[[ Monday, November 12, 2001 || 06:46 p.m. ]]

Added two new blog links. One is Ruaki's main blog and the other is her art blog. ^_^ Lots of pretty fanarts to drool over. I also added some scanlations links. Bandit Dance has Shinsengumi Imon Peace Maker in very good quality. *_* The Nameless Manga Translation Site (what a long name!) has Houshin Engi, Ayashi no Ceres, and lots of other randoms stuff like FY, Slayers, Weiss Kreuz, etc. Manga Screener has One piece, Shaman King, City Hunter and more. Ahh...so much free manga in English. I applaud the efforts of these noble individuals. *raises a lighter in salut*

Thanks Reinselft. *hugs* I'm just a sack of emotional baggage right now. @_@;; But anyways, I do agree that Gai cosplayer does look a lot like him. o_O;; I also thought the Kakashi cosplayer was pretty good too. *_* I wanna cosplay someone from Naruto. ;_; Maybe I can do Anko...*cackles evilly* As for Orochimaru, well he is turning out to be a very interesting villain. ^^;; What I want to know is, if Orochimaru is one of the 3 infamous Leaf ninjas...what are the other two like? o_O;;

I have no idea why I was dreaming about you and Tsukineko chan. @_@;; *trying to remember how you guys looked* I seriously can't remember anything. ;_; Gomen ne. But it was a nice dream. ^_^ I had fun drinking bubble tea and chatting with you two. If I ever do visit Australia, I would love to meet up and say hi. ^__^

[[ Monday, November 12, 2001 || 01:39 p.m. ]]

I took that Colorgenics test and it was scary how accurate it was. I usually don't believe in this stuff but this was eerie. Here is my result...the parts in bold are the ones that rang very true for me...sadly, most of it is in bold. I also did some minor spelling corrections because I am anal. ^^;;

You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to "try anything once". Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

You "need to be needed". As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors of all those within your sphere of influence.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut, there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited...But if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that... since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person, you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone...Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future. But you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source..

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have some in the past has never worked out...and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall... No one seems to care.. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a "fantasy land" but unfortunately "Fantasy Land" is just that...and sooner or later you will have to return to reality...so why delay the inevitable...When you do...you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.

[[ Monday, November 12, 2001 || 02:29 a.m. ]]

I know it's late but I can't sleep and I really want to blog. @_@;; Today was another crappy day but it was crappier than usual. It was really hard trying to pretend I was ok on the phone with my family. After I hung up, I tried so hard not to fall apart but I did. @_@;; I think I scared my roommates because I was crying and screaming so hard. *sighs* It's been a long time since I lost control of myself like that...I really really don't like crying. Ok. I don't want to talk about this anymore so on to the social blogging I have been neglecting.

Sorry to hear that, Kiri. I keep hoping you and your mom can settle your differences but I guess it is hard. And if Dave is being a jerk, try to ignore him. >_<;; I didn't know he wasn't paying rent...you are being too nice Kiri. Make him get a job. But gods...I am the last person to give advice ne? After all, my life is a mess too. *laughs* I also wish that we can go back to our carefree days where we just had fun. Sorry I am no fun these days.

Thanks Esca for listening to my babble. x.x;; I know I was hardly making sense. You are so patient with me. And I am glad to hear those bastards are actually grovelling for your forgiveness. -_-;; Assholes.

Oi oi Mercedes...you go to Kikiwai? Cool. I go there too. ^_^ Well I go there less now because I am in University (I go to Western) but I love that place. Actually, one of the workers (her name is Rita) turned out to be someone I knew online! Now what are the chances of people running into online buddies by accident in real life? *laughs* Maybe I have even ran into you in the store. ^__^ And if you are doing D.N.Angel scanlations, I will be very happy. *_* I have book 5 but I can't understand much of it. @_@;;

Ack. Zankuro san, I did that smurf name thingy and I got "Squanto Smurf". x.x;; *is embarassed* ^^;; And you do cosplay? Cool!! Any pics? Who do you want to cosplay from Naruto? *_* I have only done cosplay once but it was fun. ^_^ I did Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho. It was really fun pulling out that rose from my hair. ^^v And having any excuse to dye your hair is good. Mine is currently a deep purplish-red that looks kinda orangey in the sun. ^_^;;

Oh yeah, I had this dream the other day that I went to Australia and I met Leareth and Tsukineko. o_O;; We were drinking bubble tea and chatting. This is weird for me because I rarely drink bubble tea. ^^;; I wonder why was I dreaming about you guys. I don't even know what guys look like and I have forgotten how you two looked in my dream. @_@;; I woke up when somebody was calling our names. I think it was Lilack san. O_o;;; *is horribly confused*

Which reminds me, Lilack san, I meant to tell you that your evil bunny babies layout freaked me out but I never got around to it. @_@;; But I see you have changed it into a Youzen layout! ^_^ I think that is Youzen. *stares at picture* And oh yeah, here is a link to an online scanlation site. They have up to book 6. Now you can read some of it without spending money. ^^v Hmm...I hope she gets this message...I don't even know if she reads my blog...

