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ah! fixed the links!
heh, the links should work fine now :) whee! results of hockey matches... won the defending champs 3-1 and flattened commonwealth 5-0! wheez! we're in the semis liaoz! unless we lost 7-0 or more to SJI wch is highly impossible considering that they lost 8 or 9-0 to the defending champs, soo.... we ROCK! ^^

hehz.... contact me for my blog password, so far only... 6 people have access to the private blog... lolz... i dun tink im gonna deny any1 hu asks.... :P

whee!

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Friday, March 5, 2004 at 07:16 p.m.

Yet another short update :)
lolz... not much time nowadays due to training, training, matches and more training... season ending soon... finals is next fridae, so 2 more wks IF we make it lolz :) letz see... matches last sat, tues and fri... won 6-0, 2-0 and drew 0-0 against ACS, Siling and Evergreen respectively... The draw was cos the coach played all the reservesas the outcome of that match didnt matter :P, so naturally, i played... lolz ^^

Sianz... supposed to haf half-day tmrw but i got a blardie freaking match that was supposed to be today... dunno which stupid school (methinks is SJI) went to change our fixtures from mon,wed,fri to tues,thurs,sat... now carn miss afternoon lessons... *SOB* plus wasting the half dae... sux sia...

Oh yar... i tink im gonna get a private blog soon.... cos i feel that there is some people reading my blog and finding out too much about me... so... gotta stop that :P Basically, for those people who visit often (i.e. the major taggers) xin rui, jenny, spousie, bernice, nutz, u guyz can contact me thru msn if u want a private username and password. For the rest, if u visit often but dont tag,just tell me and TAG more *grin* for those who visit less often, just contact me for the "guest" username and password. But dun worry, this blog would still be updated, albeit shorter and "safer" entries, so if u really wanna noe how i tink/feel/impt stuff, it would all be in my private blog, so yah :)

P.S. Nutz, i really need u to contact me and reveal who u are, im sorry as i have no way of knowing if you are actually the person im trying to deny entry... so if i haf u on my msn just tell me ok? if not just e-mail me, thanx :)

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Monday, March 1, 2004 at 08:31 p.m.

Short Update
wheez... another short update by me... not much to sae... cept 'B' Division hockey 2004 has started... won Sengkang 2-0 and Jurong West 2-0... whole team played darn badly for both matches lol... played about half the 2 games in total... not too bad for a sec 3 :P next match against ACS tmrw... we'll thwack them.. i tink lolz...

Oh btw... its the REAL REAL REAL nivek here... lolz... my blog is starting to be lyk some crazy schizophrenic's blog... hehz... and they're not ALL seals... im sure theres a sealion or 2 there... and they;'re NOT fat :P just fwuffy!! great.. now to figure out why im repeating myself... *shudder*

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Friday, February 20, 2004 at 10:12 p.m.

HaHaX
The background rocks....cute polar bears! Being a slacker, Hilary did all the work. Has no one guessed the fake Nivek yet? Blur ppl. Here's a clue...fake Nivek thinks RI slacks! Ha.

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Thursday, February 19, 2004 at 05:48 p.m.

YAY
I'm an imposter. yup. Poor nivek. He's being cheated of his feelings. And so now i shall proclaim to the world: Nibek's a moose! Tag on the board if u can guess who i am.

ChEeRs~ Nibek imposter

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Tuesday, February 17, 2004 at 04:49 p.m.

yay new layout!! done by the wonderful sister... As you can tell, i am the sister. Anyway was bored so just figured i'll try this pitas thingamajit for Nivek... yay! it works! :)

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Tuesday, February 17, 2004 at 04:53 p.m.

