Date: Friday, November 18, 2005
Subject: RESIGNATION!!!!
YUP! u nvr see it wrongly! I tendered my resignation today!! wat happen u may ask... hmmm.... like my previous entry wrote.. my fault.. BUT it was being rubbed on by the bloody, idiotic salesperson.. i was just taking over his job while my THAT collegue went to china... let's just say that they like edging me to go out...
Although i haven found a job yet.. but i really cannot stand it anymore!!!!! sighhhh.....
Date: Monday, November 14, 2005
Subject: y does it have to be my fault..
Yup!! it is proven that it is my fault!! There was some pending jobs on hand and i was handlilng it.. now some errors have been picked up by my collegue who just came back form China.. basically i screwed up the whole shipment.. the best thing is that the customer have to pay extra taxes.. ALL COS I MADE ONE STUPID MISTAKE!!!
Pls!!!! i already feel bad that i made the mistake.. 'u' do not have to show the angry face to me... i mean i was loaded at that point of time.. and now must give me the face.. like i dun suffer enough when 'u' not ard!!! i think i cannot wait till i found a new job.. if this continues.. i might just tender even before i found a job... sigh... i noe life is difficult... but y does it to be mine!!!
Date: Friday, November 11, 2005
Subject: jusy blame everything on me...
yup... just blame everything on me... I already take a bunch of crap from this company.. and when things cocked up, blame it on Nuraini!!! YAH!!!! JUST BLAME NURAINI!!!! no point for me to say this anymore...
i noe i keep saying that i want to resign.. but till now i still cannot find a job that suits me... i did went for interview but i dun think i like the job...
Sometimes, this company only noe how to blame it on others but not on themselves..so.. me, being the scapegoat, have arrows shooting at me! EVEN IF ITS NOT MY FAULT!!!!! I seriously feel like screaming, F*** now! But they are ppl in the office, so i now just listen to my mp3. WORST STILL, ITS PLAYING 'DAYS'!!! yes, u guessed it rite.. i'm tearing now...
WATEVA!!!!! GO TO HELL TO MW!!!!!!!!!!!
Date: Sunday, November 6, 2005
Subject: HYD ROCKS!!!!!
Half fan entry, half life story! dun read if dun bother! hehe
Been watching HYD epi 1-2 that i got from summer!!! Guess wat?!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I GOT EPI 3 LAST NITE FROM VIVI!!!!! *hugs* thank girl!!! I was d/ling till 3 plus.. wanted to watch it straight away but got scolded by my bro asking me to sleep!!! hahaha...
But i watched it this morning!!!! well... not really morning lah.. i watched it at noon.. 12 noon to be exact!! hahaha I LOVE TSU...TSUBAKI!!!!! HHAAHHAHA too bad her presence in this epi is short lah.. dunno if she will appear again... BUT I LOVE HER!!! i like the part when she kick the hell out of Tsukasa!!!! hahaha
I was reading Dajie's blog and she was saying that Newpaper wrote another article abt HYD, and it was 2 pages? something like that lah.. well.. shall not elaborate abt the article since i nvr read b4, but the main thing abt the article is that they are sort of still critising Matsujun for playing Tsukasa!!! ITS STILL THE HEIGHT THINGY!!!! PLS!!!! GIVE THE GUY A BREAK ALREADY!!!!! and they interviewed this 'fan'... sigh... dunno if the person is really a fan... *tired to even talk abt this
Personally, i think matsujun played quite a good Tsukasa!! in epi 3, i think Tsukushi REALLY has feeling for Tsukasa liao!!! UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehhee
Well.....I GG FOR INTERVIEW TMR!!!!! hahahaha but i'm gg for a try only.. cos its for IFA.. Independant Financial Adviser!!! hehe but i really waiting for this job from Watson's for marketing exec.. the job scope for this position as markeitng exec really suits me! i hope tat they will call me up for interview.. and.. i got a summary from job street.. well... let's just say that some of the jobs that i apply is only under consideration from the companies... sigh...
Date: Monday, October 24, 2005
Subject: HYD MITAII!!! MAGO2 MITAI!!
