Friday, February 11, 2005 11:31 p.m.

BUNTONG HININGA
by yours truly.. naughty_zy

bakit ba sa tuwing nakikita ka'y natutulala..
laging walang masabi..
laging nanginginig..
laging walang imik..
uupo lang sa isang tabi..
at titingnan ka..

hanggang doon lang naman talaga ang kaya ko eh
..ang tingnan ka..
kung kakausapin ka naman..
tungkol sa mga bagay na walang kwenta..
mga katanungan na pagkatapos masagot..
wala na.

gusto ko sanang mapalapit sa iyo..
gusto ko sanang maging kaibigan mo..
yung tipong katawanan..
kakwentuhan, kagaguhan, kakantahan..
kahit na nga pati sa mga panlolokong kalibugan..

haayyy..
hanggang buntong hininga na lang ang kaya ko
sa tuwing masisilayan ka..
sa tuwing makakusap ka..
haayyy..

malamang sa bawat pagkakataon
susulyap-sulyap lamang ako..
kahit papaano sa tuwing nakikita ka..
masaya na ako.
oo nga't mababaw pero
hanggang dun lang ang kaya ko eh.
hindi naman sa sobrang taas mo na..
respeto na lang din siguro diba.

putek! hindi ko na talaga kaya!!!
isang taon na akong ganito..
patingin-tingin, pasulyap-sulyap
sabay buntong hininga..
isang taon na kong sumusubok na kausapin ka
isang taon na akong umaasa..

ngumingiti-ngiti.. kahit hindi mo naman napapansin
minsan nagpapapansin, nagmamagaling..
pero wala parin..
wala talaga eh..
mukha rin namang hindi ka interesado.
pero ako..
sige lang! patuloy sa pagpapakagago..
niloloko ang sarili sa isang bukas
na suntok sa buwan..
isang bukas na malabong mangyari..

takte nga naman talaga ang pag-ibig..
iba talaga kapag napana ka ni kupido..
ang korni pero totoo!
kaso may kabobohan rin si kupido eh!
ako lang ang pinana..
ngayon tuloy.. ako lang yung umaasa..
ako lang yung nangangarap.

ano nga bang tawag dun?
one-sided relationship?
one-way relationship?
aba ewan! sabi ko na nga ba!
ang pag-ibig kapag kabiguan lang..
nakakabobo!
parang ako.. nabobobo..
kapag nandiyan na, hindi makasalita..
nauutal.. ni hindi makatindig ng tuwid..
ni hindi makatingin ng diretso..

malamang naduduwag ako..
eh bakit naman hindi??
hindi lang talaga siguro tayo talo..
lalaki ka..
kahit papaano lalaki rin ako.. na umaasa..
haaayy.. ayan.. nasabi ko nah..
isa akong baklang umaasa sa pag-ibig ng isang
lalaking tuwid..
sabi ko sayo eh! nakakabobo ang pag-ibig..
nakakatanga..

malamang hindi siya papatol sa isang katulad ko..
hayy.. sige ok lang!!
hanggang pangarap lang din naman ako ehh..
hanggang imahinasyon lang..
hanggang panaginip lang..
masaya na ko at nakilala kita.
malamang hanggang dun lang and relasyon natin..
dalawang taong magkakilala.

pero kahit papaano..
nabubuhay ako sa patingin-tingin..
sa pasulyap-sulyap..
haayyy..




Thursday, February 10, 2005 07:54 p.m.

A NEW ONE

argh! there's still something wrong with the tagboard.. :(
anyway..

achievement test sucks!!!!!!
haha!! i hate it! .. .. .. ..
actually i just didn't study that's why i hate it! haha
it started yesterday.. and i was late.. (as expected..)
i did pa kasi the previous entry tuesday night eh..
then earlier, i got in time naman but i was not able to bring my sci cal!
it was like this kasi..
i woke up at 6am i got up and looked for my cel..
then i saw that my parents were still in the bathroom so i decided to lay for a while..
but then i slept! then woke up at 7am nah!!!! hahah!!
pero i was still able to go to school on time..
..(di na kasi naligo..) dehh!!! haha jowk lang!! :P
the only person i know na gumagaw nun ay si mav! ahaha!!
peace tayo!!! ..di naman halata kapag ginagawa mo yun eh! .magsuklay ka lang talaga! hehe :P

we've also been preparing a dance intermission!
the SAGALA (sayaw at galaw) will dance on February 14!ü
there'll be a program (i think) for valentine's day which is simultaneously, teacher's day! :D
we'll be dancing with some teachers! ~sir talaue, maam duallo, sir tabin, maam hipol and another teacher from the chem unit.. (sorry.. don't know her name eh!)
i am really happy with maam duallo! cuz in fairness.. she can shake that thang! hehe :D

