[The Devil does exist...]

Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Yea. Today was a flashback day. Dont know why but i was rememberin the simplest of things bout my father. The type of sound u'll hear him make while comin down the stairs, his laugh, and the way he'll keep very quiet when he's angry... ai... miss the old man... Also was in Karkala, talkin to Jeff bout what to wear to this Saturday's MMMC Annual day, he said he was wearing one of the shirts that his father didnt want, which got me thinkin. My dad has (had?) by far the worst fashion sense in the world. His shirts were orange, his pants were from the 60's (drop by my house, i ll show ya a bell bottom pants u can fit ur head in....) but then again... Yea... miss the old man....

Annual day. The day the lecturers make a fool of themselves, the Assistan High Comm from Chennai makes a fool outta himself, and MMMC use our money to give us a "free dinner. The lecturers do a performance, which is foolish, but giving credit, its really good. Hope they do a sketch this time. Yea. The High COmm dude? He cant speak english for nuts. Its a pain to see him abuse the language esp when he is the guest of honour, and representin Malaysia in a foreign country... ai... Not sure i m goin tho... Got some friends performin, Navrin's singin God knows what song, she aint tellin, the Malay groups doin a dance, while Adam and Man's band are performin. Yea...

Today in Karkala, i think i realized why i wanna be a doc. The Job satisfaction. Indeed. Saw the cutest 12-day-old kid. His eyes were like wide (i m not sure bout this, but if i m not mistaken, the eyes dont grow in size... throughout your life...) and he was like stoning. Me and Kc were there takin the history from the mother, and at that time i was sad. Mum's a tailor,dad's a Kuli. Slim chance of education. Why is this happenin? I understand, the need to have a child, but wait a minute... who am i to say anythin. Fcuk that... but i was damn happy seein the kid. ai... the feelin is... u cant express it. u have to experience it. Yea.

Still undecided bout eye... ai... anyways... cheers... rockin y'all like 12-day- old wombats...

Monday, November 29, 2004
Yea. Just got outta psychiatry, where the lecturer was by far the cutest lecturer i ve ever met (brown eyes... woooo). Yea. Also Liverpool played the 2nd best 90 minutes of their history to beat Arsenal 2-1 (first would still be coming back 2-0 down to hammer fulham 4-2). So everythin should be fine right? Nope...

I'm writin this as a sorta statment. To gather my thoughts (which is indeed the function of the mother...and listenin to Paul Van Dyks "Nothin But You- Get the song, trust me), i m at a lost. Indeed, while it is a minor issue, when compared to my life in general and studies etc, it still causes that niggling feelin at the 4th intercostal space, and also at the area below the occiput. Yea. I m confused bout Eye.

While for the 1st time, i m happy that i actually like someone for her mind and intellect, sarcasm and wit, i'm not sure whether i'm liking her because of my inability to attain someone else whom for so long i ve kept to myself. Someone whom if i name, would err... change a lot of things.... and if ur readin this, it s not you. I m stupid, but not that stupid.

Inability. Why? My principles. When i look at a woman, i see only two obstacles. My preferences comes 2nd. 1st obstacle, she cant be Muslim. By sayin this, i mean no disrespect to the Religion (only one readin this is Puts, and u know me a bit too well eh, gal), to which in the long term will req me to convert, and losing my Religion is somethin i will not accept. The 2nd one would be she should not be in any sort of active relationship... ai...

So, i m stuck. While me and eye do have a lot in common, (liverpool, metallica...), i have no idea how she feels bout me. On top of that, Ive only got 75 odd days left in the wasteland (which may be less if the appeal to the dean to cut short classes is successful), while she s got under 2 years to go... however minute my chances are, long term relationship? At this point i question my own motivations. If i really like someone, why aint i goin all out? Why aint i being like Stevie G for Liverpool?

Indeed. Lots of questions have to be asked and answered. People who are close to me, they know my type of girl. Eye doesnt even come close to anythin i ve described, except, well the eyes. Yea. (Fip u can stop callin me shallow any time now... ) Ai.... all i ll end with is.... why did i get tachycardia and palpitations when i got the Mahatma Gandhi Sms.... Fuck the world....

Yea. In a non-related issue, Vincents opened his own blog to improve his english. Yea. Check it out if y'll free. --> docvlhc.pitas.com bye bye...

Sunday, November 28, 2004
Yea. Fun weekend. Did absolutely nothin but relax. Played chess for 11th batch and for the first time, luck deserted me and i lost. (read the earlier ramblings... few weeks back) Anyways...

Apparently one of my cousins are gettin married somewhere in January. Indeed. All the best to her, it ll be the 2nd cousins weddin i ll be missin. I love my family weddings. Used to go and stay over, and they ll stuff me with food, u know what i mean. Just chillin with them. yea... Ai... i wanna go fot the weddin... anyone can come up with Rm1200 for me ?

In a non-related issue. i got scared earlier. Was msgin Eye (yea... we are friends yea...) and suddenly she msgs me. " Ilove you. Ilove you. Ilove you. Ilove you. Ilove you. Ilove you. Ilove you. Ilove you so much! Why? Cos Mahatma Gandhi told me to love animals....

I choked on my cheese naan thinkin bout that during dinner... Cheers... Wombats are gonna rule the world...

Friday, November 26, 2004
Yea. This mornin, while waitin for my pshyco.... err.. psychiatry lecturer, i browsed through my textbook on the subject, to stop at the section of family tree and intersibling relationships and how it affects the psyche of the child. The part that intrigued me the most ( get ready Dharma Sir...) was the relationship between the elder and younger sibling. Accordin the the book, the elder sibling always shows aggression as he feels insecure that he is no longer the only child in the family. He believes that he has to earn the love of the parents, who are err... more affectionate to the younger one (who obviously needs more care) {dont wanna believe me, wait till i get back, i ll show ya the book k? =P). In the other side of the coin, the younger sibling would have to eventually, meet the expectations that was set by the older siblings i.e. academically etc.

While it is not my point to talk pscyho, i just realized 2 things. One, my parents never compared me to my brother, or vice versa. They never compared report cards, and if either one of us, eventually, did fuck up, we were never told to be like the other. Hmmm... Indeed... The other thing is, i forgot. Shit. wait... errr... oh yea. How i became passive. All the aggravation my brother caused me and i, in turn, caused him. (and believe me, what we went through was bad... i still remember Mrs George coming one day to stop us from fightin, and she like lived, 7 houses away....) Remember the times we were watchin TV and u ll turn it off so i cant watch, then we'll beat each other silly? Yea... ai... all of that, i feel moulded me into being wat i am now... i wonder why...

Anyways, back to the psycho, i m goin crazy in that place. The lectures are crazy. No wonder the patients are crazy. So then, surgery and psyco is out... ai... Goin to temple... Cheers...

Thursday, November 25, 2004
Yea. Forgot to metnion that i bunked Prof Razaks speech yesterday. Key points are, while John proxied for me and a few others, he was caught out, and got jacked by Bozo the Clown, errr... i mean the Dean. Sorry John!!! Ai.... Also, apparently all the LAN classes i took in Taylors actually does mean shit. Why? I dont have to take it in Melaka!!! Nyeh nyeh nyeh...

