The uncomfortable chair in a room of darkness, where sunlight streaks in with dust and coldness through a small window with an unseen view.
A lonely uncomfortable figure, unable to leave the room of darkness in fear of what is beyond.
The paranoia, the anxiety, the uncontrollable thoughts, the self-hate, the shame of oneself, the absolute feeling of nothingness.
One must find the lightness amongst the darkness, which from an outsider, spreads across the floor. In the darkness all lightness has faded. It has been blocked out of the dark room, as has recognition of the entire world beyond the forever closed door.