Thursday, July 19, 2001 @ 10:28 p.m.

I am not supposed to be on the computer right now but I am past caring. >_<;; My brother finally brought back my Trigun DVDs so I am very happy! ^_^ Now I can finally see how the series ends! Because of Stella I already know what happens to Nicholas. ;_; Ahh! How could you spoil me like that, Stelli chan?!

Hey Reinselft san, do you have an ftp I can upload stuff on to? I have most of the L'Arc en Ciel CDs and I could probably make MP3 for you...if I can figure out how to do it. ^^; Ahh...I still remember how I discovered that band...I was watching Rurouni Kenshin and this great song came on. *_* A little research and random downloading and voila! A new obsession! ^__^ Besides, Hyde is so pretty. Too bad he got married. -_-;;

And while on the subject of downloading, does anyone know where I can download some Petshop of Horror? I did some research before we started our Yami no Matsuei/Petshop of Horror blog but I still want to SEE the actual show. Onegaishimasu? ;_;

Thursday, July 19, 2001 @ 01:13 p.m.

UGH!! At summer school right now and oh my gosh I am bored. -_-;; I already finished most of the work assigned to me so I am in the library doing nothing. ^^; I know that is bad but oh well. What the hell.

Today, the dickhead was annoying me as usual. He keeps taking his shoes off and the smell is so bad! O_O;; I can't stand him! I want to change seats but the only empty seat left is in front of him...and do I really want to sit in front of him? NO!

Reading D.N.Angel right now. I am way too obsessed with Satoshi. @_@;; I can't get over that picture of him in drag! He looks better than most of the girls in that manga! It's so sad when a guy looks better than girls just because of a wig and a skirt. -_-;;

Thursday, July 19, 2001 @ 12:34 a.m.

Ok! I just came back from seeing Final Fantasy. *_* I saw it on an IMAX theater so it was HUGE! The chairs were shaking I tell ya!! I really liked the movie! I heard so many people rip it up so I was expecting something really poor. The dubbing wasn't the best and the lines were sometimes corny but I didn't think it was that bad. ^_^ I did find it weird that Aki was just wimpering when Grey was trying to kiss her. o_O;; What was with that dubbing? But while I was watching the movie, I kept having RPG flashbacks. Maybe that is why the movie got such horrible reviews...you have to see the movie like an RPG...not a movie! ^__^;; Things that made me think of the games:

1. The villain. Oh come on...that general dude was Seifer with his hair dyed. Even the tranchcoat was similar!

2. The part where Grey shoots the glass and escapes makes me think of Cloud escaping the Shinra buidling on his motorcycle.

3. Gaea. Hello, can we say LIFESTREAM!! I was just expecting Sephiroth to suddenly materialize!

4. Aki = Aerith = Cetra = Esper = Whatever you want to call it.

5. There was a Barret look-alike! He just needed a gunarm!

6. The souls being stolen away. That is SO Final Fantasy 9!!

7. Alien Ghost = Jenova. It was so blatant I tell ya!

There is so much more stuff but those were the obvious ones to me. Me and bro stayed all the way to the end so I could hear the L'Arc en Ciel song!! *_* It was great!! Can anyone give me a MP3 of that? or a link? ;_; Onegai?

Yo Kiri chan...sorry to hear you having a hard time...and I am sorry I couldn't visit you...

Tuesday, July 17, 2001 @ 10:27 p.m.

Oh no! The alarm didn't go off! I only meant to take an hour nap but now it's already past 10 pm!! Shimatta!! Gotta make this fast!!

Wai wai Reinselft san! Thanks for the info! ^__^ I love L'Arc en Ciel! I remember they did that cosmetic commercial with Neo Universe. That made me laugh. ^_^ Ne ne, what's your fav Laraku song? Mine is Forbidden Lover. ^__^

Kiri...I miss you...*hugs* Tell me when you want to download Inu Yasha and Ayashi no Ceres off me...I gotta turn on my ftp thingy for you to get it.

