The Lawmaker
Metamia is a 20 year old gunslinger from the far east. When she isn't catching crooks and thugs, she likes to relax and take long naps. Ironically, she is not that law abiding either since she is also a part time pimp. Her current favourite reads consist of NARUTO, Hunter x Hunter, Hikaru no Go, Fruits Basket, and Houshin Engi. She is also a total Harry Potter maniac and is currently going through the Lord of the Rings. Her homebase is in Toronto, Canada but she moved to London, Canada due to school reasons. Don't ask her how a University student qualifies to be a sheriff. She just IS.


A school picture taken a few years ago. My hair is really short right now though... And to think I used to look this innocent. He said he was just trying to hug me but I don't buy that! Bad brother! My mommy is so cool. ^_^ So how the hell did she spawn monsters like me and my bro? o_O;; My grandma rocks! Only she can pull off such a cheesy pose and still look sugoi. Ah my semi-formal. ^_^ I am the second girl from the left. The girl in the blue dress is my best friend.

My school trip to Quebec! It was so much fun. ^_^ I am the dumb one with her hand up in the air. @_@;; The top of the Empire State Building on our school trip to NY. Heh, too bad I didn't push Chris off the edge. *_* Champ is my best friend's old puppy. Doesn't he look a little like Inuyasha? ^__^ Kiri's four kitties. I loved all of them so much but grouchy Ame was my favourite. She liked sleeping on me. ^^;; My other favourite kitty. Sir is such a slut for affection. That manwhore. ^_^ An old picture of me in traditional Korean clothes.

The Criminals
The following men have committed crimes all over the world. If you have tips to help our investigations, please contact the sheriff's office.

Gojyo: The perverted flesh trader

Sha Gojyo: The kingpin of an international flesh trade. His victims are taken right off the streets and sold like cattle to the rich and depraved.

Goku : The psychotic serial killer

Son Goku: A serial killer that has murdered over 50 people. His innocent exterior hides an unstable mind that explodes into violence.

Sanzo : The insane cult leader

Genjo Sanzo: The leader of a suicidal cult group. His organization is responsible for the deaths of dozens of people in this country.

Hakkai: The sinister organ thief

Cho Hakkai: A black market organ dealer. He will lure you with his smile and next thing you know, you are lying in a tub of ice with a kidney missing.

All of these men are armed and highly dangerous. If you have any tips to help their capture, contact the sheriff's office. DO NOT APPROACH THEM YOURSELF. THEY ARE EXTREMELY DELUSIONAL. THEY BELIEVE THAT THEY ARE ON A HOLY MISSION TO GO TO THE WEST AND STOP AN EVIL DEMON. DO NOT BELIEVE THEIR LIES!

The Posse
Window to the Soul
Acidspit
Dysphoria
Insomniac Overdrive
Tenshi 20xx
Pointless
Meifu
Meifu Backstage
Echoes From the Void
Green Tea Ice Cream
12 o'clock in Chinatown
Random Pie
Because I Can't Sleep
Dreams of Sakura
Under Thlyali's Thrall
Pink Lemonade
ChibiYing
Vitriol Epistolaries
Bitter Strawberry
Empty Vessels
One Dimensional
Catharsis
Beneath These Crowded Streets
Narcissistic Anima
Dear Mervis
X Island
A Plague of Plushies
Ulthran
Saqqara
Lazuli
Random Thoughts
Banana Split
Kudaranai
Dark Pop
ODFM
Crippled With Desire
I Love Me
Vulpine
Icha Icha Paradise
Whack's Blog
Profane Babbling
Plop
God Called In Sick Today
Hybrid Rainbow
Blank Page
Brave Fencer Murasaki
Clear-Rain.Net
Lalaland
Terminally Screwed
Private Heaven
Aoi Tenshi
Apple Pie à la Mode
Reflection
usyagiNU
When Angels Deserve To Die
Sparkling Cynicism
Hallucinatory Terrain
Survive Bad Blood
Cafe Endless
Panicky
Laraku
Velvet Green

The Getaway
Yami no Matsuei Keepers List
Toriyama's World
Bandit Dance
The Nameless Manga Translation Site
Manga Screener
Inuyasha translations
Sinfest
MegaTokyo
Your Wings Are Mine
Oversoul
Sketch of Love
Caffeine
Fukagawa
Eros
The Tale of Neko Wufei
3x5 Theater
Hamlet : The Manga
Blue Ribbon
Pitas

The Stash
Archive
Genjo Sanzo
Ishigami Kamuro
Ashiya Mizuki
Chi
Niwa Daisuke
Inuyasha & Kagome
Naruto, Sasuke, Sakura, & Kakashi




Tuesday, February 5, 2002

((11:43 p.m.)) Need to sleep but I wanted to blog one more time...a rarity I tell you. Well Vincent my darling, I suppose I shouldn't abuse you too much. ^_^ After all, my mother was so horribly in love with you...too bad she left you for that crackwhore Hojo and her beloved experiment. But seriously...if you two had stayed together...you would have been my dad. o_O;; WEIRD!! I think I like you better as a never aging depressed vampire. ^_^ *glomps* As for dear Cloud, I have more fun messing with his head. Dance my puppet! Now fall conveniently on top of Reno and get jiggy!! *_*

*snickers* And I have been to that site Kit love. Did you know they have a mirror of that site where the REALLY graphic stuff is...and you need a password to get in? ^_^ And yes indeed, Muraki is MUCH better than an icky snake god dude. x.x; I mean...eww...tentacle porn!!! >_<;;

As for the gift, it's not anything dangerous. Really! ;_; I mean, it's not food matter, or anything dubious. Gosh, I didn't know that was going on in Singapore. x.x;; That sucks dude. *hugs* Well I will keep hoping it will reach you safely. x.x;; And yes I know Gackt is totally nuts. In this one game show, he had to do a little scene with this 13 year old girl from Morning Musume (that huge pop girl group) and it basically went like this:

