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Saturday, September 29, 2007 Classics
 Thursday, September 27, 2007 I'VE BEEN THERE!!!
I wanted to quote a line from Grey’s Anatomy but I can’t recall them. Anyway, ever since I transferred to UP Manila I’ve wanted to see the nursery of Philippine General Hospital but I do not know where exactly it is located. After attending the mass with a friend, I met Randyh… We decided to have dinner together but then before we went to dinner I told him about my pursuit of searching where the nursery is. To my surprise, he was also curious and wanted to see that place… My goodness, perfect timing… So there we go to PGH… *Radiology Department Entrance* RANDYH: Kuya, san po yung nursery? GUARD: Ah sa ward 9. Tas Kaliwa kayo... There… Full of excitement and enthusiasm we proceed to ward 9 and then turn left… Wow, I think the guard wasn’t able to hear Randyh’s words clearly and mistakenly tell us the way to the NURSING DEPARTMENT… ROSA: Hala, randyh… Ward 9 then left… papunta sa health service yun ah… RANDYH: Baka dun sa pahinungod. ROSA: Umm, ah… Then after some time we still cannot figure out where the nursery is so Randyh approached a janitor standing nearby. RANDYH: Kuya san po yung nursery? Yung mga bata po. JANITOR: Ah, yung mga bagong panganak ba? ROSA: Umm, basta po yung mga bata po. JANITOR: Nursery? Meron kasi nun sa Ward 9 tsaka sa Ward 12. ROSA: Yung mga sanggol po? Sa ward 9 po? RANDYH: Sa loob po ng ward 9? JANITOR: Oo, pasok lang kayo dyan… (pointing at the door to ward 9) ROSA and RANDYH: Ah, salamat po. Then we left. When we entered the ward. ROSA: Hala ka Randyh, asan yun? RANDYH: Wait, pasok pa tayo dun sa loob… Baka andun. Then we continue walking until we reach the area where all the kids are lying in their respective beds and their parents/ guardian beside them. ROSA: Randyh, wala eh. RANDYH: Wait magtatanong ako. (Go to the information area) AT THE INFORMATION AREA RANDYH: Umm, Ms. nasaan po yung nursery nyo? NURSE: 4th floor. RANDYH: Thank you po. There we go again… we left the place and we’re talking as we approach the door of ward 9. RANDYH: May elevator naman dun di ba? ROSA: Randyh, wag na lang. Next time na lang. Niloloko na ata tayo eh. RANDYH: Ano ka ba. Last na. Elevator na lang tayo. Tas tsaka tayo pumunta sa Ward 12. ROSA: Ah, o cge. Pero kasi naman… Ang taas na nun. RANDYH: Elevator naman… Ok lang yan. And there we went to the area where the elevators are. While waiting for the elevator we are looking at the names of the doctors enlisted at the wall. RANDYH: Tara Rosa, tignan natin baka andyan ka. ROSA: Haha… Cge, maghahanap ako nang kamag-anak mo RANDYH: Wala yun… After some time, the elevator was there already... We ride it and it delivers us to the 4th floor. WHEN WE STEP ON THE FLOORS OF THE FOURTH FLOOR ROSA: Wow, Randyh… DnD… Meron din pala sila dito. RANDYH: Oo nga. ROSA: (Reading a sign posted above a door) Neonatal Intensive Care Unit RANDYH: O tara, dun tayo… (Then we go to the neonatal intensive care unit). ROSA: Ayan, Randyh… Yung window… RANDYH: Ayan, nandito na rin tayo. ROSA: Ang cute nung babies… And many more conversations followed… The bottomline was… YEHEY… I’VE VISITED THEIR NURSERY ALREADY and I’VE SEEN A LOT OF BABIES… Randyh even saw my child… :P Just, kidding… He saw a paper above a baby’s bed that says “Baby Boy of Rosa Olaso”… Haha… Now I know where to go whenever I feel depressed. Hehe. Baby-viewing is really entertaining (for me… and for Randyh too I think)… So there, we even converse about baby topics while we’re heading towards the place where we eat our dinner… MARAMING SALAMAT RANDYH! Thursday, September 27, 2007 20 THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO CERTAIN PEOPLE
