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5.14.01 4:44 p.m. yeah, so this weekend has been one big barrel of laughs. friday night i went to the bc sessions thing at bc high, and the guy running the show was being a real dick to me. and i didn't appreciate it, and i almost kicked him in the balls at one point. i can't deal with guys who treat "ugly" girls like shit for no apparent reason. or maybe it's because he knew i was friends with amanda...whatever the reason, it was highly unappreciated. so after driving blind played (and sucked), we all decided to go to (where else?) bickford's. that was fairly uneventful. but i got to see felix, so that's all that matters. so then saturday, i worked...i get paid to ride around on a little scooter and play in a ball pit. how much fun is that? then saturday night i went to bree's dance recital. that was fun. then yesterday was mother's day. updates *poetry ~nicole 5.9.01 4:52 p.m. today, bethie randomly comes up to me before home room and asks a favor of me, so naturally i said "sure, beth, what is it?" she said timidly "well, i was wondering if you would sing for me for prayer in religion...youdon'thavetoifyourdon'twantto!!" of course i wanted to, what song? ah, an acoustic jewel song that i don't know. perfect. so i spent the better part of the day attempting to learn the song, and tried to sing it last period. i don't think anyone noticed how badly i sang because i don't think anyone else knew the song. i decided to start a random writings section. most of the inspiration comes during physucks, so it's kind of weird. updates *random writings section added under "lewis carroll" i'm working on a new layout...seth-green themed. yay. ~nicole 5.7.01 9:24 p.m. fairly boring weekend. went shopping with erin...saw speed freak from hot topic again (whom erin fawned over). she saw some guy standing and thought he was a cardboard cutout, which was really funny. and then i kept talking about how lauren's nipples twitch when she laughs...but i meant to say her nostrils...it took me a good five minutes until i realized what i said. silly me. so i'm on date #7 for prom now, i'm bringing mike. i should have asked him in the first place. (for those of you who don't know, mike and i dated in freshman year and i don't think i ever really got over him but we're good friends now.) now at least i can be comfortable with my date. and cory un-blocked me and apologized. yay, now we're friends again. no new layout yet. i'm gonna wait till the weekend to work on it, especially since i'm not going to a prom friday night. ~nicole 5.3.01 10:56 p.m. i have these strange bruises on my body. i have like five different bruises all along my left arm, my legs always have bruises on them...plus there's this really odd bruise on my hip. it's like 2 inches long and 1 inch wide, and it's a really dark purple bruise. normally i wouldn't care about bruises, but these bruises don't hurt at all and i don't know how i got them. weird, huh? ~nicole 5.2.01 5:51 p.m. another boring day. i wrote a funny scenario for erin about what our prom is going to be like. i definitely have decided that i don't know what to do about the whole...date thing anymore. for anyone who's REALLY dying to know what i'm talking about, i'll explain some other time. but right now, i can't explain. updates *poetry *survey added to "alice" section ~nicole 5.1.01 5:09 p.m. so my birthday was pretty uneventful (for those of you who don't know/care, it was sunday). i got a lot of flowers, i did my performance of anything goes, which was great...i got money, i ate food, etc. it was a pretty boring day. probably the most boring birthday i've ever had. oh well. ~nicole 4.28.01 10:10 p.m. ugh. what a day. i just got back from the states tournament for forensics...it was such a long day. i'm not even sure why we bothered to stay for awards, because ursuline didn't pick up a single award. at the end, all the seinors were crying because it was their last tournament. it was very sad. plus, i got roses from george for my birthday, which started dying during the day. i tried my best to save them...but they were going to die anyway. it felt sort of symbolic...of what, i have no idea, but i just kept gazing at the wilting blossoms and thinking "how depressing that i look at these beautiful flowers and think of their death as a representation of my life." so then i get home tonight, and pete ims me and tells me never to complain about how guys don't like me, because apparently i made a big impression on his friend felix last night. of course, right after he gets me all excited about this, he tells me that felix lives in connecticut and is going to bosnia in the fall (he's in the army). i officially have THE WORST LUCK in the world when it comes to boys. i don't care what ANYONE ever says. ~nicole 4.26.01 9:11 p.m. sorry there hasn't been ANYTHING going on at all with this. so um, deal with it. updates *scribble ~nicole p.s.--if anyone reading this lives in the greater boston area, my school is doing a performance of anything goes. it's friday, april 27th at 7 pm and sunday, april 29th at 6 pm. all are welcome and it's $5 for students and $8 for adults. if you really want to come, email me for directions to my school. 