Gackt: How old are you?
Kago: I'm 13 years old.
Gackt: Hmm...well I suppose 13 is too young to start dating...
Kago: I guess so...
Gackt: You are 13 deshou? Well I am 461 years old.
Kago: O_O;; EH!!
Meta: HAHAHAHA!!! *ROFL*

My Japanese is pathetic but I understood that much. ^^; But I also read his magazine interviews and he gives very odd answers. But I guess he is just trying to be an eccentric artist. And I can also tell he obviously suffered from depression when he was young, possible suicidal tendencies, many neurosis (the most prominent being that he needs to clean all the time), and a hugeass control freak who is also a harsh perfectionist. Wow...can you tell I thought this through? ^_^

Tuesday, February 5, 2002

((05:31 p.m.)) UGH. I feel miserable. >_<;; Been kinda sick for the last two days so blogging had be pushed back again. x.x;; Feel a bit better now that I got some food in my stomach. On top of that my Morpheus crashed on me yesterday and I lost my download of the Cowboy Bebop Movie. -_-;; Shit!! That file was about 600 MB and Morpheus can be notoriously slow...I almost had it all too. -_-;; That really pissed me off. Been reading an original story that neko chan recommended to me. It's called "And I Will Touch the Sky". It's pretty good actually. I always like original yaoi. ^^v But one thing that really struck me about the story was that the writer writes mostly just dialogue and bare bone descriptions. I know some people don't like that but I love that shit. Usually when I read a story, the dialogue is the biggest factor whether I will like it or not. Luckily, her characters talk in my favourite fashion: smart, quick, cynical and real smart-alecky. ^_^ I did wish she could have described the characters a bit more. It took me about 10 chapters to figure out Nicky had auburn hair. >_<;; Or was it 20? Anyway, reading this story made me kinda happy. One of the reasons I gave up writing was that when I write stories, they sound more like a drama script with lots of dialogue and description of action. I tried so hard to write like other writers out there (you know, with thoughtful imagery and description and shit) but it just wouldn't work and I got so frustrated...and I began to hate my style of writing and criticized it to the point that I couldn't write one sentence without erasing it 5000 times. But reading this story and enjoying it immensely taught me that it's not that my style of writing is bad...it's just that it's my style and I should work with what I like. And if others don't like it because the style is not the common type, then screw them. And if it reads like a script...well I guess I could always write screenplays. ^_^ Anyway, I'm done that and now reading another original story she has about angels and demons. Maybe I will check out her fanfics too. Thanks neko for the great link...I needed it when I woke up from my coma yesterday and was bored out of my mind. Read the whole story in one sitting. If I start writing again because of my epiphany, I will credit you ok? *laughs*

I have also become a Gackt fan overnight. It's all because of Lilack and that Gackt personality quiz I found on her blog. ^^;; Here's my result:



Which Gackt are you most like?
quiz by mcvarmazi

You are the black, winged Gackt from Malice Mizer's most popular album. The songs on this album are dark but inspiring. All are unforgettable. Some of Malice Mizer's best work in the Gackt-age is on this CD, for it displays the multi-faceted creativity of this very versatile band. The corresponding music videos and concert for this album are equally fascinating. Many visual kei looks are considered to be integral to this album, but most famous perhaps is the wing scheme.... where Gackt flew down from the stage ceiling all in black with giant wings like a graceful and solemn raven.

Well I have heard of Malice Mizer and its singer Gackt before but I didn't like their music very much. I knew Gackt went solo a few years ago but I thought his music would be like MM so I didn't bother. But I downloded some songs and they were really good!! And I also got my hands on some interviews he did that was translated with English subtitles. Sweet! And I have to say that Gackt is a very funny man...in a dead calm kinda way. ^^;; I don't know...from his music videos, I thought he would be kinda genki and shit but he is so dead calm and serious and even when the interviewers tease him, he takes it in such stride...hell, he even says really great comebacks. ^_^ And I like the fact that he has a deep voice unlike most male Japanese singers. And by the gods, he really does look like Squall from FF8. x.x;; Or should I say Squall looks like him since Gackt calls him Gackt #2? ^^;; Is this a good thing? I mean, I hate Squall's guts. Well I did see his music video Vanilla and he looked like Cloud there so I feel a bit better. I also got my hands on that notorious concert clip that even I have heard of...oh yes, the one where he performs Vanilla (and the lyrics are very very suggestive) while groping his band members, shoving their faces into his crotch, shove one of the guitarists to the ground, hump him, and then lick his hand. @_@;; But when he first straddled the guitarist, the camera momentarily veered away from him and focused on the crowd...and when it came back he was still humping the guys...so what I want to know is, what was Gackt doing in those brief moments that the cameraman had to change the focus to the audience? ^_^ *cackles* So yeah...I like Gackt's music, his music videos are funky, and I like the artist himself. I think my favourite interview was when the host asked him what kinda women he likes and with a perfectly straight face he says: "Well I suppose it would be bad form to say someone who is good in bed...so how about a woman who is good at sex?" *DIES LAUGHING* It's very rare for me to like entertainers for their personality but I think Gackt is a riot. ^_^ I loved it when he surprised this one game host by speaking fluent Mandarin at her. ^_^ And he speaks some English too and actually takes time to email people back. I am VERY tempted to write him an email...then I can tell him that my favourite song is Seki Rei and how sexy he looked brooding and looking all depressed in the music video. *_* I'm a fucking ray of sunshine aren't I? *snickers* But seriously, even if he was dog ugly, I love his music so it's all good. I mean, I loved L'Arc en Ciel for months before I finally got to see to a picture of the band members. It tickled me silly that Hyde with his deep lovely voice was shorter than I am and looked like a pretty little girl. ^^;; Currently listening to Vanilla, which is my second favourite song. But I think it's my favourite music video since I also downloaded a remix version of it, the making of it, and the concert live of it. ^_^ I can't help it...I mean, the lyrics are so kinky and suggestive that every website that I found translations of, the translators were either real blushy and embarassed or they thought they should put a rating warning on it. *LAUGHS* Motto!! Fukaku! Motto!! Hayaku!! *GETS A HUGE NOSEBLEED* Gackt sama sounds a rabid horny nympho when he says that. ^_^

