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Friday, December 31, 2004


//listening to: Trick Daddy feat lil john & twista; "let's go"

awrite..first of all..happi bday to papa bear horh..finally 17..hahaha..lolx..okie..i keep quiet..wahahaa

end sch early juz now..tt's at 10++..tot it was supposta be at 11am like d previous week..hahaha..but anw, d earlier the better...
so i went off to dhoby ghout for awhlie..while d rest of my classmates went to bishan..
bot some brownies from carrefour..then waited for d arrival of d bdae boi..muahahah

headed towards Mackenzie Rex Restaurant;
had our lunch there..ate chicken rice...woohooo... =P
n papa asked for an xtra bowl of rice, he took some of it n gave me d rest..
wah! gain weight uh! hahahaha
papa look happy wif d present i gave him..hahaha...okie la tuh...kiut kn...

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____xXx `candid shot: da bdae boi

it's still drizzling..waited out of the restaurant for d rain to stop; while papa took his puff..
n wen d rain finally stopped, we wnet to marina city park..

actualli i kinda forgot how to get there..hahaha..saw d bus-stop then i rmbr must take d bus..
okie, i noe la i nerd seh...woohoo~
ask d bus-driver then we alight there...

nice place..look like esplanade..ahaha..plus d nice weather [raining i mean] hahaha..luckily we under d shelter...
slack n chill arnd..then wen its abt time, we jet off our way home...

took d train to dhoby ghout to transfer to NEL;
then saw someone ahead of us hu's so darn familiar..d way he walked n d top he wore..hahaa...
hu else eyy??? SAB la..funny...
tap his shoulder la...hahaha...tink he's on his way home from work..he dropping at sengkang..d same place where papa gonna alight at..

tot of sending papa to sengkang NEL there..but he dn let..instead i can juz send him till kovan..well, at least better than nth...
yah..then i took my train at d opposite platform back to boon keng...wahahaha

n wad im doing now??? im juz doing nth but uploading d pics we took juz now..
oh ya, befor i forget, HaPpY nEw Year!!
n tml i'll be gg to tamp again... =P

mish me!

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:00 p.m.


Thursday, December 30, 2004


today i gt no hw..or rather, assignments i mean..coz i've done all of them in campus..
hehhe..skools' fun today..i luuurrrvve thursdays..heheh..coz,

  1. C programming: in comp lab
  2. 2 hours break
  3. all day long in air-con room

had my lunch wif joyce at ljs @ amk..then meet up wif d rest of our classmates at S11..after tt juz slacked arnd amk b4 heading back to skool...

anw, i went to PS wif joyce n yuhui juz now to collect back my hp..woohoo! finally im so hyper again..
tho'my hp is considered an item tt is aleadi out-of-date, tt's my first larling ok??? hahaha..finally i can snap more of my face again..

So I bumped into the ex [Rammy] juz now while at the food stores opposite Motorola shop..as much as I hate to admit it, damn! i cannot see his face la..he's wif his gf..d moment i saw him, my blood start to ooze up..like d volcano's abt to erupt..
look, there's aleadi a Tsunami incident a few days back n many ppl were wiped off, so i dn wan my volcano in me to erupt juz yet...
juz three words:

f@#% off la dumbass!

im nt entirely pissed off la..dn worry..haha..im still all smiles c..coz i ought to feel happi..furthermore, tml's papa bear bday..ehehhee...
i'll be meeting him tml..ohkay?!

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____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
10:13 a.m.


Monday, December 27, 2004


first things first...
got a call from makcik co-op wen i was having my C++ lesson juz now..
she wan me to continue giving tuition to her daughter..
but tis time asra's gonna take 3 subjects, maths, physics n chem..
plus, she told me tt asra's sis needs help in maths too..
so okie;
now i dn need to find a reason to look for job aleadi...
so, d price im gg to charge them is 50 bucks per subject..
i tink tt's enuff 4 someone's in my friends' list la aight..

finish skool at 5pm juz now..
well, we're supposedly be dismissed at 6pm..
but d Internet App. & Development teacher nt there so everybody started to pack their bags..
& left...

was walking so slowly towards d control station together wif joyce, wen suddenly my hp gt a missed call..
called papa bear back, n he said he's wif adeq reaching yck soon..
then adeq told me to "walk lincah2 but dn rush2.."
so meet them at d first cabin wif joyce..

joyce alighted at bishan..
adeq alighted at orchard..
papa at city hall..
then i take a rebound towards marina bay back to dhoby ghout NEL..

eheheh...
nyonya's wearing so slack today eyy...

b4 i forget,wahlao eyy tt maths teacher..
my name is NOOR RIZIANAH la ok??
at least pronounce RI-ZhI-ANNA can liao..
n if u still dono how to prononce, ask la..
ahhaa...
he pronounce my name until i oso cannot make it out what it is..
its so ugly d way he pronounced my name..
everybody was like, "HU SEY?"
kaoz...
nvm la..tis kinda teachers..
he onli tink he's d onli person rite...
lol..

one last thing..
my hp become siao kia like me liao le..
d camera function cannot work like last time..
tt's y i so long didnt snap my own pics..
wad d hell..
mayb this wed after sch i go la send for service la..
but must ask abg for xtra fone first..
haiyah...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
07:15 p.m.


Sunday, December 26, 2004


alllooooooooohaaaaaaa~~~
i'm back at home..
went over to Beach Road..
shopping;
browsing;
laughing;
eating
..
hehehe..laughed alot today..khekhekhe..so kekek..at first i really didnt wana eat, aleadi full, my tummy can no longer stuff food..but after i taste d chicken rice i changed my mind! hahahaha..bwek...nerd uh zizie..ya i noe...

nx week coming over to tampines again..
then nx sun gt soccer match..Singapore VS Myanmmar..???
gonna watch tt...
coz sha2 wana watch her baihakki..wahahahhaa..
okie...cool da..ehehe..anw, i long time nvr go to d stadium oso...

aight, tt's all...im so tired..i mean, my tummy's bloated rite now..khekhekhekhhe...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
07:42 p.m.


Saturday, December 25, 2004


been so exhausted since yesterday, but had a lot of fun..
heheheh...
tok on d fone n slept quite early last nite..
cant imagine how i look like wen i tok wif my eyes close...
haha..
im like hallucinating..
slept so soundly last nite i guess...
ate alot during supper at eastcoast..
oh ya,

merry xmas!


dono wad else i wana say..

i miss u papa.......

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:13 p.m.