4.22.01 6:48 p.m. well, this has been a pretty shitty vacation. i got pulled over, bitched out by several people, sick, my dad found my old site (hence the new url), found bad pictures of me, got my fucking sat scores back, and now i have some new cuts. great. school tomorrow. ~nicole 4.18.01 3:41 p.m. *yawns* where the hell IS everyone?! i am completely bored off my ass. i have nothing to do. someone shoot me. ugh. did it snow today? i was told it snowed today. that's ridiculous. ugh. if anyone is reading this today, please come rescue me from my misery. call me or email me or im me or SOMETHING. updates *scribble. ~nicole 4.16.01 11:21 p.m. i woke up today and immediately was bored out of my skull. vacation, and i was still home with nothing to do. i have zero college plans this week, and i miraculously have no school work (aside from reading those two plays). so i called up melisa and headed on over to her house...only to discover for myself that rt. 16 was completely blocked off due to the freaking boston marathon. i don't care if it's a worldwide event, i have to get to my best friend's house! whine whine whine! so i call my dad and find some out-of-the-way route to her house and got there. we went to mad maggies with kelly, erin, tom, and bob. bob apparently knows matt...is really good friends with him, in fact. how about those coincidences? odd. cd of the moment: green day dookie ~nicole 4.14.01 10:25 p.m. today was a great day. reflecting back on it, it really was. i mean, the weather ALWAYS says something about my mood. it's like, when i wake up and see a bright sunshiny day, i just feel better about myself. so i walked into work this morning (on time, woohoo!), and i ask for my paycheck, and it's a significant paycheck. like much more than i HAD been getting. so i was stoked about that. then, i didn't really feel like doing anything constructive, so me and cheryl made cellophane skirts. it was fun. then my boss let me off early, which made me sublimely happy. then, i was walking through the mall to visit jipson (one of the guys i met at newbury comics last week), and i notice that pottery barn is hiring. so i figure, hey, what the hell? i went in and filled out an application. the chick behind the counter asks if i'd like to speak to a manager, and i shrug and say, "sure, what the hell?" the manager comes out and basically conducts an on-the-spot interview, and tells me she'll give me a call on tuesday. score! so now i can leave the hellhole that is my store. AND...i went to matt's house tonight ("bye dad, i'm going to d'angelo's..."), and he's the other guy i met at newbury the other day. and we had fun =). and now i'm all giggly. shut up. it's spring, i'm allowed. slowly turning vapid, ~nicole 4.13.01 11:53 p.m. i overslept today wicked late, and i was supposed to go to everett and play stickball with girard and his pals. i felt bad but by the time i got there, it wouldn't have been worth it. oh well. so my mom calls at like 12:30 and wakes me up, telling me when the car's going to the shop and to wake up because i'm sleeping way too late. i mumble something, hang up, throw the phone out the door, and roll over. what can i say? i was tired. then all of a sudden, steve calls and tells me we're going out to lunch. so i say "all right" and we go get protein shakes and caesar salads...i have never seen that boy so hyper. he was off the walls for a good ten hours. so we decided to go to a movie, and i asked matt if he'd come. and he did. and it was fun =). he probably thinks i'm out of my mind, but whatever...it's all in good fun. work sucks. ugh. ~nicole 4.11.01 11:33 p.m. yay! no school for a week and a half! even though i have like so much schoolwork to do...ugh. i have to read two plays and do these fucking religion worksheets. i was talking to derek today, and he mentioned kevin dugan, this guy i used to go to school with and hated my guts. so i thought, hey, maybe i could reconcile with him. no such luck. he's apparently too cool for me and all but said that. oh well...his loss, i suppose. i spent WAY too much time in quiksilver today, they offered me a job. lol. that's sad. ~nicole 4.10.01 6:33 p.m. dear lord. i went to get an estimate on my car this afternoon...and instead of being the $1000 that my mother had expected...well, it's a lot more than that. more like $2000. mom is NOT going to be pleased. i'm screwed. ugh. so after i gaped in shock at the estimate for awhile, i decided to drive around for awhile, because i was in no rush to get home and start my paper. i ended up at newbury comics, and i was browsing through the cds, and justin came up and we started talking. then these other dudes came in and talked to justin...and so i talked to them too. they seem fun =). ok, i'm cheesy, i'll shut up. i got home and checked the mail. wahoo! card from nana=money! so now i have an extra $20 to blow. score. ~nicole 4.8.01 10:35 p.m. happy palm sunday/passover. i went to lifeteen mass...it was awesome. i had tears in my eyes when jesus died...but then during the sign of peace jesus totally shunned me! mean jesus. teehee, jose was hungover at rehearsal today from drinking 8 glasses of wine at his seder meal last night. i laughed. yesss, i got a free physics tutor!! punk rock. ~nicole 4.6.01 7:23 p.m. *yawns* sucky day. my dad saw my report card...not pleased. don't know if my mom has seen it yet. can't say i care either. erin's been out for two days. that sucks...she's been missing all my funny moments in physucks. ...fuck! i forgot to turn in my religion homework!!! dammit all to hell. updates -links -versions/thanks ~nicole 4.4.01 9:55 p.m. wahoo, almost done with my cotton-picking layout. excuse the color-clashing. it's almost done! i promise! updates -new layout -new quote -versions/thanks pages added ~nicole archives |