Sorry for not blogging earlier, Melissa. But I feel a bit better now thus my ranting. And by the way, should I call you Melissa? Mel? I always called you Demon Fox Kurama so I am not sure what to call you ne...and Demon Fox Kurama is a mouthful. ^_^ And oh yes, I have been to Priceless. *rolls eyes* The skirt that my friend got was pretty but it was like one of the only things I liked there. And oh my gosh, I loved it when people payed me in change for cigarettes! ^_^ I used to do some cashier work for my parents when we had the gift shop and people always used as like a bank. -_-;; They were too lazy to go upstairs in the mall to get change for their phones and shit so I was always running out of quarters. But the real funny ones were the ones who tried to use fake IDs to get cigarettes. ^_^ Kids are so dumb. You liked my rant on La Blue Girl eh? ^_^ Maybe I should burn off these episodes instead of deleting them so I can traumatize people with it. Here is a translation site for Yami no Matsuei and yes she has book 11. And I agree with you about Nagare...all ukes are alike ne? ^_^ And seriously, look at page 164, middle pannel on the bottom, it's SO OBVIOUS what he is doing. Can we say "jerking off" boys and girls? *laughs* ^_^ If you read the translations, it makes it very obvious that Nagare is enjoying it and he pretty much hates himself for it. ^^;; Poor dude. And since being molested by this monster seems like a family tradition, it makes Hisoka's death less icky in my mind. I mean, yeah Muraki raped the poor boy, cursed him and after 3 years of pain he died. But I think I would rather have that then be repeatedly raped with tentacles by an icky monster until I finally died and then my son is the next meal. Ironic that Muraki should be the kinder of the two. -_-;; And the biggest change from Hane to Yume to the tankoubon was obviously the graphic tentacle scenes. In HtY, they just had these two pages to show that Nagare is cursed by the evil spirit. I think chapter 49 had the biggest changes done to it. Here is some scans of it so you can compare. Hope those links helped. ^_^

Ah thanks Lyn for the link! ^_^ I had your blog linked like...ages ago. x.x; I can't remember anymore. But yeah, I am a fan of your fanfics and your blog entries were just so funny and interesting...couldn't resist linking you. ^^v I like the layout change...although I thought Chibi Fuuma...er...I mean Kamui was adorable. ^_^

Reinselft, you layout whore, you made another one!! @_@;; Jeez...how long does it take you to make a layout anyway? Do I even need to mention it looks good? ^_^ And I loved the new look and the new wallpapers on Artistic Stuff. I was oggling your Hikaru no Go wallpaper with Akira and Hikaru on it. *_* Is it just me or is the artist drawing them very bishie these days? Hikaru lost that softy pudgy look and Akira looks kinda sharper too. And did you read the chapters of it on Toriyama's World? I swear, I wanna be Akira. Not only does he get coffee, cake, and free rides from that pretty lady who idolizes him, but he gets sushi and free rides in a really nice car from Ogata sensei. I swear, Akira is such a little slut and he has it great!! ;_;

Kee, your new layout is...how shall I say this...it gives me brain tumours. x.x;; In a good way though! I tremble before your bunny with awe. No really I do. ^__^ And oh yes!! I totally forgot to mention this!! I met that Sanji look alike again...I think we have similar bus routes because I saw him on the bus. ^^;; He wasn't wearing his black suit this time but it was definitely Sanji...and still gorgeous. ^^;; I told my mom about him and she thinks I should approach him and talk to him. -_-;; Yeah right...like when the next ice age hits maybe. But the weirdest thing is...I saw a Zoro look alike on the same day!! Cool ne!! He was a bit too tall to be a good Zoro but his hair was exactly the cut and colour of Zoro's. x.x;; It was a shock I tell ya...didn't think I would ever find hair that unique. SO yeah Reinselft, if I can find a Zoro copy in my school campus, I am sure you will be able to find him in your city too ne? ^_^ If I see a Luffy copy, I will tie him and up and send him to you ok? ^_^

*looks at Laine's newest LOTR creation* You are one sick sick individual...I love you. You rock. *hugs*

Oi Leareth, I have up to episode of 7 of Hellsing like you. ;_; Damn it, maybe they just haven't fansubbed the rest yet. >_<; Oh well...I will wait. ^^v And dubbed hentai anime IS bad. ^_^ Most are damn funny though. My highlight of a con last year was the midnight hentai room where me and my buds made fun of the whole thing. I think the rest of the people in the room (all men) didn't appreciate it but then I was pretty loud when I mentioned everyone sitting seemed to be leaning forward a bit...I guess they didn't appreciate what I was insinuating. *cackles* Good luck with the site moving. ^^;; I know that is always such a pain in the ass. *hugs* And oh yes...did I mention that I still haven't sent your package? Due to circumstances, I bought your gift last and then didn't have time to send it...and then I went broke because of the stupid student loan went screwy so no money to send it off with. -_-;; Sad isn't it? But seriously, I am not sure if your package will make it through the Australian customs...I am still shocked that neko chan's did. >_<;; Will try as soon as possible ok? ;_; Gomen ne.

Which reminds me...how is it with your package, Kit? ;_; Please tell me you got it. I beg of you. *cries weeps sobs* @_@;; And did you notice that in your newest blog entry, you said "Toronto" instead of "Totoro"? ^_^ *grins* Were you thinking about me love? And yes indeed I am happy to have got Sephiroth in that character selector. ^_^ Did I mention that Vincent is one of my fav characters...and I like Seph x Vincent? *_* Muwahahaha!! *jumps Vincent and does horrible naughty things to the ex Turk* *_* And did I mention that I like Cloud x Vincent even better!! Muwahahaha!! *shoots Vincent and Cloud with aphrodisiac darts and locks them into a room together* Buwahahaha!! *_* All right!!

