05.06.2005 M 09:37 p.m.
iskejul.
there.. that's my effin sked!!!! x___X
takte! pabalik-balik ako!!!!
tingnan mo ang M & Th.. NIGS tapos AS tapos MB!! x__X
kapag T & F naman.. AS tapos MB tapos AS!! x__X
owell.. haha..
kaya gusto ko ng motorsiklo eh!!! haha :P
kakalase ko ba kayo in whatever subject?
sabihin niyo please! hehe :D wala lang :P
nga pala..
teacher ko sa KAS1 si Abejo..
sa Pan Pil 19 si Rodriguez *yata*
err.. yun pa lang alam ko..
hehe..
wahh.. sana maayos naman yung sa iba.
^_^
06.2.2005 Th 11:07 p.m.
gee..
im actually happy right now.. but.. i dont know.. im losing my blogging interest!! x__X or maybe it's just because, school is just 4 days away.. *sigh*
Your Linguistic Profile:
50% General American English
30% Yankee
10% Dixie
10% Upper Midwestern
0% Midwestern
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06.01.2005 W 10:14 p.m.
EQ [diapers?] x_X
Your EQ is
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
06.01.2005 W 12:46 a.m.
BLOW. *ehem*
haha.. i found this while browsing through friends' friends' in friendster.. i saw this cute guy.. i looked at his profile and i found out that he is a musician/composer/singer/dancer.. and there was a link to his www.rocketradio.com so i checked it out.. and i found his songs.. amusing ^_^ i actually liked them.. but this one is my favorite!! nyahaha ^_^
Artist: Kince
Song: Blow
it starts off in the teen years
we learn to face all our fears
take a little step
to redefine ourselves
and some of us discover
the alternative life
is where we want to be
and we reclassify
and when we play with ourselves
we find a sweet sense of
satisfaction hidden in the acts of the flesh
we close our eyes
and all of a sudden we
are trapped in our fantasy
realising just how perfect we can be
from this strange obsession
we'll come forth with a sense
of overconfidence and
we'll explore the rest
trying to pick out those of us
who take pleasure in themselves
and all the rest just like 'em
and we start fooling around
to the sweet sounds of
satisfaction caught up in the midst of a crowd of
sweaty young boys
but in this hypocrisy
we discover that we're
surrounded by all these
lies, lies, lies
dance with me
dance with me
dance with me
and we can call it a day
or we can fire away
take me to your room
you'll find it's true what they say
about two young boys
behind a locked door
we'll test our hypothesis
about the chemistry
between two young men
who just like what they see
in each other, we'll find
what it takes to blow each other's minds
BUT WAIT! there's more!!! he is a pisay alumnus!!! hahah :P *yata* i think he's from batch 02?? or maybe 03?? im not really sure.. and he also went to UP.. although now, he's in the US.. [oh yes! napaka-stalker ng dating ko diba?? hahaha.. eh!! i liked his songs eh! plus cute pa.. PLUS!! eto.. he is BI muwawhaha >:)]
anyway.. if you want to "know" more about him.. check him out in friendster.. basta his name is Kince.. he's not YET in my list though.. then.. the link to his rocketradio is http://www.rocketradio.com/artist/863/music.php ..try downloading some of his songs!! ^_^ i liked his "Hands Reaching Down (ver 2)" hehe ^_^
that's all for now.. i dont really feel like blogging.. :P
05.30.2005 11:39 p.m.
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05.30.2005 07:26 p.m.
*ohwell*
nyahaha.. thanx to everybody who said that i am not useless.. datu's right.. i am not useless.. i am gay! lol!! :D :D hmm.. im okay with my mom now.. they didn't really push me into doing it [i mean waking up early] but i still did. i woke up early! but not as early as i should have! the office opens up at 8am and my parents arrive by 9.. i woke up at 9am!! nyahahha x__X i still woke up early though! give me credit for that HARD work! ahaha =P i dont really know who manned the office.. i didnt even bother to ask my parents.. nahiya naman ako kahit papaano..
hmm.. with nothing to do that early.. i just played ps.. jek and jazyel soon joined me.. then kuya when he woke up.. drat! i still can't beat kuya when he's using paul! x__X ohwell.. oh! i love our lunch! shrimp! :P~ yummy! yummy! yummy! :D im really happy now that i learned to eat sea food. haha. when i was little, the only sea food i ate was the fish "espada"[?] whatever that is.. and when i tried eating crustaceans, my mouth gets kinda itchy so i concluded that i have allergy. which i thought was really true since my kuya is VERY allergic to crustaceans.. BUT maybe.. last yeaR? or last last year? i ate shrimp again.. and it didnt really hurt.. haha. there's still that slight itchiness though.. but! i just dont mind it! masyadong masarap ang hipon para hindi kainin dahil lang sa konting kati! :P
after lunch, we went back to our tekken match. hehe.. but my mom told me to get dressed.. we're going to platinum plans again. x__X hmm.. when we got there.. our contact was on leave pala! haayy.. nasayang lang ang pagpunta namin doon.. kasi naman mom ko.. di muna tumawag bago pumunta! tsktsk.. x__X so.. while waiting for a ride to the mrt station, my mom saw an fx which had a signboard saying, "megamall" ..since la rin kwenta trip namin, nagyaya na lang mom kong pumunta sa mega! at syempre ako gusto rin! ^_^ hehe.. the fx was empty when we got in.. but just after 5 mins.. napuno agad! turns out we all were headed to mega.. ohwell..