Hmm... Hari in dalam Sejarah... errr... Karkala.Went in for a case of Post Partum Sterility. (or in english, tie & snip the Fallopian Tubes.) Yea. I wanna officially Thank God here, that i am a male. I mean, the pain the woman was goin thru, Shit man... and imagine this, her bowel (large intestine) kept on poppin out thru her abd... (and Fip, u'd thought id be traumatized by u?) I was like fuck.... but kept my composure through it all... looks like there is hope for me in OnG...

Cheap thrill of the day? I realized that in the Operation Theater, i can feast on eyes!!! In the OT, due to the masks and the head-scag-thingy, the eyes are on display (the doctors la... not the patients...) and the were lovely... yay... cheap thrill... yea... i need to rest... Cheers....

Oh and my wombat's been named Rudolpho Corleone. Yea... I need female companionship.... Ai... =P

Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Yea. Just got back from karkala. Last night, i was sleepin ( yea... i know), then i was abruptly awoken by the telephone. The conversation goes like this.

Thats me cuttin the line and disconnectin the phone... Evil of me aint it? Heh heh hee.... ai...

Went to coffee day with Sam. Pity the fool. He s got a house mate and a half from u know where, and he seems really outta it. ai... pity the fool.

On a brighter note, i ve confirmed the day i leave the wasteland. 12th Feb 2005. Indeed. Another 78- odd days... wooo... ok. gtg. Cheers... *scampers away like a wombat*

Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Yea. Karkala makes manipal seem like a civilized town. The bus ride there is annoyin enough. Sittin at the back, i flew off the seat at least 6 times both ways. I mean, who needs a motion-master from genting when you have a bus from hell goin to Karkala? Indeed...

Karkala also has the future of all the auto drivers, cleaner akka's and err... dobi men. yea. Karkala is the birth centre for the area (explainin me 2nd OnG posting...) and not only is it full of locals... its full of local errrr... "juniors". I know its quite the sadistic of me to even say, or even, think bout somethin like this, but these kids hav a bleak futute and not only that, these ppl are multiplyin like jack-rabbits. i mean... havin kids are fun, but also if u cant assure them of a healthy decent (non-auto driving) future... u ve got another thing to think about... ai...

Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Yea. Calmed down already. Intrestin week i ve been having so far. Everyone around me is either in a bad mood or not feeling well. Makes my life and all my bitchin earlier seem like a walk in the park. Why? Remember i told y'all i failed surgery. I still think i did, but the point is, ialready passed my first one, so it sorta evens out, unless i fail with a ZERO. Yea. On top of that... Jeff may not have attendance for surgery, which is far worse, as he may bot even get to go home... ai... HOpe it works out for him.

Yea. Anyways, i do feel a tad bit of remorse for the earlier postin, and if u did take offence to the cursing, its just me. i aint apologizin, cause, well, its my blog. nyeh nyeh nyeh... (As u can see... indeed my moods been elavated....) Gonna sleep... The epic Karkala Journey begins at 2... ai... FEAR THE WOMBAT.... :P

Saturday, November 20, 2004
Yea. Fuck the world. fuck everyone. If your'r readin this fuck you. Amazed? indeed. Thats wats been goin on with me the past few days. Been so tired, i dont know what i ve been sayin to ppl, and not as sharp as the result of the tiredness as well. Thought the Goa trip settled my nerves, but in the end the perfect timin of my end-posting exams just fucked all of it up. (End posting would be explained later) So, was at the food feast (fuckin useless food, but Shakee, Reuban and the rest came up with some good choco cake... lookin forward for a random free piece sometime soon...), but the rest was crap. Crap. 12 weeks to go.... ai... imagine 5 sticks of Satay for 70 rupees. (7 ringgit for 5 sticks...) Fuck this place man...

Saw Jeff there. He was wearin a funny hat. Laughed at him. He got annoyed.... AAAAAIIIII.... If ur confused, read the beginin again. I really need to learn to shut up. Been sayin the same thing for the last 7 years, but still i dont learn. I really donno wat to do bout this. I mean, i mean everythin in the best way, but the way i say it, everyone thinks i m pickin a fight. i mean wat the.... ai...

End postings. Ong Was on thursday. Read a bit, went and got the lowest marks along with Jeff. How much? 66 outta 100. Everyone else got an avearge of 96... Fuck that... Today afternoon. Surgery. Dr Ramachandra. Heaven forgive my cursin, but i had absolutely no fuckin idea wat the fuck he was fuckin askin me, nor was he fuckin satisfied with the fuckin answers i gave him... fuck the world... fuck.... ai... if i pass, i donno.... i cant think straight...

Then went to the food feast, after which i watched Liverpool fuck themselves silly at Middlesbrough. At the end of this post, i m gonna say this, Fuck me, Fuck liverpool, Fuck Satay, Fuck Manipal, Fuck everythin. Fuck. Just Fuck. This would be known as the fuck postin. Yea. Fuck. Fuck Ramachandra. Fuck the stupid drug he asked me about, fuck Thrombo Angitis Obliterans a.k.a. Fuckin Burgers disease. See if i care.... Mother....

Oh, and if ur fuckin offended by this, go masturbate. No ones fuckin forcin yea to fuckin read this...

Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Yea. Annoyed. The other day i got back from Goa, it was around 1230 am. So, i "violated" hostel rules. Tried explainin it to the stupid guard that the rain was delayed, and i had the ticket to give me an alibi, yet the dumbfuck still refused and took my name down. Yesterday, Mr Fat-ass (thats Mr Anand to u non-manipalites), i call him up to explain, and he wants me to do a presentation for him. a "presentation" his exact words... i mean wat the fuck do i look like? a fuckin 3 year old with too much time? Already i got end postins to worry about (OnG... i wonder why ppl do it...) all i ll say is ...

Manipal is comin up with WWM - worldwide Manipal. My ass... International hostels with dirty hot water, thats if we ever get hot water, internet connections thats disconnect every ten minutes (tryin talkin to me on MSN), and the best. Non english speakin guards. What the fuck man... It s not like we're fuckin askin them to teach us physics or dyspnea, but fuck man... how can we communicate with those ppl who are there to stop us from gettin our food delivered... err... i mean to protect us...

in the end o the day... i realize that this is my only outlet... no matter how much i go and try to talk to Mr Fat-ass... I think he s tryin to prove that his ass is bigger than his brain... no wait... what brain...

times like this i need a wombat to rock... cheers... here's to OnG & Surgery end postings....

Sunday, November 14, 2004
Yea. Left out a few points, so best to be readin the earlier entry first. Yea.

First one, what happend at the worst dinner all of u ever had in Goa. Abhi, when she came the last time, had a nice course dinner at Casa Portugesa, and thought of doin the same this time. So, she called up "East meets West", a new branch of the Casa, an hour early to make reservations and order the food so when we go, we dont have to wait. Yea... we go there, wait for almost 2 hours, and the serve us 4 pieces of squid each.. Mother... but wait... it gets better...

Main course was supposed to be some fish, prawns etc with rice and a bit of potatoes. Instead, we are served fish, somemore fish, and more fish. it was fish and fish. bloody sickenin. ai... (this was aggrivated by me annoyin Shakee... wheee...) then, after discussion, Abhi and me go to the counter to cancel the rest of the order, and err... try to get a discount on the bill, but suprisingly, they were adamant that the food and the billed tallied... ai... i give up. The last time i was in Pizza Hut bangalore, i ordered a Tandoori Chicken, to whch i couldnt finish as the pizza was too spicy. The waiter just came up to me and offered to give me a new pizza on the house. Thats professionalism in the business... not tryin to offer puddin for dessert to make up for fucked up food....

in a non-related incident, Abhi said i fired him. I dindt raise my voice, a particular four letter word i like didnt come out... how did i fire him? ai... : )

The last point, the trip home. Gt, How Li and i have come up with a theory on why there are so many train bombings in india. Since we didnt have sleeper tickets, we went and sat in a corner of the sleeper class. Not because we were tryin to cheat Konkan Railways of 100 rupees, it was just that the GC compartment was too full. Packed to the brim. We were mindin our own business when suddenly the condutor comes and fires us. I mean, have some consideration man... it was not like we were sittin in someone elses place... we were on the floor in the corner... ai...

