DEBBIE/17/SG.She enjoys being pampered by her sister and brother.Ballet to her is a great source of inspiration.She is also a visionary person.She day-dreams,hopes and prays that one day she is able to revive her past relationship.She often internalise her emotions to avoid unnecessary conflicts if possible.Read this blog,and you will find yourself lost in the world of uncertainty of this 17 yr-old girl.
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Saturday, April 26, 2003 11:44 p.m.

Yong Xue is right.Maybe i deserve someone who is...urm,presumably 'class'..haha.Now what am i talking abt.Well,now i realise guys can be great listeners too.Thank you:)


Monday, April 21, 2003 12:09 a.m.

In fact im supposed to be in bed now but im just gonna post this short and sweet entry.Haha,sweet....Okay.Well im feeling all right now.My friends are right,its best to leave things as it is.Just the sight of you is enough,yes,im refering to what jac has told me earlier.What a sweet girl:)I felt kinda bad for cursing the girl(aka my love rival..lol) days before to my friends,cos i realised shes quite a nice girl afterall.Sigh.Have no idea whats gonna happen tmr.K,guess slp would be best for me right now.


Saturday, April 19, 2003 07:55 a.m.

Im going nuts.I need a hug.Feel like crap still.Thank you-kareen,Xiao Qi,Shu Qin,Jac,Hui Ling:)
I hope jogging with Michelle and Emily will not be cancelled.I miss them and i wanna talk to them!:(*bleah*


Friday, April 18, 2003 09:44 p.m.


After spending hours and hours thinking,Debbie will give up on the guy she likes.She has decided to retreat and sit back and do nothing about it.Shes not gonna wallow in self pity again, for her tears have already run dry.Debbie is terribly exhausted,she feels so numb.


Friday, April 18, 2003 09:33 p.m.

My heart is so bruised.I feel horrible.I feel so sick.I dont know whats happening...y do i feel this way.Im such a bloody idiot!Argh!!!


Tuesday, April 15, 2003 11:04 p.m.

So here I am,sitting in front of my laptop typing away...instead of completing my tutorials...sch can get boring real fast.
Ive been thinking a lot these days.Thinking of how things can be different if i wasnt posted to this class,thinking of how it would be if i hadnt met u,thinking of how carefree life used to be.And its amazing how you can speak right to my heart,but who knows what are you thinking behind that attractive facade?

Shuming entry's really touching n sweet.:)Haha.Anyway,the guys in my class are just a grp of lovely gentlemen:)...they do things like,buying drinks for you and not expecting you to pay him back,they return the utensils for ya and they wait for you to bring the food back.Like...huh?!...how sweet can they be..haha:D!

Anyway,sch starts in full swing tmr..i hope i can survive..haha.I came up with this set of overdued resolutions the other day..haha and im gonna like force myself to lk at it everyday.Okay...gotta go.

'When can you ever tell me whats going on in your mind?...


Thursday, April 10, 2003 09:44 p.m.

Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?


Thursday, April 10, 2003 04:43 p.m.

The Book Of Spells
One and a half hr of today was spent in the reading room reading TIME magazine.Glanced through certain articles on the war in iraq and well,i dont know exactly how i should respond to this.There were pictures of corpse lying around and being treated with the least respect.You see soldiers fighting at the front line,displaying bravery,courage,the commitment to serve the country.I wonder whats going on deep within behind the camouflage.How is it like to exterminate enermies and sometimes destroy innocent lives by order?

Now the people are liberated from his brutal(as some would call it) regime.The sight of people pounding their feet on the statue of Saddam Hussein reminds me of the play Julius Caesar.Somehow this parallels with the scene where Brutus stepped forward to justify his actions of assasinating Caesar and how Shakespeare had deliberately used Mark Antony's speech as an effective tool to illustrate the fickle-minded nature of the phlebians.

I think its high time for me to take a big stride out of the protected nest im living in right now.I need to know more about the world im living in,like what the lecturer had told us during the GP introductory lecture this morning.I need to quit being ignorant.I shouldnt be afraid to venture into unknown realms and start acting like a young adult who practises deep and complexed thinking skills.Yes,metamorphose,Debbie....hmm..