Thursday, December 23, 2004


was suppose to end sch at 6 today..budden haha..dismissed at 4.35pm..yahoo..so happi..lolx
walked home wif my classmates [namely ester, joyce, diana, yuhui & qiuping]
was so happi..ahha..reached sch late, go home early..muahaha..n go to sch i drive myself so crazy..laff all d way like i nvr laff b4..hahahaha..guess i sleep so soundly last nite, tt's y...
haha..wadever it is..woowhee..so hapi like hell dono y..dn ask me y..so hyper-active today sia..khekhekhe...i laff, my classmates oso laff..keeyut kn..???? =P they laff, i oso laff...muahaha..lame kn..???
haha...maths lesson: i didnt really pay attention coz wat they went thru today is wad i've went thru in sec 3..but of coz i noe wads gg on la..
C Programming lesson: d teacher wAs such a sweetie..came late yet he juz welcome us as if we're nt late..haha..okie..i tink tis lesson/module's gonna contain much more excitement than previous java..lolx..coz somehow its related to Internet n development n html n javascript..so hey..i loike~! =P
Data comm n networking: cool..wat we went thru today [mainly binary no.,hexadecimals, LAN, WAN...haha..went thru tt in previous semester..n somemore d teacher was juz reading thru d lecture note..which i call TEXTBOOK instead..]
so hey, now then u noe y i say today is d slacking day eyy? khekheke..yeah..coolio..
oh yah, tml's xmas eve..n juz now at NEL tehy were giving away some rice..hahaha..u noe d rice which u havent cook yet? errr...wad they call it uh? hahaha..wadever la, i call it BERAS..hahaha...i take la..surely my mom's happi..hahahaha
reached boon keng went up straight to ATM machine to deposit some cash abg told me to pay d bill..then head towards SAM machine n pay all d darn bills..yahooo...
my shoulder's painful by then...thx to d beras..hahaha..n i gt myself panting..hahahaha...long time nvr walk liddat without air-con..hmmmph...
reached home, called my larling...then after i put down d fone then i go bathe..after bathe on comp, eat while i go n download some 3D Developer Microsoft Visual C++ programme into my comp..
n while waiting, hey..now im here la typing my entry for today...
tml im gg over to tampines after sch straight...i should be back home by sunday...should be...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
06:35 p.m.


Thursday, December 23, 2004


d train at harbourfront gt delayed, thus affecting MY train..i was stuck down there in d train on its lane..like duh~ hello..im late for sch..nt really late la..im supposed to meet joyce at 9.45am but i reached yck at 10.05am instead...haha..reached classroom at 10.15pm..lucky no scolding.. =P aight im feeling breathless now...continue wen i gt home...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
10:26 a.m.


Wednesday, December 22, 2004


d fiery red couple

went out at 12 noon..took d train to dhoby ghout ctrl station, n met papa bear at d first cabin..hmm..today he's onli 10 min late..haha..improved..well done...

stopped at City Hall n headed towards Suntec City..then went to buy tix at d cinema..Blade Trinity @ 2.45pm..after tt went to chill at d sky garden on top...

sat n chilling..listen to my discman..tried taking my own snapshots..haha..but d light's juz to dark..hmm..yah..after tt went up straight to cinema, bought some nachos combo..n guess hu i met??? leila la, she working there at d counter..my sec sch fwen..ahha..i c her cheeks so chubby i jealous u noe..? lolx..nvm..wen abt to present our tix, haha..met papa bear fwen oso working there..ahahhaha..
its a small world after all...

aight..so d movie's great afterall..if u luurrrvvee reading comics la..n i truly enjoy d graphics..its like, wowo!..

after movie went to eat at PH..haha..eat till i gt bukging tummy..muahahha..tho i ate a lil bit onli...n now i tink i gt my cheeks back..woohoo..i loike~!
now im waiting to gain back d weight i lost again..woowhee~~~

on our way towards d cntrl station, i saw a 1 Missed Call appeared on d screen of my hp..an unknown number..still wondering hu d hell d idiot is..wrong number? no idea..but hey..i hate prank cals coz i dono..after so long i didnt get any prank calls...

after d meal we juz head our way home..papa bear had to reach home early..so he cant sent me home..but its ok..its still early anw...

reached boon keng cntrl station or rather my hometown,saw salem..he was wif his fren, a fella whom i dn really noe...then he call me..
salem: "oi zizie! sini la..sombong ko eyy"
me: pe dier la..?
salem:eyy..ko ngn matahe ko tuh..da break eyy?
me:saper sak?
salem: man la..
me: huuh? sial la..da bape lame sey..
salem: oh..ey? asal uh?
me: erm..dier bastard aku daa...
salem: oh..hahaha
me: hmm..so da lame sak tk nampak ko??
salem: uh sial, aku keje uh..ko dari mane nie?? ptg2 aru lik...
me: aku eyy..haha..aru lik dari suntec..eh k uh,aku nk chao..bye uh...
salem: ok uh, bye...

stupid fella..so long aleadi d story now then ask uh? wad sial salem mate goldfish!

rite..now im so pissed off..came back n all i saw on top of my study table is a huge mess! idiot irresponsible brother~ tt's all i can say...all d draft shitz he scribbled on pieces of paper no longer used, still he juz dumb them on my table..tink wad? my table look like a junk to u izzit! phuck ar! im no longer in a gd mood..n my mom..thx uh..my bro's clothes u put on top of my study table eyy..nice..clothes = study material?
hergh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pissed off la..........................................

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
07:11 p.m.


Tuesday, December 21, 2004


**such a tiring day**

hehe..finish sch at 4pm juz now..darn..by d time we left out of the lecture theater,everyone looked so goggy2..muaha..

had an early lunch break today..suppose to hv a break at 12..till 1pm..budden somehow we manage to cover evrything in first topic so fast tt we gt our break at abt 11am, n thus we were credited wif a 2 hour break today..
so as usual, went out to amk for lunch..haha..all of us..most of us i mean..ya..
ate at d hawker center..i wasnt wearing my spects at tt time..coz cant tahan d wind blowing my face..haha..yah, n at d hawker center i juz cant c d malay stall..haha..
if nt i wont b eating u noe...
ate mee soto wif sugar cane mix wif lemon juice drink..yummy...

then d group of us searated..some went to play CS, some went to play billiard..whereas me accompanied joyce to buy new sandal, n then headed towards popular bookshop..after tt met diana,qiuping n yuhui..n d 5 of us walk back to sch...

reached sch some time b4 maths lesson start..damn! lucky we arrived on time, if nt we'll get shouted by d stupid maths lecturer..muahaha..unreasonable sia tt lecturer...
"hu ask u all to be late?!! go out of d class!!!"
he juz flared those words so harshly on d mike..n im seating rite under d speaker..darn!!! luckily im nt deaf!
feel like shouting back at his ears n say "OI! d mike is for u to project ur voice..not for u to shout on it,dodo damha!"

ok watever~..nx lecture was "internet blablabla..."..haha..freezing aleadi in d LTQ10..no books for this module yet..cool rite..but still, my bag's so heavy la..haiyo
my shoulder felt some weight, like d earth's burden itself on me..hahahaha..tink wad? i hercules ar? so strong carry d earth?muahahaha...

k la, nth much to update..juz tt tml's no sch for my class..coz internet blablabla module gt nth to teach yet..yahoo~~~

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:37 p.m.


Tuesday, December 21, 2004


hmm..die uh! aleadi me n joyce wearing pink..y should tt idiot oso wear pink??? heeeesh...idiot arh...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
10.41 a.m.


