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Monday, July 11, 2005 11:28 p.m.-
New layout! *fireworks go off* AAAAAND...it features RITSUKA!! Or loveless...depending on what you want to call him =x. God I love this layout to death XD
Nooooow, a little explanation towards this layout. Extrication, a wonderful random word from a song by Megumi Hayashibara. Good song, go get it! I thought it suited our dear Ritsuka...the meaning: To release from an entanglement or difficulty; disengage. =x Ya I guess it matches Ritsuka-chan. Besides that, there are 4 other pictures of Ritsuka( one with soubi ) within this layout XD Not going to tell where, ya'll can find them. The color scheme just went with the picture. And I <3 it.
I guess ya'll can find out the rest yourself XD
OH! And if y'all are having troubles with the images, it may be photobucket. They're having some downtime =x

Monday, July 11, 2005 06:28 p.m.-
Aah~ Now I've really lost it >.<; But I have sooo much new good music. Like alot of new GOOD ( I <3 myco ) Full Moon songs that were never on the show >.<; Entrange, Focus and Embraced love.
But right now, I'm after one thing...different versions of Butter-fly. ( The Digimon song ). And yes, I WILL get them all if it kills me >=3 Well, the first one I'm after is the version at the end of the first Japanese movie. o_o It's not much different then the normal song, except the beginning which is...absolutely wonderful. Kouji Wada sings all alone, no instruments >_< GIMMEEEEEEE *cries*
So if anyone has any of these versions and want to share -_o Please do.
Another song I love, is a song from Gravi - Sweet Sweet Samba. It's so fooking catchey *twitches* Someone better stop me before I have too many! And I kill my computer! ( Haha...that'd be like 1000000000 songs >.<; )
OOOO Digimon Soundtracks on ebay...

Tuesday, July 5, 2005 08:29 p.m.-
X.X AAAAH! I went crazy (litterally...I probably have 10 GB of music now) downloading Anime songs >.<; And the full version of Blaze was one of them. God I love that song. Kotani Kinya is my fucking GOD.
It's such a powerful song >.<; And just...wonderful XD I guess it's a song you either love or hate. I fell into 'love'. I wish I could find a full translation of it though. I went the second part ( my favorite part ). I guess I could try my hand at translating it if I could find the Romanji for it. o.o;; Good way to spend my time.
Next to that, I got two more Changin' My Life songs, which I also equally love. I'm so happy I could find some new songs I could obsess over. Alot of my songs were getting old. Plus this totally inspires me for a new TSUBASA layout. Hey I might as well follow the rest of the online anime community and make a tsubasa layout XDD I might possibly take screencaps and make one using those. I've never used screencaps before o.o;; They make me nervous. It's so hard to use them in the first place...that it rarely comes out nice!
Fu fu fu. Got alot more Gravi songs too. Alot I've heard but never ever got them on my computer after I got a new one...
SPEAKING OF WHICH! I've almost had this computer for a whole year! Yippeeee, what should I do for my anniversary? Maybe I'll take it out to dinner XDD Hehehe...ya whatever.
Gravitation is finally over u.u *sob* My once every few months manga is goooone. But not to worry, Loveless is supposed to come out soon *giggle* I want to get the manga in Jap too. And hopefully if we go to Vancouver this year, I'll be picking up a few Jap manga for 7$ (*.* So cheap)
バイバイ みなさん。

Saturday, July 2, 2005 12:56 p.m.-
Hey guys. I finished this loveless AMV x.x; It lost alot of quality when I made it smaller in size (which makes me mad ) so a better quality version may come out in the future. Anyway...here's the URL
http://s31.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=36HE72CUKTQE21WFIRIJ4T3BPF

Tuesday, June 28, 2005 12:44 p.m.-
Y'know...Princess Bride ( the song by Kotoko ) is EXTREMELY hard to understand >.>;; I was looking through the lyrics and I was like "WTF she's not saying that" But she really is...just at a quick pace and a high pitch that no human could understand XP
Anyway, done all my tests. Now the summer is mine. *sigh* What shall I do...?
I have fallen into the pit of hell known as Naruto. Yes, it's a very good anime. And I'm scared now that I've watched the first 7 episodes...I have to download the rest of the series that's out. (the whole....140 some? or is it more? ) >.<; Ragnarok the anime is awesome. <3 it. Although if it was the actual game <.<; None that is likely. I mean, a low level swordy, aco and merch defeating GBT? I DOUBT IT!
Anyway...sorry for the short and quick post. I'm doing alot of random things at once, and this just happens to be one of them!

Monday, June 20, 2005 09:19 a.m.-
Ack x.x I actually did study for my first part of the chem final...>.>;; But I'm still nervous as hell. It's written and many people have said it's the easier part. But still...agh. So nerv wrecking...>.<; Well once this is done, I'll have about 5 tests o.o;; Jap I'm also doing. First half is today and next half is tomorrow. But I'm not really scared about that.
I'm hoping I get all my Jap homework done...if not I'm sure Handley-sensei will let us hand it in during the exams. She always has before. If not, I can work on my workbook during CALM and tomorrow's chem class.
Watching a movie...and hey, that's what's her face from Buffy. Angel's sire...DARLA! I love her voice. It's so...unique. Yes...>.>;;
ACK Bell...>.<; Time for test...bai guys. Wish me luck.

Saturday, June 18, 2005 03:32 p.m.-
Gravitation Fanfiction...has gone to the dogs. Main plots: Shu-chan dumps Yuki-san. Yuki-san dumps Shu-chan. AND YOU KNOW HOW UNREALISTIC THAT IS?! Why you may ask...oh let's begin ^^
First of all what really bothered me was Shuichi dumping Yuki. After >.>;; Years in the books of chasing Yuki around and trying to get him, HE WINS! And then alot of fandom writers love to just go "Oh, Shuichi is sick of Yuki being cruel to him"...Does anyone else see the tiniest little problem here? Yuki was mean from the beginning dears. I'm sure if Shuichi didn't want someone who was cold, emotionless and uncaring...he wouldn't have even bothered to chase after Yuki in the first place! Secondly, has anyone else noticed Shuichi's a total masochist? In my eyes, he keeps going to Yuki because he loves the rejection. He knows deep down he'll be rejected, so why would he keep going if he didn't know this? Shu-chan maybe a moron, but he's not completely stupid.
Next, Yuki dumping Shuichi. This one is hard to fight but...for fuck sake GIVE IT PEOPLE! Yuki knows he can't run because Shuichi will just follow him. So it's useless in the long run. Although I haven't seen the end of the Manga, I know in the Anime Yuki TRIES HARD to get away from Shuichi. But of course Shuichi will just follow. So Yuki dumping Shuichi for the nth time, is not only old and boring ( considering it happens so many times in both manga and anime ) but...a waste of time on the writers part.
Haha...I'm done. I should seriously make up a 'cliche' gravi fic...and post it XD Oh god I think I'd tick a few people off. But wouldn't it just be fun?

Friday, June 17, 2005 08:51 p.m.-
D= Loveless isn't out yet! BUUUUT! When you don't have subs...go for the raws XD. *Best plan in the world* Plus I want to download all the raws so I can start on a AMV. WHICH I WILL START! And I'll work on it this summer. And it'll probably take the entire summer to do o.o;; If I do it right and take my time.
I like Ritsuka's outfit in this episode. It matches Soubi's! So cute. And that coat looks soooo cute. *sigh* If only I could pull off anime outfits in real life D= I'd be set for life. It'd be sooo much fun.
Holy sexy battle. This battle definetly kicks more ass then any of the past battles. You get all these special things and and awesome music in the background. Oh what fun. I can't wait to see the subtitles to really udnerstand what's going on. At the moment, I can only sum a little up in my head. But hey, it's proving I'm getting better at my Jap.
Anyway o.o;; Must be off. Ta~ Have a good weekend everyone!

Thursday, June 16, 2005 04:43 p.m.-
AGH My head hurts D= Massive headache...>.<; I dislike it! ...Today only, I shall go for the longest post in my journal ever and the shortest!

Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:56 a.m.-
Gosh, I'm tired...And I think Clair pinpointed the reason, I'm stressed as hell. I've been getting mass amounts of sleep lately. Usually falling asleep around 9 then getting up at 6:15. o.O Don't tell me that's not enough sleep. And it's been for the past week. Yet, I'm still ready to fall asleep in every single class.
Justin is coming over around 5:30 then we're going for a lil walk. Hopefully be back around 8ish so I can get ready for bed and go to sleep around, guess what time, 9-10ish. *yawn*
I'm so excited ^_^ Last night, I found out there was a Sukisyo CD where Ran and Yoru sing ( Not in duet though... )! Heavenly Breath, it's called ( The album that is ). I looked everywhere and I couldn't find ( I was so sad...) BUT THEN *drumroll* I went searched mIRC a bit, and guess what~ I found the entire album. Although the songs weren't exactly what I expected...it's still pretty good. Yoru talks through his whole song ( But it sounds sooo nice ) Sora and Sunao have very cute songs and Ran's song is bloody adorable. But of course I <3 Ran. Nanami-chan and Shinichirou also have a song together. I haven't listened to the full thing yet, but the beginning is so cute.
Fwee~ I can't believe this is my last double social...ever...It's kind of sad...but relieving all the same. AND OH MY GOD...I got onto Ebay...>.> *snicker* See, I'm ultimate computer wiz. I know what I'm doing ~.^ Do not underestimate me.
Yesterday's social essay was hard D= Stupid essay. I don't like it >.<; Really don't. Neither topics were on economies...and everyone was hoping it would be! Gyaaah, I'm so worried.
On a positive note, >=3 The next Raburesu ( Loveless for those who don't understand >.>; It's just fun to say XD ) should be out this weekend...I'm hoping. Last week was a let down because it didn't come out D=. But...I haven't heard from any group, or anyone that the next isn't coming out. SO here's ahoping.
What the fuck >.>;; Sadel just clapped out of the blue...>.< Was I the only one who noticed? *sobs* Am I going insane...( I really do think I am...thank god for the summer. Only three more days of classes >=3 )
Agh damn this song makes me want to dance~ Oh well...*dances* Ha ha...Anyway...
I'm so smart, I'm so smart. I'm the only one who can by pass these computers blocking...thing XD Aah~ And such cute gothic lolita dresses there are today D= So expensive tooooo. I want one for halloween...>.>;; Maybe I'll save money and wooot! I got one in a month or two or by the end of summer!
D= I needa eat more. I think I'm the lightest of everyone I know...only 109 pounds. I think some grade 7's are heavier then me D= Maybe this summer I'll just eat XD No that's a bad idea. Then I'll weigh like...160 pounds D= Noooo. Well lately I've been trying to eat alot more healthier. ._. Well...I don't eat many unhealthy things to begin with. Cookies are the only things I indulge in. I don't much like pure chocolate ( unless I'm craving it..or I'm really hungry =S ) And >.> Chips aren't in my house. Or at least ones I like. So that's out of the question. And I don't drink pop ( Unless I get a coke craving =S Which is rare ) Fruit is my life XD <3 Cantelope. Sooo gooood...( Why am I talking about fruit...? )
Maybe I'm being way too careful of my weight so I haven't been eating alot =.= Sometimes people call me flubby and y'know...>.>;; So mentally I don't eat as much o.O; I seriously don't think I'm flubby. Hell I'm thin, and I know it. But still >.<; It does touch a little home base. D= Why did I start talking about my weight? I'm so random lately. *blah bla bla*
Oh my goooooooooooooosh. A cheap GOOD gothic lolita (ish) dress. o.o;; Really cheap. Only like 12.00 >.>; What the fuck...D= I waaaant it. I'm gonna watch it and see if it goes up =D And then I'll bid ( Because I have 12 $ =D ) Oh my god >.< It's custom make to your siiiiiiiize *so excited* I'm gonna win I'm gonna win!
Wow this post is extremely long. OH Let's break a record. =D My longest post was a rant. On the dubbing of Card Captor ( Kaado Kaputaa, I love writing romanji o.o;;) Sakura.
So...>.> Topics topics...Let's go with Sukisyo =D
SOOOO. I love Ran and Yoru...yes I do...Ran has the most adorable voice ( It can make anyone go 'aaaaaw' ) Yoru has uber sexy seme voice D= Damn him for that too. Plus Yoru has got awesome multi colored eyes. A gold one and blue one. D= I want a gold and blue eye. Ran has pretty red eyes ( like Rei, except he has this HUGE adorable, puppy eyes. )
Let's move to loveless! Does anyone else notice how angsty that show is o.o;; But also very questioning. I think it might end like spiral. Very indecisive. And you're just like "WTF" OR..Soubi's gonna kick the bucket D= Which will be sad. I like Soubi. It's fooking ( yes fooking. ) awesome. Yaone ( or whatever her name is ) kind of disappeared in the last episode. I wonder where she went off too >.>;; Oh well she was kinda annoying. With her "I want to be friends." " I love Ritsuka" "BLA BLA BLA BLA" And her big breasts. Seriously a 6th grader does not have breasts that big D= And she's almost the same size as her teacher. What the fook
AGH! BELL BELL! NO NO! Musty make retardedly HUGE post. Must continue! MOTHER FUCKER! Bai guys.