List 20 things you want to say to certain people but you know you never will. Don't say who they are. Then, post the list entitled "20 things I want to say to certain people" 3. I wasn;t able to update you lately… I’m sorry! 4. Thank you for letting us meet halfway… I wasn’t expecting this after all… 5. Thanks for always keeping in touch. Your messages really help me a lot. I hope to see you soon. 6. Can you be our photographer? We badly need it eh… 7. Kainis ka.. You were never like that before… Kung alam mo lang kung gaano kafrustrating yun nung sinabi mong may access ka pero hindi mo makukuha dahil sa maraming reasons… Grabe, strike 2 na yan ha! 8. The pressures that you give me always make me feel depressed… Believe me, the more that it keeps going, the more chance of me losing my patience… I don’t want to continue… Can we just quit! 9. I super duper miss you… Can we meet? 10. I’m sorry… I know I wasn’t acting like a good subordinate after all… 11. I caught you staring yesterday. A simple ‘hi” will not harm you… believe me! 12. You should have known that I always have this bias with regards to my friends… Well, the cold treatment makes me realize that you’re not that important after all… 13. I saw you the other day at the mall… Weird! I feel so happy upon seeing you hit that 3 points shot… Galeng! 14. Will you watch a movie with me? *blush* 15. You may not feel my personal presence pero I hope you know that I will always be praying for you… 16. Thought of you frequently occupies my mind lately. Weird… I can still vividly recall the way you caught my attention during my Chem and Comm days… I don’t know if I will be angry or what… 17. I’ve waited for so long for this moment to arrive… Pero nung dumating na ayun, parang wala lang… Feeling ko matatapos lang sya ng ganito… Ang pangit kaya! 18. Haha… I know something about you… hehe! (pwedeng 2 recipients nito.. hehe!) 19. I was deeply hurt when I received the message of your girl. I was very shocked. Why does it have to come from her when you can say it personally… It was so unfair. I told you everything but your keeping secrets… 20. I read you past messages… Grabe, I was still laughing when I read those text… Narealize ko lang… Ang sweet pala nung texts mo before… Di ko lang napapansin… Pasensya! Haha.. ang weird naman nito… Grabe, buti na lang I don’t have to name names… Thursday, September 27, 2007 Who was your last?
"WHO WAS YOUR LAST?'' Rule #1: Answer True or False Q: Played a prank on someone? TRUE 2. last person you texted? SITH 3. last person you slept next to? DI KO NA MAALALA… (wala naman kasi akong katabi matulog) ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... 1. Sun or moon? SUN Thursday, September 27, 2007 Q and A
KUNG ANG CRUSH MO AY: 1. nagtanggal ng t-shirt niya sa harap mo? 3. naka 3 points sa basketball? 4. niyaya ka maging prom date niya? 19. pinasahan ka ng load kahit hindi mo kelangan? Thursday, September 27, 2007 Liham (ikatlong yugto- ang pagtatapos)
Haha… Buti naman kung ganon… Ang saya. Infareness, ang tagal kong inisip kung tama yung pagkakaintindi ko dun sa mga sinasabi mo. Buti na lang binanggit mo na yung word… Ayun… Salamat! Sorry pala kung late ako kanina… Yung cd kasi ang tagal makopya… Malay ko ba namang effort pala ang pag copy dun. Hay naku! Salamat na rin sa paghihintay. Tsaka salamat din dun sa mass… Ayun, BELAT! Thursday, September 27, 2007 Ateneo vs La Salle
YEHEY! Ateneo won… Go Chris Tiu! Thursday, September 27, 2007 Meet Gab
Take a closer look at Gabriel Luis by clicking on his name...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 Too bad he's gay...