.. .. im turning brown again!!! >.<
i have been playing volleyball every afternoon nanaman kasi eh!!
after the achievement test, i go to the court to play..
then from 1-4pm i'll go to the sagala practice..
after that.. volleyball again till 530!
and now.. when i look in the mirror.. it's as if i don't own the body where my head is on..!!
my arms and face are like sooooo tanned! ahha..
di nga lang tanned eh.. sunog nah!! ahaha >.<
pero the body is still white! ;P hehe..

and kanina i did not like the 06 people's manners!
siyempre there's the court rule na if you are playing, you should let others play too..
if you are challenged, the losers should be changed by the challenging team!
challenging is also on a first come first served basis so you should wait in line!
BUT!! the 06 did not want to be changed even though they lost to BATCH 08 3 times!!!
how lame!!! aya wasn't even there yet!!!
they did not want to be changed since the ball is theirs daw!
oh what the f*ck??
kung ayaw niyo magpalaro.. eh di wag na rin kayo maglaro!! umalis na lang kayo!!!! mga whatever!!
ahaha!! .. yaw pa magmura eh.. ahah :P
not only that.. after the 3rd time they LOST to the FRESHIES, they let the challenging team play na rin..
we were next in line to that challenging team..
so caleb scored the game..
after that, when it was already our turn to play, they said that they were the ones who were supposed to play na raw!
*ehem* we were like, in the line??
besides.. we were all seniors!! and we also had sir petri with us! RESPETO NAMAN!!!!
well.. we did not want to argue anymore so we just let them play..
but we asked their opponent to show no mercy! haha >:)
and ofcourse.. they lost.. ahaha :D
and our game.. our game.. our game.. was a very exhilirating one!! haha
astig! talagang everybody was serious and was putting effort in every move! :D
the players were sir petri + joba + caleb + ste + jehan + me
against marlon + sherneil + jase + rb + lovely + dan
the game was really very exciting!!
it was a very close match and we had like 4 or 5 na deuce!
still.. our team won! yey!!! hehe :D

hmm.. as i have mentioned.. naasar ako sa mga 06 kanina so..
i decided to buy a volleyball of my own!!
haha! it's really weird.. i have been playing volleyball for 7 years yet i do not own a ball!
so i bought one a while ago.. it is a white/faint green spalding with the name chameleon?
pero, it's nakhihinayang to use in pisay court!
it's smooth kasi tapos pisay court is like.. asphalt?!
if you add marlon or jase or jet or even me to the players..
lalaong malalaspag agad yung ball!!
anyway.. for the love of the game.. i'll use it na rin.. hehe :D

i wasn't really supposed to write an entry.. but somebody asked me to eh!
"somebody" is also the same person as the one named "secret" in the tagboard..
haha.. yaw talaga i-mention yung name eh noh?
he has been asking me kasi why he was not yet mentioned in my blog eh..
so ito na.. special mention pa! ehhe.. "somebody" is Michael Torres Perez
ayan masaya ka na?? nakaBOLD pa yang name mo tapos complete pa! aheheh :P special mention di ba? :D




Tuesday, February 8, 2005 11:13 p.m.

AWARDS NIGHTü

oh!! shufid me!! how can i forget to CRITICIZE the "AWARDS"???!!!

ok! let's start!
as i have said one of the only "HOLLYWOOD" in our prom is the awards!
and the winners are..:

Best On-screen Chemistry (Best Couple): Albert and ______
Star of the Night: Monelle
Best Director (Prom teacher?): Maam Bargo
Beau of The Ball (Best Dressed Male): Jeremy Reyes
Belle of the Ball (Best Dressed Female): Sam Ui
Best Supporting Actor (Prom Prince): Gem Llanes
Best Supporting Actress (Prom Princess): Valerie Gatdula
Best Actor (Prom King): Reynaldo dela Cruz
Best Actress (Prom Queen): Regina Morabe

yes.. it was more like.. JR prom!! most winners were from the juniors..!!
fine fine.. let it pass.. they payed for it anyway.. hehe
now.. my own bets for the awards.. hehe :D

Best On-screen Chemistry (Best Couple): Monica and Migs!!
Star of the Night: Lou Pineda!!
Best Director (Prom teacher?): Sir Vlad!
Beau of The Ball (Best Dressed Male): Dan Galapon!
Belle of the Ball (Best Dressed Female): Kaye Comandante or.. Dianne Santos!
Best Supporting Actor (Prom Prince): Nick Juat! ;P
Best Supporting Actress (Prom Princess): Valerie Gatdula ü
Best Actor (Prom King): Reynaldo dela Cruz
Best Actress (Prom Queen): Regina Morabe

well.. at least 3 of my bets won.. hehe :D

..gosh.. have to sleep nah! i need to be in school by 7:30am!!
and the last time that happened was like.. 3 weeks ago?? haha :D
it's our achievement test nah! and i didn't study! >.< worse, it will be considered as a long test..
good luck!ü




Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:22 p.m.