Monday, June 13, 2005 08:45 a.m.-
I am soooooo tempted to make a livejournal...Why? Because then I can rant in what I want =P Instead where I have to 'censor' ( if you may ) in this journal. Bwhahaha...it's a good idea and I'm going to follow through on it. But don't be expecting to find it =P You won't. I'm making it uber hard to find.
*Sigh* I'm not having a good year it seems. Just rough...I'm not enjoying it and I'm thanking god that I only have like...6 days ( not including Social Essay day ) left.
I hate being used, and I just realized it yesterday, that I have been used for like 2 months now. And I'm pissed. I hate some people's BS and I'm not going to put up with it ^^. Fu fu fu. That's my short rant for today.
*Yawn* Still tired as hell. And it sucks ~.~ It seems, my mind knows its summer. Thus it has decided to stay up as late as it wants =S Sat. I fell asleep around 3:30. And then woke up at 8. Last night I fell asleep around 12. Damn I'm lacking sleep, ne? But oh well ^^ This summer I'm gonna fuck up my sleeping pattern again XD Oh boy that was fun.
So I'm off...just felt like updating...*yaaaaaawn* ~.~ Oi I need rest.

Monday, June 6, 2005 08:23 a.m.-
I'm soooo tired ~.~ Lately I haven't been getting alot of rest. Just haven't been able to fall asleep. And it SUCKS. School is ending pretty soon and exams (mostly my social exam...) is kinda scarring me. Actually...just my social exam. Chem, Jap and CALM I have no fear of. No, they'll be easy. It's just fucking Social that has me scared out of my mind.
Anywho...what have I been up to? No clue. Just shit. Well, wacthing Loveless for one! Every weekend a new one has been released >=3 But sadly, it is coming to an end. Only 12 episodes and I've seen 9 of them. *sob* Oh this sucks.
I wanna draw something for RO fanart board...but I don't know what...Probably Citrus-chan. ^_^; Since she's my main chara and I luuuuuuub her. But I need a position idea...and an idea in general =S Gaaaah. But anyway, I'm running off to..."work on CALM". BAI BAI MY LOVES!

Thursday, June 2, 2005 08:19 a.m.-
>.<; Gyah, I'm tired as hell. This weekend I need alot of rest. Today should go by slowly, despite the weather outside. ( Bad weather always seems to slow days down...) Chem...we're most likely doing notes. Social we're watching a movie ( for once...) And we're most likely doing worksheets or the such in Jap.
Ack mother of hell >.< I only have 5 mins. I would have written more, but I was doing my portfolio....for once. >.<; OI! Anyway, must be off bai bai <3 you all.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005 09:55 a.m.-
Hello, my dears. This is just a notice out to everyone on my MSN. For some reason, when I respond to people, they don't receive my response. So, if I haven't spoken to you in a awhile, I am not ignoring you. I repeat, I am not ignoring you. The best idea is e-mail. If you really need it. Or RO. Or Phone. I'll try and fix this problem ASAP. ( I thought everyone was ignoring me! )

Friday, May 27, 2005 04:16 p.m.-
Hahahahahahahahahaha. Yes I'm laughing XD I had this looong hoooot bath. And now I'm cheerful. Holy fuck mood swings!
It seemed to wash everything away...calm me down and now...o.O Well...I don't know. I'm tired! Bwhahaha
Time to ebay! Bai my loves~

Friday, May 27, 2005 01:23 p.m.-
Ha. I adore people. Absolutely fucking adore them. I need to get away from everyone...everyone in my life now. They're all just pissing me off. I don't know why. Some more than others. Actually there are specifics. But still...I need this weekend to be alone. Myself, TV and computer. I'm so glad school's almost over for the year...then I do get the whole summer to myself, and whomever I wish to associate with. ( Which is very few )
Fuck...I think someone special just pushed my very last button. I don't know what to do now with my Jap project either. I'm fucked over. Which is the best fucking feeling in the world. God...I need to get away somehow...from this school. From this place. Such a bad week this has been...and things always get worse before they get better.
My plans for the weekend:
NOTHING
And I wish to keep it that way. So, please, for everyone's sake and my own, do not disturb me. Don't talk to me on MSN, unless I talk to you first. And the only people I wish to talk with now are My family, Justin, and online friends. No offense to anyone else...but that's how I wish to be right now.
So that's it. My spew on how my life's been fucking going down hill. Not really down hill...more like how I haven't been getting enough alone time. Bye. I'll update on Monday if possible.

Friday, May 27, 2005 10:22 a.m.-
Hello, my loves!! I'm sitting in Jap...well in the Library. Supposed to be doing my 'research' project. Bui and I are doing Japanese Music <3
*yawn* I haven't been getting a good sleep in the past 2 days. ~.~ Oi...need rest...
Uh...^^ Hehe...I must go~~ Bai bai~

Friday, May 27, 2005 06:14 a.m.-
So ya...I'm needing time to myself this weekend...and hopefully I'll get that as best I can.
Today though~ I have two Jap tests and probably a bunch of homework o.o; Since teachers like to do that at the end of the year. T.T Baaah. I don't want homework! Oh well...what can you do?
I deleted that last post...because I think some people got the wrong idea. And I never wanted that. So I'm Sorry if you did get the wrong idea.
Anyway, it's so early. I have to go get ready for school. Bai bai.

Monday, May 23, 2005 11:54 a.m.-
^^ He he. New layout, if it's not working, then just refresh the page. It's cute isn't it? Very cheerful colors as well. It's featuring Sora ( The larger male ) and Sunao ( the little cutey =3 ) from the Anime, manga and boys love game, Sukisyo ( Sukisho also ). The song featured is Sore ga ai deshou from Full Metal Panic. Ya'll should check it out, it's a gorgeous song.
Sadly, I'm almost finished watching Sukisho. And for some reason, I have this terrible feeling it's not going to end happily...but...>.>;; I hope it does have a happy ending. Just because it'd be sad if it didn't (...wtf...).
And just for a heads up, the tag board SHALL BE BACK! >.<; It feels as if I'm talking to myself on here, when in reality I know ALOT of people are reading this >.>;; It's kinda creepy. So when it's back up, everyone please comment! Especially on Sukisho~ <3 Hehe ^^; Maybe some love of the new layout as well. That'd be nice ._.; Ack but anyway. I gotta go and set up Mr. Tagboard. BAI BAI!

Saturday, May 21, 2005 01:52 p.m.-
AAAAA~~~~~~~~ I'm in looooooooooooooooooooooove. SUKISYO! I LOVE YOU! I thought for the longest time my obsessions with Anime had stopped after Gravi. But THEY'RE BACK! And it's triple force! That's right! I love 3 anime at once!! Lets name them! Sukisyo is number one! And you heard it here first! So in like 2 years from now it's becoming a huge hit ( like Gravi ) it'll be my original love!
Next is Loveless! So cu~te. So confusing these anime are! And then last and not least! TSUBASA CHRONICLES! I'm so excited I got to see it very early in it's debut! I <3 the manga and I <3 the Anime!
Megan~ signing out to watch more Sukisyo! RanxYoru! Sunao x Sora!

Sunday, May 15, 2005 12:40 p.m.-
So stressed out...need...o.O FOOOOOD. Since the last post, ALOT has happened. And you know what? I'm over it. Now if only the other party would get over it and shut the hell up. Then I WOULDN'T be stressed out. I just hope my Boo-boo (hey Boo-boo XD Haha...joke from last night. o.O Some people didn't know I called Bui, Boo-boo. 'tis the nickname I gave her. That only I, the great Megan, calls her XD ) gets on. That was a long bracket...I couldn't even remember that sentence I was typing.
New layout!!! I PROMISE! Sooooon. I just have to code it. And stick it up when it feels like working! BWHA. It's pretty too~
*sigh* *insert dramatic angsty sentence here* =.= Someone save me please. I don't want to put up with this anymore~~ I need stress relief...mm food. FOOD IS FUCKIN' GOOD. And I'm off to eat~ Love ya'll bai bai.