Monday, December 20, 2004


today skool starts..haha..great..i loike~.. actualli d fact of gg back to skool today's made me feel reluctant to leave my bed so early in d morn..furthermore i had to go buy books today while stocks lasts..muahaha..okie..

left home at 8am, then took d train at yck cntrl station at 8.45am..but i guess i reached 5 minutes too early..haha..so i waited at my usual spot..ya..

sms papa bear all d way from d moment i left my hse till i reached my destination...

whilst waiting for her, damn! two mats..one wif tatoo all over d body n d other juz wearing plain tee..hergh! is like sindir-menyindir me..how can..tt's y i hate to be alone at public places......[look at my phlogger above to refer..]

nvm, i tolerated d 5 minutes n then wen joyce came..cool..all my phobia's finally over..

reached skool, n head straight to d bookshop..haha..c..so many peeps..wahaha..lucky i juz queue juz now..if nt im still gonna be book-less today..hahahaha...

then went to elective class..yah..[im in d same elective as marcus, diana, ben n joyce] d mr stalker's in tt elective too..hergh! how i hate tt elective..tho' it has no exam la..its juz so lame! hergh! had to satnd in front of d crowd in d lecture theater n say out our cheer..lamier...

aight..after tt was our break..haha..cool..saw a long stretch of empty table n grab tt vacancy..ahha..was abt to eat too wen d mr stalker's oso settled down a table juz nx to my table,wif his nerdy geeky classmates..joyce was giving me a signal..n gosh! there's no other table tt's empty so had no choice but to stay at tt spot..hergh!

aight, nx after eating went over to bookshop to find yuhui n d rest o fmy classmates..n way after tt we went to our nx class..Digital Electronics, followed by C Programming..

all day long we spent our lessons in lectures..haha..was almost freezing to death..luckily i gt my jacket along..hahaha..okie..cool..

since today's d odd week, so maths lesson today will be at ELP-Q instead of d same lecture theater..

d gals in my class [normally im always wif d chi gals,coz im d onli malay..] chose d most convenient space..in front's d view of beautiful scenery...on top of us is d air-con..

but guess wad..d beautiful scenery tt we tot we could watch was spoilt due to being blocked by d arrival of mr stalker's tt sat rite infront of me..
both joyce n i was like "wahlao eyy..wad da hell????"
hergh!!!
nvm..chill..n wen its d time to leave [today gt dismissed at 5 instead of 6] i quickly chao..dn wan him to follow anymore.......

d rest of my classmates gg towards town straight away after skool..so i took d same train as them all..haha..whereas for me, i went straight to boon keng..but i didnt go home straight..i went to hv my dinner at mc first..ahhaa..

poor papa bear got worried..coz i didnt msg2 him..ahha..sowie....

tml lesson's supposta start at 8am but d lecturer told us to come at 9am instead..coolio~~~

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
07:56 p.m.


Sunday, December 19, 2004


**hurr**hurr**hurr**

tml is d beginning of skool's second semester.
**sob**
so i might or might nt be able to update my blogg as often as it is now.
take a look on my timetable:

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tml i might start at 10, but i tink im gg to come as early as at 8.30am coz i tink its better to buy books then rather than to join in a long queue at lunch time.
d queue's gonna b nvr-ending.
tt's y im expecting d worst situation.

n yah.
mama say since tml is d first day of skool, tonite i cant hang on d fone for long anymore.
hergh!
haha.

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
01:44 p.m.


Saturday, December 18, 2004


this gonna be ma second entry im typing for today.
im feeling so d darn bored.
watched "chronicles of riddick" for d secondd time.
juz for d sake of understanding d storyline.
i tink i need a third preview of d show.
then i watched d first part of "the incrdibles".
yup, now tt's wad i call FUNNY aight.
watched for d first time n i aleadi got d joke.
lolx.
rite now im waiting for d second part of "the incredibles" to be fully downloaded.
n while waiting, im munching on my first of 3 lolipops.
yup.
there's a purpose/reason of y i didnt eat 'em off a few days back.
either i forgot, or im lazy.
or im juz keeping 'em so tt it can remind me of d person hu gave 'em to me.
but hey, my mom's staring at me coz she always see me wif chuppa chups on my mouth.
now tt's comically funny.
maybe she want one too.
hahaha
but no, i tink she making me feel guilty.
coz i accidentally made one of her gold bangle go dented.
thx to my butt uh; i didnt noe my butt got d incredible power to dent tt gold eyy.
now there goes my mom's fave bling2.
lolx

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
06:15 p.m.


Saturday, December 18, 2004


get yo' shyne on.....

aight..spent d nite toking to papa bear all d way till 3 am in d morn'..haha..then off i went to my bed..yup..
off ma hp b4 i doze off to ma own world..so tt nth's gonna disturb my sleep..ruin ma peaceful mind..
like duh~ hahaha

woke up at 8.30am..i tink i overslept..
switched on ma hp without any further haste..n taadaa...c..i gt a msg from papa bear which was sent at 7.30am..
tt's a msg from him b4 he's leaving for his holiday trip..

still lying down on my bed, im staring at d huge clock on ma livingroom wall..hmm..ma frens muz hv enjoyed themselves wif d hiking trip..
but i noe they r gg to miss me..coz i missed all d fun..

still on my bed, im hugging my fave pillow..hahaha..looking at ma cellphone..tho' there's nth else on d screen except ma self-pic as d screensaver..lolx..ok..im dreaming aight..n im toking craps..muahaha..
remain like a bedridden till 11am..then i on ma TV set, n watch TeEnAgE MuTaNt NiNjA TuRtLes...khkehe..watch TV all d way till 1.30pm..ahhaha..yeah...then i took ma precious bath..hahaha..

i said,"Get yo' shyne on..." haha..yah..tt's d song im listening to rite now..juz wanted to soothe ma mind aight.. aight..i juz wana go download more new songs..n movies...n all d yadayada..

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
02:18 p.m.


Friday, December 17, 2004


can u keep up?? baby boy~ make me lose my breathe

woke up at 11am..budden i started to hallucinate n dozed off soon after..letting my soul juz wonder arnd by itself in my lala land..but i was awake again an hour later..
im juz in a world of my own..
didnt wana wake up actualli..but y did i open my eyes..? haha..let me enjoy d sleep la..lolx...y do i have to wake up n then let my mind crack up n tink abt skool..?

still lying on my bed..for a second tot i was bedridden..but hell no..im still alright..
hate it wen my father nvr keep his words..told me he gonna gif me d money to buy skool books by this sat..but yesterday nite he told me to seek d sum of money from my elder bro instead..
juz one question: Why u ever got d guts to make tt empty promises wen u simply cant keep n make d promise..?
there u go..tt's y i kinda hate to tok to him wen it comes abt money...

awrite..so i didnt went out wif aisyah..i tot i wana go, but no..so sorie..i juz hv to tink of a way to get money..tt's y..n yah..its friday today,n its a waste nt gg to town on this day..wahaha..smtimes there's those african-american dudes u noe..
wasted...

