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:name: ysa
:nicknames: why-sa, tiong, vagrant, zamu, ri-chan, sven, kain, cross, daisuke, shi no tenshi, der todesengel, baka-neko, dreamer18, tulisan
:age: 18
:height: 5"2
:occupation: poet? artist? soccer player?
:hobbies: writing, reading, sketching, playing video games, soccer, basketball, photography
:scared of: perodontists *shuudder* more like trauma....
:motto: Anything less than your best is not worth giving at all.
:email: renholder8888@hotmail.com
:latest obsessions: tonberries! photoshop 7, making layouts, photography :D
== all i want for christmas... ==
griever necklace
swiss army knife
scanner
digital camera
laptop
cd-burner
flat screen tv
playstation2
the sandman series
the unbearable lightness of being by milan kundera
satanic verses by salman rushdie
the godfather by mario puzo
angels and devils by dan brown
CAMINO PALMERO (the calling)
MARS (gackt)
MERVEILLES (malice mizer)
REBIRTH (gackt)
MOON (gackt)
== HATES ==
going to the orthodontist, creepy crawly snakes, (there's more i know, i've just forgotten :P)
== LIKES ==
~favorite movies~ the matrix, the matrix reloaded, devil’s advocate, girl interrupted, ring 1, 2 and 0, lotr 1&2, moulin rouge, crouching tiger hidden dragon, escaflowne the movie, road to perdition, hero, chicago, the recruit
~favorite ps/pc games~ ff6, ff7, ff8, vagrant story, diablo2, metal gear solid 1 and 2, devil may cry 1 and 2
~favorite books~ vampire lestat, queen of the damned, stardust, lions of al-rassan, tigana, american gods, the famished road
~favorite food~ Sbarro's white cheese pizza, McDonald's sausage Mcmuffin, KFC chicken, katsudon, pasta, pizza, mom's chicken parmegianni, sukiyaki, fried noodles with sharksfin dumplings, junk food, cheese cake, rootbeer float
~favorite songs~
shimmer- fuel
push- matchbox 20
iris- goo goo dolls
mizerable- gackt
bel air- malice mizer
stigmatized- the calling
hanging by a moment- lifehouse
smooth- santana
i think god can explain- splender
crazy for you- sponge cola
jeepney- sponge cola
monkey wrench- foo fighters
travelling- utada hikaru
drive-incubus
echo-incubus
miss you love- silverchair
my favorite thing-silverchair
mad about you- sting
my immortal-evanesence
duvet- BOA
broken vow- josh groban
secret garden- gackt
like a stone- audioslave
tsuki no uta- gackt
== links ==
fanfiction:
dreamer18
fictionpress:
dreamer18
otaku school
ringworld
matrix
santana
silverchair
utada hikaru
goo goo dolls
perfect circle
incubus online
chris cornell
the blu
miniclips
aerosmith
== blogs ==
forbidden mantra
utopia's fall
many kisses to you
unlock thine heart and mind
backroomlove
blood&iron
empyrean
ivfhm
eternal bliss
= poem post =
Serenade
So sweet the hour, so calm the time,
I feel it more than half a crime,
When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,
To mar the silence ev'n with lute.
At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes
An image of Elysium lies:
Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,
Form in the deep another seven:
Endymion nodding from above
Sees in the sea a second love.
Within the valleys dim and brown,
And on the spectral mountain's crown,
The wearied light is dying down,
And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky
Are redolent of sleep, as I
Am redolent of thee and thine
Enthralling love, my Adeline.
But list, O list, - so soft and low
Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,
That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem
My words the music of a dream.
Thus, while no single sound too rude
upon thy slumber shall intrude,
Our thoughts, our soul - O God above!
In every deed shall mingle, love.
