-Monday, March 3, 2003
so yeah, i saw my dad this weekend, he really hasn't changed at all, he's just got some bitch controling him, which isn't really him, but everything else is about the same. i'm not gonna say anoymore, cause this is kinda a personal thingy. if you really want to know and you don't already... too bad, i'll tell you if i feel that you deserve to know. later Love, Nick

-Monday, March 3, 2003
yep i went snowboarding yesterday with phil, it was awesome. i thought i was gonna suck some serious balls, but i got it back pretty fast and i even hit a few jumps. on the way back there was like 4 hours of traffic just to get down the mountain. and phil and i talked a lot about girls and political stuff. at the slopes i was standing in the singles line cause phil was off pooping, and this kid crashed into me... i looked down at him and said "need some advice on how to stop?" and he said "no" i told him anyways cause he could hurt someone with his dangerous nowboarding habbits. so he follewed me down the slope and we ended up in the same line again. but this time his mom was at the bottom of the hill. and she said "who's your friend?" and she was all smiling at me and stuff, and fixing her hair (the kinda stuff girls do when they want someone to notice them...) i was kinda shocked to tell you the truth. i'm not really into the older women thing, so i just went on my way later on i was going down the jump park when i heard a bunch of people from the ski lift yelling "JUMP JUMP JUMP!!!" and i guessed they were talking to me, so i went off a jump and they all cheered yep i felt like a pro then. man i really wanna go again!! ok well i have work now, so until next time SEE YA LATER!!, Nick

-Tuesday, February 25, 2003
oh man last night i downloaded a bunch of nintendo music from kazaa, i guess someone actually took the time to make the mario bro's mp3s. there's this thing called the plumnmer rap, download it if you have the chance! i really like the zelda symphony and stuff. ahhh i have a fukin test tommorow! man i hate taking tests cause i gotta study the last time i remember being a good student was when i was a freshman... in hihgh school! so i'm not used to actually applying myself. oh well. i'll keep ya posted!

-Thursday, February 20, 2003
oh boy it feels so good to be sick... fuck that man, i hate being sick i hurt all over and i've got enough mucus pouring outta my nose to rebuild the world trade center!

METAL MULISHA (it's a company, i know i spellied it wrong!-Tuesday, February 18, 2003
i'm really busy this week, so all i have to say is, i got my car back and i got a job, more about em this weekend when i have time... or maybe by thursday if you're good... yes all of you!

-Monday, February 17, 2003
so i went home this weekend and i got into trouble, i took my little bro to a thrift sore and when i got back my parents said i WAS GONE TOO LONG and that i can't drive the car arround just for the hell of it!! MY car! so now they're gonna keep track of my milage, if i am good for about a month then i can do whatever with it. well had to get that off my chest. ttyl Love, Nick

-Monday, February 10, 2003
i almos forgot, i called my dad last week on his cell, he was at work when i calld, so i offered to call back later that evening, but he said that he could stop to talk to me, i thought that was pretty amazing, i really miss my dad and i want to see him, but i don't know when that's gonna be... i hope that i see him for easter, or somehting, we could go to church together. then it could just be god, my dad and me together at the same time, and that hasn't happened in at least 7 or 8 years. if you wanna know the whole story about my dad i could tell you if you're interested, i don't want to say it where everyone can see it, so you can e mail me at nicholas.morzov@csun.edu but i will only tell people who really know me.

-Monday, February 10, 2003
well i went to eagle rock this weekend to record some old songs with an old friend, we must have recorded 8 songs in 3 hours, which the jared (the guy recording us) said was wuite an acomplishment considering the lengs of each song. after that he invited some girsl over, who were pretty good looking, but they only stayed a litle bit, and me bing shy and all was nowhere near enough time to even say a complete sentence. speaking of girls, i've been wondering if i should try to get a girlfriend or not, so if anny one who knows me has an opinion, e mail me or sign my guestbook. also, i got the extra financial aid in the mail today and it was a grand, i dont know if i should: A) save it B) give it back to my provider C) buy a marshall half stack i'm thinking save it, i might need money for the fees at the end of this simmester, but i would really like someone to tell me that it would be best if i spent it on a half stack... oh well. oh yeah that's what i'm saving up for.. my goal for the summer is to have at least a half stack, and if i can i'm going to get two pa's (micrphone system for the people who don't know what i'm talking about) one for the vocals, and one for instruments such as acoustinc guitars, shakers guidos, bongos, steel drums and mainly jon's drums. by the end of the summer we will be sounding pretty good considering jon got an 8 track mixer and i have acid pro 4.0 and a 100 dollar sound card on my computer, we can now record at almost professional quality, oh yeah and jon is borrowing some instrument microphones from his school. well that's all for today. "ok son"

