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:name: ysa
:nicknames: why-sa, tiong, vagrant, zamu, ri-chan, sven, kain, cross, daisuke, shi no tenshi, der todesengel, baka-neko, dreamer18, tulisan
:age: 18
:height: 5"2
:occupation: poet? artist? soccer player?
:hobbies: writing, reading, sketching, playing video games, soccer, basketball, photography
:scared of: perodontists *shuudder* more like trauma....
:motto: Anything less than your best is not worth giving at all.
:email: renholder8888@hotmail.com
:latest obsessions: tonberries! photoshop 7, making layouts, photography :D
== all i want for christmas... ==
griever necklace
swiss army knife
scanner
digital camera
laptop
cd-burner
flat screen tv
playstation2
the sandman series
the unbearable lightness of being by milan kundera
satanic verses by salman rushdie
the godfather by mario puzo
angels and devils by dan brown
CAMINO PALMERO (the calling)
MARS (gackt)
MERVEILLES (malice mizer)
REBIRTH (gackt)
MOON (gackt)
== HATES ==
going to the orthodontist, creepy crawly snakes, (there's more i know, i've just forgotten :P)
== LIKES ==
~favorite movies~ the matrix, the matrix reloaded, devil’s advocate, girl interrupted, ring 1, 2 and 0, lotr 1&2, moulin rouge, crouching tiger hidden dragon, escaflowne the movie, road to perdition, hero, chicago, the recruit
~favorite ps/pc games~ ff6, ff7, ff8, vagrant story, diablo2, metal gear solid 1 and 2, devil may cry 1 and 2
~favorite books~ vampire lestat, queen of the damned, stardust, lions of al-rassan, tigana, american gods, the famished road
~favorite food~ Sbarro's white cheese pizza, McDonald's sausage Mcmuffin, KFC chicken, katsudon, pasta, pizza, mom's chicken parmegianni, sukiyaki, fried noodles with sharksfin dumplings, junk food, cheese cake, rootbeer float
~favorite songs~
shimmer- fuel
push- matchbox 20
iris- goo goo dolls
mizerable- gackt
bel air- malice mizer
stigmatized- the calling
hanging by a moment- lifehouse
smooth- santana
i think god can explain- splender
crazy for you- sponge cola
jeepney- sponge cola
monkey wrench- foo fighters
travelling- utada hikaru
drive-incubus
echo-incubus
miss you love- silverchair
my favorite thing-silverchair
mad about you- sting
my immortal-evanesence
duvet- BOA
broken vow- josh groban
secret garden- gackt
like a stone- audioslave
tsuki no uta- gackt
== links ==
fanfiction:
dreamer18
fictionpress:
dreamer18
otaku school
ringworld
matrix
santana
silverchair
utada hikaru
goo goo dolls
perfect circle
incubus online
chris cornell
the blu
miniclips
aerosmith
== blogs ==
forbidden mantra
utopia's fall
many kisses to you
unlock thine heart and mind
backroomlove
blood&iron
empyrean
ivfhm
eternal bliss
scattered light
= poem post =
Serenade
So sweet the hour, so calm the time,
I feel it more than half a crime,
When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,
To mar the silence ev'n with lute.
At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes
An image of Elysium lies:
Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,
Form in the deep another seven:
Endymion nodding from above
Sees in the sea a second love.
Within the valleys dim and brown,
And on the spectral mountain's crown,
The wearied light is dying down,
And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky
Are redolent of sleep, as I
Am redolent of thee and thine
Enthralling love, my Adeline.
But list, O list, - so soft and low
Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,
That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem
My words the music of a dream.
Thus, while no single sound too rude
upon thy slumber shall intrude,
Our thoughts, our soul - O God above!
In every deed shall mingle, love.
~Edgar Allen Poe
== old entries ==
aug.08.02-dec.20.02
dec.29.02-feb.12.03
march.07.03-may.17.03
may.20.03-july.10.03
july.23.03-july.30.03
july.31.03-august.15.03
august.15.03-september.22.03
-wednesday, october 8 '03 9:33 am
went to school today even though i don't have class -____- its my carpool trip today and dear father never ever wants to drive without me in the car, so i went to school even though i don't have to....wait, i had to pala :P had to attend the psychology experimaent i signed up for plus points in my class felt really stupid coz it was for IQ, and they gave me my results ;______; the slip of paper read that i had gotten 25/48 which was equal to LOW AVERAGE *sobs* i knew i was stupid but not THAT stupid ;____;well anyway, after the stupid IQ test they made me take some crossword puzzle with another person, we were supposed to answer it together. then there was some evaluation on the crossword thingamajigger and then they brought me back to the room where i left my stuff and promptly told me that they tricked me, that the score they gave me at first was a fake coz it was their experiment to see how my performance would be affected +_____+ i felt like stranggling them!!!!