~Edgar Allen Poe
== old entries ==
aug.08.02-dec.20.02
dec.29.02-feb.12.03
march.07.03-may.17.03
may.20.03-july.10.03
july.23.03-july.30.03
july.31.03-august.15.03
-monday, september 22 '03 11:29 am
my somewhat irrational behavior and thinking is getting somewhat obvious to people around me =___= try staying up all night working yer ass off for a project only to find out when you get to school that the moron you call a teacher moves the *TOOT* deadline...well, needless to say...i'm not feeling well, i can hear buzzing sounds- thats a bad sign right? its been two months and the school load hasn't lightened one bit *yawns and puts up arms and punches at imaginary foes* c'mon, i can *yawn* take you! bring it on *yawn*
the good news though is that after this week i don't have anything due, YET. perhaps i'll even be able to get a good night's sleep for once (dammit! even my weekends aren't rest days!) i guess the only class that i really ever look forward to nowadays is my western history class and come to think of it, i've never cut it
learned lotz from it actually, i recommend you take sir Tirol if ever you take western history in the Ateneo. oh and i just found out recently something about lasalle main (ignorant me -____-) found out that in order to pass, you only need to get a D in all of your subjects in order to pass the year o____O which means that in order to pass...you only need to get an overall QPI of 1!?! if thats true then....HOLY CRAP! that's not fair! -____- you need a 1.8/1.9/2 to pass in Ateneo...i knew it! ateneans are nerds! *sweatdrop* well, duh! genius! figured that you'd have to be one in order to survive till 4th year +____+ whoever said you could bum during college was an ass...
*stomach grumbles* oops...there goes my stomach...must eat lunch now...
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p.s. oh yey! no smoking policy in the ateneo! yosh! bye bye smokey
07: o___O
-thursday, september 18 '03 12:41 pm
is there a storm coming? coz its really dark and cloudy.... o____O nOooooOoo... i might be watching sponge cola tomorrow- if my rents lallow me to :P arrrrrr though i'm thinking twice about it since i've got a lot due on monday next week o____Oreally can't stress enough how 2nd year is so different from 1st year :T last year i could just bum around and not study but now, i have to *shrugs* well, you gotta learn how to study diligently some time right? :J
but in any case, it's almost sem break *backflips* YES!!! planning to do a lot stuff over the sem break :D like watch tv- at least an hour another would probably be waking up not earlier than 9 or 10 am :D or maybe better yet, how about just in time for lunch?
hehehe :D *excited at the idea of spending a month off from school*
but i've been thinking latelly and it's got me quite alarmed at how everything around has changed so much over the years. its all going too fast, while im busy with school and the other matters of life, something is changing and you can sense it- at that point you may not smell, see or feel it but it's there and it's effects will be evident.
and the crazy thing is that even you change and you don't realize it- changing is injvoluntary, you don't think about it- you just do it. and it's always after that you realize "hey! it's me!"
i guess the time i've spent resting from my school work has got me thinking a bit too much again :J old habits die hard i suppose...
and soccer, been thinking about that too...i miss it so much and yet...i just doesn't fit in the picture anymore. when it comes to the future and all, you just have to stop and start thinking. am i gonna do this forever? you have to know when to stop doing something, when it's time to retire.
may be sounding like some old geezer but, if you've been playing the sport you love for 11 years...you really will think "when does this end?" or "where will his take me?"
it all really boils down to purpose- i lost sight of it coz i've been playing for so long. the reason why i had been playing eluded me and if there is no purpose- there is no drive/will to play.
what other reasons i will think of before i'm completely over quittting the team? i don't know but the desiscion has caused me as much tumoil as it has relief. and as far as that is so, then i stand by my desiscion to quit.
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06: if i were...
-wednesday, september 17 '03 11:00 am
if i were made different from who i was now, my image and likeness distorted and i were but one of the many types of people i dislike. were i a ditz, a jock, a hypocrite...how would i have ended up? it makes you wonder.....thank god i aint any of the above >:D
so much for my image of the nice, sweet, adorable little girl *cough cough* id hate for people to think of me that way, were it not for my looks which decieve...got me reminded of claudia, the vampire child, lestat's evil daughter, the product of the dark blood.
she appeared the child yet her eyes mirrored that she was far older than she looked. and perhaps she was the most vengeful of anne rice's vampires and the most tragic. BR>
now, if only i was blond....
it's appealing to have two of the most gorgeous vampires as your fathers *smirk* it would be hilarious trying to explain to other children how you were begotten.
