Saturday, May 10, 2003
I screwed up my brother's car. The stearing wheel and such is locked and I was the last person to drive it. Ahhhhh. My Mom keeps telling me that it wasn't my fault but I know that my brother blames me and is mentally strangling me to death. I had a young, and short, life.
Hayley and I finished Gone with the Wind yesterday. I really hated Scarlett and wanted her to get what was coming to her, yet, when it actually came I was sad that it did and wanted her to be with Rhett. They're so perfect for each other and... damn it, I should be happy she got what was coming to her, that bitch.
Got earrings and a shawl for the prom dress. Dun dun dun. Also other items I do not with to go into. For art we have this assignment where we have to visit a gallery or museum so I took my Mom as a mother's day present. We saw this fashion exhibit and... ewwwww. There wasn't much as the gallery. Has a feeling this paper will be hard to write.
Soft Kisses @ 03:50 p.m.
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Friday, May 9, 2003
Well, I'm not certified for doing CPR, HAR! I got excused because of my wrists. I seriously need to make a mental note to actually get a physical and have them figure out why my wrists are so royally fucked up. Grr to my stupid wrists which I'm going to put in braces when I use the computer. I'm genetically fucked up. Boooo.
I didn't get the scholarship. Did I already mention that? No idea. Ooooh well, I didn't think I'd get it anyway... but still, single tear.
I've spent thirty plus minutes cutting up the layout for my domain and now have to put them onto a disk to bring it over from the Mac to the PC. It'd be easier if the PC had Photoshop, but then again, that'd take the challenge out of life, right? Tonight Hayley is coming over. Fruit blend drinks and crepes with a touch of Gone with the Wind and my beloved Korean drama (see layout). Must forget that horrid math test from test. Uggggh.
Soft Kisses @ 02:49 p.m.
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Thursday, May 8, 2003
I think the most interesting piece of news is that I got the rejection letter about the scholarship I applied for. I weep. I was feeling pretty bummed after I got the letter upon my arrival home from Japanese today. I told Mom, and though sympathetic, she offered these words: "Well, in life there are going to be many times that while you like the work your employers and clients will not. You've got to get used to rejection cause you'll be having a lot of it." ~_~ Words of optimism if I ever heard them. Life sucks is the general message of the day ladies and gentleman.
In Health we're learning how to do CPR. I seriously pity the person who drops down and needs CPR from me. It's not that I don't know the steps or anything (overlook the fact I won't do the mouth-to-mouth... ewwwy vomit... although if their life depended upon it I probably, perhaps, would). Anyway... I've had horrible wrists for a long time. I don't know why, my parents are saying either arthritis or cataracts, early signs of. -_- While practicing on Chris Clean (the wonderful dummy) I couldn't get the damn things chest to inflate (since I don't know about you but sticking my whole mouth over a fake mouth isn't my thing) then I tried the 15 chest compressions and oh my gosh, my wrists hurt so bad I had to stop at that. I've had them wrapped up all day to prevent movement really... except when I went to Japanese class. Perhaps I should say screw the art career and do something else with my life. But then again, I love art... ~_~ Fucking preferences.
Soft Kisses @ 10:30 p.m.
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Wednesday, May 7, 2003
ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH. This moment of frusteration brought to you by this THING called my computer! *kicks it* So yesterday I got a warning that I had a virus, right? I jumped through all the loops and hopefully fixed it (since nothing it catching on the scan and that hour plus of searching) only to discover another thing. Windows isn't starting up properly. uggggh. It says that it wasn't properly shut down (which, I assure you, it was) and that one of my devices wasn't properly installed. Properly install this! *flips off computer* Sometimes I wish I had gotten a Mac instead... perhaps I should spend more time on that Machine.
*sob* I was up till like midnight since once I get reading a book I usually don't stop. I finally thought, "Hm.... 5:49 am is going to come pretty early tomorrow..." so stopped myself. Ended up finishing it this morning. Now I'm reading Hearts in Atlantis or something by Steven King. Oooooh yeah.