Friday, May 6, 2005 08:35 a.m.-
Ugh. For the past 2 years, my life has been fine. Y'know? No bloody drama with friends etc etc. Then suddenly, after I start hanging out with certain people, all of this shit comes down. Well really, I'm not much in the middle, thank kami-sama. But I've been hearing so many stories about so many different people I'm about to burst.
It gets annoying and now I know why I hang out with my friends. They're fucking awesome people. Seriously, we don't have this 'I'm a fucking teenager, I MUST be dramatic' attitude. Well really, it's more Verity and Zack. Ha ha. Ironically the two people who think they're better than everyone else. Tonight I'm planning to talk to Trent about it and get some of the other side of the story. He'll give me some info hopefully. Maybe even Troy or Clarissa.
*sigh* I dislike this week. although it's great to have my family home. So everything's cool. This weekend is Tanis' B-day party. So it should be fun.
*yawn* Luckily it's Friday too. This week has gone by SO slowly. I just hope May goes by as quickly as April did. Then it'll be June...then it'll be the end of school! And the end of Social! HAHAHAHAHA. No more social forever~ Yayay.
Anywho...nothing else to say. Just that I'm slightly peeved at people's immaturity. Yup yup, but Megan doesn't care ( wtf is with third person... ) I've never really known Zack or Verity. Or really considered them 'friends'. So hopefully after I get everything straightened out, it'll all return to normal.

Friday, April 29, 2005 09:47 a.m.-
Hey there~ Sitting in Chem, chilling out. Nothing to say...I should be working on a formal lab, but I'd preferably do it at home. Plus if I don't finish it here, I have no way of getting it to my house!! Because the computers here are asses! So it'd be a waste of hard work and thought! Pfft.
I've got a Jap and Social quiz... I'm not even stressed over it. I think I've done so many quizes in both classes that it doesn't matter anymore to me! Social has a quiz every other day ( and I'm not even being sarcastic...it's litterally every other day. ) Just thank god no more Vocab. Damn things. And in Japanese, it's every Friday. Pffft. Handley-sensei may be nice, but that's a hell of alot of quizes!! Thank god the lowest I've got is like...95? Something among that line. Haha, go me. And maybe today I'll get a 100. Haven't gotten one in awhile.
Creepy guy won't leave the room. Stupid Corey and Andrew aren't doing their work. Idiots, the both of them! Seriously...I hope Corey gets kicked out one of these days. He never actually does his work. And it's plain annoying when you're stuck with him in a chem group. But it's alright, because he touches the chemicals and does the dirty work. I just sit and write the data down. Mwha-ha-ha. Best job in the world.
I wonder when my parents will be home. It should be this weekend (I'm hoping...) ._. But they won't tell me when. I guess they don't really know themselves. Haha. I seen through that plan!
Bah. I still have another 10 minutes of class. What shall I do?? Oh, those cute little Japanese exchange students are gone. They left this morning at 5 AM. Poor Lauren is tired from getting up at 4. I hope she doesn't fall asleep in any of her classes...that wouldn't be good. But anywho, they were so cute. I'm gonna miss 'em. I hope that they had fun here. Although at first it didn't seem like they were ^^;
I should be running! <3 Ya'll. Bai bai~

Wednesday, April 27, 2005 08:28 a.m.-
Wai wai ^_^ Last night I was so bored...but then I baked! Bwhahahahaha. That's the best way to spend your time. And mom, dad, Don't worry. I cleaned and everything afterwards! I even did dishes!(Thats the crappy part about baking...) This afternoon I might just make some cookies ^^. I'm gonna have all this food..and no one to eat it.
AGH! THEY BLOCKED EBAY! MY LIFE IS OVER! *sob* The bastards! I have nothing to do now ._. I wonder what everyone in Vancouver is doing right now...? Sleeping...? Lucky! Or maybe shopping!! Oh so lucky. But I'm stuck here...doing my work =.=; I have another social quiz too. And a chem quiz!! AGK!
Bell's going to ring, update later at home maybe! Bai bai!

Monday, April 25, 2005 08:52 a.m.-
Haha, I'm in such a better mood then last night...last night wasn't a good night. But now that I think about it...it's kinda funny. I almost started laughing randomly this morning. Ya, so if anyone is worried about me, please don't be. I'm fine ^_^
Besides which...I'm so alone T.T Ack. Maybe I shoulda gone to Vancouver!!! But I would have missed so many social quizes e.e;. Last week alone I had about 3-4. I did fairly well on them all. Considering I was doing terrible before hand.
New layout new layout. I actually have made about...4. There's this one that's dark and gloomy that I like alot. Based off the song, Cage by Dir en Grey ( in a sense that the idea came from it ).
Stuber and Nadi-chan are chatting it up. I'm sitting and typing. Ha-ha-ha. So bored ~.~ Dear lord today is going to go by slowly. Thank god it's double CALM. My happy care-free class. Tra la la la *yawn* I'm tired. I got to bed around 9 last night...woke up at about 6. Still tired o.O Jeezus. I hate being tired!!! Grr...arg. Ruff.
Anywhom, I'm off to uh..."work on my assignment" BAI BAI!

Thursday, April 21, 2005 08:14 a.m.-
Grr grr. I'm ticked off. =.= And I'd like to apologize to Justin for yesterday. Plans were ruined. And now we can't see eachother for awhile *sniff sniff*
Bah, but besides that. Megan's all alone T.T Well I have Spike and the fish...but I'm all aloooone! Luckily, Tanis is coming on the weekend. So HA HA. I beat the law...or not. I hope my parents are having a fun time in BC by the who. I'm having fun alone. Oh by the way, I accidently started a fire in the kitchen...Haha I'm joking. They left me alot of notes around the house. It's a good reminder. ^_^ But I'm doing fine!
Hrm...I'm not in a good mood...and I have a social quiz. God damnit. At lunch I have to do the Jap homework I've been leaving off for awhile now. Ya...it's going to be fun u.u I just want to go home--alone. Huh, the presenter is here. Must be off. Hopefully I'll feel better. Oh and I <3 Tanis. She's a great person. Bai bai!

Wednesday, April 20, 2005 08:59 a.m.-
Huh...I hear ALOT in this class. It can be disturbing...
I'm supposed to be doing CALM. But do I ever? No...Its just CALM. Haha...I hate this class <3 But it's also good to do homework in. Very useful!
Poor Stuber. She's too nice. If I were her, I would have been screaming at them by now! She always tells them to do their work...and they always play games and just...be asses. Poor Stuber...she's such a good person too!
o.O The guys keep talking about a girl getting pregnant...I think it may be the girl beside Nadine and I. Y'know, the stinky one? Ya...I think she's pregnant...I shouldn't be putting this on the internet. But no one knows who she is! HAHA! The guys are being pretty rude about it too =.= Stupid asses. Obsessed with Sex yet call a pregnant girl a slut! How rude! And...stupid! AGH!
But ya...I'm off. I feel a headache coming on.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005 09:04 a.m.-
I'm resisting temptation to MST a journal entry of someone. Oh so tempted...but I shall not. No matter how mean I am sometimes >=3
Blah I thought I left math behind me last semester. But oh no! It's fucking back in CALM. I hate CALM...I hate it SO much.
Tanis and I are planning to hang out this afternoon. Probably just hang out for a bit. Swirls, mmmm. Ice Cream. Then later I getta maybe go up to MHHS alone since Tan-tan has to leave at 4:30. It's slightly nerve wrecking. o.o;; Scary school. With it's two levels and stairs. My school sure doesn't have stairs ( and if it does, I'd like to be shown ) Although we do have a scary door! It's medievil looking door...hidden. You really have to look around each corner to find it. Kinda creepy with all these locks and stuff.
*Yawn* Im still tired. Bah. I hope Bui didn't come today. We have to do this thing in Social that I don't want to do. If not, I'm sure she'll go home sick before social ^^; I probably could. I almost threw up this morning. It was greeeeat. Haha. Now I feel fine...I hope.
I need new shoes...Maybe Tanis and i can go shoe shopping while we're at it. I seen these cute ones at...that place near Ruckers ( I forget it's name! ) Anywhom...it shall be fun.
Bell's ringing. JA MATTE NE Minna-chan!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:25 a.m.-
I'm bored as hell. And so here's some fun that Tanis showed me =3. I call it "Quoting". And these are just random sentences...
How "much" do you "know" about..."different" ways to be "physically active" every day. Effects of "Lack" of "sleep" and rest. Choosing "nutricious" foods for "snacks" and eating "out". Judging the "truth" in advertising. Characteristics of "physical" and "emotional" maturity.
Ya that entertained me for a whole...5 seconds. Just copying things from a calm page XP Bwhahahahahahahaha. Ya...

Tuesday, April 12, 2005 09:42 a.m.-
I have a social exam last class. I'm really nervous. I think if I fail it, I'm dropping the class. But I really don't want a spare...oh well. *sigh* This is so stressful
*Yawn* I've been tired lately. I got almost 12 hours of sleep last night, yet I'm still tired as hell. Oh well. I should live. I just hope today goes by quickly ( it's only second class...)
I think I'll just update my RO journal now...*yawn* Bai bai

Monday, April 11, 2005 08:20 a.m.-
Heylo everyone. It seems I'm updating everytime in CALM. So uh er...Ya. I'm really updating because Justin needs to know when I get out of school ( Lucky bastard gets the day off ) and it's 3:10 PM ^^; I hope I have no homework.
So weekend was fun. Alot of DDR and sickness. Not feeling so hot right now either. I'm proud to say I'm kicking ass at DDR ^_^ I'm practising the Legend of Max. And I'm doing pretty good. I love that song to death as well.
Anywhom, nothing else to say. Bai bai~

Monday, April 4, 2005 08:33 a.m.-
Look, I'm alive! Bwha. So er...uh...I'm back in school. Great fun, ne? Did all my homework last night and now I'm tired as hell. Got about 5 hours of sleep.
So when DDRing on Saturday, and way more people then usual showed up. I think there was around 20-30 bloody people. It was insanity. All for one machine! People were showing all of us up u.u;; Then we went to Kelsey's and drank magarita's and stuff. And just a hint, Kelsey's strawberry isn't so good. Raspberry was alright though. Then we power drank and shirley temple o.O But Justin tickled me and it wasn't pretty.
Wed. we're supposed to be going to a movie. Bui said we should all go to Hitched, so I'm assuming that's what we're going to. Talk about it at lunch I guess.
Agh...CALM work. I hate it. Gotta work on our fucking Portfolio's. Fucking things e.e I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I have skills, I acknowledge this. BUT I DON'T NEED TO BE TOLD 10000 TIMES OVER! Blaaaaaah. I don't want goals either. ACTUALLY I have a goal. And it's not to fall asleep. Bwhahahaha
Social...how I hate thee. Sadle isn't the best of teachers either. He gives us notes that have nothing to do with tests and such. It's rather annoying. And the textbook really has nothing to do with it either! Agh! AGH AGH AGH! *sigh* Maybe I should drop it. I was thinking about it last night...Maybe I'll talk to Sadle sometime. Bui'll hate me. But Bui is using my E-bay so she can't hate me or I'll keep all her stuff ^_^.
*yawn* It's so nice outside. And it's supposed to be nice all week too! Maybe the snow is gone...and the cold weather. And all that. The highest this week is 25 o.o;; Thursday. Oh my. And it's supposed to rain today, but that's no biggy. Maybe if we're lucky it'll zap the electricity in the school and we'll be sent home!
Now I'm just blabbing 'cause there's nothing better to do. e.e Oh great. Now more stuff for the portfolio! Someone save me, I have another class of this! Such a useless class...I could have a spare right now! Waaaah. Bah. Whatever. =.= Bai bai everyone. I'm off to be uber bored.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005 09:11 a.m.-
Well o.O I'm not so sad >=3 I'm quite happy. Just this MACHINE is depressing me. I needa get out more! Bwhahahaha.
I'm hoping to have a new layout done...sooner or later =/ Just haven't been uberly inspired ^^;; Everything I start to make just o.O doesn't turn out too well. Give it sometime and I should be fine ( ryhming... )
Tra la la la la~ la la la...I have to phone Nadi-chan. I said I'd hang out with her this week and maybe go to the SPCA to volunteer ( Kitties and puppies YAY! ) So I'll phone her today. Hopefully she won't be busy. Then I have to dedicate myself to homework one of these days. DAMN YOU SADDLEMEYER FOR GIVING US SHIT TO DO!
Anywho...I'm done burning shit ta~