-Wednesday, February 5, 2003
i had a class today and there were CHICKS in it! wow man CHICKS. well there's chicks in all my classes. what the hell man i'm a good student now?? what happened to me. well you can't win em all i guess. ooh ooh i tried out for a musical this monday... i had no idea what i was doing and at the end of the audition the guy said well that was a good idea! i wonder if i got the part. the play's called merrily we roll along and i'm trying out for the part JOE so if you know me you 'll probably want to see this play, cause i'm not much of a play person... well i have to use the toiletries, but if you want you can e mail me to ask me about the secret to life or something, i don't konw what it is, but i'm sure i could figure it out. nicholas.morzov@csun.edu or nyicker@punkass.com one of the two please, i can't handle too many of YOU!!

http://tubgirl.com-Tuesday, January 28, 2003
i know i haven't updated the thingy in a while./.. but i've been too busy being bored out of my mind. plus it impars judgement when you're that bored. well my first day of class for this simmester was today, my math class went well, but my ctva class was wrong. i went in to see i knew anybody, but the class was full of juniors and seniors! so i gotta drop that class soon and get the one i'm supposed to be in. well that's it for today. and remeber kids, watch out for that unprotected butt lubbin!

-Wednesday, January 22, 2003
i registered for my classes today and boy do i feel good!!! i feel so relived, and i feel happy that i am going back to school, i'm pupmed and ready to kick some ass!

-Tuesday, January 7, 2003
i've decided that i'm not gonna do any more partying crap, such as getting drunk smoking week and having sex. i'm gonna focus on school and finding out what i want to do with my life. if you think i should re think my decision... i don't care. i'm sorry if you think that the only way you can have fun is getting drunk or high, and there's a lot more to life than getting laid. see ya later and love to all those who love me, NICK >:D

-Saturday, January 4, 2003
i look back on my life and wonder what was i thinking, every year i look back at myself the year before and say to my self "wow i was stupid" but this year i look back at myself and think "wow, i'm actually learning" the past few months have been really tough on me and i can only hope that i've done the right things. why am i saying all this? well i've spent an entire day all to myself completely and delberately avoiding everyone, just so i could think about who i am. and now at the end of the day i realize that my friends are the best friends that anyone could have, i'm really glad that they actually care and think about me. i owe you guys and if you ever need anything you can alwas ask me, unless it's money, cause i'm usually short on that. thanks everybody and good luck in life! until next time -nick

-Thursday, January 2, 2003
my friend matt watson and kyle mabson are gonna be in a band with me!were practicing today at about 3! with my drummer jon. i can't wait! kyles gonna play stand up bass... that's gonna be cool. yesterday i got back from a weekand a half long trip with my family to minnesota... o whole lotta fun, well actually it was really boring and cold, it was nice to see my realitives again. well, talk yo you later!

-Thursday, December 19, 2002
so yeah this week's been pretty boring cause i'm at csun all by myself, at least that's better than arguing with my mom.

-Tuesday, December 17, 2002
pun X treme: more chicks should make out this week kyle got in trouble for wnting to see kaitlin and this girl ingrid make out. when she found out she punched him in the stomach