Ahh Esca!! It's not fair! I wanna be in Korea where cute boys hold hands and flirt with each other!! ;_; I'm just stuck in summer school with idiots who are all homophobic and say "faggot" like it's the dirtiest word possible! Seriously, with the way they are so fixated on gay men, I wouldn't be surprised if they are in the closet. -_-;;

*draws Kit out of the mess of papers* There ya go! ^_^ I like the new picture! And yeah...it does load a little slowly...maybe it's the server?

Glad you are ok Tsukineko chan. *hugs* Don't feel too bad ok? ;_;

Try not to hurt yourself, Satsuki chan. ^^;; People make mistakes...it's ok. *hugs* But I will pimp you Kusanagi again to comfort you. ^_^ *sends the nice guy her way*

No Leareth, I definitely did not know that S&S fic authors and S&K fic authors didn't get along. >_<;; I was never on a CLAMP ML except for a RPG and fics were never really mentioned. ^^: This is so weird to me. I have seen yaoi fans at odds with non-yaoi fans but never fights over pairings. @_@;; And you and Alison got along pretty well in the chatroom...maybe S&S ficcers and S&K ficcers can have an amiable truce in the future? *_*

Oh my...Taryn san is doing a S/S/K fic? *_* When you are done, please send it my way!!

Hey Alison! Thanks for the seiyuu info! Wow! Ueda Yuuji is doing Kakyou!? O_o;; Weird! All I can see is that beautiful bishounen with...Sanosuke's voice. *LAUGHS* And oh...Hokuto is being voiced by Kagome's seiyuu! *_* I love Kagome's seiyuu! *_* But there is a lot of seiyuu names that I don't recognize...newbies?

Yo Stel...sorry to hear about your dad and mom. *hugs tight* I know they can be a pain sometimes. Just remember, a month and a half and you are outta there!!

OK!!! Now back to my homework!!

Monday, July 16, 2001 @ 04:17 p.m.

*Deep in the underground den of Da Pimp*
Meta : Well how was I to know that Seishirou x Subaru fans were at odds with Subaru x Kamui fans?! Do I look like I'm in the CLAMP ML? o_O;;
Tatsumi : That's not the point! If you create hostilities between our clients, our business will go down the drain!
Oriya : *sucking on a pipe* Give the girl a break. She was too involved with Card Captor Sakura to pay attention to X. And when she did, it was only when Seishirou showed up. *rolls eyes*
Meta : Hey, can you blame me? X drags so horribly! I'd take Yue over Kamui any day!
Tatsumi : Still, you should have known better. Thank Enma that Leareth san and Alison san are mature. I have seen flame wars between fangirls before and it's not pretty! Remember when you were in the Tasuki ML and the yaoi war broke out?
Meta : ¬_¬;; Yes I remember...*mutters* I still think Tasuki belongs with Kouji...damn cursed Miaka...
Oriya : Besides, they both have too many unfinished fics. It's unfair of you to challenge them this way.
Meta : But...I thought it was a neat idea...I didn't mean any harm...*sad puppy eyes*
Tatsumi : Don't try that with me, Missy! Only Tsuzuki can pull that off effectively.
Meta : Shimatta. ¬_¬;;
Oriya : Be logical, Meta. Skydiving would be safer than what you are proposing.
Meta : But. ;_;
Tatsumi : *shakes head* Skydiving.
Meta : Demo, ;_;
Oriya : *shakes head* Skydiving.
Meta : *sighs* Fine! Skydiving.
*dons parachute and jumps*

Sunday, July 15, 2001 @ 08:07 p.m.

Added two new blog links, Stella and ChibiYing. ^_^ Hi guys! I also linked ChibiYing's shounen ai manga, Blue Ribbon. Go and check it out people, she is one talented lady. ^_^

I know you're not a stalker, Kit. ^__^ I was just jerking your chain. And a latte eh? ^_^ I make and sell the stuff but I don't like lattes too much...I like tea...

Tsukineko chan...are you ok? o_O;; *hugs* Please don't be depressed...gambatte kudasai...