But wait...what about me? ;_; Oh I know! *grabs Rufus and ties him to a bed* Come on Rufus!! Let me play with your shotgun!? Or I'll have to ask Reno for his electric rod and it could get downright ugly, my dear. And I don't mean tentacles. *evil grin* Unless you are into that sort of thing. ^___^ I promise to use lubrication...I'm sadistic, not downright cruel. Oh my God!! Now I am having really really bad thoughts about Rufus and Jenova's tentacles!!! *DIES LAUGHING* BTW, nice new layout. You are fast becoming a layout whore too. x.x;;

Hey James...hope you feel better dude. I know pills seem really sucky but they aren't all that bad (playing Devil's Advocate). I am not saying that they are the answer to solving your problems but when I took anti depressants it got me out of my funk JUST enough for me think rationally and clearly and get out of my own shitpile by my own steam power. I was also given sleeping medication so I don't think they gave me really strong anti depressents...although the sleeping pills themselves were way potent. o_O; And that is indeed a real nice artbook! Lisa is a nice gal. ^_^ And dude!! Why didn't you tell me it was your birthday? Or did you mention it before but I missed it? x.x;; Well Happy Belated Birthday. ^_^ And you are not old. If you are old, then what the hell am I? o_O;;

Ne ne Zankuro chan...you have been gone so long! ;_; I guess this means you lost my email to you too right? ;_; Maybe I will catch you on ICQ...if I go online. x.x;; Gods...*kicks her online chat programs*

Gods...my posts are getting longer and longer these days. I talk to much. Ok I am gonna shut up now and rest a bit. x.x; This has totally worn me out. *crawls into bed*

Sunday, February 3, 2002

((02:49 a.m.)) Wow! I haven't blogged in a long time! @_@;; Been going a bit crazy. My school messed up my student loans again so I am literally living from dollar to dollar until it gets straightened out. I have to pay the bills tomorrow and I am cringing just thinking about it. I estimate that after tomorrow, I will have about...10 bucks. ^_^ God I love my life.

Anyway, despite the crazy ass shit that is going down, I managed to do some stuff to distract myself. A few days ago, I was checking out Morpheus to download anime (I want more Hellsing damn it!!) and I found this one user with a real hefty collection of anime hentai. So I thought "Oh what the fuck." Now...my experience with anime porn (or even general porn for that matter) is pretty limited. The only anime hentai title that I could think of at the time was La Blue Girl. Well the user had that so I got a few episodes...and I have learned some valuable lessons:

1. Tentacle porn is VERY SCARY.
2. Tentacle porn in dub is SCARIER.
3. Ninja girls are totally useless against monsters with big dicks.
4. Masturbating is the only effective training method for all ninjas.
5. Don't share panties with your non-ninja sister because the monsters will sniff out your "love juice" and mistake your poor sibling for you.

After I finished watching them, I think half of my brain cells died. I mean, do people really watch this shit to get aroused? The only thing I did while watching La Blue Girl was either cringe or laugh, especially the latter. I mean, I couldn't stop laughing my ass off when the main character had to go to the demon world to fight and the only way possible was to drink a really potent aphrodisiac, face north, and masturbate!! *DIES LAUGHING* Or when the enemy ninja dude traps the main girl with this strange contraption that makes air dildos. That's right, he was AIR FUCKING her. *DIED DIES DIES* He's a fucking genius!! He should patent that gadget and make millions of dollars!! *DIES DIES DIES* >_<;;

So yeah...that was my short foray into anime hentai. It was amusing all around but dang it was painful. Especially that one scene when the demon king was doing the nasty with his human queen. O_O;; His penis was huge! I'm talking like 30 cm in length and 15 cm in diameter!! How the fuck did it fit inside her without destorying all her inner organs!?!?

Ok on to more pleasant subjects. ^_^ I was going to make another layout for myself since this wench made a War of Genesis III layout before I could. ;_; How could you! Boo hoo! But anyway, everything I was trying wasn't working out so well so I gave up and just made a wallpaper.

Yeah my third wallpaper!! ^__^ I don't know too much about the plot of War of Genesis III but the art is SO pretty. *_* The design is a bit busy though...and I couldn't add my name and email since there was no room on the bottom. ;_; Hope no one steals it and take credit. ;_;

In other anime news, I managed to get my hands on Yami no Matsuei 11, Naruto 10, and D.N. Angel 6. Actually, this is ancient news but I haven't posted anything about it so there. ^^v I was expecting the tentacle scene in YnM 11 and all I can say is: "Nagare, you think you have it bad? Go and watch La Blue Girl and be thankful you only have two orifices to violate." The changed chapters from the Hana to Yume to the tankoubon was quite drastic. O_O;; I think I perfer the original. -_-;; As for Naruto, the fight between Lee and Gaara kicked ass!! It was so damned sad when Gai sensei was weeping for Lee though. ;_; Poor Lee!! *huggles him* And I finally get to see the ecchi dude who wrote Come Come Paradise. *worships at his feet* D.N.Angel is going way too slow for my taste but I loved that scene where Daisuke shows his secret to Riku and his family jumps out of the bushes and knocks her out! *laughs* Poor Dai chan...can't get any action with his family hovering over him. ;_;

Oh my god, I'm Sephiroth . I am the ultimate uber seme of Final Fantasy 7. Now I can molest everyone in sight and be justified!! *grabs Cloud, Vincent, Rufus, Reno, and Tseng* MUWAHAHAHA!!! ORGY TIME!! *_* Too bad I didn't get Rufus...I wouldn't mind being pretty, arrogant, lethal, and equipped with my own little harem of Turks. I love the Turks. *raises lighter* TURKS FOREVER!! WOO HOO!!

And now on to the glorious social blogging. ^_^ Laine, I don't do google searches like that all the time!! It's just that we have this running joke going that someone keeps looking for Luffy x Kee stuff. ^^;; So for the hell of it, I looked up the other One Piece characters with their corresponding fangirl/fanboy. Shall I do something like that with you and Legolas? *evil grin* And I live in a city called London but not London, England...it's London, Canada. ^^; Don't ask me why people would name one city after another one. >_<;;

Wow, Leareth has been very busy, hasn't she? ^_^ And dear, just go and watch La Blue Girl...TRUST ME, Hisoka's dad had it easy!! >_<;; At least there was lubrication!!!

