Tuesday, December 30, 2003
11:44 p.m.
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
09:03 p.m.
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
01:12 p.m.
So,the moral of the story is,think twice before you purchase movie tickets.
Watched LOTR with yX yesterday and pwah,I tell you,never book tickets for 7pm and later unless you are prepared to take a cab home.When the movie ended it was already 12am.How wonderful.Haha we dashed to the train station and to our dismay,it was already closed by then.We missed a couple of last buses that could bring us closer to home because we were too indecisive,or affectionately known as NI-NI-NEH-NEH.(yX read:dont blame me for not flagging the bus again okie!:P)What a waste of hard-to-come-by money,again.I should say nobodys at fault,and im not angry at all in case you think i am:PMaybe im just...yea..weird.*heavy sigh*But im glad that we didnt have to suffer any shelling when we got home:)Haha.
In fact,i found it quite fun cos i thought i had to spend the entire night on the streets...:P(okay,just shuddap for some of you who knew too much...haha)
Anyway,met up with Hui Ling yesterday too.Hi girl:)Get well soon yea!
All right,schools reopening.Off i go to tidy up my room.New year resolutions will be up pretty soon.Oh yes and Emily darling is coming over to my place now.Yay!No more talking to the brickwall!
Till later:)
Sunday, December 28, 2003
11:55 p.m.
Sunday, December 28, 2003
10:08 p.m.
Sunday, December 28, 2003
09:51 p.m.
I think you came by to destruct my life.
Friday, December 26, 2003
12:26 a.m.
Monday, December 22, 2003
11:49 a.m.
I regret to announce that my sister's TV is err,yeah,out of order.Haha.Another thing is,the CD player might not be working.Despite having very superior sound systems,there MIGHT be no music for the night.
But FRET NOT.Im heading down to my sisters hse with Fion to check things out.Im going to clean up her bird nest and give the whole house a spanking christmas look.So watch out,baby!If the CD player isnt working,i will bring mine over.So yeah!Did i just give u guys a shock?
So heres the list of party-goers:Yongxue,Michelle,Emily,Fion,Yenlin,Siu Siu,John,Xiao Qi,Juan Juan.
I think i have left someone out.
Saturday, December 20, 2003
05:56 p.m.
Its raining pretty heavily outside.On rainy days like this,i would like to travel in a bus.Whilst admiring whatever i see on the journey,my mind would drift freely to a completely different realm.If im stuck at home i would love to snuggle under my warm layers and indulge myself in a good read.
Im blasting my speakers now with Mavis Fan and Lee Hom Christmas favourite-Xue Ren.Accompanied by the pitter and patter of the tiny raindrops,it feels so...sentimental.So love the lyrics:)Too bad we cant have a white christmas over here.sigh.
Well anyway,ive been resting at home these two days.Despite this, mentally im still rather occupied.I cant...tell myself to let go of certain things and look ahead.You probably wouldnt understand how it feels,cos you arent in my shoes,entirely.Im pretty resistant to changes,i must say.The more i fear something,the more it will come true.
"Yes Debbie dear you got retained.So wake up."
Can someone just tell me how to get over this?
Friday, December 19, 2003
12:36 p.m.
Friday, December 19, 2003
01:28 a.m.
I have absolutely no idea what i should type in this entry box tonight.Okay,its morning now.whatever,ive been living in a bubble of my own and ive lost track of time completely.So shoot me.
let me say it once more.I miss my sister very much.Oh my,the feeling is unbearable.Besides that,
Lets see.The list on the left still remains strike-free.Okie,so u do get my point again.
Talked to benjamin yesterday night and he offered me some inspirational boost--'Hey Deb,stop smelling his fart will ya?GET OUT of his shadow NOW.'I thought thats nice:)Haha.
There are certain things i wanna say but well i should consider them too private and confidential.One more wk and i will be able to see my darling sister:)I hope my brother is coping well in Japan too.*sigh*
Well thats aside.Im having a Christmas party at my sisters hse next wk.Woohoo.I hope it will be fun!:)was just looking for many nice Christmas songs.Yup,i'll update you on that later.
If you get there before i do,
dont give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I dont know how long i'll be.
I will miss you next year.
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
10:39 p.m.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
08:54 p.m.
HORMONES.ok.Its just the hormones.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
09:37 a.m.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
12:39 a.m.
Monday, December 15, 2003
07:26 p.m.
Dinner's calling,my head's spinning,im in a foul mood,i miss my siblings and you,the dog wants me to play with him,my room's in a mess,ive got lots of work to do,ive got many things to think about,i feel like dancing ballet,my bedroom slippers stink like hell,i feel im decomposing.whatever.i just...hate myself.
Hmm,just pay no attention to me,its the first day of erm...yea,you-know-what.
Like what you have mentioned to me earlier today,i guess i shouldn't bother much about how people perceive me as a whole.I shouldnt have any qualms about what ive done,afterall,whats done cannot be undone.Its time for a brand new change.Alrighty:)
Anyhows,ive drained my pocket really dry this afternoon together with the ferocious King of Dizi.*roar*.Muahaha.Had lunch at Seoul Garden after we succumbed to the irresistable temptation.Hey everyone listen,im not pleased at all.What a waste of hard-to-come-by money.By the way,do beware of very socially responsible diners.You will be amazed by the things they can do.