I’ve met a lot of gays before. I think they’re perfectly okay. Nice to hang out with, bring you to the most perfect places especially when you’re depressed… Every single moment that you’ll spend with them will always be memorable. I can still recall my first year days at UPB… I have been in a VERY LONG denial stage after I’ve learned that my first crush was a gay. My goodness, of all people… Why him (or her?!)… Mind you… I’ve managed to befriend him/her in spite of that. We are staying in the same province thus we have many topics to talk about. We share the same friends. I even see him/her during a friend’s debut before. He’s actually so handsome when he’s wearing coat and tie… (I will never imagine him wearing a gown though) But this is what makes me blog him/her… Most specially… S/He was even one of the 2 persons (the other was Paul dela Rosa- again a gay…) that make me spent almost 4 to 5 hours with him/her without me looking at my cellphone- checking who text me, what time is it or whatever. Really, every moment with him/her is worth remembering... Believe me… After all those stuffs, it was really frustrating to know that s/he’s gay. S/He was the type of guy any girl will admire. Tall, cute (actually handsome), friendly, sporty, jolly, chinito, sweet… Everything. Hay… Even up to this day, whenever I think of you I still feel the same frustrations that I had before… Hehe… Anyway, I think I’m already coping… I once said to him/her that I will create a blog entry about him/her once my frustrations were all over (but s/he never had a hint what that frustration was)… So here it is… MAYBE IT’S OVER… Finally! Wednesday, September 26, 2007 My Visual DNA... What's yours?
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 1 down... 5 to go
Stressfull Any thing that causes too much demands or pressures The most appropriate word to describe Undergraduate Seminar... It is really very stressfull for a 1 unit course... FINALLY... IT'S OVER! No more papers... No more posters... No more powerpoint presentations... No more classroom reservations... And most specially NO MORE PUBLIC SPEAKING... 5 more subjects then this sem will be over... Tuesday, September 25, 2007 Anonimity
I am always at my denial stage... I never looked for anyone to replace him... Maybe because I never wanted to. But I never expected your arrival You have arrived earlier but then I never noticed your existence... Or maybe I did but not enough to be given so much importance. I never even thought that your mere phrases will redeem my almost lost and broken spirit... I'm just so happy that your there... I do not know what else to say But anyway... Thanks for coming ON THE RIGHT TIME... Tuesday, September 25, 2007 Ikalawang liham
Nais kong dugtungan ang liham na aking ginawa para sa iyo noon... Kaya heto gumawa ako, ikalawang parte naman... Natuwa ako sa balita kahapon dapat talaga kumbinsihin mo na ang iyong ina na hindi ka aalis... Haha, tama naman sya... maaari ka namang magdahilan, nga lang alam naman nating pareho na masama yun... pero kung yun lang ang paraan para hindi ka na umalis... bakit hindi mo na lang gawin di ba... (hay, ang sama ko talaga...) Natuwa ako na nakasabay kita sa misa. Hindi nga lang tayo magkasama noon. Kasi naman, late na ako... Sana nalaman ko agad na pupunta ka di sana dumayo ako nang mas maaga... Pero salamat na rin sa mga mensahe at least nalaman ko na andun ka. Ayun, nagkita pa tayo. Nakasama pa kita... Ang mushy naman pala ng ginagawa kong liham... Parang hindi para sa iyo. Natatawa tulo ako habang pinipindot ko ang mga letra sa laptop ko. Weird, ayan na naman ako. Hindi ko alam... pero nung binalita mo sa akin kahapon na mataas ang probabilidad na hindi ka na tutuloy parang bigla tulong tumalon ang puso ko... Ang saya... Ala lang... Lubos na kagalakan yaon para sa akin... Ala na akong masyadong masabi... Baka sa patuloy kong pagdakdak e mabangit ko na kung sino ka... Grabe, kung alam mo lang ang kalungkutan noong sinabi mo na aalis ka na... Buti na lang andyan si Randyh at Sithli, mga kaklase at kaibigan na handang dumamay kahit dis oras ng gabi... Malapit na ang panahon... Gusto kong ako ang unang makaalam... Pero asa pa ako... Hehe... Balitaan mo ako... Hihintayin ko ang mensahe mo... Friday, September 21, 2007 Too much carb causes depression...