PROM NIGHT part2

sorry for the inconvenience.. hehe :P
..continuation:

so where was i?
prom prom prom...
yes.. boring boring boring..
i didn't even dance that much as compared to last year's..
i liked last year's prom.. i think it is better in terms of the party itself..
the only thing "not good" in it is the venue..
so there.. i think i was only able to dance.. err.. less than 10 people?
as compared to last year's almost 20? hehe..
maybe i was just really bored..

anyway, i did have fun taking pictures of people!ü
yes.. i went there just to eat and take pictures!
i was really paparazzi-like!
my get up and what i did.. paparazzi hehe ü
it's really weird.. i got exactly 69 pictures from our prom! hehe
and in that 69.. 5 contained pictures of *********!!!!! hahahaü
thanx di! :P

and another thing.. they don't know how to count!!!
there were like.. 3 "last songs" !!!!! ^_~
shufid! haha
and as the "last songs" were playing, many were interrupting with announcements of
[insert section here] class picture tayo sa [insert place here]!!!
argh!
well.. we also did that but we did it after the prom!
i was able to take pictures of truth05, lithium05 and jasmin05!!
too bad we weren't able to organize topaz05.. :(

and just as last year.. we closed the prom.. >.<
daisy and i (along with some other graviton peeps and some 3rd years + maam andres and maam iforgothername) were left at the venue until like, 2:00am? 2:30am?
hehe.. we then went to lance's house to get the other gravipeeps stuff then proceeded to Eastwood.
we hung out at seattle's best..
as usual, daisy and i were weird.. haha..
it was already chilly yet we both ordered Java Kula + macaroons!!
hehe.. we stayed there until like, 3:30am?
we then went to brian's house and stayed there for the rest of the night.. rather, dawn.. hehe :P
and what do we do in overnights????? >:)
spill those secrets!!! hahaha :D
yes.. i was able to grasp knew knowledge!! ahaha :D
it was fun.. although i slept in some parts of the secret-sharing.. hehe..
just to add.. (please sing with me..)
Alecco has big butts and i cannot lie!!
ahaha!!! peace tayo alecco!! shux! yes.. he has big butts.. big legs.. and big feet..!!
what do they say to men with big feet?? ..they have big shoes!!! what else?? they have big *ocks!!
hey! those are SOCKS!! hehe :P

anyway.. in the morning i got to play starcraft!!
yes, it's old but it's still cool! hehe :P

when i got home about 12:30pm... i tried to do my math homework.. but i was not able to!! i was too sleepy..
and so i slept.. haha
i then woke up at 7:30pm nah!! time for dinner!!
but!! i am proud to say that the first thought that came out of my mind was:

shux!! 7:30 nah!! kelangan ko pang magsimba!

hehe!! *nux* pa-relihiyoso effect! hehe :D




Sunday, February 6, 2005 11:57 p.m.

PROM NIGHT part1

it's already 12am and i still have to wake up early for school!!
but i really have to do this entry!!
ofcourse, it's about our prom night..

i did not really like our prom that much..
maybe for one.. i was one of the odd two out..
odd two -> there were two odd people.. hehe
and they are not only odd.. they're actually both queer! hahah ü
what a coincidence.. gelai and i were not in the usual coat and tie..
i was in the yellow-chrome colorization with a brown jacket.
gelai.. was.. in hmm.. semi-formal gay outfit.. hehe :P peace tayo! :D but it was actually nice

and as always.. the prom started late..
there was dj mellow? from 101.9? although his presence was not really much attented to..
the prom is supposedly in hollywood theme.. but the only "hollywood" thing in it are the "awards" and err.. the recurring soundtrack of charlie's angels and HBO feature presentation!

i do commend the venue though.. it was nice..
just nice.. BUT! err.. there was a cockroch in our table.. and we did not like that!
on to the food.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. i did like the desert.. haha ü
so there was the pasta.. with your choice of either putanesca sauce or seafood cream..
then there was rice... ^_~
then fish fillet.. then the chicken thingy..
i don't know how it was cooked but there was this waiter who was there to give "rations" of that..
i asked for more.. but then he just did not mind me..
ass! haha :P
and the only thing i liked.. the desert.. blueberry cheesecake! :D

and how can we forget the cotillion??
oh forget it!!!
knight's tale rip off!!!!
hehehe.. pero ok lang.. it was fun to watch.. :p
then the studio.. it was fine.. if you only want to get your individual pics ar pair pics taken!
but when it comes to group pics.. they're.. they're..
rotten tomatoes!! ..sorry, just can't think of any other thing to call them hahaü
they're such liars!! we wanted to have a class pic kasi of lithium.. they then said that "mamaya na raw yung group pics since they still have to prioritize the individual pics!"
minutes later.. i just saw them taking a group picture!!
damn them!

hmm.. moving on.. ahh! something worthy of that night..
the live band!! ---> tsubibo? chubibo? i don't know the spelling! basta you get it naman diba??
they were good!!! and.. some of them were pisay graduates?
anyway.. their vocalist rocks!! both the guy and the gurl!! ü

waah!!! i really have to sleep!! argh!! ..
i guess this will just have to be continued..




