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Shinji Ikari is my boyfriend

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/Nine is forever -:- DaisukePhile

DaisukexKen :: official fan

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I <3 ParaKiss!

boy+boy=mmm. boy's love.


Today is my biiiirthday, hooray! I am now 16 and...not changed at all from yesterday when I was 15 for the last time! Really, I don't think the fact that another year has gone by has had the chance to sink in yet...I think my mind still thinks I'm 15 or something. On another note, I have $229 to spend on whatever the hell I want and I plan to do just that...next weekend. Mommy dearest doesn't want to go out of the house today. She has laundry. ^-^'

Not knowing what to write but wanting to write something is annoying. I'm trying to find inspiration (which writers know can be frustrating because inspiration just happens, and it's very hard to find it on your own). I want to write something as a sort of celebration of my birthday but I've no idea what it is I want to write. Also, I want to download music...but I don't know what to download! WinMX is getting impatient with me waiting for me to type in the Search box. X.x'

Yanno...I haven't thought Beyblade thoughts in a very long time. I wonder why I just stopped? I could rewatch it. When school starts again perhaps I can start watching it again. Unless they show Shaman King at that time. When will they show SK? It'd better be at a time when I can watch it. Or I could tape it. Gah! I was supposed to go explode in Hastings/B&N/Waldenbooks today! (What?) Well there goes that plan. Next weekend...wonder if they have the 3rd Digimon volume out. With Sora on the cover. O.O' (I already have Tai and Matt-covered...oooo, that sounds yummy.) I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO THAT WRITES ON FF.NET TO HELP ME CREATE PLOTBUNNIES. Yah. >.> FF.net is down right now so I can't...really do much. Ugh. Damn your spontaneous...downs!

Just checked. Still down.

Whoa...I just accidentally clicked the Back button on this window instead of the other one and I had a heart attack thinking it would delete this entry. It didn't. **Looks around** I think...I need to archive this or something. That would be good, ne? I need to copy the HTML info down onto a Word document in case it erases. A fresh new start! So this could be my last entry in this version. My baby is growing up... **Sniffle**

I need to do what other people do and write my entries on Word documents before putting them on here. Sounds safer. Well I'm going to go try to archive this thing...see you all in the next version of NBN.

Sunday, July 20, 2003

02:02 p.m.

Listening to: Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
Raye: You snappy dresser, you! Purr alittle and any fangirl is yours.
Ray is your Bladebreaker Brethren. Extremely confident, handsome and charming, if not
a bit arrogant, you strive to challenge
yourself in hope to reach new levels. You
aren't afraid to try new things even if it
means leaving behind something dear to you.
Soft-spoken and gentle, people admire your
sense of honor, but you tend to leave a few
loose ends in your wake. You also seem to
frequently lose or misplace important objects.
Your 'catboy' characteristics provide you many
a fan who, inturn, provide you many a shrine.

Beyblade Personality Quiz: Which Bladebreaker are you most like?
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Told you. =^-^= Kitty-boi! **Glomp**

Guess what I'm up to? I'm downloading the entire DDR 3rd Mix Nonstop Megamix. Yes, the whole thing. X.x No, I don't know why. I don't even know if "Butterfly" is in the third mix, and that's the song I want to hear. Haha...it will serve some purpose someday, I think. Someday, when I have consumed much sugar/chocolate/candy/coke...hey, it'll help me exercise! Listening to Sarah McLachlan "Building A Mystery". Yay! I want it to be my birthday already. Nine more days. Ack, that numberrrr...I need to put some kind of thing for songs I'm listening to in this thing. I shall start doing that from now on. Yes.

You are... TAKERU & KEN!!!
You are... TAKERU & KEN!!!
It's all darkness for
you. Despite the fact Takeru is all happy and
kind in front of the others, he only show his
true dark colors to Ken when he was the Digimon
Kaiser. Takeru is perhaps more evil than Ken if
he can endure a whip, block some attacks and
taught the guy like crazy! When Ken was no
longer evil, Takeru treated him to some meat
buns, gave his seat in Jyou's brother's car so
he can get hom safely and was the first to help
him when he was opening the Dark Gate. They
both have problems with the powers of darkness
and could over it with their love! XD

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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...I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT KENKERU! **Fangirl squeal** Is it trying to tell me to update Outside? >.> <.< Weird. Mmm...I love that picture. I have that episode...Takeru laying on Ken for MUCH longer than necessary. I know Takeru did it on purpose. =3 Eh, if I were in his place, I wouldn't wanna get off Ken, either. Mwah!

You are...  TAICHI & YAMATO!!!
You are... TAICHI & YAMATO!!!
It's all about
tough love for you that belongs in some yaoi
sitcom. Their hate for each other allowed them
to become friends and they have grown closer
ever since that episode in which Yamato almost
froze to death and the two threw punches at
each other. And out of the blue, Yamato cried
only in front of Taichi, the goggle boy of
Digimon Adventure. And from then on, they went
through various obstacles and became closer
than ever!

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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And of course I get Taito on purpose because they are such a perfect couple.

You are... DAISUKE & KEN!!!
You are... DAISUKE & KEN!!!
It began with rivalry and fighting against each
other but in wittle Daisuke's heart had no
place to hate Ken despite the fact he tortured
and kill some Digimon here and there. Daisuke
tries to talk sense to his dear Ken but is
always left in the cold, waiting for his
response. Daisuke was the only one who believed
in him and yet Ken cannot believe him until
episodes later. Slapping Ken is all part of
Daisuke's way of showing that he cares. When
Daisuke invited Ken over to his house to sleep
over, friendship brewed over into something
more!