Monday, March 28, 2005 02:36 p.m.-
Sorry if I lack in updating...just haven't been up to it since Friday night. I really haven't been myself, no matter how hard I try to be. I'd like to apologize to everyone too for not being...well...as enthusiastic as I usually am.
Ironically, I can't wait for school to start up again. I need that business in my life. All this time on my hands isn't turning out to be a good thing. All I really want to do is sleep. I've been uberly tired ( more then usual ) lately. Not very hungry either. Doesn't seem like me, eh? Ah well... I need to get used to things again. Hopefully I'll cheer up soon. Bye~

Sunday, March 27, 2005 01:50 p.m.-


Friday, March 25, 2005 09:31 p.m.-
It's funny. How someone you just started hanging out with not even a year ago, would be the same person you would be crying with in a parking lot at 9'o'clock at night. Freezing your asses off.
Bah...I don't feel like getting into the topic much. I hurt right now too much as it is. Holy teenage angst huh? Never thought I'd think I'd get myself into these types of messes because two years ago...I wouldn't have. But whatever, I'm off to...does it matter? Guess not. Oh...Thanks alot Tanis. No matter what you think, you are an awesome friend. Just hope you know that. I don't think I would have broken down like I did if it was someone else...maybe Kimmi or Deen or Lamann. But still...haha maybe not.

Thursday, March 24, 2005 08:25 p.m.-
These would be the result of MSN and boredom.
Do you know the Tan-tan-man? The tan-tan man, the tan tan man? Do you know the tan tan man? Who lives on Durary lane?
How much is that matty in the window? Woof woof, the one with the waggily tail, how much is that matty in the window? I do hope that matty's for sale
Justin justin justin, I made you happy one day. So justin justin justin, now justin we shall play
Ami-chan, Ami-chan, does whatever an Ami can. Spins a...uke...just in time, catches semes just like...flies...
WOO! Most of them sound DIRTY! GO ME! They're not meant to be >.<

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:21 p.m.-
Ack ack ack~ I can't sleeeeeep. I know I'll be tired tomorrow too~ Blech. At least it's our last day tomorrow. I have a Chem test too. I heard it was hard.
I fell asleep around 1 this afternoon...got up at about around...5:30 was it? o.O I need sleep. Sleep is GOOOOD.
Such a short and pointless post. But at least everyone knows I'm alive ( Sick...but alive. )

Monday, March 21, 2005 08:50 a.m.-
I feel sick suddenly. I have no clue why...maybe I ate too much =/ Ugh...this day is going to go by so slowly. I can feel it now...Only bloody 4 days...
Knowing my luck, I'll be sick again. I'm slowly catching some sort of cold that's been going around. And I have no doubt in my mind, that if it's going to hit. It'll hit on my Easter Vacation. Lucky me, eh?
Maybe it's because I'm too hot. =/ It's pretty warm in here. And wearing a hoodie and sweater ( may add, both are black ) really doesn't help.
Hrm...not much to say. The weekend I did alot of DDRing and just sitting. I was up at around 3:30ish AM today. I woke up...then I couldn't fall back to sleep. I'm going to be sleeping all day in all my classes u.u;;
*yawn* Nadi-chan is doing her homework like a good little girl. I, on ther other hand, am sitting...doing nothing. I hope the rest of the day is like this. But, that is most likely. Social 30 isn't some pushover course like Social 10 or 20 where you can BS your way through.
Again with my new layout. It's coming along. Pretty simple at the moment, but soo pretty. It's featuring Mitsuki from Full Moon wo Sagashite. T.T But I'm still stuck as hell on those lyrics...
I hate people who go "Brush Happy" when making layouts. Coming from me, who has in the past gone insane with brushes. But that's different. How you may ask? I have taste with it. For instance, Swirls. My biggest pet peeve in the world. I hate those swirls with a passion. I have rarely come upon a circumstance where they actually look NICE. ( Oh yes, time to time there has been the odd layout that makes me go "Oo~ Pretty." But you don't notice the swirls. ) You have to know how to bloody BLEND. And it seems alot of people believe they can make a Graphics Website. Well, my dears, if you don't have the talent or ability, then you shouldn't even try it. One must remember that when it comes to making graphics, you have to put time, effort and ability into it. Alot of people just place things together then HTML it up. It just doesn't work that way.
Others I've noticed seem to like ripping off more talented artist's works. A good example of this is Ivy's Works Ivy-sama makes the most gorgeous layouts. But as of lately, I've been noticing "clones" of her works. She's very considerate in putting her own brushes and cut out images for others to use. But many people just basically rip-off her layouts. I admit whole heartedly, I do get inspired by her work. But it doesn't mean I'll go download everything off her site and then just place it together.
It reminds me of this fanfic review I read. A girl wrote a pretty...dare I say, horrific story. And another write told the girl something among the lines that writers treasure their art. They put alot of time into it, and if someone is just going to place a story, that was obviously never revised or even editted for mistakes, it kind of just...meh I don't know the word. But it's more then true. I'm actually trying to find her comment so I can properly quote it because I loved the way she worded it. ( Hard to find though... )
BACK to my rant ( How did this become a rant in the first place...? ) Ugh...actually...I'll see if I can continue this next class. I feel sick again... going to save 'cause the bells ringing soon too. ~.~ Wish me fun in Chem.

Monday, March 21, 2005 06:11 a.m.-
And in quote of early morning television "It's not good to get hit by a bus in Ireland." I would like to say, it is highly alright to get hit by a bus in Canada.
Good ol' TV. ~.~ *falls over* Some of the stupidest things in life I hear from it. ^^

Sunday, March 20, 2005 05:55 p.m.-
BLAAAAH! I'm working on the new layout, but I want to add the lyrics of Pure Snow...SOMEHOW ( Did I spell that wrong...why does it look wrong?! ) . I love those lyrics to itsy bitsy pieces, plus Pure Snow is just the mood I'm in. ^^ Anyone have ideas? I'm not sure if I should place them RIGHT on the layout or somewhere else. i want them viewable ( so not blended in ) and able to read. I don't havet o fit all of them...but I want to. Ack I'll post them ^^ You'll see why it's my favorite song ( it's adorable! And sad at the same time )
In this city where a powder snow comes dancing down from heaven,
my sigh fades white up to the sky.
When I think about you, I don't know why but
my heart gets so warm...
When I realize, I am always amidst a crowd of people.
When I look in the clothing shop window,
even if I won't buy anything, I end up picking something out,
because I think that it might look good on you.
I look like a fool, don't I?
That's not cool anymore, is it?
Though I knew you're my friend's boyfriend,
I ended up falling in love with you.
There's nothing I can do. You can laugh at me if you want,
my precious feelings.
Pure snow Pure heart It was
snowing on the day we met, too.
I felt a fate upon us
more heart-wrenching than passion,
more truthful than love.
I even listen to her bragging,
making fun of [or joking around with] her all the while,
but (for her) to be alone would be heart-breaking.
The mask of friendship is a heavy burden.
Why are you the only one
I can't be with?
When I think about that,
I want to break myself up completely.
In times like those, what gives me support
is a single picture.
Pure snow Pure heart I'm sure that
if I had a bit more courage that day,
I could've flown to your embrace
and blamed it on the chilly season
but for some reason, I couldn't do it.
Pure snow Pure heart I definitely won't
even regret the fact that I cried.
I'll forever wait
for you to realize
my obviously fake bravery.
Pure snow Pure heart It was
snowing on the day we met, too.
I felt a fate upon us
more heart-wrenching than passion,
more truthful than love.
*Sniff* So pretty. Oh! I got the lyrics from Anime Lyrics . Onya...I'm off...Hopefully the new layout will be ready soon!

Thursday, March 17, 2005 08:57 a.m.-
Watching this really cheesey movie on how to get a job. How many times do you think this class will repeat itself? Haha I snuck on. You see, I darkened the screen so she can't tell I'm on. I'm sooo smart, ne?
Eeps. It's so ugly outside. With all the snow and stuff...it sucks. Hopefully tomorrow'll be a snow day. *crosses fingers*
It's funny, how nice it was last weak. +17 was it? Now it's like -102938985958309734097390432907 Blech. I hate snow. I needa move somewhere warm like Hawaii or Japan.
Speaking of Japan, we sent our letters. Our at least, IF KELSEY had brought her letter, we would have. Poor Handley-sensei is too nice. Anyway, some girl in Japan should be getting my letter =3 I hope she likes some anime...or J-pop or J-rock.
Ugh this girl who just walked in STINKS. Or maybe it's outside...well whatever it is, it bloody smells.
Anyway, messed up my computer XP Must fix it! Ja matte ne~

Monday, March 14, 2005 08:25 a.m.-
BUI! WHERE ARE YOU?! You chicken! Just because you didn't do your homework you didn't come to school! BOOOOOOOO! I just finished mine *giggle* It's not as hard it looks! I hope I did it right though...Oh well. If worst comes to worst I can use bui as an alliby and say she was in my group. =/ Don't think I WILL, but y'know.
Gyaaaaaah. Luckily, Danielle just told me today that all we have is a week left...THIS WEEK! Until Easter Break. How quickly time flies...seriously, do we actually get next week off? MORE SLEEPING?! Thank god. But doesn't it seem like I just got a week off? Do we really miss this much school?
Ugh >.< I said I'd draw some people some pictures, but now I don't know what to draw XP I have this one picture at home on my PC that I want to draw for someone *^.^* But it's at home...I need to burn a CD with all my pictures on tonight u.u; Then I can print like crazy tomorrow *laughs insanely* The poor computers...Ack...it's so slow. And the CD drive doesn't sound so healthy when you open it...