Friday, February 4, 2005 11:42 p.m.

REDUNDANCY history repeats itself.. again

i have just noticed.. i always start my entries with a
"waaahhh!!!" or a "hmm..."
hehe.. wala lang.. i've just noticed how redundant i am..
ahahah!!! now i've recalled the movie SO HAPPY TOGETHER!
there was a scene there kasi where Kris and Eric were eating in a restaurant

Kris: bakit ka nagsusuot ng fuschia?
Eric: hah? bakit hindeh?
Kris: eh ang bakla eh!
Eric: anong magagawa ko eh bakla ako!
Kris: yun na nga eh, bakla ka na nga nagfufuschia pink ka pa! napaka redundant mo!!

hehe.. that really made me laugh..
so anyway.. hmm.. what happened na nga ba..
well, nung wednesday sad ako kasi hindi ako naging pitcher namin nung soft ball..
i used to be the pitcher nung 2nd at 3rd year!!
haha.. tapos i am not that good at batting na rin compared last year.. :(

moving on.. we got our grad pics today!!!! :D
and i thought i was going to be happy..
the pictures were uber edited!!!
as in they removed the eye bags, the pimples, lightened the skin tone and edited other stuff in your face that doesn't look good!!
it may sound like a good thing.. but they over did it!!
i looked like a manikin!!
poreless.
stiff.
dummy.
emotionless.
lifeless.
unnatural!!
it's as if it weren't me!!!
pero there was this one pic that i liked their editting.
the one in which i made a jump serve and they were able to get it!! aliw!!ü
maybe i'll post that after i've finished this site..
i'm planning to make a gallery or something.. :D

hmm.. what else what else??
ahh!! argh!! i hate it! i hate it!!!!
in our CAT a while ago.. i hate it!!!
i had to salute to the overcooked faggot!!! >.<
argh!!! i did not like that!!
..but i had to..
>.<

anyway!!!!!
ahhh.. i had a massage!! :D
it really feels good after all those stressful weeks..
one thing i did not like is..
he touched my butt!!!! *ugh!*
ahahha!!ü actually ok lang..
at least the massage was very relaxing.. hehe :P

tapos yun.. i have something to wear na for prom!!!
although.. it's not really something na nakaka-WOW!
it's just nothin.. just something decent to wear.. hehe :P

then.. i got to chat with pao kanina..
pao special mention ka ah!! hahah :P and we just talked about err.. basically what has happened..
ayun.. i made kwento that i quit the volleyball team..
and he made kwento that ________________ *secret* :P
tapos ayun.. we both experienced tagic moments.. hehe
sabay "hehe" pa eh after "tragic moments" ...wala lang..
tapos yun.. dahil pareho kami ng fate..
could it be... .. .. that we were meant to be??
ahehehhe :P jowk lang!!
pao, don't take this seriously! kaw nagsabi niyan eh!! haha :P wala lang po :D

good night. :D




Thursday, February 3, 2005 10:37 p.m.

LUCKY LIFE

waaahh!!!!!!!!!!!! i was watching tv a while ago and when i tuned in to MTV
the show was MTV Asia Aid?? or so..
i tink it's a feature or something dedicated to the victims of the tsunami..
and.. and.. and..
it made me cry. :(
it showed clips of children who talked on their experiences on the tsunami..
one was with his two sisters that time.. they were flooded but he tried to save his sisters..
but they were already submerged! the three of them can't breathe already!
so the older brother had to let go..
:( *how sad*
the same boy aslo lost his father in the tsunami..
only he and his "natutulalang" mother survived.
waaaaah!!! it really made me cry!!
i was really moved!!
it made me realize how lucky we are..
we are safe.. we are still living.. we did not lose any loved ones.. (well, i didn't)
waahh :(( wala lang.. *tears are rolling down my cheeks* :(

but then.. my emotional moment was broken coz the show then featured a rock band from thailand??
anyway.. at least they're doing the show for charity..
and oh! alicia keys was the host!!
..i wanted to contribute.. :( but my network provider is neither smart nor globe! :(

we have the power to change the world

we have the power to help




Thursday, February 3, 2005 08:55 p.m.

SATURDAY YES, NO and OH!

waaahh!!! wala lang.. should i like this coming saturday or not??

well, on saturday kasi, many will happen..
it'll be the end of my world!!! hahah

dehh.. actually, saturday will be our card-giving!
and oh no! i have not lifted my grades!! i haven't been into the director's list this year!!!
moreover, my average went down by 0.02!!
it might look like a "not a big deal" thing but for my mom, it's not!!!
i don't like pressure!!
and stupid me promised mom that i will graduate "with honors"
haayy.. i wish

anyway, to balance that out.. i did get into the top 2% of the ACET examinees!! :D
and on saturday, my parents are going there for a dinner or something..
i guess Ateneo will just be brainwashing my parents!!
my mom wants me to go to Ateneo IF i had scholarship..
but i don't!!
i guess my parents will just go there for the free dinner.. haha ü

..and another problem for me..
saturday is our prom night!!!
..and i haven't got anything to wear yet!!!
gosh.. it is only now that i felt the pressure of the incoming night..
it is not really that important for me though..
i will be going there just to enjoy the free food!!
and to be at awe with the beauty of both men and women whom i have been with all my high school life.. ü
but i still don't have anything to wear!!! damn it!
haha.. i guess i'll just have to make a bubble wrap gown!! ahaha :D




Thursday, February 3, 2005 08:09 p.m.

