Current Tune: Stand By Your Man (Tammy Wynette)
I left my CDs in the car tonight (Mom went out for some quilt thing) thus I am listening to the soundtrack to Sleepless in Seattle, how appropriate on so many different levels. har har.
Urrgh. Brain melting in horrid puddle of goo. Ugggh. I've been working on my Cambodia paper for almost three hours (not non-stop, then I would probably be crazy), and it's hard to write! *le sob* I'm mostly quoting articles I've read about it and I'm arguing that it can't become a democracy giving the courses of actions that it is taking. Course, never mind that currently it is a multiparty democracy with a constitutional monarchy. Wow, some things are sticking in the brain.
I also have a debate tomorrow in political science. I'm very scared. Yesterday my group was given a question and the answers we thought were right were actually wrong. The teacher commented, "So, you are saying that basically for a democracy to work you need a democracy." Fuck yeah, how else would it work? ^_^; Arrrgh. The good news is that I lost my voice today, HAHA, but unfortunately its back. Nooo.
I think Noah is coming over to kick me off the internet... wait.. I think that he only let Midnight out. Noo, paper, must finish writing! Ahhhhhhhhh. *dies*
Current Tune: Charm (Escaflowne)
FEAR ME!!! I just had a good day! Course, I just ate too much (better go puke it up to make sure my eating disorder stays well, har har). Yesterday I found out that my fanart picture made it into Animerica magazine!!! Totally shocked! Course, there is a picture of Hitomi and Van that I think is much better (sniff sniff). I think that mine sucks to much that they put it on the last page out of pity. sniff sniff. Ahh well! My two CDs came today!! :D YEAH! Now I have all the Escaflowne CD's, FEAR ME!!! Fear the things I can do with them, bwhaha! My CD list I made vanished off the disk which decided not to work anymore, bah! So I typed up another one and found I currently have 90 CD's, bwhaha! That is until Leigh and I burn some more of the Mullet collection, also the CD Leigh and I are buying (same one) for each other. ^_^;
Oh yes! My Escaflowne DVD's came today! So tempting, want to watch... must wait another month, nooo. Want to see special features, drools. Can survive! Be strong Anne!! O_O Erm... what else. Oh yes! I had a Math test today. -_- I finished 10 minutes earlier than anyone else, even doing the bonus! Mrs. N corrected it and I found I missed one since I wrote a number wrong but I got plus one on the bonus. Only 100 %, bah, want more points. I mean, it was sooo easy!! (bwhaha, flaunts my brain!).
Hayley called today saying that after her birthday (March 5th) that weekend she is going to get a tattoo. She asked if I would go for moral support then it got me thinking, should I get a tattoo? eheh, I've never really wanted one before... I have a few months to think about it. My birthday is two days after hers, cool or what? Oooh! Friends is on! *bolts*
Current Tune: (none)
Barrrg... I was looking at the layout for this blog, changing the link to Nicoles new website address which I am bumming space off of (ehe... thanks Nicole... :) and noticed how truly horrid this layout looks. Course, I love Hitomi and Van but.. ugggh. I am so lazy when it comes to doing websites, perhaps the charm has simply gone..? I love doing graphic design, but don't like being pressured to do it. When I start working I feel I *HAVE* to get it done, thus the pressure making me not want to do it. Take Inspired Verbalisms layout... ha. I made it and cut it up wrong, thus got annoyed and haven't touched it again in two months. ha... I guess that is just the way of the Anne, get frusterated stay away from it until can deal with it without exploding.
So the Art Institute called on Saturday, yay! :D My Mom has FINALLY agreed to let me try all out for an art school, yay-ness! Thanks to the Kinko's dude for pushing her in the right direction.. :p So I have an interview/tour thingy on Decemeber 12th, the day after my classes end at college! :D Happiness! The great part is that I have lived in the suburbs all my life yet do not know my way all that well around the city... well.... 26 miles (it feels like more... perhaps it is... 26 minutes to get there... argh). I don't know... Leigh and I managed to get lost five minutes away from the house (took us a goof fifteen minutes to get out of that neighborhood). ha. hahaha. I need to find my way to my Mom's work downtown.. ha... hahahaa. I've only seen it from a distance once... perhaps driven there (Dad driving) back in 7th grade, ha... hahaa....
Yesterday Hayley and I saw Harry Potter, ehehe. I like the books better (says smugly), but it was fun going with Hayley. ^_^ Afterwards we came here to get some movies (ehehehe, I got her addicted to Escaflowne, laughing evilly) then I followed her in Mom's car to her house. When we were driving by Taboo Video she turned on her turn signal making me laugh for the rest of the way to her house. :p Funny stuff I say, funny stuff! ^_^ hahaha! Remembering something from today. It was something along the lines of, "Anne, I have a secret to tell you..." "What?" "I'm wearing underware..!" "No, really! I should try that sometime!" So we were joking about going comando (spelling?) afterwards. :p Hayley is just so much fun! :D Funny girl (my fellow Taboo Video Goldstar Member).