Ahh...I see you tinkered with the layout, Stelli chan. Who said you were allowed to do that! *death glare* Hahaa...just kidding. ^_^ And it snowed in Toronto? Finally! It's been snowing pretty regularly here in London...which sucks. -_-;; And by the gods woman, you are such a hussy! Look at that list of men you are drooling over, real and fictional! ^_^ You so funny. *pokes her*

Ahh Satsuki!! You were sick!?! ;_; Are you better now? *snuggles* I will try to be online more so I can talk to you. @_@;;

Melz, I can't seem to access your journal. ;_; *is sad* Is your server down?

Melissa, glad to see you got another job from Priceless. ^_^ My friend once bought a denim skirt from there. ^^;; Kyahh...I didn't like anything in that store. x.x; I was cringing massively when I saw all those shirts and pants with glitter and rhinetones and etc. x.x; It looks like a shop from the 80's. >_<;;

Ooh!! I love Lilack's new layout! It's Bou chan!! *tackle glomps him* And I think you should buy all 23 of the books instead of the PS2...it'll be cheaper!! ^_^

All righty!! That is the end for now! Holy shit this post took forver to write. x.x; I have finally got a normal sleeping pattern but this night might screw me up again. Doh!

Friday, January 25, 2002

((08:27 a.m.)) Just wanted to tell you folks that I am going to Toronto this afternoon for the weekend. I will most likely be able to check email and blog on my uncle's computer but in case I can't I am gonna rant a bit and do some social blogging now. ^^v

Added four new blog links. *waves hello to Lemmy, Melz, Melissa, and Tiffany* Hi hi!! ^__^ The really funny thing is that I know Melissa online and I have met her once in real life. ^^;; She contacted me because I left a message on Melz's blog (I want your Fruits Basket 8!!) and she said she recognized my name. ^_^ She and I were in the same Dilandau ML together and I saw her once at Anime North, which is an anime con in Toronto. Glad to see you again, Melissa!! *glomps* But it really is a small world ne? ^_^ I haven't heard from you in ages since I quit the Dilandau ML but to have found your friend's blog from a random search...and then through her, finding you...*laughs* Life is so weird that way!! But you know, stuff like this happens to ALL the time. x.x;; These two are also people I know through strange connections. ^__^ Lika (who lives in Ottawa) became my friend through a mutual online friend and then we later discovered that her cousin in Toronto was my classmate in high school and go to the same university as me!! E san said he read my blog even before coming to Canada last September but when he transferred to the University of Windsor, he befriended an old high school friend of mine!! What a surprise when he was looking at my blog and James yells: "That's Meta chan's blog!!" So yeah...strange connections...how does stuff like this happen to me? o_O;;

Lyn, I am happy that you got your site back. *_* Cursed hackers!! They should be skewered with a kunai! And I am happy to have amused you. ^^v Actually, just for the hell of it, I tried a whole bunch of combination of dirty search words with me and Nami (who is my favourite ^_^) and almost 80% of the time, I got Reinselft's blog. ^__^ She must love talking dirty about me. =D

And darling, I love your new layout! Zoro is back eh? Oh my gosh...that dress up thingy for the Naruto characters was hilarious! I dressed up Naruto like a magic girl and Sakura as an hentai old man. ^__^ And I took that Harry Potter quiz and I am 52% obsessed with Harry Potter...which means that I am a "Full time HP fan". ^^; I love question 70 and 71 because it was so ironic!

70. Have ever spent an afternoon in London searching for the Leaky Cauldron?
71. Even though you don't live in the U.K.?

The irony is that I DO live in London...but not in England! *laughs* And I have tried looking for a bar called the Leaky Cauldron. ^^;; Well I am an university student...if I am gonna get drunk, I might as well in an interesting place ne? ^^;;

Kee, I have no idea who searched for that particular search phrase...but if I ever find out, I will tell you ne? ^^;; But gosh, you and Luffy are quite the pair ne? If it makes you feel any better, I just got a hit for the words "Meta hentai". Why would anyone wanna see anything hentai of me? I have also been getting a lot of Drangonball Z hentai hits. >_<;; The Goku I talk about is the one from Saiyuki you dolts!!

Which reminds me...Esca love, I got a hit with the words "Esca hentai". ^^; What have you been doing my dear? *hugs tight* Ne ne...you ok? You sound real down...I will call you this weekend...is that ok? ;_;

Oi Kit ne chan...if you moved work...uh, what about the package I sent you? o_O;; Wasn't that addressed to your work place? BTW, did you even get it yet? *is very worried* And you are indeed a bigger HP fan than me. x.x;; *is scared*

Oh my gosh...I love Ruaki's blog. *_* She made these cool Horohoro icons and she is blogging along with him! *laughs* I think this one is my fav icon. ^_^ Boroboro is so cute!!

Hey wench, I burned off a whole bunch of anime because of you. x.x;; Over 5 gigs of it actually...but I still got about 7 gigs of anime left on my hard drive. x.x; So we are watching Fruits Basket ok? ^_^ Yeah!! Hatsuharu! *glomps him*

Yes neko chan...you know me and pretty boys. ^_^ And the Pocky is going fast? Oro!! Aren't there any stores in Perth where they sell giant Pocky?

Ok that is it for me...gotta finish packing and go!!! ^__^ My parents promised to watch Lord of The Rings with me...this will be my third time seeing it. ^^;; Kyah...Legolas. *_*

Wednesday, January 23, 2002

((01:46 a.m.)) Oh my gosh...I feel so damned special. *_* I finally got a search engine hit regarding Luffy and Kee...behold!! It's "luffy fucking kee from behind pictures"!!! *DIES LAUGHING* Actually, there was one other site that got the same hit...try and guess which one it is. It's not hard, trust me. *ROFL* ^__^ This is just too funny. Actually, I looked up "Zoro fucking Reinselft" and "Sanji fucking Lyn" on Google and got their blogs too. ^^;; Sorry E san, no luck for you with Nami on Google. ^_^ Maybe you should write more graphic stuff on your blog ne?