Saturday, March 12, 2005 03:44 p.m.-
Today's going by too quickly. It's almost 4! I haven't done anything by play RO...so...o.O Ya.
Last night I actually did go DDRing. It was fun. Everyone in town that is good was there. So it got packed. But by the end of the night there was only 4 of us. It was still fun as hell.
I have social homework to do. But it's stupid. "Make up a game bla-dee-blabla bla" I hate these stupid projects. They never help me and they just take up time. Then they end up in the garbage. So it's a big waste of paper too. Oh well. I need the marks. *sigh* I hate these projects.
So...I wast old to update, there you go Justin. Bai bai!

Wednesday, March 9, 2005 08:22 a.m.-
It's going to be a good day. Well, yesterday was alright too. After CALM, I was fine. Although Chem was slightly annoying because Corey kept fucking with the chemicals. x.X We totally screwed up the first few times. Then we got it and...uh...ya.
Today is going to be a lazy day. Nice and slow...I like those days personally. Well, not slow classes. But slow after school. Relaxing( despite homework )
And ya~ I totally forget what I was going to say. I need to draw more >.<; I'm losing my talent! ( How sad... )Ugh...this computer is SO full of shit. They really got to clean out the system. All these computers are stock full of spyware. Or maybe I should XD That'd be funny.
Ooo~ I haven't mentioned something. I'm trying to CG ( or did I mention that already? ) It's not a drawn picture, but a manga picture from Chrno Crusade of Rosette. CGing is SO hard. >.<; And takes up so much time. I haven't even filled in all the colors yet. Insanity, ne? I have the hair(which was a major part) and some of her clothes done. Thank god that Nun outfits aren't complex in color. Just blue and white!
I'm going to be printing pictures so I can work on my title page thinger, Ja matte ne! ( again, if this computer was MINE, I would write that in Japanese. )

Tuesday, March 8, 2005 10:33 a.m.-
Today was supposed to be a good day! GOOD! But NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I feel like crying...this is too confusing. The stupid CALM thing we have to do. Chem I'm not worried about, SOcial and Jap either. It's CALM(haha ironic) that's stressing me out.
The morons in the corner are playing stepmania( Can anyone say, LOSERS? ) Sure I'd play Stepmania here...I guess. It doesn't have the same effect as by foot though. It's just pressing a bunch of buttons at a proper time. I guess DDR is the exact same thing. Well at least with DDR you're getting excersice. I'm not even sure if I'm still into that game. I played it too much for too long I guess.
Drawing hasn't been having the same effects either. Not much into doing that. Like before, too much of it. Listening to music and playing RO seems to be my only pass time lately. Talking with friends of course. And ebaying.
Bell rang, Off I go. This post sounds so depressing when it isn't supposed to be.

Monday, March 7, 2005 10:51 a.m.-
Aiya~ What a nice day it's been. I thought from yesterday that today would be a let down. Y'know? Depressing, tra la fucking la. But no! I'm happy, hyper and awake!
Did anyone think that I could be a Candy maker? Or an ice cream maker? Or a chef or baker?! I think it'd be a fun job! Better then something stupid x.X
I'm finishing a "Resume". Actually, I'll never use this one because it's a load of bull shit! Bwhahahahaha. But she shall never know! Never ever! *grin* Which is why this class is a nice class. I had to use My mom's Barb( the one from girl guides) As a reference(although, like I said before, I would never use this resume) I also made up a phone number! GO ME!
Has anyone ever heard of the movie Lolita? It was on last night. Kinda disturbing x.X; Very, actually. Makes your mind go "My god this is creepy" Not creepy scary, but creepy pedophile! All in all, it was an alright movie. From what i seen. The commercials were so long that I fell asleep during one and woke up the next morning.
Mom had left for the weekend to Edmonton. When she got back I got Haibane Renmei. ^__^ I haven't watch it yet, but I'm planning to since it looks like a short series. I hope it's good. I'm sure it will be. Speaking of Anime and Manga. Last night I downloaded Arina-sensei's newest work, Shinshi Doumei Cross. It's so cute! I recommend it. I love her work, and this one is up to expectations. Much like Imadoki with Watase-sensei. Just a little short cute one. I'm not sure if it'll be short, but I can't see it being like Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne or Full Moon wo Sagashite.
Ugh, I should print pictures ;<.< This is an awesome opportunity for me right now. But I probably won't find any I want to print!
I'm off to play games or somethin' Ja matte ne, Minna-chan! ( I would write that in Japanese, but this computer can't do it T.T )

Sunday, March 6, 2005 07:13 p.m.-
And so the wonderful battle for a proper comments system continues! I shall not give up!

Friday, March 4, 2005 06:21 a.m.-
Thank god it's the weekend. I need a decent sleep. I'm so tired I feel like I'm going to just fall over...
It's Friday. YAY! No quizes, nothing overly hard(most likely), and all around quick classes. Plus Japanese at the end of the day. Who could go wrong with that? Oh Japanese quiz o.O; Just little things I need to remember. I'm kinda worried about it o.o;; Oh well
On Wed. a bunch of us went to see Constatine. As Lamann said, it was pretty cheesey. It had the odd good part. o.O; But I don't recommend everyone to go by our words. Alot of people liked it. I guess it's just a movie you like or you don't.
Yup...now I have to go get ready...Bai bai.

Tuesday, March 1, 2005 04:10 p.m.-
I hope I'm not too late to catch Bui~. Boo-boo check your e-mail!

Monday, February 28, 2005 05:21 p.m.-
Eek~ I was searching about for cute layouts( =/ I envy some people so much! ) And this one came up. It's a popular picture from Tsubasa but she made it look so perfect!
Ya that's another entry for today XD Ta~
PS : NEW TAGBOARD! Comments appreciated =3

Monday, February 28, 2005 04:38 p.m.-
This is for boo boo if she didn't get Kikiwai's address correct or somethin'

Monday, February 28, 2005 08:34 a.m.-
Yay! Back to school. And yes that is sarcasm =3. Right now I'm obviously in CALM. Seems like that's my life, eh?
Here's an idea from Nadine. To find the next pope, use a game show/reality tv. "Who wants to be the next pope?" Aha...ya =/ We got nothing to do.
People are naming jobs. I guess for a game...Yes this class is pointless but you get credits for it. And who all knew you got credits for Car Tran in grade 9? I sure didn't. You get 1.5. =/ Where the hell does that .5 come in?
People are printing things. I should print pictures =3 Yaaa~
Ack this was a pointless post. But oh well. By Ya'll!

Friday, February 25, 2005 11:27 a.m.-
Ugh. Part 2 of this hideous flu I have. At the moment, I'm not feeling as bad as I was about an hour ago. But I also took a bunch of medicine. I should be sleeping within half an hour. (I hope!)
It started early Thursday morning. Got sick. Now I still have the ugh-let-me-die-NOW feeling that comes along. I'm just hoping it goes far far away by Sunday night. I can't miss school. I already did for heaven's sake! If I miss more o.O It won't be good.
I'm sure it will go away. I mean, if it lasts that LONG, Hell I should be in the hospital. Because at the moment, I can't keep a single thing in my body except the medicine. Maybe I'll just wither away...I hope not!
I'm sure I'll be in a better mood sooner or later(Sooner, hopefully). I just updated so everyone knows what's going on with me and why I wasn't on MSN yesterday and most likely today.
Love ya'll. Bye bye!

Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:57 p.m.-
o.O I'm full of energy. It's 12 at night! WOOHOO! NUMA NUMA DANCE!
Lately, I've been ebaying like a bitch *.* Not buying. Just looking. And I found the CUTEST dresses on earth. Gothic Lolita. A type of uh...o.o Dress style I guess you'd call it in Japan. Mana-sama actually is a big o.o er...symbol of this style.
Anyway, I found some really cute dresses. About 100. Mama said it wasn't bad because of the amount of Fabric and such it would take tomake. (It really just adds up) I hope I can get one~ Maybe one day. Ne? I'd look so cuuute.
And ya...oh look. RO's back up! I need a life...x.x ta~

Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:30 a.m.-
Just because I happen to be in love with Ayumi Hamasaki's song, "Hanabi" I'm posting the English lyrics to it =3 Pretty song. Ya'll should go listen to it:
I look up at the blurry sky
So that my tears don't overflow
Why can't people live
As they want to?
A weak heart that's unable to cry
Doesn't need the strength to keep from crying
I look for a shooting star
To place my wish on
But the dawn comes too soon
And I'm unable to find one
The reason there isn't a day
When I remember you
Is because I haven't forgotten you for a moment
It's become a habit to say it's alright
Whenever I come across something sad
Something stopped on that day
For me, and now
No matter how much I pray
I can't see a single star
I miss you, I miss you
Only in my memory your smile is too tender
There's nothing I can do
The reason there isn't a day
When I remember you
Is because I haven't forgotten you for a moment
I miss you, I miss you
Only in my memory your smile is too tender
There's just nothing I can do

Monday, February 21, 2005 10:31 a.m.-
=/ I'm uberly bored. I know I'll find somethin' ta do. But it'll take time >.< Plus everyone is...NOT HERE! Aggggggh! What shall I do...what shall I do?!
I want my Digimon movies u.u. That sounds SO pathetic...I want my Tanis back too! Then we could go...DDRing although I have no money. But that's beside the point. I wonder if Boo-boo would come with me...>.> I doubt it. But y'never know ne?
There's not even any good new fanfiction to read! I'm gonna die this week...Ya'll are invited to my funeral! *Sniffle* I'll go back to playing Snes games. u.u Super Mario is HARD!

Sunday, February 20, 2005 10:31 a.m.-
Wasn't feeling too hot yesterday. Pretty sick =/ Today it seems my illness has disappeared though! Yay! Hope I stay this way, it's only 10...
Anywho...not much has been happening. As you can tell I got my gravi dvds on Friday ^^ Two more and I have the licensed set! WOO! Exciting...
Er... It's going to be a long week. ^^;; It's so boring in Medicine Hat. All I've been doing is watching TV(mostly DVDs) playing RO and uh o.o; That's it. Oh and being sick. Sleeping alot.
x.x That's all I have to say, g'day.

Friday, February 18, 2005 02:23 p.m.-
SHU-CHAN! *bursts into tears* What have they DONE to you? And Eiri-sama...
I have to admit. Many dubs from the past have been very well done. Magic Knight Rayearth, Ranma, Slayers. And alot have been...something I could stand. Like Evangelion and Card Captor Sakura even. But THIS. THIS...is unforgiveable. (And in the name of the Moon, I SHALL PUNISH YOU!) *Twitch*
To begin with, Kim and I made jokes about how the 'stereotypical' gay guy voice would be funny on Shu-chan. That voice would also be 10x better then what they gave my Uke-chan. He has this...voice. Unemotional...unhyperactive...uncute voice. Now, everything that Shuichi is, is Cute, Hyperactive, emotional...and not BLAH. To continue, Fujisaki. A character that I do not much care for, yet, I'm even angered with HIS outcome. He sounds 70. *Twiiiiitch* Fujisaki is the youngest! HE'S BLOODY 16! Or is it 14 o.o;? Anyway!
I could go into all the characters but why bother? It sounds like they all had the same man doing their voice! And it sounds like he was behind a brick wall too. Something else that ticked at me was the pronounciation of Ryuichi. It is NOT RU-YU-CHI. It is RU-ICHI. Just like Shuichi is SHU ICHI. This goes into the Japanese way Ryu-chan( And why you don't say Ru-yu-chan) spells his name and Shuichi. Really, it's the exact same except for the first character. Shuichi's first character would be "Shi" and Ryuichi's would be "Ri"... But that's really besides the point. IT IS NOT RU-YU-CHI! IT'S RU-ICHI!
Shuichi...Ryuichi...Eiri...Tohma...Mika...K...Sakano. My loves, I shall avenge the death of your voices. >=O I promise!

