this is all me.


i am

.zy.ziy.zag.zagron.zagronini. .zee.zai.zyrone.zuñiga.zi.zye. .claret.pisay.upd.chem. .balibol.sayaw.kanta.langoy. .arte.maarte.feeling.ewan. .black.orange.white.pink. .parteeh.daldal.gimmick.

when will i find the person who'll make me fall in love everyday?
i am zye.
and i am not vain. i just love myself. for before, i loved but i was never loved back. now i'd rather dream. for in my dreams i know i will be loved. in my dreams i can be with anybody... forever.
yes, i guess love for me has ended. but i believe that one day, it will find its way back, and i'll be happy again.
i am zy.
and i am delusional.

love confusion.. not!
OK!!
so i am in a total state of love confusion!
grabe!!
tigang ako nung highschool tapos ngayon overflowing?
*lakas* ahahaha =P
just kiddin ^__^

so ayun.. diba nga merong riverbanks thing..
at may conflict thing...
at may mga side jousrneys and crushes na hindi ko alam..
pero eto ang malupeet..
josh [aka ariel] is back!! ^___^
na-surprise ako kanina sa sunken nandun siya bigla kasama si RD..

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ok ok ok ok ok..
so i said i didnt like him before..
but i guess i was wrong..
i was just fooling myself.
my gawd. patay na patay ako dun ehh!!! wahahah
we may have been very opposite in most of things
but still, we have this certain connection that
i cannot explain. maybe it's our souls which
were destined to be together? WAHAHHAHAATEEYYVERR!!!
pero seriously.. ewan.. i like him talaga..
i love him talaga..
what i said before was actually me being so insecure.
feeling ko kasi talaga masyado siyang gwapo eh!! haha
and that maybe he was just playing me..
but after what he's done.. my gawd..
september pa kami nagkakilala..
natigil nung october..
may supra paminsanminsan na text nung nov and dec.
nagmessage ulit siya nung jan pero tinaboy ko.
[yeah i am so baad. kasi akala ko talaga wla eh..]
pati feb nagttxt siya pero di ko nrreplyan..
[i didnt really know what to say]
tapos ayan na.. march na.. sinurprise ako sa UP..
kamusta naman.. for that..
sorry riverbank..

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there's no easy way to say this. haaay.. here goes..i guess im not really ready 4 this.. im sorry but i feel that i have to stop this. im not really comfortable and i think i havent really moved on. im sorry!! please dont get me wrong, the problem is with me. you were really really great, BF material talaga. i just dont want to continue with me like this. im sorry. sorry im not good enough. i feel really bad. sorry.

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yes, nandun ang aking classic "sorry im not good enough" line..
well, thanx to kino for fixing that message. haha. =)
thanx to jean mendoza for being the devil's advocate
and thanx to juanchi for the words.. and the support i hope? ü

well.. what else can i say..
i know it would hurt..
somebody would really be hurt..
but if i go on with him [riverbank]..
mahuhurt si josh/ariel and mahuhurt din ako..
coz i wouldn't really be following my heart.
with that, i wouldnt really do good in my relationship
with riverbank if ever.. at in the end ay mahuhurt lang din siya diba?
i'd say sacrifice one for two than sacrifice all three.

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i may sound so evil.
i may sound so kapal-muks.
i may sound whatever you want me to sound..
but for me.. im just following the sound of my heart.
[insert: to the beat of my, to the beat of my heart! LOL!]

as i listen to my heart, it says..
ariel "josh" gueco almoite.
luv u baby ko!ü ^__^

posted at: Monday, March 20, 2006 11:58 p.m.


conflict
isa kang malaking conflict!!! >__<
just when i found happiness bigla kang papasok
at maghahanap ng sarili mong happiness!
well.. happiness din siya for me.. sort of..
but no! conflict ka pa rin!! haha x___X

yes, you were just a day late..
JUST A DAY!! darn you..
you should've showed your "motive" earlier
then you would have been first!! but you didnt..
now you're confusing me..