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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... **wants them to have Yamasuke or Daikeru as a result**

You are Hikari, nice and friendly.
You're Hikari, child of light!

Which Digimon 02 character are you?
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Hika-chan! **Hug** She rules. ^-^' For once I don't get Takeru...and, of course, I get Hikari, who is just like Takeru! Lol... **Purrs and snuggles up to the very snuggable Hikari** Hikari rocks my socks.

**Looks over her chat logs and laughs hysterically**

MONA! Look how silly we are! XD

[02:19:39] Watch the m..: "What the hell are you doing? You fuckin' turned left! I said right!"

[02:19:44] Watch the m..: "I thought you meant my right!"

[02:19:49] Watch the m..: "IT'S THE SAME FUCKING THING!"

[02:19:50] Watch the m..: x.x

[02:20:04] ive become ..: lmao

[02:22:05] Watch the m..: that's what you get if you drive in a car with Nate as your passenger

[02:22:06] Watch the m..: lol

[02:22:11] Watch the m..: poor Ikky

[02:22:18] ive become ..: LMAO

[02:22:25] Watch the m..: they're making him drive everywhere since he's getting his license

[02:22:45] ive become ..: heh frank

[02:22:51] Watch the m..: heh

[02:23:03] Watch the m..: well Ikky doesn't exactly knock over trash cans for no reason

[17:20:28] it's like f..: I look like I want to kill the cameraman

[17:20:39] Shay and Lo..: lol

[17:20:47] Shay and Lo..: i'm the cameraman

[17:20:52] it's like f..: oh

[17:20:57] it's like f..: I look like I want to kill you

[17:20:59] it's like f..: XD

[17:21:11] Shay and Lo..: yup

Heh...we shall rule j00.


What's your Harry Potter slash pairing?
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By the superbly cool mortari of Serpensortia

WHOA! Hermy x Ginny! That rules so much it's not even funny.

Friday, July 11, 2003

09:27 p.m.


MAXY-CHAN: Wow! I bask in your tidal wave of sugary happiness, you kawaii creature, you!
Max is your Bladebreaker brethren. Cheerful, optimistic, and happy-go-lucky, you don't
seem to have a care in the world or find fault
with anything. You're out-going and highly
original with a knack for cradling the feelings
of the people around you and tip-toeing around
the fragile egos of a few of your friends. You
know how to boost your friends' spirits and,
because of this, people tend to perform better
in your reassuring and comforting presence.
You're a bit too trusting, however, and seem to
set yourself up for disappointment often.
Fortunately, with your spunky spirit, you
bounce back quickly, making your low moods
scarce and few between.

Beyblade Personality Quiz: Which Bladebreaker are you most like?
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I am zee Max0r! XD I lurve Max. Sorry for all of the quizzes lately. I love them. Eh, what am I saying, this is my journal and I can put what I want up here. Mwahaha. **Goes off to try to get Rei on purpose**

Friday, July 11, 2003

09:17 p.m.


Zell
Your man's Zell. Hyper all the time. I think he
just might be a match for you.

What Final Fantasy VIII man would you be good with? (For girls)
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I shouldn't be surprised. And I'm not. I love Daisuke, I love Naruto, I love Crive. Really, I do think I need to find a happy, hyper, optimistic guy, and then I will be able to have an actual relationship. I think the problem with me and boyfriends is I seem to attract depressive, suffering angst-boys that are looking for someone to save them. I can't save people when I'm so busy saving myself. I need someone strong enough to cheer himself up and smart enough to know everything will be okay in the end. Someone happy and funny and with an excellent sense of humor and sharp wit. Not a bimbo, though, someone book-smart that loves to read so I can talk to him about my favorite book and have him know the plot and characters. Basically, someone like Daisuke, Taichi, Naruto, Zell, or Crive. =P

Friday, July 11, 2003

06:36 p.m.


I have a new obsession/addiction...livejournal icons. (I use them for the MSN messenger.) I have a grand collection of 90 icons. Should I be worried? (I CAN'T HELP IT! THEY'RE SO YUMMY! **Glomps all of her icons**) I'm still getting some...can't get enough. My computer better have enough room for like a hundred more. X.x' Obsessive, anyone?

Thursday, July 10, 2003

10:39 p.m.


RemusLupin
You are Remus Lupin,the kind werewolf and possibly
the sweetest person in the world^^ You like to
read and love hanging around with your best
friends

Which of the marauders are you?
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Yes, I DID get him on purpose. I am in LOVE with this boy. (Man?) Look at him! How could anyone NOT love Remus? He's my favorite character in the whole HP fandom besides Sirius. Speaking of Sirius...

Sirius Black
You are Sirius Black! The dead sexy ex-convict. You
like long walks on the beach and possibly hate
Snape with a passion^^ Go you!

Which of the marauders are you?
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XD He is my love muffin. Oooh, Sirius, how I would LOVE to molest you... **locks him in her closet for later on** =3

JamesPotter
You are James Potter,father of the boy who lived.
You are kind and would do anything for your
friends and most likely your friends would do
anything for you

Which of the marauders are you?
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Might as well put him up here, since that picture of him is the best James Potter pic I've ever seen. **Drool**


which nova next exit guy are you?

EDDIE! EDDIE! **Hug** I love you, Eddie! **Stores him in her closet with Sirius and Remus** This one I actually got by answering truthfully...

And now, just for the sake of having their gorgeous faces grace my journal...


which nova next exit guy are you?

Oh, Crive, I love you and your awesome, smooth shaved legs. XD I shall now get Cahm so you can molest him in my closet. Or you can molest Four. Whichever you're in the mood for. >=)


which nova next exit guy are you?


which nova next exit guy are you?

