Yuna from Final Fantasy X. She is the daughter of high summoner, Lord Braska, and a promising summoner herself. It is Yuna and her guardians who finally defeat Sin for good. I have to admit that I was quite surprised when I played the game. I was almost expecting a Rinoa clone (as in "ANNOYING") but Yuna was anything but that. She knew she lacked experience but she always stayed strong for her friends and for Spira. Even the love she and Tidus had together didn't seem forced at all. The only thing I didn't like about Yuna was her English voice actress. Very stilted and at times, totally off her timing. I've been very excited about the sequal Final Fantasy X-2 ever since I saw the trailers. She's definitely grown up a bit (which probably explains the new revealing outifit...) and her Chow Yun Fat style double gun action is so cool! I am sorta hoping Tidus will come back somehow...I want them to have a happy ending!!

xoxoThe Girl xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Metamia lives a precarious life balancing school, anime/manga, fighting off ninjas, and sleep. Out of the four, she definitely likes sleep the best. When she is not thinking dirty perverted thoughts, she reads, plays DDR, and harrasses her brother. Currently watching/reading Prince of Tennis, Berserk, Naruto, Ghost in the Shell - Stand Alone Complex, Wolf's Rain, Bleach, Gundam Seed...holy moly, this is a long list! Let's just say she gets a whole lot of shit...so much in fact that she hasn't even finished watching some of it! Perhaps she should study more? ^_^ She lives in the Forest City (London, Canada) while she goes to University, but she is originally from Toronto. Well, if we are picky about it she is originally from Seoul, Korea. Is that enough info for ya?

A school picture taken in Grade 10. And to think I used to look this innocent. He said he was just trying to hug me but I don't buy that! Bad brother! My mommy is so cool. ^_^ So how the hell did she spawn monsters like me and my bro? o_O;; My grandma rocks! Only she can pull off such a cheesy pose and still look sugoi. Ah my semi-formal. ^_^ I am the second girl from the left. The girl in the blue dress is my best friend.
My school trip to Quebec! It was so much fun. ^_^ I am the dumb one with her hand up in the air. @_@;; The top of the Empire State Building on our school trip to NY. Heh, too bad I didn't push Chris off the edge. *_* Champ is my best friend's old puppy. Doesn't he look a little like Inuyasha? ^__^ Kiri's four kitties. I loved all of them so much but grouchy Ame was my favourite. She liked sleeping on me. ^^;; My other favourite kitty. Sir is such a slut for affection. That manwhore. ^_^ An old picture of me in traditional Korean clothes.

xoxoThe Friends xoxoxoxoxo
| + | 12 o'clock in Chinatown
| + | Acidspit
| + | Aoi Tenshi
| + | Banana Split
| + | Clear-Rain.Net
| + | Congealed Goodness
| + | Dear Mervis
| + | Dreams of Sakura
| + | Dysphoria
| + | Echoes From the Void
| + | Freetalk
| + | Green Tea Ice Cream
| + | Icha Icha Paradise
| + | Insomniac Overdrive
| + | Laraku
| + | ODFM
| + | One Dimensional
| + | Onnatachi
| + | Phlegmaticism Gamma
| + | Pink Lemonade
| + | Plop
| + | Pointless
| + | Reflection
| + | Saqqara
| + | Shiro Tsuki
| + | Sparkling Cynicism
| + | Tenshi 20xx
| + | Thousands of Daggers
| + | Under Thlayli's Thrall
| + | Vital Access
| + | When Angels Deserve to Die
| + | Window to the Soul
| + | Why.Sigh?

xoxoThe Links xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
| ~ | Bishounen Ink
| ~ | Bishounen Works
| ~ | Eros
| ~ | Fukagawa
| ~ | Kikiwai - Manga & Anime Store
| ~ | Mac Hall
| ~ | MegaTokyo
| ~ | Movie Comics
| ~ | Out of the Blue
| ~ | Penny Arcade
| ~ | Sinfest
| ~ | Slap to the Head Fanfic Review
| ~ | Toriyama's World
| ~ | Yami no Matsuei Keepers List
| ~ | Your Wings Are Mine

xoxoThe Layout xoxoxoxoxoxo
This layout was made using Paint Shop Pro 7, Photoshop 7, Notepad, and Dreamweaver 4. Best viewed on Internet Explorer because it looks wacky on Netscape. >_<; Yuna is a character of Squaresoft and do not belong to me. I am just a poor student who is a die hard RPG fan...so please don't sue me. ;_; On the other hand, the layout itself is all mine and if I catch anyone trying to steal it, heads are gonna roll! ¬_¬;;;



xoxo Saturday, July 12, 2003, 05:25 a.m. xoxoxoxo

Hm. Can't sleep. Sudden urge to write something. x.x; Wow, this is crap...I barely checked my grammar and spelling...oh well...it's late. And this is not totally based on me...I am not that tall. You'll see what I mean.