[[ Saturday, November 10, 2001 || 06:44 p.m. ]]

I AM A GENIUS! I managed to fix my router problem! Actually I was on the phone with technical support for a while but that didn't fix anything...but then I decided to tinker with it a bit myself and it worked. *_* I am sure most of the credit should go to the support guy. ^^; Thanks dude! We have internet again!

Anyway, I did some Naruto fanarts today. It's been a long time since I drew anything so I suck but I did it anyway. And guess who I drew. ^^;; And no it wasn't Kakashi...it was...*GULP* Orochimaru. ^^;; *hides face in shame* I can't believe I drew two pictures of that guy!! o_O;; But well now that I have seen him in his normal ninja form without the icky snakey tongue thingy and the crossdressing...he doesn't look that bad. ^^;;; And well, I always had a soft spot for sinister, creepy villains who wants to do naughty/evil things to the main characters. Shall I count them off? Seishirou, Fuuma, Muraki, Hisoka (from HxH ^^;), etc. I love being sick and twisted. ^_^v

I also downloaded the opening to Hikaru no Go in REALLY good quality and the song too right here. The opening is so pretty and the song rocks! *_* I love Sai's purple lipstick. And I also got some episode clips over here. Oh my gosh. My shouneni ai radar was beeping like crazy when Hikaru and Akira first played Go together. *_* THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER!! KYAHH! I love the Korean doujinshi I have of them. ;_; Kawaii ne...

And for those Naruto fans out there, check out this place for GREAT cosplay pictures. To see the following pictures, you have to copy and paste the URL. Gomen ne. ^^;; Anyway, the costumes are great but I am very impressed with their props. They even have a Come Come Paradise! ^_^;; And check out this close up picture of Sasuke's sharingan!! SUGOI! *_* And this cool ass pose of Kakashi and his sharingan!! *_* That is a really convincing Naruto. AND THIS MAN IS THE NOT COSPLAYING GAI SENSEI. O_O;; HE JUST HAS TO /BE/ GAI SENSEI!! *is in awe of the eyebrows*

I also found a really cool link!! It's a Harry Potter fanart site by the artist who draws Di Gi Charat! *_* It was so funny reading her diary and seeing her make little Dejiko faces over Harry's actor. ^^;; She even put little stars and hearts around his picture. @_@;; It's good to know that even famous manga artists are fangirls like me. ^_^ But then when I was surfing through the pictures I had this horrible thought. O_O;; Well my fav scene in Di Gi Charact is when Dejiko goes: "Heh...that Takurou...and that Takurou...maybe I will put them together and make a naughty yaoi doujinshi...". Then I had that scene but with Hermione going: "Heh...that Weasley...and that Weasley...maybe I will put them together and make a naughty yaoi doujinshi...". ^^;; Then I freaked out because I was talking twincest. @_@;;; *COUGH* ANYWAYS...I love this picture of the main trio. *_* I also noticed that she likes Tom Riddle (Otherwise known as Who-Know-Who). And seriously, if Percy looks this good, I'll forgive his annoying ways. *_* Oh Percy!

[[ Saturday, November 10, 2001 || 11:30 a.m. ]]

Ok I am going to make this short. x.x; Something happened last night and my internet connection is down. I managed to make it work again but just for my computer and not the whole network (I share an IP with my roommates). Cursed router!! So I might be a little sporadic until everything is good and done. x.x;; Now I gotta go because me and roomie are going grocery shopping...I HAVE NO FOOD AND I AM STARVING. ^_^ I will blog something longer later today. ^^v

[[ Friday, November 9, 2001 || 02:21 a.m. ]]