Silly, adorable Four and crazy, yet loyal Cahm wrap up my NNE mini-display of obsession.

<.< >.> Someone just called my story "schmoompy". I'm assuming that's...good?

I shall be back in...two shakes of a stick.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

08:27 p.m.


I LOVE Gackt-sama!

The hidden implications in "Vanilla" are just so completely, utterly delicious. That is my new favorite, favorite J-rock song. I'm such a perv... XD Kimi wa boku no bannin da! **Collapses into giggles**

Thursday, July 10, 2003

03:35 a.m.


stupid veggies!
Those carrots get you every time, don't they? but
who is the real traitor here, the carrot, or
it's holder: PIPPIN!!! DUN DUN DUUUUN!!!
...actually Pippin doesn't seem to know what's
going on. as usual. this carrot may have won
the battle, but not the war. let's see it
laugh when it's IN SAM'S STEW!!! BWAHAHAHAA!!!

Which funny paused moment in the FotR or TTT are you?
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I knew I'd get Pippin. We're meant to be together.

Oh crap, Sprite on printer. Sorry, Mona. (Pippin distracted me.)

Tuesday, July 8, 2003

12:28 p.m.


Well, I'll be going to my uncle's party pretty soon...I don't think we're going to be there for very long, so I should be able to come back and blog more if I want to.

Now allow me to bitch about my story. AHHH! Okay, I'm not that much in a slump about it. I'm talking about Outside of the Box. Ken...will not be doing what Lani did at the end of What Happened To Lani Garver. No, I will NOT let that happen. If it's going to be actual Kenkeru, I can't. So then...what SHOULD happen? I've been going by the book so far, but pretty soon I'm going to have to come up with a different plot twist than the one the book uses, and I'm not sure what it will be. I know how it's going to end. I just don't know how to get there. At least I know how the next chapter is going to happen.

As for Nihilistic...I just may be at even more of a loss with that fic than with Outside. The weird thing is it will be even easier to work with this fic, even though it's less planned out. I will figure something out, I know it. I just need to get the idea or inspiration and then work with it until something fits.

I'm not currently working on anything else, though I'd like to work on Torn Satin...though that will be put aside until Nihilistic and Outside are done, since it's also multi-chaptered, and I don't quite know what I want to do with it. As for the humor/fluff fic (I've been writing too much angst lately - it's getting to my spirit), that'll also have to be put on hold for the meantime. Don't think I'm idle, though. I am working on this. I'm also toying with the idea of writing a Rae challenge. I haven't gone to check to see if there's a new one lately - something tells me the hitchhiker fic wouldn't be too easy for me. I'd like to wait for the next one and see if inspiration hits upon reading it.

My dad is pouring ice into something in the kitchen and it's loud and distracting. I want to go over and begin to eat all of the ice up. (Did I ever mention my obsession with eating ice before?)

Rae has a new challenge up. It's a pairing challenge. You have to take the pairing you hate/never write and write down the characteristics of the characters that make you think they are totally wrong for each other, then write a fic where they are in a relationship, and somehow make it work out. Sounds hard. What pairing do I not like/never write? Uhh...a lot of the het pairings, but I'm not writing one of those. It's hard for me to write anything with Jyou if it isn't Jyoushirou...WAIT! I know the perfect one! Jyouto. Some people just love that pairing and I really can't see what's so appealing about it. I mean, Jyou would drive Yama crazy because of his paranoia and whining and such, while Yama would drive Jyou up the wall with his sarcasm and high-maintenance-ness. (Did any of that make sense? Bottom line: I don't do Jyouto/Yamajyou.) Could I do it? Should I even try? Sounds like it would be really hard. Should I even take on another story at this point? Maybe I should just leave this idea on the shelf for later inspection.

Gotta go, Reep's yelling and Mom's home so we're gonna leave soon.

Friday, June 27, 2003

05:15 p.m.



What NERV Child Are You?

I like Rei. I love Shinji. I'm glad I'm not like Shinji, though. I don't know if it's bad that I'm like Rei. I don't write in this thing much, do I? I don't know why I don't. I don't feel like it, oftentimes. It's gotten so dark already...how did it get this late? It's 9:03 P.M. already? I feel like I just got up a while ago. Are my parents back from grocery shopping? No, they aren't...but it's been hours. The house is creepy tonight. **Shudder**

Thursday, June 26, 2003

09:00 p.m.


Must remember....answers to the Cliffhanger game at Neopets: http://www.angelfire.com/me4/ravenclaw9000/CliffhangerAnswers.txt

Monday, June 23, 2003

03:36 p.m.



take the "How Angsty Are You Quiz" @ undead friday.

Utterly amusing. Hit it dead on, it did. Am not at home. Am at uncle's house. Have not been home in a few days. Want to be home. Now.

Saturday, June 21, 2003

09:04 p.m.


Because I am completely bored tonight...

The haxor handles (refer to two entries ago) of random bishounen:

Sasuke - Speed Vandal

Naruto - Co0l Dream (actually, he'd give me a pretty warm dream...)

Arashi - L3et Vampyr (I LOVE that one...)

Daisuke - Speed Pl@gu3 (that one, too...so fitting for him)

Ken - Trigg3r Nightshade (Nightshade...Trigger Nightshade...shaken, not stirred)

Takeru - Binary Bull3t (Bite the bullet, TK! Errrr...)

Hikari - Crash Heretic (Not a bishounen...more like bishoujo...but damn is it funny to think of Kari being a heretic.)