I was looking for info on the Hellsing OST today and I stumbled across this happy little blog. The funny thing is that one of her newest posts was about Terrence (the owner of my fav anime shop Kikiwai) giving her the last copy of Fruits Basket 8 that he just picked up from his trip to Japan. ;_; I was very sad...because now I had accidently found the person who had taken the last volume that I had called a bit too late to reserve. *CRIES* Bad enough that I didn't get it...why did I find that person online? @_@;; Oh well no hard feelings...they are ordering another copy for me. ^^;; Damn, it sucks to be in London...I lose out all the good manga shit to my competition in Toronto. x.x;; I mean...I lost that Zoro doll to E san and James, now the manga as well?! ;__; But she did scan and translate this really cute scene in the manga. ^-^ I love Hatsuharu!! *_* And who is this Rin chick? Another cursed relative? WHat do you mean "Haru's old love"!! I thought he only loved Yuki! I want her to be the rooster damn it!! I'm a rooster and I want my Fruits Basket equivalent!! *_* NEWAYZ, thanks for the cute scanlation. You and your friends seem to read similar stuff to me...Fruits Basket, Yami no Matsuei, Naruto, etc etc. It's a good thing that I reserved YnM 11 for pick-up this weekend. x.x;; Also reserved D.N.Angel and Naruto 10...just thought I'd tell you guys. *is acting paranoid* Damn it...I wanna be back in Toronto...Terrence is giving away all the good shit while I'm not there!! *cries* Maybe I should get Ritz to always hold my series when the new books come in...

Hey thanks Laine. ^_^ Glad you like it. I had your Legolas wallpaper on when my roommates was watching something with me and they found it amusing. ^^;; And can't these people spell Lain correctly? o_O;; I mean...it's not that hard a name. I also showed my roommate Ashley your LOTR parody because she likes the Matrix. ^_^ Damn, I laughed my head off so hard when I saw that...you are so cracked. ^_^

Wow, Leareth! You are becoming a Hellsing whore! *_* Yeah!! Sometimes, it's good to watch something that doesn't require much thought...just pure carnage and action. ^_^ And who is this wonderful person downloading all this stuff for you? I want him to download stuff for me too. ;_;

Kit!! *tackle glomps* Congrats!! It's always nice to get what you want ne? *evil leer* I wish you much luck with this new job. ^_^ I am sure it will be all good...well you are just so wonderful and talented and oh my gosh, such a genius!! *sucking up* I love my big sis. *_*

Ooh...nice new layout James. ^_^ Wow...it's been a while since I saw You're Under Arrest. Wasn't that the same mangaka who did Ah my Goddess?

And a new layout for E san as well. Boy, you guys are being productive. ^_^ Wahh!! That is such a sappy pic of Anna and Yoh! *_* She isn't beating him up!! ^^;; And I still think Nami and Luffy should get together...I mean come on!! He pretty much declared his love for her!! ^___^

And oh yes...if anyone knows any info on a Korean RPG game called War of Genesis III, contact me and tell me the plot. @_@;; My Korean is damn rusty and the character and story summary is going way over my head. Trying to figure out Beramode's gender from the Korean description was impossible. x.x; They kept using non gender specific pronouns like "youth" and "adolescent". Well I later found out it was a guy...but anyways, the art is SO BEAUTIFUL!! The first blog I ever saw with a War of Genesis pic on it was Lilack's blog...which now I know is Christian. The second one I saw was Zeruel's blog which had Beramode on it. And this blog has a War of Genesis layout as well...I believe that is Embla. Gosh I really want to make layouts with these pics. *_* I really like the designs for Demian, Rien, Joan, Tailune (yes, that's a guy), and Saladin. Very tempted to do another layout...no must not!! But such pretty pics...wahh!! *cries*

Monday, January 21, 2002

((05:02 a.m.)) Ok it's late but some kind of pounding noise woke me up. I suspects it's the neighbours upstairs doing...something. I don't really wanna know. >_<;; So now I am wide awake and I will most likely not fall asleep again. Oh well...I will burn some time until I need to get ready to go to class...so here is the social blogging that I promised. Seriously, these days I don't even feel like blogging anymore...so tired. >_<;; But first, some ranting.

I have come to realized that I haven't turned off my computer in ages. I am constantly around the clock downloading anime. And the irony is that I don't always have the time to watch them. -_-;; And since my burner is not working, I am just hoarding them. @_@;; But I did manage to see some of it this weekend so it was all good. I managed to get my hands on some of the X TV episodes (finally!!) and I have to say, I am quite impressed with the animation and the files themselves. Most of the files run around 170 - 210 MB but holy shit, the quality is great!! I have a few Hikaru no Go and Fruits Basket episodes about that size and they look great too...but these X episodes are encoded really well. o_O;; It's either that or they had a really good source (probably DVD) and equipment to copy it. I mean, X has more detail and stuff than Hikaru no Go or Fruits Basket so the clarity of the pictures just make me wanna cry. And is it just me or is there more feathers and sakura in the anime than the manga? @_@;;; Didn't think that was possible. The seiyuu was not too bad but Sorata's seiyuu grates on my ears. >_<;; Kamui suddenly got brown eyes and Fuuma plays basketball? @_@;;; But all in all, what I saw impressed me. ^_^ MUCH better than the movie...although that is not hard to do. -_-;; I am happy to say I am fairly up to date on the new stuff...anime and scanlation wise. It's always good to be at the head of the pack ne? *laughs*