there.. we shopped for some stuff for our house.. decoration thingy blah blah.. i actually wanted to shop for more clothes! but.. i wasnt in the mood for shirt-shopping that time.. instead i just bought a bag :D and guess what's the brand.. DICKIES! muwahaha.. bakit kaya? :-/ [hoy! it's not because its dick-ies! tsktsk!] hmmm.. sino kaya makakagets kung bakit? lalalala.. :-" hehe ^_^ [see? that's why im okay with my mom now! haha :P] we also bought jek a new school bag.. the stroller thingy.. and yes.. i was the one carrying it around mega! x___X hmm.. ok lang. may dickies naman ako eh! dehh!! rawr.. sabi ko ayoko na sakaniya eh! naman eh.. naman ehh.. oops.. *dont mind me* haha..
after that, we went home and naabutan kong naglalaro sina jek+jazyel+maid ng langit lupa.. so i joined in! hehe ^_^ i missed playing those kind of games.. haaayy.. then.. we had dinner.. i liked the adobo.. [i acutally ate a lot!] rawr. my stomach's weird! i think it digests to fast!! haha x___X i get hungry about an hour after eating!! x__X argh.. now i fell im getting fat! yuck! nyahahha.. hmm.. after dinner i typed this... then after typing this, i'd probably take a shower.. then watch some tv while eating something.. ahaha.. then go to sleep! i want to start "training" myself into sleeping early now.. school's a week away! x__X so i have to fix my body clock :P and.. i've also had enough of making looong entries.. so i'll have to stop! hehe :P maybe the next time i'll make a looonngg entry would probably include a very special event ^_^ hmm.. speaking of special events.. i haven't rsvp'd to may's debut! [what is rsvp anyway?] AND! i can't think of a gift for somebody who's too rich! x__X haha.. plus, it's gonna be on june 18.. my mom's bday [and mav's actually..]*ehem* is on june 17!! father's day is on june 19!! x___X then yay's bday on june 21!waahh!! i need a lot of cash!! $_$
hmm.. nga pala.. i need to go to up and check out my rooms! i need to familiarize myself! hmm.. when can i do it? and with whom? hmm.. maybe tomorrow? or.. friday? or saturday.. my mom and i will be going back to platinum plans on wed.. mike+char+dys+me+i.dont.know will meet on thurs hmm.. i need to make an appointment with my dentist either fri or sat.. then i NEED to get my grad rites pix!! hmm.. that's all.. i gotta stop na talaga.. [oh-meh-gash! that was so coño! haha] *rawr* ohwell..
i am now excited for college!! ^_^
current song: girl in your dreams by m2m! ahaha x___X [para kanino kaya? *ehem*ehem* lol! ^_^]
EDIT:
wahooo!!! the tapabeyz site is alive again![thanx to mon!:D] check it out!!! it's not yet finsihed though.. tag kayo! ^_^
05.29.2005 Su 10:01 p.m.
am i useless?
when i woke up today i did not have my shirt on.. i wondered why.. i slept without one pala hehe.. maybe because, i was alone in my room and it was hot.. :P that was about.. 3pm! and nobody was around. my parents went out again. my kuya's on a trip AGAIN. my cousin went home to bicol. so only jazyel + the maids were home. since i had nothing to do, i decided to go to cubao and shop for some clothes! ^_^ but when i was about to leave, the maids said they were going to church with jazyel x__X so i cannot leave the house until they arrive.. rawr.. after an hour the maids and my parents arrived.. i had second thoughts on going to cubao since that was already past 5pm! oh heck.. i still went.. it's too boring at home.. after buying some clothes, i went to ali mall to play dance maniax.. then went back shopping.. hmm.. im starting to un-like [yes, un-like, not really dislike.lol] Bench/ their designs are.. hmm.. not for me anymore.. x__X anyway.. after a while, my parents called me, asked me where i was.. they said they'd pick me up cuz we're gonna go to eastwood.. since i thought we were going to eat at a fancy restaurant, i paused my shopping [probably resume it on wednesday] and waited for them to pick me up..
we went to eastwood with kuya [he just arrived from his trip] with ate saskia [his gf].. but then, we went there to inquire about their condo sales..not to eat at whatever restaurant! turns out mother had persuaded kuya into buying one! x__X [buti na lang, may free food.. although, we went there late na so the only food left were the cold cuts..] so there. kuya bought a studio type unit at the palazzo which will be done on 2007.. while we were going home.. kuya was like, speechless + tulala.. haha.. probably still in shock that he has just bought a condo unit! x__X ang there goes my mom talking about separation and stuff again.. saying they'll be living at the icon in the fort then my kuya will be living at the palazzo in eastwood.. hmm.. eh ako? san kaya ako? nyahha oh well.. im starting to accept the future.. little by little.. as if i have a choice? haha..
when we got home.. they were still discussing about the condo thingy.. while i am typing this entry.. and i have just realized.. gosh.. i did not went to church!!! graarr!! i should've just went to mass with the maids earlier! x__X ohwell.. maya-maya ay sinabihan ako ng nanay ko na matulog ako ng maaga.. magbabantay daw ako ng office bukas and of course.. i really did not want to.. so i said.. huh? bakit hindi si kuya? she had no reply for that.. then after a while she said again, matulog ka ng maaga. buong summer hindi ka pa napakikinabangan. whatdahell?!?! what am i? a utility shit? is she just so forgetful or did she really just not considered the times that i have manned the office?!?! hello?!? wtf? she should've asked nicely! i know i am her son and she can talk to me in whatever way she wants BUT PLEASE? saying that hindi pa ako napakikinabangan? ..if i had a blasted mind i might've already left home! x__X buti na lang i was blogging and so i just had her words pass through from my right ear to the left, then out.. tss.
ohwell.. i gotta do what i hafta to do.. so after typing this shit, i'd be eating some oreos.. then im gonna take a shower.. then wait for my kuya to return [he has just left to drive ate saskia home] then probably sleep. shit!
