Maki ~ Namida ~ .*.Pretty Hyukie v1.0.*.

Maki ~ Namida ~ .*.Pretty Hyukie v1.0.*.

About Me

Name: Maki
b-day: 8.8
loc: va
fav music: kpop, jpop, jrock
fav artists: H.O.T., Hamasaki Ayumi, Morning Musume, DAI, X-Japan, ELT, DEG, Camui Gackt, hide with spread beaver, Yoshiki, Drunken Tiger, Glay
Fav anime: Shoujo Kakumei Utena, Gundam Wing, Fushigi Yuugi, X/1999, Peach Girl(manga), Clover(manga)
AIM:sweethyukie35
Email:here

Links

+ Forever Love
+ Namida
+ MC.Com
+ Tonhyuk & Junta
+ Host

Forums
~ Tonhyuk & Junta
~ Delphain
~ Temptation

Blogs
Lez: Angel Egg
Kara: Coming Out
Chibi: ETcetera
Shabby: shaBabeh!
Allie: Aquavy.net

Ok this is the last tym ima blog today! LoL *4* tyms in one day! Go me!

Anyway the whole point of this blog is to say I'm sorry unnie for being annoyed with you! Read Lez unnie's blog by clickin the link above. Thank you so much for what you're doing unnie! You dont have to! *HUGZ* Here's a little sumthin to say thanks:
There u go! I hope u havent seen that one yet....i'm sure you have -_-;;; I tried! Hope u enjoyed it n e wayz ^^ Well ima go read Lezie's fic now. Baibai!

Hyukie had Skin at 10:42 p.m.//01.4.20

Today marks the first day I have ever been annoyed with mai unnie. And it totally sux. I'm not mad, at all, just slightly annoyed. I have never ever felt like this about her and it really really sucks. I'm sure that she's been really annoyed with me or just though "oi, maki's a ditz" before, so i'm just gettin paid back for being annoying too. I know she's pissed at what I said earlier today, and I wish i'd never said it. I probably shouldnt have blogged about this. Another thing I shouldnt have said~this happens to me all the tym, so i'm used to it.

Ok now that i've been throughly melodramatic, ima go write now. Must finish fics tonight!

Hyukie had Skin at 09:45 p.m.//Friday, April 20, 2001

I'm starviiiiing! I think my uncle is inviting us over for dinner, but I never go anyway...So I wanna make sum ramen! I loove ramen. It's so good. Ok i'm going to stop being a cow and talking about food now -_-;;;;

Hyukie had Skin at 06:49 p.m.//Friday, April 20, 2001

.*.Maki-chan Button.*.

The link up there will take you to a cute little button I made for myself ^^ Actually I made that as a button for my page, Maki-chan.com but I decided I would use if or myself cuz Hyukie looks so cute in it ^______^

Look at the changes! Shabby helped me with them ^_^ THANK U!! Lets see if anyone can find them hehe ^^ I'm trying to make this blog look better....I look at everyone elses and I'm like wow....my layouts suck >.< But Oh wellz i'm learning!

I have all these ideas for new fics....I'm going to finish Room Mates tonight. If I have to stay up all night I'll finish that fic damnit. Hehe ^^ I also want to work on Maki-chan.com. I havent worked on that in a LONG tym, and I want to totally change the main layout. I dun like it at all n e more, and it doesnt fit the subject content of the page n e more. So I'll have to work with it. I may need help..anyone out there good with layouts? Wanna make a pretty one for me? I want a beautiful Hyukie layout ^___^ Or Tonhyuk! Even better ^^

You know what I realized? I have a very boring life outside of the internet. ^^;;; I never do anything with my friends n e more (Cuz we're all so busy) and I have no romance in my life at all. I dont even like anyone right now. I used to have this possibility of this korean guy at Nozomi's school. But then he ims me one day from THAT BOY's sn and started saying all this retarded stuff, starting at insulting H.O.T and going to "You're ugly" Which is a really interesting insult since he has no clue what I look like o.O But hey, at least I've found out NOW that he's an idiot. Nozomi said that was weird, cuz he's normally really nice and sweet and cute around her nad Jaclyn...so he's just a dork now. So now there's no one. It's kinda lonely. T_T But If you'll notice, I never talk about much personal stuff here, cuz there's nothing to talk about! It's kind of sad. Oh wellz!