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Most people say they can’t remember their dreams. Even if it was the most vivid and colourful experience, the moment you wake up, it’s gone forever. That is not usually the case with me. When I wake up, I wake up slowly, savouring each second as consciousness overtakes me. When I finally open my eyes, I remember my dream and remind myself not to forget.

Every time it’s a little different. Dreams about food suddenly change to a scene on a lonely plain. Anything and everything is possible once you fall asleep. There have been times when I had recurring dreams but my psychiatrist told me that was because I was stressed. I don’t know about that. I had some dreams repeat during some of the happiest time of my life. But I think the dreams I like best are the ones that leave me waking up sweating cold bullets. Even better if they happen again and again.

I think the first dream that really left me frightened was the one about the vampire. I shared my bedroom with my grandmother so we were given the biggest room in the house. We had a bathroom attached to it and when all the lights went off, that bathroom was a source of terror for me. The moment the sun goes down and everything gets dark, that doorway became an endless corridor of darkness. I would huddle in my bed, staring into that black space and wonder if something was going to come out. My wild imagination would get the better of me and it always extended itself to my dreams.

In my dream, the vampire would come out of the dark doorway and stand above me. I wouldn’t be able to say anything to warn my grandmother as she slept peacefully in her bed. The vampire would leer and swish his cape about in a menacing fashion. He would beckon me to follow him and I would have no choice. Quiet, ever so quietly, we would leave my room and walk down the hallway. On my left was the room to my brother and I would be terrified the monster would go there. But no…he would pass that door and spare my brother. The vampire would go down a little farther to another door on the left which led to my sleeping parents.

I don’t know why but in the dream, my mother is always awake in the room. The room is lit only by a single bedside lamp and she would be there waiting. My dad would still be snoring away in the bed but my mother would be ready. All I want to do is scream at her to run but she doesn’t look away. She looks right into my eyes, so steady, and then turn her gaze to the vampire. In that gray cotton pajama that grandma gave her, she should look a little frumpy. But no, even in that horribly ugly pajama, she looks dignified and composed. In the dream, she always speaks to the vampire in a calm voice and she demands a trade, my life for hers. I always protest her decision by flailing my arms and desperately shaking my head but she is determined.

After a moment of consideration, the vampire agrees and he takes my mother’s arm. He leads her out of the house and toward the road. I chase after them, tugging on my mother’s gray pajama and clinging on for life. She shakes me off gently and tries to calm me down. She looks into my eyes and tells me that this is better and that I have to go back to the house. I cry so hard but she doesn’t listen. She only hugs me tightly before letting me go.

I watch from the sidewalk as the vampire leads her away. Strangely enough, he takes her to the bus stop across the street and they get on the express bus. I can see her face in the dirty window as she waves goodbye to me. Then the bus leaves and my mother is gone from my life.

The first time I had this dream, I woke up covered in sweat and started crying. My grandmother woke up and asked me what was wrong. I was crying so hard that I could barely answer back. Then she would get up to fetch my mother.

Even if it was the middle of the night, my mother would come. She would sit on my bed and stroke my head. She would hold me tight to her and tell me that it was just a bad dream and I have nothing to fear. I would point to the bathroom doorway and say that the vampire will come out. She gets up and closes the bathroom door and the endless black corridor is no more.

She lies in bed with me and twines her legs with mine. I snuggle into her warmth as she calms me down. After a while, it became an old ritual. This vampire dream would happen many times more.

When I ask her why I keep having nightmares she just smiles. Even though it’s dark, I can feel her smiling beside me. She simply tells me it’s because I am growing up. Nightmares are there to make little girls grow. I never understood this logic when she said this to me. When I questioned her, she would say that being jolted out of sleep makes my bones grow.