zye: rest ka na kaya..
conflict: gusto pa kita katxt eh.
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conflict: (quote on being a shoulder to cry on)
zye: talaga lang ha. sige, one time, iiyakan din kita!
conflict: wag kang iiyak.. malulungkot ako..
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zye: i never thought you were sweet..
conflict: sweet ako sa mga taong malapit sa puso ko.

conflict: at isa ka na dun.
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conflict: "you know i am really happy and blessed that i met you.. i really appreciate it that ou also consider me as your friend. im so happy that if only u were here with me now i could just hug and kiss you to show you how happy i am..ü"
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conflct: (quote on pretending to be loved and pretending not to love)
zye: alin ka dun?
conflict: ako? pretending not to love someone. hehehe. ginagawa ko nga siya ngayon eh
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zye: bakit ka nga pala [censored]
conflict: dahil sayo.
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isa kang malaking conflict!!!!!

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CONFLICT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

isa kang conflict na conflict talaga.
nothing has meaning
nothing was true
all we had was friendship
that, i will treasure and keep

i assumed. but that was not too much!
considering the way you talked and how you acted
what did you what me to think???
well, at least i was "awakened" at this early stage..
before it really went deep..
and for that.. thank you kuya ian!
at ikaw conlfict, sana walang magbago.
friends pa rin tayo. ^__^

posted at: Friday, March 17 , 2006 06:33 p.m.


inspiration reload.
i am soo looking forward to this weekend.
friday: Electrochem Formal Report due date
saturday: UPVC Applicants' Black Saturday
sunday: [dreaded] Chem17 3rd Long Exam
monday: Bio Lec 4th Long Exam + Bio Lab Practicals + Geog Long exam
tuesday: [maybe math long exam? or wed pa?]
wednesday: Skin Diving Written exam and practical exam
thursday: i am so gonna make-out.
hahaha. just kiddin. my gaah. it's gonna be a supra stressful week.



buti na lang.. bukas.. may inspiration reload ako.
wheee ^___^



"and.. i just cant stop thinking about it!!
.. about him.. about THAT.
and evreytime i do.. i smile! im just.. so happy!"



posted at: Monday, March 13, 2006 11:53 p.m.


ideals change.
so the first date went well.
hehe =P
had dinner at hindi sa food court! nyahahha
then we talked a lot.. about ourselves..
our families.. our schools.. about each other.
we decided to watch a movie.
[FD3] and we were simply.. fine..
nothing bad.. nothing exceptionally great
except perhaps the meeting of our souls?
*whatever!*ahahaha =P
basta.. i am happy..

[zye's reaction pagsakay ng trike:
^_____________________^ ]

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"..so ano na status natin ngayon? i mean, i don't want to rush into things..
but i think i'm ready"
zye: uhmm. i like you.. but i dont want to rush into things either.. i mean, this is just so perfect and i don't wanna ruin it! can we call ourselves dating? ..for now.. then maybe after our second date.. you know..
[LOL!!]

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he's fine i tell you..
sort of.. marc acueza look alike..
and add some miggy abeleda [yeah, the IE person]
then.. you got HIM. ^__^
he says:
he used to play vollley
he's chubby [and this defies my 1st rule in dating! owel. ideals change =P]
he's 5'7" [but im actually slightly taller and im 5'6"?!?! lol]
doesn't know how to ride a bike
doesn't know how to skate
not really THAT of a swimmer
not a singer
not a dancer
but is totally in love with me. *hayup*
hahaha ^____^ =P

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so the second date?
Marikina Riverbank
March 10, 2006
past 9pm
with random firecrackers
and the classic song from the nearby couple's radio
as his creme brulee breath touched
my hazelnut capuccino lips
..we were the happiest couple =P











"so.. ano na tayo ngayon?"
zye: ..o ano ba firecrackers? tama na! oo na.. kami na!"

