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~sunday, march 7 8:43 pm listening to: cartoon network smelling: chips mood: medyo hyper really like the new adidas ad :J couldn't find any pics of it online so i just scanned the muhammed ali one that i found in the newspapers :) i'm wishing that they'll print a david beckham one in the papers soon! damn! he's hot :P this one's to all the athletes out there who feel like giving up when the going gets tough~ and in a larger scale i think- this is for everyone. "NEVER say die." as i always say, as i always used to say i mean....i miss soccer....  musings of a typical nineteen year old ~tuesday, march 2 12:40 pm listening to: noise smelling: peanut butter mood: content you see that i am content, or so i think i am content~ content is a small word to describe what i am actually feeling. words....frustrate me....i find that the more that i write and voice out my thoughts that i am restricted to words~ i never knew that words could be so small, could be so frustrating.... anyway, just a thought....here's a quiz i picked up somewhere :J dali rocks...  You're Metamorphosis of Narcissus! You're bright, philosophical and creative, but you don't always get the attention you deserve. Which Salvador Dali Painting Are You? brought to you by Quizilla i just had my theo orals, i think it went pretty well, considering i was majorly nervous because my partner didn't show up~ rarrrgh....i don't what my teacher thinks of me now -_____- she probably thinks i'm this nervous little kid (wait....which i am....) bah.....whatever.....nevermind @_____@ then tomorrow, i've got my taekwondo finals :D i hope i do well! i think i've the advantage considering my kicks are pretty strong, i mean, playing soccer for 11 years SHOULD give me the better leg control and power right? heck, i'll just do my best :j i don't think there's really much to say....my head hurts and i have to type a bit of my paper to get it started *____* i hate how the last month of school wraps up really really slowly.....wait, why doi get the feeling i've already said that i probably did :P but in any case, i hope you guys are faring much better that i am :P god bless and take care :J i wonder.... ~friday, feb. 20 9:56 am listening to: the buzzing noise in my head smelling: butter candy mood: lazy i wonder if anybody reads this blog anymore and if people think i'm dead. well, in any case, i just felt like typing so i here i am am, typing away in the comp lab. recent events such as seeing old high school friends and seeing that they were doing ok (or not so ok) got me all nostalgic~ ugh. but aside from that- been thinking of a lot of things- like at one point i was thinking about garnering a theology minor, thought about it on one of those long carpool trips home wherein everybody in the car is fast asleep. it's the non-existence of noise that your mind seems to talk really loud. i thought about it, thought about how much my religion means to me and how much i really don't know about it and how much i do want to know more about it... been really thoughtful as of late, must be due to the book i'm reading now, called "einstein's dreams" by alan lightman- which is a very good read btw, so go pick up a copy if you can find one. it's one of those reflective reading books, the ones you read in bits and pieces- you read it by chapter, reflect and think on its implications then read again. it basically covers time and looks at it from all angles~might get lightman's other book when i get the money. as for my social life.....my friends? there's too long a story to tell there i'm afraid. but i'll leave it at that they're are doing fine and living their own lives as they are supposed to be doing. and i am forever and ever no matter what they do, extremely proud of them. my devianart account is doing ok, i've got a lotta deviant friends who are oh so wonderful. i feel kinda sorry that my production rate has gone done over the years~ school and all. then this blog, will go under revamping as soon as exams are done (somewhere in march...) and summer kicks in :j my love life?????? well, that will most probably be what it is~ a question and not a reality. or at least a reality that i have not told a lot of people. i wonder.... ~friday, feb. 20 9:56 am listening to: the buzzing noise in my head smelling: butter candy mood: lazy i wonder if anybody reads this blog anymore and if people think i'm dead. well, in any case, i just felt like typing so i here i am am, typing away in the comp lab. recent events such as seeing old high school friends and seeing that they were doing ok (or not so ok) got me all nostalgic~ ugh. but aside from that- been thinking of a lot of things- like at one point i was thinking about garnering a theology minor, thought about it on one of those long carpool trips home wherein everybody in the car is fast asleep. it's the non-existence of noise that your mind seems to talk really loud. i thought about it, thought about how much my religion means to me and how much i really don't know about it and how much i do want to know more about it... been really thoughtful as of late, must be due to the book i'm reading now, called "einstein's dreams" by alan lightman- which is a very good read btw, so go pick up a copy if you can find one. it's one of those reflective reading books, the ones you read in bits and pieces- you read it by chapter, reflect and think on its implications then read again. it basically covers time and looks at it from all angles~might get lightman's other book when i get the money. as for my social life.....my friends? there's too long a story to tell there i'm afraid. but i'll leave it at that they're are doing fine and living their own lives as they are supposed to be doing. and i am forever and ever no matter what they do, extremely proud of them. my devianart account is doing ok, i've got a lotta deviant friends who are oh so wonderful. i feel kinda sorry that my production rate has gone done over the years~ school and all. then this blog, will go under revamping as soon as exams are done (somewhere in march...) and summer kicks in :j my love life?????? well, that will most probably be what it is~ a question and not a reality. or at least a reality that i have not told a lot of people. jason vs. john ~thursday, January 15 11:35 am listening to: click!click!click! smelling: fried chicken mood: content it's gonna be my birthday in 3 days, so i'm