RANDYH, Wednesday, September 19, 2007 Mending Relationships
A friend of mine once told me: “Maganda na rin yun na nagkakaroon kayo ng away ng kaibigan mo. At least, dun nyo matetest ang friendship nyo… Kung kaya nyo pang iregain yung friendship after nyong magkaroon ng away. Hindi kagaya ng iba na pag nagaway tapos na lahat.” Yes… I had a fight with a very close friend… And mind you, for our fight was not like the ordinary “friendly” fight. He really got into my nerves when he did that. I was so devastated when I knew what he did thus making me say not so nice words to him. I was easily eaten by my emotions that I haven’t even tried to talk to him and listen to his point. The moment that I knew what he did all I felt was hate and anger but still I wanted to talk to him to clarify the topics. If you know who I am in person you’ll definitely know that I am not that type who share stories to everyone and I rarely trust a person. Of course, being a close friend of mine I really trust him maybe less than the way he trust me but I know that he is one of the few people that I trusted so much. This is the reason why I was so angry when he did something that actually hurt my ego. When we had our talk, I really understand his point… Yah, my fault… I should have asked him first. I should have talked with him first rather than texting him messages written in all caps. But I really hope he realizes my point even though I wasn’t really speaking when we had our conversation. Progress? Progress? Hay, I don’t know what I shall do after that. I really felt so bad that I make a big issue out of that. I understand the fact that there’s nothing wrong with him doing that and that what he did will not change anything besides what’s wrong with dissipating a not so personal message with a good friend. The thing was I was hoping that he can wait and I’ll be the one to tell that friend of ours about that since I was the medium of the information. So we talked and then silent moments… My goodness if you only knew how hard that was. I felt like I’m having heart burns every now and then… I really don’t like the feeling of having an enemy especially when that person means so much. My goodness, it feels like someone is virtually killing you… Believe me it never felt good. That week already passed, he was the one that told me that he hope nothing changes. My reaction: smirk. Stupid me… I do not intend to do that. I do not even know why I did that. Anyway, I was putting much effort just to reach out but I felt there’s really something wrong. He never responded right. Or maybe, I was just feeling that way… I do not know. I even narrate how I feel with a friend. Many thanks to that friend of mine… Releasing some emotions once in a while really helps. Anyway, after 2 days of not seeing each other and 2 days of not communicating well. Finally, we’re fine (I think and I really do hope we are). I actually cannot believe that all went well so fast… We spent our normal days as if nothing happened at all… Hay! I’m doing back flips just to have this day once again… You see, our friendship was really something and I was really afraid of losing it. We had spent too much quality time with each other for almost 2 years and just a simple “chismis” is not worth breaking that. My goodness, many thank that he’s kind enough to understand… I was really hoping that we are ok already… Maybe not like what we have been before but something close to that and we’ll see if our usual bond will be regained. We’ll try maybe… or should I say I’ll try… I think there’s nothing wrong with him anyway... Well, I should say that I miss him and our other friend… I missed us… the three of us… The mere thought of not being with them is really frustrating… I hope we’ll spend some time again just like what we used to do when all the issues are not yet coming… Hay, I was really hoping but I think that was close to impossible… I don’t know… Maybe some time… PERSONAL MESSAGE: If you’re reading this, I’m sorry… I really am… And yup, you’re right… I didn’t really felt the sincerity when we are talking at Gab last week but then I know and I understand the reason/s behind that… Ayun, friends?! _____________ Stigmtized @ 09:27 p.m. | SPEAK UP!| Guestbook Tuesday, September 18, 2007 Undergrad Poster