lolx..so aight..waited till my bro was abt to leave for his workplace n then i asked him for some 50 bucks for my skool books..
thankfully he got enuff cash..n there, i gt d money aleadi to buy books..
but still d anger resides in me..i juz hate my father..dn ask me y..but lemme tell u..tis is nt d first time he lied or broke his promises..all my fingers can no longer count how many times he lied..my money's all gone..all thx to him...
i noe no matter wad ever happens, he's still my dad..n without him, there'll be aint no me in this world..haha..but wad d hell..

after i gt d 50 bucks..damn! all i wanted is to buy d books tml..but hey..tml's saturday la dodo..bookshop gt open meh? like duh~
so i guess i hv to wait till skool open...
hergh~!!!!!!!!

tml my sec sch peeps will be having hiking trip..its also part of our get-together reunion eyy..haha..but no, i gt no more mood aleadi..
its nt tt im making everything tt happen to me to affect me..its juz tt..hmm..i like adventure but i hate the mosquitoes..ahha...n plus, wif this kinda weather..hmm..nvm..make it another day aight girls...i'll join u guys some other time..me juz not in d mood..

papa bear n family gg to malaysia tml..gg in d morn but coming back at nite..
so yah..i guess we had to cut down d time we spend on d fone..yah..bill's piling up..yah..n had to cut down d amt of sms too...
how i wish i was born to be rich....then my name will be zizie rich, daughter of richie rich..muahaha..then onli i can do anything i wan wif the money... ya feel me??

im juz nt being myself today..ahahha..
ya..im toking craps aight..hahahha..lolx...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:15 p.m.


Thursday, December 16, 2004


** and she will be loved **

went to meet papa bear at dhoby ghout first cabin..tt's at abt 1.30pm..yah..dropped at City Hall..headed towards d` Esplanade..coolio..tt's my first time gg to the library@esplanade ..hehe..
wanted to borrow some books budden come to tink again, hey..i gt d Phantom Of The Opera novel which i still cant manage to finish reading thru..lolx...

it was raining by the time we got there..so we sat in d library for awhile n read some Rolling Stones mags together at d sofa..niche eyy..yep...long time nvr been to a library..
ever since i lost my library card, i hate to go there..but i nid to read some stuff, so i had to go...

after tt went out of d esplanade...walk down the pathway n it started to drizzle..at first i tot d rain wont be heavy, budden it proved to me tt i must take out my umbrella..haha..papa bear forced me to take it out la..n then we walk down d bridge..
cool~~ walk in d rain, juz d 2 of us sharing d umbrella....awww...so sweet...

passed by One Fullerton..n then took d escalator down to d underpass tt lead straight up to d Fullerton Hotel..darn! d hotel was awesome n gorgeous! my~~ so far i onli see d inner decor of a hotel in TV but today i saw it LIVE UNPLUGGED! khekhekhe..
yah..n so we had d trouble looking for d way out..luckily gt some signboard tt show d EXIT..khakahha..

went out of tt hotel building, then off we went to Boat Quay mac...still drizzle..so had to open umbrella again..yah..n at mac, i eat again..yummy..had d savoury burger..is tt wad they call it?? wadever la~ nice to eat can aleadi.. =P

after eating, went to chill out at along d Boat Quay area n watch d Spore River..another romantic scenery we spent together..too bad we dn hv any video cam...
hmm..somehow i juz cant cntrl my feelings..burst into tears..i dono how to express wad i feel into words..all i can say is tt, today juz seemed to be like our last day to spent time together...i cant fake a smile anymore......so i had to let it go..

then d sky's got darker again..as tho' its telling us to make a move..haha..so yah..we left towards marina square..haha..d first shop we got to: Rastafari...haha..
lolx...my first time gg in tt shop...khekhekhe..okok..then we jet off towards suntec city..to get to city hall tt is...

today we didnt go home by train..we took bus home instead..after papa bear take his puff at opposite Raffles City, we walked to d bus stop..
actually i was kinda like no so sure which bus-stop to take d bus at..luckily i rmbr tt 857 oso walk pss my hse..hahaha..yah..so wait up at one bus-stop ahead n then kaching! im finally home..

reached my place's bus-stop then headed towards Bendemeer Mall..bot some kiwi fruits n my mom's black color hair dye..muahahhaa..
from there papa bear sent me home..nt juz till downstairs my blk, but till 3rd floor but juz at d lift there..

aight..i'll be missing papa bear...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:23 p.m.


Wednesday, December 15, 2004


sickening headaches visiting my head..banging d walls of my small head..it seemed tt i cant focus in everything i do..hergh!! y gt headache?? aleadi eaten panadol but no diff it gt..haiz..nvm..i guess i juz nid to eat cookies n watch looney tunes wif my mom..
by the way this fri i might be gg out wif aisyah.. =P
n oh! i dreamed abt papa bear last nite..
oh yes i almost forgot smthing..today's ibu's bdae...happi bday ya.. =>
dozing off..

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
02:17 p.m.


Tuesday, December 14, 2004


hehehe . . .

well in fact i tot i wana stay at home d whole day of today, but last nite..yesh last nite..as usual i will put my earpiece onto my hp if i wana tok to my larling papa bear ..but yesterday suddenly dono wad happen, d earpiece is like shucks couldnt function as usual..i cant hear papa bear's voice, n he cant hear me either~`

was a bit pissed off..haha..hu wont? without a ear-piece is like a trigger to my stress life..haha..i will hv to hold the fone wen toking n then i cant do multi-tasking u c..khekhekhe..so i tok to larling papa n while at d same time i went to search in between d pages of my reference books to look for d warranty card..haha..n d receipt..hmm~~ n yesh~ i found them!!
**im all smiles again**

n so today i went out la..my larling accompany me..first we went over to where bot d stuff from.. somerset's singtel building..yah..onli to tink tt they told us to claim it at motorola shop instead..ahha..shitoz! khakhakh..okie..so we jet off d building...

decided to walk down to PS where d nearest motorola shop's located..haha..n then we stopped at macd where clara tan [my ex-manager in hfc macd] is working..haha..but she's nt there..gurpreet oso nt there..maybe his NS cmng soon la..hehhee..each of us had our Quarter Pounder meal..hehe..coolness..i miss macd food eyy..lolx

after lunch, my tummy's gone bloated straight away..walked our way to PS..hehe..coolio..but d weather's somehow pretty warm today..hmm...yah..i keep on complaining "PaNas..~" as uaual larh..haha..i missed those days wen my mom will shelter me wif umbrella wenever i said im warm..haha..
n papa's wearing black..wah...super-panas man...

yah..reached PS..wen to basement 2 where d motorola shop is, pressed for a number..haha..darn..a few numbers away yet it took so long..haha..yah...papa's yawning all d way..his yawning is infectious..i start to feel sleepy by then...

then our number appeared at d screen..haha..funny..d service is quite gd n efficient..hmm..tt kid tt served us is like a butch..hahaha..preety...but wasted..hmm~~ nvm..lucky i didnt turn up liddat..hahaha...

we were told to come back an hour later to collect my new ear-piece..hehe..so went to chill out at Istana Park again..actualli tot of gg to chilling out at Boat Quay instaed, but no choice..scared later no time to come back to collect my stuff n then i might nt be able to reach home on time...

okie so gt my stuff..tested it n **yippie!** haha..i gt my new ear-piece..khekhekhe..coolio~ hahaha..lolx..so after tt went to buy 25cent ice cream n a cup of lemon lime juice..haha..walk2 in d mall..then its time to go home..yah..then papa bear start to tok alone n juz zipped my mouth la..juz listen to his tok..yah...
but hey..today papa bear send me till my block ok..hehe..still got time to take pics some more..haha...n i gt another lolipop today..tt gif me a total 2 lolipop..hehe..
**chuppa chups**

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:38 p.m.