^___^ <3 <3 <3

posted at: Friday, March 10,, 2006 10:30 p.m.


happy but happy
i dont know where to start..
this week was just.. amazing =)
this week had its ups and downs
but im really happy yah know..

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first up, omg! i passed that dreaded
chem 17 2nd exam!!!! and it wasn't bad!
i got 109.5.. the highest was 122.5 [in our class]
wow. to think that i already wanted to die
[translation: shift courses] after taking that test!
gaaassh. i really just wanna thank God for that ^_^

although.. my grades are still not that good..
im sure i wont get to be a US this sem..
i could be a CS.. if i really try to work my ass off!
and im not really sure with that..
my math standing is 2.25!! [ok, i messed up the midterms!
i promise i'll raise it to a 1.75 or at least a 2.0]
my bio is in 1.75.. [and im trying to make it a 1.5]
my chem is.. i dont even know.. maybe 2.25? 2.5? rarr.
ang geog is.. 1,5? or 1.75?
that means i might get a gwa of 1.64[highest] 2.1[lowest]
huhu x___X this is not good. owel.

atleast i've mentoned it to my mom..
and she didn't really gave a negative reaction..
she actually sort of.. didn't mind?
although she did say it would've been better if i could
keep my US standing.. AND! i've also mentioned her
about shifting.. and i think she's OK with it..
she's even the one who said that my course is hard..
rawr. im not really a chem-er! im really more of bio..
heck! im struggling with my chem right now!!
at least i can do well with bio..
well.. that's enough for my acads.. =P

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sports.. what about sports?
well.. in my last vnight session..
i had some good spikes.. and i had better defense
yet there are still the ocassional unforced errors in my reception.
but my service was quite good. haha
*self-appreciation!* ^__^

hmm. sports downside? heck! my PE has just
given me invidible underwear!!
my gaah. my butt is so white while my upper and lower
extremities are like.. chocolate. NOT GOOD. haha.
owel. i'll have to start using likas! hahah =P

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hmm. din's debut!!!
it was sooo fun. haha =P
whe was surprised =)
and.. i was one of the 18 candles.
yes. i was a CANDLE. hehe =P
the food was suprayummy and there was this
white chocolate fountain where you can coat
your marshmallow or strawberry or melon with it..
just delicious =P haha. and there was one part where
you'll be able to get a souvenir [a shot glass] if you drink
whatever's in it. they served BLOW JOB!!!
woohoo! i've been really wanting to taste that shot
but i least expected to be able to do so in din's debut =P
gaah. it was really fun!! lots of camwhoring.
i had 2 shots of blow job. and one blue shark..
and after that.. i was all speaking in english. hahaha
i was actually only trying to be an english-speaker-when-drunk person
but it really sort of kicked in! haha. but i liked it..
i just hope i'd stay like that forever. haha.
i liked the way that i was so madaldal.. [as if im not already] hehe =P

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lastly.. love life?

i'd just like to talk about this person i met sa YM..
uhmm basta he's in seattle.. and he's kinda cute.
nyaha. pero basta.. we talked about a lot of stuff
and we sort of connected ^__^ and we're
sort of "close" friends. haha. he's the one who composed
the piano piece i uploaded. teehee

hmm. that wasn't really "love life" pero.. uhmm.. eto..
i'm gonna have a date this wednesday.
wahahaha ^___^
i am not YET telling =P
ma-intriga muna kayo!! nyahahaha =P
*kilig* + *excited* nyahaha

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link link link!! my multiply site! ^__^
http://naughtyzy.multiply.com

posted at: Monday, March 6, 2006 1:20 a.m.


in recent light.
marami nang alaala ang nagdaan
kinalimutan at dinala sa hangin
ngunit may ibang nasa puso pa rin..