JUST THE SAME

as usual i am too lazy to add entries.. hehe
well, nothing much happened within my week..
just a whole lot of requirements.. the usual stuff..

weird.. i told myself that after quitting the varsity, i would focus on my studies
but then.. it's as if nothing happened.. >.<
i am still playing volleyball every afternoon!!
the only difference is that i have been playing with the lower years!!
damn.

please don't blame me for that..
who could resist something that he was accustomed to doing for like, half of his lifetime??
argh! i've been playing volleyball since grade 4 and i cannot live even for just one day without playing it!!
as i said before.. i believe that my purpose in life is to play volleyball!! haha
lame.

but i do like being with the lower years though..
they always say i am good and that i am unbeatable and stuff as if i were a god {goddess} of volleyball!! hehe ü
it makes me feel oh, so good eventhough i am not part of the varsity anymore..
actually.. i miss the varsity.. i miss the team.. but i still hate the coach!! haha :P

yesterday nga, when i went to the P.E. unit, some teachers were there and they asked me why i quit..
*for more info on why i quit, please read the rest of my blog*ü
well it was really weird!! coz sir duliesco was like hugging/making akbay me! err.. it was uncomfortable..
haha.. and sir englats was also there too.. and he's back to his old, jolly self!! :D
they told me to talk to *ehem*jude but i can't!!!
last monday nga, when we had our health classes i never looked at him!!
he is such a h*rny, dark-a*sed, cr*zy suppah m*niac!!!
he did the fireman drag thingy to one of our classmates!!
*the fireman drag is where the victim lies on the floor, the first-aider above the victim, the victim's arms are tied around the first-aider's neck then the f-a crawls..
and yes, he demonstrated that! eeww.. yucky!




Tuesday, February 1, 2005 10:44 p.m.

COCA~COLA

wow.. i really can't write anything anymore..
anyway, i just want to share na, i really like the latest coca-cola commercial!! :D
the one where a girl is singing then, she gives people coke which comes from who knows where?
it's as if she is gifted to know where "hidden" cokes are! hehe :D
anyway, i really like the song..
here it goes..

Sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito
(Wishing that my song can say)

Lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko
(Everything that my heart desires)

Sana saan man patungo sa buhay
(Wherever life goes)

May pag-ibig, may pag-asa, may saya at saysay
(There's love, there's hope, joy, and meaning)

Sana sa bawat sandali'y matikman pa
(Wishing that there's a feeling every moment)

Sarap ng pagsasama,at simpleng ligaya
(Of the joy of togetherness and simple happiness)
Sana bawa't araw laging may saya
(Wishing that that there is joy everyday)

Laging may ngiti, laging kasama ka
(Always with a smile, you're always with me).

[Sana] Kasama ka sa saya ng buhay
(You're with me in life's joys)

Kasama ka't kahawak ang kamay
(Hope you're with me, hand in hand)

At sa bawat himig, sana marinig mo
(And with every melody, may you hear)

[Pag magkasama] isang awit ng puso
(a heart's song).

Sana sa bawat sandali'y matikman pa
(Wishing that at every moment, you taste)

Sarap ng pagsasama,at simpleng ligaya
(The happiness of being together, and simple joys)

Tara na, sakyan lang, malay mo
(Come on, just believe, for all you know)

Andiyan lang, andiyan lang ang hinahanap mo
(It's just there: what you're looking for)

Andiyan lang, andiyan lang ang hinahanap mo.
(It's just there: what you're looking for).

hmm.. although i think this is the radio version..
still, i love the song!! :D
and just to share,

The main female talent stole the show, and rightly so.
It is not easy, pardon the understatement, to find a
pretty face coupled with an ability to sing and move well
from the beginning to the very end of the commercial.
That was her very own singing;
and the sound effects that are made to creep
over and under are genuine noises of the busy place.

hmm.. sabi rin, it was originally from a coca-cola *united kingdom* commercial?
wala lang.. astig talaga yun!! hehe :D
plus plus plus!! the girl's name is nikki gil? am i right? or is it a nick? i have read kasi na she is monica gil?
oh whatever.. basta, she rocks!! nice voice!! plus ganda pa!
..oh no.. im turning lesbo..ahahah :D
Coca-cola is one of the best advertisement makers!! they rock!! ü

currently listening to: The Latest Coke Ad
hahaha :D




Saturday, January 28, 2005 08:22 p.m.

IT'S OVER

..hmm.. shux.. it is only now that i have noticed that the dates of my entries are all wrong!! they're all a day late! hahah :D ..stupid me.. anyways, i've already fixed it nah..