Barg... how come when i can't work on fanfics I am inspired to? I thought of ANOTHER story, aaaaarrrrgggggggh. I got my English reading done and am currently working on the Political Science book, another 64 pages (although I've gotten 20 some odd done in the past hour-ish (I've gotten up and wandered around, ehehe, attention span of zero)). Mom was telling me to clean this room... wouldn't want to get her mad at me, would I? (she threatened to not give me the X-mas present if I didn't do something yesterday... she holds the power...!). Yes, I am pathetic, I am getting Escaflowne on DVD for X-mas (although I have it on VHS...). Pathetic pathetic, PATHETIC! My reply to my obsession: At least I'm not doing drugs. har har. Ugggh, want to write... don't want to drive to the hospital to get Mom (or park-and-ride to drop her off at the hospital for a meeting.. most likely will get lost). FuN! -_-;
Current Tune: Murder (Escaflowne)
Weee! I got an e-mail back from that BCC dude saying that he can't talk with me today saving me a trip! :D Course, registration is tomorrow meaning that perhaps I won't get in now. bah. -_-; But yay to not having to drive my brothers car anymore! I think that thing wants to kill me... I went and picked Kayla up this morning and it's making funny sounds.... kind of like growling. I think it might blow up.. O_o; I was talking with my friends around it and was saying that it would suck if the car blew up, especially since my brother would probably be more concerned about his car. ("There's been an accident and your sister is mortally wounded..." "How's the car?" "... totaled.." *Noah runs into hospital room* "Why you little..!!" *strangles Anne*). O_o
Damn! I was soooooo inspired to write something (a one-shot type thing) last night! I looked down at Luna who looked at me, gasp, lovingly and I noticed that her eyes are the same color at Hitomi's (that is sad when you can connect an anime character with your pet). So I went to bed around 11 last night (wahoo, got it down to 30 pages left) and just sat there thinking of what I should write. I don't think I got to bed until around midnight. Oh gosh 5:20 this morning came a little too fast...
BAHHHH!!! Mid-terms tomorrow! *hyperventalating* Nooo. I think I should go write that fanfic so it calms me down before I actually study... but then again I now have twenty pages left of reading and then the other reading in the other book (which takes me about two times longer... -_-;)... nah, fanfic. :p Weee!!!!!
I should go put Noah's car in the garage and get my CDs out of there.... I just expect him to kill me... I didn't do much wrong with it... (the door flew open when I was backing up and when I was pulling out of school the tires sqeaked... hehe... *nervous laughter*). But yay to not having to go to BCC!! Oh yes, I had a dentist appointment today, f.u.n..s.h.i.t. They filed my chipped front tooth down since there wasn't much of a chip then put this nasty smelling stuff on my dime sized canker (spelling?) sore. O_O It stung then I lost feeling in my lip which an hour later still has slight feeilng in it. BAH! Lunch... no... my resist (you wonder why Mom thinks I have an eating disorder...)
Current Tune: Empty the Pocket (Escaflowne)(again)
Current Thought: Leigh and I got our first flame!
Current Why I Want to Cry: I did two hours of reading and thought I got pretty far to realize I have 40 pages instead of the originally thought 20 left (boo hoo)
Current Weirdness: My Mom thinks I am on a verge of an eating disorder...
Wee! Let's address the different issues! First, Leigh and I got our first flame, yahoo! It made me laugh my ass off (after I was pretty pissed though). The person said something like, "I didn't read your story but by looking at the title it looks stupid and a waste of brain power." &$)* I mean, but looking at the friggin' title, "Mary Sue Saves Gaea With Her Pinky!" its obviously for HUMOR you DIPSHIT. If you haven't read the story how can you pass a friggin' judgement on it? I was talking with my Mom about it and told her this is what I would have written to them: "Dear person who is obviously too scared and stupid to leave an e-mail address: Well, it you haven't read the fucking story how can you pass judgement on it when it obviously is making fun of the crap you probably write." Yeah... Anne has quite the little temper.
Issue number 2: boo hoo. I did some poli. science reading and thought I made huge progress in my 64 pages of reading and once I got through the current chapter was all excited only to discover that, yay, I only had gotten through a friggin' twenty pages. waah. Issue number 3: Yes, I was talking to my Mom how it looks like I've lost weight and she said that she doesn't want me to become obsessed with eating. She thinks I am developing some sort of eating disorder. I commented, "I eat food, I don't go in the bathroom to throw up do I? I eat healthy!" "Well, at least I don't think you throw up..." "Do you smell vomit? And how little I actually go to the bathroom!!" bah. eating disorder. feh.
Current Tune: Empty the Pocket (Escaflowne)
YEAH! I got my Over the Sky Escaflowne CD while I was gone! :) Just need to send the money for the other two CDs then I'll have all the Escaflowne CD's! *laughing really evilly* I never heard this songs words! I mean, in the anime it only goes so far and no singing!!! YEAH FOR SINGING!!!!!
So, yes. Thursday when I got home from school I packed and then we headed out for the eastern part of the state. Took about four hours to get there. We stopped at Central... ugh. I didn't really like that (plus Leigh's brother might move there.... and it reminds me of a Texas version of this state...). Got over to Whitman about an hour early. haha... my host was asleep in her dorm and her roommate had to wake her up to get me... *hehe...* Courtney was really nice, she is really smart and funny. O_o She introduced me to soooo many people (hand felt icky by the end of the night). There was another "prospy" named Brit from NV, we decided we're "best friends" since we had a "special bond" (we decided that we would hang out around each other and pretend like we have connections so we weren't the real pathetic people we are). Stayed up till about 1:30... college students... O_o I went to a Sexual Misconduct meeting (erm...) so they learned about it. They seperated the people into smaller groups and then guys and girls wrote lists about what the others should know. The guys said at one point, "Not all guys are sexual pretators!" hehe. ^_^ Friday I was up at 7 for the registration thing, although they said the wrong time (and I heard wrong) so I showed up early. bah. Went around to hear about the differnet classes (since it was visiting day). I'll say... interesting and still undecided. I like it yet don't....