05.29.2005 Su 05:16 a.m.
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05.29.2005 Su 03:12 a.m.
after much fun.. solitude.
rasdhfhteteghgdjhgse!!!! my going to the province did not push through!!!!! X____X what's this? the curse of the tapa? our outings were all.. canelled. tss. ohwell, since our outings have been canelled, tapa decided to have an overnight at mon's house! *yey* :D well actually, at first, i wasn't sure if i'll go with them.. [hindi pa kasi sure kung tuloy kami sa bicol o hinde] but everybody else would be there.. ={ they went first to gateway and watched Madagascar! and darn it! i did not know! x__X [even if tuloy naman kami sa bicol i could've still watched the movie with them since gateway is just a tricycle away from our house!] char actually tried calling me at about 10am? until 2pm.. but i woke at about 3pm! darn it. when i called back they were already watching the movie.. *sigh*
i asked my mom if we would still go to bicol but then she said kami bahala.. i think my cousin would really go there.. i asked my mom if my other cousins would be at my lola's house.. but then my uncle [their father] decided not to go to bulan [where my lola's house is and where i was supposed to go] he opt to stay in sorsogon [gastos lang daw kasi.. tss!] so there! since i wouldn't be with my cousins din lang naman, i did not want to go to bicol na either! i'd rather go to the tapa overnight!
when i asked permission from my mom she asked me why i dont want to go to our province.. i said coz i wouldn't be with my cousins.. she just kept quiet and then told me to arrange the pictures in the computer by date and event! [argh! so kapalit ng pag-overnight ko ay kailangang utusan muna ako.. haayy..] when i finished that, i hurriedly packed my bag and off i went! =P
i called tapa.. char said they were already on their way to mon's house.. this time, they still did not know that i wouldn't be going home to our province.. except for char.. she knew coz i talked with her the night before :P pinagpasa-pasahan nila yung cell and i just said to yay+jean+dais+mon that i am sad that i won't be able to join them.. [lol.. but i was actually already buying some lychee jelly to bring and share with them ^_^] hmm.. they also said they just ate cello's donuts [huhuh.. inggit ako!] i hung up on them when the lrt arrived.. @_@ woah! this was the first time i saw the lrt2 so full of human beings! 0___O ohwell.. when i got to katipunan i ate at jollibee first since they said they already ate and i havent eaten anything yet! blah blaah.. after that i went straight to mon's house! *yahoo* parteehh!! :D :D
when i arrived they were watching tv.. i opened the lychee jelly and we munched on them.. in less than 15 minutes i guess.. then after a while.. it got boring.. so we decided to have somebody make kwento! sino pa nga ba? of course! the one with the happiest life.. DAISY!!! nyahaha :P ohwell.. i already knew what she was going to tell so i just played sungka with char [she already knew the story too] then.. char and i played speed! oh-meh-gash! "i lost my touch" im not as good in it as i was when we were in anilao! x__X ohwell.. then.. hmm.. we ate dinner! yum! pancit palabok! :D then A LOT more talk.. we started dinner at about 830pm and went back to the room at about 1030pm! hhaha.. [considering that we eat A LOT and eat them FAST nyahaha :D] it's funny that we never seem to run out of conversations! and im sure that the err.. what was that? 11-minute theory? 10-minute theory? oh whatever! basta the theory which says after [insert integer] minutes, a conversation stops -->> that SO DOES NOT apply to us.. HAHA :P yeah.. call us talkative or whatever.. we love to talk with each other! ;D we talk about almost everything.. even nonsenical stuff.. we even talked about ABS-CBN and GMA shows copying, being cheap or whatever.. [personally, im a kapamilya along with char.. but the rest are kapuso! huhuhu..] then.. we played some card games.. then.. we watched dvd's :D
we first watched cinema paradiso. it's about this young boy[salvatore] who was very close to this projectionist[alfredo] of a cinema. the boy always wanted to stay at the projection room and wanted to have the cut out kissing scenes [yung mga censored!] from the movies but of course alfredo wouldnt give it to him.