Sunday, November 14, 2004
Yea. Just got back from Goa. Yea. Lets see what happened. Left manipal on wednesday night, met Shakee, Reuban, err... and about 11 other batchmates whom u prolly have no idea who they are anyways. Me, Jason, Gt and How Li a.k.a. Bengal Tiger (will be explained as u read along) didnt have a sleeper class ticket so we sneaked in to the sleeper class and bribed the ticket guy. Score one for bribes... Mother f@ckin wasteland...

Arrived in Goa at around 5 in the mornin, dead tired. Dropped all my stuff, and lied down on the bed. Gareth joins in, and then we argued on who decreases the speed of the fan as both of us were lazy to get up and decrease it. So we decided to let How Li, who was showerin, to come out and decrease the thing. U know what he says?

How Li : Ahm... Sorry to kacau ah... but i forgot to bring my towel.... can bring it in ah?

Woke up the next mornin to go to infantaria. The place has excellent Chicken Rolls, so i ordered 2, to which the waiter says there aint any left. So i ordered the Cross-something-aint and as i was leavin i see on the counter a whole bucket full of chicken rolls... what the....

After breakfast, the whole group went to Anjunas and err... some other beaches. The whole trip was enjoyable, but with wet pants on a hot bike in the sun... ur gonna get blisters... ai...

Hmmmm.... Coming back from that, went to Baga beach. That was the place to be.Had a late lunch at a shack, where the spaghetti tastes almost as good as Mario Puzo describes it to be. Split from the group to go to the Dragon tattoo parlour. Redarkened my old piece, quite happy with the work, but not too pleased with the pricin. 4k rupees... ai... luckily i m supplementin my income with the sale of my speakers... ai...

For dinner, we went to Fiesta's. Yea. Amazing italian food. Had a pasta dish, which was suprisingly, small in portion, but filling and extremly tastefull. Anybody readin this goin to goa, go to Fiesta. After Fiesta, thats when the drama started....

Jason lost his rented bike. Yea. He left it with the other bikes, and after dinner, it simply just wasnt there. After the intial panic, we all drove around just lookin for a black honda activa, which if u allow me to say, was like lookin for white hair in Azlan Shah's head. Everywhere there was a bike which looks like his... Cuttin a long story short, the bike was amazingly found 3 hours later in the exact same spot he lost it. Dont ask me, i dont get it also...

Next mornin, (or closer to afternoon....) had lunch with the whole group. Justin, Deepa, Jason, Gareth and me shared a few dishes (pictures were taken so u can know/see what u missed) and by far amazing. Squid, crabs (both baked and stuffed), prawns, u name it. All for Rm 20 each. Again if ur reading this, go to Souza Lobo's. Amazin stuff... Chilled in the beach and then went for the most horrible dinner. I dont wanna talk bout that, cause bloody spoils my mood... mahai.... but then in a non-food related incident, Shakee's annoyed at a statement i made. "Convent Ipoh prepares their girl to survive in the world, i.e. a world without men." Knowin me, i def didnt think bout what i said, but then again, since whats been goin on with u know who and u know who, i think it did leave a bitter taste... ai... but then again, being the idiot i am, alls cool... Guess i ll just keep quiet bout that sorta stuff... ai... Then went to Mambo's. Excellent serving of trance, but then again, Sanj anf Fip were missed ai... but i do have to comment... Justin, when properly intoxicated... can really dance... ai... hahahah....

Next mornin... err... this mornin. Gt woke up first then me, so as we were both lazy to get up, we bitched bout How Li who was snorin next to us, who apparently was was pretendin to be asleep. The dude just suddenly assumes a lyin tiger postion... ai... bloody hillarious, and this was added with some weird-ass sound... ai.... Somethin u had to be there, to appreciate... ai...

Yea. Then left Goa round 4 after gettin 2 1/2 foot Subway Sandwiches. Just msged Shakee to get two more... muahahahah... ai... ok... then stood for 4 1/2 hours in the train. Dead tired now. Gonna dream bout rockin y'all like lil wombats lookin for carrots... cheers.... WOOOO....

Tuesday, November 9, 2004
Yea. Long weekend this weekend. Need ideas where to go. Help me!!!! Sms - +91 98862 95898. yea...

Sunday, November 7, 2004
Yea. Its Sunday. Trevors angry with the entire 105 gang, while How Li and Vincent arent actually too thrilled with Trever either ways. How did it fuse off?

1) Me and Trevor - Apparently while we are both entertainers, we have this habit of cancellin out each other, but the dude thinks i make it a point NOT to laugh at his jokes. I mean like what the... me. i have a low threshold of laughin. bloody wombats make me roll and laugh -> check my friendster pic. Yea. While that being said, i didnt help by sayin that he laughs at his own jokes and point it out all the time. My mistake that is... so i ll stop bout that.

2 ) How Li s right next to me, so i ll ask him in his own words. " i donno wat to say" - So i put it in my own words. During yesterdays 105 Gambling session, (we play blackjack for money, not much, i play 5 rupees a game, while others play up to 100 rupees a hand) So, yesterday, How Li lost a bit.... when i say a bit... lets just say... ahm... enough for me to eat oceana's for a week la... Yea, so trevor comes, and mocks How Li for losing money. Ai... Rubbing salt on wound i guess...

3) Vincent - There s a rumour goin round that Manipal Canteen Cook has HiV. Yea. So when vincent wanted to order from MC, Trevor, who probably didnt want MC food, pointed out " If you get Hiv, dont blame me" and was, i presume (i may be wrong), quite serious bout the transmission of the virus thru food. So all of us laughed at him and the dude took it very personally. Later, Vincent called him up, and apologized, only to get fired... Yea...

In a completely non related issue, I was awoken at 930 on a beautiful Sunday, by Vincent, who had an American in his room. Since Vinc, had to go to the library, and needed someone to lock up, he called me to "jaga the room". so this American guy goes. " Last night i got so drunk, me and a friend, finished a bottle of scotch each. A whole bottle. Then i ended up so drunk, that when i woke up this mornin, i had a chick in her underwear next to me. Problem is, i cant remember whether i did anythin or not, cause, i ddnt wanna ask her, cause, if we did, its complicated, but i wanna know for my own satisfaction."

verdict. Do i look like fuckin Oprah Winfrey??? Does it seem like i give a flyin fuck? Shit i've polisehed of a litre bottle of Officer's Choice on my own. And thats weird ass liquor. Yea. i ll stop now. Gonna rock Y'all like lil wombats... wheee....

