the legion

of winds that carry news of rejection and despair. the howls and whistles barely audible to mortal ears but of that that punctures the heart. begging for strength. limping in fear hoping for darkness that shall swallow all. none abandoned. none forgotten leaving nothing, not even a speck of dust. a vacuum.

listen : Alejandra and Aeron - Bousha Blues Blazes

Friday, April 23, 2004
12:11 a.m.

infection

the most painful cure is the only cure. perhaps most effective. putting salt on ulcers worked miraculously.

Wednesday, April 21, 2004
03:26 p.m.

antiseptic

sometimes, ignoring with hopes that a certain longing would disappear appears as simple as waiting for a wound to heal. wounds without proper care and healing could be infected developing puss.

Wednesday, April 21, 2004
04:28 a.m.

urgh

yada yada yada. i think i should create some form of timetable to avoid thoughts from straying. a new hobby perhaps. maybe i'll just go read a book for now.

Tuesday, April 20, 2004
04:44 p.m.

mmmmm

spaghetti + pizza sauce + anchovies + chicken nuggets + iced milo = lunch.

Tuesday, April 20, 2004
03:36 p.m.

sadness for madness

i should be hanged or burnt alive at the stakes. will you be happy for me when i'm dead? or buried somewhere... drifting in the sea of memories. i have loved and i have cared but there is so much that i can offer. this world is a cruel place for someone who has so much to offer. someone like you. this sadness that sweeps my feet and lulls me to sleep each night is beckoning. hissing at me as i lay my head trudging this burden for a body. the void that tugs my heart. a heavy feeling.

listen : Beach Boys - Pet Sounds

Tuesday, April 20, 2004
12:14 a.m.

health warning

trapped in a cage with water filling slowly. anxiety kills. the future awaits like blemishes. yet you know its bleakness. yet you know that there will be nothing.

Sunday, April 18, 2004
04:13 p.m.

g\_tch

i was looking thru the list for the upcoming events lined up at the singapore arts festival...what are these guys trying to do? *sigh*

Friday, April 16, 2004
02:40 p.m.

la la la

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

repeat bridge

repeat verse 1 and 2

the bangles is emoXcore. period

Friday, April 16, 2004
04:48 a.m.

serial experiments

it is dangerous to subject yourself to much information at once. at your current capacity. you will overflow. this is basically a software problem. you're a software, not hardware. an executable program with a body

Tuesday, April 13, 2004
04:29 a.m.

how to sleep like a bear

grab thy beast. rip its guts and gloat. look in the mirror and laugh til your head fall off. break each finger and count as you hear it crack. swallow gravel for the purpose of chocking. savour the sweetness.

listen: Rod - All My Love (Neo Ouija 2003)

Tuesday, April 13, 2004
03:04 a.m.

all my love

fearing too much yet you still breed. as to reasons unknown. with knowledge of whats to come you trudge. with heavy chains wrapped around your heart. lying to yourself. why do you settle for less? was it written so?

listen: Bob Marley - Soul Rebel (1968)

Monday, April 12, 2004
07:23 p.m.

love love attack!!!

putting my clothes on as i'm typing this. can i skip work? ---
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i dreamt of people from the past and silly bus adventures. worrying about the time and trying to remember the chores for the day. ---

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oh well...gotta scoot.

Monday, April 12, 2004
11:19 a.m.

sundays best

there goes the long weekend. work week starts again.

Sunday, April 11, 2004
03:02 p.m.