I always thought this a silly notion. It seemed like she was just telling me something totally innocent to make the experience less traumatizing. But I just accepted her words and said nothing else. After all, even if the nightmares didn’t help me grow, it always gave me what I craved most. What I wanted in that dark scary room was the soft touch of my mother. That constant heartbeat near mine that soothed me and comforted me. Even if the dreams came and went, I knew my mom would always be there.

Perhaps that is why I always savoured my dreams, especially the frightening ones. They always reminded me that no matter how scared and alone I felt, I always had someone to hold me safe.

These days, I don’t have that soft touch. I have grown up and now live in another city from my parents. Sometimes, when I wake up from a bad dream and slowly open my eyes, I miss my mother and wonder if she is all right. Is she having a pleasant dream? Is my dad’s snoring keeping her awake? Or maybe, she is thinking of me, like the way I am thinking of her.

I feel the most vulnerable between the moment of sleep and consciousness. In that brief second, I still feel like a little girl just wanting her mom. The only things I have left for me are my dreams and the reminders to remember them.

But there is one other thing I am grateful about. The nightmares always heralded the coming of my mother but it gave me one other thing. My height is now 177 centimeters. For an Asian girl, that is quite tall. Maybe my mom wasn’t joking when she said nightmares make little girls grow.

xoxo Saturday, June 21, 2003, 02:45 a.m. xoxoxoxo

ARGH!!! Ok...I am trying to be calm but I can't...I think I have been screwed over!! >_<;;

All righty...I pre-ordered the 5th Harry Potter book ages ago from Amazon.com because to my understanding, they were gonna give me 40% off AND ship it to my house and have it arrive on June 21...but now that I go back to the site, the site is saying something different. So now I think I am not gonna get my book until next wekk!! ARGH!!! If I had known this, I would have just fucking lined up at the bookstore at midnight and bought it!!! *grinds teeth* There is gonna be people in this city who will have the book before me!!! AHHHHH!!!!

I am just hoping that I am wrong about this...and that I WILL get my book tomorrow. I don't know if I can stand not getting it sooner...I have waited too long for this! ;_; And if it does turn out that I am not getting until monday...NO ONE WILL TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT IT! The moment I read your email/chat/dialogue, and you start going into Harry Potter, I will go away. I started reading Lilack's livejournal but I stopped the moment she mentioned the Harry Potter book. x.x;; Sorry sweet but until I get my copy...I want to be in the dark!!! Arghhhh!! I want my book!!

And Harry will be 15 this year!! Hehehe...in the anime world, 15 is the magic number!! It's the age when he can get his first Gundam, or be transported to a new world and save everyone, or get involed in a very complicated love triangle/hexagon...anything!! *_* Dear Harry, in my eyes, you are soooo legal. *evil laughter*

Ok...better sleep...gotta wake up nice and early for Garage Sale shopping. I love finding bargains...I want a cheese grater!! ^^v

xoxo Wednesday, June 4, 2003, 05:10 a.m. xoxoxoxo

Wahh...it's early. Or late. Whatever. x.x; I can't seem to sleep although I know I should. Today is my brother's bday and he is now 24. Almost a quarter of a century!! XD He is supposed to come back from Toronto late afternoon...and I don't know what to do for him! ;_; Well, I guess the obvious choice is getting drunk off our asses with friends...but that is so typical. x_x; Maybe I should invite a whole bunch of his friends for naked Twister or something...

Wow. Kiri is so...mushy. ^___^ And all it took to take off some of that bitchy exterior was LOVE. *gets hit by projectiles* Argh!! Don't kill me! ^^;; Hehehe...*hugs her* But seriously, I am very happy for you. Me and your evil roommate chat nightly about how cute you are and how we wanna squish you and pinch your cheeks. ^_^ Anthony is a lucky man! ^___^ And whoa...your dad is getting married? When? x.x;; Uh...shall I send him something? *have no idea what to get him* Oh yeah, that reminds me...I have something for you...and I should really send it soon. ^^;;

Argh...ok...gonna TRY to sleep...

xoxo Sunday, May 25, 2003, 05:42 a.m. xoxoxoxo

I feel dumb.

xoxo Wednesday, May 14, 2003, 03:40 a.m. xoxoxoxo

Really, I was gonna go to sleep...really I was. Then I got distracted by stuff...and now it's almost 4 am and I am still awake...FUCK! >_<;; And I need to wake up early and do so much shit!! @_@;;