Saturday, November 6, 2004
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Thursday, November 4, 2004
Yea. Weird day. How did it go? Yea. read the Godfather, left with 20 odd pages. Supposed to pass it to Navrin, but then again she s got blocks, so i m errr... not givin it to her. yea. anyways, Med students read this. Jeff was the best. The dude missed the bus today to get his "yellow file" (right now i just absent mindedly logged in and out of gmail 3 time... mother....) Yea. So he goes to Udupi hospital on his bike, and luck has it, he goes the wrong way on a one way street. Yea. He gets stopped by a local copper and is asked to show his license, which my good friend doesnt have... so wat does he do? "Sir, i got to go to hospital. Surgery sir!!! i m late for Surgery!!!" and the police dude lets him off.... score one for us dumbfucks becomin doctors... looks like coppers are more stupid eh?

Sold my comp to Jacks. Got 6k rupees outta it... but then again... better than nothin...Yea. Gonna sell a whole lots of other stuff as well... digicam, speakers, yea... gonna makan. Cheers... rockin y'all like prawn fried rice and tandoori chicken.. whee....

Wednesday, November 3, 2004
Yea. Diarrhoea seem s to have gone away as miraculously (indeed i need to read the dictionary more often). Ok... Apart from that, i went in to the Operation Theater for the 1st time. Was supposed to go and see an appendicectomy(?) but was distracted on the way to the OT but another case, where they were closing up a C-section. Mother... it looked like a bloody (quite litterally) cheese pizza. i mean ewwww.... Possibly thats because i was in my first procedure la...

Monday, November 1, 2004
Yea. Got fired by the ONG asst prof for my attendence, or the lack of it. "You'd better miss anymore classes!!!" He shouted in front of the class. Since i was in a supreme condition, i just flipped him the bird. but just my luck la... he didnt see... ai... dont these stupid muther fuckers ever get diarrhoea? i mean i m sufferin because of the bloody wasteland food, and he s givin me a hard time because of my attendance... mother fuckin twit....

Afternoon class was better. Went there, sat for 2 hours, no lecturer, gave attendence and fucked off. Gettin really annoyed. and the diarrhoea is not goin away... AIII...

In a non-related event, i know now, why doctors charge so much. Just imagine, 3rd year to final year books, cost 12 000 rupees so far, and i m not done yet. The sweetest part? These books are half priced. That means in UK or US or even Malaysia, i would hav to pay at least 50% more. I m gonna write books. I m gonna write a book on Manipal... or how to survive in Manipal rather... Mother fuckin wasteland... fuckin hate this place.... Fuck....

Saturday, October 30, 2004
Yea. Mother.... Diarrhoea for a bloody week already. What the fuck is wrong with my Git. Missed 3 OnG classes. If i miss two more classes, i m stuck in the wasteland for another 5 months. That cannot HAPPEN!!!! ARGHGHH... I m fuckin annoyed. EEEEE....

Apart from my weird health, Gareths team err... 11th batch, won the mens basketball. Yea. I m gonna kill someone. Yea. Doesnt matter who it is... i m gonna kill someone.. yea... bye bye...

Thursday, October 28, 2004
Yea....Got up today extremly err.. nauses...nauseuos... naus-something. Aggrivated it with lomotil. Ai... Anyways, much better now. Heres my timetable for the next few days, till end of postings.

1230 - lunch then afternoon postin which is similiar expt lookin at a different patient.. ai....

Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Yea. Went to class finally after 2 days. I m annoyed. Everytime i bunk, i dont get attendence. The day everyone else bunks, they get proxy. AI... Mother... nevermind... i makan first... ai........

Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Yea... Mother.... 4th day of diarrhoea. Havnt gone to class in 2 days. Mother..... (when i say, mother.... i m not callin for my mother, thats the short term i use for motherFacker. Yea) Ai...

Sunday, October 24, 2004
Fuck Man Utd. Fuck Arsenal. Fuck Mike Riley. Fuck all of them... oh and Happy birthdays to Dharma (today) and Shakee (tomoro) Yea...

Saturday, October 23, 2004
Yea. When it rains, it pours... Ai. Got up at 3 in the mornin with severe diarrhoe (i.e. pissing thru your ass.) Fuck man.... everytime i hav a weekend off and make plans i have diarrhoea. Mother and this is with the mother fuckin peanut M&M sized boil/pimple hybrid i have smacked on my face.... Considerin a round of Ciprofoloxicin... Should i... shouldnt i... should i? Ai... Toiler calls...

Thursday, October 21, 2004
Yea. Got jacked by Old Man Mehta, but wasnt his fault. I went in for my very first end postin, he looked at me with that dirty look and asked me to inspect the patient. Being the big hero (dumbfuck?), i went straight and felt the swellin.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Yea. After much ponderin, it will be extremely benificial for me to go to goa with me mums. Why? If, Jeff, Ana, Sam, How Li and Gareth come along, it would be quite ok. Sight-seeing durin the day, pig my self out on lobsters and calamari *which my mother pays for* and then Tito's at night. Yea. Why not? Dont think me mums would want to spend the day at the beach, so Old Goa would be ideal... Yea... Anyone one s to tag along, lemme knoe =P

Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Yea. Just got off the phone with me mum. Accordin to her, she s coming to the Wasteland for Christmas and wants to go to Goa. (Yes, Farah, i feel pity for u..) but this leaves to questions.

Monday, October 18, 2004
Yea. Also a nice day. As i said, if u dont have bad days, u wont enjoy the good days... Yea. So, joke of the day goes to Dr Joseph Thomas (an pretty well informed and intresting surgeon) Yea. Ere we go.

Sunday, October 17, 2004
Yea. Nice day today. Woke up late, lazed around. The simple things. Played Cm4 again. Quite lifeless. Things picked up in the evening. Went to watch the netball finals of the interbatch games. Certain people were not there (ai... ) so i just sat back and cheered. Theres just somethin bout watchin matches that is a natural "happy hormone". Maybe it is the social interaction,maybe its the environment, and most often, when ur team s winning. Maybe im just statin the obvious ere, but be it Liverpool winnin, Man Utd losin, or 11th/10th (still one of u guys) winnin i get the same feelin. Yea.

Saturday, October 16, 2004
Def feelin better today. Spent the first hour of my day readin The Da Vinci code in Ayurveda class. Yea. Ayurveda. One full hour of first class nonsense. I dont know why they are even botherin us with these classes. KC next to me was touchin up his Surgery notes, Jeff was sleepin half the time, Pavin was out cold, and me with my book. Yea. Dont ask for any examples... i cant remember my self...

Then went for surgery where the dude lets us off after 45 minutes. What else? Off to izone for Warcraft 3. Got raped by Jeff, and then by a local. Not bothered by it... Yea. Then went to play chess for 11th batch.

Since playin for 11th batch, (and for South in North-South games) i ve always been lucky in the game. Whenever i'm gettin trashed, the opponent will just magically screw up and gimme a free queen or castle or somethin. Well, today it was one better. My opponent didnt show up on time, and I got the walkover. Yea. Havnt won the whole thing though, still got to play a semi-final first.

Then came home, went to sidestop to watch Liverpool vs Fulham. Was msgin someone who sent me this msg "quack quack moo moo woof woof meow meow squeek squeek". I still dont get it. Yea. Only thing annoyed me was waitin 40 minutes for a 50 rupees Murtabak. Fuck that... Game started. Liverpool played Salif Diao (why are they keepin him??? he is a twit. Unless he starts magically playin like Gerrard or Alonso, he should go back to Senagal). The results - 2 nil down at half-time. Introducing Xabi Alonso at half time. The result - 2-4 in Liverpool s favor. First away win in the league... doesnt get better than this... Whee... Gonna rock all of y'all like babies....