I had a great time chatting online this afternoon. ^_^ I yakked with Satsuki, Alison, and Leareth. *_* It was great! They are so much fun! *huggles them all* Sorry for only talking about Saiyuki, Satsuki chan. ;_; Good luck on your Latin exam. ^_^ But I do need to think of an incentive for Leareth and Alison to write a fic together...Satsuki thinks I should draw them a smutty X doujinshi. o_O;; Nyo!! I can't draw smut!! >_<;; I'd be too embarrassed!! And I really want them to write a S/S/K fic but I don't think that is possible. ;_; The potential for bloodshed is...high. O_O;;

Saturday, July 14, 2001 @ 11:11 p.m.

Hmm...I am not supposed to be online...if my mom walks in I am dead...oh what the hell. ^^v

I am currently drinking a cup of coffee with Bailey's Irish Cream mixed in. Hmm...maybe this isn't a good idea at this time...I mean...I do need to sleep...and coffee plus caffeine plus alcohol probably isn't good...*drinks it anyway* Oh yum. ^_^ It tastes good. I hate coffee but this isn't too bad. ^_^

Oh Leareth san...gomen nasai. *cries* I have been trying to draw you that Tsuzuki Fic Bunny but I can't. I am a horrible artist!! *weeps* ;_; But I drew you something else...I'll scan and send it to you tonight...hopefully...*looks around for mom*

Hmm...I feel slighlty buzzed...heh...Meta drunk...@_@;;

Saturday, July 14, 2001 @ 11:41 a.m.

Ugh...just got up from bed. @_@;; I really needed the sleep. *sighs in bliss* But I do feel bad that I fell asleep during Inu Yasha. Sorry Stella! I promise to stay awake next time! And oh yes, I want to link your blog but you used my real name in your entries. -__-;; I am very paranoid about my real name being used on the net. >_<;; But your blog looks much better now that I fixed it. ^-^ No more side scrolling!

It's ok Kiri chan. You can call me some other time. *hugs tight* Love you.

*BLUSH* Lika chan...you are too kind. ^//^ *hugs* And I haven't seen a single episode of Sex and the City. ^^; Is it really that good? o_O;;

Esca!! You bitch!! You got all of Gravitation?? *cries* I wanna read it!! ;_; I want Yuki sama!! And *cough* I do know about that particular spoiler...pretty graphic ne? ^__^

HOHOHO!! Well Satsuki chan...I might have Kusanagi as my layout slave...got any nice pics of him? ^__^

The email has been sent, Kit san. ^^; Hmm...I am usually paranoid about sending pics of me on the net too. But I am sure you can't stalk me from across the globe. ^___^ *laughs* And thanks Kit san for your kind words. *hugs*

Glad to hear you're all right, Val san. And a new PC to boot! Lucky you! ^__^

Friday, July 13, 2001 @ 04:09 p.m.

I got back my midterm today and I got 86%. Not bad. I just need to maintain a mininum of 80% in my summer school course to receive the entrance scholarship. It's all good. ^_^

Today was a very strange day. The dickhead was annoying as usual...he even threw a Dragonball style "spirit ball" at me. -__-; Oh how I cringe in pain, you Goku-wannabe.

Anyway, in the afternoon, the principal called Brian (the dickhead) to her office. It seemed a girl from the class had complained that Brian had groped her! O_O;; After awhile, the principal came back and she was really mad. Her face was red and she was absolutely fuming. Well she gave a big speech where she threatened us with expulsion if anyone was caught doing inappropriate things. ^^; She was REALLY scary. ;__; Then Brian's stuff was taken away. O_O; By this point, everyone was like: "Whoa...he got kicked out."