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05: there's school today
-wednesday, september 3 '03 9:48 am
yup hi *waves* there's school today even though its flooded and raining like hell *smiles sweetly* ugh *____* LoL nothing much to say really, except that i'd rather be at home, sleeping in this cold and comfy weather that we're having today *yawns*finished my final resume and biz card for my GD class *blinks sleepily* my teacher is one hell of a slave driver, still have a lot to do, a self-promo, a newsletter then 5 reaction papers
thats only for her class *yawns again* i still have a history long test tomorrow to study for, luckily, unlike all of my other classmates, im done with the readings sir assigned (pays to have a high reading speed ^o^)
oh and the Ragnarok manga wasn't that bad, i read it yesterday and i'm quite satisfied with it @____@ now i wanna know whats gna happen next arrrrrrrr....i'll be tempted to waste my money yet again :d
although my GD class is hectice, i did learn a lot :P aside from cramming and learning the different font familes :D also excited for the newsletter, since she let us write about a topic that we liked- chose, j-rock yosh!
am nervous though about the self-promo, we're suppposed to make somthing and send it to the companies we want to work for, she's serious about sending em :P i'm too busy with school to be bothered by work, i'm only 2nd year, damn! i should have taken this class when i was in 4th year :d
but guess what? it's almost the end of the sem! 2 months or less? our finals are around the week of october 13-18, if i reacall right :d and i don't have much tests- they're papers instead and i don't know if thats a bad thing or a good thing
hohohohohoho ^o^ also planning for when my rents will be out of town, they're gna be gone 3 days >:D yes! i can get drunk in my house....uh..wait....they're gna be gone near the end of the month >.< damn! i'll be busy cramming projects at that time *kicks a stone* malas!
i have to cram btw, so i must be off :J ja till next time around
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04: rainy rainy rainy day
-tuesday, september 2 '03 12:59 pm
it was majorly traffic on the way to school today, took me 2 hours to get to school awa, was raining and flooded arrrrrr...i don't see why they didn't cancel classes today when UP and lasalle dont have classes anymore @____@anyway, in my second class, the teacher let us off early, guess she was feeling tired and all (TAMAD! LoL kagaya ko :J) so walked around a bit and bumped into kenya (reg!) and i took her to CCHQ despite the rain LoL and we got wet LoL
i like playing in the rain :D
*bonks whysa* ahem, as i was saying...we went there and i got tempted to buy stuff (as usual...) i ended up buying Ragnarok 1....mmmmmm....it ain't that great, i've seen better :P
oh and i saw that they made a manga thingy of Death- one of the famous endless >.< yechy! sure she was kinda happy and bubbly...but Death, anime-style? they made her look too tenny bopperish- as kenya said, and i have to agree with her :T the delirium was cute but Dream *shakes head sadly* another mistake...he lost his appeal heck! i could've easily drawn a cuter Dream in anime-style and still kept his usual charm
so DON'T be a victim! dont buy the manga Death and the Ragnarok manga- they both suck
*looks out the window* ateneo's crazy! it's raining like crazy out there >:T dammit!
You're Ichabod Crane. You're a bit of a coward, you
faint a lot. But you're brilliant, before your
time. You belive in justice, reason, cause and
consiquence. You stand up for what you belive
in and wont be swayed from the truth once
you've discovered it. 'Are you so certain of
everything?'
Which character from Sleepy Hollow are you?
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You are Captain Jack Sparrow. You love to drink rum
and you walk around like you live wherever you
happen to be. You are a very dishonest person
and therefore you can be trusted to be
dishonest, honestly... You are very clever and
never forgive people if they betray you. You
are also very agile (good for climbing up ropes
and standing on the masts of sinking boats).
Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?
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i am a TRUE pirate ]:D
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03: Captain Jack Sparrow
-friday, august 29 '03 9:08 pm
as you're about to guess...yup :D i watched pirates of the caribbean XD damn its good! john depp is MINE!!! *waves off hoarde of screaming fan-girls* mine i tell you! MINE!sure his eye makeup was lousy but, his character was so cool! very cocky and he walks like how gackt would walk like >:P a feline on the hunt for his prey *evil glint in eye* who would be none other than orlando bloom >:D
i swear! orlando is better of with johnny depp than he is with that girl (see, i don't even remember her name...) she looks kinda- wait, a lot older than her age, she's 17 @_____@ she looks like shes in her twenties @____@ or maybe it just her makeup? could be....
anyhow, the set design and the costumes were awesome, the effects were superb (i'm weirding myself out...i sound like a british gay man....LoL dont mind me...) and Johnny Depp is the epitome of coolness and the idol of all scoundrels out there *ahem* like me *scowls* arrrrrrr! avast ye mateys!
i wanna be a pirate!