Went shopping today. This is indeed very rare for me...and did I mention I like shopping alone? I am weird that way. Anyway, I discovered that under sunlight, my hair actually does look more red...and did I forget to mention on my previous entry that it is red STREAKS? Not the whole head. ^^;; Anyway, I stepped out the door and almost immediately someone yells "Whoa your hair is really red and bright!" I was quite happy. ^_^ But then later when I was done shopping, some guys thought I was a big "partier" due to the hairdo and kept hassling me. -_-;; I swear, am I a jerk magnet? UGH!

Bought a whole bunch of stuff...a new bag/purse since my old Batsumaru backpack should be retired, a light jacket since I only have heavy stuff for outer wear, two really nice tops (cleavage!!!), and more...including...A THONG! That's right, a thong. Honestly, I am a little scared of it...but my low rise jeans (which I love) show my underwear...so I needed low rise underwear too...and all I could find were thongs. ;_; Well, I think it should be ok...*nervous laughter* I told my brother I got them and he was like "Too much information!!" ^_^ I love freaking out my brother.

So yeah...there is gonna be a Jrock contest at Anime North...should I enter it? ;_; But I am scared of audiences...my voice cracks! >_<;; But knowing Dave (Virginia Dave...not my bro) and Anna, they will probably force me and film it and everything!!! XD Argh!!! But I wanna do my Hyde impersonations! ;_; UGH!

One thing is for sure...DAVE IS GONNA ENTER THE DDR CONTEST! Why? BECAUSE I AM GONNA MAKE HIM!! MUWAHAHAHA!! Honestly, I know he can do really hard songs...so I want to see his moves! I have been told by Kiri that he dances weird but...still wanna see it! I am just an amateur...maybe they will have entries according to difficulty level? ^^;;

xoxo Tuesday, May 13, 2003, 01:12 a.m. xoxoxoxo

Oh my god...how long has it been since I wrote in this thing? ^^;; Well, a lot has happened but I don't think I can cover it all...so just a few highlights!

School is done and so are my exams. I got all my marks back except for Art History. So far, everything is great. As long as I get a decent mark in AH, I can come back next year as a full time student without the academic probation! Yes! *_* All in all, this year of university was FARRR superior to my first year. I had a lot more fun this time around. ^^v

Got a cat from the London Humane Society. I had originally gone with my friends Brian and Jackie to get a dog for them but...oh I couldn't resist!!!! ;_; For the longest time I wanted a cat but didn't get it because my dad insanely hates all felines. ;_; Not to mention that my friend Joe is very allergic to them. ;_; But I saw the friendliest cat there and my brother and I both wanted her. ^_^ And well...dad is in Toronto while I am in London and...*cough* he doesn't have to know...until later...*cough* ^^;; Joe is ok as long as he doesn't touch the cat and then touch his face so...we are just careful. I love my cute kitty. *_* The only bad thing is that her previous owners called her...Zena. >_<;; My bro and Ryan are like "It's the Warrior Kitty!!" >___<;;;; And it's not even spelled with a "X"!! Anyway, I decided to keep it...although I usually just call her "Hey baby!" ^^;; Feels like I am picking someone up. Hehehe...she is SOOO friendly...like a dog! ^^; She follows me around, plays catch, and is the epitome of a lap cat. An on cue lap cat. I pat my lap and she jumps on, curls up, and falls asleep. I adore her to death. ;_;

Ok, enough about my cat. ^^;; In other news, my parents moved from our old apartment to a house! It's our first house since coming to Canada 13 years ago and my parents are quite proud. ^_^ But they are just planning to rent it for a year while they look for a better house to actually buy. But still...I really like the house. ^_^ After living in apartments for most of my life (and still am in London), the house was a really nice change of pace. I love the kitchen!! *_* So big! So shiny! I love the oven! Gods, only a weirdo like me go nuts over an oven. ^^;; The only bad part is that it is TOTAL SUBURBIA HELL. I'm talking houses, more houses, some empty space where houses are gonna be built, and then more houses. @_@;; ARGH! When I was walking around the neighbourhood, I felt like such a thug! ^^;; Not that I am badass or anything but...everyone seemed so clean cut and I am a bummy university student lurking around their lawns at 2 am in the morning. x.x; All the lights go off around 9 pm and I am like "What the fuck? They can't be asleep already!" But still it's really cool. Dave bought the parental units a barbecue and we invited a whole bunch of friends and partied. ^_^ It was really yummy and nice. And oh gods, I love my mom's bathroom...the tub is so nice and big...