the projectionist was just in the same level of schooling as the boy! they had this test and the projectionist was a dunce and he needed the boy to copy from.. but the boy wont let him copy unless he teaches him how to run the projector.. of course he gave in.. so the boy learned how to operate the cinema.. one day, the cinema caught fire and alfredo was still inside, unconscious. salvatore saved his ass. alfredo got blind, and the cinema was burnt. one of the townsmen who recently won a lottery had it fixed and salvatore [at a very young age] was the one who ran it [since he was the only one who knew how] he grew up in this cinema. [hmm.. bakit ko nga ba kinukwento? ehh ang haba nito ehh!! ahaha x___X ok.. eto.. super summarized na..] he fell in love with this girl[elena] she was a rich kid.. her parents did not want salvatore for her and they transfered to another place. but before that, salvatore and elena decided to meet at the cinema. salvatore waited but she did not arrive.. so he asked alfredo to man the cinema [and yes, he was blind!] salvatore went to elena's house but she was already gone.. when salvatore came back to the cinema, with hope [if ever elena came by while he was away], but none - that was what alfredo said. salvatore tried to look for her.. after some time, he was drafted into the military for a year.. when he came back, the cinema had a new projectionist and he was a nobody.. alfredo said he should venture into the city and NEVER come back to their town. and he did. he became a successful director. a very rich man but sort of, unhappy.. he wasn't married.. he have had "women".. one day, his mother phoned him to say that alfredo was already dead. when he came back, he saw a teenager who looked just like elena. he followed her and found out that she was elena's daughter. when they talked, elena said she went to the cinema the day they were about to meet but she was late and she only found alfredo there. she asked alfredo to tell salvatore how much she loved him blahblahblah but then alfredo discouraged her from being with salvatore. she left a note at the projection room but salvatore did not see it. [when salvatore asked alfredo, remember, alfredo said elena did not come by..] damn alfredo! but anyway.. elena and salvatore had sex! nyahah! eew! they're oldies! haha x__X ohwell.. when he was about to return to the city, alfredo's spouse gave him a roll of film which was alfredo's gift for salvatore [he made it before he died] when salvatore came to the city, he viewed the movie and there.. it showed every kissing scene - the strips cut off from different movies put together in one film.. *aww*
-end of story- hehe :P
after that one.. most of us were already asleep.. only me+mon+di were awake.. we decided to watch closer :D but since we were watching Pdvd's.. it was skippy and err.. always jumped to the next chapter.. so it was useless.. we replaced it with a very long engagement.. mon slept through it.. and when di+me were half-way through it.. darn! *skipping bad disc area* argh!! so we just stopped it.. di slept.. and i tried to watch something else.. i wathced 2046.. x__X boring. useless. senseless. [or maybe that was just because it was already about 5am and my brain wasn't working] i was about to finish it but then.. i slept through it x__X ahaha x__X
hmm.. it was actually weird that most of us slept early [in the morning..] yet, we still woke up early in the morning :D hehe.. *labo* after eating breakfast we watched a better copy of closer [yes, mon is a pirate! dehh! haha..j/k ..they just have many collections of Pdvd's :P] err.. closer.. what can i say? have a partner.. have sex.. switch partners.. have sex.. then go back to your partners.. although jude law+natalie portman's relationship didn't really work out.. actually.. both of jude law's relationship did not work out.. but both natalie and julia roberts' characters preferred jude law as their sex partner! ;D nyahahha. but the story was actually splendid! *ang galing! ;D* ayus ang plot.. and the twists.. although the scene sequences were a bit confusing.. and there were some lines that were.. off? e.g. jude law to julia roberts->"i love you. and i have to piss" *mwah*; clive owen to julia roberts->"are there any waiters here? i love you please come back!" natalie portman to jude law->"i don't love you anymore! ..just now.." LOL! ohwell.. but i still think it's guud! ;D a nice movie which will really leave you like, *hmmm.. :-?* yes, with the matching emoticon hehe ^_^
after watching closer jean issa and yay had to go home already.. so, char+di+dais+me+mon were left.. and we had a very yummy [but late] lunch! hehe :P [nga pala, thanxx soo much mon and mon's mom! ;D ehehe ^_^] after lunch.. we watched tv.. and i slept.. when i woke up, it was almost 5pm! and shufid me forgot.. i had to pick up my grad rites pix from elan!! argh!! X__X ohwell.. next time na lang.. then.. char left.. daisy invited me to go with her family to powerplant! and so we did ^_^
zy's confession: i have never been to powerplant! hanggang sa may parking lot lang! ahahah x___X LAME. PATHETIC. i don't know.. although as we were strolling we figured out MAYBE why.. simple.. cuz it was too secluded. and.. i guess that's better for me.. i just couldn't stand the people there! [well.. sorry to generalize.. syempre.. hindi naman lahat.. may mga kyut pa rin akong gusto! dehh!! ahah ^_^] not that they were skwatingz actually, it's vice versa.. they're TOO DAMN FILTHY RICH! and.. they're TOO COÑA and COÑO!! X___X they were just too much for me to handle that i had a slight headache! [or probably, that headache was due to lack of sleep.. hahah x__X] after going through some shops.. we ate at this OH-SO-GOOD-YOU-ALL-GOT-TO-TRY-IT Japanese restaurant! but.. err.. i forgot the name! x__X basta im sure it started with a "k" and it is so not kintaro! it's WAY better.. *ANSARAP!* [oishii!] thank you so much to daisy and her family for bringing me there!! ^_^ hahah :P
ahh.. and alas.. back to my den.. after a couple hours of fun.. back to solitude.. dehh!!! :P
05.26.2005 Th 09:13 p.m.
miraculous day ^_^
weeeee :D fun day :D
hmm.. for the first time, i actually slept at a decent hour yesterday! i already went to bed by 11pm ^_^ *it's-ah-miracle!* haha. although i found it hard to sleep agad..