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geog fieldtrip:
punta sa taal. as in sa gitna nung taal.
hike hike hike! as in HIKE kapagod sobra!!!!!!
tas bumaba sa suprasteep slope mountain na puro loose sand.
As in bumabaon ang paa ko dun sa dinadaanan namin!!
kamusta naman ang pagwaterfall ng sand mula sa sapatos ko nung hinubad ko..
then lakad lakad more.. puro gas gas sa paa.
then the main crater was.. hmm.. ok.. haha..
lake w/in a lake nga..
feeling ko mainit yun. haha alert level 1 ehh.. sayang di kami nakababa dun..
result? Ouchie.sunburn + new fwendzz ^_^



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next day, punta sa supra secluded beach.
sa subic.. sweet waters resort? it was like a cove.. basta ang ganda!
pang-marina ang setting.. haha



but no. hindi ako nakalangoy.. kasi mainit. haha
tas nagiintay ako lumilim.. but no ulit!
nagpakulay ako ng buhok so hindi na ako nakaswim! haha
pero ayus lang... i like my new do =P



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can i just say that brokeback mountain is so brokeback?
haha. infairness, nakakgulat ang unang "scene" pero.. keri..
ang ganda ganda ng brokeback mt.
punta na sa wyoming! haha.. ingat lang kasi baka ma-drag around ako with my thingy until it gets "poof" hahha =P
at dahil nagustuhan ko siya.. check out my ym avatar. haha :P

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drea's surprise birthday party!!
na-surprise naman siya infairness. =)
tas sa outback. sarapa ng steak =P~
saya-saya kahit konti. talagang the ones who care lang talaga ^__^
18 na si drea! pwede na mag-asawa!! haha

----->br?
kamusta naman ang debut ulit.
18 na rin si gina!! at ang pretty pretty niya
at nandun si siberian kaya sobrang, HAAAAPPPPEEEHHH
ahaha =P
pero ayun akech. agaw-eksena.
nagblow-up ang face ko!!! my gaahh! in-allergy ako! as in allergy talaga
as in like.. have you watched Hitch? the "death on a leaf" thing?
grabe!! thanx to tita and tito doc [gina's mom and dad] na doctors [duh!]
naayos naman ako..eyebags na lang ang natirang puffy.
[hiya nga ako kay Siberian ehh. huhu.. i didn’t want him to see me like that! and for that! ayokong magpost ng pic na swollen ang face ko!]
eto na lang.. =P







can i just say, im still happy kahit na lumobo na mukha ko. masaya pa rin ako. ^___^

at grabe. nga pala. na-touch naman ako..
andaming concerned sakin that time.. *aww*
i really luv mah fwendzzz.
snaps for all of you!! hehe =P *big hug* mmmwah! ^__^

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may hypothesis na ako kung bakit ako nagblow-up! Kasi mejo allergic naman talaga ako sa crustaceans pero yung oral cavity ko lang yung affected. Mejo nangangati lang.. but!

Kasi.. earlier [before before the debut] basta, I chewed mentos. Haha. Tas natanggal yung pasta ko sa isang tooth. So I think that provided a way for the allergen sa shrimp to go into my system na talagang affected [oral cavity] eh since madali yung access nung allergen. Mejo kumalat sa system ko? Haha. Nagfeefeeling lang na magaling. Wahhaa =P

posted at: Friday, February 24, 2006 08:36 a.m.


just. just.
whee. it's an early monday morning and im still online.
i just came home from a vnight.
gaah! im sooooo tired. >__<
apparently, my vball prowess has greatly diminished.
[as if i had some. *fisshher.* haha]
pero i dont know.
comment from a VC "pioneer" :
ay zye, nakalimutan ko palang sabihin..
kung papalo ka, kunin mo sa itaas.
may tendency kasi na mag-bend yung arms mo eh.
kunin mo sa taas ng net.
ok na yung approach pati yung talon..
yun na lang talaga.


im not surprised he said that..
like, that's what all my "mentors" have been telling me eversince i played this darn sport!
mula kay sir englats, hanggang kay p*****i**** si cupcake, hanggang keh kit, hanggang keh sir jude. hanggang keh choq at justin..
yun na lang lagi. haaay.
when will i improve? i guess hanggang dito na lang aku..
im just sommeone who can serve, dig, and attempt a spike.
haha. owel.
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i was watching myx pag-uwi ko.. and a song played..
a song which i hope someone would sing to me.. soon.

Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore

I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are

Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
you always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care

I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
i want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.

I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.

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*wishful thinking*
somebody who'll want me just the way i am..


posted at: Monday, February 6, 2006 02:09 a.m.


reject.
mahirap pala feeling ng mareject.
wala lang.

===please excuse me for some feelurrh statements===

people often think that i dont get rejected.
that i can fish out a person im trying to hook.
that im the one who always rejects people.
come to think of it, HINDI EH!
i've been rejected many times, in many ways
people just dont know that..
and maybe i just purposedly try not to notice,
always thinking that it's gonna be THEIR loss.
that im better of without them
blahblah pride issues.

recently, i've been rejected AGAIN.
i wont say how or where, when..
bottom line is i was rejected.
and it hurts. it's demoralizing.
as if the foundation of my self confidence
has just been shattered.
kaboom. i feel like a total loser, a pathetic loner.
that it's time for me to go back in my shell
and curl up 'til someone knocks my shell over
and saves me from drowning myself with pity.

but that is just so stupid.
i know i look good. .. .. ..sometimes..
looking good is subjective..
maybe i just wasn't that person's type
damn it.
i gotta work out my issues.
or else i might become desperate
and start trying things unimaginable.
yeah right.. as if i have the guts to..
but.. i don't know..
desperate times need desperate measures.

i've only got a handful of patience left..
either prince charming should pop out any time soon
or i should make the move... something im not used to doing
something i think im not really good at.
but when all else fails... i don't know..
i guess i'll just see you in the dark..
whatever and wherever "dark" may be.

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now for some comforting from a meme...

Your purpose in life is to express your unique self.

You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life.
Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen.
A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party.

In love, you inspire and enchant your partner.
You are often an object of fantasy and desire.

While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the
ambition to put your talents in play.
And while your wit carries you a long way, you
occasionally use it to mask your true feelings.
Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in
the world ... if you let them

posted at: Saturday, February 4, 2006 02:06 a.m.


frutang ineeehhh!!!!!!
madapakkin
shiyaaaattt!!!!


tang-ina talaga!

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[mamaya na yung putang-inang part]
for now.. OMG ang KYUT KYUT KYUT ng LITTLE MANHATTAN!!!
omehh. ang kyut talaga pramis. sobrang nakakakilig. hahah.

AND.. happy birthday DYS!!!! ^___^
salamat sa masarap na pagkain sa italianni's
at sa "nakakabusog sa tingin pa lang" na blockmate mo.
amputanginang pinagkahirap-hirapan kong kunan ng piktyur sa telepono ko.
pero puta.
ayown. after the party..
sinamahan ko sina zaw at wegs papuntang philcoa.
tas after nilang makasakay ng trike,
ayun na si gagong ako.
nag-adventure sa circle.
naglakad papuntang kalayaan.
TANG-ina.
sa meh housing napuruhan ako.
meh lumapit. kala ko nga callboy ehh. tuwa na sana ako. [WAHAHAH LOL. j/k]
but noooooo. meh patalim ampucha. hiningi si cellphone ko.
what can i do?? [naalala ko tuloy yung commercial nung crackers. "kunin niyo na ang lahaaaaat! wag lang.." LOL]
ANYWAY. la ako nagawa. dibale nang makuha nila ang cellphone kong puno ng vanity at stalking pixx kesa naman hindi ako makauwi dahil duguan diba?
pucha talaga.
pucha.
tinakbo na ni gago yung cellphone ko. huhuh
tas maya-maya meh lumapit na babae.
tinatanong kung ano nangyari sakin.
it turns out, tambay pala siya sa circle at kilala yung mga tao dun.
tas ayun. nagtanong-tanong sa mga callboy.
tas meh nakitang brgy tanod, pinasa ako.
pinasa ako nung brgy tanod sa pulis.
tas nagpa-blotter.
tas ayun. umuwi.