I must go work on my fics now. I WILL get them done tonight. My One-shot lemon and Room Mates ^^

Hyukie had Skin at 06:21 p.m.//01.4.20

.*....Stuff....*.

Woo H.O.T Yakuza has banners! Lookie at mine:

Isn't it pretty? I'm Gabriel aka Vengence ^_____^ Woo I luv Lez unnie's ficcy ^^ It's so good! All of u must go read it at her blog

I've been talking to Shabby recently ^^ *waves to Shabby* Yay someone who reads mai blog! Fun fun ^^ She offered to help me with mai layouts, and I'm soo happy cuz I need all the help i can get -_-;; Oh btw I added Shabby and Allie's links to the Blogs section ^^ Go check their blogs out! Both have beautiful layouts and fun blogs ^^

Well i gotta go, i'm bein kicked offa the comp...baibai!

Hyukie had Skin at 09:45 p.m.//01.4.19

.*.Missin nozomi-chan and Lezie unnie.*.

*sigh* I miss mai unnies!
Today is the last day of spring break. That really sucks.

For some reason, i really miss Nozomi and Lez. I talk to Lez every night, so it's really sad that I miss her. Esepecially since i just was talking to her not an hour ago.

I just talked to Nozomi tonight on the phone too. I begged her and begged her to write for me. I even threatened to not speak to her until she wrote hehehe. She told me i'd miss her too much. Now I know how true that is. And now it's 10:35 and she didnt write for me! I'm saddened.

Plus my dumb ass "friend" got into an argument with me about homosexuality today. I was so pissed at her. I hate it when people say shit like that, with their closemindedness. She didnt even put up a good argument. GrrRR i hate that.

Ok well i gotta go before I get in trouble. I hate going to bed when i feel sad. I miss mai unnies, and im mad about that argument. *Sigh* Nozomi, ima get u for not writin! Just u wait!

Hyukie had Skin at 10:25 p.m.//01.5.15

.*.Stay free my misery.*.

That title doesnt really have much to do with this blog. I was downloading all this music on Napster last night, at like 2:00 in the morning, and i got all this hide with spread beaver stuff ^_^ Yay! And Misery is one of my favorite hide songs. "Stay free my misery" is a line in that song. ^.^V

You know what? I asked my daddy today if he would get me a webcam, and he's like what do you need one of those for? And I was like weeell it's kind of self explanitory isnt it? He's against the webcam thing cuz he doesnt want pictures of me on the net. He also has the theory "Cant I just take a picture of you and scan it?" But that takes forever cuz our family develops film probably two times a year max. I dont understand him sometimes. He buy's me and him new moniters, cuz they're flat and have better display. Nothing was wrong with the old ones. Yet he won't get the webcam o.O Aigoooo.

I got another email from KP oppa! Hehehe he's a snoopy lover like me ^.^V Snoopy is so cool ^^ I have so much snoopy stuff its almost sad o.O

I actually wrote another chapter of Room Mates! Only one more chapter to go. Then I can start on my angst/sad/depressing fic. No one believes that I can actually write that, but I *will* shock and amaze you all. So there. I'm still deciding on a title though. I have one, but I'm not sure if it's the one I want to use.

I think i'll go get dressed now, since it's 2:00pm o.O Hey, it's spring break, i'm allowed to be lazy.

Hyukie had Skin at 01:18 p.m.//01.4.12

Doesnt it suck when you are in a really good mood and then something happens and you get totally depressed?

Hyukie had Skin at 03:54 p.m.//01.4.11

I have been provoked, and I must explain why I love Tonhyuk so much, and why they are ment to be.

Why I love Tonhyuk...because first of all both Hyukie and Tony are damn fine, and look incredibly sekshi and cute together. But thats not really a reason to pair two people is it? No.