And this was the strangest part of the day. Surprisingly, I felt sorry for him. I thought that if he ever left the class then I would be ecstatic. No more annoying dickhead, right? But that was before I found out that he didn't really grope the girl...he had just kind of bumped into her. I sympathized with the girl because he DID hit on her pretty hard since school started but the thought of him getting kicked out for something he didn't do...I don't know...it didn't sit well with me. Left a bad taste in my mouth. He's an obnxious jerk but totally harmless. I've known guys like him...all talk, all bravado, and definitely no guts. Even when girls encouraged his flirtatious attitude, he never touched them...not lewdly anyway. So it seemed unlikely to me that he really accosted that girl. Anyway, I was feeling kind of torn because I really didn't like this guy and yet I felt sorry for him. @_@;; It seemed a bit too harsh to me. No matter how rotten a person is, that person should be punished for his/her crimes accordingly...and not be punished for things they didn't do. Yeah, he's obnoxious but if he didn't grope the girl...should he be expelled?

I was thinking these thoughts as I was leaving the building. Then I saw him in the courtyard. I went up to him and asked him if he was all right. I was shocked. I was actually concerned for him! @_@;; He said he was all right and that he can come back to class. I even patted him on the shoulder and said "See you on Monday". O_O;;

So did my concern and pity vanish when he told me he wasn't getting expelled? Actually, no. I still felt sorry for him...I'm not quite sure why. All he ever did to me was harrass me (much more severely than the girl who supposedly got groped). I even had a cussing fight with him today. But still...I pitied him. Maybe it's because it's so obvious he is an idiot and doesn't know any better. But I can only hope that this experience taught him a lesson. Maybe he will mature a bit and behave. If that is the case, then I am glad he got in trouble. If it serves to make him a better human being, it's all good. The obvious lack of discipline was his undoing. But of course, if he doesn't change his ways...well then my low esteem of him will go even lower. -__-;; *crosses finger* I hope he behaves from now on.

Hey Reinselft san, what does L'Arc en Ciel got to do with Final Fantasy? Did they do the ending song? *_* I LOVE HYDE!!

Kiri ? What the hell was that? o_O;; Why is my name being used as an acronym? @_@;; Hmm...but I do like the result. "M.E.T.A.M.I.A.: Mechanical Electronic Technician Assembled for Mandatory Infiltration and Assassination" Heh...well if I can't be a pimp, I want to be an assassin, complete with sakura blossoms and a 16 year old onmyouji for my lustful appetites. *_*

Hey Kit san, I sent off a reply to your email with a link to my piccy on the ynmpsh_blog mailing list...but it seems the email is being delivered late. >_<;; Yahoo hates me. Would you rather that I email you privately?

Ooh...Alison...I like the new layout. *_* It's pretty. ^__^ And oh yes...blue seems to be a popular colour for blogs...

*leers* Oh yes Lika chan...Karen is indeed very beautiful. ^_^ She is my fav X lady. Satsuki is very cool too.

Thursday, July 12, 2001 @ 05:42 p.m.

YES! I am finally 1/2 done with summer school!! YAY!! *cries tears of joy* Just a little more and I don't have to see the dickhead anymore!! *_* I did have a nice nap in class today...but then I woke up with my shirt imprint on my face. And no, Kiri, I wasn't goofing off! My teacher barely gives us any work so I usually end up sleeping. ^^;; And the dickhead was better today then usual. The only thing he did was wipe his hands on his dirty feet and then wipe the same hands on my water bottle. All over it. ^__^ Do I even need to mention that I threw it out? ^__^ I am considering beating him up when school is over...maybe break his kneecaps...yeah...that sounds good...

You got kicked out by the security guards, Esca? *LAUGHS* I guess you do look kind of suspicious...your scary resemblance to Satsuki from X is remarkable. ^__^

Here, Satsuki chan. *sells Kusanagi to her* With my compliments. But I'm afraid I will have to charge you next time. After all, my pimping services don't come cheap. *cackles*

Leareth san!! *glomps* You're back! ^___^ I hope you had fun! As for summer school, well you can guess right? @_@;; My jaw hurts from grinding my teeth in frustration. >_<;; Oh if only I didn't live in a civilized society where random acts of murder is considered wrong. *sharpens katana*

I found links concerning this site on three different blogs I frequent. So I decided to check it out and whoa...I don't know if I should be scared or start lighting the incense. *reads the FF7 smuts* Ok. Break out the incense!! *starts worshipping them*

Thursday, July 12, 2001 @ 02:41 a.m.