di na kasi sanay eh.. plus, i had a radio playing.. which made it even harder for me to get to sleep. well after a while of course i did get to sleep.. BUT! BUT! BUT! i woke up.. [duh] takte yan! i woke up at 2am!!! x___X by body clock probably considered my sleeping at 11pm a *siesta* ahaha x___X and then i found it SO HARD to go back to sleep.. add the topic that the radio was talking about - "how do you seduce the opposite sex?" nyahaha =P so again, i found it HARD to sleep.. it probably took me 2 hours.. which means i slept na at 4am.. i asked our maid to wake me up at 630am but she's so not forgetful that she didnt wake me up.. luckily, i woke up from my alarm clock!ü [another miracle!] ahaha ^_^
i needed to wake up early since i have to get my photo-ID from UP today. so there.. i started my rituals :D
when i arrived at UP, i already asked my hatid to go away. i thought i'd be waiting at long lines to get the ID.. pero ni hindi ko nga alam kung san kukunin yung ID eh! haha x__X i know that it's somewhere in the registrar's office but there were people there.. probably upper years and stupid me didn't even bother to ask the masusungit mayordomas [jowk lang!] of the registrar's office.. so i went out again.. there i saw joyce and lau! *salvation* haha =D lau's mom told us where it is but lau hasn't payed yet so she had to go to the cashier's office first. [wala palang kapila-pila!x__X] joyce and i had our photos taken and voila! we are officially UP students.. hmm.. naaliw ako dun sa thing in which you'll write your signature.. haha.. you can't see what it'll look like until you finish signing thus, my signature looked weird.. but then again, i didnt want to waste much time so i didnt bother to change it.. hmm.. again, we are officially UP students.. come to think of it.. what do you call UP students? Ateneo students are Ateneans [atenista] La Salle sutdents are La Sallians/Lasallites [lasallista whatever the spellings are!] pero ano tawag sa mga taga-UP? hmm.. iskolar ng bayan? nyahaha. x__X maroons? hay, ewan.. basta taga-UP ako, tapos! =P
after i got my ID i actually wanted to hitch with joyce palabas man lang at papunta sa may sakayan but she already left! x__X then came lau.. i wanted to ask her too but they looked like they were in a hurry.. so *nevermind* ..i just sat there.. waiting for nothing.. then there was this mag-ina who sat with me.. ooh!! the child was so cute!! *pedophile mode* nyahah! i love children =P [and then i remember liam.. aww.. the beach baby] ..anyway, eby and roz came.. they also didnt know where to get the ID so.. i accompanied them :D then tonton came.. then carlo came.. then ching came :D yehey! napuno ng pisay ang ID room and there's this girl who's not pisay.. syempre, nakakaawa siya.. OP! haha >:D ohwell.. when ching got her ID we walked out already towards vinzon's.. but on the way, roz let us hitch! yey :D *salvation from the treacherous sun* we all went to shopping center.. after walking through SC, ching and i decided to go to philcoa.. she'll be meeting with jerms and others and.. i just accompanied her :P
we stayed at mcdo and there we saw ralph! ..waiting for yay of course :P hmm. i bought a strawberry sundae! yes, it's back.. i remember when i was small i always wanted strawberry sundae from mcdo.. but then biglang nawala.. now it's back! :D ..then cabato came and sat with us.. then yay arrived.. yay and ralph left.. aj and jerms arrived.. talk.. talk.. talk.. more talk.. but i had to leave them coz i also had to meet my real dad and let him sign some papers for my educational plan.. [remember in one post that we only need his signature and i'll be getting 210k from platinum plans! ^_^]
while on the mrt going to shang.. at hmm.. i think that was gma station.. the announcer said "mag-ingat po tayo sa mga mandurukot" then there was this punkista gay [by the way she/he/it dressed] who suddenly shouted, "SHET! MY FONE IS MISSING!" how unfortunate.. kakasabi lang eh tapos nawalan nga.. then the gay kept on "looking" for it.. and finally giving up saying "ilabas niyo mga cellphone ninyo!" like duh?! if i was the crook malamang hindi ko ilalabas yun! he still went on.. "ilabas niyo na please? sige na.. ilabas niyo na.. may nakita ba kayong kakaiba?" nyahaha x__X sorry.. but the way he asked it was really.. weird.. *may nakita ba kayong kakaiba?* but it actually got the attention of this girl.. she said somebody went in with him then went out again.. so probably.. that person would be the crook.. ohwell.. sorry siya.. not too cautious about his stuff eh.. tsktsk.
so my dad and i met in shang. i was actually a bit early.. i wanted my brother to come with me but he can't.. he's still at work x__X i dont know.. hindi ako close sa tatay ko ehh.. i just feel a bit uneasy.. anyway.. when he arrived, we ate at kenny's.. then.. there.. he signed the papers.. we talked for a while.. "what course i took" "His job" blahblah.. yes, *bonding sessions* hehe :P then when we thought we were about to separate, he gave me some cash! wohoo!! :P but then.. we still talked for a while. and nagkayayaan kaming manood ng sine! we watched revenge of the sith! yeah, my second time to watch it :P libre naman niya ako ehh!! nyahah ^_^ it's a chance to see hayden again! =P~~ but.. no.. haha.. i actually focused now more on the story and the conversations.. :D and i appreciate it better! =D haha, my dad was a bit funny.. after watching it.. he said.. ahh.. yung pala yun.. tapos babalik nanaman sa one, tapos ganun nanaman.. tapos sa one ulit.. i said, pa, hindi one! four! he said oo nga.. tapos babalik nanaman sa one.. nyahah! ang kulit!! so i just dropped the topic.. then.. we searched for a new cellphone.. he'll be buying a second phone kasi.. he'll give his current second fone to my half bro.. zyrel.. so.. he bought another fone.. his choices were k700i, 6020 and 6600.. 6600 was too big.. he already got a err.. 6280(?) oh wahtever it is.. basta the black thing flip flop which one of it's flop can rotate.. then.. k700i was actually a good choice.. but he'd have to worry about another charger [considering that the k700i is super takaw sa batt] and that it'd be confusing if he'll use a nokia and then an ericsson at the same time =P ..so he bought 6020.. it's acutally bulok.. but ohwell.. it's just a second phone.. after that, we saw an ex-co-wrker of his.. he was formerly err.. chief? of the security of shang.. so he still knew some poeple there.. anyway.. after walking for a while again.. we said goodbye to each other.. aww.. :( hehe :P
so there.. im all alone again.. in the mrt.. going to cubao.. which means.. it's time for dance maniax again!! nyahah :P i actually drowned myself in dance maniax coz today would probably the last time FOR THIS WEEK that i'll be playing it.. my family will be going to the province tomorrow! [bulan, sorsogon, bicol ^_^] we'll be going there for the feast! :D so yahu! a chance to reunite with my dear cousins :P but i actually haven't packed yet! x_X nyaha.. but then.. the opportunity cost of going to the province is that i wont be able to go with tapabeybz to the overnight :( yeah, overnight.. they weren't able to push the bataan outing through.. la talagang transpo eh.. hmm.. anyway.. im really looking forward in going to our province :D sana maging masaya yun.. that'd be a fun way to end my summer ^_^
huhuhuh.. come to think of it.. i've ony got about 2 weeks before classes start.. oh-meh-gash x__X im already a college eshtudent!! x__X i feel so.. excited and ecstatic but im also afraid and nervous at the same time! :P
[it's gonna be a happy day.. ^_^]
05.24.2005 Tu 10:20 p.m.
five shows.