In Health we are learning how to do CPR. Sense I will somehow fail that test. I personally don't think I'd be able to do the mouth bit... 9 out of 10 times the people vomit and I can't handle vomit... I'd probably end up vomitting with them. -_- But in a life and death situation... hmm... I might have to get over that fear. Also, there is a blood drive going on at my high school this Friday. Sure I want to give blood but there are some issues involved with me and that. One, I hate needles. Seriously, I've had a nurse say to me when younger, "I've never had to strap a 12 year old down yet!!! *annoyance*" ~_~ Second, I am legally not allowed to give blood. Why's that you ask (or don't but I don't care)? People who have lived abroad for more than six weeks (or is it months?) can't give blood. Living in Japan for a year means my blood isn't good enough or something ("*rub rub* Japanese!!!"). Crazy rules... and stupid computer. *growls*
Soft Kisses @ 11:14 a.m.
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Tuesday, May 6, 2003
*heaves sigh* So I had planned to work some more on one of my websites, however, discovered I had a virus. -_- I spent like an hour some-odd trying to fix it and my computer virus stuff, updated and all, says I don't have it anymore. I don't know, I still don't trust it... but then again, I haven't gotten the message again, have combed through the computer, done a virus scan of the whole system at least five times. Take that you fucking virus! Don't come back!
I moved Ingrid and my clique over to my domain. I have it linked elsewhere but don't want to post the link here yet until it's official debut... which I hope to do this Saturday cause I made a mother's day layout type thing. ^_^; I wonder if Anne will make it... then again, I said I would have one of my stories done by graduation and it doesn't seem like that will happen anytime soon. Hayley suggested we make a bet if I could finish the story. I tried betting on the side saying I wouldn't, which is the side Hayley wanted, thus the bet wouldn't have worked. HAR!
Oh yes, Ingrid, you fucking skank! I LOVE the new layout! *jealousy turns it's butt-ugly head* makes mine look like crap. -_-; I think I'll go read my Eygptian times romance novel thing Hayley let me borrow. Hours of amusing pleasurable easy and mindless reading. :p
Soft Kisses @ 08:53 p.m.
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Monday, May 5, 2003
I think, after almost a month, I'm in a writing mood. Weird shit, no? Of course the fact must remain a secret cause if anyone mentions and/or tries to get me to write I'll instantly shell up and not write. :p Ahh the woes of being a mood writer. Course, I can't write at the moment anyway since I have to go to art in an hour. Growls heavily.
Mom stayed home from work again with a cold. *pat pat Mum* She came into my room at 6 AM and was like, "I'm not going to work today." I wish she would have decided earlier cause that would have meant that I could have slept another half an hour! Instead I was tossing and turning trying to fall back asleep for half an hour. I weep.
Got my genetic family tree back today. 98 out of 100 with 10 extra credit points, bu-yah! She took off two points because, unfortunately as you noticed, I suck at spelling. I spelled cataracts wrong on the key and was too lazy to go back and fix it (yes I realized I had made a mistake but after making all the symbols and stuff on it I didn't want to re-do it). But hey, 108 isn't that bad.
I feel like doing something (writing or website) but damn art. I think I'll go study Math. I wonder how Ingrid did on her art exam... hmm... I sent my vibs her direction at 10 my time. ^_^;
Soft Kisses @ 11:28 a.m.
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Sunday, May 4, 2003
Upper cut! *punches HTML* Take that you evil computer language! I've got you figured out (in a certain sense). bwhahahahaha!!! *evil cackle* I didn't really do anything (that much at least) for my domain yet but rather made my brother Josh a tables website for his Newton. We're both such nerds, hyuk hyuk!
Sunday is family dinner night so my brothers come out to the house and, er... eat dinner with us. Well, they saw my prom dress (right when I got on the phone with New York brother Mark) and an outcry went out. My sister-in-law and Josh's girlfriend was like, "I didn't know they made it in that size!!" "Anne must be really skinny!" *family looks at Anne* "She's really slimming out!" And on and on about how slim the dress was and how skinny I am. *proud* ^_^ While I was wandering through the kitchen Adam, who was by the sink getting water, looked at me and said, "So, who asked you?" -_- I laughed and said, "Adam, I'm unpopular thus I'm going with friends." Go me!
Today I dragged Leigh on a walk around the neighborhood. I'm trying to walk more so I don't die as early of my heart disease I know I'll get. How morbid. But did this large loop around the neighborhood... probably did a good mile or so. I was wearing a big red jacket and hood while we walked cause I'm that tready. That and I live in the stereotypical rain state. Let's hear it for rain, hazzah.
Soft Kisses @ 08:35 p.m.