Kai - H0t Maniac (Well, he is hot, and he is a maniac, so...)

Rei - Leet Lunix Dre@m (Sounds like lucid dream...which is what I'd want if I were dreaming of Rei.)

Max - Secret Dem0n (VERY interesting...implying that Max has a secret dark side...I like, I like very much)

Takao - Absolute Le@ther (...I will never look at him the same ever again...oh, my poor brain...)

And so my brain will not suffer unwanted mental images:

Tyson - S3rial Nightmare (That's more like it...I'm so mean to this boy.)

Yamato - P@le Pre@ch3r (HAHAHAHA. They got the pale part right...but preacher?! NAH!)

Tai - Cordless McLunix (I was not aware you could plug Tai in. Agh, more mental images...)

Yes, wasn't that interesting? It's made me bored again. Blah. Oh well.

Thursday, June 19, 2003

12:37 a.m.

gold dust woman
Is it just me or is Ren's cold, don't-give-a-damn attitude utterly sexy? If I knew the guy in real life, he'd probably drive me insane, but since I can drool over him without actually having to suffer through meeting him, I just love him. Isn't that odd?

Chris wants me to give him and the others their own blog. Should I? He says they want a deadjournal. Hmm...I don't know if that's a good idea. I'll have to think about it. (Figures that they'd want a deadjournal instead of any other type of journal/blog out there.)

I got new manga...

Digimon - They have Digimon manga. And the characters all look so CUTE! I'm glad Tokyopop got them. It's even more edited than the anime, so I won't be seeing any naked Tai or Matt (**Pout**), but I still love it. They make the DDs make the oddest sounds.

Paradise Kiss - **Instant love** Arashi! Miwako! Isabella! George...eh...yeah. I love Arashi x Miwako. But poor Hiro...loving Miwako. And Miwako, loving both Arashi and Hiro. And Arashi, loving both Miwako and Hiro - (WHAT?!) Okay, so Arashi is supposed to hate Hiro...maybe he's just confused about his feelings for him. Lol, Caroline. I'm going to start calling her Caroline. Because...I can. George scares me. I don't know, he just does. Don't you dare violate Caroline, George! Isabella is such a cool transvestite.

I want it to be my birthday already.

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

06:18 p.m.


The haxor handle of Nine is "Skeleton One".
What's yours? Enter your name:

That is so amusing. "Skeleton One", really. Like I don't worry about my weight and thin-ness and not-eating enough as it is.


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

Oh, God, Sasuke is so hot. *.* I shall drool forever now. How did I know I was gonna get him? **hugs the picture to her chest**

On another note, I have recently conquered my fear of big rollercoasters. Yay! I can now go to theme parks and actually have fun!

On yet another note, my hair is green. Yes, green. What? I like green hair.

Oh yeah! I bought the first volume of the FAKE manga! The guys aren't pretty boys (just how I like 'em), but it was still very fun to read (they kiss a lot, don't they?). I absolutely adore Bikky. He is my favorite character. He pisses Lee off, and even Ryo sometimes. I like Lee, too.

Sunday, June 8, 2003

07:30 p.m.

Oversoul!
Yesterday I went on a Ren-loving-spree and drooled over Oversoul and various other Ren pics. And I've only actually ever seen him once, in the very end of one of the Shaman King chapters in a Shounen Jump I believe I own (or it could have been somebody else's.) I don't know why the little guy's so appealing to me. He's just so cute. Well, judging by the pics I saw yesterday, I think I'd have to change that to "hot".

Uh, yeah, anyways, I want to write something new. A fresh new fic, multi-chaptered, start all over, not have to worry about the ones I've started and never worked on. Should I take up Rae's new challenge? No, I want to write something different. Something I haven't tried before. But what? I'd like to write another Takori. I've only written one pure Takori. People liked that enough. I don't want it to be overdone, either. Something original. Think, Niney, think! I'd like to write a humor/romance about troublesome love and freaky relationships that only the DDs could get themselves into. I'll have to free-write later and see what I come up with.

Should I do series commentary now? Hmm...haven't really watched much lately. Since school is over I don't watch Beyblade every morning. Anyways, the series started over again at the first episode...so does that mean I've watched the whole series already? I'm confused. I haven't bought any anime lately, either. I am watching Evangelion, and have the rest of the series in my posession for me to completely watch whenever I find the time and patience to do so. I'll get around to that later.

In another window, I am busy re-reading one of Dragonflie's many wonderful fics (Last Day) to cheer myself up! Why do I need cheering up, you ask? Mona and Isaac are busy being a happy couple at the movies and dear Frankie is working. I feel so alone. Well, not really. I am in a somewhat good mood anyways. I should try this "having a crush on someone who likes you back" thing more often. It's quite fun. XD

On another note, my summer vacation shall get a lot more interesting this coming week. I am going to San Antonio and the Island (South Padre Island) for a few days. Yay! Sun and waves and...heat...and salt...oh it'll still be a lot of fun. I'll be with Mona at the Island. That ought to be...interesting. Schlitterbahn! **Happy odd dance**

~Nine

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Saturday, May 31, 2003

06:51 p.m.

More Bloggy!
I have not blogged in a while and so I will tonight. Even though I am oh so tired. X.x' Let's see...

Neon Genesis Evangelion - I am nearly halfway through NGE and I am loving it. Shinji is now my sweet Baboo. Oh, Shinji-kun, can I marry you?! *Squee!* =^-^= I can't wait for the Kaworu episode. He and Shinji are meant to be. I never was able to really get into ReiShinji or AsukaShinji. I guess it's because Shinji acts like such a girl. I can't picture him with anyone but Kaworu. Sometimes Rei looks like Kaworu, though.