Ok I know it's late but I can't sleep and I wanted to blog again. ^^;; So sue me. I was contemplating on why Iruka sensei is so damn popular with the fanbase. I do find this strange because in the actual manga, Sasuke is probably the most sought after character. I mean, almost every female who encounters him wants him. @_@;; If it's not girls, then it's guys who wants to be as strong as him and is always challenging him. And then there is Orochimaru who wants him for other things. @_@;;; Iruka sensei does make quite an impression in the first book when he saves Naruto (And I cried!!) but after a while he kinda fades into the background. If anything, his doubt of Naruto, Sasuke, and Sakura's powers kinda annoys me. x.x;; I mean, he was just expecting them to fail the chuuin exams! He didn't have faith in them like Kakashi sensei! So why does all these fans pair him with well...everyone? x.x;;

The only answer I can think of is that he is an uke. A big uke. A REALLY BIG UKE. I mean, he is only paired up with the teachers ne? And they are all jounin and thus one level above him...meaning they are stronger. And can you really see Kakashi, Anko, Asuma, or Kurenai as the bottom? ^^;; Just the four names I stated right now scream seme. Especially Anko. o_O;; So I think maybe the fans pair Iruka up with so many of them because he is the most/only likely candidate to be the "submissive" character. The fanarts I see supports this idea. I have yet to see any pics where Iruka was the seme, as in the one initiating the sexual encounter. x.x; Even with Kurenai, who is the most mellow out of them, he is still the shy blushing figure while she kinda leers and flirts with him. ^^;; But this just a theory of course. ^___^ I could be totally off the mark.

In another note, the newest chapter of Naruto has made more questions for me. x.x; I always thought Kakashi was pretty strong but...DID YOU SEE HIM WITH OROCHIMARU!!?? HE WAS SHAKING IN HIS BOOTS DUDE!! @___@;;; BY THE GODS, IS OROCHIMARU THAT STRONG!!?? So all in all, I think Sasuke is screwed. ^_^ And I mean that in many levels. *coughs* And did anyone else notice that he was wearing a kimono when he was recruiting kids for the Sound Village? ^^;; Kyahh...he is a crossdresser ne...I usually like crossdresing characters but his snake-like tongue still freaks me out. O_O;; I did see a really cool fanart of him though...must find link...

[[ Thursday, November 8, 2001 || 11:50 p.m. ]]

Back from watching Monsters Inc! It was hilarious! ^__^ There was so many "AWWW CUTE!!" moments. ^^;; But I was cheated!! My roommate told me they were gonna play the new Harry Potter trailer but it's one that I have already seen! ;_; I guess he was misinformed. ;_; But the new Star Wars trailer was kinda weird. o_O;; I mean...Attack of the Clones? Can we say 50's B movie folks? But the footages were kinda cool. ^_^ Anakin grew up well but the hell with him...I want Queen Amidala. *_* Natalie Portman is so pretty. *_* And her movie debut was in my favourite movie of all time, LEON!! (Or The Professional as it was called in North America). She is hot. *_* I want. *_* Anakin you lucky bastard. ;_;

Ah gomen ne, Stella. ;_; I know we don't talk as much...but then you just saw me 5 days ago. ^^;; I will be coming up to Toronto again soon ok? ^^;; And even if I wanted to call you, I can't. @_@;; Maybe if there was some way I can call you without your cell phone charging long distance I would. x.x;; And life here is very boring too. ;_; I think it is like that with most people we know. x.x;;

Um...Esca...are you ok? o_O;; *gives her lots of yummy food and yaoi to make her feel better*

I do agree with you Kit. I think you deserve better than a jealous friend who gets testy over small matters. But that just might be my huge adoration for you talking. *blush* And oh yes, I finally managed to mail off your nibs. -_-;; Gomen ne...life is kinda...icky right now and stepping out of my room is kinda hard. @_@;;

Aww, don't be sad, Reins chan. ;_; You might not be the first one with a Kakashi layout but I know you will make a great one! Besides, Zoro does deserve a bday gift right? ^_^ Too cheer you up, here is something I found on Ruaki's blog. ^_^ Isn't it hilarious! Crack that whip Sakura! And here's another one. Hope that made you feel better. ^_^ And since you are plugging some of your fav fanart, I want to as well. ;_; I love this picture of Anbu Kakashi. *_* He looks like a character from a fighting game. This picture is a side of Naruto I have never seen. x.x;; The sexy side I mean. And is it just me or does the 4th Hokage look A LOT like Kakashi's teacher. o_O;; *checks chapter* Oh yeah...the resemblance is close. Hmm...since I am blabbinig about Naruto...*turns on megaphone*