In other news, Anime North is gonna be this weekend which I am highly looking forward to! This time, I even reserved a hotel room with my friends so we don't have to drive all the way back to my house to crash. Before, my house was 10 minutes away from the con location...now it's much farther...not to mention that public transportation to SUBURBIA HELL is not so good. That is one thing I miss about my old place...the buses were sooo prompt and easy to take. Anyway, the con is gonna be great with really cool guests like MIDORIKAWA HIKARU!! *_* Yeah yeah, I know I already saw him at Otakon but honestly, there was so many people that I couldn't even say hello to him in the autograph line. It was literally shove your paper in front of him, he scribbles, and then you leave immediately. It sucked! I am hoping at this smaller con, I can at least say "Hi, I really admire your work! Can I have your baby?" without being rushed off. ^___^ Also, there are some English seiyuu that I actually want to meet. NO really. ENGLISH SEIYUU. Believe it or not, there are some out there who are quite talented. ^^; I am just sad that one of them cancelled. ;_; I really wanted to meet him. ;_; And I also plan to get Hye Shin totally drunk...and I shall be taking the digital camera with me. HOHOHOHO!!!

Oh yeah, I also dyed my hair today. ^^;; Well, I also cut it too. I had been meaning to cut my hair in a while and...well, I just felt like colouring it too. ^^;; I didn't dye the whole thing but got streaks of it all over my head. ^___^ Originally I was gonna go for a deep red but...I changed my mind so it's...PINK! *LAUGHS* Well, depending on the light, it looks bright red but to my eyes, it seems more pink to me. ^_^ I like it a lot but my brother hates it! His first reaction was "You look like a whore!" and then "You look like those punk Japanese shock rockers!" Well, seeing as I was contemplating entering the Jrock contest at Anime North, that second comment is probably a good thing. ^_^ But then his third comment "Don't show your face at home to mom and dad" sorta pissed me off. -_-;; I mean, ok so it's a big change from straight boring black hair...but it's my hair! Besides, I know mom and dad will be shocked but then they will laugh their asses off. Why is my brother such a tightass? And red dye is the quickest to wash off...since I bleached my hair, it will gradually turn to be orange-blond streaks...which are nice too. ^__^ Maybe I should take some pics?

Ah...I think that is about it for now. ^_^ Boy I talked a lot. Ok, it's time for bed for me!!

xoxo Sunday, March 30, 2003, 03:56 p.m. xoxoxoxo

Wow been a while. I am falling back into my old habit of no blogging. Well, March Madness is almost over but the insanity isn't. I still have many projects left until the finals roll around...and then I will be going insane trying to pass my exams. *laughs* Sorry I haven't been blogging or been active online but school takes priority. I hope after it's all over, I can be social again. ^_^

And oh yes, planning to go to Japan in August with my friend Hiroko. Not sure if I have mentioned this on the blog just yet...should I start a list of what people want now instead of later? *laughs* Well I can guess what a few people will want...yaoi, yaoi, and more yaoi! ^___^ Although I did get a request for a cute Japanese school girl but I think kidnapping is illegal in Japan. ^_~ All righty! Back to my sculpture projects!!!

xoxo Monday, March 10, 2003, 08:49 p.m. xoxoxoxo

Wow it's been sorta insane lately. I am really behind in my emails!! >_<;; To everyone who I owe emails and social blogging, so sorry but it's been crazy. School is really nuts right now. I spent most of last week in the dark room...which probably explains the huge headaches I got. The safety advice for dark room is 1 hour of dark room and 30 minutes of rest and fresh air. I was doing more like 7 hours of dark room and 30 minutes of rest. *laughs* It's insane I know but it was so pissass hard trying to get the effects I wanted!! >_<;; But it turned out mostly ok so it's all good. ^^v I will try to blog more but I still have lots of essays, tests, and projects so not sure what is gonna happen. The end of the year is rolling around so final exams are close too. Argh!! I think my online life will get more smooth once summer break starts. ^^;; My spring break was good though...all I did was lazy around instead of doing work. ^^;; My bro got Xenosaga and that ate up our lives day and night. @_@;; But it's a really good game!!! I really wanna do a blog layout with Jr on it! *_* Jr is sooo cute!!! And of course my old roomie accused me of being like Michael Jackson because I always like the cute little boys. ;_; Nooo! I am not like MJ!! ;____; Besides...Jr is closer to mid 20's in age...it's just that he is trapped in the body of a cute redheaded 12 year old...who wears black trenchcoats...and carries around big guns...*cackles evilly* ^__^v