Thursday, February 17, 2005 07:05 p.m.-
Didn't miss as much homework as I was expecting. Really didn't miss much...o.O Just notes. Gotta love notes.
Sounds like Lamann's being going through some shit. Poor girly. I hope she's feelin' better...Fighto! Always remember you have everyone to turn to! Mel, Deen, Me, Shantel, other people x.x; Just keep fighting!
Seems everyone is getting sick as well! Oh my. Did I start a new fad or something? Get sick before holidays! WOO! Everyone get sick! Actually not feeling so good myself still =/ All gooey and sick and stuff...not fun. But I'll fight and go to school!
Tra la la la...I got a japanese test tomorrow. Although I'm sure I'll be fine. o.O It's actually alot tougher then I was expecting. I might get...an 80% SOMETHING! It's the end of the world...*snicker* And to believe. Some suckers were FAILING last year. She gives you the answers. WORD FOR WORD. *shakes head* Some people even cheated. Seriously, it only takes a good read over or two. But nooooooooo. People are so dumb sometimes e.e
Anyway...I'm off to do my chem =/ Bai bai.

Thursday, February 17, 2005 03:39 p.m.-
Somehow =/ I lost my commentary system. Sooo...I'll see if I can get a new one. >.<; Probably just get a tagboard again.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005 06:05 p.m.-
I hope that's everything... ^^ Hope so. New Layout. If it doesn't look right somehow =/ Refresh your page a few times. Might work then. And yup...*wave wave*

Tuesday, February 15, 2005 12:38 p.m.-
*Twiddles thumbs* I'm at home. Chillin'. Tryin' to get rid of this "ick ick" feeling. I'll probably be at school tomorrow for all those who have missed me. Or are just lonely in their classes.
Homework factor will be kicking in. But thank god it probably won't be much. Just requires work. *nod*
Really I just updated to tell everyone I'm still alive and kicking. Well, not kicking. If I stand up for too long I get really dizzy =/ So I'll sit and chill. It's really cold down here actually. I haven't see outside for 2 days now. Is there snow out there?
Like I was saying, updating=I'm alive! So I'm off. Bye!

Monday, February 14, 2005 06:36 a.m.-
Feeling fucking sick as hell. Yet I'm GOING TO SCHOOL. Ugh. And if I phone home during school, saying I FEEL BLOODY SICK, all they'll say is "Well, why didn't you stay home" Ha. HA HA HA. I feel like throwing up. If I throw up at school, I might as well stay anyway since y'know "I missed a day last week" which may I add, I didn't.
My dad was sick yesterday...He stayed in bed all day. Did nothing. He should know how it feels. This fucking sucks ass. Parents should KNOW when to not let their kids go to school. Like per say...WHEN THEY'RE SICK. So I get all next week off, woopie fucking doo. That doesn't change how I feel NOW, does it? So I'll go get ready for school. Whatever. I won't concentrate on school. Oh hell no. Like I could with this headache and nausea.
Ciao.

Sunday, February 13, 2005 08:52 a.m.-
Some people have the neatest(o.O) lives...I was reading journals for the hell of it. This chick has the most fun sounding life o.o;. Mine's so dull compared to her's...I WANT THIS GIRL'S LIFE. But I love my own <3
Anywho, DDRed with Tanis on Friday. =3 It was fun. Except Ms. Chub-a-lot decided to play. *shudder* Also later after everyone left (Except Jared and a very drunk Ross, I hate them both ^^) This Hockey team showed up o.o; They watched us and talked with us. We were surrounded. But it was great =3 I also think they were stalking us when Lamann and Nadine showed up randomly and we came with them.
Saturday...I ROed. See I need some neat exciting life! *sob* She sounds like a very stupid girl though =/ SO maybe not...I cherish the little intellect I have. Her poetry/sappy side note isn't so good. o.o; So maybe not...
I also like my web designing skills, thank you very much. Speaking of which. My new layout has come to an abrupt stop in it's making. I made it all pretty, then went blank when I didn't know what else to put it on it. It seems very empty...*sigh* Maybe I'll think of something.
I'm off to uh...do something that will take up my time until 3 my time =3 Bai bai!

Friday, February 11, 2005 11:20 p.m.-
In alot of pain right now. 5 hours of DDRing will do that to a person =/ My legs are barely able to walk right now. Sitting is gooood.
Tanis is training me in my weaknesses. Gallops and crossovers. Bitches they are! BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT. BWHA HA HA HA.
Yes I'm in a very good mood. Just how the day goes =/ It started out crappy. Now it's aweomse X3. Anywho. Quick update. Ta~

Friday, February 11, 2005 06:29 a.m.-
Hopefully everything'll be alright today. I'm thinking so. Nothing to put me down. Japanese test (but dear lord, I'd have to TRY to fail one of those), CALM, Chem and Social we're doing nothing that is uber important. And thank god we get out at 2 today.
In all the mayhem yesterday, I forgot to mention that mommy got me Junko Mizuno's Cinderella. Funny tale. But definetly not something for younger audiences =/ Kinda disturbing. Reminds me of a mix of Lenore and uh...Excel Saga? Maybe Puni Puni Poemi. Cute though.
Eeps. Gotta get running. Have to get ready for school =/

Thursday, February 10, 2005 08:51 p.m.-
Today, I was going to write about how good my day was. Even on the bus home I was thinking "This was a good day. Definetly top best days." Why? I don't know. Just that niiice feeling you get on certain days.
Oh yes...well kick me in the ass and call me retarded for thinking that. I knew it'll all come crashing down SOMEWHERE along the line. Oh, yes, my friends, I should have just gone to bed at 7. I would have found out in the morning I guess when GM PMed me saying "You're getting your RO account frozen for swearing' OR SOMETHING. HA. HA. FUCKING HA. I'm way to trusting in people. Y'know? I can't help it much. I just think everyone is trustable and won't do stupid things. Possibly think before their actions.
Back to my 'good day'. I was really gonna start with how much I love this semester and how little homework I get. Yes it's nice. Gives me extra time. Then I was going to continue with maybe something like...oh let's say nice weather really gives you that happy feeling deep down inside. That "I'm on cloud nine" feeling. Y'know? I really had this all planned out when I was thinking in class. Just exactly what I'd say. Now I don't give a shit.
I'm going to have this lump in my stomach all night and probably all day tomorrow. I worry way too much. Even Ami and Daki said I probably won't be ban. Makes sense.
I guess in the end, it's that I worry too much. Really need stress relief, or something to at least get it all off my mind. DDR...DDR is good. Last week though, it just caused stress. *sigh* Maybe I'll just draw. The ultimate stress relief. Or sleep, another ultimate stress relief. But then I have to wake up...so maybe not. Drawing...Drawing is a good idea. But I have nothing to draw. Oh well. Must do something to keep my mind from going insane with worry.

Wednesday, February 9, 2005 05:41 p.m.-
o.O O.o Er...ya. Ho-dee-dum-dum dum. I need to find something to do. >.>; <.< Go read something I guess, ne?
Anywho, lately. *Thinks* I have been doing nothing. =/ Might go DDRing on Friday(as always). OH! My DDR adapter came in. It's fun and it works *.* Except I can't use the mat I have now. I need a metal one =/ Seriously. I can't even do light on the mat XD Haha. GO ME!
I should write stories or plans on here anymore =/ I got and tell people, and they know already! Damn this thing...DAMN IT! So I'll make up stories. Hahahaha...and some will be true. And ya'll will never know which one is fake!
That's my story. *wave wave* Bye bye.

Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:32 a.m.-
5 Minute to do list for after school:
Get the URLs of the GOOD RO Skill sims.
Do any homework
Yell at Matt >=O
Replan RO wedding T.T After ALL that
Make RO money >=O I'm poor!
Uh...is the Simple Life on tonight?
Bye *wave*

Monday, February 7, 2005 08:15 a.m.-
Damnit. Goddamn school blocked everything! I hate these computers. H.A.T.E. HATE. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. It's NO FAIR NO FAIR NO FAIR. HAHAHAHAHAHA I have a plan. Burn MSN onto a CD(like I did with stepmania) And use it. HAHA
I have goals =/ Really I do. *thinks* Maybe not...Bah. This class makes me think too much about stupid things ~.~ Bah bah bah. I have goals, but that doesn't mean I want to think them over.
Yes, that is my CALM life. I have Chem in 10 minutes so I must be off. I wish I could check my hotmail from these god damn computers but I can't. Damn them, DAMN THEM ALL.

Friday, February 4, 2005 08:14 a.m.-
X3 I <3 CALM. Such a nice class. No stress...and it's opposite I hate. Social 30. *sweatdrop* =/ A NEW morning announcer. oOOOOO Special special.
Aiya, this is gonna be a short one. We have to go watch a movie(such a rough class *snicker*) I'm thinking about dropping Social 30. I dunno...Danielle did. It'd make my semester a whole lot easier. I don't know...*sigh* I have to look through my plan for next year.
Stuber is back by the way. o.o My ACTUAL CALM teacher. She's so cheerful =3 Happy happy.
Grad...o.O Big thing? Hmmm...It'll be fun. Yes I am taking random snippets from her speech. X3 *sigh* Nothin' to do...
I have to do debate in Social, really don't want to. But I guess, oh well. I have no choice do I? =/ Least it's a smaller class. Only about 20 kids I think? Maybe a little more. Least it's the weekend. I probably won't have much homework(it's weird). Looking forward to SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!
Eek, I better go. =/ *Wave wave* Update soon.

Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:28 a.m.-
Sitting in Social...waiting an oh so long 10 minutes for the bell to ring. =/ Long day it's going to be. Well, Japanese is after lunch so I'm looking forward to that.
Uh...ya. Haha...ha...ha...ha...
OH! Yesterday-Reader's. That was fun. I think there's over 15 or so books there for ME. Bwhahaha...got 4 yesterday. And thank god, 1 was Gravitation. That made my day. But now I have to wait 'til April to get the next. BLAAAAH. 2 months. 2 bloody months. Oh well. Also get Legal Drug, Kill Me, Kiss Me and Hikaru no Go.
Well, I hope I printed that to the right place =/. Bell must be off *wave wave*

Wednesday, February 2, 2005 08:18 a.m.-
Uuuuuuugh. I'm beginning not to like CALM =/ It's all "Yourself" bla bla. Now we have to WRITE about ourselves. Someone save me...
Meanwhile, I have no clue when the last time I updated was =/. Today's Wed, meaning Reader's is getting manga in. Hopefully more then ONE BOOK will be in. Hoping more that if there is one, it's Gravitation.
Speaking of which, i sent the money for my Gravitation yesterday X3 Wooooooh! Gravi gravi! Can't wait 'til they send it. Might take another week before they do =/ Sad, yes.
Chem is next, not much looking forward to that. Kind of boring. It's all review for the next 2 weeks. Yesterday was like Grade 9 review =/ Ya that far back. I hope chem isn't as boring as it began! I'd diiiiie.
Meh, I'm off *waves* I might survive =.=

Saturday, January 29, 2005 03:48 p.m.-
I have nothing to do...*sigh*
In other news, tests are over. 5 day weekend. Well, 3 days left. Thursday, Tanis and I went DDRing. =/ I did something to my wrist. It hurts now when I bend it. It feels better compared to Friday, but still in pain.
Friday, I slept all day. Not even joking. Got up around 8, dropped thing off at school, went back to sleep at about 10. Slept until Tanis phoned me, I think it was around 5:00. Ate. When back to sleep.
It's been a lazy few days. Very nice after those damn exams >=O.
RO has gotten boring *yawn* Just for the time being. Maybe I should do PvP XD Nah. Or go on Iris? *shrug*
Mommy left for Lethbridge on Thurs. I hope she's having fun. It's been very quiet here without her *cough* Is that good or bad?
Uhm...Stopped by Reader's as well. Got...1 whole book. Out of the 1000000's I have on my list. It's going to end up being one of those times where they all come in at once. Like last time. Oh well. X3 I've got the money, BRING IT ON! Hopefully, Gravitation will be somewhere in the mass amount of books.
I'm off to find something to do. Megan, signing out.

Thursday, January 27, 2005 10:23 p.m.-
Someone signed me up on some petition >=0 WHO DID IT?! Come on! TAKE THE BLAME. I don't want spam in my mail u.u.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:58 a.m.-
I have about half an hour before I leave to do my final final. o.o Nothin' to do. Just sitting and waiting for time to pass >.<
Hmmm..haven't been on Gaia for AGES. Alot has changed. But you know what I noticed. Gaia is a rip off of RO. Alot of the items on RO are on Gaia. Same name and everything. It's rather...annoying. Huh, I like RO better(of course) o.O Well, all the crap I have on Gaia is slowly becoming worth more and more and more...Slowly but surely XD One day it'll be uber rare and it'll all be sitting on my account XDDD. Haha funny funny. Too bad I didn't get everything I wanted when it was cheap, a year ago. Oh well. I got alot of shizza anyway.
Soap Operas are crap. Don't know what I'm watching right now, but it's CRAP. *choke* Oh god. Get it away get it away!
Eek, I better be hopping. I have about 20 or so minutes. Must be off *wave wave* Still have to update my RO journal X.X

Sunday, January 23, 2005 07:56 p.m.-
o.o *Falls asleep* Ooooh I'm tired. Such a long weekend. But so nice. I did manage to get some studying done Bwhaha. And ALOT of ROing was done today.
Well, to start with. On Friday. Tan-tan and I went DDRing. I really can't say much on exactly what we're practising but to say this shall be saying enough "We'll be good". And I don't mean average good X3 I mean YOU ARE DA BOMB.(God did I just say that?) OR OR "You are a Kami..." Ha ha ha...I want people to call me Kami-sama. ACTUALLY, we should go onto DDR blast some highscores and put Kami up there XD Oooohohohoho. Oh. At the mall, we knocked good ol' Ross off the highscores but wacking our selves up to the top XD We even missed like o.O 5 or so. In 4 songs. That's pretty bad *cough* Oh well. We rock!
That was a very long paragraph. Anyway, test, tomorrow, MATH. I'm actually looking forward to it. Bwha ha. I think I know my stuff! MWHAHAHAHA. Except Income tax...that shit is a BITCH.
8 PM already *yawn* OH OH! TODAY! Mama went on ebay *.* I think she likes it XD But uh, I GOT MY ADAPTER! So now I can play stepmania ON FOOT. *does a dance* Next will be the good matts(y'know, like the ones on the machine). I think Mama said the one's with the bar are 170$ American. Which really isn't that bad y'know. They used to be around 450, or 700 x.x ALOT. Fwee.
I also am getting the licensed Gravitation from Sakura Media. Oh dear lord I'm excited! PLUS I'll be getting the box for it *.*. I can't believe I'm buying it o.O It's rare for me to want those. But Gravitation is my favorite anime. And I'll own ANYTHING from it. Soon shall be...the artbooks X3. OH I have to get the 3rd Soundstory still too. I seen it on Amazon for about 50.
Now THIS is what I call a post. Wouldn't ya'll? Which reminds me. I have to make a "archive" page. A seperate site. Why? Because pitas archives are messed up. T.T Sad but true.
I'm off. *peace* Wish me luck on my test(THAT I STUDIED FOR).

Friday, January 21, 2005 11:36 a.m.-
Well, I'm home after my English essay. Not in the best of moods either. Actually, not in a good mood altogether. Tired, grouchy, pissed off, I can go on and on. But I won't, because I love ya'll.
I'm planning to study this weekend for the upcoming and unwanted MATH FINAL. Ugh. I hope it's just a bit easier then what I'm thinking it'll be. I need stress relief...DDR. Maybe this weekend or next weekend sometime I'll go out with Tanis DDRing. Or maybe just myself if she's busy. Or I'll...get Booboo(haha like that's going to happen) Maybe ask someone else...
RO has been a bitch. Plus today they're doing some internet thing. So it'll be laggy and I don't feel like putting up with it. So maybe tomorrow I'll go on it more then tonight. Hopefully.
Not really planning to be on MSN either. Only ones I want to talk to anyway, will more then likely be on RO. Others...I can phone if needed.
I need a major nap. But then I'll be up all night and I don't want that. So, I might as well stay up for now. Maybe y'know...watch good ol' daytime TV. Start another puzzle possibly? Work on a layout or two. Work on things on my To do list(which may I add, I MUST update.)
So ta ta my loves, I am off to frolick in the field of boredom and grumpiness(I really should need sleep.)

Saturday, January 15, 2005 07:36 a.m.-
I had a terrible sleep. Sore throat, plugged nose. SORE LEG. I don't know what's wrong with it o.O It just hurts. *Shrug*
Last night, Tanis and I went DDRing. Again XP. Ya at the mall all night on this one. No Ruckers(too cold to walk). There was a hell of alot of people there. Although we were some of the first. o.O Twas fun. My feet hurt now, but it was fun ^^
I'm hungry I guess, maybe that's my problem o.O No clue. But I coudlnt' GET to sleep, and when I did I woke up every fucking hour afterwards. Ah, yes, it was fun.
Mmmm I don't know what to say. We seen Lamann and Nadine at the mall. They didn't play though u.u. Ya it was sad...x.x Haha
Ugh, I'm off now. 7:40 in the morning =.= I NEED MORE SLEEP THEN THAT! Ack. Ciao.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005 02:29 p.m.-
Yipee! A new layout, finally! And it's much different then what I had before. No special bright effects, no bla bla bla. Just cute little squirrel Goku(from Saiyuki ^^) Or is he a monkey? That'd make more sense wouldn't it?
Eeps, I haven't been upto much. Litterally. I've had no homework for the past 3 days, and I've only been on RO. OH! Friday I went DDRing with Tan-tan. That was fun ^^ Got really tired quickly o.O I need to DDR more, ne? But I've gotten good. We went to the mall and kicked everyone's ass XD It was surprisingly busy. And for once, I wasn't the worst one! I was...one of the best! Eek! Actually, the worst one was this chick who wouldn't SHUT HER MOUTH. *twitch* Annoying. She kept trying to back herself up with "Oooo I can READ that, and I can probably do it by foot" I glared. Plus she was rather uh...>.> Big. She could do the easy Standard songs. But when she did *shudder* Mental images.
Hu...My mommy is on a cleaning spree. Just going FWEEEEEE around the house. Cleaned the basement over the weekend. Now she's cleaning the kitchen. o.O YOU GO WOMAN! *cheers* Ya...
Hrm. I have such a boring life right now. No tra la la WEE. More like "GET READY FOR EXAMS!" They're in about one and a half weeks. Not far, ne ne? In week is our last classes of the semester. Double math =.= Ugh. Oh well.
It's been snowing like crazy. It's bloody freezing out! Maybe tomorrow we won't have school. *happy sigh* Maybe maybe! But then it might mess up all the school and we might have to do Exams later O.O NOOO! I need a semester change. I'm so sick of my classes.
Ah...I'm trying. Really I am trying to update properly! But I can't u.u Maybe this'll seem long enough? I hope. BYE!

Thursday, January 6, 2005 04:51 p.m.-
I'm watchin' Joey...it's...not the same u.u. I mean it's funny'n'all. But it's just not the same as Friends.
Anywho, tra la la la. Not much to say now either! Huff! Well, let's see. 14 days left until semester's end. Yay! And I have to finish my art soon as well. Although I did work on it some. >.> Not much. It features non-other then GACKT! *twinkley music* And no Nicole, Tears is not "Matty-boy". Random person I met in a day, 3 days later I got married because it was 50% off AND I wanted to try the skills =^.^= Who can turn down something that's 50% off? EVEN A MARRIAGE! Sad thing is it costs the same price as a normal marriage to get divorced >.> No getting divorced anytime soon XD
I should start on the RO diary. Really should. I've been doing SO much latey*cougsarcasm*.
Uh...Lamann, HI! Keep commenting >.<
I need to stop by Reader's to pick up books. My just pointed out I have a random 60$ in my wallet o.O Er..no clue where it came from. But it's there! WOO!
And uh..erm...yes...
I'm SORRY. I'm TRYING. *bursts into tears* BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY! NOTHING AT ALL! I have such a boring life...but I wouldn't trade it for nothing. *shakes head* o.o Wow...food's here! TA TA

Wednesday, January 5, 2005 01:57 p.m.-
Aiya~ Sorry for the sudden increased number of short/small entries! Least I'm updating right?
First things first, New layout. Coming soon. Promise!
Second, check out my RO diary, hopefully it'll be up and running soon:
I'm off~ Next time'll be a long one~ Promise that too -.o

