up to no good :J as usual hehe ~wednesday, july 30 '03 8:00 am im here yet again typing in my blog, its a bit wee too early for me to be up but it was my car trip today and we leave alabang at 630 :P was here in school around 730, since i've finished my homework (i know, studious ain't i? ~_~) i'm playing games at miniclips.com :P try it, i especially recommend: cow in the shaft, smashing, crypt raider. try em if your not too busy and you're one of those oh-so bored people like myself :J found a site where you can adopt a tonberry :D cute little things *glomps tonberry* you can also a adopt a cactuar dont find em as cute as the tonberrys though...wait, is it tonberrys or tonberries? i've got no school tomorrow :D yey! though i have cram my business cards tonight -____- my crazy graphic design teacher wants us to post em on the e-groups, bummer, just when i thought id get decent snooze tonight hmmmmm...just been thinking latelly what i really wanna be when i get outta college, i know i thought about it before when i was entering college but people change and you get exposed to new things, ideas. always thought that i'd set up an orphanage and help out kids and stuff or that i'd be some kind of animator or something, a writer a free lance artist. now, i'm just not too sure what exactly i'm gonna be, like now, i wanna be in the advertising business but can i hack it? they're the people who stay up at odd hours and work real hard... was thinking too if i got into character designing for some anime/cartoon company, i'd really like that especially if i got to work for pixar or squaresoft :d i guess i've got two more years to think about it, may sound like a lot but when i've learned that when you're in college, even 2 years is not enough. time just slips by here so very quickly, it's hard to keep a grasp on things sometimes :J QUIZZES: cold.. or are you? Find out what bishonen you are. I am one of Gackt's eternal Dears! What kind of Gackt fan are you? quiz by mcvarmazi man oh man... ~sunday, july 26 '03 11:59 am i'm watching the news right now...about the coup de etat in the country, theres no classes tomorrow and i should be feeling happy...but with whats been happening in my country, can't find it in me to be happy. ang bayan ko, ang kaawaawang bayan ko... i don't see how people, politicians in particular can stand to be corrupt when they see already how afflicted the country is. how they can swim in wealth while others suffer, how they can pocket the money that could be used to feed the hungry. maybe im just over reacting coz i really don't feel well, i went to the ortho yesterday and they performed surgery on my gums coz they were enflamed. my gums still hurt but at least i'm starting to eat, i'm getting hungry and thats a good sign. i think to some extent, dentists are sadists...the doc injected my gums so many times i can't remember, them she took up some sharp scary looking tools and started picking at my gums and teeth *shudder* then when she was done shaping my gums, she injected my gums again and took out this tool and started burning/lasering my gums. i felt so sick at that moment...i could smell the burning flesh, taste it in my mouth, the blood and the smoke. i didn't cry when that was happening, it was only when i got home and looked at the mirror- at my gums that i started to cry, must have been some kind of shock, to see your gums, bleeding and torn in places. i felt even worse when the anesthesia started to wear off...that was hell...utter hell... and what else has happened? i got more info on the weird guy who got kicked out, his names vince. he was in the flag football team, teammate of my friend-teammate, carla. apparently, he's only weird during the times of june-august, the time when his father passed away. he and his dad were really close and the death of his dad really hit him. and he got kicked out because some people filed complaints against him. coz there were instances when he'd follow girls around and just stare at them, so they got freaked out and filed complaints against him. It turns out he thinks that he can talk to them mind to mind-thru telepathy. my friend said he's got bi-polar, he's really emotional and his thinking process is screwed. but he talks normally, he's really intelligent, yet coz of the bi-polar thing he's a bit off. well, they often say that theres a thin line between the genius and the crazy man. like there was a time he had to go somewhere quick, he saw a bike and started getting on it, unfortunately, the owner was there. Vince got beat up. His reasoning was that he needed to go somewhere right away, there was a bike, so he was gonna ride it going there. ignoring the fact that was considered stealing and plus he could have taken a tricycle... anyways...i gotta go and concentrate on eating (i've been eating for 30 minutes now and i'm still not done @____@ damn aching gums) In my past life... ~thursday, july 24 '03 4:31 pm i was a Monkey LoL Don't go bananas - in your former life you were a tiny monkey named Oompa. Here's what we know about you: Adorably sweet demeanor and sharp as a tack, you found success working with a street performer named Juan, who worshipped you and treated you like his own child. He bought you a gold satin jumpsuit with royal blue ruffles, a matching top hat, and a sequined bag for donations. He would play your favorite disco tunes on his accordion, prompting you to dance around and flirt with the crowd while you collected spare change and picked pockets. Everybody loved you. And you loved everybody. You and Juan took your gig around the country and raked in the riches. You were one happy little monkey. i'm a monkey LoL oh and i found my inkblot test results :J Ysa, your unconscious mind is driven most by Love Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life - whether you are aware of it or not. You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences. The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love - hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others. With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess. You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life... even if they are a little far fetched. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla as of now, i got really nothing much happening, the usual usual stuff: school, soccer. schools been pretty light latelly, then things are gonna build up again (the calm before the storm @___@) soccer...wellllll... +____+ the team has yet to win a game -____- me thinks we need more team bonding since pratically half the team are freshies (awawawawawawa) and i miss my old teammates like anything ;____; bored #_# time 4 sum quizzes :J ~wednesday, july 23 '03 11:20 am Ysa, you're a Skydiver! Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Skydiver which means you are a Seeker / Golden. Your primary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Golden" characteristics. That means you're open minded, extroverted, free-spirited, and independent. Chances are you're pretty liberal. You're like a magnet for love and affection. People adore you. And, thanks to that healthy dose of self-confidence, you're super-flexible. How do we know all this? How do we know you're a great leader at work? Or that you're a self-starter and will always volunteer to take on a job? How could we have divined that you're an excellent communicator and tend to spread your enthusiasm to others? i think that was the personality test i took LoL can't remember, then for the inkblots i took last weekend... i can't seem to remember where i saved my results :D crazy ~wednesday, july 23 '03 10:46 am there used to be this weird guy in the campus, don't see him around anymore. he was majorly weird-freaky and i don't exaggerate, he'd come to school in a turban, a visor hat and always wore earphones. he'd have a bandage on his cheek (which supposedly covered a cut). one time i saw him come to school and he was in a bathrobe, the next day i saw him wearing a suit in the blaring heat. he'd always have his big backpack with him and always lugged around two big plastic bags and a guitar case. a lot of people were afraid of him, i for one was one of them, i don't know if all the rumors i heard about him were ture but there was something about the look in his eyes and the way he stared at people that gave me the chills. he had the feel of inbalance of a bit of twistedness in him. as for the rumors, there were plenty...they say he was from UP, was 25 years old. His father had apssed away when he was a kid- thus they use that as an explanation to why he's ended up this way. I think there's something more to it than just that, but nobody can tell me why or how because nobody knows...nobody knows why he stays here in the campus till 12 midnight killing cats by strangling them or slitting their throats. He sleeps in the 3rd floor of the berchmans building when he's done with the killing. i can't tell you all of the rumors i've heard about this guy, there's just too many, not that it matters anyway- he got kicked out of school last week by the disciplinary comittee. i haven't seen him around ever since, though the last i did hear of him from my friend was that he was seen in jollibee, sipping coke through his nose. i used to be scared of him, but now, he only makes me think and wonder about how it is to be a bit flipped and people not understanding you. and in a way he was intresting, very intresting...