NEW CHAPTER OF NARUTO AT TORIYAMA'S WORLD. GO AND DOWNLOAD IT PEOPLE. YOU KNOW YOU WANNA SEE IT! ^___^

Hey it's ok to like little boys, Kee. But then maybe you shouldn't be listening to my opinion since I am a closet Digimon shounen ai fan. *hugs Ken and Daisuke* At least you are not bad as me ne? ^^;; Besides, Sasuke is mature for his age. ^_^ That makes up for it. And you like my whip? *takes out Cassandra* Now I just need a test subject...*stalks Kakashi* Come on sensei...I wanna play!! *_*

[[ Thursday, November 8, 2001 || 03:05 p.m. ]]

Wow, having Pitas down for over a day was really annoying. *KICKS PITAS* I wanted to post this yesterday but since I couldn't, I will do so now. ^_^ THE NAME OF MY WHIP WILL BE...CASSANDRA!!! *throws confetti and rejoices* Thanks Kiri for the suggestion and like I said before, you have my eternal gratitude. ^_^ I had a whole bunch of other names but that one sounded kinda dom-ish so I liked it. *hugs Cassandra* I love my whip. ;_; It gives such a satisfying THWACK when I hit something. *_* Now I want handcuffs...heheheh. On another note, I am going to see Monsters Inc. with my roommate today! You know what that means...THE NEWEST HARRY POTTER TRAILER!! *SCREAMS IN JOY* And oh yeah, the new Star Wars trailer too but whatever. ^^;; I love Harry Potter MUCH better. *_* Oh if only Daniel Radcliffe wasn't 12. ;_;

Oh my gosh Reinselft!!! That Naturo fanart of Gai sensei is so scary!! It's like he's been possessed by a demon or something!! @_@;; As for the other weird fanart, it's Naruto as a log and Kakashi as a rabbit. You know that jutsu where they switch their bodies with something? Well I noticed that Kakashi and co. tends to use logs (I love the little Naruto log at the end. It's doing a Sexy no Jutsu *_*). As for the rabbit, well Zabuza and Haku had a pet rabbit they would use to switch bodies with. And seriously, you are spoiling me rotten! I have only read up to what Toriyama's World has translated! Well I did take a peek in book 9 when I was at the manga store but still! ;_; How far have you read anyways...*coughs* Any good spoilers about Kakashi? ^_^;; The newest chapter that I read had Orochimaru REALLY familiar with him...and that Kakashi wasn't born with the Sharingan!! *in shock* And is it just me or does everybody want Sasuke? @_@ I swear, Orochimaru is becoming like Hisoka from Hunter x Hunter. x.x;; Except not as sexy and really icky. Oh gods I hate snakes and every time he licks his lips with that long tongue, it creeps me out. o_O;; It doesn't help that every time he does it, he's lusting after poor Sasuke. x.x;;

Aww...gambatte ne, Kit chan. *hugs tight* Having issues with co-workers are always a pain in the ass. x.x;; Just set that jealous woman straight on the facts. As for the free food...well you are talking to the wrong person because I am always starving. ;_; Like right now.

Zankuro san! *glomps* I am back! Or shall I say Pitas is back! >_<;; Where are you getting your Excel Saga? I only managed to watch the first two episodes of that but it was hilarious! I love the little puppy that Excel is always trying to eat. ^___^

And this is a really cool idea. It's a blog but instead of normal entries, she puts up her latest art that she did and writes about how she did it. Wai! The newest one is Shino, the weird bug guy from Naruto!! *_* I noticed that Ruaki is a big fan of Naruto x Sasuke. ^^; *cough* Lots of Harry Potter fanart there too ne. Go and see her main blog because she has fanart there too. *_* Her main pic has a little Kirua hugging a Gon plushie! *squeals* Hmm...I used to be on the same Xellos ML as her...wonder if she still remembers me...

[[ Wednesday, November 7, 2001 || 05:46 p.m. ]]

Kinda had a bad day today. I slept right through my alarm clock and I missed my classes. -_-;; A whole bunch of other things and basically, I just felt shitty. I did manage to call Kiri and Dave so that made me feel a bit better. Thank you both. I hate going to you guys when I feel bad because you guys always have to put up with my shit...that's one of the reasons I am so rarely online to chat...I have nothing to talk about except my crappy life. I try to be light-hearted and happy around people but it soon degenerates into yucky things. -_-;; I don't know...I guess I just got tired of pretending I am happy today and broke down and called you guys...gomen ne...I'll try not to bother you again.