YAY

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Tuesday, February 17, 2004 at 04:49 p.m.

youniverse/Alvins b'dae
whee.... anoter late entry by me... sho fun! lolz... ok... so went for RGS play youniverse on saturdae nite... it was so darned pro siaz... they rock lol.... Sarah chan is darn pro... lolz... Compared to RI's play... umm... nvm.. :P

lol... allison and claire were so super noisy siaz... first allison was like "I hope they're wearing shorts", then the second she said that, the whole block turned and looked at us... lolz... den claire was whispering "LES! LES!" throughout the second part of the show.... noisy siaz :P

Anyway... went there with spiked hair... reasonably spiked at least... came back with FLATTENED har *glare allison, bernice, claire (A,B,C lol)* and YES it hurts allison... itz NOTNOTNOT fake hair... stupid allison kept pulling my hair saeing its fake... ow... *sniff* and claire and bernice kept trying to comb it down.... me poor hair...

anyway.... the play ended around 10:30.. so when i got home it was past midnight and mum wasnt too happy... lolz :P

Alvin's bdae on sun.... took mrt with my jie, xin rui and jenny all the way to choa chu kang.... soooo far... :( so anyway we slacked for 2 hours at the arcade, den some idiot went to kope allison and claire's bag... dam unlucky lorhz, considering it was rite next to them... anyway allison found her bag on some other machin.. but claire didnt.. so sad....

so went to alvins house after that... basically did nothing much cept for play cards... and play cards... and more cards with allison, claire and bernice.. whee! bridge rocks! heh! *highfive allison* we actually beat berns and claire with lousy cards... (fine.. so they screwed up a bit.. but still! :) ) hehz... den claire was complaining that the party was boring... so alvin decided to start the "water war"... and he took out..... *deep breath* ONE PLASTIC BAG! wow...lolz... and he went out to fill it with the hose... den some of us went out to see and tt idiot started spraying us.... so samuel took this bucket and filled it up in the toilet... but as he was running towards alvin, he slipped... den poured the water all over himself... dotz... lolz... see lah.. too tall liaoz.. :P anyway after that, we decided to just chiong for alvin... so we did... and managed to get the hose and sprayed him like siao :D den we sprayed the girls... and den i got sprayed... so the few of us were basically wet liaoz... so we managed to "get" more people to come down and we sprayed them... by persuation or... *er-hem* force :) and basicaly soaked about half the people at the party! so fun!

so slacked around abit after that and took a lift home from muthus dad... wheez... so fun! :)

ahahaha... another long entry... so if u guys actually read all the way up to here, THANX! :) hehez

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Thursday, February 12, 2004 at 08:22 p.m.

Whee, update!! (birthday, zhong's house, match, etc.etc)
Ahaz! finally can update my blog... for those who tink i was too lazy to update, i was NOT! (fine... a little bit...) :P

Shall start from where my last entry picked off, yea.. thanx for all ur comments guys, really means a lot to me... even tho half the people turned anonymus.. :P dunno if u guyz tagged before and just suddenly turned anonymous or nvr tagged before.. but thanx anyway :) Yea.. and im fine now.. so *bounce*

Anyway... tt week was pretty uneventful.... until sat... supposed to go to zhong's house to watch soccer/sleepover, supposed to meet at 8 at sembawang.. ended up reaching there at 9:40 lolz... cos was at east coast park... and contary to what tt stooopid taxi driver thought... SEAFOOD CENTRE AND SPARKC ARE NOTNOTNOTNOT CLOSE... "SparkC marine parade" is a lie... its more of "SparkC CHANGI" lolz... so ended up walking about... 4km... originally wanted to take mrt along with bernice cos she lives in woodlands.... lol... quite disappointing... kelly's dad gave us a lift to bedok den at aljunied bernice's mom called and saed that she'll pick her up at tampines... so... :P

Anyway ended up very late... but martin was even later... so fun... watched man U beat southampton and liverpool DRAW with everton... nice match sia... steven gerrard kept missing... power fella :D *runs away from all the liverpool fans*