Beyblade (Nelvana) - I am now a follower of GianOli! THEY LOOK SO FRIGGIN' CUTE TOGETHER! They just have this way of looking at each other like they're the only two people in the world. It's oh-so-romantic. KaiJohnny is FUNNY! Johnny reaaally got under Kai's skin, ne? ^-~ Maybe Enrique and Oliver can double-date with Kai and Johnny. LOL! No, Oliver-chan should not have to endure that torture. Hmm...I wonder if Oliver ever shuts that museum thing to the general public and locks him and Enrique in there for a day. O.O' *Daydream* Oooo...

I was thinking today...don't Haku and Akira remind you of each other? Maybe it's the shoulder-length green hair thing. I don't know. I haven't actually seen Akira (Touya) in the HikaGo anime or manga. I'd like to, though. He looks so cute. I saw Spirited Away and got jealous of Chihiro, though, since Haku's so adorable. Shoulder-length green hair is so attractive to me. =P

OH YEAH! I saw Matrix: Reloaded today! It was so awesome. TrinityNeo rocks my world. XD Oh, gosh, that whole part with the dancing and the music and Trinity and Neo in bed...SO awesome. My favorite in the whole movie. (Probably because I have a crush on both Trinity and Neo.) Hehehe...the third movie comes out in November. Can't wait. Trinity is the freaking coolest woman in the whole world. She's beautiful even when her hair is messy and her clothes are dirty. I wanna be like Trinity. *Victory pose a-la Takao*

Naruto - I read the chapter in Naruto where Naruto and Sasuke kiss (Sasuke's first appearance...I think it was like the second chapter ever). SASUNARU! EEEEIIII! *Squee!* Sasuke is so pretty...how can he stand to be so perfect? When I first saw Naruto, I thought he was a little ugly...but now I seem to have developed a sort of affection for the boy. It's funny how that happens. Same thing happened with Kyoujyu from Beyblade. Naru-kun and Kyo-sama, forgive me! x.x I just love Naru's little kitty whiskers. Naru, Kai, and Rei are the bishie nekos.

I miss my koi and the puppy-kun and the kitty-chan. Where is everybody? I thought they would be back from the Band trip by now. I feel so lonely. =< *Sniffle* I wonder if *he* misses me, too? *Daydream* Let's see, if he were an anime boi, who would he be? I think puppy-kun has already taken Shinji (even though Koi and Puppy-kun are almost exactly alike sometimes and Koi reminds me of Shinji a lot), but I guess Koi could also be Ken. He's got that angsty-pretty-boy vibe going on. Is that why I fell in love with Ken that time? Is that just the type of guy I go for? *Ponders this*

Random thought for today: Wouldn't Kai look absolutely delicious in Neo's black trenchcoat and black leather outfit? Especially with Rei in Trinity's black leather by his side... *Mrrow!*

Well, I am quite tired, and I think I shall go to bed now. *Yawns like a cat* I hope I don't have nightmares again tonight.

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Saturday, May 24, 2003

10:32 p.m.


Oh gosh, I actually wrote something Digimon. Now, if only I could find the inspiration I need to finish OTB and Nihilistic.

THE COUPLING QUIZ

Favourite: At the moment, I believe it’s Kai x Rei

Favourite canon: Yukino x Arima (the only one I could think of)

Most hated: Sorato, Mimato, simply because I firmly believe Yamato is totally gay, and definitely Omi x Ouka (GRR, OMI IS NAGI’S, DAMNIT!)

Funniest: Sasuke x Naruto, Kenori (yes, you read right)

Sweetest: Takao x Kyojyu, Daiken, Chihiro x Haku, Kiki x Rei or Rai x Rei or even Kiki x Rai

Weirdest: Nagi x Farfarello, though that doesn’t stop me from loving that coupling XD

Most tragic: Shinji x Kaworu (Please, just tell me why it had to end like that ;_;) and Sakura x Tomoyo (unrequited love is so sad...)

Coupling you love that no one else can see: Kenori (occasionally)

Coupling everyone else loves that you can't see: I don’t know...can’t think of any right now...Yugi x Yami? (Sorry, I just never thought much of it.)

Coupling you swear is there although it's not really canon: Touya x Yukito!!! Omi x Ken, Shinji x Kaworu, Takao x Kyoujyu or Max, Jounouchi x Yugi

C. that's not gotten together in the series yet but you hope it will eventually: Rath x Rune, Rath x Thatz, or Rune x Thatz (don’t think it’ll happen, though)

C. that is canon and you don't know where the hell that came from: Unquestionably Sorato...

C. that makes you cry: Shinji x Kaworu

C. that makes you smile: Rei x Kai always makes me smile...

C. you would love to kick the author of for not making it official: Any couple you can make with Rath, Thatz, and Rune (or maybe it is official but I just don’t know it), Taito, and...is Touya x Yukito official? It isn’t really, right?

C. you started out hating and ended up loving: Believe it or not, Takao x Kyojyu **ducks in case of flying objects flung at her**

C. you started out loving and ended up hating: ...do I even have one of these? I don’t think so...

C. you want to like but can't: Okay, I know Shinji x Asuka and Shinji x Rei are hinted at a lot, but I just cannot bring myself to support these couples...out of respect for Kaworu, I guess?

C. that you know is wrong but still like: Nagi x Farfarello? (There is the age difference and the sadomasochism that always comes along with that coupling...)

C. you would kill for a fanfic about: Another David x Christopher! (Yeah, I know it’s not anime...but this is MY survey, damnit!)