nasayang ang mga piktyur kong bago.
nasayang ang mga piktyur ni cute blockmate ni dys.
nasayang yung pikyur nung isa ko pang kras na si bioman
nasayang ang mga most-treasured 3years old messages ko.
nasayang ang mga messages ni ano. at ni ano pa. pati ni ano.
PUTANG INA TALAGA.

owel.
atleast na lang talaga eh im still able to type this shit.
and tell the whole world that i am still alive.
with that, wala na si globe number ko. shiyet.<
alhtough buhay pa si sun. 09223048405.
haaay.
leche.

ZAW AND WEGS:
pramis. wag kayo ma-konsyensiya or anything.
it was my fault dahil nag-adventure pa ako.
tanginey talaga.

*sorry for the profanities*
i just have to let it out.
damn it.

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ngayon naniniwala na akong malas ang mga dragon sa year of the dog.

posted at: Sunday, January 29, 2006 01:20 a.m.


brr
the nights are so cold.
i wish you were here for me to hold.
to feel your tender kiss.
and just stare at your eyes
to touch your face
and to hold your hands
to say the words i love you true and deep.
i'll hug you tight 'til we fall asleep.
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
and tomorrow, we're gonna be sweaty.
bakit kaya? WAHAHA =P


*brr* *BoRRRed.*

posted at: Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:47 a.m.


there's a full moon.
and it's friday the 13th.
whee!!! makes everything so exciting. haha =P
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we had our truth reunion last week.
[more like a bercs + some truth though] haha =P
but it was fine with me. =) the more the merrier. hehe
we ate at teriyaki boy and i had the most expensive meal i ever paid for myself. nyahaha >__<
uhh. beef sumthin don [overrice] + california temaki + shake sashimi + bottomless iced tea + [juanchi's]extra rice =~ 440.
yey.
i really should be with my parents when im eating japanese food. haha >__<

we were supposed to watch a movie but then..
puro mmff films ehh. wow. *sarcastic tone* i'm so excited to watch enteng kabisote part 2!!
so instead, we stayed at power station.
and i again, splurged. hahaha
napabili ako ng VIP card. [aliw! kasi may pic. at meh signature thingy. haha =P]
and i spent another 400php or so.. haha >__<
so i spent almost a thousand that night. yey.
well. i did say i'll treat myself after my sucky formal labrep.
but i think i overdid treating myself. owel. haha =P

then.. sleep over at martin's although, when we were about to go there [david+chi+jp+martz]
martz' car battery was discharged. yahoo. haha
martz left his headlights on. yey.
so we waited there for a couple of HOURS for his driver to come by and connect the battery in series blahblah *automobile talk*
ahahah =P
well well well. it was fun ^__^
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ironic noh.
we have an automobile repair shop yet i dont know anything about cars!!
i dont even know how to drive!!
im supposed to take lessons soon.
pero anlabo ng mom ko. ayaw sa a1.. owel.
whatver..
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last wednesday, i attended the 10-12SKD instead of the 1-3 class
i had to go to intramuros kasi that day for a geog group prject.
and hmm.
i think. i think. i think.
mas ok ako sa class nila! ahahaha =P
mas maraming ano ehh.. lollipop realative to our class.
nyahahahhaahaha =P
but no. mehron paring ge*lo*per*ciu*ubo*ubo*ubo* hahah
and speaking of geog. ayun!!
ok na ko sa geog class ko.
instant bonding with groupmates ehh.
kasi nga we went to intramuros for a project.
tas basta ayun. madaldal kasi si maddie ehh.. haha
pero the thing is. ANG HINA NG GAYDAR NILA. >__<
and dedense!!! huhu. hindi nila gets. and coz of that ayun..
meh nagtatago. wahahahhaha.

