the knight of the sad countenance

a secret gospel
only the hands of he can grasp
forsaken, vanquished by the titular dignitaries.
don quixote died of fever.


Thursday, February 12, 2004
10:23 p.m.

the final broadcast

tracklisting *

insta - turn me
insta - your pale eyes
the seasnakes - turn around god
kaito - catnap
fridge - lo fat diet
nitrada - love me
should - sarah missing
girls are short - tigertail
fischerspooner - emerge (dexter remix)
blitz - new age
solvent - solvently one listens
sweet trip - fruitcake and cookies
the partisans - 17 years of hell
ambulance ltd - stay where you are
should - breathe salt
aix em klemm - the luxury of dirt
explosions in the sky - have you passed thru the night
sweet trip - to all the dancers of the world, a round of sympathy
giardini di miro - penguin serenade (sometimes we're happy)
greg davis - autumn nature track 6
xela - afraid of monsters
whipping boy - we don't need nobody else
the legends - make it alright
le shok - booze is the best part
le shok - soda pop smash
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8 February - 12 February 2004

Sunday, February 8, 2004
05:58 p.m.

in the drugs

breaking like dogs.
singing like birds.

and i closed my eyes...like marvin gaye.
and now i've had enough...


Sunday, February 8, 2004
05:09 a.m.

godspee!

take care and see you soon! i brought along a new friend to camp. its a nice soft fuzzy cat with a flower on its cheek and a beer belly. i've yet to give it a name tho...

blessed be.

Tuesday, February 3, 2004
04:48 a.m.

3 February - 6 February 2004

tracklisting *

xela - a long walk home at midnight
low - in the drugs
apparat - headroom
mum - machine Gun *slowdive cover
the radio dept - i don't need love, i've got my band
kenny larkin - loop2
low - (that's how you sing) amazing grace
the thermals - goddamn the light
the russian futurists - you dot, me dot, t-dot
polmo polpo - farewell
afraid of stairs - not today
future 3 - stuff *slowdive cover
pram - mother of pearl
colleen - sometimes on a happy cloud
colleen - in the train with no lights
explosions in the sky - greet death
apparat - multifunktionsebene
chasing dorotea - the anchor song
yeah yeah yeahs - maps
styrofoam - altogether *slowdive cover
mu - let's get sick
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*note : - playlist changes this Saturday, 7 Feb.

Tuesday, February 3, 2004
04:27 a.m.

do not do this

seriously...i'm not in the right frame of mind to go serve my country.

Monday, February 2, 2004
04:38 a.m.

surrender

and now that my nails are black. fear is just a thing of the past. like everything else that's meant to be. this was meant to be. don't look back now for what's ahead shall be your destiny. like mine...this was meant to be. joys well spent and shared i've never felt more and like falling leaves new ones will sprout giving life to what was once barren. another step towards extinction. another leap for evolution. all the hideous shall wither and wrinkle and rot and all that was meant to thrive and flourish shall feast upon and replenish and burst forth. speech was given making sense and will not at times but what was said will shed light somehow...somewhere in that darkness.

Sunday, February 1, 2004
07:25 a.m.

there is no you

let there be light,
short short.
garden variety,
there is none.


Friday, January 30, 2004
04:56 a.m.

love lies crushing

we can't run from the truth. now that's a sad thing.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004
03:24 a.m.

the emergence of the small time poet

like it matters. heh.


Wednesday, January 28, 2004
03:04 a.m.

black on white on black

wipe that smile off your face.

Sunday, January 25, 2004
11:59 p.m.

it is not what it seems but what it is.

le boy....shall make himself....your whore...tonight.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004
03:28 a.m.

enjoy your worries, you might not have them again.

Saturdays at home can be so daunting but having the flu bug's caustic effect that squirms all over you can be quite an affair. Plus all the peculiar configurations that that promises restoration. I think it's not that bad after all. Sitting, staring at the monitor can never be more...fun? It's Sunday...which is Ahad...which means 'The One' in Jawi. The one day before the manic 'work' week starts gnawing back at you with the knowledge that you are definitely gonna be a victim. Prepare.

Sunday, January 18, 2004
03:03 p.m.

we are one

[04:06] seastreet: it's a bizarre place.
[04:06] seastreet: haha
[04:06] seastreet: we survive on the little things.
[04:07] queerilla: we survive because we believe
[04:09] queerilla: everyone believes in something
[04:09] queerilla: wat do u believe in?
[04:10] seastreet: dreams.
[04:10] seastreet: i too am a hopeless drifter.


Saturday, January 17, 2004
04:36 a.m.

the contradiction

it was his eyes. no! wait....was it the hips? its the automobile? she could never figure it out. all these times...it was just her perception. rachel never really wanted to glorify her past but indeed...whores are to be respected.

Friday, January 16, 2004
04:33 a.m.

multifunktionsebene

today is a good day to die.

Wednesday, January 14, 2004
07:21 p.m.

beyond the tenth

i want a centaur for a horse...with a super soaker 5000 equiped with a laser pointer and a sidekick who goes by the name of 'diamonds in the sky'.

Tuesday, January 13, 2004
05:11 a.m.

his voice echoed in the stillness

it has been a nice sunday. quiet moments. well...in short...'ruhlexxxxx!'

Sunday, January 11, 2004
05:59 p.m.

the weeping bikini

come on sweetheart
let's adore one another
before there is no more
of you and me


Saturday, January 10, 2004
04:15 p.m.

pretty minute

put us in a closer highway
let us sink
sink...
waltz with waves
it'll come
there will be a moment
it'll come
happiness..
is there with us..


Wednesday, January 7, 2004
05:25 a.m.

reasons to loving you

when i'm in your arms i'll start believing...

Wednesday, January 7, 2004
03:53 a.m.

plankton

I sought a soul in the sea
And found a coral there;
Beneath the foam for me
An ocean was all laid bare.

Into my heart's night
Along a narrow way
I groped; and lo! the light,
An infinite land of day.


Tuesday, January 6, 2004
05:06 a.m.

all one word

i hate this feeling. its 2004 for fuck's sake!!! so have a cigarette. take a step back. remember those lines you heard on the tele.

" they can hurt my body but not my soul..."

this heart murmurs sad ambient songs. still.

Monday, January 5, 2004
06:41 a.m.

the long walk home at midnight

i couldn't sleep again. it must've been the charges against me. deeper as it gets more senseless. the struggle against unreality. what makes a healthy mind? a normal mind. am i whining? am i just being selfish? what is at hand? into a world i never wished. what is mine? what is not. pull me out or rather pull the plug. greater than the rules that bind me. the question....why?

Monday, January 5, 2004
06:17 a.m.

the revolution

it was a long time since i last sungei'd. shidah gave me an authentic communist pin and an einsturzende neubauten vinyl and i was transformed into a commie who listens to industrial. i was horrible. very horrible. please don't slay me for my crimes against humanity. i was just drunk on vodka....and beer and some others. richie hawtin's music was very bad and it got me dancing mindlessly. i was fueled by mind altering drinks. please....don't....kill me...

Sunday, January 4, 2004
08:31 a.m.

navigation

*****linkage*****

bank 1 - kitty
bank 2 - the pink
bank 3 - dis_arm
bank 4 - the gry

chn - guestbook
prg - listen

****more to come*****


Saturday, January 3, 2004
05:19 p.m.

is be merry

is be merry with meat and wine. with friends and laughter, song and dance. is be loving kitty for the hearty meal and me best mate and his fair lady for the ever lustrous friendship for many years to come. blessed be thy hearts.

Saturday, January 3, 2004
06:08 a.m.