Scariest c. you ever read fanfiction about: I think I once read a Human/Digimon Partner lemon. I don’t quite remember. I know I should open my mind to those kinds of relationships but...reading fanfics about some just make me shudder. -_-’

C. that makes you want to scream and pull your hair out: Omi x Ouka!!!

C. you would love to FORBID: I would gladly rewrite Weiss Kreuz so that Ouka never existed, just so she’d never get to kiss Omi (her COUSIN, by the way)

C. that brings out the worst pervert in you: **Twisted grin** Only one? Taito is probably first and foremost...

C. where you would most like to swap with one of the partners: Rei x Kai! I wanna kiss Rei and have cool blue hair!

C. you like although you hate one or both partners: ...

C. you like although it's not pretty to look at: Can’t think of any

C. that started your coupling obsession: I believe it was Mamoru x Usagi because that was the first anime I ever got into, and that was the first couple I ever liked...and my yaoi obsession started with Taito, I’m fairly sure...

Well, there's another survey thing I've taken...I get bored easily, don't I? And it took so long to complete, too...I don't have much to say for today. I can't find this certain Jou x Yugi fic. I don't even know what I want it for. I just want to reread this little part. Eh, I don't think I'll find it.

Here's hoping I'll get hit by the inspiration-fairy sometime soon. I shall be going off now...

~Nine

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Tuesday, May 6, 2003

07:44 p.m.

My internet is alive again!
Finally have this stupid computer working again. Yay! On another note, I seem to have lost my best friend. Damn it all, can't something go RIGHT for once? Seriously. -_-' Well, not really lost, since she still talks to me (though carefully, as if I might bite her head off any second).

Anyways, I've bought the first two DVDs of Beyblade and I'm so in love with this anime series. Rei! Kai! Max! Kyojyu! Takao! **heartheartlovelove** Hehe, there are SO many Takao/Kyojyu (Tyson/Kenny) hints in the first episodes. I love the Nelvana dub. It's the only version I've watched, of course. They make Rei so cute! I love his voice, and his pretty eyes and hair. I introduced Beyblade to Monique and she likes it! She seems to have a thing for Max and Takao/Kyojyu. Yay, a fellow Beyblade-yaoi-shipper that I can actually talk to in real life. Lol, "Where are his eyes?" "I dunno, they never show them. I bet they're blue." XD Kyojyu just HAS to have blue eyes. I mean, he has red hair. Monique thinks they're green underneath all that hair on his face. Beyblade is replacing my love for Digimon! The world is coming to an end! I NEVER thought another anime would replace Digimon. I wrote a two-part fluff story concerning the White Tigers, the Bladebreakers, and hotel rooms. XD

I need to start writing the next chapter for Nihilistic! I have such a cool scene written in my mind, but I don't know how to get to it! -_-' Don't you hate it when that happens? It's like having an awesome beginning but not knowing how to write the middle.

I think Outside the Box will be set aside for a while. I'm not getting any ideas for that fic at all. I need to read WHTLG again so I can fall back in love with Lani Garver. I also think I'm falling out of love with Ken. Geez, I like to switch bishounen-crushes often, don't I? I think I'm crushing on Rei now. I love thinking about him and Kai...well, you know. ANYWAYS. Yeah, I need to write another cute one-shot for Beyblade! Must find inspiration! Maybe I can rewatch the first eleven episodes on my DVDs and overanalyze a scene with shounen-ai hinting. I don't know.

Today's Beyblade episode was so funny! I thought I'd seen them all (up until that entire week or so when I couldn't see them), but I'd never seen this one. They were at some type of little tournament thing in America and they were beyblading against...THE MAYOR?! And a bunch of movie stars? Geez, EVERYONE loves to beyblade, don't they? X.x' Emily is so mean to Max. Hmph. I don't like her today. Even though she has my hairstyle. (Mine is short and kinda flips up at the ends like Emily's and Sora's, only my hair isn't orangey-red like theirs.) AGH! I just realized Emily and Sora look like, just that Sora doesn't have an evil-bitch look on her face and she doesn't wear glasses! **Shudder** That's just too weird for me, thank you.

Just read another of Sunfreak's fics. I'm addicted to those so badly. My favorite author of all time, hands down. And I've never even heard of or seen half of the series she writes for. I wonder if I sound like a stalker when I review her. O.o'

Just now finished taking a quiz my friend made. Apparently it's about that game Eternal Darkness and I'm the alignment Ulayoth. (Whaaaat?) I have no idea what it's talking about, but oh well. Now I'm in the test-taking mood. Let's see...what quizzes can I take? Why is there no Beyblade selector at selectsmart.com?! I'll take the Dragon Knight selector then. Whoa. I got Rune? X.x' He's the most flaming character in the whole manga! He crossdresses the most out of all of them! He even dressed as a princess to make a ghost prince fall in love with him. (That was interesting.)

LOL @ this Kai/Rei fic I just read. Kai trying to cut Rei's hair. Too funny. Uh, yeah, I have to go take a shower in a while. **Pout** KEVIN'S JAPANESE SUB NAME IS KIKI?! LMFAO!! Kiki! That's TOO cute! I love him ten times more now! Li is Rai and Mariah is Mao. I gotta remember that. Kiki...lol. I JUST GOT MARIAH ON A QUIZ THING! I am not Mariah. I refuse to be Mariah. I may have a crush on Rei, too, but I'm not her. The next choices were Max and Rei. How did I know I was gonna get Max? Really, he's just like Takeru. Okay, on this one I got Kai. Even less like me than Mariah. I do love Kai, though. Anyways, I'd better end this rambling entry here before I get kicked off the internet by my mom or little brother.