All righty, I shall be blogging more later...hopefully...maybe...

xoxo Thursday, February 27, 2003, 04:17 a.m. xoxoxoxo

Holy shit I am tired. O_O;; I had a sudden urge to play pool so I asked Dave and the gang to play some with me...although I SUCK! Also, I bought new boots and I wanted to wear them. *_* I so rarely spend money on myself so I was happy...shoes make Meta happy...

Anyway, I managed to get some cool shots. Basically, I suck suck suck and can't sink anything...then suddenly I sink three balls in succession. Pure luck I tell ya. And my bro being who he is, was checking out all the girls in the place...I think he wanted some support from Ryan to hit on one but didn't work out. Hey, you know, if I was a guy, I'd help my brother hit on women. But I am a girl and statistically speaking, those girls would look at me funny. But even worse would have been if they liked me more than Dave. ^___^ Now that would just kill his ego...hmm, maybe I should pick up more girls at bars...but I'm too shy...and they're probably straight anyway...and guys are easier to pick up...*whine whine whine*

Watched episode 64 of Prince of Tennis. Oh my god, that was just so on crack. I don't know what the producers were smoking but that was just so wrong and yet so right. Chibi Tezuka is frighteningly cute and Taka san's habit of screaming out random English is just so goddamn cute. And Chibi Fuji is even scarier than normal Fuji...and I didn't think that was possible...

Will do social blogging later...too tired...need to wake up and do laundry...ughh...but I ran out of quarters...FUCK!

xoxo Tuesday, February 25, 2003, 07:01 p.m. xoxoxoxo

So far, my break has been pretty normal and not so exciting. But this is good! I don't want it really that insane. x.x;; I recently bought some books from an author called Lynn Flewelling. So far there is three books of this "Nightrunner Series" and she insists it's not a trilogy so maybe more on the way? The first book is called Luck in the Shadows, then Stalking Darkness and then Traitor's Moon. I saw some good reviews for it so I decided to get it...and boy am I happy I did! ^-^ Although the back of the book didn't even mention it and it took book 1 and almost half of book 2, I finally got my yaoi!! Mwahahaha!! Actually, I was kinda happy the books were not graphic and the plot doesn't revolve around /just/ the male on male relationship. ^^;; It made me feel better that the characters were less about being attracted to the same sex (since they were bisexual) but more about being attracted to each other for their OWN PERSONALITY AND MERITS. ^____^ And I read some reviews that complained about the lack of graphic sex but I like it just fine! I thought it made it so much more romantic and intimate. And despite my infamous reputation as a pervert, sometimes I just wanna kiss and snuggle and do cutesy wootsy stuff. ^__^ And well, if I wanna imagine Seregil and Alec in more compromising situations, my imagination works just fine! Bwahahaha!! ^___^ Anyway, go and read it people. I know I have made the book seem like the only good quality about it is the yaoi love, it's really not. It's a really fun fantasy book with lots of cool characters. ^_^ And Alec's reaction when he accidently goes into a gay brothel is freaking pricelss!! *DIES LAUGHING*

I am still a big fan of Prince of Tennis...which still shocks me senseless. O_O;; I mean, all the episodes are just of matches...but goddamn it I love this shit!! XD The last few episodes have pretty much cemented my suspicion that Fuji is a monster. ^_^ Not to mention the Fuji x Taka factor is sooo high. ^^;; I am looking forward to the Tezuka/Atobe match since this is the first time I have seen Tezuka play in a tournament. I am hoping that Tezuka will reveal some awesome and yet impossible move.