Monday, December 13, 2004


yayay~ hehe

hehe..woke up at 9am juz nw..after my hp went snoozing its alarm..yah..but i didnt git up straight away..i juz continue to lie down on my bed..all d way till 9.30am..then sms my papa bear..haha..[onli later in d afternoon tt i found out he was aleadi playing wif his PS..]

after tt i waited for d clock to struck 10 o'clock in d morn..ahhaha..then i get down my bed n do house-cleaning progress..khakhakha..yah..hover n such..n erm ya..tidying my study-cum-comp table..yep...

then on d comp for my bro [for he didnt noe d password tt i've set] after tt..i check my email..then i get ready d clothes tt i intend to wear later on..

haha..then i take my 30 minute long bath la..khekekhehe..gerek arh..yahoo~ hahaha... feel so light today..muahaha...then as usual, while waiting for my hair to dry n whlie im putting on my make-up, i sat in front of d comp n download some song..[ the song "realist niggas" by biggie feat 50 cent..one of the songs in d movie, The Scary White Chicks.. =P]

yup..at 1pm sharp i make my move to d control station..ahuh..yah..sms papa bear tt i juz left d hse.. [he's still havent got d train]..reached control station at 1.15pm...haha..n reached dhoby ghout red-line platform at 1.30pm sharp..haha..papa bear's late as usual..i saw his reflection on d wall onli wen d 3rd train arrived..haha..
tt's my larling papa... =P

then off we go to PS..wana shop first..then suddenly we went to hv our lunch to fill our tummy first..haha..after tt went to shop 2 tees at $12 at Bossini.. [one for my dad n d other for my bro]..then went up a level to Baleno n bot a light blue top at $14.90 after discount..haha..

after tt went to take d train to suntec city..there we went to chill at d famous Fountain Of Wealth..haha..sat for a while and rite after tt it started to drizzle..but stopped drizzling..haha..like d sky's playing hide-n-seek..muahaha..its windy down there..cool..haha...
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**d fountain of wealth**

then suddenly it started to drizzle again, this time a lil bit heavier..then we went back into d mall..haha..walk2..first to tower records..haha..then past by B.U.M equipment..haha..n i gt myself another top..khehkehe..

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shopping giller~

walk2 n then its abt time to go separate ways.. now tt goes the sad part..haiz..
forced my face to crack up a smile..wen my heart was actualli saying "i dn wana leave"..
juz cant bear to c papa bear's face at tt point everytime we're to go to our separate ways..

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aight..nth more to update..juz telling myself 2 be quiet..
*shhh!~*

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
06:40 p.m.


Sunday, December 12, 2004


today nt meeting my papa bear...
gg out wif my dad to harvey norman later..mom wans to buy a blender n some other kitchen electrical appliances..haiz..c la, my mom..wana buy but lazy to go out..hergh!

now juz eaten..waiting for d rain to stop..then we'll leave..
nyaii's gg back today..
yah..gonna miss her oso wen she leave..i dono...

ok la..stop here..today's a boring day..tml i wana drag my bro to go town..yay-ness! hehe...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
01:57 p.m.


Saturday, December 11, 2004


its juz those rainy dayz...

orite..juz now woke up at abt 8.30am..was awaken, thx to my bro, hu watched the tv so darn loud n then he accidentally hit my butt wif his butt..hahaha...okie..so i join him n watched d tv with my EARS..haha..i mean i closed my eyes n watched d tv..yah..normal la..exercise my ears..hahahahaha...

then at 10am, i forced my eyes to open wide..PPG show la..hehe... Blossom, Bubbles, & Buttercup ..khakhakha... watched till Ninja Turtles's show..haha..then i go bathe..n get ready to go out n meet my papa bear...then it rained..quite heavy wat they call it: rain cats n dogs~..n if i knew, i wouldnt hv taken bus there..hmm..traffic was a killer sey juz now..make me mad oso..along wif the condition tt my tummy's got some iron maiden's songs churning together wif d acids produced..hahaha..then we all juz holla at d driver, got down n walked our way to PS..there i met teddie..haha..
he looked so goggy...whereas me, as usual wif my nyonya attire n my spects n my umbrella..hergh!

then we ate our lunch at Long John Silver..hehe..coolio..tis time round i was d first to finish up my food..khekhekhe..mayb coz im too hungry..kuahaha

after eating we went over to PS's Watson's at d basement floor, to buy some stuff..hahaha..then after tt we go to our usual slacking corner across d road..yah..Istana Park la..hahahha..d bench o'er there's wet..n we got d effort to wipe it dry..lolx..all tx to papa bear's idea..muahahaha..n darn! so many mosquito seyy...y they always attack me???? hergh! attack papa bear oso la then fair seyy...

n at one moment there's a caterpillar at papa bear's shoulder..hahaha..i jumped off d bench we were sitting on, laffing n pointing to tt darn creature..khekhehe..kekek seh..hahahaha...n then papa bear come to d rescue..he "kick" tt creature away wif his fingers..wah..hahaha..okok..its juz a small thing but hey..i gt biten by a caterpillar b4 ok..hahahaha...

ok la tt's all abt it..sat there as usual, tickle each other..haha..funny..n then suddenly rmbr tt today's hiphop fest seyy..
hergh! nvm..all i have in mind is to spend as much time as possible wif my papa bear..coz wen my sch starts its next semester, then i'll be busy n most prolly we wont have the time to even meet, n stuff...hergh~!
must treasure these period of time...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
09:39 p.m.