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Sunday, May 4, 2003
Ugghh... drags bloody carcus through the streets. I really ought to stop staying up so late and fiddling with HTML. ^_^; It's a battle of the wills between HTML and myself and I think we were about even until HTML pulled out a new trick to confuse the hell out of me (at this hour of the morning): making the image links work within the stupid frame thingy. Grr to you HTML!! Fuck you!!!!!!
*shuts eyes and shakes head* Notice I swear when I'm tired? I registered and paid for my domain today! :D It's not showing up though. *grr* That and the control panel thing confuses the hell out of me. This could potentially be pretty bad.... I'm sure I'll understand it in time for the first anniversary.
Leigh and I walked down the hill to the store today for certain things. We also got candy, which, after all the effort of the walk and felt proud of self, we ate some and I felt fat. Stupid candy and cookies (Mom gave me). ~_~ Porker Anne. Soon I won't fit in that prom dress number we bought today.
You know what sucks about being tall and "skinny"? Dress and pants sizes!! I had to get the next dress size up from what I usually wear so it wouldn't be to my ankles and it turn it's loose around my waist. ~_~ I usually have this issue with pants too (I get the long cut or something-or-other). It's late, I'm having issues thinking... Mom nagged me to go to bed at a "reasonable hour" as well as "clean the hall tomorrow". Nag nag nag nag. ~_~
Soft Kisses @ 02:09 a.m.
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Saturday, May 3, 2003
Sleepy. Today went shopping with Hayley and looked for prom dresses. Three hours later finally concluded upon ones so will go with Mom to get it... er... today. ^^; We watched Gone with the Wind and I was so... O_o I wanted Scarlet and Prissy to get bitch-slapped at least once. We never finished the movie but hopefully Scarlet will get what is coming to her. *grr*
Been working on my Esca. website some tonight (de-Frontpaging it and fixing it's screwy HTML). Today I'm putting money into the bank and, dun dun dun!! Buying a domain! :D Yay! Very excited and sense I will be obsessed with HTML even more (haa haa to fanfics! You're #1 obession has been kicked to probably #3 or something).
So tired... I should probably go to sleep... wants to make a layout for domain. I'll just not go to sleep tomorrow night or something... sit on my ass all day or something after I get home from putting money into bank and getting dress *snickers*. I really need to archive this blog.. *hmm* Thoughtful expression huh.
Soft Kisses @ 1:00 a.m.
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Friday, May 2, 2003
Now I know what it is like to wear a corset. ¬¬ First off let me say that for the past week I've been getting in the habit, and dragging Dad along cause he needs it as well, of walking the dogs during the night around the neighborhood (which, I live in the middle of no-where... well... rural suburbs of types, so it's mostly up and down hills). Anywhoo, tonight I'm going to hang out with Hayley like we normally do on Fridays so I decided that Dad and I should walk the dogs earlier in the day to get our snort of oxygen. Sierra was what made the walk interesting...
The dog is nearly five years old and still can't walk on a damn leash. Course, we are to blame for not doing obedience school for her since we have other things we have to pay for. Anyway, we have a harness that we've been using this year to walk her around the neighborhood. Dad, in a brilliant stroke of thought decided we should try walking her on the leash again to see if the harness had any effect on her.
Smart move Daddio. ¬¬
He got dragged down the street and before we turned to start down the hill he got annoyed and said we'd go back and get the harness since she was strangling herself against the pull. I took Sierra and started walking back towards the house and she was fine so I thought, "Hmm... well, she's walking fine now! Besides, it's only a half an hour walk so I'm sure she'll be fine!" ¬¬ How stupid I am. It ended up with a battle of the wills between the dog and myself and finally I got so annoyed I slung the leash around my stomach so she would have a harder time pulling. I think the dog bruised a fucking rib! I know I'll definately have bruises in the next few days. I will seek my revenge... ¬¬
Soft Kisses @ 12:19 p.m.
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Wednesday, April 30, 2003
Ugh. Two tests today is morally wrong. My Dad called me two minutes before my alarm went off this morning so by the time I crawled back into bed my alarm went off. -_- Boo to you alarm. *shakes fist* I had a test on cancer today and well... let's just say I bullshitted (hopefully for the best) on the matching part. I could not remember what the O stood for in CAUTIONS. -_- Ahhh well, c'est la vie. I also had an art test which I got really creative. ^_^;; I think I was talking about the sculpture David representing how underneath is all man is simply man despite what societies and otherwise say. HA. I'm really weird sometimes.
