Once again -- I am here! It's been a LOOOOOOOOOONG while since I once wrote here. I've been out and about "recuperating" from an "illness".
Hmmm... things that happened to the holidays are listed down below --
++Before Christmas -- shopping... shopping... shopping... Went to mass to complete my Simbang Gabi
++Christmas -- eating... eating... eating... gained 6 pounds during the holidays -_- (I do hope i LOSE the extra pounds
++In between Christmas -- looking for lost stuff before the new year starts. watching tv, anime, movies.
++Other things -- I had my hair "streaked" a purplish color. >_<
++New Year -- silent New Year with little booms and crackles here and there. I think the dogs were a little frightened by the fireworks.
++After New Year -- lost two pounds. the same two pounds I keep on losing everyday! I still have to look for all my lost stuff ;_; Please please help me find them.... ;_;
++Currently, an uncle of mine died. This has to be one of the saddest holidays my family experienced.
++Post holiday thoughts -- I'm so scared to face the future! I'm a failure! Where are my lost things? Why do they have to die? Must.. must convince to... clinic... =( Frasier rules! XD (and a whole lot of other mumbo jumbo)
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Tuesday, November 12, 2002 -- 09:23 p.m.
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~nanami picked up a seashell~
Monday, November 11, 2002 -- 12:57 a.m.
I'm feeling extremetly dizzy. I've been resting quite a bit these days trying to recover from a fever. It's all because I stayed too long in the rain and right now I'm paying the consequences. Chills, runny nose, dizziness, loss of appetite! Darn!
Yuki chan is feeling quite angry. She keeps on smiling a lot. She must be really mad ^^;
So far, my resolve is slowly deteriorating. I've become too lazy, too pathetic, and too hard-hearted! My plans to change for the better are down in the gutter!
That's all for now. Yawn. There's still a big test tomorrow. I haven't studied yet. =(
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Sunday, November 3, 2002 -- 01:49 p.m.
Today is a BUSY BUSY day! It's also pay-day since I have to pay my credit card debts. Well, let's look at the bright side, at least it'll be a few more things that'll be OFF my back >_<
I'm supposed to do my accounting homework -- which takes about (oh...) around 4 subjects. The problems that we're supposed to do is JUST to many to mention... >_< I'm also supposed to pay my dad the money I home for stuff I didn't buy for myself.. (fegur dat one out..) I'm also supposed to find all my boxes and put the stuff inside my teeny weeny cabinets. I'm having a hard time looking for the really important stuff! The stuff where I stashed all my finances ;_; And I still have to unpack ALL my clothes. Which is kind of hard coz some of them don't fit me, and I still have to segregate everything!
Hmm... my only consolation is my anime cds which I ordered from Kojaru! If you think about it, it's not good at all! It's a huge temptation and I won't be able to accomplish anything if I'm going to watch them all day!!! WAHHHH!!!!
That's all for now, ^-^
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 02:33 a.m.
What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Golly! Intellectual ?! I was expecting the sarcastic but cute type Bp --
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 02:07 a.m.
It's past midnight. I'm lying on my bed with the laptop in front of me. It's the only thing that lights up my darkened mind.
The past few days had been a source of tremendous pressure. Besides the tests, there had been battles with myself, and severe anxiety attacks. Perhaps I should take a some medication to control the inner ghouls that's slowly eating up my sanity.
Nuff bout the melodrama. Today was another typical, paranoia-filled day. Each footstep, each scent is becoming more than what it should be. Perhaps i really need to see a doctor =(. Anyway, a few tests were returned today, ARGHHHH. Let's just leave it at that. Why oh why do I have instability written all over my papers. One minute I'm on top of the world, the next, I've landed WAY down below, and then UP again I go. =( Hmm, maybe its reflecting what I'm feeling inside. My heart is affecting my mind.
Even though most of my days, might be filled with a lot of shadows, I'm still fighting with, there has been some sources of inspiration. There's that, and that, and that. Sigh, but everytime I'm happy, self-doubt's ugly head keeps on rising. It's as if I'm forced to stay under and remain under -- which of course, I do not want. But sometimes.... just sometimes... I'm too lazy too fight back. I feel contented at feeling helpless and just let the tides of my inner shadows float me. I guess... right now... I haven't made that choice. I do hope that someday, there's no need to fight. And I find the something I'm missing...
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Tuesday, October 29, 2002 -- 09:40 p.m.
I am soooo tired. Midterms, once again, has come and gone. Of course, you can't help feeling like an idiot over those seemingly easy problems... which of course they are. I'm just waiting for the grades to come out...
Right now, my nose hurts, my eyes hurt, my head hurts. These have to be symptoms of STRESS! Or it could just be an allergic reaction to some of my ceramic dogs... which i highly doubt. >_<
Christmas is coming, and i still have to redesign my websites. argh... >_< So many shrines... I should be called Miko-no-many-shrines-sama -- or something to that effect :P
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Tuesday, October 29, 2002 -- 12:55 a.m.
SO tired.... pretty depressed.. to post =(
~nanami picked up a seashell~
Sunday, October 27, 2002 -- 02:14 p.m.
Hmm... this page looks a little bare. I'm trying to figure out a layout for christmas! Hehe.. i know its still one month ahead but knowning my time schedule... i won't be able to make it if I start on November :D
~nanami picked up a seashell~
