.::Christmas?::.
I was expecting this day to be idyllic, but still misery managed to creep into my persona and grabbed my happiness away. Maybe it was due to the absence of my two cousins whom I miss very much. (They are in the U.S. and working their ass out) Or it could be that I was really expecting YOU to message me in anyway possible.
Even though it will hurt my pride….. I MISS YOU. Although, I really don’t know why
Anywho, enough with the cheesy part of this freaking post.
2 of my cousins from the U.S. went to the house because of the approaching golden wedding of my grandparents. It is also likely that me and my cousins will sing “Crazy For You” on the said event while my 14 year old cousin will do the strumming.
Do I still have to say this?....MERRY CHRISTMAS guys.
01:35 p.m. // Sunday, December 25, 2005

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.::Last day::. |
Woohoo. At last, the long awaited christmas hiatus has finally arrived for the students in ADMU. Cool.
Just finished my last long test for this year in lab. note: sorry Fitz and Pia, I wasn't able to lend my "help" to you guys because of inevitable circumstances. next time, babawi ako sa inyo mga seatmates! It wasn't that mind-draining but still I feel that I wouldn't get a very high score. Just hope that I wouldn't get an effing "F" AGAIN for the 1st long test. nakakahiya na, kailangang magbagong buhay na ako
Before venturing inside our lab for the test, my zoo blocmate, Abeth, told me something that made me regret to having felt "something" for our sensei. I have a very high respect for Dr. H, not because I find him amusing in a way, but because he is a SENSEI in every sense of the word. But after a quick chat with Abeth, all those adorations and respect literally went down the drain. She said that she saw Dr.H with a "young" girl ( college STUDENT ) in the Gesu church for 2 consecutive nights already. Imagine that mhan...a sensei having a relationship with a girl in ADMU...that's totally sick. Well, its not that I haven't fantasized of being in that situation with Dr.H but It's still not right. >_<* hindi tama yun...kahit ano nang explanation ang gawin nila, isa lang ang consequence nyan: EVICTION! (nyak! parang housemates...no joke. ) pero sa tingin ko talagang selos lang toh e..or insecure lang talaga ako...peste..bakit ba kasi masyadong complicated ang feelings...pootah
08:46 p.m. // Wednesday, December 21, 2005

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.::Gateway Reunion ( Dec. 16 )::. |
I haven't updated on the things that occured on friday since i was too engrossed in playing Sims 2 University, in which I was doing my best to let my sim get on the dean's list. haha :)
12:01 p.m. // Monday, December 19, 2005

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.::of a crush and a math long test::. |
76. Just looking at that score of mine makes me feel depressed and stupid. Sobrang tanga na ba talaga ako? nag-aral naman ako e. Di ko na tuloy alam kung kulang pa ba ang ginagawa ko. Kahit na ginagawa ko na ang lahat para maging mataas lang ang marka ko, ganyan pa rin ang nakukuha ko! Tangna. Now that we have another topic/ chapter to tackle in math, mabubuhay pa kaya ako?...
While we were on the way to Fil class, me, Trish and Ana got a little high and we imagined (I mean, I was the one who brought up the idea and they joined in) what Sir H. ( secret na lang muna toh ) looks like if he is having ***. Shet. sobrang laughtrip. Pero kahit inaaway na namin yun sa kagaguhan namin, AKIN pa rin siya. *snicker*. Anywho, for the first time, we had a free cut in Fil. No "Ate Racquel" today. Woohoo!! So some of my blockmates and me, went to the SEC benches and ate Cello's ( Cheese mhan! ) Nyahahahaha, we were so bored ( parang ang tagal ng oras e. ) , so Kim said some Green jokes which were really amusing.
These are some of my "amateur attempts" of making icons. ( Rem, Rem!! Arigatou Gozaimasu )

07:40 p.m. // Tuesday, December 13, 2005

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.:::( RESEARCH : )::. |
Freak. I would really like to know why this F*cking research has to be part of my college life...AGAIN. I thought I already got out of that highschool nightmare with ms."sotanghon hair"...
Well....looking on the bright side, my (yes, MY own. I wouldn't be working with any group anymore *evil laugh*)topic is interesting ( Biodiesel SHOULD replace Diesel and petroleum ). But mhan, I'm still in the bibiliography stage and i'm already going nuts. damn'it.
this day was okay except for the bibliography writing exercise first thing in the morning. I didn't finish numbers 8 and 10....dang. di naman kasi niya tinuturo at di niya sinasagot yung mga tanong namin . kala niya nman ang henyo naming lahat!! mga SIMPLENG tao lang po kami na nagkataon ay nalagay sa eskuwelahang yan na tinanggap nman kami kahit di kami karapat-dapat!!
Then we just had a group discussion in lit, wherein it was more of a "laughtrip" than "intimate group study".
I just love P.E. today!! why?...early dismissal mhan!! I only had to sit in the room for less than 10 minutes and our teacher alllowed us to go. nyahahahahaha
I saw my "chicksilog" on the way to computer lab in school. shet!! ang gwapo talaga. kung pwede lang....e kasi naman, bakit naging *toot* ka pa?!.
Dang it... Fil. nanaman bukas, peste talaga. makikita ko nanaman si "ate racquel". pero in fairness, bumabait na siya. nyahahahaha :)
02:32 p.m. // Monday, December 12, 2005

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.::New Layout :)::. |
Gawd. Patay na ata itong blog ko. pero sige, dahil di na ako
nakakapag-update, ginawan ko na lang ito ng bagong layout, featuring....
*drum roll*...CAMUI GACKT!! huwaw, namiss ko lang talaga itong taong ito
nang marining ko boses niya habang kinakanta ang "White Eyes". nyahhahaa..
update na lang ako mamaya. testing lang ito e.
05:40 p.m. // Saturday, December 10, 2005