huhuhu.. everybody hates me.. =( dehh.
as usual, i didn't do anything all day. i actually wanted to go with patag and the other's but i woke up late.. and they went to gale.. it's not really convenient for me.. so, i just stayed home. and played ps1 x__X haha.. yes, lame. my parents wont buy us any other game shit eh! so im stuck with ps1.. so there.. i just played tekken with jek and jazyel! haha.. and in fairness, jek can beat me once in a while.
when i got tired pushing those buttons i rested for a while and pressed some keys instead. haha. keys as in keyboard. i went online and checked stuff. ym, friendster, blog. and i posted *devastated ink* it's actually just some "poetic" ranting that i made when my parents were pushing too far with what i will do for college.. not only that, they've ordered me around for too much already that time! X__X i just can't say no.. *sigh* and now they're doing it again.. i now have the task of teaching my siblings their kumon shit. AND they want me to sleep early from now on since i'll be the one to open up our office! they'll be going to the gym AGAIN and since my uncle isn't around.. im the only one left x___X darn it!!
ANYway.. i played tekken again after computer stuff.
after getting bored with tekken i slept again. haha. [masarap palang matulog nang matulog..] when i woke up, it was already dinner time. x__X and oh yeah, i forgot to mention, i was able to wake up at lunch time! [sakto!haha] first time in this week that i was able to eat lunch. haha. uhmm.. may's debut invitation arrived already! it's a cute umm.. circly thingy that's so glittery! cute cute! :D
hmm.. im currently watching memories of bali. haha :P i dont know why, but im kinda likin this koreanovela shit! hahah x__X not all.. just this one. maybe cuz paolo [jo in sung] is cute. nyahah x_X and i like the way erika [hmm.. i forgot her real name] handles her scenes..
and uh, about the statement above.. somebody called kasi and i answered it.. "hello" and the caller said "hello" then i said "hello" then the caller said "hello" we had an unending conversation of "hellos" x__X so i just hung up.. after a while he called again. when i picked up, he didn't answer so i just put it down. [please bear in mind that i was in my parents room at this time.. with my parents of course..] he called again and when i picked up, he hung up.. after a while, he called AGAIN.. when i picked it up.. i heard a whisper.. "p*tang ina mo" .. .. ..
ouch. that's the only thing i felt and thought of. so i immediately hung up.. i actually wanted to curse him! scream words of profanity.. but my parents were there.. besides.. that'd be just.. low. tss. can people be really that bored and has nothing to do thus resort to prank calls? ok lang sana kung prank na as in wala lang.. but no! he had to say shit to me.. rawr. rawr. rawr. and since i was not able to release this stress earlier.. dito ko na lang nilalabas.. haay.. sum frukkin fifol dyast thu nat jeserf shu lif!!! there.. im alright now.. hehe..
im now watching qpids.. sorry.. im a hopeless romantic.. [huh?!] and i find this shit cute. haha x__X sorry! sorry!! you might now be thinking how jologs can zy be.. well.. i am very jologs! haha.. wala na lang pakialamanan! kyut si ano eh! si.. mhyco pati si mikel pati si gabb!! ahaha.. ^_^ lalala.. screw vanessa and marc c! wag na silang magsalita please! ahah.. wala lang.. :P sorry.. i find happiness in other people's satisfaction. [huh? anlabo noh?] basta natutuwa na rin ako kapag may nakita akong natutuwa.. kinikilig, kapag may nakikitang kinikilig.. kasi hanggang dun lang naman ako ehh.. i know it's not impossible for me to find love. but.. improbability rate? ..*high*
*sigh* nyahha magdrama modes daw ba.. tama na nga.. tapos na qpids eh! gosh.. it took me 2 shows to type this.. ohwell.. i have nuthin to do again.. maybe i'll just eat some oreos then.. take a shower.. then sleep? *boring*
zzzzz..
PS:
the title is "five shows." because
show1-ranting about parents stuff
show2-my day..tekken,comp
show3-memories of bali
show4-the prank caller
show5-qpids :P
sorry.. la nang maisip na maayos na title ehh..
05.24.2005 Tu 01:14 p.m.
devastated ink.
i hate the world
i hate the circumstances
i hate life..
no.. you are not part of this world..
you are not a part of this reality
you were just created by my imagination
you belong in my parallel oblivion
i want the world to vanish..
But not my oblivion..
not my soulful world
why do we always have to suffer?
why do need to perish from pleasing all?
why can't there be ultimate satisfaction?
maybe because it doesn't exist..
why am i being pushed to do
another mind's distress???
why can't we just follow
our own intuition
i want to end this obedience
i am like a puppet, driven by others
i want to end this now
tranquility, serenity, peace..
that's what i want..
isn't that what everybody wants?
no.
i live in a world where i can see
a world where i can hear..
yet i live in a world of silence..
my own silence.
i blind myself. i deaf myself.
i mute myself from everthing else.
i was afraid to speak
eventhough i could hear and see the faulty
i was afraid to say a mistake
true it may be that i
pursued another sleep's dream
but i wished to fall asleep
and make it my own
and i did. i fell asleep and
dreamed of their dream
and now that i've awakened,
i changed.
as the sunlight fills my eyes
and i clear my mind
i've felt.. a sense of freedom
i am no longer a puppet for i chose
to become an apprentice.
an apprentice! and not a slave.