apparently, i'm not stupid at all, i scored 43/48 and got a percentile of 95 @_____@ i'm actually smart (which doesn't show on my report card coz most of my grades are average) so the presumptions of my peers are right, i am smart though very very lazy :P
am supoosed to be typing a couple of papers now for schoool so i can bum at home, but, yes, i am lazy as i have said- no but wait, i don't agree with the statement- i'd like to think instead that i am just distracted and my priorities are screwed. :D
oh and i will be transferring my blog to http://oresthes.blogspot.com/ blogger, coz some of my friends are complaining that they can't open my page, it's gotta be some glitchy with pitas or something ;_____; i liked this blog so but oh well, i was bound to change the layout and one must move on someday...
oh and we lost the UAAP championship, and somehow part of me cares and the othr doesn't, i mean c'mon, it wasn't lasalle we lost to, it was FEU. so it didn't really matter to me :P wining against lasalle was good enough, in fact that for me and many ateneans WAS the championship :)
though i can't help but feel bad for fonacier and tenorio, who were giving everything and were so determined to win. the rest of the team were playing like thay didn't want to win-as if the championship wasn't at stake.
some how i could relate to what fonacier was feeling- the frustration especially. how many times had i go through with playing my heart out on the field only to lose because my teammates did not have the desire to win. you have lost before the game has even started...you can't win the game as an individual- you have to win the game as a team.
++++ the vagrant
02: cali!
-thursday, september 25'03 2:56 pm
CALI!!!!!!!!!!! *backflips and does a little dance, barely containing herself* shit! haven't heard from her for such a long time ;_____; i bumped into ria this morning and she told me that cali posted in the barkada egroups*cries for joy* i don't know what else to say....for once i'm at a loss for words....
++++ the vagrant
p.s. miss you cali!
01: the pianist
-tuesday, september 23 '03 1:01 pm
watched it over the weekend, and i'm researching a bit more on it, some historical background and all (plus i had to get the names of the charcters coz they were hard to make out....polish and german names @____@) anyway, just had to react to the thing i read...its about warsaw, the jewish district in poland- the nazis crammed in almost half a million jews in such a small place, the jews, were subjected to inhuman conditions.at first it was merely not being able to use public benches or walk in the parks and even some restaurants prohibited jews from entering. then their homes and property were confiscated, even their food was kept to starvation level. then they jews were walled in the 'ghettos'- what they call the jewish district, there, the random killings grew and their living conditions worsened.
and when the ghetto was too full they sent most of them off to concentration camps, possibly to prevent an uprising. but in the end, despite their lack of numbers, the jews still tried to fight against the germans, they lost terribly but perhaps they prevailed in the sense that it rallied others to take a stand against the german oppression.
and all this is probably nothing new to you, and you've probably taken it up in your history class. but this is where i just has to ogle my eyes....it was when i read that when the germans retreated from warsaw on january 1945, there were only 20 jews left alive in the city.
imagine that? out of half a million you end up with 20 million left alive.
i don't want to think about all the other things i could read about.... -____- i don't wanna get to depressed over the statistics of WW2, i'm going to have hisiory in a bit anyway and i'm quite sure that my war freak of a teacher would be oh so happy to explain it to the class...
which reminds me of what we took up a couple of months ago when we were on the topic of racism and genocide, my teahcer mentioned something like 66% of the jews were annilihated by the germans- that bad ebough right? but he adds that 97% of the american indians were wiped out....now, THAT is bad...
somehow, when i learn about these things in history, they make me think- that despite man's beauty and intelligence, there lies within a beast, a killing machine. that some part of us is senseless and we survive on mainly on instincts. when man is reduced to nothing but the base of his character, rather, his individuality, then he had regressed to the primal stage- where he knows nothing else but to survive.
but then again, violence is not only brought about by our animalistic nature but by intelligence as well. take the anti-christs as an example, there were two in the past: hitler and napoleon, who were highly intelligent men. so where then therefore does the violence come from? where is its core?
++++ the vagrant
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