Friday, July 20, 2001
10:27 p.m.

Well, I think I am gonna change the layout a bit. I should prolly archive. Do you like my pic of Angelina Jolie? I'm going to change my theme everytime I archive like Jas does. ^_^ *grins at Jas*

The quote and stuff on my blog are from Gia as you can tell from my title. It was a good movie. The pic on the side is Angelina in Gone in 60 Seconds, I didn't have a pic from Gia in my archive at the time. If you wanna see my pics go to Webshots. I love my pics. ^_^

I have to do driver's training tomorrow and my cousin gets in that night. I blogged about it at the group blog if you wanna know more.

I think that's about it. I'll talk to you all later. Ja!
current mood: contemplative

Jen

Friday, July 20, 2001
12:16 a.m.

Sorry, here I am again posting at my blog. Enjoy me! ^____^ I just felt the urge to post one of my newer poems. I hope you all like it:

the night is young
the day is new
maybe i can start
another life with you
the first one didn't work
and it's been quite a while
maybe your feelings for me
have been sitting in denial
and i don't know
and maybe you don't either
but the only way to find out
is to not let this love wither

love is like a flower
a rose to say the least
the thorns are sharp
but the beauty is unearthly
it is as beautiful as the stars in the sky
yet even stars may fall
as like the petals on the beautiful rose
to live with the beauty
you must accept the thorns

you are the sun in my sky
and my friends are the stars
you light up my sky
but you are not alone
stars may fall or lose there light
but there you are burning just as bright

it's been a while
yes it has
but my feelings have never changed
i love you just as much as i did before
stupid as i am, maybe even more
you call me out of the blue
and now i hope
we can start anew

with you a new life would be wonderful
you could make my nights feel alive once more

If you wonder where this came from, either I'm not going to tell you because you don't need to know, or you're dense. ^_^ Hehe. Ja!

Jen

Thursday, July 19, 2001
11:49 p.m.

Well, since Jas said I can't argue on the group blog, I'll do my ranting here.

Kit: You know, I don't find it all that amusing that the blog got hacked. I'm not trying to give him more airtime when I say this. What if I hacked into your blog, screwed with stuff, and changed your password and crap. Would you think it was funny then? I doubt it.

That's all I have to say, it just yanked my chain.

Jen

Thursday, July 19, 2001
07:58 p.m.

Well Kit, I hate to break it to you but now I'm not so sure I want to see the movie J3. You had spoilers by the way, just because you put them in paranthesis doesn't mean we don't read it. -_- What is this all about: "(who isn't really dead, but you'll see)." Come on, I mean I think you've totally missed the purpose of movies. They are here for our enjoyment and pleasure. Not for 16 year old kids to go to and analyze. Sorry to say Kit, but if you keep putting these expectations on things your life is going to eventually have too high of expectations and you're going to hate everything or something. ^^;; Some of us don't wanna read your blog because we are afraid of getting movies and stuff ruined. Just an idea, but when you put stuff from movies on your blog could you please make it the same color as your bg so we don't have to see it. ^^;; Some thing that you don't think are spoilers are.

Anyway, I think that's about it. I have a couple of blogs and I just haven't blogged much lately. If you wanna see what's going on, check the group blog. That's where I've been posting the most. Catch ya all later. Ja!

Jen

Friday, July 13, 2001
12:38 p.m.

I think I am getting too many blogs. I have 3 and then the group one. I am just trying them out though. LiveJournal has little smiley mood things. They rock! Woo!

That's it. Hehehe. Ja!

Friday, July 13, 2001
10:48 a.m.

Uh... I should archive my other blog soon, or something. Right now I'm working on the group blog. It's rockin', though it looks like a kyootified mancer blog. ^^;;

My cat is laying around being weird. He's blind and can stand up again, though not well. We don't know how long he'll last but he's a tough bugger when you try to get him to lay down once he gets up. He has strong front legs. ^^;; He lays all funny too. he's pretty strange but I guess I would be too if I didn't know what was going on.