Well.Lets not talk abt such heavy stuff.Hmm,guess what!Today i found out that a guy in my class is planning to join dance.Like finally!I almost blurted out the fact that the Dance Society in AJ comprises of only girls.Sad huh.Anyway,hmm,i got really excited(yeah,whenever dance/ballet is mentioned)and started asking if he learns chinese dance or ballet.I got the best reaction ever.He just widened his eyes with amazement.Yeah.That was it.The usual reaction i get from guys when ballet was brought up was..'eeeksss!!!boys doing ballet!?never!haha and the tights lks disguisting!'...followed by a sudden burst of hysterical giggles.Too bad.He only does modern and well,i doubt he will be joining dance anyway!;P


Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:20 p.m.

I dont know if i sound really *argh!* or perhaps a lil harsh in the previous entry or not.Hmm,anyway,its back to school tmr;)Yay?I guess so.Haha!Anyway,i hope everything will be great tmr for all of you:)
Michelle and Emily
:Hey there!Enjoy while you are in sch!:)

Shu Qin and Yi Lian
:Im sure everything will be fine as the days go by.Take care!
Hui Ling:Been reading yr blog:)You should be receiving my letter tmr!Haha!Enjoy yrself in sch.

And to all IJ(tp) girls and bloggers who are heading back to school tmr:Have fun!:)

Do i sound bo liao in this entry?..haha whatever,lah.Anyway,my room no longer look 'yellowish'.Yeah.Just changed the light bulb.Speaking of light bulbs,i realised that certain parts of lightyears were shot in AJC.Haha.Well,all right.Im heading to bed now.Nite world:)


Tuesday, April 8, 2003 12:20 a.m.

Sometimes i get overwhelming response like this.So my advice to you is,quit complaining and move on.Its entirely up to you to shape your own future.Wallowing in self-pity is not going to help at all.And never expect people to sympathise with you when all you do is to just criticize and criticize like theres no tomorrow.So stop behaving like someone who went to a special bitch academy or something yea.
I apologise if i sound really insensitive.Sometimes its better to voice out my views than to say nothing at all.


Monday, April 7, 2003 02:36 p.m.

I think many people have mistaken and they thought school will reopen on 10th April,Thurs.Read the report here


Monday, April 7, 2003 11:36 a.m.


i took this goofy quiz @ naivete
this quiz was made by sara


Monday, April 7, 2003 12:42 a.m.

I believe some people dont think before they speak.Their thoughts doesnt seem to get successfully filtered up there before they translate them into words.Nothing gets retained in there either.The way they converse pricks me.Its disguisting.Its time to grow up young lad.


Saturday, April 5, 2003 12:36 p.m.

I have a great piece of news for all out there.I have,FINALLY,completed ff8....DISC 1!Arent you all feeling happy for me?:SOkay enough of nonsense.
Leslie Chung is gone.And people are sweeping his albums off the shelves at music stores.Should this happen only now?We dont appreciate something until its gone.Humans can be really ugly at times.

All right.Guess i better go do some tutorials now.


Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:30 p.m.

Helliday
I cant wait!My brother is coming back frm Japan!Yummy candies and chocolates on their way!Opps.They are bad for me.I know.*grins*

Its really nice to see people falling in love.Read a girl's blog and its soo sweet to see the couple strolling hand in hand by the river singing songs together;)


Tuesday, April 1, 2003 01:03 a.m.

C.C Grape
Im so cooped up at home.I get the jitters when i see people at the airport wearing protective masks on TV.My brother will be arriving on Friday, and i really hope things will be under perfect control by then.

I have accomplished nothing today.Called AJC office this morning to see if the bookshop is opened.Well duh,its obvious that its closed.Felt so stupid.

Amazing discovery!Found a lizard in my living rm at abt 2030 hr.Called my mum and asked what time are they coming hm.At 2230hr, its dead.

Am i bored or am i bored!?

Hi to everyone who's reading my blog.If anyone is feeling bored,do go dl kiroro's best friend.Its really sweet,though i dont understand the lyrics at all.Haha