Friday, October 15, 2004
Yea. AS usual tired like fuck only... Today i reflected on my self. Yea. i wondered why am i in manipal. Why am i studyin to be a doctor. Why. Yea. SPending the last two years in class doesnt prepare anyone to be a doc. What prepares u is seein a 92 year old man who has every possible disease u can remember in 3 minutes. From Hypertension to Diabetis Mellitus to Ischemic Heart disease, this guy had it all. On top of that, he had a fracture of the femur. The last thing this guy needed was 29 eager med students probing him with Littmens... It s in a word sickenin. Lookin at it in another view would mean, this old man's discomfort would be benificial to 100 future patients of the 29 students (includin urs truly). So there i was sitting in the ward... thinkin... why am i ere?

Thursday, October 14, 2004
Yea. Shit tired. Presentation went well. Didnt get called a sheep or cow. Didnt make a complete fool outta my self. I would give 5/10. yea.

In other news my couz is down. Came this mornin at six and disturbed my beauty sleep. Yea. I just realized something. I hate it when i have people in my room. Ever since i got my own room, i was never comfortable lettin anyone in my room. I remember as a kid, i used to lock the backroom upstairs for no apparent reasons. Yea. Be it anyone, i just dont like it. yea.

:P Anyways. Got to go gear up on my chess game *NERD* ... Apparently there s a tournament this Saturday and i m in the team. Intrestin enough, i m oe of the weaker players, but my luck has been so good, my opponents always makes a sever mistake esp after gettin the upper hand and my teammates are lookin at me like i stole their sugar coated sugar. Yea. If u understood that, u deserve to rock me like a baby... :P

Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Yea. Its 8 pm. Just got back from posting. Bloody tired. I am a nice guy. I tell my self that all the time. I rarely get pissed at anyone, though i do irritate most people most of the time. However, i am annoyed. I get annoyed easily. Esp by whining. People who whine, annoy me. Annoy me a lot. (Fuck my spellin)Yea. but i tolerate them. but, they annoy me. This is my annoyment post. I am annoyed. Im probably annoyin you, making u say annoy and annoyment over and over again. Yea.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Yea. Today was a really stupid day for me. I got up early as usual, went for my morning 8-9 lecture, then i came home to my room, continued readin my "The Fortunate Pilgram" by Puzo, (amazing book...) slept, had lunch, woke up, went to gym, came back, went to Udupi for Vicky's birthday dinner. ... I'm forgettin somethin... Oh yea... I didnt go for clinics... why? i didnt have a singlet.

Monday, October 11, 2004
Yea. One of my better days today. Today was funny. Actually i was an irritating pest to a few people. Yea.

Kusheel : What did i ever DO TO YOU??? That was like a slap to my face!!! Do you see the knife stickin out of my heart???

Anyways, got back, went to the coffee day with Sam and How Li. These two fellows crack everyone up. So there we were la.

Ok... its not funny and it didnt happen also... but i have a low threshold for laughter and a lot of patience... Gonna rock ya like a baby....

Saturday, October 9, 2004
Yea. Ere i am in the cybercafe checkin my mail. yea. Why? Vincents comp is fried. Aiseh. Anyways. Tired. Stiff tired. Was supposed to get up at 530 in the mornin yesterday and go to the gym (hahahahaha) but that didnt happen. So went in the evening. Saw Abhi there. Mimicked a velociraptor... but she didnt get it. Then when she finally got it this mornin, she twisted my ears... On a more positive note, my biceps are fine... yea...

Went with mamak for dinner at manipal canteen. He indeed is bored. He s carryin patho, without clinics, so... well... while he is my pet, he just adores u fip! (Hides under the table) muahahaha...hak hak hak... cough... yea... then went to Coffee Day. Yea. Life seems to be gettin better, till this morning.

Today i saw a guy who got his right nut cut off... yea. cut off. Why? because some dumbfuck clinician, didnt diagnose a swellin as torsion (twisted testis) and sent him back thinkin it was just mild inflammation. And the kid was just 18. Now he is a one nut 18 year old... This kinda shit is freakin me out. i wonder why i signed up for this shit anyways... and i love my nuts... yea... I m gonna rock ya like a baby....

Thursday, October 7, 2004
Yea. I m a guy who goes on my instincts. Everytime i dont follow it, i land in trouble or feel out of it. Yea. it has no relavence, but i m just sayin it. Apart from that i have an impendin feelin of doom. I just know, some shit is gonna happen, and i m gonna be right in the middle of it. sorta like the eye of the cold thing in "Day after Tomorro" (my spellin has indeed gone to the dogs...)

Controversies. They never end, and they suck u in like hobbits on the Horn of Gondor. Crazy shit. Yea. Was talkin to X last night and he mentioned somethin happend a long time ago. Me bein the bored dumbfuck i am, i use to take quotes from lord of the rings and send it to ppl. So X tell s me one of the girls who rec the msg thought i was tryin for her. Tryin for her. Of all things. How can sms s be interperated for "tryin for her" I mean what the fuck... i send these msgs to many ppl. I just give up. When it rains... it pours... Still not gonna rock anyone...

Wednesday, October 6, 2004
Yea. u know the thing bout my patience.... Yea.. i havnt lost it... still the same patient son of a bitch i always was. When provoked, still keepin my head and walking away. When being fucked, still smilin and walkin away. Yea. Temper checked once more. No one is worth it...

Nothins been happenin much. Bad days continue. Cant appreciate the good if u dont feel the bad eh? U think u can control the way things are, u know by not doin anythin, but trouble seem s to find you no matter what. Just when u think, the world is goin fine, someone sneaks up, and pull s the rug underneath ya, and ur spinnin. I use the same words everytime. Why? Thats the best way to describe it...

Monday, October 4, 2004
Yea. Damn annoyed now as i just fought with the guard. The dumb fuck refused to send the delivary boy in with my food. mother.... sometimes the indian concept fails me. (indian as in "india" indians. I give up. I live in the hostel. Why cant i have food delivered to me? what the fuck? The stupidity of the situation is extremely aggrivatin and completely unnessacry. (my spellin has gone to the dogs...) Idiots... all of them... from the grassroots to the dumbfuck sittin in the office... all first class mother...

yea.. Now a bit of the venom has been released, i got a new patient today. Compared to my earlier patient, who spoke fluent english and tamil, my new patient doesnt speak anythin at all. The dude has some weird mental problems and he s 82 years old and he has a son who is a pain in the ass (but i dont blame him, i mean your dad's ill, the last thing u'd want is a doc-wannabe named kuharajan coming and probing would ya?... yea...)So i go to the "pulse Doc" who tell s me to go take history from the file... yea... so thats it...

On a more serious note, i seem to be losing my patience more and more easily these days... mother... need to build back my patience... :P gonna rock y'all like babies....

Sunday, October 3, 2004
Yea. Fucked up weekend accumalated with Liverpool losing. Mother F@ckers... i give up... Joe Cole cost round 14 million pounds? but no... the spend 10 million on Diouf... Mother.... Apart from that, my warcrafts gettin back to optimum level (possibly due to lack of female companionship? hmmm... but i have to keep my pants zipped for another 5 years...) Mahai...

Intrestin thing happend in Side stop where i watched the game. I was sittin in a table where due to the crowd Nirmala and two other ppl whom i dont know join me. So after sittin down with them for bout half hour, i move to the Liverpool table : ) and not 3 minutes after sittin there, comes in "orang yang di benci" ahahaha... (Thats from too many anime) and she sits with Nirmala. Perfect timing so i didnt have to see her. Yea. i know... my life sucks... but i m hopin u can rock me like a baby... Yea...