On a lighter note, I added two new links. ^_^ Thanks Mercedes! I really like your layout too. Anything Haku related is all good for me. Although thinking about him and Zabuza makes me cry. ;_; Book 4 is definitely my favourite volume...not only did it have a lot of Kakashi fight scenes, but I cried my freaking eyes out. ;_; Oh by the way, did you catch the The Simpsons Halloween Special? They had a spoof of Harry Potter and it was brilliant!! Although the way Mortimort died was kinda icky. o_O;;

Hi, Kitsune! ^_^ Thanks for linking me. I love the colours on your blog. *_* I also have a soft spot for Angel Sanctuary...such beautiful art. *_*

Once again, you have found more wicked fanart links. How do you do it? *in awe* And did you see this Kakashi layout? Holy moly, Naruto layouts are popping up everywhere! This is great ne?! ^___^ It's nice to share obsessions.

Oops. I infected Coanteen with the Naruto bug too! And I couldn't possible support you if you drop out due to my influences! Unless you want me to sell your body...that I can do. ^-^

Heh...sorry Zankuro san...I am already so damned that I know I am going to hell. ^_^ A couple more curses won't matter. *laughs* But seriously, don't you think the manga will be worth it? *_* Naruto is so good! As for my layout making skills, trust me, you are so above me it's not funny. ^^;; This is your third layout right? If you had seen MY third layout, you would gag from disgust. x.x;; I have to work hard to be as good as you and other gods/goddesses of blog building!! *fire in eyes*

Hai hai, Laine, I like Houshin Engi quite a bit. ^_^ It's very entertaining. The last chapter that I read was the elephant race one where they accidently destroy the palace and Taikoubou has to run away to Las Vegas. ^^;;; I was betting on Suupuushan winning too!! Damn it!! *goes to Vegas to escape the loan sharks*

[[ Tuesday, November 6, 2001 || 12:20 a.m. ]]

I've noticed that I have been blogging more since I got this layout. ^^;; Well I guess that is good in a way...more ranting is always good. ^_^ I have already gotten a few comments about my whip...I swear, I am not insane. It's beautiful I tell ya! *_* And I have so much fun whacking my roommate on her bum and making her yelp. She is so cute. ^_^ Come on, people, send in the name suggestions!

Ok is it just me or does almost every character in Naurto rock? And I am not just saying this because I am horribly obssesed. So far, I have liked all of the female characters and that is a big thing for me. Most anime/manga girls annoy me and for a little while there, I thought Sakura was going that way. But then she became really cool and saved herself from my hate. ^_^ But man...those female jounins!! Anko and Kurenai are not only deadly but very sexy. *_* My favourite combination. I have been seeing a lot of Kurenai and Iruka pictures lately. Damn cursed Iruka...so many fans pair him up with Kakashi and now he gets the prettiest woman too!!! *IS JEALOUS*

AND OH MY GOSH IT'S A HAKU LAYOUT!! HAKU HAKU HAKU HAKU!!! *SQUEALS IN DELIGHT* I LOVE THIS LAYOUT!! AND SHE LIKES HARRY POTTER TOO!!

*laughs* Reinselft, you changed your layout again!! Well it's for a special occasion so I guess it was needed. ^_^ So tell me, are you doing a Kakashi layout after this one? I sincerely hope so! ^_^ I love chibi Kakashi too...especially this pic. Ooh the angst. By the way, I love the new fanarts. *_* Draw more nyo!

Hey Zankuro san...I think someone likes your layout! ^_^ But I agree with her that it is very pretty. ^___^ I wish I was talented like you two!! *sobs*

Yes Leareth, your fics keep me sane. Or maybe I just think they keep me sane but I am actually going deeper and deeper into a madness that I cannot even begin to imagine...hmm...I want a doll...and lots of blood...*dyes her hair white and gets a freaky right eye*

Do you want me to buy you a whip too, Kit san? ^__^ *innocent smile* You should have seen the look on my roommate when I said I won't be using it on horses...hehehehe...

Oi Esca, like the new layout. Did you use Paint Shop Pro 6 or 7? I recently downloaded 7 and it was SO much better! Lots of cool new things. Too bad it's in my other computer. -_-;;

Ahh! Gomen nasai, Tsukineko chan! I knew I shouldn't have infected you with the Naruto bug when you have so much work to do! *Inner Meta: HELL YEAH! Another Naruto fangirl!* Oops. Pulled a Sakura. ^^;;

[[ Monday, November 5, 2001 || 03:55 p.m. ]]

Back in London but still no computer. ;_; I tried hooking up the laptop but I can't get any Internet connection! I am not sure what I am doing wrong. ;_; So once again, I am mooching off my roommate. ^^v Now before I go any further, I just want to announce something...

