Saturday, January 31, 2004
01:23 p.m.
All right.My speakers are getting cranky.
If crying is real catharis,i would like to lock myself in a room and cry my eyes out,all day.
Saturday, January 31, 2004
01:10 p.m.
Meeting up with Michelle and Emily later for dinner at The Cafe Cartel.Hmm,haven been out for qt some time.(for your information,i didnt go visiting at all this chinese new yr.)Haha at last can doll myself up and wear something decent tonight:)
I think Jing Wei was right the last time.A good dancer doesnt necessarily make a good choreographer.Im considered as one.(Ok wait,john n siu dont qualify to be in this category:)What do you all think?Does it mean that a good musician cant compose good music too?
Great.i just reminded myself of someone.
Friday, January 30, 2004
11:54 p.m.
Ive been reading Siu Sius blog daily and i find it pretty entertaining:)Well i guess i shall do the same too-that is to have an entry everyday.Some things are definitely worth remembering:)
Hmm,i didnt get to see him today.Okay,i did spotted him once,but he was unaware of it.Well,thats besides the point.Went for ballet after RM practice and boy,im like...(in a stephanie-like american accent)...totally drained man.By the way,im utterly disguisted at the sight of myself in the mirror.Eew,nevermind.Good things are worth the wait.give me some time,and u will see the change in me.Haha!
More about the practice today.yammie left and the four of us stayed behind to discuss more about my belated bday party this coming monday.haha.i got so hyped up and started playing invisible beach volley with fion in the studio.that was fun!Im really looking forward to the party so everyone,do try to make it alright?I know all of us are pretty busy with our own lives but...just take this as a CNY reunion and the last time that we will be enjoying yourselves together before you all drain yrself totally in the preparation for your A levels?
Im slowly beginning to adapt to my new life as a repeat student,but Im still missing my friends currently in JC2 a whole big lot.I dont know what will i be missing out,but if i keep walking with faith i may one day know why.
I think im just concealing how i feel.
Thursday, January 29, 2004
07:37 p.m.
Thursday, January 29, 2004
07:29 p.m.
Todays pretty nice as well:)yup,taught the J2s mass dance with RMers again.Haha.so you can see,my blog is alive now...so am i.Why bother about the past?:)
Listening to music from Giselle again.Feel like dancing on my toes.Err,i think im too heavy to do so.I need to lose weight.NOW.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
11:08 p.m.
Oh no.I better hurry and finish up todays entry,simply because my birthdays gonna be over in one hrs time:)
Firstly,i have to say that today is 99 percent perfect.Thank you,all my friends.Yes...all of you out there:D
Hmm..think i shall write about what happened today.I gotta remember this special day.
Well chatted with Juan Juan last night at about 10 plus...about...something...some (
Sent myself to sweet slumber...woke up and then received Johnny Bravos sms.Haha...wow...CANT believe it:PMy brother then left for Japan and once again reminded me to study hard this yr.(of course i will.im nv going through j1 again after this yr).Oh yes got my new classmate Yuan Zhens msg too.Thanks girl!:)
Haha.Went to school in a really good mood...of course...im expecting so much things today!!HAHA.After assembly Xiao Qi came over to my class to pass me my pressie...got a pretty card from vanessa too...:)
..hmm it was lessons as usual...then after math Vanessa told the whole class to meet in the canteen cos they bought a cake for me.Honestly this is one big pleasant surprise.So thank you 29/04!:)Im really very touched.Oh btw,Mrs Michelle Ong (aka MOS) found out about my bday and sang a bday song together with the whole grp during Geog lect today.One of the best moments of today:DMany thanks!
Hmm...haha well...ive come to the end of the sch day.Met up with my fellow RM members and got my present from them.HAHA!Its really lovely.Saw JJ too..crapped a lil then i received yong xues call...instructing me to go open HIS locker to get HIS GP file..(like what for man?Haha my business?!)...cos HIS GP teacher is coming....(yea right.Everyone ends at 1 45 today.HAHA).Okay so i did it...and collected my present from there.Haha...saw them and together with the RMers,yong xue,serene and dai yuan sang a bday song for me at the foyer!:DThis is like...so ultra sweet.Im melting!Haha:D
Went to AMK central for lunch with RMers...and after which went to KBOX toa payoh for a sha1 ji1 session with Fion.Sorry my singing just suck.Haha...thank you fion for yr company!:)<3 ya!
Guess what!i just received a bday msg from Timothy!Haha he remembers my bday..wow..thanks tim!:)
Yup,so i can conclude that...this is my BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!:)
To these very special angels (no specific order of course):
Emily and Michelle:Thanks for yr msg.See you all on Saturday!:)
Yenlin,Fion,Siu Siu,John,Sheena:I really enjoy the RM company!Never been in such a close-knited cca.Thanks for being there when i needed some people to be with me..esp when school just started.Thanks for the present too.Yes,one-legged bitch still suck!:P
Juan Juan:Haha...remember what you owe me...haha.Well im just kiddin!Thanks girl for all your words of advice!Keep dancing k:)Ballets great!
Yong Xue:What burstday huh!Very funny ist!Anw,i like the baby pooh and necklace very much!Thanks flabbie...no 2...(still):D..and TPNN rocks!yeah!*waves*...'flipflapfilpflap'
Serene:Thank you girl:)Will always catch you in school ok...haha.Watch out:P
Yuan Zhen,Vanessa,Yilin,Cai Qing and those from 29/04:Thanks for the cake and bday wishes!:)
Monday, January 19, 2004
10:15 p.m.
Monday, January 19, 2004
10:04 p.m.
I just dont know where to begin from.Ive been living so aimlessly for nearly one year already.The only thing that ive achieved so far (that to me,is satisfactory) is passing my vocational ballet exam with a rather decent grade within 6 months.So much effort was put into it-my toes bled,my muscles ached for days,i received stinging insults,i got so demoralised.But yet,i managed to persevere. Why cant i get that drive back into my studies?
Many of my friends know whats the reason that has been holding me back.Im such a big fool.Im such an idiot.Its just my misfortune to get so involved in this.
Fion is right.Im just too lazy to try.
If you dont get what i write here,its probably because you might have a part to play in it.Im sorry but i just cant be bothered to explain anymore.
Saturday, January 17, 2004
10:41 p.m.
Sunday, January 4, 2004
12:01 a.m.