So my friend posted the layout I made for her at her website. Click here to check it out *winks*. It takes awhile to load cause I suck but other than that I'm pretty proud of the layout *grins*. For the personal page one I made with a Ayumi Hamasaki picture I'll hack the picture into smaller pieces *cackles*.
Luna is running around outside being... Luna-ish. I have to go to Kinko's in a few to meet my Mom to photocopy drawings for another scholarship I am applying for which is luckily due tomorrow. I probably won't get any money from the scholarships I applied for. Grr. I mean, it isn't exactly comforting in the meeting last week when she said, "Don't take it personal *smiles*". -_- Sudden sense of foreboding.
Dad got a call from someone about the resume of his they got. The main woman's last name was Mullet!! *giggles* So highly amusing (then again my last name is no better... it sounds like a food product and means 'idiot' in Japanese... ouchies). But Mullet!! *giggles*
Soft Kisses @ 04:46 p.m.
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Monday, April 28, 2003
I have this sudden (okay, well, not sudden cause it's been building in the past two weeks) obsession with HTML. I mean, in my mind it's like, "Okay, how would I put that together in HTML? ... how should I cut the images up?" thus leaving no room in my mind for other stuff (i.e. writing and homework). Course I've been doing homework it's just... not sticking. -_-; I have a Japanese midterm tomorrow (blah). I studied this morning while waiting for class to start (so like an hour... ¬¬) and yes. I have like forty problems of math to do. Fuck you cosine and sine!!! Trying to ruin my life they are. ¬¬
I had really strange dreams last night. Usually I don't remember my dreams when I wake up (cause I probably don't sleep enough) but this one was strange. I had a dream I was here in America but for some reason using my Japanese futon bed that I had at my last host families house. I was tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep (in my dream) but really wanted to watch the Little House TV series and their marathon. O_o I mean, I had all the actors right in the TV I was watching in my dream and I haven't watched the TV series since elementary! I think I'm loosing it or something. I woke up this morning very tired... perhaps from lack of sleep in my dream (that and I didn't go to sleep until 11:30 ish and woke up at 5:55 again... -_-; Damn school and their early hours).
SO, Hayley and Meredith are officially scarying me. They have a friggin' countdown of the days until prom (it's 19 as compared to the 32 (school days) we have till graduation). They were staring at me in math trying to decide what season I was, what kind of dress I should get, make-up, hair, nails, the works! I found it highly amusing but slightly scary. This Friday Hayley and I have decided to go get the prom dresses (AHHH). Damn their determination that I have to go to at least one high school funtion in my high school career! This will certainly be interesting. My will will be broken. ¬¬
Soft Kisses @ 11:50 a.m.
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Saturday, April 26, 2003
So yesterday I tried checking my e-mail and, DUN, the internet wasn't working. The internet can be fucked up sometimes so I thought nothing of it and went to school. Got home and it still wasn't working. Hmm... that's funny I thought to myself getting slightly concerned. Went downtown for my meeting at the Art Institute and came home and it was still funny! GRR! So Mom called the company this morning, woke me up, and I fixed it. har.
So, yes! Had a meeting downtown about financial aid and all. First off we left early to get gas and when we were about ten minutes from home (almost to the gas station) my Dad realized he had forgotten something and we had to go back. -_-; Got stuck in traffic, picked up Mom, and ended up being five minutes late. Course, the person wasn't ready for us or something so they changed it so we would be meeting with someone else who ALSO ended up being busy so ended up with a third person. Met with them for a few minutes, did another financial aid thingy, then went to the financial aid planner (waited around for ten minutes). Talked with him then met with the person who deals with admissions and is my contact of sorts. Ahhh I'm getting excited about this...!
My contact person said about 210 people applied for the scholarship. Ahhh fuck, definately won't get one then. *grr* So I need to sit down tomorrow or something and go through all those scholarship websites and sort through ones that I could actually apply for. Silent tears of frusteration. Why can't art school be cheap? Grr to money. Should destroy money system and make some sort of eutopia where money is not needed! Wait... that would fuck up the world order, huh? Damn capitalism.
I made this layout for my friend which I need to cut up today. I spelled "chords" wrong on it though... -_-; I suck at spelling so there you go. I'm restless right now.. don't know what I should do. Perhaps cut up the layout... or should I write some more of one of my stories...? I don't really feel like working on one of my joint ones right now (har, I'm bad). See, it takes certain moods to make me work (pathetic, no?). Hazzah!I should pull a Noah... ahh that needs explaining...