feeling a bit sickly and tired- i believe in my mom's theory that before/during your birthday, you are either sick or feeling really lousy- which has been the case with me and other members of my family since years. me, i believe that it is due to the exams and long tests and projects due on or around my birthday *_____* not like i ever study >:D joke, i do now that i'm in college....high school was a different matter :d doodling and writing away at the back of the classroom....i kinda miss high school.... anyway, about the title, people have been comparing jason mraz and john mayer and frankly and quite honestly- there is no comparison. although they both carry guitars while yoddling- i mean singing, thats all that they'll ever have in common. mraz is definitely the better artist- his lyrics have depth (which maybe most of the conio crowd wouldn't appreciate perhaps) but it's poetry- the way he plays with his words and ideas, something that mayer can't or hasn't done. mraz also has variety, whereas, mayer....simply has none :) hahaha, happy bashing :J no offense to any john mayer fans who might be reading this. well, tragically, nothing has been happening as of late- suddenly everything just stoppped happening for me when homework piled in, my now, is just merely composed of deadlines and deadlines and even more :D so, with that, i take my leave, ja. oh, and can i just add: ARAGORN IS SO DAMN FINE!!!!!!! bizarre christmas happenings ~thursday, December 25 8:04 pm listening to: My confession (Josh Groban) smelling: rootbeer mood: happy, tired, old and a whole lot of other things although i have spent the past christmas eves not feeling christmas at all this year was really different. i can't quite decide what to make of it, that it was a good one, better than any i've had for a very long time is decided but there are other things that make it quite queer. two days ago, which was not so long ago, i realize now, i recieved a text that my friend was in the hospital....so i called up a close friend of mine, to try to talk things over and try to make a sense of things. how? when? where? why? were a couple of the questions were plaguing my mind. later when i hung up and still couldn't sleep, the only question that stuck, was whether my friend was still alive. it was driving me nuts, though i don't know if it was only the late time that got me all worked up and thoughtful. my mind was the tormentor i remembered it to be and it wouldn't leave me alone. that night too, nina texted me back, which was a welcome surprise, since the girl is known to dissappear without a trace. she could've been abroad or at the foot of my doorstep and i wouldn't know. sometimes i worry, like i always do and i worry more than i should but it's an old habit and old habits die hard i woke up the next day, the 24th, and there was still no news about my friend. the feeling of dread settled in deeper, i think i prayed harder that day. but you know what? sorrow incites happiness....i think it helped me enjoy my christmas, it was as if i strove to enjoy the christmas more and appreciate everything more than ever. but today, the 25th, i heard from a friend that my friend is better now, better but still not out of the hospital. i hope she gets out soon, which i don't doubt, hopefully i'll be seeing her soon too, with that damnable smirk on her face. and i think.....i shall make it a point to spend more time with her this coming year.... christmas is giving without any thought of recieving anything in return. it is selfless, much like love.... ....merry lovey christmas :J Merry Christmas, Y Tu Mama Tambien style ~wednesday, December 24 8:58 am listening to: One Day More- Les Miserables smelling: the hell? nothing mood: content Nope, this isn't Ysa, this is Aissa, here to post an early Christmas gift for Ysa, and everyone else out there :D Look!  Mmmmmm. >=P Viva la charolastras? Helll yeah. Happy holidays to all! i'm back ~monday, december 22 10:34 am listening to: the kings bashing the blazers smelling: spare ribs cooking mood: happy finally got to making the layout, the pic has been ready for ages but i never got to layouting till now. been on the computer for practically the whole break- trying to brush up my photoshop skills, specifically, coloring....rargh... the professionals on deviantart....just have me feeling so bad about it, me being my OC self when it come to art...the competitiveness in me pushes me to get better and better...wellllll...i have kinda gotten better at coloring ~___- if you do compare it to before... i asked aissa about it and she said my coloring's ok, and maybe the prob lies in the composition of my work...i need to draw backgrounds.....rargh...i have a feeling she is right...and i do have to start drawing backgrounds on my sketches so people, i need your help/advice, what's lacking, what's the missing "uuumph" to my stuff :J again, here's the linky (can you tell i'm really desperate in my need to improve? hahaha...yeah, laugh it up -____-) http://renholder8888.deviantart.com/ oh the randomness ~monday, december 15 9:45 am listening to: nothing in particular mood: content it's ten more days till christmas and one more week of school, 5 more days till my taekwondo promotion and 1 more day till my mom comes back. hehe, i'm back, for better or for worse and i have been up to no good during the time i have not blogged :d missed me? things that happened recently, i got a scanner for christmas :D yey! i've always wanted one, so i can set up a portfolio online. as of now, i got an account in deviantart, where i posted my sketches, will try to work on some colored art over the break :P anyway, if you wanna check out my still pitiful account, its at: http://renholder8888.deviantart.com/ have yet to start on a new blog layout -____- i miss having gackt around in my layout to drool on LoL also added froggy to my list of blogs :d hey frogs! :) awawawawawa.....hahaha, before i forget, lemme post some pix i scanned of me (i'm a narcisst, sue me :J) this is angas me >:J this is friendly me :D this is clueless me :o/ |
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[ about the layout ] possibly and most obviously my most loved theme for blog layouts, gackt...just don't ask me where i got the pic, i have no idea. just got it from one of the many stashed pics i have of him on my hard drive. again, a touch of photoshop 7 does the trick.
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