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Thursday, August 31, 2006 A Moment of Silence
083006 Walking alone... I came to pass by a field. The same field where I usually release my stress, frustrations and tensions. The place where I can say everything I want to say. The place where I always go... Wednesday afternoon. 4:30 pm. This is the same time when I visit that place every Wednesday. So then I unlocked the chains of its gate bringing with me a plastic of McDo with fries and burger. After I opened the gate, I slowly enter. I wanted to be alone. Reminisce. Think. But unfortunately I am not alone… As I walk through the field I hear water droplets falling and together with it are voices. Unfamiliar voices (I think it is the first time that I heard those voices) so I walk further to the direction of the voices. There, I saw a radio playing a c.d., a Christian c.d. that is. As the cd keeps on playing the water droplets keeps on falling. But slowly when I am close to the radio the water droplets stop plummeting and all I can do is stare. An ordinary day it seems to me… But then, again, it’s not. After eating the burger I decided to leave the field first and find another place to seek refuge... Another place to detoxify… Another place where I can reminisce. But as I find another place my mind keeps on thinking of the same field. It never wanted another place… So I then decided that I will go back to the field… Again I opened it’s chained gates and the air gently welcome me with it’s fine breeze. The air calmly said to me whispering “ Naggapawam. Tattay ka pay?” (Kanina ka pa? San ka galing?”) I then responded. “Wen. Umalis ako pagarup ko gamen kyat na agmaymaysa.” (Oo. Umalis ako kasi feeling ko gusto nya mapagisa.) As the air and I are having our tête-à-tête I, once again, hear the water droplets fall. But this time no Christian songs are playing with it but still there are voices. Voices that is very much different from the voices that I hear a while ago… voices that are not coming from a radio or a c.d. I, once again, go to the direction of the voice and to my surprise saw a fire burning. Burning deeply. I can’t do anything… I actually do not know what to do… So, again, I just stare. Stare at the burning fire beside the source of the voices and the water droplets. ** I hate being in this kind of situation… Or maybe I will not hate it if and only if I know what to do… How I wish I can do something other than just staring… I really wish I could do something to alter this situation… But I don’t… And it really hurts…  Wednesday, August 30, 2006 Frustrations Revealed...
I was really looking forward into reading a blog entry that unfortunately was deleted already... but nonetheless, I have read something about it... a summary I think. Anyway... again... NEW LINKS: Daylinda, Dom, Nemi, Od, Randyh, Rheuel, Ron, Ross, Toffer Hay... tomorrow we will have our 1st exam for Plant Morphoanatomy Lec... and here I am in front of the P.C. and creating a blog entry... Haha... I am so not in the mood for studying... And I forgot to put at my last blog... Please support kuya RJ JIMENEZ, one finalist of Pinoy Dream Academy. He is a friend of mine and syempre I am looking for other supporters... Why do I have to pass by this person's blog and be super frustrated... Nakakainis... Sana di ko nalang nakita yung blog mo... Pero I think I'll keep on visiting your blog hanggang sa magsawa ako... at marealize ko na wala ring mangyayari sa continuous kong pagbisita doon dahil di mo rin naman malalaman na nagpunta ako... Hay... Super frustrated... Actually naiinis pa rin ako sa taong may-ari nung blog pero I think what that person have had said is enoughto explain his side... pero kahit na... And again... I pass by a friend's blog and see someone na super looking forward ako na maging friend pero super impossible nang mangyari yun... Anyway.... I still hope na bago man lang matapos yung year na to e maging friend ko sya... ( I pass by Reinzi's blog... and read her blog entry about the protozoans... I also wish na Noctiluca scintillians na lang rin ako... para hindi kumplikado ang buhay... ** Pluggies** Ate Donna Dom Faye Rheuel Ayun.. I'll go na... I'll have to study pa... Ciao Sunday, August 27, 2006 May Bagong Umagang Parating...
Finally, maguupdate na rin ako ng blog… :) Exam ni katrin sa UP Diliman... At kamalasmalasan naman na pang umaga sya kaya 4 am pa lang e ginigising na kami ni mama... Baka daw malate kami... Ayun, 6:30 ang exam ni Kat pero 5:30 andun na kami... So kumusta naman sa nanay ko di ba... Di naman sya masyadong excited. Mai: (reply sa text) "Naman... Ang aga nyo namang dumating dyan... W8 lng ha... Dito pa kami sa bahay... Mga 8 pa ata kami aalis... Weng, bilihan mo ako nang caramel sundae ha..." ** More pics ** August 24 We met a kid... Carlo ang name nya... Hehe. Ang cute sobra! He was watching our practice sa Joshua tas may dala syang 2 dinosaurs. Nung una ayaw nya pang makipaglaro sa amin pero eventually ayun... Natuwa na rin naman syang kalaro kami... Hay, can't get over his presence... Natutuwa talaga ako dun sa bata... hehe! August 25 Pagdating ko medyo nagbibihis na silang lahat yung iba nga nilalagyan an ang make-up. Hehe! Anyway, di pa naman sila nagrurun through nung dumating ako kaya feeling ko ok lang. Ayun, the program started almost past 1 na... At pangatlo pa kami sa magprepresent. 1st na magprepresent ang 4th year, 2nd ang 1st year then kami tas 2nd year. Tas ayun... Nagsisimula na ang program ngarag pa yung ibang batchmates dahil wala paraw kaming mic. Hay naku, pero naayos naman sya bago magstart yung presentation namin. Tas habang naghihintay saddya yatang kinakabahan kaming lahat na ginamit na namin ang quadrangle para magpractice nang steps namin... tas every time na sesenyas si Arjay na tapos na yung 1st year magpresent e may sisigaw na heto na... Kasi 3 beses ata syang false alarm... Tas ayun... So far napresent naman namin sya nang maayos. Sabi ni mama sabay sabay naman daw kami tas sabi rin ni Kuya Gerard maganda daw yung presentation namin... So para sa amin ok na rin... finally nagbunga ang ating mga pagpupuyat at ang mga oras na kinuha nang practice... Sir Edison, Joseph and Jeff... Salamat po! Grabe guys.. mamimiss ko ang mga biogyugan practice/s natin... **see more of our Biogyugan (practice and program proper) pics** Ciao P.S. We have our new dog...His name is Esti... Short for short tail... hehe! Ang kyut nya... lalo na pag kumakahol... |
Sobrang namimiss ko ang Biogyugan practices... ang pagkain nang dinner nang 9 -10 pm... ang piktyuran sessions tuwing hindi kami prinapractice... bonding moments with the batchmates...
killer- killer... pass the message... moro-moro... lahat... ang not to mention ang lambingan ni Gelie at Vince 
(peace guys!) and I also miss doing nothing and thinking of nothing other than the Biogyugan steps for one week... One week na walang Bio exams.... sobrang ok... 
hehe... pramis magaling yan... super friendly at mabait pa... (how I wish I can congratulate him pero unfortunately kahit iemail ko sya ngayon e after 4 months nya pa mababasa so non sense na rin... 
Elows... hehe... salamat sa pagbisita... Next time dadalawin ko ulit ang blog mo...
Gusto ko sana magmessage sa blog mo kaso kailangan pala may xanga account din ako para makapagmessage sa inyo... Hay naku... Buti naayos mo ang papers mo... Good Luck na lang seo... God Bless!
Pahingi ako nang copy ha... Salamat!
Pati talaga yun pinansin mo... hmp! Mean... Joke! Pero kinorrect ko na... Ang warfreak mo sa blog ni Faye... Haha!
Ang tagal na rin since my last update… ang tamad ko talagang magupdate… anyway…
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