Yosh! nowadays quite lazy to blog.. well.. no only lazy but i will have no time tihis week to blog.. cos my collegue/fren has went back to China for her holiday.. cos she has not gone home for 1 yr already... so have to replace her.. meaning that my job will pile up more.. as if my job is not alot like that.. but since she replace me when i went for my japan trip.. i must do soemthing for her also..
hmmmm.. let's see...OH YAH!!! I WANT TO WATCH HYD!!! i've been reading great reviews abt the first epi!!! after seeing the caps in summer's blog, i have to admit that jun look quite good in the show... hehe
And the latest Mago2 arashi is SAKURABA!!! *shiny eyes* I have to watch this epi, cos its been awhile since SAKURABA is paired up!!! hehee
Oh yah!! Himitsu is done with some things extra!!! hhaha its a secret!! between some a-crew members! hahahaa
Date: Thursday, October 13, 2005
Subject: Seven things....
Oh NO!!!! I got tagged by 3 ppl!!! My cous, my sis and Ayura!! Aiyoh!! Okie! My turn!!
7 things that scare me!!
1. Supernatural things!
2. My parents when they get angry (KOWAII!!)
3. Fights!
4. Lizards!! But i can kill them! hehe funny
5. Losing my family members
6. Getting a very bad illness
7. Losing all my frens!
7 things/people i love most
1. My Family
2. My Close Frens!
3. A-CREW!!!
4. ARASHI!!! Definately the BESTEST thing that happen to me!
5. Chocolates! yummy!
6. Shopping! with family, frens and a-crew!
7. My Bed!! hahahahaah
7 important things in my room!
1. MY BED!!!
2. My notebook. although its dying now...
3. My Arashi Uchiwas on my wall! All Five of them! 相葉ちゃん､翔くん､ニノ、リーダー、松潤!!
4. My JE CD Collections! tons of them! hehehe
5. My Stacks of Japanese Mags.
6. My Fan
7. My Radio. So tat i can listen to Arashi! hehe
7 randoms facts abt me!
1. I spoil my sis too much! to the extend, sometimes ppl tot that she is the elder sis!
2. If i'm soooooo into something, i will put my heart and soul into it.. for example, my current job.. use to love it.. but now cannot be bothered anymore...
3. I cry alot when watching touching shows.. my sis call me a crybaby
4. becoming more vain lately! haha Blame it on the JAPAN TRIP! hehehe but i'm not complaining!
5. I love JAPANESE MANGAS (comics)!
6. Has a best fren who is a guy! hehe everytime when we talk, i call him 'moron' and he call me 'idiot'! hehe
7. real, super blur when it come to explaining things in Malay!! getting REAL bad at it!!
7 things i plan to do before i'm gone from the world
1. MAKE ANOTHER TRIP TO JAPAN!!!
2. provide the best for my parents!
3. be in a job that satisfy me!
4. BE THERE TO WATCH ARASHI 10 YRS ANNIVERSARY CON!!!
5. To master Japanse Language
6. happily married
7. Bring my kids to watch ARASHI CON!
7 things that i can do
1. bake 'killer' chocs chip cookies! hehe
2. be in my own world when i'm to engrossed into something
3. be hyper the whole day when i want to
4. eat biscuits/crackers after one big plate of rice!
5. talk, cry and hit people when i'm sleeping. ask my sis how many times i talked and hit her! hehe
6. put together a photo frame using ice-cream sticks! haha i did one for my bro!
7. laughed at myself when i do something stupid
7 things i cannot do
1. Drive!! not planning to take my license
2. Cook! I hate cooking but i love baking
3. A decent blog layout. noe nothing abt it.. hehe
4. Put together a nice outfit without asking my sis and mum do I look good in it
5. Show a sad face even though I'm sad.. I'm always smiling most ofthe time.. Energizer bunny as some of my collegues call me
6. Keep my eyes way from any ARASHI shows! always watching it even though busy
7. say no to chocs! hehehe
7 words i always use
1. EH??!!!
2. USO?!
3. WHY??!!!
4. Izzit?
5. Bu hui ba
6. serious?
7. OMG!
7 ppl who should do this next
1. Dajie
2. Ah mo
3. Nana
4. Vivi
5. Phoebs
6. Rach
7. Saffy
hehehe till next time!
Date: Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Subject: Thank you Minna!