Saturday, October 2, 2004
Yea. Didnt go to Mudeshwarer. Couldnt be helped. Got up at 7, had diarrhoea twice (has to be the fuckin bun aloo i had at Shenoys.)Called Shakee, told her. She asked me to take Lomotil but i didnt wanna risk it. After two more bouts, stomach seems settle down. Just my luck these days la... One holiday i get, i get diarrhoea. Speakin of which, in my entire life (pre Manipal) i ve gotten food poisonin once, and diarrhoea around 6-7 times. I come to Manipal, 6-7 times a year, and 2 cases of food poisonin in a short time of 2 1/2 years... Mother... 4 more months Kuhan... 4 more months... 4 more mother fuckin months... Yea... then i m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Friday, October 1, 2004
Yea. its late at night. Today i felt weird. Weird in a way i ve felt before but not recently. Was in Surgery postin when the Doc told us bout a case of a Carcinoma of the Kidney. Apparently, the patient, a young dude, fell of the bike, and during a routine examination, they found the mss in his back. I mean, stuff like this happens. Why i feel weird is that was almost the same way we found out that my father had his aneurysm. He had food poisonin, and thanks to Dato Shanta, who did all sorts of test, the anuerysm was detected. The wierd feelin... i miss the old man...

Anyways, fuck that. Had my moment of prayer, life goes on. Yea. What did i do today? hmmm... nothin much. Clinics again. My patient will be discharged tomorro, so i ll get a new one on monday *(which will prolly attract the kiasu s like vultures)* i mean i give up with them... mahai... Yea. Went to izone. Kicked ass with Gareth and How Li. My warcrafts rusted, which is good incidently. Been studyin like shit. I just hope it s worth it. Yea. And yea shakee. Reason number 28? She buys my books from Mangolore. Goin to Mu*something*warer tomorro. Hope its fun. I will bring my toothbrush. Yea. Cheers.. Im still gonna rock ya like a baby...

Thursday, September 30, 2004
Yea. Got back from clinics. Nothin life shattering today. Again irritated by my batch mates. I ll share with u guy s la. So as i said my patient speaks english. Then some kiasu mother fuckers come to my patient s bed and take s his blood pressure 3 times. (before i even speak to the dude.) And when they are done, his hand is blue due to the pressure and he s irritated, and i cant take his pressure. Mahai... WHY CANT THEY TAKE THE BLOOD PRESSURE OF THEIR OWN PATIENTS???? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE??? ARE U FUCKING STUPID??? I almost let go at the ward but i kept it between me and Jeff... idiots...

Then got back and my shirts are still not ready... i give up... decided to go to Vincents. Had dinner and watched Young adn Dangerous 97 (keepin up with the Gangster trends :P ) and talkin to michelle now. Yea. Got to go shower and study. oh yea oh yea.. Goin to Mudeshwarar this weekend with Shakee, Reuban, and few others. Seems intrestin enough... Yea... i m gonna rock ya like a baby....

Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Yea. Mixed day. Liverpool lost again away to Olympiacos. Dumbfucks. Play superb at home and fuck up away. i m not even goin to bother to comment on this, wasting my breath only. Instead i ll talk bout Wayne Rooney. 27 MILLION POUNDS. Mother.... He s 18 years old and he scored a hattrick last night for Man Utd. What do Liverpool do? We lose away to Olympiacos (wasnt i suppose not to talk bout it?) Clinics sucks eggs so bad...

Remember the Doc from yesterday? He s a real nice chap. He took out 2 minutes of his time to explain the pulse to me. Yea. He must still have the "senior-junior" relationship but fuck it la.. He explained it well. hmmm.. This mornin i saw the saddest case of my life (or my 3day clinical experience). Saw a guy who had an amputated penis. He had a prev history of Ca of penis and they cut it off... Felt the pain.. but what baffled me was the other ppl in my group, it was so normal to them... what the... mebbe they didnt show it la.. but shit.. scary...

Brings me to another thing. Yesterday, we were thought how to do an abdominal examination. yea. So today, on my allocated bed (i was lucky enough to get an english speaking patient - 1 in 100000) some "people" came and started practicing on the poor fellow. If the dude (thats what i call him la...) had some GIT problems, go ahead la, but this dude came in with an Asthma attack. My point is WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOIN AN ABDOMINAL EXAMINATION ON AN ASTHMA PATIENT WHO DOESNT NOT COMPLAIN ANY ABDOMINAL DISCOMFORTS? i mean pity the dude man.... He s not even your patient. Mahai all this is stress factors. eeee...

Also i dont know whether the teachin has improved or not, but i m sure as hell learning something in clinics. I have no idea why Li Peng wrote a letter that time sayin she dont learn nothin (?)... Yea. before i bore you guys anymore, watched Micheal Corleone again for the 3rd time... errr.. Godfather 3. Amazing shit... yea. hmmm.. what else? Yea.. thats bout it... Cheers... I m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Yea. Clinics is tiring. Standing for 5 hours a day takes its toll and i m only in my 2nd day. Got back at 5 and watched the Godfather pt 2. Micheal Corleone is an amazing character. " I knew it was you, freddo..." Amazing shit.

Gonna sleep now. Tired... but i ll leave you with somethin which happend in clinics.

Doc : Feel your own pulse. Felt it? This is normal. When your high, you have high pulse. *proceeds to smile and walks away*

Monday, September 27, 2004
Yea. Amazing day i had. Extremely brilliant. Lets see... hmmm... Got up at 645 in the am. why? Cause my bloody alarm is 15 mins fast... My circadian rythm is fucked, as are my bowel habits... Go for class. Dean is there giving us tips on how to be human beings. Then the biggest mo fucko of MMMC comes in. Mr X.

MR. X - Bla bl bla bla bla bla. There will be no election today. But it will be within the week. bla bla bla bla i m a donkey s mother bla bla bla bla... Congratulations to all those who passed.. bla bla bla... This is a "dawn of a new era" bla bla bla. i felt like biting his ears off. why? because we were late for our postin and he kept on yappin. He aint our lecturer even... mahai...

then went to surgery postin. History takin. The dude, Dr Mehta,has experience all over his forehead. Then afternoon postin in udupi... i dont even wanna think bout it. Standin next to the patient for one whole hour... Waaaa.... but in the end of the day, i did learn few valuable things bout takin care of patients.

i wanna thank 9th batch for makin our lives miserable. By not attendin clinics, The MMMC has decided to make 11th batches and all subsequents batches life a living hell in clinics. They are jacking us left right and centre right from the first day, and he have to fill up fuckin "learning portfolios" everday. Not only that, we have to buy the bloody book... argh!!!!

speakin of which, i went to have lunch in side stop. Apparently fip gave some "notes" to arany to pass it to me and since i havnt seen arany in a while, she passed it to jacky of sidestop. So i collect the "notes" and go to my room. I open the bag, and dont find anythin remotely close to medicine. instead its fips bike papers... apparently i own a bike now. WHAT THE FACK??? Farah what do u want me to do with the infernal machine?

here s to another 4 and 1/2 months of clinics...i m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Sunday, September 26, 2004
Trevor is a pain in the ass... and he agrees. Again he agrees. Why? i dont know... he is behind me making weird noises. This is the first time i m writin ere in the presence of people. but do i care? nope... :P

Just got back from Coffee day. What happened there, will not be mentioned on the count of someones Grandmother and someone sayin Sam's gay. Yea. (THIS IS NOT SLANDER!!!) Apart, from that, life sucks. I ve got clinics startin tommorro, while being excited i can finally put my Burgundy Littmens (Stethascope) to good use.. (though i donno how to use it properly) i m a bit pissed cause for the last month i ve been gettin up at 12pm-3pm, and tomorro i have to get up at 645, classes from 8-9, then clinics from 930 till 1230 and again 2-5... gonna die.. but still i'm gonna rock ya like a baby.... cheers...