L->R: reah(yellow), louie, sandra(behind), kris, me, gleck(behind), maddie(blue)

tas meh kwento pa yan. we are one family. haha.
ohana family.
[we were in need of a group name.
our previous name was "katigbakers" since ms. katigbak is our prof.
but she asked us to change it. haha.
eh nagkaroon kami ng family-web so ayun. ohana.
ohana means family. hehe =P]
now to the "kwento" of our famliy web..

i am 'Lolo' [eew]. i am a successful doctor AND an underground drug dealer. haha
so mayaman kami.
i had a first wife, she died of leukemia.
i had a second wife, [si sandra]
i have an unnamed querida too. haha
and.. i have a daughter [maddie]
she thought her mom's my first wife.
but her mom is actually my querida whom she made paalis when she founf out we had a realtionship.
AND i have another daughter. this time form sandra [gleck]

maddie married a guy.. [louie]
i handed my drug-dealing business to maddie but she handed it to louie.
maddie and louie had a daughter [kris] but is autistic. haha
gleck drugged louie and had a daughter [reah] but only gleck and reah know the truth.
without knowing it, maddie and louie hired reah as yaya. haha >__<

gaaah. enough naa. hahaha
basta ayun..
grabeh noh. ME? meh 3 babae? that's like a BIG JOKE! wahaha =P
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[maswerte ka kapag nabasa mo toh ^__^]
pero come to think of it.. sa pagtatago kong to..
im kinda considering being bi. nywahahaha
kaya naman eh. yata. =P


posted at: Friday, January 13, 2006 12:26 a.m.


yeah yeah yeah.
lesson learned!! i wont do it again!!
haha. >__<
i'll never cram a formal lab report ever again! haha!
last wednesday, i crammed my labreport on chemical kinetics
i started at 8pm and i finished?
uhmm. 2pm next day! WHAHAHA >__<
i just laugh it off. but seriously, i wont do that again.
the manual was actually given to us before christmas break!
and i started it just the night before the deadline. whaw. haha
i even had the time to go swimming at celeb with nic+val+soleil that wednesday afternoon!! haha
when i got home, i still had the time to have a massage..
graaabeeehh.
a whole lot of thanx to Val =) [for helping me with the answers haha =)]
and jehan and daryl and mayen [mga karamay sa pagtitirik ng kandila. >__<]
hehe. =P
but! exxage din naman kasi yung labrep!
imgine. i made 15 pages and that only included a very sucky 1 and 1/4 page(s) of Discussion!! haha x__X
rawr.
and to think.. in the next few semesters.. ALL of my post labs will be formal labreports.
DREAAD THAT DAAAY.

hmm. im well.. not seriously.. but i am considering shifting courses. haha
rarr.
look o..

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..meh dance major ba sa UP? eheheh =P
*yeah right* [i didnt even made it to UP streetdance]
and. uhmm. i so hate math?
and look where chmistry is. haha.
shift na lang kaya sa CHK? lol =P

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truth get together tomorrow!! =)
but i doubt kung maraming pupunta..
o well. i need to treat myself! haha
natapos ko yung lab rep eh! kahit sucky. haha
but still! nakatulog lang ako nun.. 7-9am! gaah.
and i also want to see whoever's gonna go to the "reunion"
...i miss maam vea. [compare mo naman kasi keh maam roderos diba? way of teaching pa lang! soobrang.. NOT! pano pa kaya mga exams??! ack! >__<]
ay! pisay fair next week! but im not sure if i can go to the concert on saturday.
huhuhu >__< i have a chemistry exam on sunday.
and i REALLY GOT TO STUDY. pfft.

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well anyway.. im back to being teacher zye x__X
gotta teach jazyel math coz it's her perio next week.
and i gotta do "something good" para payagang umalis tomorrow =P

music: magmahal muli - say. wahaha x___X
mood: ehh. searching. haha.
thought: wag hanapin ang pag-ibig. ito'y darating sa'yo. haha
need: someone to call my own pa rin.


posted at: Friday, January 6, 2006 07:46 p.m.



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