So we drove over into Lewiston since Pullman was full (football game, grr grr). Got lost getting to the hotel... watched some Biography Channel (the Rat Pack, wahoo!!). I passed out at one point.... I remember Mom asking for the remote then I got up to take a shower. Mom decided to wake up at 8 AM this morning (UGH!!!). She asked if, "you always sleep horizontal across the bed" and "burrow about?" haha... it was comfortable, so tired. GASP!!! THIS SONG! (I see the friggin' connection!!). That was random.... (want more singing... sing damn you!!). ^_^;; So, looked at Wazzu (despite the huge crowds). The campus is pretty nice, I was impressed. :) We then headed home (ugggh... 5 hours). The eastern part is so much different then the western part. Lots of hills with grass and wheat on it. My Mom kept commenting while we were heading out of Lewiston about how amazing Lewis and Clark were for exploring. I would have died. -_-; I was zoned out for most of the trip (I did switch the CD's, Mom's choice and mine alternating). Stayed awake the last two hours since I really had to go to the bathroom (let's hear it for rain!!!). There was some snow up in the mountain, interesting, very interesting.
Yeah! It has singing! *cracks hand* bah. Don't want to do work tomorrow... I have to do my Poli Sci mid-term study crap.... but am NOT doing Math until Monday! Let's hear it for the Veteran's!! YEAH! Yay you!!!
Leigh came over and asked if I had worked on my fanfics (she came an hour after I got home). I said that I had *thought* about them in the car trying to figure out what the heck I am doing with them. I know what I am doing with Hidden Identity but yet I don't.... Changing Seasons has the next chapter planned and I know what I am doing with the ending. I thought of something else to throw into the mess and Leigh said wait a few chapters so see if that would work. She nearly killed me when I said I hadn't written any of it... O_o She was like, "I WANT TO READ IT!!!!!!" O_o;;;; She knows what I am going to write in the next chapter (since I was throwing ideas off of her and writing notes). I am slightly scarred since chapter 2's of my stories usually bomb. T_T *needs ego stroke* I also thought about the other story I want to write but I have a minor plot thing but have to think of a conflict crap. BAH! grr. *mutters* I'll go call Leigh and work on those fanfics... I doubt anyone will notice if I never update.... *mutter mutter*
Current Tune: Damnit Janet, I love you (Rocky Horror Picture Show)
For the past two days the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack has just been playing over and over and over again in my mind. O_o Perhaps mental problems?? Perhaps. *raises eyebrows*
So, I am currently pretty nervous. I have to go over to BCC today and talk with the Japanese instructor about what level I should take over there (then I'll be going to 3 SCHOOLS!!! YEAH!!!). I wonder if I can get into 4 at the same time... (curious, very curious). 2 colleges, one high school... perhaps I can get into an elementary school, bwhah! I don't know my way around BCC, this will be my first time going there alone (the other time was sophmore year when Noah dropped me off). Ahh, ahh, ahhh!!! *scared* Noah made a map for me, seriously sad by my obvious lack of direction.. (wait... what exit do I take.... come to think of it... what road do I take from my house... O_o;). Well, that is definately a good sign to begin with. At 4:30 I have a dentist appointment, ha ha ha ha. My teeth at the moment are horrible, I didn't floss two days this weekend (well, let's see how much YOU want to do it at 1 AM!!!).
Got my English rough draft back, yeah! Not as bad as the last one, but at one point she wrote, "DUH!!!" on it. -_-; Gee, makes me feel smart. Political Science 20 pages of reading in the Power Choice book... plus answering some questions for the study guide (got into a group and split up the questions to make studying faster and easier, laughing evilly). sniff sniff, want to write something for fun... NO!!!!!!!!! I just realized in two days I am going out of town with Mom (although the male units will still be at home). Going over to the eastern region to check schools out there. Mom finally agreed to let me apply to art schools!! That is, of course, I have to apply to regular schools too. YEAH! :D Well... I guess I should be looking at maps and such so I can find my way around... (perhaps my hour on the internet would have been used better... nah).
Current Tune: Bridge Over Troubled Water (Simon & Garfunkel)
Ugggh, head hurts, never want to do another friggin' header in my life. I don't know, playing soccer after dark is something purely evil. Also with temperatures lower than 50 F is wrong. Very very wrong. *shakes fist*.
