update time! ahahz
lolz.... i failed pullups... AGAIN! cant seem to do it in the test.. but practice no problem... sux lol... letzee.. wats been happening... oh... our hockey juniors sadly lost in their semis... :'( there goes 6 consecutive years of C div titles.. ah well, good playing juniors... u all did ur best :)
blahblah, oh! i got a new comp! itz supposed to be soooo much better.. but frankly i dun see the difference... according to my dad, the graphics card is supposed to be chao good... den again... how good must a graphics card be to chat online? gotta find some game to play....
English fest was last thursdae.. pretty alrite... cept for that urn thing... it WAS a darn good show actually. dam funny!!! guankoon and his "30 - 70" theory. "If there was a class having a free period, den there will be 30 other ppl in the library and theres a 30% chance they broke it!!" dam good. Den outta nowhere, some1 saed there were ACS ppl there... pro sia :P Watched godfather... spent half the time sleeping, 1 quarter of the time listening to bernard's narration, 1/8th of the time suanning sec 1s and 2s and the last 1/8th reading my spousies handphone... such a wonderful way to spend 3 hours :)
Singapore.Idol.Is.Dam.Funny. but i think the editor is dam mean lor... purposely point out the banana man.. i mean, he already doesnt want his identity revealed... even to the extent that when ken lim saed "take off the mask or get out" and he GOT OUT. Den they go and happily announce his FULL name..... singaporeans lah... >< Yesterdaes episode was sooooo touching siaz... can see the HUGE difference in attitude between the handicapped and the "buay song" one.... "I really CAN sing VERY well!", these ppl can go and disappear... Dick Lee is dam funny, but singapore dun haf a moderator, some1 to control the gunfire... end up all the judges firing bullets.
On a totally irrelavent note, according to allison... Our moot parliament team was like a blind cockroach running around with no aim... lolz :P
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Thursday, August 12, 2004 at 03:05 p.m.Random Nicks
lolz, just some random nicks from ppl on my contact list :)
WHO GOT HIS PERIOD? - Jia Hua
Hu wants to get his/her period? -HeeX
||noX|| Abigail chay's no 1 fan -Alvin Yong
Hotmail exploded---> Reach me at jonpohsz.yahoo.com - Pok
i am pretty. //the black,red and gold]-Terence
BEWARE! Dihydrogen Monoxide! Major component of acid rain,
and linked to all cases of ocean pollution - Samuel
The sweet
When I'm all alone w the stars above... -Guankoon
[~*ben*~]|| going under,drowning in u|-Zheng
1 dae u'll ask, "which is more impt, ur life or mine?" i wud ans "my life", u wud walk away sadly w/o even knowing ur my life - Yujie
max - Max (duh)
kY - Kaiyang
Why? - Woo han
sly - Shaun liu
<> - Hong Quan
[.] - Darel
And.... The totally un-understandable (?)(standable?)(incomprehensible?)
[Fade] My tambus had mumued a pig - Eugene Ong
hello milo - Jordan
mitzz. fma 43 on l33t raws - Tiong
On a totally irrelavent note, TNS gathering is 17th-19th Nov at the same place as last year... whee, now u all noe wich daes to keep free! :)
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Tuesday, August 3, 2004 at 07:37 p.m.5 1/2 months.over.irony.deja vu?
Ri open house todae! lolz, sooo fun! me, gen, paniel, bong, zheng and darrell were playing soccer like siao lor... it was like,reach there at 2, set up station by 2:30, play soccer till 3:15 when the p6es arrived, spent 15 mins on the p6s and played soccer for 1 1/2 hours! we rawk man lolz! was going around suanning other ppl by going "What did u do for open house? U noe what i did, i played SOCCER!"lolz! so fun!
Isnt it ironical how happy the paragraph above sounded? When in actual fact my whole life has pretty much reached the bottom. Is it ironical to say that the happier i appear, the sadder i actually am? Life's just one big joke, im just one that has no emotions, just the happy facade that's kept up. Kinda like a medieval jester, always cheerful, entertaining, never upset. The mask that's been on my face so long it has permenantly wrapped around my heart. No one knows how much I'm going thru, no one seems to take my sadness seriously, after all, im just as cheerful as i was rite? Poking fun at people, getting poked fun at, isnt it all the same? Isnt it all as it was before? "Isnt Kevin just going thru one of his crappy moods which will turn with a snap of the fingers". How true.How ironical. Whats the point of acting sad? Why burden others with your troubles? As if they dun have enough to go thru already. Laughter is the best medicine, so just joke. Forget everything. Laugh and the whole world laughs with you rite? Cry and you cry alone. Isnt that how it always will be?