Im still feeling quite vexed.
Here's something from Hui Ling's blog:)Ah,look at how aptly it describes the way i feel.Haha.Whatever
You were there when i was sad,
you gave me hope when everything seemed bad..
you may not know,
but you've become very important to me...
you may say no,
but i believe we may be fated to be....
i know it may be hard,
but im sure one day ill find the key to you heart...
okie,it sounds horribly mushy.Just,whatever.
Sunday, December 14, 2003
11:49 p.m.
Saturday, December 13, 2003
09:07 p.m.
Saturday, December 13, 2003
01:18 p.m.
Three hearts beating together forever,no matter where you are.
Saturday, December 13, 2003
01:07 p.m.
Are you calling me?
Im very sleepy..yawn...zZz
I love this doraemon carpet..feels so comfortable sleeping on it!(i guess he has an adoration for cats:P)
Saturday, December 13, 2003
11:34 a.m.
Im in <3 with glitters already (although it dirties my hand alot).Enjoyed myself pretty much when i was preparing all the Christmas gifts for many of you out there:)Haha.Oh well,i shouldnt reveal much about it because Emily and yX have seen what ive bought already.*surprise surprise!*
Well,just to talk more about yesterday night.Had a truly wonderful time dancing in school with only the four of us(Siu Siu,Yen Lin,Fion,me) left in the entire college!Ordered pizzas to stop our hunger pangs.ahaa.*waves*(oh crap,it still goes flip and flap..grRrgRr.)And guess what we did one crazy thing last night.Haha,yes,we explored the boys toilet...hahaaa.It could be more amusing if john was around yesterday.Took some pics in there as well (eeeww).
Auditions tmr,so i hope everything will go perfectly smooth.
Im really happy now because most probably they will be there to watch me dance in my ballet class tmr.whee!
I think i sound very incoherent in this entry.Whatever..haha.Off to be a busy bee now.Tata.
Saturday, December 13, 2003
12:01 a.m.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
05:45 p.m.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
01:06 a.m.
Im going to send out some xmas cards soon.Haha..Thank you Mr Postman!(hey stop giggling.yes you emily.Hahaa!)Really lk forward to meeting Mich n Emily cos i want my xmas present!
Anyway,ive taken a good look at my purchases made on Monday with Emily.I think there will be some leftover materials because i dont require all of them now.I wanted to use all,but i think ive changed my mind this time.
Ive taken the right path.Right,flabby?*pokes*(and it still bounces)Yes,you are still qualified as one:P
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
11:10 a.m.
"'The time has come,' the Walrus said,
'To talk of many things:
Of shoes and ships and sealing wax
And cabbages and kings
And why the sea is boiling hot
And whether pigs have wings.
--Alice Through the Looking Glass.
Thanks flabby no.2.Hah.(u know who you are.Haha)I have to admit you made sense again!:)
Sunday, December 7, 2003
11:59 p.m.
Nothings going on.Dont ever lk back again.
Sunday, December 7, 2003
05:35 p.m.
Let me say fk to the whole world.So there.
I wonder if this can be truly called a friendship where mutual understanding,trust,and faith doesnt exist.I do tell white lies if it does make a situation better,but when theres no necessity for it,i dont do tt.When i say im engaged in something,i really am.So dont doubt my words if you dont trust me in the first place.
So after that i went...WOW!You really did alot of noble acts for us eh.All those sacrifices...im awlfully amazed.
So just get lost,blockhead.
Saturday, December 6, 2003
08:39 p.m.
Terri's sleeping so soundly beside me.He looks so cute i wanna kiss him!heh,wait a min,did i just say im mad?
Sometimes i would get sudden gnawing seizures of guilt and regret.I would tell myself like,hey,why didnt you put in more effort earlier?Why didnt you put in the same amount of commitment as you did for dance?Why?
Im quite afraid,deep inside me.
Friday, December 5, 2003
11:47 p.m.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003
01:04 a.m.
I cried just now because i miss my sis too much.I miss her annoying phone calls that usually comes when im taking my nap.
Im really glad my parents welcome Terri:)Hes been a gd boy this past 2 days.
All right,i shall study hard for my upcoming SAT.
Till later:)
Tuesday, December 2, 2003
10:26 a.m.
Jie...can you come back quickly..i miss you lots:(
Tuesday, December 2, 2003
12:40 a.m.
Its hard to imagine how it would be like to live alone.Well not exactly alone,with the company of a dog at least.I went to my sisters hse today to feed Terri,and i stayed there for almost the whole day.I was bored to tears, for there werent much things i could do over there (yes the miserable TV is spoilt).Thank godness it has moved into my hse this evening.Hey,the moral of the story is,persistence yields success.Haha.
I miss my sister already.(she left yesterday..yea,just)..25 more days to go.How i wish my brother is around with me.Hey Ah Neh,if you are reading this,i miss you.Come back quickly!!!Pls pls pls:(((
I wonder how the rest of my holidays would be like.
Anyway,horrors of all horrors!I have gained 4 kg within like...say,2 mths?Congratulations,and celebration~!Its time to go on a strict diet.
Wish me luck.