..i don't know where to start.. hmm..
after those days of crying.. well, i am alright now..
hehe.. i even watched their (the teams') volleyball match last thursday against JASMS (for the guys) and against QCSHS (for the gurls).. and it was a double win!!! :D
i was really amazed and i became more secure knowing that my team can do it without me..
yes.. they are good.. another thing that really amazed me rather, moved me is that, they dedicated that game for me!
aww.. hehe.. how touching.. i really love my teammates.. *hugzz* :D

that same day, topazbabes had an overnight at moinca's! ..and for once, we were complete!!! *no issa's curse* hehe
we had dinner at "The Old Spaghetti House"
the place was nice!! nice for talking (we were loud.. >.<) and they had nice spaghetti!! hehe.. *angel hair!!* *drool* hehe :D
then we went back to monica's house and talked and talked and talked and talked.... and talked... hehe :D
then we watched windstruck! (prequel of My Sassy Girl)
well, i wasn't able to watch it since i was soooo sleepy nah! haha.. but they said they cried.. so i guess it's nice.. hehe

the day after (friday) we wacthed a performance by Powerdance!
and i was amazed!! ang galing nila!!!
so when they said they're going to open a new studio at shopwise cubao, i was ecstatic!!! i want to join!! hehe :D
la lang..

after powerdance, i went to the stargazing!! :D
it was supposedly for the batch 08 but i still helped in facilitating it.. (officer kasi ako ng Astrosoc eh!)
magulo sila!!! as in!!! pero masaya!! hehe :D
although when the treasure hunt came, there were many err,.. mischiefs.. so it had to stop.. aww..
sir Llaguno really went mad.. so ayun.. still, kaming mga astrosoc members.. gising pa rin.. heheh..
ako di natulog.. pero when i came home, knocked out! hahah..




Wednesday, January 26, 2005 07:51 p.m.

LIFE's DECISION

what a day...
i don't know if i will be happy or should i be sad??

the start of the day was actually fine.. pizza and i were entertaining people, disucussing our project to them..
the marigold blah blah blah..
after that, i headed to our physics project (the haunted house)..
we'd rather call it *house of tortured souls* so that it would have a creepier effect.. i guess.. hehe
so there, i dressed up as err.. i don't know.. a "black lady"?(white lady counterpart?)
and i was at the door (the door was just a hanging black cloth)
and from there, i was screaming when people passed by.. hahaü i also surprise.. rather, scare people with the words "tulungan niyo ako" in a very distressed, pathetic lady tone..
..if you have watched Sigaw, it's more like Jomari's wife asking for help.. "tulungan niyo po kami,," hehehü
that was really fun.. and funny.. hehe :D i was really able to freak out some people while others laughed.. while others just looked.. and still.. while others didn't mind.. hehe :D

after my stay at the physics room, i headed out to the workshop that we needed to conduct for our Life Sci Elective..
it was a little boring although it was fine.. got the chance to meet at least a couple of new friends i guess..

and here.. here.. here.. (please expect for the worst)
i went na to our volleyball training which supposedly started like, 2pm and i went there like 4pm na yata..
so there.. i changed and when i arrived, they were doing the line, with 3 receivers, the second ball should be passed to *ehem* sir jude..
but before that, Jet, kinda annoyed me saying, "late, late.."
and of course, i was irritated and annoyed so in return, i sort of shouted back at him..

"bakit? sars ka ba? hindeh! life sci ka ba? hindeh!! astosoc ka ba? hindeh!! pyhs ka ba?? hindehh!!! ...top ten ka ba?? hindeh!!!!!!!!!

and that made him stop.. so we just went on with the training..
until..
it was time for "one-man" ...
one-man is actually a punishment for late comers or lazy players.. the set-up is like this..
imagine a volleyball court.. on one side of it, the trainor stand by the net. you, stay at the end line of the same court side. the others make pulot the balls..
what the trainor does is he will either spike the ball towards you, or make you get a very long ball AND before you even get it, he's already going to throw another one to the other side.. then he will throw a short ball.. a very short ball,, and then a long ball.. and then another to the other side.. he will spike the ball.. he will spike it again.. he will throw a very long one.. and then a short one.. and then one that looks like he's going to throw a long one but makes it a very short one..
...one word: exhausting.