People that I love have stepped out of my life suddenly. The haven that i seeked solace in has turned into another place of sadness. Yet, no one knows what has happened to me, no one would ever know how depressed I am. why should people know? after all, Kevin is good at keeping his sown secrets rite? Too good. So good that no one thinks that kevin has problems. But I do! And ppl would never know.
For that special one, your the only person i ever told about my problem. You are the only one that knows the entire picture. But i guess it doesnt matter now, sorry. You'll always have that special place in my heart, no matter if you choose to take it or just leave it as it is. I miss you, and will always.
Whats the point of writing this anyway? No one ever comes to my blog... Stupid North pole, so far from civillisation, must use sleigh dogs to reach.. so cold, dun go lah. Watever, perhaps this is good too? Watever. Doesnt matter...
Perhaps one day I'll look back and laugh at this trivial entry and think about what an idiot I was. Perhaps one day I'll look back and see how these have shaped my life, whether it made me stronger, or just drove me down to a place i never recovered from. But for now, I know that the road ahead will not be easy, it never was, but itz gonna be harder.
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Saturday, July 31, 2004 at 08:04 p.m.Song lyrics...
sigh... dunno,itz amazing how a part of a song can mean so many things and fit into so many situations. They're like shapeshifters and the lyrics just seem so true even though the artist probably never thought about the situation im using it for... bleh.
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of...
On a irrelavent note, My mental capacity is too low to not pay attention in class and still achieve academic success... lolz
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Monday, July 26, 2004 at 09:20 p.m.You Gave Me Frostbite In My Heart...
ah... new layout up, this time itz designed by me, so itz not as nice as before lolz, but hey, i like it :P. Anyways, this is probably the only thing i've done rite 2dae... so basically my dae sucked, been pissed off at ppl and getting ppl pissed off at me, den everything that was planned got itself unplanned due to external influences. bleh.
You gave me frostbite in my heart
Cos you had me branded from the start
Nobody knows what I am going thru
Hey baby, why?
You gave me frostbite in my heart
Cos you tore the love we had apart
Somebody tell me now what I should do?
On a totally irrelavent note, the phone number for sportslink in Queensway is 64712363 :)
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 06:02 p.m.Is it better to ask and risk reminding or not ask at all and risk ppl thinking you dont care?
I dunno, sometimes i really have no idea how to comfort ppl. Things happen so fast to people i care about and by the time i find out, itz too late to be the first few to care about them, and then it comes to a time when you dunno whether to comfort them, and risk reminding them of the reality or just shuttup and risk that person thinking you don't care? Either way, it doesnt work out well for you.
Anyway to the person involed, i'm really sorry to hear about that and I hope you're ok.... sorry.
AH! NETS BACK!
wahooooooozzz! Nets back... wait.. itz down again... ah well, it better be up by the time im done with this... lolz
Letzee... spent yesterdae and thursdae at Queensway looking for class jerseys. Nike Dri-fit rox! hehz, itz gonna be so kewl... once the shop decides to order for us tt iz...
finally finished my SMP on tues... stayed at stupid NIE till about 8:30 with the Red Romanian! lolz... hez quite a good vetter i must sae, altho hes darn sarcastic... haiz... anyway our SMP rox man :) our report looks pwoded! whee!
Malaysia was... interesting... went to some nice places.. and met some... very very interesting guides... I just luv the charcoal kiln and the forest industry guides sia! darn funny man... :D "How long was the king cobra?" "I dunno!!! it just kept going.. and going... and going"! rox! and the charcoal guy kept going on and on about his japanese customers! so funny! Anyways, spent most of the trip sleeping on buses... the planning rox man... reached the hotel at 1:30am on one of the daes, but it was fun overall. Reached back school and played soccer against the cheena boarders, funnn! :)
On a totally irrelavent note, Abdullah Tarmugi cannot use a microphone for nutz sia.... ^^
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Saturday, July 10, 2004 at 09:41 p.m.Portugal 2 Holland 1
wahoo! not going back to sleep liao, leaving for school in like 1h time so im just gonna waste my time playing comp :) Slept at 9 yesterday lolz, woke up at 2:35 to watch the match, worth it man! chao exciting, holland were completely outclassed, all the flank attacks they couldnt stop, too slow :P dam interesting.. and Maniche's goal was fantastic, and Ronaldo rox! 1 goal 1 assist, Man U player wat *grin* hehz, whee! Portugal in the final, funfunfun
On yet another totally irrelevant note, I managed to pack everything in my school bag, whee!