i embraced their dream
and it has become mine
yes, we collided but
instead of breaking apart
we became one.
and in my greater sense
of freedom and apprenticeship
i can see. i can hear.
and i can speak.
but my words still aren't heard.
and i want them to be
words may be stronger
when they are written
and i spoke with devastated ink
but nothing came out of my mouth
my mind was blank
my words vanished
and unheard of.
but my hand painted the thoughts
i've never said
05.22.2005 Su 11:08 p.m.
effing stuffs2.
what da hell?!?!?! do i look
like a whore?? x___X damn it!!
i went to ali mall to watch bikini
open since the movie lines in gateway
are all so long!! x_X probably because
of the revenge of the sith craze...
bikini open was.. entertaining..
not really very funny as the broadsheet
says.. tss. it's just oh-so-nice-to-look-at
[bodies,bodies,and more bodies.. :P~]
lol :P anyway, after watching, while
i was walking along the hall which leads
to the exit, somebody made *pssst!*
as a natural tendency, i looked..
[yaak cheap!haha] then i saw this
guy.. probably twentysomething..
he approached me and said..
"bakla ka ba??" HAHAHAHA!!!
darn.. i hesitated answering yes
kase malamang, katulad nanaman ito
ni simon!![read "ali mall is scary >_<"]
besides, while i was buying a ticket,
i already saw him.. i think he wasnt
going to watch bikini open.. but when
he saw me, he followed me!! x__X
i noticed him staring at me..oh, no
make that,LEERING! he was leering at me!
eew!! eew!! eew!!! yuck!!! >_<
so,although it is so not true, i
just answered him, HINDI. then walked
away.. palabas! at pumunta na lang
sa gateway.. eeeeewwweeyy!!! x__X
mukha ba akong pokpok?? hahah x__X
lecheng buhay to oh!! @#$%&!
luckily i went to gateway na lang..
coz while going there, i saw this
oh-so-cute trio!!! ^_^ shoot! they're
my type of guy!! haha *oops..*
they looked like aussie-slash-canadian!
woop! haha ^_^ :P~
i dont know.. when it comes to facial
value, i am more attracted to them..
[also based on the people i chat with!]
ahahah!!! :P kyot. kyot. kyot :P~
ok.. enough.. haha :P
then, i bought a pair of beach shorts!
as i mentioned in "twisted." tapababaes
planned a beach outing this weekend!! :D
but then, when i got home..
char called and said there was a
problem.. we still didn't have transpo!x_X
huhuhu. =( sayang naman yung beach shorts
ko kung hindi matutuloy yun.. hahah..
pero mas sayang yung mga preparations
ng pamilya ni char at sayang yung time
na magkakasama-sama ulit kami for fun..
sana naman maayos ito..
as much as i wanted to help, na sana
humiram ng car sa mga ginagawa namin,
hindi naman ako pinayagan ng parents ko
malamang.. muntik pa nga akong hindi na
pasamahain kung wala rin lang naman daw
transpo!! arghh!! *sigh..*
last friday, a sales agent(?) came by
our house and had my parents look
at the new condo which will be built
in the fort. it turned out that my parents
were VERY interested. but we dont have
cash for the downpayment. 500k! x__X
and they are still paying for the unit
they bought at eastwood.. AND! they want
to build a house in laguna..
if they buy the unit, they wont be able
to build the house we've always wanted!
[yung may malaking swimming pool!lol]
but they really wanted to buy a unit in
that condo.. so ibebenta na lang nila
yung condo sa eastwood! x__X
i really didn't want them to do
that.. but ofcourse.. i seldomly voice
out my opinion.. but i told that to my
cousin.. and his big mouth said it to
my parents at lunch time.. *tss!*
at syempre my mom defended her
decision.. masyado na raw congested
ang eastwood and that the unit they
bought there was just studio type so
maliit lang.. at sabi naman daw niya
di naman sure na yung eastwood yung
mabebenta.. baka kasi yung lot na lang
sa eagleridge.. but im sure the
eastwood condo will be bought by
somebody agad. ewan.. eastwood
yun eh.. ohwell.. it's their decision
and they asked me why i didnt want
the eastwood condo to be sold..
i was just speechless..[as always..]
but my dad jokingly said that i'll buy
it from them daw when i grow up..
my mom answered..
hindi mo na kailangan yun..
tsaka paglaki mo, mas maganda pa dun
ang mabibili mo! ang sakin lang naman
kasi, ok na yung sa the icon..
para kapag malaki na kayo, kami na lang
ni da [i call my dad *da*] mo, dun
na lang kami.. mas gusto ko nang
condo. at least maliit lang.. di ko
na kailangan ng katulong.. ayoko nung
malaking bahay nga tapos may mga katulong
ano naman gagawin namin dun?
kapag nagkanya-kanya na kayo, ok na
kami ni joel [name ng dad ko] dun sa icon.
ikaw zymar [kuya ko] ayaw mo ba kumuha
doon(sa the icon)? o kaya yung diyan
sa may [err.. somewhere i forgot] ayaw
mo ba nun?
rawr. the thought of living without them.
=( *sad*
tuloy yan, parang ayoko nang dumating
ang hinaharap.. kung sakaling maging
successful nga ako.. eh di masaya! pero..
the thought of living alone pa rin..