and he did that to me for like 5 minutes!! at first i was kinda reluctant to do it but then i just thought i needed it for training na rin.. so i went on..
i ran here to there.. right, left, forward backward.. i did a couple of dives and rolls.. then ran here and there again for like 5 minutes.. or even more..
luckily, the others were really cheering and like "go zy!!! kaya mo yan!!"
that really gave me some strength..
but the timer already said that there was only 10 seconds left or so.. the trainor *ehem* sir jude, then said, "ok, last FIVE balls!" and i ran to get them.. from one side to the other.. and i think i was able to get 3 straight or so.. and then got other two inconsecutively..
when i got the fifth ball he again said, "one!" ...
..then i stopped... WHAT THE HELL??? ONE??? I ALREADY GOT FIVE!!!! DAMN IT!!! i told him "akala ko ba five minutes lang????!!!"
it was even actually way over five minutes.. but, he just kept on throwing balls.. i just walked out and headed to the benches.. and drank water..
*duh!! i was really (not even tired it is..) EXHAUSTED!!* i was drained!!
he even threw a ball at me.. and he said, "ano ayaw mo nah?"
and of course i said "ayoko nah!"
and his reply: "HINDI KA NA CAPTAIN BALL!!!"
WHAT THE HELL!!!!???? F*CK him!!!!!!!!!!!!
..i just kept silent for a while.. i stood up, gathered up my things and shouted..


"FINE, I QUIT!!! ..NICE TEAM!!"


i then hugged drea and went out..
but while i was walking across the field.. i broke down..
of course i regretted doing that!! hello?? i have been playing volleyball for like, MY WHOLE LIFE!! and i just gave it up.. just like that.. just because of that crappy overcooked sunburned bigheaded UGLY-faced ogre-like CREATURE!! *ehem*
i went to the front lobby, found jb and still cried.. he followed me.. (aww.. :|) as i looked for my barkada..
then i found daisy.. and broke down.. literally...
i was really crying and couldn't stop..
who could just give up something he has ever lived for just like that?

but then.. while i was washing up.. i figured..
why am i giving so much time on volleyball??? why do i prioritize it more than my academics??
what will i make use of it in the future??
i am not going to be an athlete!!! i am going to be a doctor!!
besides, like duh!! what do you expect of the philippine volleyball team?? have you even heard of them? NO!!!
just as to qoute SOMEBODY.. the RP team isn't really for us.. they're more like for the poor ones.. they've got endurance and stuff and that's the only way they can earn..
as i thought.. yeah.. just like *ehem*

anyway, while i was heading home, aya and drea were texting me (they are members of the girls' team) and they comforted me..
and that.. that just made me realize (again) how lucky i am to have so many friends.. i dont know.. when i even saw aya's text messages (aya is actually a freshie) i even cried while i was at the jeepney!!!! yea.. i looked stupid.. but i couldn't keep it anymore!!
i wasn't crying because i quit THE TEAM.. i was crying because i have regretted my entire life of playing volleyball in exchange for time with my friends!! ..time with my precious friends.. i love my friends.. i really love them so much.. and right now.. i again remembered them and i am currently crying!!! :(
i am really luck and thankful that i have them.. without them.. i guess i could have already died.. emotionally..
..love yah guys!! thanx for being there..
~always~




Wednesday, January 25, 2005 12:03 a.m.

LOTSA LUCK

waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! :D

what a day!! :D
well.. before i narrate today's err.. events? i'd like to start with yesterday's first!ü

actually, yesterday was really boring.. -_-
i woke up late, went to school late.. but our poster for the str exhibit wasn't late.. almost.. hehe :D
i stayed at the cafeteria from 10:30am-until 4:30pm!!
guess what i am doing? ..cutting.. pasting... cutting.. pasting..
i was actually cramming for our poster.. (although the only thing i had to do was the title part..)
but still!! it's quite long and tedious!!
..seriously.. i have just realized the importance of having friends..
friends that are really willing to help you in any way they can even if they do not benefit or something..
i am very thankful for having friends like that..
for many, they're what you call true friends.. but for me..
they're my barkada. they're my sisters.. they're my ka-topazbabes!! :D
*love ya guys!! :P*

anyway... now onto today's show.. hehe :P
actually, we haven't really finished our poster yesterday..
it lacked pictures and there were many misprints..
so we had to replace some of the poster before the judges arrive! ..don't worry.. we were able to do so..
so there comes the judges.. we had to wait for like hours! until the judges came to our poster..
and in those hours, were anxieties, worries, hyper ventilations, spiel practices and the like..
to quote nic, *nakakawindang siya!* hehe :D
i was supposed to discuss the intro of the project while my partner (pizza sarmiento) would do the metho..
when the judges cam to our poster, i was like all smiles :D

i already started with my discussion..
zy: "good afternoon, our project is the feasibility of marigols as household insecti"
judge#1: "uhh, wait wait.. we don't have much time so can you just discuss the procedure?"

argh! i hate her! heheh :P
so there.. pizza discussed the metho and then i discussed the conclusion and "snatched" some of the recommendation! hehe :P
when the questions came, there was one question we really had trouble answering..
"what was the ratio of the marigold and the solvent that you used?"
*stupid us* we really forgot.. or maybe there was none at all?? *lalalala* hehe :P
so what i did was like..