NAME METAMIA'S WHIP CONTEST!!

That's right, I want people to name my beloved whip. *huggles it* I have a tendency to name things but I can't seem to think of one for this item. x.x;; So help me name it ne? Just email me with a name that you think will be good. ^_^ I'll wait 3 days for all the emails...that should be long enough ne? ^^;; And as for a prize...um...you have my eternal gratitude. ^^;;; What can I say...I'm poor. ;_;

In other news, I got more manga! (And it was a gift from my grandma so don't complain to me that I am being stingy for the Whip Contest XD). I managed to get Fruits Basket 1-7. *_* SO PRETTY. I LOVE KYOU. HE IS SO GRUMPY. *_* I also really really like Honda san and her two best friends. *_* It is so rare for me to like main female characters and co. but I really do like them. *_* I want to see more of Haru fighting Kyou. *_*

And now to catch up on my social blogging. ^^v

Zankuro is the new Naruto victim! Muwahaha!! *_* So which character do you like? Oh by the way, I love the new layout. It's pretty. ^_^

Oi Reinselft, thanks for the Kakashi CGs. They were yum. *_* If you drew a lot of fanart, scan them ne? I loved the ones you did before. And did you get my email for the ODFM yet?

It's ok Leareth. ^^;; It was a surprise quiz so I will not be surprised if I did flunk it. But your fanfics are a nice distraction though. I usually read them if I can't sleep and I am going out of my mind. @_@;;;

[[ Sunday, November 4, 2001 || 12:03 a.m. ]]

Oh I hurt everywhere. x.x;; My roommate, me and her mom went to this huge agricultural fair today. There was so many animals and I saw the cutest little rabbit. ;_; I wanted to buy it but I don't have room in my apartment! We pigged out on cotton candy, chocolate covered apples, fudge (oh it was so good!!), and lots of other junk food. *_* Afterwards, we went to the Royal Winter Fair Horse Jumping Competition. *_* IT WAS SO COOL! I LOVE HORSE JUMPING! My neck hurts like hell because I was so tense every time they made a jump but it was great. *_* This really pretty white horse won and he was so frisky that they couldn't even pin the ribbon on him. ^^;; I was really excited because there was a really famous jockey there. *_* And his son was there too. *_* They didn't win but it was still cool. ^_^ I only bought one thing but I love it...I BOUGHT A WHIP! *_* Not the long Indiana Jones type whip but the short riding crop you use for *cough* S&M. ^^;;; I think it's sexy. ^_^v Now I can finally whip my slaves into shape!!

The computer has to be fixed for a little longer. ;_; But my bro said I can borrow his laptop so it's not too bad. ^^;; I can still access the net but I guess I still have to put my Keepers List on hiatus. ;_;

[[ Saturday, November 3, 2001 || 11:51 a.m. ]]

*tired out of my mind*

Ok. I came back home for a visit and I had so much fun. My friends and my bro took me to the movies, pizza, bowling (oh shit that was fun!), and Pictionary!! *LAUGHS* Seriously, it sounds lame but it was really fun! I haven't bowled since I was 8 but I did pretty good. ^_^ I am happy to be home. Ok I gotta make this fast because I have to go somewhere!!!

Reins, thanks a lot for the links. As always, you are a goddess with finding stuff. *_* Kakashi I wuv you.

I got two more victims of the Naruto craze...Esca and Tsukineko! YES!! *_* Come on people, keep em coming!!

Kit, I still haven't sent you the nibs because something keeps coming up. @_@;; Gomen ne. I will do it ASAP.

Lika chan, glad you like it. ^_^ I must find cute bunny pics for you.

OK GOTTA GO!! OR MY ROOMIE WILL KICK MY ASS!!

[[ Thursday, November 1, 2001 || 07:13 p.m. ]]

Very tired but very happy. ^_^ You know how you get a high after exercising due to the natural endorphins your body produces? Well I get that high after I make a layout. *laughs* I am so happy that I made a big space for the entries to go...most of my previous layouts had very small spaces and I was feeling cramped. x.x;;

Added some new blog links. ^-^ Hello Zankuro! I finally managed to link you back. ^_^ If you could send me the codes, I would be very grateful. Hi Kristin (although you don't know me. ^^;;). Konnichiwa Kee! Thanks for linking me. ^_^ *huggles them all* I also added the link to our Meifu's greenroom...The Meifu Backstage!! Watch the shinigamis relax and bitch. Also added ODFM, which stands for "Of Drooling Fangurls and Men". I check that one a lot because it's so funny. *_*