First of all, the most commonly known evidence: The Tonhyuk rings. You can see them here on the entrance page to my g-fic site. I think those rings are a pretty good sign of their love. I mean do you know two straight guys who are friends that give each other nice rings like that? I sure dont. Another thing is, they live together, and have for years. They aren't in college, so it's not like they have a dorm. Yes i know that just recently, Tony has decided to move into a dorm for college, but we all know he's gonna move back with Hyukie after he finishes college.

A not so well known Tonhyuk story is the one about the time they got in a fight. One time Tonhyuk got into a fight over a puppy that Tony got, and it ended up that Tony didnt even say goodbye to Hyukie before he left for LA. Woo hyuk went to his mom's house while he was gone, and he didn't sleep all week while he was gone. When he returned, they made up. When fans were singing outside of their house, Tony told them to be quiet because Hyukie was sleeping on the couch. (How do I know? The fan that he asked to be quiet posted this story at a forum)

There's so many Tonhyuk moments, I could never name them all in this blog...Hyukie saying if he had a lover from the group it would be Tony, all the times they hug, and touch each other, the way that Woo hyuk always migrates across the stage so he's standing near Tony, the way they look at each other during the love songs (and during the rest of the songs), they have the same exact shirt, the way Hyukie helped Tony on his solo dance in the 99 live concert, etc etc etc.

And now for the pictorial evidance. Here is Tony and Woo hyuk on Tony's birthday. Then there is Tony with his arms around Hyukie. This cute pic is from the Soda cf. Another sweet moment , Hyukie comforting Tony on a TV show. Tonhyuk even flirted way back in the candy days, like this cute pic of Tonhyuk surrouned bybubbles. The Tictoc commercial is full of Tonhyuk moments. Such as this pic of them taking a strol on the beach. And the most famous, of Tony straddling Hyukie. In this one, you can see Hyukie's hand on Tony's. Here we have Tonhyuk bein cute and posing for the camera. This picture is from a show that's a whole nother Tonhyuk moment altogether~Tony leaning on Hyukie. The next pic also has a story behind it. This sweet pic of Tony sitting on Woo hyukie's shoulders. Awww! Hehehe ^^ My last picture (aww how sad!)is more recent, from the fifth album. It's Tonhyuk tellin secrets. I wish I could put up more pics, but I've just about overfilled my Virtue account. *sigh* stupid false advertisement.

Anyway, I think i've made my point hehe. Tonhyuk FOREVER!!! ^____^

Hyukie had Skin at 09:17 p.m.//01.4.10

Maki is pissed.

I'm really pissed at that boy now. Him and his god damned friend were talking to me on IM, and his dumb ass friend Joe was saying shit about H.O.T that wasnt true. I mean he seemed to know a whole lot about them, yet he's aparently not a fan. His story is very different that Nozomi's story. She said he was excited when he saw her stuff. He says he said they were fags. Hmmm. I told him "Your point is?" Cuz i dont think calling someone a "fag" is an insult. Expecially if technically they are gay. I just prefer the word Gay or homosexual to fag, since fag is more insulting. What an asshole though.

Well i've gotten the same general thing from most guys lately. They're all assholes or idiots. Or both. Usually both. *sigh* oh well, I still have my Hyukie, who could never be an asshole or and idiot if he tried. None of Choti could.

I'm in a good mood again now. I've been listening to lots of Gackt stuff, and he's become one of my favorite artists. I even added him to my little profile, see? hehe ^^ And I get to be co-owners of Aein unnie's Tonhyuk & Junta site! Yay i'm so excited!! ^______^ Added a link to that too. Anyways, Ima go now, because I'm not pissed anymore hehe. Baai~

Hyukie had Skin at 10:13 p.m.//01.4.8

.*.Bishounen!.*.