Thanks Minna!!! I'm feeling better now! Also THANK YOU for the birthday pressies and wishes!! I love evrything!!! hehe Below is some pics taked of my presents!!
Presents from office!! I'm SOOOO surprised by the presents!!!
Card with the baby pic is from my close collegues! They told me my pressie will come later next month! T-shirt is from company. The nail set, chocs and small card are from my other collegues.. they started talking to me now! hehe The watch is from my 2 designers! and the flower is from my malay female collegue!
From Rachel and Ah Min!! If you see properly, there's a key with the number 21 in the middle! Very Nice!!
From My beloved A-crew!! I stated using it already! hhehe
My family also gave me a cake from Polar! Coffee cake! hehe
Date: Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Subject: enough is enough
I have done the best i can.. if they cannot take it, its their problem liao..
i have always been very open to my boss abt things and we do have our talks and he will ask me how i'm doing and all.. and just now, i dropped the news.. i told him that i'm giving him a white cloth as a sign of surrender..
He asked me wat happen.. and all the stories came out.. i told him that ppl in the office are now calling me a hypocrite.. which is a word that is much worst then a liar or a cheater... from my point of view.. I told him that i tried not to think of it too much but when i go back to main office, it will happen...
no matter how hard we tried to protect ppl, we own self got burried under a pile of S***!! I also told him that i'm now only waiting for phone calls.. he did suggested that i moved back to branch office permanently but i told him no use.. i'm definately not backing our of my decision now! I told him that it may happen before the yr ends or early next yr.. depending on how the other companies look at my resume..
I definately feel better after this.. I hope tat this decision i made is for the best!
Date: Friday, September 23, 2005
Subject: i dun want to be a hypocrite!! I'm not one!!
I hate knowing too much in the company!! I hate being a supervisor!! I tried my best to be impartial.. but standing in the middle is not working out for me!
Retrenchment is gg to be happening in the company by next week. I have sort of already knew abt this issue but i have to keep quiet abt this since it was confidential. So when the news was broken, i remain calm. But I was being questioned by the rest of my collegues.. where's the trust??
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW!!! I HAVE ENOUGH BUT I CAN'T LEAVE AS YET!!! IYADA!!!!!!!!!!
Date: Friday, September 16, 2005
Subject: ARASHI 6TH YR ANNIVERSARY!!!!
With regards to my previous entry.. i already have a suspect but i can't point any fingers cos i dun have any witness.. luckily, my inbox things are all work!!! dun want to talk abt this things today... This entry is supposed to be a happy entry!!
TODAY IS ARASHI 6 YRS ANNIVERSARY!!!!
嵐,６週年、おめでとう!! I'm honoured to have been to your concerts this yr!!! THIS YR CONCERT IS THE BEST EVER!!!With tat experience, it confirmed my support for you guys!! From my previous entries..(way back...) you guys hold a special place in my heart.. ur songs has nvr failed to cheer me up when i'm down!! you guys saved me from falling into depression when bad thigs were happening in my family!!Once again, i thanked you!!
Messages for Arashi!!
Aiba-chan: Thank you for lighting my life!! thank you for smiling at me during the con... I love u loads!!!! Continue being the same baka that i've known! 頑張ってon your butai!!*muuaacckks*
Nino: Sorry for ignoring you during the con!! I do noticed you too!! Thank you for acknowledging my presence in the con!!! Your solo this yr is 最高!! keep it up!!
MatsuJun: Although you nvr acknowledge my presence in the con, give a sour face.. but u r still one of the best performers!! 頑張って on ur new drama!! Show to the rest that u make a better 'Dao Ming Si'!!
Sho-kun: Thank you for acknowledging my presence in the con as well!! Continue giving the best in watever you do!! Also, 頑張って in ur new MOVIE!!!! YAY!!! Sho-kun in movie!!
Oh-chan, Ri-da: Thank you for giving me back the peace sign during the con!!! You definately impressed me with your performance!!! 頑張って on your up-coming butai!!
I think i'm noticing more of Nino than Aiba-chan.. doushiou....
Date: Thursday, September 15, 2005
Subject: Privacy is very much needed!!