I've created a monster. ^___~ You are one obsessed woman. *cackles evilly* Thanks for the nifty Japanese fanart links...do you have anymore? I crave fanart! *_* And I noticed that there is a lot of Kakashi x Sasuke pictures. o_O;; It's either that or Kakashi x Iruka. ^^;; Usually I would be jumping on the yaoi bandwagon but I can't really see either with him...they are not worthy of Kakashi!! *laughs* I really liked this site. That top image is so delicious. *_* And this and this were my favourite. *_* I also really liked this picture of Sasuke. *_* AND THIS PICTURE OF HAKU AND ZABUZA ROCKS!!! *Dies dies dies* I love those two so much. ;_; I keep reading book 4 and listening to Luna Sea...why am I so masochistic? *cries*

Thanks for the info, Kit. Glad you like the new look. ^_^ I have read up to 7 and halfway through 8 but I haven't seen his lower face either. ;_; And yes I do read ODFM a lot. ^^; I would love to join you guys in the frenzy. ^__^ But I am getting my computer fixed tomorrow so I don't know when I will get it back...I am also going home for the weekend. So I will join you guys when I get back ok? ^_^

So Leareth chan...would you like to join the Naruto craze as well? ^_^ And oh yes, did I mention that I think I flunked my quiz because I was up reading your fics instead of reading my textbook? ^_^;; Curse you and your great writing skills!!!

Wow Esca...you went from feeling guilty to anger real quick. x.x;; *hugs* Don't be too stressed out my dear. Sooner or later the boy will get the idea and back off. But seriously, you have to stop doing this...and I mean preventing getting into these kind of situations. ;_; I am worried about you. Just make sure he doesn't do anything ok? If he does, call the cops!!!

Got your letter Lika chan. *hugs tight* Thanks a lot. *-* It made me real happy. And I promise to use your gift to good use! *laughs* I will work on your layout as soon as I get my computer fixed. Sorry about that. ;_; I selfishly made my own before yours...you can kick my ass if you want. ;_;

*gives a beautifully wrapped box to Tsukineko* Here ya go neko chan...I stole Goku's hyper innocence for you. Use it well. Oops! Gotta run! *hides from an angry Sanzo*

[[ Thursday, November 1, 2001 || 06:38 a.m. ]]

*looks at the clock*

Ah crap...I'm gonna get very little sleep tonight. *smacks head* Well at least my layout is done. Since I lost my initial design a few days ago, I had to start from scratch. Actually, it turned out better in the second try so I am happy. Seriously, there has to be more Naruto sites on the net. It was so hard trying to find any usable pictures. x.x;; Maybe I should make a Kakashi shrine. I noticed you going insane over him. ^_^ Not that I blame ya...I am in the exact same state. *laughs* I love that picture of him sleeping too. *_* He looks kinda like Vash. o_O;; And yes Kit san, I know what is under his forehead protector. I just wanna see the rest of his face that the lower mask hides. ;_;

[[ Wednesday, October 31, 2001 || 02:14 p.m. ]]

All right!! Victim #1 is Reinselft!!. Kakashi sensei, you da man!!! Hooray to freaky eyed men!! *tackle glomps him*

But seriously, you have good taste in anime men, Reinselft. *laughs* Kakashi is also my favourite character. I love him in book 4!! His fight scene is SO COOL!! *_* I love that picture of his students pulling down their forehead protector to copy him. Kawaii!! And I wanna see under his mask. ;_; I love his heavy-lidded bedroom eyes. *giggles and blushes* You know what bedroom eyes mean!! *has hentai thoughts* And come on...with a book like "Come Come Paradise", you know he's reading porn! *ROFL*

People, go and read Naruto!! IT IS GOOD I TELL YA!! And the site updates very frequently! They do have a tendency to shut down once in a while but they are usually back in a day or two. ^_^

And now that my Naruto rant is over, I just like to say I read Senkaiden Houshin Engi yesterday. I enjoyed it immensely! It was slightly annoying that I couldn't download the scanlations but had to see it on the webpage but it was still good. They have it up to book 6. It's not as good as Naruto (wow, am I biased or what?) but it was close. ^___^ I really like Taikoubou and his hippo chan! *laughs* And I finally get this joke! Laine, you are so cracked. ^_^ I think Nataku and his teacher are a total riot. And yes, Youzen is very cute and his crossdressing amuses me greatly. ^^;;