I have about twelve pages left in my assigned reading for We wish to inform you that tomorrow we will be killed with our families. I've taken three different highlighter colors and a pen and took notes etc on the book. A great quote that might make me seem smart tomorrow, "Hatred and power are both... passions. The difference is ... hatred is purely negative, while power is essentially positive: you surrender to hatred, but you aspire to power" (Gourevitch 129). What a great sum to the Rwanda genocide in our constant talk of power.
haha, I am seriously curious is some people would harass me to work on my fanfic. These people said that they would but I seriously doubt it. That would be freaky though... O_o Talk about motivation. I sat down with Leigh last night and told her what I was thinking to do and bounced ideas off of her and she gave me her thoughts and helped me when I got stuck. Go Leigh! You rock girl! But having an outline is one thing, being in a mood to actually write it is another. I mean, I've had the next chapter of Hidden Identity planned out for the past month plus but still haven't done it. It's all about the mood to write and how to get into it. I mean, if I am about to get into a writing mood something will come along and depress the hell out of me about my writing. I know I am not going to be a writer, but it's for fun. Luckily I haven't gotten any flames yet... keyword: yet. That'd be horrid to get a flame. T_T Kind of like that reading I had to write that horrid essay on was saying that people get so swept up in trying to please others that they get writers block. dude (DUDE!!!!), just write for fun. (grumbles once more about people who want 'at least five reviews' before they continue'). WHY ARE YOU WRITING IF YOU ARE NOT DOING IT FOR FUN!!! GRR!!!
Don't mind me, I just have a headache. (stupid soccer ball and cold weather, grr grr).
Current Tune: Kiss Me (Sixpence None the Richer)
Holy shit, I've been writing a lot in my blog lately. Usually I don't write stuff for at least a week, a sudden boom in the amount (perhaps since I've been seriously bored out of my skull and haven't been doing anything productive with the time). Hm... perhaps that's it.
So, yeah, Noah and I watched "Spiderman" today. We agreed that we were glad we didn't see it in theaters, but its good. The phone kept ringing every 20 minutes or something!! GARG. I tried making that wallpaper earlier and about an hour later got so annoyed with it that I erased it. stupid wallpaper. *shakes fist*
So, yeah! :D My Mom took my picture and envelope to Kinko's to get photocopied (hey, I like remembering what I did.. plus I am not sending my original drawing). The guy that helped Mom was saying how cool it is and even knew it was Escaflowne. My Mom mentioned that I did it and I'm 17 and he was highly impressed saying, "Wow, your daughter has talent!!" etc etc. Major ego boost! ^_^ Especially since he just graduated from The Art Institute. GASP. He was telling my Mom about this school in the next town over that specializes in animation and many students get hired by Nintendo once done. Oh my, a complete stranger thinks I have talent! *laughs* That'd be cool though.. but my Mom said that she wants me to get a college education in other fields. bah. (wants to go to art school...). I said the "worse" I could do is community college. yeah, like she'll want me to do that....
Current Tune: Science Fiction Double Feature (The Rocky Horror Picture Show)
*smacking head against desk* I am currently in a blah mood. Yesterday trick-or-treating was pretty great other than we lived in constant fear of bloody teenagers who have no lives and nothing better to do then go around the fucking neighborhood and egg people. grr grr grr. Yes, we got egged, hit my bag. @$&)Q*@.
Yesterday to be "productive" I typed up a list of all my CDs and put them into the carrier in alpha. order. ha ha. Was I bored? I have 87 CDs yet I still don't feel I have enough. O_o I mean, I am sick of 87 different CDs. I've heard them too much. Usually when I am on the computer or driving the car (esp. the car) I listen to CDs. ha ha. Science Fiction, ooooo, Double Feature, Dr. X, ooooooo, could build a creature. Weee?
I was up till about one making an envelope for the picture I'm sending to a magazine (yes, I am doing that again). Thus far I've gotten good feedback on it. ^_^ The guy at Kinko's was saying how truly great it is, and Michelle and Hayley were arguing about my drawing ability. :p Boosted my horribly low ego about drawing.
I wonder if there is a way to block ff.net? I want to cut myself away from it before I write the next chapter... I saw a fic with something kind of close to what I wanted to do, but mine is kind of different.... I need to talk to either Leigh or Michelle before I start writing it. I like making sure it doesn't sound completely stupid before I write stuff. Perhaps I should work on Hidden Identity... I have the next chapter outlined and approved by Michelle.... (what is this? outlines and approval? I just want to make sure people will like it...). Barg.... I think I will go work on the wallpaper I started yesterday (then Hayley came over). So... yeah. Escaflowne movie wallpaper! :D
Current Tune: Bird Song (Escaflowne movie)
Weeeee!!! Happy Halloween to everyone!! :) Course, even though its Halloween and I only had one class today it was really hard to wake up. noo. I think the fact that we are having below freezing temperatures in the morning (I hate waking up at 5:20, I truly do) doesn't help. Currently I am wearing: A warm red long john type shirt (what are the called?), a sweater t-shirt thing over it, and a blue sweatshirt with a hood. Then of course my usual jeans, pulled my hair back in a hair claw, and my glasses, those wonderful things. -_-; Now it is 44 F outside, har har.