Had a match on Sunday... where we lost 4-0 to Jansenites (Some darned pro team full of national players), anyway we were expecting to lose cos it was an Under-21 tourney and we sent in our Under-16 squad.. so it was ok.... got hit by the ball by some mad fella reversing... made a keeper-like save! ahahaha... this can go down in my record.... Defender that made a crucial (fine.. not TT crucial) save! whee :) anyway it really hurt so couldnt play for the rest of the match lolz... nice bdae gift... REAL nice :S

2nd feb, me BDAE!! wheez... funfun.. thanx to all those ppl hu made it special in their own ways... :) Royston, Bernice, Karmen, Jenny, Posef, Leanne, Kevin (Chan), Mich Chan, Daryl, Kevin (Keits), Ginji, Elbert, Yan min, Nutz (hueva u are...), Spousie :), Mr Tan (Organ teacher, Chua and "me" (u noe hu u are :) thanx) and all the other people hu i forgot, really sorry, but thanx anyway, and to any1 hu wishes me happy bdae after reading this :P hehz.... never had a bdae where so manie ppl bothered to remember, so fun :) Thanx all for making it so special :)

kk... ttz all for now... shall blog sometime... soon, yea... *nods self*

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Thursday, February 5, 2004 at 05:51 p.m.

Fuck u... y am i always the fucking scrapegoat?
what the hell is wrong with you guys... why do you gouys always treat me as a bloody fucking scapegoat? izzit cause i'm always there, ready to forgive all the things you guys done? Izzit because I never seem to bear grudges no matter how many times you guys do all that crap to me? What on earths the stupid reason? Cos i'm the eldese and "have to set an example"? I had enough.... I'm human, I'm still a teenager, why is that so fucking hard for you guys to understand that? What? So what if im the eldest, does that give u guys ANY reason to pick on me? Y? Cos u guys know that if you pick on me, no one will ever know cos i don't tell anyone about it? Because I won't kick a huge fuss and cry about it for hours at the end? Yea... tts true... im like that, but cant u guys appreciate that fact instead of abusing it? Guess wat? You guys have abused it too often and now its not gonna be there for you guys the appreciate if u want to. I'm fighting back, days of me laying back are over, so watch out, im not going to be a pushover anymore, I love you guys, but if you are gonna treat me like that, im striking back.

Life sux, life has sucked for a long time, im only writing this at this point cause i cant take it anymore and have no one to talk to... no one to vent on, i don't blame anyone except myself, I've kept it in for too long.... My parents are arguing like crazy, my dad cant control my mum, so he turns to controlling us, restricting us like crazy, i mean, what the hell? U married a dominant person, live with it, or get a divorce if this is how itz gonna carry on, don't say "We're together cos of the kids" Wat crap? Its for our benefit that you guys are yelling at each other is it? Its for our benefit that u guys avoid each other? Its for our benefit that we hear comments such as "You ARE TURNING INTO YOUR FATHER" and "I'VE GOT MY OWN FRENS, JUST AS YOUR MOTHER HAS HERS" and "I DON'T WANT YOU TO TURN INTO YOUR FATHER" our benefit... rite... FUCKING NONSENSE.

Nobody would probably never hear me rumble about any of these outside... but im really really hurt, and just because you don't see things happening, does not mean it doesnt... yea sure, for those who noe me well enuf, my family seems closely-knit... but once no one is watching, everything just comes pouring out and i really cant fucking take it anymore.

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Sunday, January 25, 2004 at 12:19 p.m.

If we hold on together :)
If We Hold On Together (Land Before Time)
by Diana Ross

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the winds
must learn how to mend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears
All away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come
Home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there
In the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark
We'll feel the light
Warm our hearts
Everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
As high
As souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Sunday, January 18, 2004 at 04:37 p.m.

Lyrics :) Air supply-All out of love
All Out Of Love
by Air Supply

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you're hurt too but what else can we do,
tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

*chorus*
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone...

*chorus*

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

*chorus 2x*

-Nice old song :)

N!vEk was FrOsTbItTeN on Friday, January 16, 2004 at 08:15 p.m.

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very High