Friday, December 10, 2004


here's wad i did today...

slept at 3am liddat last nite..haha..usual routine la eyy..hmm..yah..then woke up at 8.30am..uh-huh~ then tickle mama's feet..haha..tickle n tickle..i mean, i like to tickle her feet...kahkahkha..n she'll go "nati berdarah ke..bergaris ke..jage ko eyy!..."
haha..tt's my mom, n im her daughter...

yah..watched the vcd i borrowed from papa bear again..tis second round is to ensure tt i truly understand the story line..haha..yesh indeed~ i finally gt the story in my head..hahaha...so d darn kekek.. keren~

after the show i took my usual 30 minute bath..haha..then got myself ready to go out to meet my cuzzy at Bugis..khekhekhe..i wore my blue denim dress..yah..cool..long time nvr wear la..yay-ness!

got d bus at 2pm..in d bus, came across Maziah n Nek Normah..hmm..seriously la, i cant recognise her sia..khekhkehe..i mean, i recognise their voices, but maziah look so minah-ish..wahahaha..but nvm..i gt duit raye..hahaha..yayay~!

yup, i reached Bugis control station at 2.30pm sharp..but my cuzzy's late..hmm..yah..n wen she finally reached there..haha..we headed towards Raffles Hospital's Banquet..actualli we intend to go to papa bear's workplace to eat juz now..but u c la, Bugis area seyy..so many mats...n look at how my cuzzy dress up..n how i dress up..haiz..guess its gonna be next time la then we shall eat there...

after eating, at 3.40pm liddat..we jet off n took d train liao la..cuzzy gotta report to work at cityhall at 4pm sharp..so from there we went to our separate ways..i transfer train at d other platform, heading towards Dhoby Ghout to meet papa bear..

papa bear start work at 6pm today..do yah..gotta meet him at 4pm..but haha..he's late..as usual..ok la..its ok..coz i noe his pattern..hmmm...yah...its onli our very first meeting tt he was d first to arrive..khekhekhe..yah, i still rmbr tt eyy.. =P

then we walk2...chill2...slack2...at opposite PS..d istana park..wah..mosquitoes down there love me so much eyy..i tink my blood so sweet la..muahaha..bite here n there..hergh! nvm..nx time i muz buy mosquito repellent...kuahahahaha...

yah..then at 5.35pm liddat we walk towards d control station n then head to our separate ways:
papa bear heading bugis, me heading boon keng...

reached home n im so tired n worn out..haha..bathe n all..at 8pm i aleadi dozed off in front of the tv..oh?! i missed malay news?! nvm..then at 8.30pm, mama woke me up, ikhlas is now on tv..haha..keep telling me "taufik's inside..better watch..."

taufik's cute..hehe..he is..but i tink papa bear more cute. . .
one week liao..me n teddie...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:59 p.m.


Thursday, December 9, 2004


okie..d cont`d..

took my second bath at 1pm juz now before i left my house to meet papa bear..then went downstairs to buy some stuff mama told me to buy..hmm..i gt a potential to be d famous filipino maid eyy?? wahaha..say wadever u wan..but dn call me maid in front of me k.. onli I myself can say tt..ahaha..

a very quick shopping la..2 marble cake, 1 evaporated milk, 2 carton of eggs [carton izzit?]...bla bla bla..hahaha

came back from d shop downstairs..i sat for abt 25 mintes..then at 3pm sharp, i left my hse towards d control station..reached dhoby ghout red-line control station [d platform] at 3.15pm..then papa bear called..saying he's in last cabin..as usual lorh..yah..so i board d train..actualli like so confusing..he said he's in d last cabin..then dono wad else he say tt made me confuse..hmm..so end up he found me at d last cabin la..

drop at orchard..then on our way to popular bookshop..at d satirs where me n gurlfrens sat last saturday..gt ppl calling my name..d voice's so familiar..then as i go nearer, lerr...tt's my sec sch peeps la dok!! wahaha... there's hairul, agus, aaron, suhail, azmi, prem, zaini..n gys,,sori if i didnt see u guys..i mean i am REALLY potek aight? haha..n those hu i nvr mention..haha..real sorrie..serious seyy..

then went to kfc at taka..eat there..wananney..i line up so long juz for a set of bandito?? y?!!! haha..nvm i tahan..ok..then wen comes to eating..argh! my gums! they hurt..i tink its my new toothbrush..so hard like stone! everytime i brush my teeth, i bleed my gum..haaiizzz...my gums so sensitive arh?? muahhaa

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** see la..teddie..always pose liddat..hahaha**

then papa bear's frens came over..n then after they left, we went to sit at outside taka..yah..sat there listening to his MP3..took fotos la..then at 5.20pm then we chiao~

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**smile abes~**

papa bear cant send me home today..coz he had to rush back to work at 6pm..hmm..okie..nvm la..its nt tt dark anw..

i reached home at 6pm..n nyaii n mama smiled at me at d door..say they happi to c me home b4 maghrib..yah..i feel like telling them, "try to get separated from ur bf at tt short time la..juz to get home early..c how tt feels..."
but i hold back my words..haha..nvm..they happi can liao la..so liddat la..tt's wad happen today..oh yah..papa's back from work..gonna eat dinner after this..then i wana eat lolipop..haha..okie..cool

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
09:24 p.m.


Thursday, December 9, 2004


lalalalala...

woke up at 8.30am..then i tickle my mom's feet n said to her,"ma..nk hover~"
haha..tt's funny..i mean, she's shocked..n my nyaii oso seemed shock..hahha..she said,"belom mandi nk mengemas rumah?"
lol..juz smiled..mama noes me well..wen i juz woke up i cant really tok alot..it's like my mouth's too heavy too open n or to bring in da noise..muahaha

aight..so i hover..i really hover da house eyy..haha..y i like to hover d house so much?? dn ask me..it's fun..khakhakha..played wif the wheeled chair wif my bro..push him arnd..haha..at first he seemed to be some heavy load...but then haha, after i gather all my might, he's nt tt heavy man..hahha..i'm strong!!! wooowheee~!

after hover-ing the house, i got a cramp on my usual spot..haha..my tummy la where else rite?? wana tok to my mom, but cant tolerate d pain..so i juz excuse myself n ran quickly to d toilet..after which i took my 20-min bath..khkehkhekhe...i loike~!

after bath, on d comp, n take my breakfast..nth much to fill my stomach..juz yesterday's leftover-but-heated-nasi goreng..yah~ liddat lorh..

told mama i'm gg out to popular bookshop later in d afternoon..so later im meeting papa bear at dhoby ghout, then we'll go to orchard..yah, then we'll go to orchard's popular bookshop eyy...
so..yayay~! gonna meet papa bear later..hehe..tho' we've met each other last tuesday, i cant deny tt i wana meet him again..hehe..naw-ima-sayin?? ya feel me?? haha..holla back at 'cha!

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
09:32 a.m.


Wednesday, December 8, 2004


i told yall ima sleep so soundly last nite...

tok to papa bear on d fone last nite till i'm dozing off..i was toking to him wif my eyes closed..haha..suddenly i heard him calling my name..ahahahha

then told him i really cannot tahan n so we put down d fone..khekhekhe..tt's at 2am in d morn..n slept all d way till 12 noon juz now then i woke up...

was abt to bathe wen papa sms me..hehe...surprisingly eyy??yah..he's working at 6pm today..so i tot he gonna wake up late..hahaha..okok...so rite now im chatting wif him online eyy.... =P

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
01:20 p.m.