When I was little Mark used to tell me all sorts of stories to make Noah get made and upset (Noah is four years older than me while Mark is eight years older than myself). But anyway, one of the stories that he used to tell me was that when Noah was little he used to be obsessed with superman. One day he tied a blanket around his neck like a cape and went outside in his superman underware, jumped in attempts to fly and ended up lost in the bushes for a few days. :p I loved that story and it pissed Noah off to no ends. Course, when I was little I believed it... haha. :p Great family memories everyone (I'll save the story about Noah's cat walking down the hill, taking his fur off, and smoking crack for another day!).
Soft Kisses @ 12:55 p.m.
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Thursday, April 24, 2003
FUCK YOU JOSTEN'S!!!!!!!! ARGH. It's just noon and already my day is so fucking horrible I wish I had never woken up! First off, let's go into how fucking horrible it's been thus far.
First off this morning I was laying in bed and hear the sound of a school bus passing our house. I thought, "Hmm... that might be the elementary bus or something" and thought, "No, my alarm would go off before it came..." So I look at my wrist to check my watch and I had forgotten to put it on last night. I get up (thinking I'll be able to go back to bed and have like an hour or something, perhaps it was only the junior high bus!) and look at my stereo and it's on. "Huh..." I think and check my old Sailormoon alarm clock (which doesn't work and just is a clock now) and it said it was 8:20 am. Oh fuck. I had to leave the house by 8:35! So I ran to the bathroom, hurried down the stairs and inhaled my Cheerios, said screw make-up, and quickly got dressed and grabbed my books. When I pulled out of the driveway the clock said it was 8:40. Why is it on days that you are late traffic always sucks!? A normally twenty minute drive to school took about thirty-five fucking minutes! ARGH. WHY CAN'T PARENTS DRIVE?!
Math class was so-so. I found out I got an 89 on that test I took before Spring Break meaning I have a 91 in the class. ARGH. Health was interesting.... watched the rest of that smoking video. I did laugh a few times about comments my classmates made ("A few years ago when the law was passed the cops really enforced it (teens and smoking). However, they stopped having more important things to do..." "Yeah, like fighting crime!"). :p Then, the thing that fucking tipped the scales: graduation announcement pick-up.
Hayley and I met to go pick up the announcements together. Get in some lame-ass line to pick the damn things up, look in the last names that start with B box and look! NO FUCKING ANNOUNCEMENTS! ARGH. So I found Hayley and then we asked the guy who told me to look at some list. Guess what! Under my name it said zero amount was paid thus I owned zero dollars. Ha. Hahah fucking ha! ~_~ I know I'm getting really worked up over the little things but still! We mailed in the check last fall and my Mom checked and they had cashed the damn thing. So I wrote down the phone number, called Mom (in a foul mood and it turns out Mom has had a bad day so she yelled at me) who called Josten's who said they got the money and put me down for Package A and don't know why there was nothing there for me to pick up.
Cause you guys are fucking morons!!!
Probably if today hadn't been so sucky thus far I wouldn't be so worked up over this. Only like thirty-five more days to graduation and this was definately not something I need put on my plate! Just the thought of no cap and gown... urrrrrrrgh. I should go cool down or something... study Japanese (yet again, fuck you te-form!).
Soft Kisses @ 12:00 p.m.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2003
*yawns* Ahhh shit this has been a long day (ever noticed that I swear a lot when I am either: (a) depressed, (b) tired, or (c) very mad). This week at school it's ITED testing for the juniors and WASL testing for the sophomores (the suckers), meaning that actually the next two weeks has a really funky scedule. Like Monday and Friday it's a normal scedule while Tuesday and Wednesday I won't have to be there until 10:15 for my class (Math on Tuesday, Wednesday is Health) until about 11:10. Thursday I have to be there by 9:10 (since I have both classes) and will be done at 11:10. Interesting shit, no?
Muffy is licking my hands right now. -_- When I moved my hands the cat, bound and determined to show me affection, licked my sweater. O_o; I babysat after class today (wahoo). We played some badmitton and just juggled. I love the child ideology. He moved up in the the amounts you had to do and you couldn't stop until you got that number. Like, for example, he couldn't stop trying until he got 5 then the next turn had to do 6. For some reason when I got 10 on my 5 turn I simply went to 6 on my next turn and ended up getting 11, then for 7 I got 12... Hmm... children ideology at it's best. I tried working on my math after I put him to sleep but ended up working on my Japanese. F*** you te-form!!!