*ayoko* parang di ko kaya kapag wala mga
magulang ko.. ewan.. nasanay siguro? or..
baka naman kagaya ni Risa(?)[yung sa moog!
yung book sa fil.. haha] ehh, baka hindi
ako handang kumawala.. ayokong humiwalay.
kahit kuya ko.. gusto kong sama-sama..
haha.. shuxx.. Risang-risa nga..
pero hindi naman ako mababaliw kung
mangyari man iyon.. malulungkot lang
talaga.. kasi parang ang laking parte ng
buhay ko yung mag-iiba.. at sa pagkikimkim
ko ng lahat ng ideyang ito.. bigla kong
naisip.. if ever mangyayari yun.. yung
magkakanya-kanya.. *gusto ko magka-anak*
haha. seryoso yun.. iniisip ko kung
magpplay-it-straight ako.. pero malamang
di ko kakayanin yun!! so naisip ko..
mag-ampon.. pero ewan.. baka hindi ko rin
kayang ibigay ang lahat ng pagmamahal para
sa batang iyon.. last resort naman na
naisip ko eh, maghanap na lang ng surrogate
mother.. pero gusto ko, foreigner! haha!
kaya nga lang..
*It is estimated that in the United States, the payment for a surrogate mother ranges between US$28,000 and $45,000*
[wikipedia. the free encyclopedia]
hmm.. di ko maisip na may mga babaeng
magpapabuntis at maghihirap ng siyam na buwan
AT! manganganak! para lamang sa pera..
the child may not be a product of love but STILL!
rawr. haha.. ohwell.. at least they'll serve
a purpose for me in the future.. *sana* lol!
PS:
kung nabasa niyo man ito at sa tingin niyo eh nahihibang na ako, nababaliw.. kung sa tingin niyo bobo ako at walang kwenta mga pinagsusulat ko, wag kayong matakot magsalita.
kung sa tingin niyo pokpok nga ako, or if you have other comments, suggestions and/or violent reactions [yaak.. cliche?lol] just post sa tagboard! or message me sa ym :D any comment will be happily accepted! wether it be morally degrading, uplifting, humiliating, hilarious, or just without emotion at all.. ok lang.. para naman malaman ko kung may nagbabasa pa nga ba ng blog ko.. sayang naman ang pagod ko sa pagttype at pag-iisip ng ittype kung wala rin namang maaliw, mababastos, mandidiri, matatawa, or whatever dito diba? hehe ^_^ post/send away!!ü thanx
~zy ü
05.21.2005 Sa 08:28 p.m.
pink light saber? lol ^_^
Your Star Wars Name and Title
Your Star Wars Title: Agivan of Rehtorb
05.20.2005 F 04:30 p.m.
twisted.
darn.. haven't updated for a while.
haha x_X im too addicted to the
notpron stuff! it's really hard but
it's really addicting!
soo.. hmm.. what has happeneD?
last tuesday my mom and i went back
to platinum plans to discuss better
arrangements.. we were now accompanied
by another tita who actually knew
"somebody from the inside" haha
things that "connections" can do..
and with that, i only need to have my
real dad sign some papers and you know
what we'll geT?? 210K.. wahahah $_$
yeah! a lot of cash.. haha ^_^
and to think my parents only paid
10k for that plan.. we're actually
refunding it rather than claiming
benefits.. with that, we'll get more
as the person they've talked to said.
(well, it really looks like it!210K?!)
sorta too-good-to-be-true.. but i
guess i shouldn't be happy already.
"it's not yet in the bag" and..
these insurance companies are
getting "unstable" now.. they always
issue super post dated checks..
ohwell.. i just hope we get some
money from them. hahaha :P
i didn't really do anything for
wednesday.. i just
slept late, woke up late, ym
and notpron.. haha x_X bum all day.
but tapababes had planned another
outing! yahu! beach baby!! haha ^_^
we're going to bataan next week!
i missed the beach!! and the beach
we're going to has sand.. haha
(sorry, but the latest beach i've
been to didnt have sand! just a
lot of sea urchins and fun water
sports..:P)
wahu! fun fun fun! :D
and umm.. i've just watched
star wars episode III!!
revenge of the sith! :D
and im still *drooling* over
hayden christensen! lol!! ^_^
but i was so disturbed by his
chest.. why is it separated? i
mean.. i don't know.. it looks
weird!! @_@ and he still acts a
little dull. oh nvm! he's cute! haha
it is just in this movie
that i found r2d2 cute.. hahah
i don't know.. i just thought he
was cute in this movie.. haha x_X
maybe coz he can electricute now..
yeah, im twisted! haha
just like hayden! *twisted by the
dark side of the force* nyahaha
ohmehgashh.. i think this is because
of the time.. haha! almost 3am!
and it has just occurred to me..
why does padme have to wear different
hair styles every time?! haha x_X
darn.. i didnt feel her presence in
this movie.. where was the amidala i
saw in episode one? .. ..gone..
gone to eject some twins.. oops.. haha
and still.. the ever so cute yoda!
:D isn't he the most powerful jedi?
but how come he can't even beat
count dooku(?) and Darth Sidious???
ohwell.. he's still a kick-ass though!!
haha.. and how come he was the only one
who sensed that he was about to be killed?
knock knock! jedi=best fighters!
why didn't the others sense that
they were about to be erased? tss.
ohwell..yun ang sabi ni george eh! haha
but i actually think it's good!
compared to the previous one! tss!
it's good that lucas ended it with
a good one! ..ang talino rin niya..
i guess he made the last 3 episodes
first so that the first 3 episodes
ay talagang aabang-abangan! diba?
anyway.. i've read in a site that it
is rated PG13.. but in gateway, it was
general patronage!! x__X ano yun?
para kumita? haha and! they
charged 140! rather than the usual
120.. hmm.. talking about taking
advantage! tsktsk.. ohwell..
im still about hayden christensen
for now!! haha *drool* :P~
oops.. just come credit.. haha
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EDIT:
ahaha.. kaya pala nawawala yung links sa right kasi masyado na yatang mahaba yung index page ko.. so ayun.. edi i-archive :D hehe :P
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