Sunday, September 26, 2004
Yea. Just watched Fight Club again. Oh... vincents back. yea. so watched the dvd with him. All of em a behind me playin mahjong and errr... doin somethin with the handphone. yea.

Reason Number 26 - She buys me Zinger Burgers from KFC Banglore (which i gratefully share with vinc)

Reason Number 27 - When i ask her to buy me a bottle of Coke from Malaysia, not only does she buy coke, she also throws in a Huge-Ass packet of Nestle Crunch and a pack of Chipsmore. (and she refuses to take my Gandhi notes... errr... Rupees...) Damn..

Liverpool won again last night. Gerrard wasnt missed i guess. Didnt watch the match. Was with Jeff, Grth, and How Li at Izone. hahahah....

Speaking of How Li, few months back this junior girl messeged me on Friendster. o after in great detail explainin to her and givin her tips on how to survive in Manipal, i expected at least a warm friendly reception once i saw her. Yea so, last Saturday she came, last Sunday i took her out. First thing she asks me... "Where is How li?" , followed by "When is How Li coming back?"... aiseh... No, "kuhan, how u doin?" or what nots.... i give up :P then tonight how li and her goin coffee day... he ask me to tag along... should i go... should i stay in... ? nevermind... clasees begin tomorrro... cant wait... why? sooner it begins, the sooner it ends... Feb 11th baby... I'm gonna rock ya like a baby... cheers...

Saturday, September 25, 2004
Yea. Its SAturday and i woke up at 8 to go give Jeff his house keys. Not complainin though. The guys done ebough for me already. 4 boxes of Uncle Toby's Muesli Bars and 2 Bottles of Gatsby Ultra Strong Gel is enough : )

Speaking of which, i asked a few people to buy me a bottle of coke from Malaysia. Is it too much to ask just to slip in a RM 1.80 500 ml bottle in ur bag? If you dont want to, why bitch bout it? Just say no. Dont give excuses la... I'd understand... i m an understandin guy... i ll just probably never speak to you again... yea... muahahaha..hak... hak...

Anyways, Liana (jeffs girl) did somethin really sweet fer me. She bought me a Fillet O Fish (or is it Fish O fillet?) from Klia. and there s a rumour spreading round manipal that there s a Mc Ds openin soon. Cant wait to get my grubby paws on a Mc Aloo Tikka... (yea..keep askin urself what it is... cause i aso donno.. aiseh...) And ... Je Jeng... A bottle of COKE!!!! WHEEE... As i was recoverin from ecstasy of the first bottle, How li drops by and give me a 2nd bottle... i was like.. wheee..

Saturday, September 25, 2004
Yea. This is still Friday... Things didnt work out. Sms was indeed misinterperated. F@ck it la... will ask again next week. So to make myself feel better i took Gareth Vicky and Trevor to the cheapest place in town but it serves the best food in town... (what is that? Where IS this placE?) Its the one and only Manipal Canteen. Yea... I m beginnin to wonder if the "Soothsayer" (refer the bottom part... ) is true... maybe i do have to keep my dick in my pants for another 5 years... i have to think... Cheers... I m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Thats actually a song for Dave Matthews Band for The Matrix Reloaded OST. Yea... its called "When the world ends" --- How bloody ironic...

Friday, September 24, 2004
Yea. Its 6 something and i m nervous. Why i am nervous? Because i m waitin for an sms which may have been misinterperrated... But then again... F@ck it (i use a lot of foul language huh?) Apart from that, slow day. Polished up my Littmens. Classes on Monday... wish there was another week...

Hmmm.... Most of 11th, 12, and 13th batch comin back tomorro. Will be good to see Jeff, Ana, and Vincent again... but that limits my computer time... aiseh... anyways.. cheers... hope the sms comes back... I m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Thursday, September 23, 2004
Yea. This is thursday s entry. The prev one was wednesday :P. so there i was in ichs/mmmc with Gareth goin to check up our posting schedule for clinics. Apparently now its in alphabetical order, meaning me, jeff and the girl whos smile makes my day everyday are in the same posting (not to be confused with eye girl :)... yea...) then the dean saw me with my brand new huge ear-ring (which was done with the tongue)

and he walks away givin me the dirty look with Gareth. We were there because apparently the Office sent a Letter to his parents sayin he failed his forensics when he cleared...

i keep sayin to my self... five more months... five more months... i m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Thursday, September 23, 2004
yea. was delayed buy some other users wantin to use friendster. today... today was intrestin. Gareth, vicky and Trevor got back. Spent some time with them but the highlight would be me re-piercin my tongue... yes ppl... its back... :P

apart from that, life s really nice... goin on swell.. hope it gets better, but as i cant control who read s this, i ll just keep it to myself first : ) yea... cheerss......

Tuesday, September 21, 2004
New manager? Check. Settled defence? Check. Exciting Spaniards? Check. Worldclass midfielder? Check. Quick, proven striker? Check. What else does Liverpool need? It was one of the worst displays the "Mighty" Reds hav produced in a while.... Or were Man utd just too good? Performances have to improve...

Apart from that, nothin much happend. most of the guys will be back ere tomorro and saturday. Have to gear up for classes... arrfffggghhh...i think i ll keep my self busy smsin someone... :P

Monday, September 20, 2004
Yea. Just finished watchin Fight Club. Its amazing how all the old movies which i wanted to watch but failed always ends up on my lap as a dvd (Face-off among others). Anyways, really intresting watch and made me wonder. If i ever did lose all inhibitory restrictions, would Pedro kill everyone? :P and i just feel that Edward Norton was the creation while Brad Pitt was the actuall live person hmmm...

Also, while watchin the movie, i realized somethin bout my self. People are now looking for me for advice. People i dont know. People i m not close to. I mean, while it is true that a strnger can offer an unbiased opinion, but dont you at least want to know the credibility of the person givin the advice? hmmm... As usual, takin it with pinch of salt and not lettin it get to my head.

i ve made a resolution as well. i m gonna be nice to all my juniors. F@ck the senior shit. Some "seniors" are just makin fools of themselves, and well i aint gonna be one of them. Respect will not be taken, it is given. Once "seniors" learn that, all s cool... while sayin this though... i still dont approve the orientaion at Chaitya Hall...

Sunday, September 19, 2004
just woke up... couldnt sleep thinkin of all sorts of nonsense but good nonsense. yea. then nothin much s happenin. cant wait for the guys to come home... err.. back :P

Saturday, September 18, 2004
Now i remember why i m so pissed.... The malaysian coke foong brought for me was used to drink Royal Stag... all i got was 3 sips... fuck the world...