I changed some of my blog and other links. A lot of them were dead so I had to do some clean up. ^^;; I added the link to my friend Hye Shin's fanart site Out of the Blue. She has a Korean and English version for both but I think the Korean version has more of her art. Go and check it out! ^_^ She is a really good artist and I am always hassling her to put up more stuff. ^^v I think my favourite part is her Star Wars doujinshi scanlations. They are SO funny! Just go to the English side and click on "Text" and you will see it. ^_^ The opening picture she has is of the Eye of Sauron harassing Frodo while wearing mascara. ^^;;

Also for all Hikaru no Go fans out there...BEHOLD! THE GOBAN THAT HIKARU AND SAI USES!!!! I mean, oh my god how cooler can it get??!! If anyone loves me out there, I just wanna say that this would be the perfect early birthday gift for me. *WINK WINK NUDGE NUDGE*

Hey Coanteen. ^^;; Dude, you make it sound like I was DEAD. ^_^;;; And wow, you have the new Saiyuki artbooks!! *_* Me so jealous!! You gotta let me see them!! Ara...but hospital life sounds brutal. ^^;; Are you gonna be ok? *hugs* If you ever wanna bitch, you can call me. ^_^

Oi, Masako chan...are you ok? *hugs tight* Ne ne, whatever it is, I hope it gets better. ;_; Gambatte ne!

Hehehe, Reinselft, you know that crack is bad for you right? Perhaps you should start sniffing glue instead. Or maybe start growing weird-ass mushrooms and put them in your salad. ^__^

WHAT DID YOU SAY?? LEARETH!!! I demand that you share those good Hikago fanfic links with me!! *_*_*_* Any Isumi x Waya? *_* Or Kaga? I LOVE Kaga!! *_* Or any of the new Korean players...like that really hot one who played again the Meijin...*drools*

Ah my dear Neko chan, you should get more sleep. I know it is awfully ironic for ME to say this to you but...you need regular sleep to stay sane. ^_^ It's true nyo!!! *hugs* I mean, look at me. If you start getting all sleep deprived, you will be crazy and nuts like me...and that is scary ne? Hehehehe...

xoxo Saturday, February 22, 2003, 03:29 p.m. xoxoxoxo

Wahahaha! Just got up. ^^;; Our Spring Break just started and we invited a few people over...so I went to sleep at an insane hour. ^^;; But it was fun!! ^____^ Jackie slept over and it was like a slumber party. ^_____^ We are about to go to a diner right now and eat breakfast (even though it's past 3 pm...). We told our parents that we will be coming up to Toronto for the break but I guess they got impatient because suddenly they call us and it's like "We are coming down to see you two!!!" ^^;; I can't complain...I really missed them...and my mom's cooking! *LAUGHS* Now for some social blogging!

Ah, Kiri my love, you are so so cute. *hugs* I like the new layout...Banana Fish is so so yummy....

Leareth!! I missed you too!! *tackle glomps* It's good to be back. ^_^ I think I was just lazy and kept putting off updating this site. But now that it is done...I feel much better. ^__^ And I already said it but I love your layout. *_* Wolf's Rain is pretty.

Reinselft! I was just kidding about the yellow. Really, it's not bad at all. ^_^ It's just that my eyes were so bloodshot from not sleeping for two days that ANYTHING bright was painful. *laughs* Your layouts are always fantastic!! *dies of envy*

OK!!! I am gonna head out now and get some grub. I want coffee sooo badly right now. ;_; Catch you all later!

xoxo Thursday, February 20, 2003, 09:21 p.m. xoxoxoxo

OH MY GOD!!! It's a miracle I tell ya!! I have FINALLY updated this blog!! *laughs* It's been almost a year since I made a new layout and months since my last entry. ^^;; I have been so bad about most of my online stuff actually...life actually got a bit interesting and hectic. This layout took me forever because I had forgotten how to do a lot of stuff. >_<;; It's not really a complicated layout but...gah...I screwed up my tabling and image slicing bad and had to re-do those. @_@;; That was such a waste of time. ;_; But still...I like the way it turned out so it's all good!! Wahh!! I hope everybody is doing ok. I am really behind on all of my blog reading as well. @_@;;; I was actually checking some of them since the links changed and I realized that I had used the same image as Masako ^^;; Ahh, gomen ne!! I hope you don't mind. I didn't realize it until I was already done my layout. @_@;;

All righty!! I will definitely blog more but first, I need to eat something! If you guys see any bugs, email me ne? Bye!!!