Woo i'm finally on spring break! I needed this break soo bad. Well today I went shopping with my grandma, and I finally got my X/1999 manga (english version :p but hey lovely pics)

As promised, I scanned pics from it! Ima scan more later, cuz it's huge, and there's tons of beautiful pics in here. But anyway, here's what i have so far. First one is Kamui with sakura around him. Then there's Kamuilearning about himself from Hinoto. And still learning about his fate, Double Angel Kamui. Now for the Yaoi hints! Fuma holding Kamuiwith evil Kanoe behind them. And Fuma thinking of Kamui while holding his crying sister. And my last scan from X for today, Kamui waking up in his protector's arms.

I scanned some pics from one of my other favorite mangas, Peach Girl. I couldn't find all the really good pics of Toji and Kiley, but here's what i got for now. First, Toji, Momo, and Kiley in that order from left to right. Aren't Toji and Kiley total Bishis? Too bad Kiley is a big dork ^^;;; Anyways, this pic is of Momo, on the cover of Smile magazine. I just like her dress and her hair here hehe. Ok back to the bishis =D~~ Toji feeling sickly. Toji had apendicitis (sp?) and was feeling sickly here. And my very last pic, the next page where Toji is still feeling sickly, and talking to Momo on the phone. Woo look at him all sweaty-like. ^^;; Ok well i'll post more later ^.~ Hope you guys enjoyed your Bishi's for the day =D~~~

Hyukie had Skin at 09:06 p.m.//01.4.7

Ok I went shopping for my dad's birthday present today with my mom. My dad is so lucky that he has the same birthday as Jae won! And he's turning 48! I'm so tempted to give him a pic of wonie wearin his candy 48 stuff, just as a joke. I think I will hehe.

Anyways, my mom was on call for work, so she brought her cell phone. Ok tips for using a cell phone:
1. It is not necessary to talk extremely loud. Especially when you are in a book store.
2. It is also not necessary to tell the person who you are. They are calling your cell, who else would answer it?
Yeah thats my umma for you. AND I really wanted to get a Blizzard at Dairy Queen, cause its like right there, But nooo they were closed. I was so pissed at those loser Dairy Queen peoples for closing at 9:00pm on a weeknight. UGH I wanted a Blizzard so bad. And my mom was willing to pay.

I also saw a X graphic novel! It was english of course, but still it was X. It was 15 bucks though, cause that store always overcharges. So I had to put it on hold, cause I had to buy my dad's present. I gotta go get it Saturday. I'll scan pretty pics from it for all to see.

Tomorrow is Wonie's bdaaay! (As you all know.) So i'll have to do a little bday tribute. Sorry Junie, I never got to yours!! I still love youu! For Hyukie's bday, I will go all out, of course. Just you wait till May 8th. Just you wait.

I can't wait till spring break. I need it soo bad. Too much homework this week. Booo xp. I need to write. I miss writing all the time. Summer needs to come. I hear that next year is supposed to be my easiest year, so i'm hoping that's true. Somehow stuff is never easy in school past about 5th grade. *Sigh* Oh wellz. Must go now, before I get in trouble for being on too long. Baai!~

Hyukie had Skin at 11:17 p.m.//01.4.4

.*.Bored Bored Bored.*.

I got scoled for not bloggin the other day o.O So now I am :p

I am soo bored. I gotta make a graphic for Aein unnie though, and work on fics. Maybe i should do that now hehe. Oh wellz, i have time to blog first cuz I have nooo school tomorrow! Teacher work day.

I had a dance workshop today. I danced from 8 in the morning to 4 in the afternoon. Then we had to go sit and hear "thank u to so and so for doing this and that blah blah blah" and watch three people dance. They weren't bad, but everyone wanted to go home. And when we did, we were all to the point of being soo tired we were hyper. It was crazy. But fun ^.~

Arrg i gotta do all mai hw tomo...oh well, i got alll day. Hehehehe ^^

I'm still mad at my friend Pat. Now more than ever, cuz he's been sayin stuff again, but this time it's behind my back. Thats not cool. I'll have to call him and say wtf is up with you? Cuz he's really pissin me off.

Nozomi! Sorry I never called u back T_T got distracted...write for me k? oneeeeegaaaaaaiiiii? *_* I wanna read ur fic so bad....^^;;

Well Ima go now...gotta do that graphic and write. jaa~

Hyukie had Skin at 10:40 p.m.//01.4.1

.*.Randomness.*.