Noooo, my CD player just died!!! Guess that is a hint to re-charge my CD player.... -_-; I guess I'll just turn on the other computer and play it with the excellent sound system. ^_^
So how many people are going out trick-or-treating tonight? Of course I'm going! 17 and proud to be going! I haven't gone since 8th grade, might as well do it the last year that I should technically do it.. ^_^ Besides, most of my friends are. Hayley is going to be a Transalvanian (spelling?) and myself Magenta, both from 'The Rocky Horror Picture Show.' (laughing evilly). I'm going to be freezing tonight and will definately have a headache by the end of the day. So much hair spray required to make my hair stand up like that. O_o; I feel that I should be doing something... ah well... oh yeah, I need to call the other community college to talk to them about a Japanese assessment test (wee, a high school and two community colleges, let's see what else I can do to destroy my life). Speaking of which, I should work on my college applications this weekend or something (sceaming). weee. -_-;
Current Tune: We're flying (Escaflowne movie)
*cracks back* Ahhh, so sleepy. I wonder what every happened to "Summer Annie" who could stay up till 3 AM with no problem. Come to think of it, "Summer Annie" usually slept in till noon.... -_-;
I just finished writing a rough draft for English, noooo. This paper is about 20% of my grade so NO PRESSURE. T_T I had to compare and contrast the themes of two different essays, both having to do with "writer's block." I commented to my Mom that it was hard, which she responded as expected. I walked out of the room saying that education should be easy, I like it that way. *low self-esteem at moment* I don't know, I got it to be four pages, only about 1,430 some odd words. I mean, what else can I say? "Personally I think that author A is a crack-whore who has PSYCHO problems!" I mean, crying everyday for a year since she has writers block, that is a little extreme for me. I don't really remember much from that reading other then trying to get through it without shooting myself.
I've been itching to write another fanfic today. ha ha. I am turning into Leigh, starting a bunch of stories with no end in sight. I actually have endings in mind before I actually start writing them. Oh yes, my complaint of the moment: I read lots of fanfics (hehe, I have no life!) and sometimes see 'must have five reviews for me to write the next part.' -_-* Why are you writing if you are dependant upon others? I know it is nice to have feedback and to know that others are reading it, but my theory (I can see people running away screaming now) is that you should do it surely for the enjoyment of writing. Why else would you write? I don't know, that one author is getting to me.. 'writing is a leap of faith', fah.
Really want to write fanfic... must get off the computer and shut down the other one... must take shower, make self purtty for school tomorrow. nooo, tomorrow I have my high school and college classes. I do not look forward to Monday and Wednesday's, although I do enjoy Political Science (for the most part). My teacher is so funny it makes it enjoyable, but I am pretty politically challenged. OH well, at least I do the reading (coughs) unlike Lee (coughs). ^_^ Seriously, she's a great friend, but still. -_-;
want to write fanfic... must keep mind on essay... perhaps that new idea (well... it kind of follows a theme a few people have done, but I thought of my own spin) is why my essay sucks so much. Boo to you theme essay!! Perhaps I will print out a version to simply burn tomorrow. ^_^ I think my Mom is done proof reading, oh the in-humanity of it all.
Current Tune: Search for Your Love (BSSM)
*GASP* Luna is currently in the same room as me.... wanting to be pet...! What is wrong with my cat!? Muffy is sitting on the mouse pad preventing movement of the mouse, her head is shaking.... O_o; Madeline is sitting on the stairs (probably plotting my devise...). Sierra just woke up being startled by the cat jumping on the desk... Midnight is somewhere being evil. Stupid dog. Yesterday I got home and was really hungry so poured myself a bowl of cereal (hey, I'm not going to be a chief when I am done with school) and sat by the computer so eat. Midnight had been excited to see me when I got home, or so I thought... -_- He came into the room behind me and peed! ARGH!!! I screamed at him and have been sending him death glares for the past day. Stupid dogs.
Okay, yesterday was a good day. ^_^ My story Changing Seasons has eight reviews, GASP! Complete and utter shock! It was an idea I've had for the past month and thought no one would like it. Yay to people liking it! :) I wonder if they will like me once they read what I have planned for the ending... ha ha...
So yesterday I got home from my college classes and went into my room to find that my closet (clothes) has been re-arranged!! I went into my parents room and KNEW it was my Dad and asked him why he did that. His reply is that he was switching hangers, then he got pissy and said, "What, do you want me to switch the hangers back!?" My reply in my head (dude, I don't want to get more pissy) was, 'No, I just don't want you going through my stuff!!!!!' ARGH. He is so snoopy. Last May I left a letter to my friend Katie on the table and he read it!! When I confronted him about it he was like, "How, how was I suppose to know you didn't want me to read it?" "SINCE IT CLEARLY SAID, 'DEAR KATIE' ON IT!!" His excuse always is: Well, it's my house. BARG.
Hungry.... Noon. No wonder. I have an essay to write but... eh. I have it planned, I just need to be in a writing mood (which I never am for school papers) but I don't write well early in the day (at least with school papers, shakes fist).
YEAH! Soccer on Sunday... first I took the ACT on Saturday, fun shit I say. Had a Halloween party too, I went as the beauteous Magenta from the "Rocky Horror Picture Show" oh yeah. No one really knew who I was. -_-; Okay, soccer. We played this really good team, BAH. First half I didn't really give a shit, plus number 9 is super anorexic stick fast girl. -_- Second half I did better since I was REALLY pissed off at someone on my team. Stupid bitch. The first half I let her play the position she wanted then the second half I asked if I could be on that side of the field and she replied, "No, I like this side." STUPID &@)*$#(@! No wonder no one really likes her. I try being nice but it's so hard... -_-; ANYWHOO! So, yeah, second half I did better! YEAH! I booted the ball a few times (one FLEW, yeah!). All in all I had three ball imprints on my body by the end (two on my legs and one of my left arm). The one on my left is beauteous. I was actually going for a header but it went short... glad I didn't hit it with my head... O_o; My left leg is swollen and from the knee to mid-thigh is black and blue. ha ha ha. Luckily it's only on one side... ha. Wow, 12:07... hungry... O_o
Current Tune: ??? (Mr. Children)
Doodoodoo, currently waiting for my couselor appointment at 9:20 this morning. Yesterday I sat around waiting for an hour for him to show up, but today I actually saw him (yesterday I just went home once I waited long enough) so he MUST HONOR MY APPOINTMENT!!! GRR!!! I have to sign up for my next quarter Running Start classes, fun-ness. Also, I have to have him write recommendations and shit for college. I know, what a shocker, I am actually doing some of my college crap.