Egad. >_<;; I changed my layout again. I really love Mizuki but the previous layout just wasn't satisfactory. @_@;; Gomen ne, Mizuki!! ;__;

But now it's Chi from Chobits!! ^__^ Is it just me or does this blog's layout get more and more hentai with each new incarnation? o_O;; And Chi is so young too...my pedophile ways are showing. -_-;;

I added Lika to my list of blogs. ^-^ You are sugoi, Lika chan!! ^___^

Ok...now I must sleep...so tired...and oh yes, if there is anything wrong with this layout (say a picture split in two?), email me. x.x;; I hate Netscape...

Monday, July 9, 2001 @ 09:45 p.m.

I was going through the site statistics on my keepers list and had a few interesting surprises. It seems most of the people who find my "ME" page comes though google...with the words "Hentai Card Captor Sakura" as the search word. -_-;; Should I be happy about this? I am not sure...

So then I decided to fool around a bit and entered my name in google...just to see how much shit I have spread across the Internet. ^_^ Well let's just say I got a few unpleasant surprises...

For one thing, I found several sites with my fanfic on it. Some of them that I posted to various MLs and had never even put up on a website. I guess I should be happy they even gave me credit but it was still weird finding sites with my stuff...and knowing I never gave permission. I don't care if people steal pics from my site...but fanfics are another matter. I also found out that an Inu Yasha fanfic has a character with the same name as me. ^^;; Found a few websites that linked my old fanfic site (that I shut down)...one of them even cursed me for shutting it down. -_-;; I also found my FIRST mark of foraying into the net...a Slayers message board where I described how I wanted to kill Amelia. ^^v Hell, I even got blog links too...google is very thorough.

Monday, July 9, 2001 @ 05:59 p.m.

Heh...I took that Saiyuki test thingy and I got...SANZO!! o_O;;; I don't get it. I'm not like Sanzo. If anything, I am like Goku. ^_~;; But then I took that personality thingy and here are the results:

Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

I'm high in histrionic and obsessive-compulsive? o_O;; Then I looked up the detailed info and the stuff under obsessive compulsive just SMACKS of Sanzo...and me. -__-;;

"Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion."

Some of it didn't apply though...I use money on people a lot. ^^;;

Monday, July 9, 2001 @ 12:31 a.m.

All righty!! *_* A new blog layout and it's Mizuki chan! I love her! ^__^ She is so cute! Unfortunately, I didn't spend much time on this layout so it looks pretty crappy. >_<;; But I guess it's ok. ^^; Besides, the fact that the other layout was screwy looking on Netscape bothered me. x.x; Yes I am picky. This layout fares much better on Netscape but it's not perfect. ^^;; *kills Netscape* PLEASE!! If you are reading this blog and there is something OBVIOUSLY wrong with it, please email me. @_@;; Then I gotta fix it really quick!!

Sunday, July 8, 2001 @ 04:07 p.m.

I finally added Alison san to my list of blogs. Gomen nasai Alison san! My memory sucks these days. x.x;;

Sunday, July 8, 2001 @ 01:25 p.m.

Can anyone tell me how to tinker with my archive pages? I want a layout just for my old entries but I don't know how to acess the HTML and upload it...pitas doesn't offer such an option I think. o_O;; Help!!

Oh...so hungry. ;_; It's past noon and I still haven't eaten any breakfast or lunch...instant noodle time!! *_*

Chatting with Satsuki chan right now. ^_^ I am so happy! I have never chatted with her before so this is cool. ^^v

Oh so tired...stayed up all night watching Inu Yasha with Stella. I LOVE Miroku. *_* Crooked priests/monks are so cool! *_*_*_* He's even a lech! *glomps Miroku* When we saw the episode where Inu Yasha becomes human, Stella almost broke my arm. -_-; She was clutching so hard to me because she was in shock/lust/orgamsic over Human Inu Yasha. x.x; I think I have bruises. *whimpers*