zy: uhh.. isn't it like 100 grams per one cup??
pizza: hinde.. no no no.. *frowns*
*zy glares at pizza*
zy: ah! it's 20 grams per cup!! RIGHT PIZZA??
*with the stare*

after that? ...awkward silence.....
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
then there.. it ended there.. and so i thought..
waaahh!!!!!! >.< didn't they like our project??
i was kinda sad after that..
so for the rest of the day.. i just played text twist with some other batchmates.. and we were able to reach like 500K++ ..i'm not sure..
so here's like the climax or summthing..
i was really supposed to go off from school and head to JASMS since the girls' volleyball team had a match.. *i was supposedly their assistant coach* hehe
BUT since i was "playing" *other agendas deleted* text twist, i stayed in school longer until the announcement of the finalists..
of course i didn't expect anything.. just went there to clap for people..
and there the announcement came..
the next finalist is group 75! Feasibility of marigold as household insectide!
i was like.. "WHAAAAAT!!!!!?????"
ahehe.. i was happy HOWEVER.. the finalists need to present a 5 minute power point presentation!!
..and we didn't have one... how lame...
we really did not expect it!!! argh!! and so we were already panicking and stuff..
pizza borrowed a friends (lucille) laptop and crammed a super summarized powerpoint presentation - all text no pictures.. ..lamer.. >.<
..well, she was able to make decent presentation.. our presentation was actually nice.. the judges were really smiling.. *wellm maybe from the thought that we manually caught the cockroaches*
nevertheless, at least they were "into" the project..
one of my barkada even heard one of the teachers say magtatanim na ko ng marigold sa amin!! hehe

haaay.. it was a tiring yet very exciting day...
the best part? we get 1500php for making it to the finals!!
oh yeah!!! heheh ;D

P.S. hmm.. it's already past 12 na pala.. soo..
i guess you'll have to replace all "today"'s with "yesterday" and all "yesterday"'s with "the other day"
..oh well.. hehe :D




Sunday, January 22, 2005 04:05 a.m.

"BLUSH"

wow.. it's already past 4am and i am still awake..
and i still have to go to a volleyball game tomorrow! (it's actually the girls' match but i was appointed as "assistant coach" so i have to be there!
..but i haven't slept yet.. :(

i actually came from a friends debut. (Kirsten) will actually turn 18 on Feb pa but she had to celebrate it early coz i think her mom's going abroad or something..
it was actually a simple party, nice food, simple presentations.. and simple bands.. *although i liked the other one* i think they're called "blush"? they're good *especially the guitarist/singer*!! :D
it was over hours ago.. but i'm still here, surfing.. and surfing.. and surfing..

I still can't fix this site!! i really can't remember HTML na eh!! >.<
and it's also hard to "re-learn" hehe..ü
and, i am aving problems in opening this page coz internet explorer sometimes get topak and doesn't allow underscores(_) to be used in the address..
..i dont know.. it's weird..

waaah!!! >.< it's already YMSAT week/Science Fair this week!!!
and we haven't finished our poster yet.. and our physics house..
..come to think of it, i haven't contributed anything to the physics house!! oh no!! x_X hahaü

anyway.. off to sleep na nga!! hehe :D




Thursday, January 19, 2005 08:33 p.m.

HAPPY HAPPY

haaayy.. la lang.. :D

i'm quite happy today.. *kahit na alam kong bagsakan nanaman ako sa long test namin sa Physics kanina!! >.<*
i'm happy kasi my cousin came here in the Philippines for a vacation!!
she's actually working as a nurse in Saudi Arabia..
and i missed her so much!!! :D she'll be staying here for at most a month nga lang..

another reason (for me) to be happy is that...
unlimited na internet namin!!!! woohhoooo!!!!!! :D
*party* !!!! :D




Monday, January 17, 2005 09:09 p.m.

START HERE

i guess im gonna start "blogging" from now on..
although the site's not yet done.. hehe

gosh.. i am so depressed!!! :(

we just had a volleyball game against diliman preparatory school.
and guess what? we lost!! damn it. we lost.
and the scores? a bigger damn it! 25-14, 25-11
we were beaten in straight sets!!!

well.. what really makes me go *windang* is that in last year's tournament, we were the ones who gave them a hard time!!
we were unbeaten in the eliminations! and we won 2nd place over-all!

our team really needs a lot of training.. ..again.. *hard training!*
all of us weren't playing well earlier..
i remember last year, we did this training in which our "opponent" was a wall!
..hehe.. aww... i miss those days.. and we also had our cheerer, Kit Undug!
(he was the former captain.. he is now in college..)
and of course, the ever so loving, sir englats! (he used to treat us when we won our games..)
sigh.

anyway, on the brighter side (of my lfeü), i passed ust!! :D
i am now just waiting for the up results.
i just need to pick either, ADMU, DLSU, UST ..and hopefully, UP!
hehe :D




Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:37 p.m.

err.. how come i cant open this??




Thursday, September 9, 2004 04:02 p.m.

wala lang!! hindi na ko marunong mag-HTML! ahaha! aayusin ko to promise! ..kapag maruning na ulit ak.. ahaha :D




Wednesday, September 8, 2004 09:39 p.m.

woohoo!!! err... *testing* hehe..


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