At some point today (I think perhaps around noon or something) I have to study for the ACT tomorrow. Ha ha. I mean, it's not like I can study to remember anything now, I think that I will go by my sheer brillance (course, that means I will fail). My Mom wants me to know the the "test questions will look like so you can be better prepared." har har. I mean, they are questions, there isn't much to it. (I will do it though since she has threatened me enough). Wait... nooooo!! Dad's home today!! T_T
So, yes, male dogs are crazy (perhaps it's just Midnight...). I don't know why but they have an obsession with sniffing people's croches. Why is that? I mean, Sierra is female and doesn't do that. haha, Midnight isn't all the bright either. ^_^;;; I can just glance at him a certain way and he bounds around hyper as hell. I also stomp my feet on the ground, challenging the dog, and he runs across the wood floor in the kitchen, slipping and almost falling. Sierra just gets pissed and starts barking. Ahh, the wonders of dogs. Madeline, our long haired kitty, was too lazy to walk downstairs yesterday and showed her displeasure towards the new dog by peeing on his bed. BAH! stupid cat!! Last night she was walking through the room and Midnight came, Madeline hissed in defense. *highly amused* De-clawed cats can be highly amusing in their forms of defense.
Five more minutes.... this website is hilarious, "So you want to learn Japanese..." I can laugh at it in what he is saying is sort of the truth, however in the EXTREMES. I saw one of Leigh's old friends from Japanese class last year and she said she was applying to go to Japan. That surprised me. I mean... she is sort of a space case when i talk to her... perhaps she is truly brilliant in the classroom (course, then I wouldn't know since I've never had a class with her). Three more minutes... -_-;
ehehe, do do do, I am currently at the library at the bottem of the hill printing out information on Rwanda... I am not sure how many pages it is, but I am sure it is a lot (since the printer is taking breaks between pages... O_o). I don't know, this is the page... O_o
Sierra is really pissed at us humans at the moment. Yes, we got another dog, thus she is mad that she is not getting all the attention. Poor stinky dog, but there there, she must learn to live with others. *getting nervous about this printer*
I actually finished a first draft of my college essay *pats self on back* Nice job Annie! *pat pat* I also got most of the questions answered for my counselor appointment tomorrow (I am going to ask him to start my reccomendation). Actually getting crap done, go me. Erm... it is still printing... well shit, it says that it is a 17 page document... I swear these are five different people's stuff... yeah, that's it...BAH! It's only on page 11... starting to worry. erm.. yeah
Current Tune: Chain (Escaflowne)
Nooooooo. Don't want to go to my college classes today, no school for high school should mean no school for college. Noooooooo. *dragging heals* My Mom offered to pick me up between classes, but that would be bad. Very bad. People usually leave between classes, so it would be a pain in the but to get OUT of the campus anyway, then I would have to go back eventually. *dragging heals once more* I have to turn in my essay today... T_T I think it sucks, ah well. I have 10 more pages of reading for Lord of the Flies, they are about to ---- --- ------ -- ---- -----, -------, ---- ---- -- ------ -- - ------- ------- ------- ---- --- --- ----. ^_^ Don't want to ruin the end of the book for other people, this is my 2nd time reading if so I know what happens *says smuggly*
I am still in my nightware, go me. ^_^ I've been reading fanfics this morning, eheeheee. *proceeds to drag heals once more* I am scared... O_o So utterly utterly scared. I had soccer yesterday, wooo boy was that fun. Two headers, hit in the face, popped my ankle out again... you've got to wonder what kind of damage the GOOD players do to themselves (probably not as much since they are GOOD). Urrgh. I should really print out my articles on eating disorders for class.... -_-
Current Tune: Perfect World (Escaflowne)
Heck yeah! I got my Escaflowne "For Lovers Only" CD yesterday in the mail! Wahoo!! It has the song I offically dub the "Dryden Song", since when you first see him in the show it is playing (also when he gives Millerna back the wedding ring, and when Leon gives Hitomi's Grandma the pendant). O_o Does someone need a life, I think so.
Okay, one of the places I applied for a job actually wrote back (they rejected me, however I wrote back saying if they needed any help that I am open). Of course the positions which are open are from about 5 PM - 1:30 AM. FUCK NO. I mean, I have to be awake at 5:20 AM to get ready for school, ugghhh. I am going to wait until my Mom gets back from visiting my brother to reply (because she mentioned that they need fulltime work (40 hours) which I can do... ^_^). I want to be very subtle in the suggestion that I could do that however, but don't want to be too subtle. O_o;
Aww!! Cuteness!!! Neko no Kimochi!! :D What a cute song! :D The voice actress who does Merle has such a cute voice!! *suffering from too much cuteness* *looks over at the new computer* Want to burn more CD's... however I only have Megumi's to burn (I borrow three of her CD's, and need to burn three more for her). I really ought to do that, shouldn't I... ^_^ I should make cookies too. I am going over to Hayley's house today (so I get to drive back to IHS, wahoo!) since we are going to the football game. O_o Football *shudders* It's cold outside, so very very cold. O_o;;; Anyway, Hayley brought flowers when she came over last week, which was really nice, so I want to do something to. That and the Japanese customs are still with me, O_o Gyaaaa! i want a job!!!!!! Hands cold, damn circulation.