Saturday, September 18, 2004
Yea. U think u know someone. U think u know them well, cause u have food with them, u spent time with them, u talk cock with them and then when some other ppl talk shit bout them, u naturally defend them cause u know the allegations are shit... but what happens when the close "friend" of yours does the shit right in front of ur fuckin face? and if that s not enough, he takes away everyone elses fun...

apart from that life s been ok, harmony, alex, and foong threw a nice house party. Food was exlnt, nice crowd (what else when 14th batch is involved? :) ) and then the thing was spoilt. not only then, even the after party was spoilt. Juniors kept on gettin fucked... which brings me to another point.

Friday, September 17, 2004
Just got back from the juniors orientation. It amazing how a completely un-funny performance at practice can be masterfully amazing on stage. Kudos to the 14th batchers for pullin it off... (Looks like the Legends hav competition... hmmm...)on a thoughtfull note, some of them kept on thankin me for me help, which made me wonder... "did i really help them?" yea... but nevermind. Job well done indeed... Apart from that, nothin muchs happenin. Goin to foongs house for the house warming party soon... yea... livin the life...too bad someone aint gonna be there... sigh...

Thursday, September 16, 2004
An EXCELLENT liverpool performance (apart from the missed chances) saw them packin off Monaco. Luis Garcia reminds me of Robert Pires, who is the kind of player I've always wanted pool to have. The Spaniard could have easly had his hattrick but then again, f it. Pool won comfortably and hopefully that'll set the mood for monday's cruncher at OT. Yea baby... Man Utd vs Liverpool... Lets see... apart from that... nothin much happened. I m still bored. Remember the eye girl from a few days back. : ) looked into it again last night. She def noticed but as i said, i aint expectin much. (after all... i hav to keep my dick in my pants for another 5 years dont i?) anyways... gonna watch dangerous minds and have lunch. cheers... i m gonna rock a like a baby...

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
U know what i like bout Steven Seagal movies? it makes no sense story wise. It is the ultimate male movie. He plays a cop/soldier/navy whatnot, hates his bosses, has a sweet but not slutty chick, most likely a black partner (to woo the "african american" and other "minority" races), and in short.... he kicks ass. Typical. but ... the dude rocks. hahahah... On a lighter note, a little birdie told me that someone else thinks i m cute. I am "cute". I aint bothered bout that, i mean i cant help it if people find me "cute" :P but all the same, what is "cute"? i ve never been called cute... Cute is like a baby. U cant Say a baby is beautiful cause well... The baby is errr.. or has poor facial features (assuming that cuteness and beautifulness is based on appearance)... is Fip cute? Is sanj cute? is Thevi cute? is Dharma (????) cute? hehehehe... i donno....aiseh... foong says cute is ugly in an adorable way.... hmmm... i am ugly i agree but adorable? no ways... but what they hei... i ll just take it with a pinch of salt and move on. Also i m spendin a lot of time with the 14 th batchers who got me to assist them in their play... So far its goin nowhere, but i really do enjoy their company. A really jolly bunch of people. sigh... i m gona go dream bout penelope cruz now... cheers...

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
as irritatin as this can be, i m still bored. watched a few movies, had lunch with some 14th batchers (who seem really nice) but the highlight of the past few days would have been yesterday. out of my everlastin boredome i went to help these 14th batchers in a production they are makin for the 15th batchers on friday (whom so far are quite dissappointin...) so there i was lendin my "expertise" <--- whats happenin to my spellin? hmmm.. anyways there i was givin ideas, like a err... bored nut... and then there was this girl there. whom i ve seen around. as in seen in sidestop, coffee day bla bla bla... and as we were exchangin ideas, she and i just stared in each other s eyes. i know it aint much, but i hadnt had that stare in a while... was she pissed? was she annoyed? was she irritated? hmmmm... and then i went for dinner with foong and harmony... these 2 guys laugh at everythin and make good jokes too... foong esp... hahahaha.... ok ok... i ll stop now... cheers.. i m gonna rock ya like a baby...

Sunday, September 12, 2004
if my next 2 weeks is gonna be like this i m gonna die.... fuckin bored outta my skull... slept late. got up late. went for lunch with a junior, lifeless.... argh... now online ... argh.... my eyes seek reality...

Saturday, September 11, 2004
yea. back in manipal. it s a whole lot better than tamil nadu. i knoe i should be writin more frequently but hack it... sigh... so there i was in bangalore after travellin the night from madurai. hurt my back (strained it) and decided to cut short the holidayz. yea. then in bangalore i decide to take a room, chill and then err... go home. i take the 1 pm bus, go all the way to the Ghats and realized due to an accident the bus cant move on... ma hai... then decide to take a public bus (which passed thru, but was a far cry from the volvo i was usin...) and strained my back further... argh... reached mangalore at 11 pm. guess what? no more busses to manipal... took a cab = 650 rupees... mahai... reached manipal, and then... slept. got up went to see the doc...and then went and saw the juniors... no one caught my eye... so fuck that... sigh... no liverpool match live today so i ll stay in... cheers....

Monday, September 6, 2004
ah huh. in Thricy now. a decent place which reminds me of klang. just had some superb briyani which prices would put ol sidestop to shame... hai... anyways... yesterday was a "funny" day. ere we go. 1st at the Nataraja Temple (another tranquil and amazing temple - for the Dancing Shivan) i was waitin at the entrance for Sunthar who went to call home (i know the comas are missin but do i care? : ) ) yea... so there i was sittin while this elderly man approaches me. so me had me bags and sunthar s and this old man ask me what do i have in my bag and i say i hav me cloths in em. (all this is in tamil) and then he approaches me and starts touchin me bag (which is a no-no) so i say "po ya" which i thought was polite. and then his son outta nowhere starts shoutin at me and askin me why i was shoutin at his dear appa.... i was like stunned... and then on instinct i apologize. i kept on apologizing a few times and his son keeps shoutin at me till his wife pull s him off.... i give up with the natives i tell u.... goin on.. (it gets better and better) me and sunthar then went to this place where with ur thumb impression, ur date of birth and ur err.. time of birth , these ppl will pull a paper (sorta like a paper) and tell u your future, ur past life etc. so while sunthar went for the full thing (1000 rps around 80 rm) i went for the 380 rupees one... (anyone wanna send me money, i ll send u my icici bank acc number) so ere s what he said la... i was a brahmin in my past life. on top of that i was a brahmin in kerala (!!!!) my sins in my past life was i cheated on my wife, and she committed suicide. how did i die? i had convulsions (fits--- where was my diazepam???) in the pool while bathin... yea then he went on bout my life. before all tat he guessed me dad s name, mum s name etc... quite complicated stuff... and he told me that my first love was meant to be a failure. on top of that i should not get in to a relationship till i m 26... (indirectly he s askin me to keep my dick in my pants for another 5 years....) and then around 28 i will be arranged (!!!!) to another Kottai (!!!!) girl who s also in the medical field who s name is another name for Mahalaxmi (the Goddess of Wealth) and she is fair ( the dude even called me Karruppu {black}... aiseh...) and not only fair, but she ll be moon faced... moon faced... only thin coming to my mind is Dr Uphadya 's first year physiology classes on Adrenal problems... aiseh... till another town with internet...

Saturday, September 4, 2004
Many many thanks to the Fip for making the changes... err... yea.... so ere goes la... basically i donno what to write. i m tired from travellin. just feel like packin and goin home back to manipal. but then again. i have to visit the temples. yea. err yea... i m a bit confused on wat to write and what not to right err... write... yea... but i ll get the hang of it... yea... muacks...

Saturday, August 28, 2004
testin testin... right... does this thing work or am i just a fool who aint comp proof?

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