From the title of this entry, i think it explains it all.. y i'm blogging abt this.. apparently privacy is not honoured in the bloody ********* company!!! I'm seriously pissed with this!!!
This morning, when i reached branch office, i realised that my com is switched on, but its being locked. and my inbox is minimised!! WAT THE HELL MAN!!!!! I dun understand why my com is being scrutinised... i mean its not like i'm not doing my work?!!!! I was so pissed that the entire morning i was in such a bad mood!!! i did not even talk that nice to my boss... the problem is WHO switched on my com!!!!
Already this company, privacy is not being practised!! but switching on computers without ppl knowing is INVASION OF ONE'S PRIVACY!!!!! I dun understand this at all!!!!!!!!! I seriously getting irritated by this issue!!!!
I think that when i'm blogging this, my big boss can see wat i'm doing, BUT I DUN CARE!!!!! I do my work.. its not like i neglect it.. I DUN DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Date: Thursday, September 8, 2005
Subject: PMS or just sick of life...
I dunno y i'm like feeling this way now.. I feel like i'm stuck in the middle! I'm sick of this feeling!!! there are just certain things that I really wanted to do.. but there will always be means and ways to stop me from doing this.. I so sick and tired of this feeling..
PATIENCE HAS ITS LIMIT!!!! I'M A HUMAN TOO!!! NOT A ROBOT OR A TOY THAT CAN BE PUSHED ARD!!!!
Tot that i could concentrate.. but seems like anything and everything will still have to come back to me!! PLS!!! I noe i had my break.. but pushing me to the brink of sanity is WAY TOO MUCH!!!! I HAVE A LIFE TOO!!!!
Its a lucky thing that i have other things that managed to keep me sane.. Things like My family! My Frens! A-crew! and Of course, ARASHI!!! Sometimes i wonder, how do i managed to keep on smiling with all these things happening!! and the funny thing is there's no way for me to get out of it!!!
Date: Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Subject: MatsuJun's Birthday!!!
WOW!!! i can't believe i'm blogging abt this.. y... hmm... wait till my con report and i think you will know y!! hehehe.. anyway, will make this entry short and sweet!!
松潤、お誕生日おめでとう!!もう22歳!!これから、よろしく!! がんばって下さい!! 今年のコンサトは最高!! 楽しかったです!! どうも ありがとうございます!!
Date: Sunday, August 28, 2005
Subject: A-crew meet up!!!
YAY!!! finally, we have a meet up!! and YES! i did get the scolding from Ah-mo for the 'thing' that happen during the con... and she said she is not gg to stop 'torturing' me!!!
hehehe Saffy is also there!! but only for awhile.. cos she needs to be back home... awwww... well.. did take some pics... we also celebrated Ah-mo and Ah-dah SUPER belated birthdays!! gomen ne girls.. took us so long to celebrate it... *bows* Hope that u love the pressie that we bought for u girls!! hehe OH YAH!!! A-crew has our own OHMIYA SK also!!!! but we call ours 'OHMIYA SM!!!' hehehe introducing, Ah-mo (MIYA) and Ah-dah(OH) hehehe Ah-dah start calling Ah-dah also start calling Ah-mo MIYA!! hehehe KAWAII!!!!!
Nana also passed me somemore VCDs!!!! and i love it!!! NANA!!! I CRIED AGAIN!!!!!!! UWAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh.... i really want to go back to Japan now!!! I MISSED MY ARASHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SOOOOOOOOOOO LOVESICK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOUSHIOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
also... I HATE MY NEW POSITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With the heavy workload, there is no increment!!! i really feel as if I'm a fool working in this company!! and i hate my OM!!!!
on friday, we had a meeting and he embarassed everyone in the meeting!! i was so angry that i retaliated back!!! after the meeting, most of my colleagues are in such a bad mood!!!! tat night, i was talking to my designer, and she told me that it was the first time she saw me talked back to my OM during a meeting. cos i usually kept quiet during meetings.. then i told her that i was upset on the way he talked!! also, he just plain pissing me off.... i tried to explain to him before the meeting, cos i knew wat was the meeting gg to be abt, BUT apparently, he doesn't understand english!!! sigh... and he's creepy!!!! scary!!!
i think i shall not say anymore cos this issue is getting me frustated!!