Van ga suki.... Hontou ni hontou ni suki... nohara no kaori... Van no kaori.... .... Now that is sad, this song reminds me of that scene when Hitomi realizes she loves Van... O_o Arcadia, bwhaha *laughs nervously and decides to stop writing before she writes more stuff she remembers about songs listening to*
Current Tune: myself chewing gum...
I actually am listening to music, however I am sure that I don't want to try and find the specific song of the B'z (bwhahaha) CD I am listening to. Why don't I know? It's a burned CD, I didn't write the song titles on it (Megumi did something funky with it though)....
YEAH! "Computer With No Sound" now has sound!!! My new computer wasn't working with its speakers and subwoofer, throughly pissing me off. Then I remembered when Pheebs and Elf's Dad fixed it using headphones, that didn't really work (I could get sound through it though) so I just started unplugging the stuff behind the subwoofer, then plugged them back in, HAZZAH! it worked! :D It's a black Dell computer so perhaps I should call it, "Black Beauty" or something corny like that. The old computers name was called, "Old Piece of Shit/Crap" and this one is called, "The Mac." Yes, my family and myself are pretty darn creative.
School, BAH!!! O_o I started my college classes, oh shit its pretty stressful. In English when we first got in we had to write about metaphors from an article she gave us. O_o I probably fucked it up seriously... come to think of it, I wonder where my journal thing is... I don't remember getting it back... anywhoo, yesterday was better, yet the class still is boring. -_- I mean, a whole quarter about METAPHORS! I wish I had gotten into Leigh's class. T_T Political Science is just, gya!!!!! It's SOOOOO Cool! I absolutely love it! The teacher is great, he's funny and really smart, yay teacher!! Yesterday we had group discussions about power, then an everyone discussion about it. There is so much you can say, so many stories, ahhhh. *eyes glaze over in happiness*
... bored. I feel like its Friday, think what real day of the week it is stupid!! *smacks self upside head* *looks at new computer* My love....
Current Tune: White Dove (Escaflowne>
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! I found it! I finally friggin' found it!!! *hahahahaha!!* I found the Escaflowne CD's! BWHAHAHAH! Also, the DVD box set! Thank you Liz-chan, I love you! :D
Wow, i don't think I've written much in this blog lately... erm... yeah. I guess since my life is just that boring. The highlight of my day was soccer, fun-ness (sure...). Let's see, in the second quarter or something I overran and made myself sick, so I got taken out for five minutes. Emily then wanted to go out so the coach put me in for her (the other side of mid-field). I was only in there for two minutes when number 14 came charging at me, smacking into me sending me flying. O_o I must have flown three feet and smacked onto the ground, my team mates commented that I looked like a rag doll (Raggedy Anne, har har). I just jumped back up after I finished rolling *starts thinking about when Van did that in Escaflowne* BAH! Am I obsessed!! Anywhoooo, second half I kicked the ball one too many times ending up hurting my right ankle, AGAIN. I mean, I did this weird kick and it hurt, then the ball came back to me again and I had to kick it again! Nooooooo. To add salt to that wound I was kicking it when the left ankle twisted, so now both my ankles are pretty fucked up. My right ankle is worse, its swollen again. noooo.
hahahaaah, but that run-into-Anne bitch got a yellow card. :D She didn't get off the field so the ref. got really mad and threatened her with a red card, that would have been great! :D Although I did pity them slightly, perhaps since number 11 was such a nice person. :) We talked about how much our teams suck (hey, we weren't excluding ourselves from the sucking conversation). At one point someone on her team yelled, "Watch Number 16!!!!!!" which is me. My comment to her was, "Yeah, watch the girl who is walking up the field." ^_^ She said, "That sounds good!" :) The ref. was horrible! He kept calling every shove, two girls on the other team smacked into each other and we got called on it! O_o BAH! Every shove, geez.
Today was an interesting game (obviously since I haven't stopped talking about it). We won 5-0, YAY! First game of the season (out of three games). Unfortunately we have another game tomorrow, we'll loose. T_T
Current Tune: #1 Crush (Garbage)
GYAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! Noah just called and told my Mom that there is this black lab that is in serious need of a home!! So we might get another dog! GYA!! Noah isn't so sure about it yet, but GYA! Just imagine Sierra having to share stuff with another dog. Sierra is jealous as hell about the cats, she's quite a spoiled little shit, my puppy dog. Sierra is a yellow lab, it'd be interesting to have a black one. :p gya! Then what about walking them? I don't really walk Sierra that much, it annoys me too much, she pulls you along and practicely drags you. -_-; I wonder if the other dog is better...? Then I could have friends walk with me and the dogs! (course, I don't like walking/getting dragged by Sierra). And the other brothers! GYA!
Perhaps I should take the dog on one of my rare walks... looking at the local news website it says that it is currently 55 · F outside. O_o; noooooo. Coldness.
