really sad about it. Sometimes, thinking about really make me wanna cry. The other day, I really creid in class coz I was really stress by all the work that was given. Somemore, there was a conflcit in my section. I really wonder whether have I make a right choice. Sometimes I wish I can be as cheerful as Ryuichi and Shuichi no da!. Thanks to my friends who have been consoling me and listening to all my troubles like Weiqi, Lance and Pei Shan. Wanna say a biggie Thank You to you guys ^^.
Now, I feel much more better than before. Also wanna thank Feli for introducing Gravitation to me. The songs really gave me a sense of warmth. For the rhythm of it, it feels upbeat and a sense of belonging. Thank You ^^
I think now that this blog became a thanking ceremony. XD. Juz joking. Aniwae, I hope everyone would do their best in everything ^^
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