[[ Monday, October 29, 2001 || 09:41 p.m. ]]

Very tired. My right foot hurts a lot from Tae Kwon Do. @_@;; The teacher made us do side kicks today...he would have us kick out and hold that position while he blabbed on and on and I thought my leg was gonna fall off! My ass still hurts from that. x.x;;; I didn't eat much today so I was seeing black spots while doing our drills. Maybe I should eat and sleep more. My roommate picked up a printer/scanner/copier today. So maybe I can mooch off her and scan something. *_* I still feel kinda bad over my lost Naruto layout but if I can make a better one than it's all good. I had a surprise quiz in Classical Studies and I think I totally flunked it. x.x;; This is what I get for reading fanfics instead of my textbooks!! >_<;;

And now for the social blogging that I have been meaning to do for the longest time. x.x;; These replies are old people...sorry.

Reinselft, the idea of Saitoh Hajime running around seducing little boys scare me. x.x;; Since I don't like RK yaoi that much I would prefer to think of him with just his wife. ^^;;; And yeah the actor is very pretty...I found this one picture of him sitting beside this actress and I swear, he was prettier than her!! >_<;; Did I already tell you that I like your layout? It's very spiffy. ^__^ Have you got a chance to read any Naruto yet? I found this picture on a manga forum and I couldn't stop laughing. Hmm...Kakashi vs. Zoro...I'm sorry Reinselft but I think Kakashi would win. ^___^ *hides so she won't be beat up*

Ara Kit san...sorry I haven't emailed ya. I meant to since I got your nibs but I was so busy. x.x; I am hoping to mail them off tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully it will get there safely. And oh yes, are we still meeting for the Meifu Tuesday night? My Tae Kwon Do club is throwing a party tomorrow night but I think I can make it for 8:45 pm. Get back to me ne?

Esca darling, the actor is 18 now and perfectly legal. ^_^ He is only two years younger than me!! Besides, it's nice to have an obsesson over a REAL PERSON for a change. *laughs* I wanna get the Japanese channel so I can watch his drama!!!

Sorry Kiri. I will try to be online more. I miss you very much too. It's just that I hate chatting online...you know that. >_<;; I know I have been a bitch lately...gomen ne. I am mostly on hermit-mode these days and that happens online too. *hugs* I will try to contact you more.

Stella onna!! *hugs* I am coming to Toronto this Friday...when are you free?

WAI!! Laine!! Did you see the new Inuyasha movie trailer??!! It looks really cool! And I saw a scene where Sesshoumaru and Kikyou were talking!! That is very strange ne?? And I love the new installment of Inuyasha. ^__^ It's so cute how Rin got all sparkly because Sesshoumaru is hunting down Naraku's underlings on her behalf. ^__^ I can SO see what you mean by a fatherly Fluffy sama...

Oi Alison san!! Thanks again for those lovely X updates. It's a good thing that Fuuma didn't kill Subaru eh? For a few moments there, I thought the onmyouji was good as dead. x.x;; But it looks nasty for Karen and Aoki san...

Lika chan...you still haven't given me your answer for your blog. ^^;;

*hugs Satsuki tight* You sounded so down in your blog entry. ;_; Are you ok?

Ack, sorry for this late reply, Tsukineko chan. @_@;; You seem busy as usual...much luck to ya. ^_^ As for the gorgeous Japanese actor, I found out about the movie accidently. I was reading up on homosexual practices in the ancient world for my Classical Studies and it had a link to that movie's website. I want to get the movie so bad!! I was gonna order from this online site but now I am not so sure...I think it's a ripped off bootleg version of the DVD and I am not sure if it will work on my computer. Cursed region codings!! I wanna see pretty Shinsengumi yaoi. ;_;

I have been reading this blog a lot lately. She has such interesting Harry Potter fanart links!! And lo and behold, she likes Sirius x Remus like me!!! *cries in joy* I thought I was one of the rare ones for liking that pairing because all I can find on Harry Potter fanfics is Harry x Draco!! YUCK! Sorry to all the HxD fans out there but that pairing is very unlikely. Have you ever known a bully in school who terrorized the kids and basically hated your guts? Now can you imagine yourself with that person romantically? I would think not. SxR on the other hand...has much *cough* possibilities ne? ^^;; Thanks Kristin for all the lovely links!

I also disovered that this blog has linked me! Zankuro san, in case you are reading this I promise to link you back ASAP!! I know this will sound stupid but how did you get your cursor bar to the other side? o_O;; That is so cool!!