~ Nine

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Thursday, May 1, 2003

08:11 p.m.

Concerning Max and Swimming Trunks...
I think Kai/Max has become one of my liked couples from Beyblade. I was watching an episode the other day when I saw the unthinkable - Kai smiled! Max was very nervous about a battle he was just going to partake in and his teammates were trying to encourage him, and then Max made this little speech about how great he was going to be and he marched off to battle, and then it showed Kai shutting his eyes and smiling to himself. That is the only smile I’ve ever seen Kai give, I think. And it was for Max! Cuuute! So, yeah, now I think they’d be great as a couple, even though the Takao/Max evidence is overwhelming throughout the whole series (I’ve watched nearly thirty episodes, and I think they probably have at least one moment in each episode or something...). Anyways, I got this magazine, Newtype USA, and in it is the picture of Max stripping that I talked about before in some odd author’s note! Well, he’s not really stripping, but he is pulling the straps of his overalls down his shoulders and arms and grinning widely. Oh, and in today’s episode, I got to see Max wearing nothing but his swimming trunks. *-* He has pretty legs.

I want to see Spirited Away this Sunday! It’s coming out in theatres this Friday (we get everything really late here where I live), but I’m going to have to get up super early on Saturday, so I think I’ll go on Sunday when there won’t be too many people and I’ll be able to have more time. Well, that is if my mom says we can go. She said “Maybe.”

I’m actually going to be busy. Wow. Nothing ever happens in my life. Anyways, tomorrow, I get to skip three classes in school, and on Saturday I have to go to a U.I.L. meet. It’s the district meet, so it’ll be the last one. **Pout** I don’t want it to be the last one. Oh well. Next Tuesday, I get to get out of my first three classes (well, two and a half), and then that Saturday (not this one, but the next one), I have to go compete for Choir. Gah, so much! Oh well, I get to skip classes, so it’s all good.

Well, I have nothing else to write, so I'm going to stop writing now.

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Thursday, March 27, 2003

07:22 p.m.

Survey!

Decided to add something to this pathetic excuse for an online diary. Hmm...here's an anime survey I filled out.

First Anime: Sailor Moon

How did you get introduced into the world of Anime?: My friend Ashley introduced me to Sailor Moon when I was in the sixth grade. (So about...1998?) After that, I decided to “research” the type of animation it was, since it had gotten me so interested.

Favorites

Series (top 3):

1. Digimon 01 & 02 (my obsession and my love, all-time favorite)

2. Beyblade (my currently-acquired obsession, really getting into it)

3. Weiss Kreuz (only anime I’ve watched the entire series for, loved it)

Manga: Cardcaptor Sakura, Dragon Knights

Genre (drama, action, ect): I’ve been leaning towards shonen and romance animes lately...

Movie: End of Evangelion was the best...Shinji is at his cutest when suicidal. I loved Princess Mononoke and X, too. (My mom loved X...she thought Fuuma’s dubbing was the worst, and she keeps imitating it...)

Seiyuu: I can’t recall their names, but the Weiss boys' and Nagi’s voice actor ruled. (Weiss Kreuz)

Scene from an anime: Ah, but there were so many...the scene where Daisuke and Willis (Wallace?) are walking through the woods and talking (Digimon: The Movie), the entire scene where Ken realizes his mistakes and stops being the Kaiser (Digimon 02), the scene where Arima leaps through a window to chase down Yukino (Kare Kano), any scenes with Max and Takao being cute with each other (which happens a lot, Beyblade), just any scene with Max in it (Beyblade, and yes I am obsessed with him right now), the scene where Omi is holding Ken’s head on his lap and blushing (Weiss Kreuz).

Quote from an anime: “But what if you get, like, dead or something?” - Takeru (Digimon 01)

Time to watch Anime: Whenever I’m in the mood to watch it.

Anime Website: Er...haven’t really been to any...I’ve been reading all of Sunfreak’s fics on ff.net.

Fanfiction: All of Sunfreak’s fanfics on www.fanfiction.net

Anime item you own: I don’t own any...besides my manga. I have Cardcaptor Sakura, Dragon Knights, and Fushugi Yuugi.

Anime items you collect: I don't collect anything other than manga.

Characters

Favorite Female: Sora Takenouchi (Digimon 01 & 02)

Favorite Male: Daisuke Motomiya (Digimon 02)

Favorite Villain: Digimon Kaiser (Digimon 02)

Favorite Animal: Peropero (Kare Kano), because he’s so freaking adorable, and Menchi (Excel Saga)

Most beautiful female: Don’t know her name...the girl with the long, white hair in the movie X.

Most beautiful male: Yamato Ishida (Digimon 02), Max Mizuhara (Beyblade), Rei (Beyblade), Ken Ichijouji (Digimon 02)

Cutest female: Rei Hino (Sailor Moon), Chii (Chobits)

Cutest male: Kai (Beyblade), Naota (FLCL), Asaba (Kare Kano)

Most Annoying voice: Kero from the dub of Cardcaptor Sakura: The Movie

Most wicked: That evil lady from the movie X (she’s so scary)

Most Ecchi: Naota’s father (FLCL)

Smartest: Koushirou Izumi (Digimon 01 & 02), Kyojyu (Beyblade)

Interesting: Kazuma (Kare Kano), Kyou (Fruits Basket), Rei (Beyblade)

Most Psychotic: Digimon Kaiser (Digimon 01 & 02), Asuka (End of Evangelion), Farfarello (Weiss Kreuz)

Best dresser: Kazuma (Kare Kano) (Geez...have you seen his spiked dog collar?!)