Monday, January 3, 2005 11:17 a.m.-
Woo~...Meghan's watching me. Watch me Meghan, WATCH ME. Ok, now she's laughing. See...ok...>.>...er...ANYWAY. School's back, been awhile since I updated too. I'm updating 'cause I noticed Lamann updated and Lindsay is going to update too(I doubt it, but haha it'd be funny).
DUN DUN DUN! And now, for what I did for a whole two week. RO RO RO! << Three like in Macbeth(HA HA...not funny). YES, I DID RO! And I read that fucking book, Lord of the Flies. =.= Ahem. And my final conclusion. On the last day at about 3:30 AM on Sunday Jan. 2nd I GOT MY PRIESTESS~! After SO LONG and two days of 4 hours of sleep! I got my priestess <3 Aiya~ I love her. It's fun too! Now all I have to do is work on my Hocus Pocus Sage and my Forge Blacksmith. Maybe if Ami-chan is nice she'll let my FBS leech *cough* Since that's all they can do. -.o Sucks don't it?
Tra la la la and now I'm back at school~ Tra la la la la. I'm off~ Ta ta

Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:06 a.m.-


Sunday, December 19, 2004 04:40 p.m.-
I'm bored, and I have about 2 hours 'til I head up to Lamann's for her X-mas get together...thing. So FOR TODAY, Megan shall immitate a angsty Teenager Blog(those annoy me the most ^^) I know alot of my friends will love me for this.
Begin Immitation so...today...i went out with my friends and i sat and thought about...my life. lol like usual. its so pointless...lol...my bf is fighting with me...he probibly hates me. oh...the other day i learned that mary ann hates me...ya...she was talking about me with suesue. omg i was so just like sitting and this guy just like totally kind of like...walked past me...HE IGNORED ME LIKE OMG. CAN YOU IMAGINE!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111358573947589445552656565686868674
End Immitation
At the end I was doing DDR gallops. Anyway, what do you think? It deserves an award doesn't it? ^^ Oh that was fun. And it spent a whole 5 minutes of my time. Actually, I got the idea from reading journal entries like that XD Oohoo. Ok I'm done. Bye bye!

Friday, December 17, 2004 04:08 p.m.-
Was just out with sister and Mother. It was fun. ^^ Nicole and I went off to play DDR and get presents while mother got presents for us. BUT during our time at the DDR I met this cute little girl. 11 years old. Could do heavy(not too well, but I'm impressed) ^^ She was nice. Hope I see her again. THEN when Nicole and I were on, these two little brats came up. And started saying things like "Oh that's easy" 'cause Nicole was on light mode. Nicole retorted with "Well, I'm sorry I don't play the game all day long". THEN I belted out Healing Visions(Angelic Mix) and they kind of turned the table. Song is easy as hell to do, but it shuts amateurs up quickly. Hell, they didn't even know the song NAME. Who doesn't know HV(Angelic Mix)? They knew Max 300. And kept trying to raise they're ego with "Oh Max 300 is faster" I almost turned and said "DER" But I was too concentrated on MY COMBO'S. Ha, like to see them get those on that song. I sped the song up, just so it seemed easier then it really is XD
Anywho, yes Nicole is home ^^. Going home on the 27th though u.u Oh so sad...And uh...I'm out of school! W00t!
But I really updated to rant about how little kids who cannot do easy songs like Healing Visions, SHOULD SHUT THE HELL UP. A true DDRer does not call beginners BAD they just tell to keep practising! Stupid brats. Pfft.

Thursday, December 9, 2004 07:07 p.m.-
Resent the stupid counter for this layout =.=; Daaaamn I want it to work so everything matches!
In other news...I have nothing to do! Woo~ I'm so lonely. I need a friend downstairs...like...NICOLE. Who I still say should stay longer then 12 days! Onee-sama, I know you'll want to stay longer. So you might as well make up just decide to stay longer now! Bwha
Uh ~.~ I want Evangelion. For some odd reason I've been wanting to watch it. No clue why. I guess I've been wanting to watch all those old Anime from the past. Sailor Moon Stars, Evangelion, Fushigi Yugi etc etc. *blinku* Why? I don't know. Maybe because of the masses of Anime Fans I've been meeting. Never knew little Medicine Hat could hold so many. But most are just into the stuff on TV. Blaaaaaah. Makes me cry to think that people are limited to those types of shows. Well, I guess now even YTV is getting the better stuff. It even has Gundam Seed now! I need so buy that show...along with many others.
I wonder if Tan-tan would be up to making a little Routine to the DDR song Love Sugar. I'm listenign to the long version right now(who knew there was one!) And it makes me want to do a little thing to it. But it'd include ALOT of practice on that song on *gag* Beginner or Light mode. Maybe trick if it isn't too fast or too many double beats. That'd be fun ^^ Ne ne?
OH OH! I drew a new picture! Just let me scan it and I'll add the link....It's original too! So exciting! I'm getting so used to the original picture thing ^^
http://photobucket.com/albums/v70/Mikomi00/?action=view¤t=File0031.jpg
The scan doesn't give the picture credit since I had to mess around with it so it would show close to what the picture actually looks like x.x Oh well...it's still nice <3
Eeps, I've got to get trotting(like a fox!). I still have to read 50 pages of Fried Green Tomatoes. Which should take me around half an hour to an hour. Depending on my mood XP TA~

Wednesday, December 8, 2004 05:29 p.m.-
I've been having a bad few days u.u; BUT for some reason in Art, I just rightly perked up.(Yes, rightly) Now, Mama and I went shopping so I'm happy happy joy joy. Also got a new warm coat(to fight those mornings waiting for my bus). I also stopped by Reader's and picked up Pita Ten. I need to read that!
I borrowed Spiral from Melly dear the other day. Such a good series. But she's damn right when she said the ending was confusing. Just the last episode. It ALL made sense 'til the last episode. I wonder if the Blade Children were real...? Maybe I should go find the manga, if translated or find some scanlations.
Eeek, bathtime. I'm running off. BYE BYE!

Monday, December 6, 2004 06:40 p.m.-
There's a new commentary system I have decided to use instead of the tagboard. I think I like this better(less color changing on layout changes). Plus it's just easier and you can say more! ^^ So yay!

Monday, December 6, 2004 04:54 p.m.-
Bah, people make me sick. BAH I SAY, BAH. Ok, only the certain ones. For instance, girls who get obsessed with boys/boyfriends. I MEAN SERIOUSLY, get over it. They're not so great. Lamann, is not like this, and she's perfectly fine! Ugh...=.= And those who get obsessed. "I LOVE (name here) SO MUCH, LIKE OMG! HE'S SO WONDERFUL bla bla bla bla" And you know what else annoys me? When girls put they're BF's name in their MSN...SERIOUSLY, people do not care about your silly little obsessions. Hell, I don't even put Gackt in my name unless he's the singer of the quote in my name! But ugh...people make me sick. Haha...I have a plan for my MSN. And my friend's names shall be part of it!
Still in my 'blah' state. With nothing to do. Maybe I should take up cooking. Oh that'd be fun! But I wouldn't want my parents continuously coming in. I hate it when they do that(that's why I don't cook). They sit and nag and nag and nag at me. Mostly my daddy. Mom usually never bugs me unless she smells smoke or hears bangs or me screaming. Haha...
Hrm. Wed. I'm going to Reader's more then likely to see what he has in. So...another stock will be in and my pile will just keep growing and growing. Maybe if Mommy's smart for x-mas she'll grab some of the books in my file and put wrap them up or something(carefully though, we don't want any ripped pages.)
Oprah's on. Must go watch. Ta~

Sunday, December 5, 2004 01:29 p.m.-
I've been SO bored lately. RO has gotten to a boring point(for now). And...I need something to do! Stepmania, I have also lost interest in(again, for now) And I have nothing to do! Agh, I don't even have any websites to work on. So, I've been watching all the anime I can throw into a day ~.~ Saiyuki today, and a bit of yesterday.
Last night though, I went to the movies with Nadi-chan, Lamann and Jake. The Monarch is SUCH a beautful theatre. And it's HUGE. I love it! But...the movie was terrible. Alexander, I do not recommend to ANYONE. Dear lord was it boring. I kind of like movies from history. BUT this movie was CRAP. Ok it has it's odd good scenes, but they prolonged things way too much. There was no obvious plot line. And I almost fell asleep! Agh...but it was fun being with everyone. ^^ We got to go out more together, ne, minna-san?
Gyah...I still have some pages of Fried Green Tomatoes to read. Up to 215, I believe. The book is alright(surprisingly). And...ya. I really need something to do. The internet has lost all meaning! *dies* So why'm I still on here?
Hmmm...I still need to stop by Reader's at sometime this week. x.x I need to buy things slowly or they'll pile up more and more! He already has like 4 books of Pita Ten. And I have NO clue what he got in last Wed. Which I'm assuming, is alot. So, plan for this week, need to get up there!
Maybe I should write. Like...a fanfic. That would pass time. Until I got bored of that...I NEED SOMETHING TO ENTERTAIN ME! SOMEONE HELP ME!
*Yawn* I need more games...Actually, I've been thinking about buying Final Fantasy X(and X-2) for the PC. Which would definetly pass my time. Bah, I need more computer games. Games are fun *.* So's shopping, if you have the money for it T.T And I don't. So shopping and games. ^^ Hehe, I'm off to play games now. Ta-ta.

Thursday, December 2, 2004 06:16 p.m.-
Due to Photobucket being a bitch, you may have to refresh a few times 'til the new layout WORKS RIGHT. *sweatdrop* Damn thing.

Thursday, December 2, 2004 05:51 p.m.-
For December, I have made a new layout. This shall also be my last layout of the year! Hmmm, what was last years? Anyone remember? I sure as hell don't...if I do, I'll take a screen cap ^^ See the difference in my skills!
Anywhoness, last Saturday, I did not go out with Nadi-chan. I just went out with Tanis. We met up with alot of Hat DDRererersersersers...x.x Anyway, they were all better then me u.u Except one kid who could do light and tried standard(but he can't do it) Bwha. So, ya. I've also noticed I've gotten WAY better. I could almost do Healing Visions on heavy! Almost being keyword. I died in the about the middleish(a little before the middle) Alot more practice and I should have it down!
Mama had to get surjery on her foot. So she's lying about on the couch, now. Poor woman...HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER. I wonder how she'll get downstairs to use the computer...
I made a counter for this layout too. But OKcounter is being a bitch. So no counter for now! It'll show up sooner or later though.
Hrm...I was sick for two days this week. Didn't actually miss much. See, I'm GOOD at being sick. I know when to, and when not to. XD Hehe. What else have I been up to...*shrug* Not much.
I can't believe it's December! X-mas is just around the corner! *sigh* Which means weeks off! YAY! Then new year, THEN SEMESTER CHANGE. I heard that they're fucking around with out schedules. But I love next semester. All I have is Social 30, Chem 20, Jap 20 and CALM. Such an easy semester *bursts into tears* It's the first in awhile. First, ever o.o. Last year my last semester was supposed to be easier but then I messed around with my schedule. PLUS now, I got rid of Math AND English(not that English is hard...no, I actually got 70% on a quiz that I guessed the entire way through! It's a long story...but anyway.)
Eeks, I'm off to uh...do something. BYE BYE!
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