And oh yeah, I downloaded the scanlations to Bremen on Toriyama's World and surprisingly, I really liked it. ^^;; I was hesistant to download it since it was about these guys who want to start a rock band and they have these really punkish hair and I was like: "A manga about punk rock? @_@;; No thanks." But it turned out the manga was more of an action manga! ^^;; What a shock!! The beginning was a bit slow but then it picked up real quick...and of course I started REALLY liking the manga when the crossdresser came on. ^^;;;;;;; Well at first I thought she was this hot chick so I was like "Ohh! Hot anime babe! ^_^ I like!" but then she almost gets raped and her shirt rips and her fake boobs pop out...and hora, it's a man!! O_O;; A very pretty man. O_O;; Who got kicked out by his bandmates and parents when they found out his little "secret". O_O;; Who now works part time as a dominatrix in a high class S&M club. O_O;; Needless to say, I was in love. *_* The manga art itself is not shoujo pretty but goddamn it, Ryo is so hot. *_* As a girl and a guy. I have yet to see a male manga character look that good in short skirts. *laughs* I think I like Ryo because he has the qualities I like in women and men all rolled up into one. ^_^ He's also 16 years old which triggers my pedophile nature. And shit, he looked SO GOOD in that dominatrix outfit with that heel grinding into that guy's back. *_* Almost makes me wish I was the submissive type so I can get on the floor and beg him to abuse me. ^^;;

This manga has made me realize who my potential ideal mate is: A beautiful young man who crossdresses as a beautiful young woman but is heterosexual/bisexual and likes kinky sex. This doesn't seem that impossible to me since most crossdressers are not homosexual. Now I shall sacrifice some Barbie dolls to a few pagan love goddesses so I shall meet this wonderful man. *burns Barbies*

Ok...I think I have sufficiently scared off all of my readers with my S&M fantasies about crossdressing men. *cackles* Now on to the wonderful social blogging! *__*

Kiri love, I am sorry that I wasn't online after I ate. ;_; I got so tired so I fell asleep. Too bad I woke up again. -_-;; *curses neighbours*

Reinselft, oh you think those are weird search words? I get stuff like "anal enma porn" (WTF? Enma porn?!!), " university sex hidden camera roommate video" (why would you wanna see porn of my roommates!!??), but those are not the worst. I have had stuff like "Gundam Wing, Heero killing Duo and fucking dead body", "Ranma fucking Akane up the ass", and believe it or not, "Laine hentai". Laine dear, are you secretly a porn star posing as an anime/Legolas fangirl? ^___^ And lets not get into the Naruto search hits I have been getting..."Naruto Sasuke Kakashi raping Sakura". @_@;;; *is scared* Oh crap...I am gonna get more weird search words with this post. @_@;; And hora!! You like my wallpaper!!?? *_*_*_* *is so happy nyo* I was consider doing more stuff to it but I kinda liked the white parts so I left it alone. ^__^ Besides, it wouldn't do to copy your style ne? That is yours and yours alone. Must develop my own l33t design skills. *_* *hugs tight* But thanks for the compliment...really encourages me ne. ^_^

Wow, Kee's Luffy doll is amazing!! And how come I don't get search hits about Luffy fucking Kee? Or Kee hentai? I just get lots of hits about Laine hentai. *is confused* Well Laine meet Kee. Kee meet Laine. You two seem very popular with the dirty search hits. ^___^ And you are learning Go? Cool!! I wish I was better at it but all my dad does is kick my ass so I get annoyed. @_@;; Meta = Hikaru

BTW, Laine, thanks for the funny Legolas link. ^_^ That clip of him holding up the little girl is priceless!! I couldn't stop laughing. ^___^ Gosh I wanna see his new movie Deed Poll. Doesn't the summary of the movie sound so trippy? @_@;;

Leareth, so you are getting into Hellsing ne? ^_^ Cool!! I never realized that so many people liked it. ^^;; Actually I made more screencaps...at this rate, maybe I should open up a Hellsing screencap site. -_-;; I totally agree with her about the anime and the manga. Hellsing rock! *_* Now if only I can get that ending song out of my head...it's very catchy. ^^;;

Tsukineko chan, glad you liked the Pocky. ^_^ Actually, I am amazed that it got through customs too. ^^;; Well when the post lady asked me to identify the package, I was in such a hurry that I honestly answered "snacks". x.x; Then I realized how dumb that was. But Pocky is harmless ne? ^^;; I mean...they were individually wrapped and wasn't gonna destroy the Australian ecology or farm lands. ^^;;; And I am glad that Lilack had fun with the strawberry Pocky. ^_^ Just rewatch Gravitation again and you will see why I think Pocky makes me think of...well you know. *evil grin*

Hey James, what exactly is Ragnarok about? I have heard of it before (and I knew it was from Korea) but I don't know anything about it. I did see many many beautiful blog layouts with the character art though. *_*

Yeah Stella, you blogged!! *_* But only one sentence. ;_; *hugs* You ok?

Oi E san, thanks for the link to the brush site ne. It came in real handy. ^_^ And I had fun experimenting. Glad to hear that the anime club is taking off...it sounds better than the one in Western. -_-;; Stopped going to it ages ago...they show such bad shows. >_<;; Almost as bad as U of T...and that's BAD.

And I just wanna say that I love this site. Some of the fics they review there are so horribly bad that I want to cry. And the reviews they have with it are extremely funny and actually makes sense...most of the time. ^_^ Although...when I saw that they reviewed Alison and Val's fics, I got slightly nervous. Since most of the time, they are ripping those fics apart, I wasn't expecting something pretty. @_@;; The reviews for Alison's fics were usually pretty positive but holy, they really didn't like Val's fics. x.x;; To say "hate" seems like an understatement from their reviews. ^^;; I haven't read any of Val's fanfics so I can't say whether or not they had basis for the harsh review but it was enough to make ME cringe. ^^;;; OUCH. But I think my favourite reviews were "Heart's Ease"(a Kenshin x Kaoru lemon *guts self*) and the Final Fantasy 7 story "Cold Curse" where Cloud is fucking an ice demon who wants to die by having his cum melt her insides. *DIES LAUGHING* I think my favourite part of the fic was when the ice demon says: "It is ironic that the seed of a man that gives life shall be my death. Just as my vagina has caused you shock, so has your sperm caused me shock. Yet the heat of your seed has melted vital areas of my body."