Got home and actually seemed to have, GASP, a social life! First Hayley called like two minutes after I walked in the door. Then I had to call Michelle to see if she would tolerate my annoying presense before art tomorrow (what? She lives close to my high school and to the college... ^_^ Plus she is a beauteous critter who reads this blog. :p). After a quick chat with her I had to call Leigh to see if she uploaded the images (course not). We might do a domain together (probably pseudodream.net under a differnet host)... that is if Leigh asks her parents (my parents paid for our last domain...).
Dad informed me that he is taking a PC class tomorrow. Ahhh shit. It's been nice knowing Lucifer when this computer works. My Dad seriously f'ed up our last computer. The man is seriously more computerly challenged than myself! Impression: "Hmm.... it says if I click this button the computer will crash... *click*" Or a great Simpsons line, "Tab... hmm... that sounds nice *holds up cup to computer 3 1/2 floppy drive*" haha, Anne is a horrible daughter sometimes (that doesn't like her stuff touched). Grr. :p
Soft Kisses @ 10:05 p.m.
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Monday, April 21, 2003
*dramatic sigh* I am so friggin' HTML challenged it's pathetic. Yesterday I built a layout for a "portfolio" type website I'm making and spent like 2 hours designing the layout, cut the images up (probably like ten minutes), then took like three hours (with toe curling (I do that when I'm frusterated) and lots of help from my buddy Ingrid) building it and ta-da, it was done. I lay in bed last night, not sleepy but knowing I had to get up at 5:55 (urgh) and decided I don't like the line background!!!! AHHH. That means I'm going to have to go back on the Mac, take out the line background, re-cut the image, and re-do the HTML. Pathetic whimper. So fucking computerly challenged it's pathetic.
Got to see Hayley again today! :D We freaked when we saw each other and were so giggly after Math. Math... -_-; Mrs. N. wasn't there today and we had a sub. Ooooh gods did that guy confuse the shit out of me. ~_~ He expects us to already know this and did a HORRIBLE job at explaining it. Grr. Considering how much I hate/don't understand math that was not a good thing for me. ~_~
Soft Kisses @ 11:09 a.m.
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Saturday, April 19, 2003
Hazzah! Yes, another layout finally! How long did I have that Moulin Rouge one up for? Probably for the past two months or something and basically I've grown to hate it. ~_~ Grr to you layout. But this one! :D I love it to pieces right now and right now I'm in such a mood to make a website layout and HTML crap... ^^;
Tomorrow is Easter and my parents anniversary. ^^ I should probably make a card or something but right now I'm too tired to do anything (other than sitting on my ass infront of the computer). I just spent the day shopping with Mom. O_o; Went out to the mall and various stores there, saw my godfather (the man seriously reminds me of one of those upper class people), and then went a billion other places (or at least it felt like that). I got Spirited Away on DVD. ^^ Very excited to watch it after two years. Also, I got A Rush of Blood to the Head by Coldplay which Ingrid got me liking. *shakes mighty fist*
Oh yes, while shopping I bought the "winning" lotto ticket. Ahhh the joys of being the legal adult age. ^_^
Soft Kisses @ 05:27 p.m.
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Thursday, April 17, 2003
*yawns* For some reason today I am really tired. I actually went to bed around midnight, which is better than I've been doing all week (haha, uneasy laughter). Woke up around 10 ish and just have had this constant feeling of tired. I think I don't want to go to Japanese today or something. We're having a quiz on... have no idea on what. I think she said vocab, but what vocab? Grr. Class pissing me off more and more lately.
Been listening to the Grease soundtrack for the past two days that Michelle lent me. ^_^ I need to cute up the new layout for this website... Ingrid offered to host the images for me again. *_* So nice.
Tonight after class the Japanese class is going to a restaurant... I hope she doesn't make us order in Japanese. "Ja... kare-raisu wo hitotsu onegashimasu", hoo hoo hoo. I have a vague idea where the restaurant is so hopefully there will be a carpool type deal, if not I've hooked Matt into driving with me. hahaha. What else? Hmm.... tomorrow I'm getting my hair cut (excitement!). I should shave it all off like Noah did recently. No, that would be bad... I should flip through some magazines tonight or something and figure out a hair-do. I like having it to the middle of my back kind of but need more shape considering I haven't had my hair cut since August for senior pictures. Anne didn't want her parents to spend the money on hair care... Anne is a tightwad and damn proud of it!