I don't have much else to say right now. Catch ya later.

Thursday, July 12, 2001
02:29 p.m.

Yes I'm here again. Why? I'm lazy. As soon as I archive maybe I'll move these to my real BLog. This is basically for layout ideas, but who knows. Maybe I'll keep it for BLogging. Yeah. Right. Muahahaha. I'm listenin' to Incubis - Drive byt he way.

My cat's dying. He can't see and now he can't walk. I have him in my room on a towel so I can watch him. He can't get up to go potty so that's what the towel's for. I feel so bad because there is nothing I can do and I love that cat. *sniff* This sucks.

I'm just waiting for that guy to get back to me about the band thing. Tomorrow I'm going to Universal to see some talk radio people. Then on Wednesday I might go to Guitar Center where my idol Melissa Etheridge is going to be baby!! Woowoo! While I'm there I think I'll check out the DJ equipment and see what I can get. ^_^Spiders, Rainbows, and Butterflies So far ma, Jas, and Kor like it. Everyone else okay with the idea?

Thursday, July 12, 2001
01:49 a.m.

I feel so lame. I'm not going to blog here normally, but I don't want to archive on my other page. So here I am. ^^;; I swore I wouldn't use pitas but whatever. I don't care at the moment.

I dorve today! Yo, I drove all the way home from Jas's house in the dark! Woo woo!

Anyways, I want to know why I'm so sweet? It didn't get me anywhere with Jordan. She'd be high or drunk and call me and I'd stay on the phone to make sure she was okay and what not even though I'd rather not talk to her in that state. Where did that get me? Nowhere. Apparently I suck and stuff and I lied to her and I page her too much and stuff. I still love her, probably too much for what she's put me through but I don't care. Love doesn't judge. "Nobody's perfect until you fall in love with them." *sigh* I still love her and she wont call me. Also, I feel so bad. Sometimes I think things would have been better if I'd never moved out here. So many things wouldn't suck now for me and other people. Yeah, I have a pretty great life. I have basically every thing I could ever need. Though there are some things I still want. Oy. I wish she'd call me so we could work things out, or at least be on good terms. She was always too busy for me even though I'd drop everything just to be there for her. Everytime she had a problem I opened my home and I opened my heart and the times I needed her the most she wasn't there. People say I should drop her but I love her.

Lastly, I may be in a band. I'm gonna talk to the guy soon. I've been e-mailing with him for a couple days and if things work out... I'm a guitarist in a band!! Woo!

I think that's it. ^^;; Don't ask why I posted here. I just... did. Ja!

Wednesday, July 11, 2001
08:33 p.m.

Well since people are deaf or blind ^_^ I am going to put all the info here regarding the group blog.

I will handle the account. I will get it, manage it, etc. All you have to do is come up with a name and I will handle the rest *pokes Kit* I and taking care of everything. ^_^ Dun worry 'bout it. I'm not using BLogger cuz you know what happened last time. I can't stand that poo.

I just need a name. So far we only have one name we like which is Black Smoke. Well, and Jas's misread Blue Smoke. Sarcastically I came up with Rainbow Smoke and we both looked at eachother and liked it.

Whoever wants to be in our group of bloggers let me know in your BLog so I know who to give the PW to. Also, you could e-mail me: Panthros

Well, thanks for your time and good luck with name ideas. The sooner I get one, the faster we get a group blog.

Tuesday, July 10, 2001
03:50 p.m.

Well, I think it would be spiffy if we had a group BLog. Jasmine has the idea that we should vote on a name for it... Any ideas?? ^_^

Monday, July 9, 2001
10:19 p.m.

Well, this is my first entry on pits. This is basically a test and design spot unless my normal web server goes down. Enjoy the roandomness. Maybe I'll turn this into a group BLog. ^_~