*DIES DIES DIES* >_<;;;

And I still wanna know how Cloud kept an erection despite the pain and the cold. The reviewer's idea: A cock-warming materia. *DIES* I love that site. x.x;;

Saturday, January 19, 2002

((02:49 a.m.)) Fuck. >_<;; Pitas was being stupid again and it archived the last couple of posts twice. And there is no way I can undo this. -_-;; *is very frustrated* Not to mention that it's been acting up all week so writing a post was hard. >_<;; Maybe I should change to something else...

Ok...so I have been a bit busy lately...thus the short supply of blog posts from me. ^^; But let me try to catch up a bit now. I will social blog later on in the post but for now, I just wanna rant about stuff.

I finally managed to get my hands on a copy of that Shinsengumi drama called Gohatto on eBay. I am really looking forward to it. *_* Yeah!! Shinsengumi yaoi!! Now let me write that a couple more times to snare search engines! Shinsengumi yaoi!! Shinsengumi yaoi!! Shinsengumi yaoi!! Shinsengumi yaoi!! Shinsengumi yaoi!! Shinsengumi yaoi!!

I have also been watching something called Hellsing. It's a vampire story but it's not the usual stuff. Basically, it's set in modern day England and there is an organization called Hellsing and they are responsible for hunting down vampires and ghouls. Ghouls are people who have become mindless zombies after the vampire have fed from them. Anyway, Hellsing's expert hunter is a vampire himself named Alucard and no one really knows his origins. I suspect he is one of the original vampires or perhaps THE original vampire. ^^;; He is only working for Hellsing for two reasons, some debt he owes to the Hellsing's founder and that he has contempt for the "lowly" vampires that do not meet his standards...so he says he is doing the vampire society a favour by killing off the small fry. ^_^ Kyahh...such arrogance, gotta love it. He is usually wearing these Vash-like glasses and this hat so you can't really see his face but holy, when I finally saw him without them I was like: *_______* He is so cool!! I mean, he is not a pretty boy...more like sinister handsome. I made some screencaps (which is rare since I hate screencapping) so here are some of my fav! ^_^ At first, I thought he looked like Vivi from FF9 with a sudden growth spurt. If you played FF9, you would know what I mean. ^^; His glasses makes me think of Vash...except Vash never thirsted for blood. x.x; I love it when he goes on his freaky badass Mr. Vampire mode. Then he finally took off that huge hat and glasses and I was impressed with what I saw. ^_^ Here he is hanging upside down...and thinking of blowing off some ghouls. Looking surprised, how rare. I saw this pic and I was like: "Oh my god, he's like the love child of Kaworu and Shinji!" but bloodthirsty. x.x;; I love this pic of him with that sinister smile. And his hair is really long in that pic. x.x;; He got his head chopped off and when it re-attached, his hair just suddenly got really long. ^^;; Well I like other characters in Hellsing (like Lady Hellsing and Walter) but I only had a chance to screencap Alucard. ^^;; But well, he IS the star of the show. I want more episodes. ;_; Can't seem to find a subtitled version of episode 8...

I worked on Stella's blog layout yesterday. She likes it so I am happy. ^_^ And she better start blogging more often. ^^;; I even made a wallpaper to go along with the layout!!

Not too bad if I do say so myself...it's the second wallpaper I have ever made. I really had fun trying out the brushes! *_* I also used Dreamweaver to make the layout and it was SO much better than Frontpage. Less of the useless coding Frontpage likes to add. -_-;; Netscape 4 doesn't seem to like the layers I used though. >_<;; Works fine on Netscape 6! ;_; Well perhaps in time, I can be as good as the Goddess of all things wallpaper and webdesign related. ^_^

And people!!! You all MUST go and download this Japanese drama!! It's called Majo no Joken and Ochiba is hosting it. Just go to the anime section, scroll down to "Currently Featuring", and download! ^_^ It's SO good!! It's about this female teacher who befriends a new transfer student and they fall in love. Seriously, if I had a boy this cute telling me he loved me, I'd be damn tempted. x.x;; Oh shit...I better behave myself when I go to Korea to teach English ne? ^^;; It would be bad if I was caught in a scandal with a younger man! *laughs* Or even worse, a younger woman! *ROFL*

I watched Gravitation all over again yesterday. I don't know why but I had a sudden urge. I never did watch the last few episodes very well...just kinda skimmed them (I did that with Yami no Matsuei too ^^;;). But I sat down and saw them all in one shebang and I have come to one conclusion: I can't understand how Yuki can stand Shuuichi and if I was him, I'd go and snag K. *_* I love K! My nickname for him is "The Gun-Toting American". I mean come on, how can you resist that horrible English accent!!?? "Bigu newz!" "Paaty Time!" "Stop, pruriz!" *DIES LAUGHING* And you know, it just hit me that Shuuichi, Yuki, and Mr. K's seiyuu also did Fruits Basket. o_O;;; Shuuichi = Kyo, Yuki = Hatori, and Mr. K = Shigure. Mr. K is like the evil twin of Shigure, with a violent streak and lots of guns. Yuki is like Hatori with a really really big stick up his ass. And Shuuichi is like Kyo on crack and Pocky. I blame the Pocky!! Those pink fruity phallic-like giant Pocky!! *LAUGHS*

I ordered this book of short stories off a online bookstore because I know one of the authors who has contributed to it. I don't know her personally but I have been a fan of her fanfics and original stories for a long time. ^_^ The book is called Sigil and it's a collection of stories by various authors who write a lot of stuff online. Most of them seem to be anime fans. ^_^ Anyway, what is unusual is that the book is an anthology of fantasy/sci-fi style yaoi stories!! It finally arrived and I am loving it! *_* I knew I would love it when I cracked open the first story and it said - ("I wish to buy a boy", the stranger said.) KYAHH!!! *_* Some of the stories there are so good!! I want more!! ;__; It's about time there was a book with some good yaoi stories...I mean, trying to find any good homosexual fiction (whether m/m or f/f) is so goddamned hard! I know...I tried. -_-;;

Wow this post is getting long. x.x;; Maybe I should social blog another time. >_<;; Ok, I will do it later. ^^;; It is getting late...sorry minna!