Soft Kisses @ 01:07 p.m.
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Tuesday, April 15, 2003
Grrr. The Fanfic community is pissing me off again. I don't know, if I get bored and surf around there it just reminds me how much of a fucking cult it can be. *sigh* I just don't fit in in so many ways... too mature? haha! Mom and I discussed this awhile ago when I was bummed and she says, "You try to fit in yet have moved on beyond their level." Damn straight. -_-;
Japanese I got an 18/20 on my quiz. *hanging head in literal shame* Class was boring without Leigh today, sniff sniff. We learned about the different family member levels today, yeeee-haw. People were surprised that I have five older brothers (translating into eight family members, minus my sister-in-law though). Matt and I kept picking each other to do the stupid worksheet with. bwhahaha. We also got on the topic of French, which I guess he studied for two years in junior high. Ha ha! I still have one more year to that... although we both forgot it. -_-;
Dinner... ahhh my eating disorder got worse today.
Soft Kisses @ 06:29 p.m.
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Monday, April 14, 2003
Two entries in a day... I need a life. So, Mom was printing out the taxes when the printer, which has been threatening to do this for month's, decided to run out of ink. Highly amusing situation. I pulled out the printer (which is quite a task in my work area) and pulled out the ink cartridge, hopped in the car with Mom, and went to Office Max in town. Get there, go through all the hoops and stuff, at the check out then Mom noticed I had grabbed the color cartridge... how was I suppose to remember there were two?! -_-; Ended up calling Noah, who was not at all pleased to have to get up and go look at what printer model we had ("Why can't you do it?" "I'm at Office Max." "Where's Mom?" "Here with me." "Why didn't you check before?" "I grabbed the wrong one." "Why don't you know the model number." "Because I'm stupid."). Then we got it and hazzah! Afterwards Mom and I went to the store and got some ice cream (oh yes, I genetically fucked in my later life. I'll, however, get into that later). Talked with Mom on the way home and found out something...
Dad had a doctors appointment today and I guess that he is having kidney problems because of his diabetes. The man doesn't pay attention to what he eats and well, his kidney's are starting to fail. The doctors put him on certain types of medicine to try and help but I'm scared. The man doesn't listen to us when we tell him what not to eat and not to put a fucking inch of butter on his bread. GRR. Also after George passed away he's gotten back into his fucking obsession with death. I don't know, being 18 and having your Dad talk about what he wants at his funeral and packets on planning your funeral on the table is pretty fucking depressing. Arrgh, I'm so mad I'm swearing. *sigh* I think he isn't going to pay attention to the doctors even now and just sit there in his chair watching TV, not getting another job, and slowly waste away or something. ARRRGH. I hate this. Grr.
Soft Kisses @ 09:30 p.m.
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Monday, April 14, 2003
Hmm... I'm bored. I think I really should start my Japanese listening crap while I have the computer (or else I'll end up perched by the radio in the kitchen, leaning over trying to write in Japanese on a small counter space). Restless.... *sigh*
So, last night I made MORE layouts! :D One for this website which needs to be cut up and put together in HTML (uggggh) with pictures from, dun dun dun!, my beloved Korean drama! The other layouts I made was for Ingrid who cut it up and posted it today. ^_^ What is that.... four layouts in one weekend!? Holy shit that's got to be some sort of record for me.
Today in art the teacher showed my two drawings to the class *grins smuggly* One of them I didn't even realize was mine until he said they were by the same person. O_o; However, he didn't find my cross hatching and hatching all that amazing... -_-; I've never done hatching as a way of shading before! Give me my faithful old pencil or charcoals and I'm good to go!
Soft Kisses @ 05:28 p.m.
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Sunday, April 13, 2003
Wow. I archived this page. O_o It didn't have the funky Japanese styles all over in the HTML so... yeah. I also took the whole thing into Frontpage (cause I'm friggin' computerly challenged) and fixed it so it will hopefully look good on Mac's. Hmm... questionable, really questionable indeed.
So, posted the new layout I made for Inspired Verbalims. Oooh my love Aragorn. :) I actually love that layout and it makes me want to make a new layout for this website. -_-; I think I'll capture an image from my Korean drama (drools) and make a new layout for this website. I've been sitting on my ass all day in front of computer screens. Shame on me. I need a life. -_-; Oh well, I've been doing website crap so kind of an excuse (pathetic laughter).
Soft Kisses @ 08:40 p.m.
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