Worst dresser: Omi (Weiss Kreuz, and don’t hurt me, it’s kind of an inside joke)

The one you wish would die: Ouka (Weiss Kreuz - oh, wait, she did!)

Most likely to chop off his/her finger: Takao (Beyblade), Daisuke (Digimon 02)

Most likely to get hit by a train: Mimi Tachikawa (Digimon 01 & 02)

Most likely to drown in a toilet: Kero-chan (Cardcaptor Sakura)

Character (or person) you'd most like to be: Max Mizuhara (he’s cute, he’s funny, and he’s always happy)

Series

Funniest: Digimon has funny jokes sometimes...and Beyblade is somehow both serious and super-funny (when Takao and Max are around), but, boy, did me and my mom laugh all through Weiss Kreuz (though it was for all the wrong reasons.)

Cutest: Beyblade (though that could just be because the boys are so darn cute), Cardcaptor Sakura (though I’ve only read the manga)

Most Dramatic: Oddly enough, Digimon and Beyblade are the two that have moved me to want to cry sometimes (right now they’re showing on TV the episodes in Beyblade where Rei loses his bit-beast...so sad x.x’)

Most violent: Probably the Tekken movie, since I don’t really watch violent anime...though I’ve been wanting to see Samurai X.

Most Boring: I suppose Kare Kano, because I’ve only watched the first fifteen or so episodes, and they're kinda slow-moving.

Misc

Dubs or Subs: Depends, though sometimes I have to watch the dubs, since they only show it on TV and don’t have the DVDs in the stores around here... (Cough, Beyblade and Digimon, cough)

Are you for or against anime shown on US TV?: Oh, definitely for. O.o’

Shonen or Shoujo?: Leaning more towards Shonen.

Clubs you are in: None

Rent or buy: Buy

Do you have a web site?: Hmm...no.

Plan on cosplaying as an anime character for Halloween?: Nope.

Hentai, good or bad: It depends

Yaoi, good or bad?: Oh, gosh, GOOD!!!! (I’m obsessed with it.)

Yuri, good or bad?: Not nearly as into it as I am with yaoi, but it’s good.

Who is the biggest anime freak you know?: The people who go to those anime-con things and cosplay. (And if you are one of those people, I so totally admire you.)

Your thoughts on Pokemon: Marry Ash, Gary! Hurry, he’s getting away! X.X’ Uh, yeah, I like it.

Your thoughts on Sailor Moon: Used to be obsessed, so I still have a soft spot for it in my heart, though I don’t like the new series (S, Super S, Pegasus Collection, and such)

Now that THAT's over with, I can ramble. Geez, ff.net just HAS to be down now. Hmph. I just saw the movie Floating last night, and Norman Reedus has stolen my heart. O.o' How can someone be so hot? (BTW, if you've seen the movie and don't know which character was played by Norman Reedus, he was Van, the main character.) If you haven't seen the movie Floating, go out and rent it as soon as you can!

Geez, before I visited certain blogs, I'd never thought of Takao and Kyojyu as a couple before. Now, I'm thinking about it, and I can't help but giggle. I'm still in love with the idea of TakaoxMax, though. All that evidence on the show...how can you not think of them together? Hmph, I missed today's episode of Beyblade this morning. Not fair, I wanted to see it. **Pout**

Today, I read this awesome fic. It was so funny and long and happy, it totally lifted my mood as I read it. It's called Atlas: Mugged, by Dragonflie. Go to http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1171489 and read it. It's Digimon, and it's Kensuke, and it's the coolest.

Yesssss, Sunfreak's posted more stories and the second chapter to Tomorrow in Australia. **Little happy dance**

Geez, have I been on a fluff high or what? O.o' It's better than down on angst, though. Well, that depends on what mood I'm in at the time.

Yes, I am addicted to fanfiction. I'm perfectly aware of it and embrace it. **Gasp** Sunfreak dedicated a fic to me. **Blushes and keels over**

Hey, Katie! (If you're reading this. O.o') **Hugs you tightly and doesn't let go** See, I wrote in it. Bwahaha.

Okay, I think I've made my entry as long as I can. I guess I'm making up for all the time I've wasted thinking of what to do with this thing. Geez, I need a layout. Can someone make me a layout? -_-' I'm going to go now.

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Friday, March 7, 2003

11:46 p.m.

Boring...
I'm at school right now. The stupid computer isn't letting me get into fanfiction.net, go figure. Everything is blocked on this computer...I got a letter from Jaime. Yay! Got it today from Isaac and Monique when they passed me in the hallway. I just ate lunch. Hot dog...yum. I so wish I had my music right now...well, I'm just adding an entry since this thing is empty. I need to work on my story...bleh. Maybe I'll write something when I get home? (Yeah, riiiight.) I'll think about ideas. No, really, I will.

Monday, February 10, 2003

01:14 p.m.

I am: Nine

I crave: Digimon 01 & 02, Beyblade, Naruto, Shaman King, Harry Potter, Paradise Kiss

I love: Daisuke, Ken, Taichi, Yamato, Takeru (Digimon), Rei, Kai, Kiki (Beyblade), Naruto, Sasuke, Kakashi (Naruto), Yoh, Ren, Horo (SK), Remus, Sirius (HP), Arashi, Hiro, Miwako (PK), Crive, Eddie, Cahm, Four (NNE)

I want: Taito, Daiken, Daikeru, Yamasuke, ReiKai, TakaMax, TakaProp, NaruSasu, Hororen, Yohren, RemySiri, ArashiHiroMiwa, CriveCahm, CriveFour, EddieToby

Welcome to my harem...

FRIENDS:

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