the long lost

perplexing. the unfathomable deterioration that is my friend. why? but why did it happen? will there ever be solutions? laughters that are not comforting but are of those who've kissed the face of God and boldly spit at the wings of the sphinx. the sounds of bleakness untold, unheard. who would have known with just a phone call.

Tuesday, March 2, 2004
04:13 p.m.

and there was music

today was :

yeah yeah yeahs - fever to tell
xiu xiu - a promise
tujiko nuriko - from tokyo to niagara
scout niblett - sweet heart fever
the decemberists - castaways and cutouts
tahiti 80 - wallpaper for your soul
mileece - formations
double leopards - soulless dust, speed and strength
the wannadies - that's all from the 1st album

Monday, March 1, 2004
11:42 p.m.

everyone alive wants answers

for every addiction. there will be setbacks and for every mistakes there will be lessons learnt.

Monday, March 1, 2004
01:32 a.m.

in the catacombs

and for the last 55 hours and 4 minutes of my life that went by...i have missed you...

Sunday, February 29, 2004
07:42 a.m.

blood sports

i sparred with my best friend...now my shin is bruised. we were trying to topple each other but we couldn't...tho my shin is bruised...it felt good...none the less...

Saturday, February 28, 2004
04:34 a.m.

with blackness of face there goes happiness

if thou dost not wish thy heart's secret known, keep thy blackness of face in both worlds, since for him who seeks his desire, day tears the veil and night spreads it.

Thursday, February 26, 2004
02:29 a.m.

the revolution of the unconscious heavens sweeps on

tickle me and i will bite. whisper into my ears and have yours chewed. reach for my heart and you shall have yours snared. look deep into my eyes and i swear you will be plagued.

Thursday, February 26, 2004
12:25 a.m.

flicker

you shall not live forever. that was the promise.

Wednesday, February 25, 2004
02:31 a.m.

Tuesday, February 24, 2004
03:22 a.m.

case study #4

What cannot be cured must be endured. When the heart is full, the tongue will speak. When the music changes, so does the dance. By crawling, a child learns to stand.

Tuesday, February 24, 2004
03:03 a.m.

black path

walking thru what seems to be a black path. each step forward erases the fear. and at the end of the walk, there will be no more ghosts.

Monday, February 23, 2004
11:07 a.m.

i know of secrets

a life to love and cherish.
this dreary heart yearns.

softness
grace
empathy


Friday, February 20, 2004
10:18 a.m.

oh my!


Gay Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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really...grumpy bear IS kinda cute. reminds me of someone i know...

*sigh*

oh well...

Thursday, February 19, 2004
02:34 a.m.

sleep again

i see myself change as the days change over. do not recall how i was. i've never wished for all those. never promise cos i didn't. i shall sleep now like i've always been. do not wake me from this dream...cos i still have some left.

Sunday, February 15, 2004
03:58 a.m.

love...from your valentine

beaten to death by clubs and had his head chopped off.

Saturday, February 14, 2004
02:12 a.m.

the knight of the sad countenance

a secret gospel
only the hands of he can grasp
forsaken, vanquished by the titular dignitaries.
don quixote died of fever.


Friday, February 13, 2004
01:26 a.m.

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