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Thursday, July 1, 2004 at 04:49 a.m.waaaaah... blackout ><
stoopid blackout.... happened during smallville *sniffs* stupid indonesians and thier natural gas pipe.. lousy quality... lolz... anyway, didnt miss much.. according to poey *shrugs*
lolz... i feel so proud of myself.. i managed to piah the chi portfolio in 6 hours! 2 journals, 2 article reflection and 2 newspaper article reflections! whee! lolz.. i was doing my first jounal entry on the england trip.. wrote like 600+ words on the first 4 days, so decided to cheat and write the other 3 days as another journal lolz. Den after that i felt soooo proud of myself that i decided that my chi teacher must see the effort i put in... Of cos, i couldnt just pass up the journals so i had to piah the other 4, excellent motivation lolz... was actually doing the last newspaper article in candlelight! so fun kae, like olden days liddat :)
On a completely irrelevant note, we now think the person that smsing sam is a girl... hmmmm
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Wednesday, June 30, 2004 at 06:39 p.m.First day of school
lolz.... sorry for not updating, felt depressed once i looked at the entry below... hahaz... anywayz first day at school was sorta mixed... quite kewl, quite boring, quite scary and quite funny. Anyways, HM's assembly... booooring... lolz.. the ruggers in front of us were darn funny, it was like talk talk talk talk talk for half an hour and sleep for the other half an hour... kewl sehz. Maths lesson after that, nothing much.. den CHINESE... muaha.. so manie ppl didnt do hol hw (Shall not comment if im in the "many people") and den our teacher went thru how to do a book review with some book called "Mr Wing"... and of course, we were speculating whether his name was chicken.. :D
So it was recess, and Sam recieved an sms... dam funny lol, it read "Hi, you do not know me, but i seen you a few times and i know ur fren. Anyway, i hope we can be frens. lol, this sounds lae :)" Exact words, or quite exact. Lolz... turned out to be some guy wanting some TKGS gal... and of course we havent told him that he's smsing us... came up with some quite flirty replies lol, sadly he has not replied yet.. ah wellx.
Oh, and we had english debates, obviously we didnt prepare in the hols and had to prepare it in half hour. Luckily mrs smith was not around and we got some reasonably nice relief teacher! W00T! :D Anyway, we were up against a totally kokster team and i *tink* we won...lolz... Terence as adjudicator rox man! Quote "Since you guys have nothing to say, I also have nothing to say" (against our opposition) Whee! ROX! :)
On a totally irrelevant note, Im off to malaysia on thurs for a cohort trip! yayness!
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Monday, June 28, 2004 at 05:20 p.m.blah wateva
dun.feel.like.blogging.blah.blah.depressed.life.sux.
england rocked, wish i was still there, wish 17th june never came, for many reasons. blah wateva
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Thursday, June 17, 2004 at 09:42 p.m.Whee! 13 hours left!
hahaz... cant help blogging... 13 hours left b4 i leave for UK! wahooz! shooo fun! hehz, my mum changed 250 pounds and 250 euros for me to use! rox siaz! sooooo much man! *beeg grin* blahblahblah, nothing much to sae... will miss every1! will try to blog over there hehz ^^ BYEZ!
On a totally irrelevant note, Harry Potter is on now... blah
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Sunday, June 6, 2004 at 08:05 p.m.Whee! 13 hours left!
hahaz... cant help blogging... 13 hours left b4 i leave for UK! wahooz! shooo fun! hehz, my mum changed 250 pounds and 250 euros for me to use! rox siaz! sooooo much man! *beeg grin* blahblahblah, nothing much to sae... will miss every1! will try to blog over there hehz ^^ BYEZ!
On a totally irrelevant note, Harry Potter is on now... blah
N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Sunday, June 6, 2004 at 08:01 p.m.
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