-Sunday, December 8, 2002
this weekend has been a a party weekend. first i hung out at my place and watched drunks chase each other arorund (that was firday night) and some chick showed everyone her peirced nipples. then on saturday night we celebrated JJ's b day with really expensive vodka (grey goose) and some other stuff called parrot bay (which was really good) so i got drunk and stuff and it was fun,then i went downstairs where there was a nother birthday celebration... one of the girls down there turned 19 and there was a lot of people there. after all that i went back to my dorm (which was spic and span thanks to my roommmate josh and i) i went home at about 3 in the morning. i woke up to my roommate in bed with this guy vic.. they're not gay, they just crashed in the same bed for some reason (i'll tell you about vic someother time... he's a story all in his own) and that about a half an hour after i left the party the night before michelle, alicia's roommate started flashing some guys walking arround outside from her balcony and she got an audience of about 30 people to come and watch, and then the cops came and our RA and they got in deep shit. after hearing the story i ate breakfast and went down to see how everyone was down there michelle opens the door and what do i see... a topless girl holding her breasts, and then her roommate alicia comes to see whos there and she's got a teddy bear covering her boobs and they're both in their underwear! and then my roommate shaka comes down with my camera and takes a bunch of pictures... (wait until he finds out theres only slide film in the camera!) so we hung there a while and came about the idea of having a naked party next week sometime! and belive me i'll keep you posted about that one! that's all for now talk to you later -nick

-Saturday, December 7, 2002
so there was a lot of people in our place last night... and it was fun, my best friend jonathan and another realy good friend from high school Joe. and some of my roommates friends from high school. this one guy named vic was calling eveyone "son" and "dick" all night. and he was really funny. tonight was one of the first nights where i just sat back and watched everyone interact with each other. people are funny, you too should watch them. and everyon one liked someone last night, but the person they liked liked someone else so it kinda went ino a humungous circle!well another crazy night is coming up tonight so be ready for another post tommorow! See ya- nick

Kyle Mabson's Page-Thursday, December 5, 2002
The above link is kin of a main page for blogs... beware of the backround picture... it's not very nice.

-Wednesday, December 4, 2002
i called my uncle today and cause i thought he might know my dad's phone number and i started talking to him and stuff and it made me realize how much i missed my dads side of the family. he didn't know the number, but he said his wife, (my aunt) knows it, so they're gonna call me tonigh with the number! and they're gonna give my dad my number, i can't wait to talk to my dad. maybe i'll even visit him and stuff. i'll write again about that too! well hope everyone else has a good day. if you're not, TALK TO ME i'm a pretty good listener. and maybe i can help you get into a better mood. el spanko!!

-Wednesday, December 4, 2002
the second day i have this thing and i already have a sob story... yep i feel like absolute ass. i want to call my dad today, but i don't know if he's going to want to talk to me. it will be weird talking to him after so much time of not even seeing him. that's not even the worst of my troubles, i have a friend at school (cal state northridge)who i've become really close to in the time i've been here. i know she used to like me but whenever whe hang out now it get weird and it seems like she doesn't want me arround (yes, it's a girl). i know she's going through hard times right now but i just don't know what to do. i'm alwas confused arround her, i never know when she actually wants me arround or if she's just being nice and not making me leave. i guess i'm just frustrated with the situation. i know i like her like that, but what if it gets to be more... are either of us ready to be in a relationship? and does she even want to be in one with me? i really want to know what she thinks about me, but i don't want to selfish in the relationship we have... or maybe i don't want to find out that she doesn't like me like i like her.

Marshmellows are no good-Tuesday, December 3, 2002
so the other day i was eating marshmellows having fun playing chubby bunny when i all of the sudden started feeling like i we high. i don't know what was in those marshmellows, but it was a bad trip. i can see where mellows would be good. when i was feeling weird it was like the whole world went slow but i was in high gear, as if i were in a clear box making every word from other peoples mouths muffled but my own words amplified but the echo of them muffled... it was weird don't forget to e mail me... nyucker@punkass.com

Stink Butt-Tuesday, December 3, 2002
download "dr funkenstein" by george clinton and parliament funkadelic it's a good song you won't like it Hahahahaha!!!

Mars Music went bankrupt!-Tuesday, December 3, 2002
yes it is sad, but true... mars music after only a few years of being in business went out with a humongoid bang, they shiped all their shit to musicians friend.com and now there's an awesome sale there!!! go... go to musiciansfriend.com now!!!! don't let some jerk who doesn't know how to play guitar collect these deals!!!

first entry-Tuesday, December 3, 2002
so yes this is my very first entry, i just started this site, so for the first few months, this page will be a little un organized until i get the hang of all this. send me e mails with ideas if you like nyicker@punkass.com have fun reading just about nothing at all. see ya -nick