Stigmtized @ 12:11 a.m. | SPEAK UP!| Guestbook Monday, September 17, 2007 Liham
Alam ko namang darating din tayo sa panahong yaon… pero sana sabay sabay naman tayo… Huwag kang manguna… Hindi pa ako handa. Nalungkot ako sa sinabi mong balita. Nagulat ako… Hindi ko alam kung paano ako magpapahayag nang pagkainis ko sa mga sinabi mo. Madaming tanong ang naisip ko pero hindi ko alam kung dapat ko pa nga ba syang itanong… Hindi ko rin sigurado kung gusto kong marinig ang mga isasagot mo. Pero ito: Bakit ngayon lang? Matagal na sya eh… Hindi ko naiintindihan… Gaya nga ng sabi nang isa ko pang kaibigan kanina sa aming pagpupulong “Linawin natin… Ayaw ko ng malabo?” Naman… Pwede naman kasing huwag na lang… Sabihin mo ng masama ako pero ipinagdarasal ko talaga simula ng sinabi mo sa akin ang balitang yaon na sana huwag nang matuloy… Ayaw ko! Malupit kong tinututulan ang sinabi mo… Pero alam ko na hindi dapat sa akin manggaling yaon… Bukod don may mga taong mas may karapatang magsabi non kaysa sa akin. Baka mas maramdaman mo pag sa kanila nanggaling. Ano ba naman yon, sasandaling panahon pa lang… Pero heto, nagdradrama ako. Nakakainis… Sana naiintindihan mo kung bakit lubha akong nalulungkot… Paano na lamang yon… Sino na ang sasabihan ko ng mga kwento kong wala naman talagang katuturan? Sino na lamang ang papasahan ko ng mga mensaheng walang humpay? Sino na lamang ang magtetext sa akin ng pagkaaga aga para lamang mambati ng “good morning”? Sino na lamang ang makakausap ko ng dis oras nang gabi dahil gusto kong maglabas ng mga himutok at sama ng loob? Hindi ko alam… Iniisip ko kung sinong papalit sa iyo... wala akong maisip... Iba ka eh… Alam mo yan! Sana rin alam mo kung gaano kalaki ang naibahagi mo sa amin… Kilala mo naman ang mga taong tinutukoy ko… Ang mga mensahe mo na hindi naming makakalimutan at kalimitan pa nga ay pinauulit ulit naming binabangit sa isa’t isa… Natatakot din ako… Baka hindi ko matupad ang mga ipinangako ko… Hindi ko ata kayang gampanan ang habiling sinabi mo. Alam mo kung gaano kalaki ang pagkakaiba ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya at nang pagmamahal mo. Masyadong malaki ang pagkakaiba… hindi ko kayang puhunan ang puwang. Alam ko sa sarili ko na kahit gaano ko sikaping puhunan ang lugar mo mas maiintindihan mo pa rin sya. May mga bagay din talaga na sadyang hindi nya masasabi sa akin dahil sa mga personal na dahilan… Mas kailangan ka nya, alam mo yan! Gusto kong umiyak pero hindi ako sanay na umiiyak sa harap ng kahit sino. Alam mo kung gaano kahirap para sa amin ito. Alam mo, higit kanino man, kung gaano kalaki ang mawawala sa amin ng paglisan mo. Bakit ganun, kumpleto na tayo eh… napurnada pa... Naiinis ako…Sobra! Pero heto, gaya nga nang ipinangako ko sa iyo.. Maglalaan ako ng isang mensahe para sa iyo… Walang ibang laman kundi ang pagkainis ko… Sa kabila ng mga tawanan na nakita mo sa akin habang kasama kita hindi nawawaglit sa isip ko ang mga salitang binigkas mo… Sandaling panahon na lang… Maaari na nga akong gumawa ng count down para lamang doon… Nabigla ako… Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin sya maalis sa isip ko… Habang kausap kita hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko… Tama naman sila eh, mas makakabuti yon sa iyo… pero ayaw ko… Dahil AYAW KO! Alam kong napaka immature nang dahilang yon pero alam ko na naiintindihan mo… Lagi mo namang naiintindihan ang mga sinasabi ko… Naisip ko, nakalimutan ko na ang pakiramdam ng iniiwan… Parang noong nasa unang taon pa ako ng kolehiyo ng may huling nagpaalam… Binalik mo pero sobrang nakakabigla yaong sa iyo… walang pasintabi... biglaan… Wala akong maireact na maayos… Ang alam ko lang sa ngayon ay naiinis ako… Hindi sa iyo (malamang). Naiinis ako sa balita… Sa tiyahin mo (baka) pero hayaan mo… baka lumipas din to… Gusto ko lang iparating sa iyo yung mga naramdaman ko pagkatapos kong malaman ang kontrobersyal na balita mo. Alam mo naman na hindi ako mahilig magpahayag nang saloobin… Pasensya ka na, sa ganito ko pa idinaan… Mahal kita… Ayun lang… At nakakalungkot… Sana sa susunod na linggo magbago ang balita… SANA! |
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