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02: yo, im back :J missed me?
-sunday, august 24 '03 8:26 am
heya dudes :J *waves* not so much stuff to do for school...well, i've got to submit the resume for GD, plate# 2 for writng n illus. 4 kids, a socialization paper and a filipino paper this week *shrugs* nothing much :Jtrying to finish my resume and the filipino paper over the weekend, then the plate and the other paper by tuesday or wednesday :P planning to join some poster making contest thats gonna be held sometime this week :P i saw it on one of the bulletin boards the other day, something that the japanese something something is holding :d sorry, really bad with names *scratches head in embarrassment* hehe
oh and i posted a not so old poem by moi, LoL i learned the other day that some of my friends made people read it n tell em what the poem meant LoL very funny interpretations *cracks up* hahahaha, anyways its down there where the song post used to be :P gawd, haven't written a poem in a while :T
oh yeah, saw nina, nadz, cris and hanna, haven't seen em for such a long time, well, cris to be exact. am not really close to hannah and i used to be close to cris but with what happened before, in a galaxy far far away...too long a story to tell now, some other time perhaps
we went drinking in ninas house coz we missed the showing of LXG, damn! wanted to watch the movie arrrr...dunno, it felt weird being around cris, its like she feels insecure or something around me...whatever the case, something's up...nadz was kinda off too, really bugged by something, nina as well, heck! everyone was so out of it...
damn! johnny depp is hot...the trailer for pirates of the carribean just flashed on the television set, oh yeah! hot man alert *beep beep* woo-hoo! nothing like the sight of a droolalicious man in the morning to make your day ;J
anyways, gotta go :J though i'll be back and blogging within the week, hopefully with something interesting to write about, adios mis amigos, take care, ja
++++ the vagrant
01: lonely friday evening
-friday, august 15 '03 8:09 pm
tired of typing my history paper @___@ its a group paper actually which was given a long time ago, dunno why we didn't start sooner -___- well...thats how it is when its a group paper, you end up starting late and cramming for it :P its a 15 page (excluding bibliographies and title page...) paper due on monday and we're only typing it over the weekend. it aint that bad *shrugs* at least we already have research :)then hmmmmm...what else? my GD (graphic design) resume is due on monday too :P haven't started on that one either, should be easy....not unless that damn teacher of mine decides to email at 2:00 am monday and tells us something that we need for the class....seriously, who would check their mail at 2:00 in the friggin morning? wait...forget i asked that question...
i used to love my GD class, but after a while it was a pain in the ass, the teacher kept on arriving late- well whats wrong with that you ask? well, put it this way, my GD class is every monday, from 2:30 to 5:30 pm, that's 3 hours. so if she hasn't arrived in 30 mins, its a free cut right? it should be, but then the secretary comes in the classroom and tells us that shes coming, just wait for her...so we wait...and an hour later...she finally shows up. hooray -____- i just don't like it when she does that, she always tells us how important it is to be on time and not to make your clients wait *ahem*
and i haven't really learned to use adobe in that class -____- all she talks about is advertising principles, nothing that big on progs. in fact, i'm learning more by tinkering adobe by myself :D though it would be handy to know which typeface and color to use etc etc esp if you decide to go into advertising. (we took up 9 hours of nothing but fonts...gawd...)
oh and today was a pleasant enough day :J fridays are often the best days of the week anyway, since i've only got 2 classes and i get to go home early (woo-hoo!) i had my last driving class today and it's official- i didn't bump anything at all *backflip* and i get to drive my mom and sis to the supamarket tomorrow yey! (ok, babaw...LoL) also getting a haircut (finally!) because father dear was really very inis with my hair LoL getting braces too #____# awawawawawa....
haaay...gotta get back to work, the sooner i get things done, the better (more time to laze around and bum :D) *stretch* at least wala akong pasok tuesday at friday (ngek! pero may mga long tests pa ako sa wednesday) hahahaha :J anyways till next time around 'dios ingat
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