Lez i stole your title. Sorry!

Anyways, i'm home early today so I might as well blog. I dont have anything in particular to talk about, so this is gonna be totally random.

I really want Teenstar 4. I just realized that I have enough money too. It's got losa stuff from the 227 concert. When does that come out on video anyways? Must have. So much stuff, so little money o.O

I need a new email addy. comcast keeps going down, and i-p is just wack. Whats a reliable email service? I dont want like hotmail or something like that. They suck with attachments. And NO aol. not going though that again.

Picture time! I've spent my free time at intonhyuk again muaha ^^ So i'll be nice and share the best stuff i find. This pic is rather interesting. Tony's hair is really wack, but hyukie just looks so beautiful. =D~~ Ok one more~Cutest Hyuk pic ever, right here. Ok that's it for pics. The page is being too slow for me.

I'm listening to NBK now...Tony went all violent with this song...but I love it anyway. I got his message, dont worry ^_^

Has anyone else noticed how hot Jae won got? Damn! And has anyone else noticed how Hyukie keeps getting sekshier and sekshier? I'm sure it's not just me ^^ hehe.

How come people at H5T are so pretty? Everyone seems to be postin pics. I think ima suprise Nozomi and post a pic of her! Muahaha ^^ I would never post a pic there cuz (1)People there can be mean. I'm scared of what they'd say. Bah, who cares. (2)I'm not exactly real self confident about my appearance, and my pics never come out nice anyways. (3)I hardly ever post there anyways, so I dont feel the need. Plus I never send pics to even my friends. If I ever sent you a pic of me, You are one of my closest friends. Feel special.

I'm really pissed at my friend Pat. He's such a monkey on a stick. He doesnt know when to shut up sometimes. He was trying to tell us (me and some other girls) the reason's he'd never go out with us. (He's picky...we were discussing his pickyness. Not like any of us want to go out with him anyway o.O) His reason for me was "You're into gay korean porn and you know too much about the internet. That would bother me". Ooook. I guess I can't totally deny the porn aspect, but that's not what it's all about. He's such a loser. I may have to kick his ass one day. We'll see.

My friends are big dorks. They came and spied on me today o.O

All of you, if you haven't already, go read Lez's fics So Beautiful and So Special. They are the best ever. *hugs lez* Waaaaaaii they are SOO good. ^_^

I'm hungry. Must go eat now. And I *still* gotta work on fics and pages. But first, food.

Hyukie had Skin at 01:25 p.m.//01.3.29

Ok Maki is not happy. I tried to do one simple thing to my layout and guess what happens? I screw up the entire thing. GrrRR. So I had no clue how to fix it, so i had to make an entirely new username at pitas. This is not cool. Well acutally, I always liked the name Namida. It's pretty.

So this blog's new name is Namida, which means "Tears" in japanese. Why tears? Because tears can be happy or sad, and convey whatever my mood may be.

Lez, your blog today kinda worried me. Don't be sad!! You are such a nice person, with so many great qualities, please dont be sad. T_T *hugs her unnie*

Oh my new archive that I just figured out how to make, is now gone. How sad ;.; I'll just have to blog lots and fill up the page again hehe ^_^

Nozomi promised she'd write for me...lesse if she does. Muaha.

Before I forget, thank you Kara-san for showing me how to fix the stupid link thing! I just started talking to Kara recently...she's so nice! *waves to Kara* I can'te believe you linked me! Wow! I feel special hehe ^^

hmm I want spring break to come so bad. I need to work on fics and pages. Fics come first though. I have lotsa ideas for my new fic. I cant tell the name, only my Lez unnie knows, cuz she's special. hehehe ^^ It's gonna be sad though. Seriously!! Must work on Room Mates too. I need an ending!

Ok I really gotta go now. Must take a shower and then write. I wanna start on my new fic!

Hyukie had Skin at 09:26 p.m.//Wednesday, March 28, 2001