UGGH! Today at school SUCKED! I had P.E. first and we had to play against these (censored) sophmores named Taylor and Courtney! I can stand Courtney, but Taylor... GRR!! First, they demanded that Rachael and I get off the side of the court which we were on (before them). When we wouldn't move Taylor yelled for the P.E. teacher. Then I said jokingly/annoyed that I would hit the tennis ball at her head. Then she yelled for the P.E. teacher that I was giving her a death threat!!! When we finally got started she laughed at all our serves/hits telling us how much we sucked, and hit it over the fence twice. Course,since she is a fucking lazy ass she made me go get it, and yelled at me for not going faster. GRR!!!!!! AND YOU WONDER WHY I HATE SOPHMORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mrs. B was annoyed with us, and I told her at the end of class I was *TRYING* to keep a cool head, but she said I obviously needed to try harder. GRR!! Rachael gave me some chocolate since I was in such a foul mood, then I went to Math. We had our Chapter 1 test today, baah! When I am nervous I get a running nose. bah. I think that I missed at least one, but I answered the bonus question... I wonder how I did.... I think I did okay, however I finished pretty early so that is kind of scary.... *wanders off to try to get rid of headache*
Current Tune: You and Me Song (The Wannadies)
Too lazy to change the CD. har har. I have one of the ear pieces not in my ear in case Noah comes in to harass me some more. -_-; Siblings, argh. Let's see, today's threats (however, in the joking manner) was: 1) we were staring at each other in the kitchen while Mom was making dinner, trying to offend each other. He then came up to me and stared down at me (he is a good seven inches taller than myself) and I asked what he would do it I kneed him, erm... you know. He said that he would smack me across the face. -_-; 2) I was talking with Caitlin and he came up and I was telling her about the whole thing we've been doing (it's a secret, shhh) and he came up and flicked his finger on my forehead. OUCH. I blame my headache on him (and my wisdom teeth).
Mom gets her MRI results tomorrow, hopefully there will be nothing there. I wonder what she has. She's been dizzy for the past week, and has stayed home most of this week. Today once I woke up from my nap (eheheehee) she was watching General Hospital and my Dad commented (his day off) that the character AJ was short, and I said he's a pimp. :p They then went into this thing trying to pin point where my badness comes from. ^_^ eheeheehee.
It's hard waking up at 5:20 when no one else is awake. baah! I was laughing at Caitlin about how her school is still on strike to which she told me to shut up. :p She then laughed at me about my Math test tomorrow. It'll be easy, no worries. :) I read her this college letter I got today, they made lots of words bold about how gifted I am, however I've never heard of them before.... at soccer today we were talking about college (since the coach's daughter didn't show up for 30 minuets and by that time most everyone had left). ANYWAY! I was talking with Bethany about where she wants to go to college and the general impression is that everyone *wants* to go to CA, but most will stay in-state. I want to stay in-state. I am still thinking art school, I don't know though. My parents sent my fanart picture to the magazine today. :p I'm proud of that picture, also the envelope. :p The postal lady commented that it was "too pretty [envelope] to put postage on it." GYAA!! :D *feeling proud of self*
Hmm.... I wonder where Lord Fire Hammer is...?
Current Tune: Ai (Excel Saga)
Current Tune: Kaze (Kobukuro)
Uggggh, head hurts, evilness of the world. I had a soccer game today, we lost 2-4, but it was fun. A girl smacked into me, I had an assist, I actually did a header (cause it was heading for my head...), and hurt my ankle again. I hate my ankles, *shakes fist at girls who messed them up in indoor soccer 3+ years ago*.
eheeeheeh, this is hilarious! :D I love the layout here, but of course I love anything Escaflowne. :p Erm.... Mark harassed me about his birthday card, so I actually made it tonight. Carcoal, fun-ness! :D I sat out on the deck and made pictures of the few living flowers. ^_^ We are ordering our new computer tomorrow, YAY-NESS!!!! :D :D :D :D! *throughly excited*
erm.... yeah... I should work on a great many things (i.e. college applications, webpage for friends, fanfiction). -_-; Procrasination is the way to go! And same with not being able to spell! *OU!*
Current Tune: Sanpo (Tonari no Totoro)
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
Ironically that is pretty true... My friend Sniperwolf got the nerd... I wonder what other choices there are... (curious, highly curious) *anne goes off to spread her goody-goody-ness around the world* har har.
Current Tune: Conventioneers (Barenaked Ladies)
Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! *cough cough* So, today I had Math first period, fun-ness! I almost fell asleep (well... I didn't *ALMOST* but I was starting to drift) when we were correcting homework. I went to talk to my counselor about signing up for classes for next quarter. He informed me that I was kind of jumping the gun and should wait until the school year actually starts there. Noooo! Must get done NOW! I dropped Graphic Design for the next part of the year, I don't want to take it AGAIN! (it would be the 3rd time). So, at my high school I'll only have Math! :D Then there is the whole college thing...
So, yeah, at the community college I'm taking English and Political Science this quarter. Then I've decided for next quarter I would do English, Politcal Science (I need two quarters for it to equal a year), and Health. Yes, I've yet to take Health. -_-; THEN! My final quarter I'm doing filler classes! I'll take graphic design, HTML, and drawing and painting (or something along those lines since I don't know if they will have them). Ahh! Genki power!
I have to call about my job application (to see if they are even considering me...). I'm scared.... *craps self in fear* Actually, when I say that Mom gets really really mad. eheehee.