Tuesday, December 7, 2004


ehehe...good day today..

hehe..finally got to c him today eyy.. =p
yah..met papa bear at d meeting place..along wif his adeq n d adeq's fren..haha..actualli i was shocked, i mean i was sitting down at d bench there at d platform of d control station, n then suddenly there's a guy appeared from nowhere,sat beside me..n kissed my cheeks..my~ onli that makes me sure tt guy's papa bear..hahaha..ohk..
no more tension...

cool..took d nx train to orchard, then walk to far east plaza..had our lunch at puncak juz now..i tink i really ate till my tummy got suffocated again..haha..n guess wad? i gt wantan at last sey... **yummy** =P

after eating, went over to 7-11 first..haha..yesh indeed, i gt my lolipop..hehehe..then went over to lucky plaza, coz they wana play pool..heeesh..paiseh la..i like to play but dn really noe how to play pool..hahahha..nvm..im still at beginner's stage aight..khakhakha..

after tt, me n papa bear went over to Funan IT Mall, whereas adeq n her fren went back home...hmm...yeah...so liddat la..

went to funan to look for SD card for papa bear's digicam..yup..i mean, we went to survey d cheapest yet good quality of a SD card...then after tt, went over to dhoby ghout, to get to d Mackenzie Rex Restaurant..hmm..ohk..i learnt something new today..i mean, i gt new lobang to eat nice food liao..muahhaa..

from there we walk back to dhoby ghout control station, took d NEL n papa bear send me home..khekhekhe..coolio.. =P
i tink i can very2 sleep well today..hahaha

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____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
09:23 p.m.


Tuesday, December 7, 2004


ello nurse~~

wah2weh~ haha..papa bear's mom noe abt me liao ler..aiyoh..paiseh giller liao..cheeks blow damn hot..heeeesh..

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**hiding my face like this**

today gonna meet papa bear at last..yayay..hehehe..meeting place at dhoby ghout d` last cabin of d` train gg towards orchard..hmmm..let's see hu's late..khekhekhekhe...

woke up at 8.30am n then juz bathe, then do housework..mama's shock to c me like so active..i dono..guess im in a good mood eyy..hmm..strange..coz y, today's my DAY 2, n im normally sulky at these kinda days..

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
10:24 a.m.


Monday, December 6, 2004


plain day ahead..but I TRY..

yesterday went to fetch my nyaii at abt 5pm..reached there at abt 5.30pm..yah..then took a cab together back to my crib wif my dad, nyaii n my uncle, Cik wik..nyaii seemed happy coz she finally left her house in kembangan...

but d first thing she asked me wen i reached her place was,"Y r u so late?"..n i was like,huh?..my..at tt point of time i was like cant control aleadi..but i juz keep quiet..

she can hardly walk..i mean,she can walk but its like d pace is getting slower n slower..i pity her in some ways..but i myself wasnt quite sure wad i feel at tt point of time..

her arrival really change d situation at home..like i said, she seemed so happy here..well, all i can say is, i really hope she'll get well soon..
i tot i wana join in if she's performing her prayers..but well,i cant..i dono why..dn ask me..my heart juz dn wana do it..YET

yesterday i wasnt really in d mood to write an entry in my blog, or even to go online..haha..anger juz took control of me...sigh`..dono y i should feel tt way..only god noes...at nite, toked on d fone wif papa bear..i dono, but i tink i juz threw my tantrums at him..sigh`..im so sori coz i didnt mean it..after tt, i juz burst into tears wen d tot of my paternal grandma come into my mind..she's one of d ppl tt i miss so much..

gt no appetite to eat or sleep last nite..but i tink i eventually fell asleep..put down d fone at 1am liddat, but i tink i finally slept at abt 3am plus..dn tel me y..i dono...

aight,woke up tis morn feeling great..finally trying to open my eyes n c wads rite n wads wrong..wads in my head n heart n compare it wif wads in reality..n i tink im finAlly mentally stabilised..i aint no sure..but im trying to..

wad am i going to do nx? well, im waiting if my cuzzy to go online..if she is, ima inform her tt nyaii's at my place..so she wont call kembangan home but call my hse fone instead...but i tink she's working..

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
03:16 p.m.


Saturday, December 4, 2004


gurls day out today eyy. . .

yesterday nite tok to papa bear until he sounded so tired n exhausted from working d whole week..but guess wad? today he got his first off-day..but i cant go out to meet him..coz i gt my GuRLs Day OuT..so i still miss him...

woke up at 10am juz now..forced my eyes to open wide..then went to bathe straight away..after bath n after putting on my light make-up n everything, mama told met to buy some food stuff b4 i leave towards my destination..so aight, i make a 10minutes-to-&-fro walk from d shop to my hse..hahaha..then at 11.30am sharp i set my way to d boon keng control station, n met sya2 at d` last cabin..then we head our way to dhoby ghout control station together2 forever n ever~ muahaha..

susu n azira n sangee was late..aisyah came on time i guess..sangee came all d way from hospital where her father's been admitted to..susu n azira got holded back for awhile..at 12.15pm liddat then me, sya2, azira n susu head our way to orchard where we r suppose to meet aisyah..after tt we waited at d stairs, then near d underpass form far east plaza, for d arrival of sangee..

after tt we jet straight to seoul garden at takashimaya Ngee Ann City..haha..had to wait for some empty table...while we were looking arnd for some ATM machine, susu gt a call from d restaurant saying tt there's an empty table available for us..yahoo..so quickly we went up..haha..of cos la..everyone's tummy gt some hardcore music churning along wif the acid in d stomach haha...

i really eat till my stomach gone bloated..all d way i kept quiet while im eating..im juz being nt so myself..usually i tok non-stop wad..?? hahaha..okok..i dono guys, im so stress of seeing myself this thin tt i really look like my elder bro now..eww...no more cute n chubby like last time...hahaha..so being quiet while eating gif my stomach more space to store more food..haha

ate n stuff all d food..hahaha...n at d same time nt to forget d use of susu's digicam eyy..snap here n there la..haha..azira left b4 us at 4pm..n guess wad? by d` time we left d restaurant, my! i can feel my tummy bulging sey..muahaha..head our way towards Heeren..sms papa bear..n all i did at tt moment was to look for a toilet..

can u imagine? haha..after eating straight away look for toilet? ahaha..then after toilet-trip, head our way upwards, towards 77th Street tt's located at d top of the building..there i bot a new pair of jeans..normal price at $45, but i bot it at onli $19.90...gt sale la..my other gurlfrens oso didnt go home empty-handed..

tok to papa bear on d fone while i head my way to HMV..say 3 punk guys..n i suddenly realised tt one of them is Adam..haha..tt idiot fella..hahhaha..say hi la, then his fren oso d xtra, like as if im saying "hi" to them instead..
p/s: papa, TOK album nt availbale in HMV..i asked aleadi juz now..

yah..then aisyah came to meet me at 3rd floor outside HMV then we went in again..ahha..yayay! i gt my HMV card stamped!! yahoo! khkehkehkhe...

so happi today..but too bad papa bear nt arnd...hmm..anw..after HMV trip, d 5 of us went to take neo-prints..hahaha..cool! i loike~ muahaha..funny la..all impromptu seyy..khekhekhkehe...

aisyah!

mss photogenic title goes to u nw... =P

then head our way home..i mean me n sya2 went hm la..while d rest of them dono go shopping i guesS? haha..yah..maybe still too early 4 u guys eyy..haha..but nvm..will join u guys some other time..hahaha...

reach my place's control station,went to buy milk, n then a pair of slippers to be used in the toilet..hahahaha...tml nyaii coming over mah..so everything must change lorh...

rush home all d way from bendemeer mall to my hse..make it as short as 3 minute..n i did..haha..reached d door-step, told my mom to on d TV for me..hahaha..im still being able to catch my fave show..."the simpsons"..lol

ok..overall i really enjoyed myself like a happi hyena today...muahaha..laff here n there..lol..but i still miss him!!!!

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
07:55 p.m.


Friday, December 3, 2004


today's d 3rd Dec

slept at almost 3am last nite..woke up at 1pm today..haha..my eyes wont open until my mom came to d side of my bed n tickle me..

i dono wads d purpose of doing tt..but i tink she's juz feeling bored, n tt is why she tickle me..indicating me to wake up [afterall my bro's aleadi asleep, n she gt no one to tok to..]..yah, tt's my mom n hu else? lol..i remember i used to be like tt too wen i was little..hahaha..

yup,ok..nth much to do today..heard papa bear finish work at 2pm today..but he's gg over to Alexandra hospital to visit his foster sis there..hmm..hope she get well soon..

so now wad m i gg to do to spend my day? gee..i dono? guess im gg to download some movies la..then burnt or rip 'em into vcd again..hahaha...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
02:25 p.m.


Thursday, December 2, 2004


cont`d..

so here's wad i've done in my free time today..

  1. clean the computer cum study table
  2. hover d house
  3. mop d house
  4. wash d toilet
  5. iron my clothes

hmm..yah..feel so freshed once d house is clean u noe..but all i can say is, im so hungry today..waiting for my father to come back from work wif food..all i've eaten today is instant noodles n nothing else..well, at least i've manage to cut down on d number of cup noodles today..

miss him..but today's housework so tiring..tt my mind was like kept aside n d chores made myself busy instead of tinking of him..okie..i dono..i tink he's busy at his workplace too..coz today i haven gt any sms from him yet..except this morn wen he's on his way to work la..cant bear to eat d lolipop he gave me..yesterday tot of eating it while watchin Spore Idol but like syg leyy...mayb later la..wen toking to him on d fone?hmm...

now i dono wad im suppose to do..im dead freaking

bored

...

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:29 p.m.


Thursday, December 2, 2004


"Here With Me"

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again

There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please?

I never will forget that look upon your face
How you turned away and left without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you

I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
02:15 p.m.


Thursday, December 2, 2004


my heart's starting to miss him now..

yesterday's result of d` Spore Idol..it's Taufik Batisah! haha..my sms didnt go wasted down d drain eyy..haha..yahoo!

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mama gt a call from my uncle, whom i call Cik Wik..saying tt my nyaii [tt's grandma in javanese language for d` non-malays eyy] is coming to stay at my place..this sunday..ok..cool..so later i hv to sleep on d floor la, its ok..let nyaii take d bed..yah..n d` gd thing tt im looking forward for her arrival is tt, if my nyaii is here, then my mom will be cooking! ahaha..cool rite! =P

yesterday slept at 10 minutes b4 3am..tok on d fone la..haha..then today onli i woke up at 12 noon..actualli i still can sleep like a deadlog la, but better nt..i hv so many things to do..i need to clear my wardrobe..so many clothes already dry cleaned,but havent ironed..haha..so im tinking of ironing them, then clean my comp-cum study-table n then hover.. really hope my mom wont stop me from hovering the hse today..i really like to hover d hse la eyy..if nvr do hsewrk i die sia..i'll get more lazy u noe wad im saying?

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
01:47 p.m.


Wednesday, December 1, 2004


juz reached home after i went down to meet papa bear at bendemeer mac for awhile..haha..he gt a long break today n he's bored so he came over wif his cousin n d fren..

yahoo..at last can c him..hahaha..bring him arnd my area..he bot a fish dipper meal with sprite..haha..im aleadi full..so i see him eat n then i eat some fries n dipper..dip into d tartar sauce eyy..haha..so long nvr eat at mac la...

then after tt go out of mac, he wana take a puff..then go 7-11 n i get my chupa chups..yayay! hahaha...so i finally gt smthing to munch onto while watching spore idol later..khekhekhehe..thankee-u papa bear..hehehe

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
05:47 p.m.


Wednesday, December 1, 2004


i wana go out wif susu today..but mama nag at me..hahaha..i scared she dn let me go out tis sat n nx wk if i go out today..lol..

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
01:40 p.m.


Wednesday, December 1, 2004


tonite's spore idols grand finals....

today papa bear was late for work again..haiyoh.. Guys will be Guys..juz like my elder bro..they hv a problem of waking up themselves..

aight..i still haven bathe yet..dn say me stink..i dn tink i stink..lol..haha..i still gt my yesterday's Herbal Essence shampoo smell..wahaha..n guess wat? papa bear say im a Smellie lil' cute lovly milky cochalate peachy stawberry gal..i was like, "why's all d name of fruits come out seyy?"..

he's at CiTy HaLL liao..so i tink he will reach his work-place on time..haizz..i miz papa bear

haha..ohkie..rite nw im waiting for mama to finish washing d` clothes..coz i wana bathe..hahahha..cant tahan d heaty body wen u haven mandi..naw-im-sayin?

ouh ya..tis sat we'll b having our GuRLs' DaY OuT yahoo..hmm..at least i wont bore myself by staying at hme all day all nite~..hahaha

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
10:43 a.m.


Tuesday, November 30, 2004


okie..tis one's d cont'd..

juz now at abt 3 plus,tok to papa bear on d fone..he's at his wrkplace..at tt time there weren't many customers..so ok lor..tok la..haha..until they gt guests-in then we put down d fone..

after i put down d fone..tot of hover-ing d hse..but mama say nt today..haha..so i end up gg to my bed n snore my way to lala land... hahahha

woke up at 6.30pm..feeling hot..coz i forgot to on d fan..hahaha..kekek seyy..then i on d TV..n watched DoUbLe HaPpInEsS wif my mom..till at 8pm,where i am now..in front of d comp..

so now im waiting for papa bear 2 sms me la eyy..hahaha..

Im FeELiNg So DaRn BoREd

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
08:09 p.m.


Tuesday, November 30, 2004


hello.. =P

spent long hours doing n editing my blog wif new scrollbar..trailing mouse..haha..n a new pic of emily wif tt stuff on her hand..hmm..hope tis is nice..

hey..wads up wif tt zul la ey? tink i stupid? i saw his IC n i SAw it clearly tt his bdae is on d eve of xmas, tt is 24th dec..n then nw he emailed me,saying tt his bdae is on xmas itself n nt on d eve...crazey fella...well all i can say is, to hell to u dawg!

now how u like tis huh? here's my future bike..hahahha...

rite..now im beginning to hate marina even more..she's a bitch!

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
02:55 p.m.


Monday, November 29, 2004


sorrie..im trying this stupid archive link into my blog..so if u wana read my previous entries..pls click on d link PrEv|oUs EnTrIes above..thx..n sori for d` inconvenience..hahahaha

____xXx `Foundation & Eyelash-curler~
put on make-up at
07:16 p.m.