Date: Sunday, March 13, 2005
Subject: Transfer!!! HURRAY!!!
*Hurray! Hurray! Kimini Boku kara!* hehehe singing to NEWS song!! HAHAHAHA shocking?? Finally, I get the transfer that i've been waiting for the past 8 months of work!! With the effect of tmr, I will be know as "Project Planner" and not "Sales Coordinator" anymore!!!! WOOHOO!!!!
Last week was a roller coaster week for me! On mon, I was scarstically mocked by the 'King'! He said that I make his life miserable! sigh.. i was so shocked to hear him saying that! I called Dajie to tell her tat I maybe be resigning.. cos of that sentence.. she told me that it's not worth it..
On tues, it was worst! I was scolded the 4 letter word by the 'king'.. AGAIN!!! and it is not my fault! so i talked back to him! I think that he was not happy tat i talked back to him.. he said that if i can make his life miserable, he too can make my life miserable, that i better watch out and tat he doesn't want to see my face! I retaliate back by saying that i ALSO doesn;t want to see his face! He then say that he doesn't want me as his sales coordinator and that i better tell my boss and big boss to find a person to replace me..
He ordered me to come down to the other office in Tai Seng, for a meeting regarding this matter.. wat he means by meeting is more verbal abuse from him.. i said NO! but actually i did went down and me, my boss and 'king' had the meeting.. i called Dajie again after i hanged up the phone with tat guy.. she told me to just keep quiet during the meeting and let the 'king' say watever he wants, after the meeting, tendered my letter..Tat's exactly i did!!
in the meeting he said that he use verbal abuse on me cos he got scolded by his customer the same way! CRAZY B*****D!!! if he is a good and civilized manager, he will not do it!! He also said that I serve my boss better than i serve him?!! I was so angry went he said that.. wat surprises me was tat my boss retaliate at tat sentence.. My boss said that if i dun serve the 'king' well, his goods will not go out on time..sigh...
After the meeting, i tendered my resignation on the spot.. i refused to stay in the same place as the 'king'!! but my boss did not allow.. but i got the transfer that i've been waiting for 8 MONTHS!!! but i'm still looking for another job! for back-up purposes! hehe
On fri, my boss mass email to the relevant ppl in the company abt my tranfer!! including the 'king', 'queen', big boss and some other important ppl in my company! hehe after tat email, the 'king' straight away email to his customers at this, then he email to us saying that he already inform his customer.. the way he said this was so rude!!! bloody guy!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!! till now i'm not on talking terms with him!
well... now i feel as if a HUGE stone has been carried of my back! Thank goodness!! thank you dajie!!! thank you for your advise!!
Phoebe!! r u serious abt wat you told me this afternoon when u called me?!??!?!! pls think twice b4 making TAT decision!! call me again, ok? i want to know wat is your final decision!
Date: Thursday, March 3, 2005
Subject: departures....resignation...rejection..
To all out there, I'm still alive!!! HAHAHA ok ok.. must do some updating before ppl come after me! past weeks since CNY, some of my closest frens have left for Aussie....
first one to go was Phoebs!!! so sad!! me, Jiayun and Ah min bought her a bag from Mambo! naisu!! me and Jiayun were saying tat if she doesn't like it, either of us would want the bag! HAHA evil us!! hehehe nearly cried when sending her off, but did not.. only after she went into the departure gate, then i started to get teary.. luckily did not cried too much.. if not paiseh sia!
Next was Clara! did not send her off cos of work.. her fligt was 9 plus in the morning.. if i'm not mistaken! Sorry girl! did not managed to send you off.. work.. sigh..
Next one was Mich!! also did not managed to send her off cos her flight was 12 midnight! called her on the mobile and i teared..
Last ones were ver and rach! however, it did not seem to be a farewell as we were all so happy!! funny!!! but michelle(dajie) cried a bit but not so serious like last time.. hehehe
My dad was admitted to hospital last Sun night..actually should count it as mon morning! well.. he said tat his stomach is hot and that there blood when he does his big business.. so he and mum went to the hospital.. afetr tat i cannot sleep! until my mum called home saying that he will be warded then i was able to sleep but that was already 5am!! sigh.. took emergency leave on mon.. but it does seem like one as my company still call me.. lots of problems happens on Mon which brings me to ...
me resigning! i tendered on Tues morning! my boss ask me y, so i TOLD him EVERYTHING!!!!! and i mean EVERYTHING!!! i told him tat i cannot stand it anymore!! he told me to hold on a bit more.. i'm supposed to hand over everything to the new girl by the end of next week.. sigh.. then i will be planner! which means that my 3rd resignation letter has been REJECTED again.. sigh...
my dad's ok now.. luckily nothing harmless has been discovered..yet! i just to destress myself.. gg to watch movie tmr! YEAH!!1 meeting up with Da CREW!! yay!!! collected my calender yesterday with Summer, Nana and Ayura!! I AM VERY SATISFIED WITH IT!!! dunno whether i should use it anot..sigh.. Aiba-chan looks VERY GOOD!!!!! Still cannot forget the laugh fest we had yesterday! Nana, i will come to ur rescue on Fri *winks*
Okie time to leave office!! will write soon as i have the time!!
Date: Tuesday, February 8, 2005
Subject: Happy New Year!!
Hi All!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! i may not celebrate it but it is a holiday that i'm looking forward to!! hehehe finally can catch up on my sleep that i'm seriously lacking of!! Yesterday, meet with the nana, shidah, summer and ayura as i passed them some things! want to noe the things tat i passed to them?? CANNOT TELL!!! HI..MI...TSU!!!!! HAHHAHAHA
Okie!! finally did the extenzo thingy to my hair!!! hahahhaa did it on Sat after class!! Dajie, Summer, Ayura & Ahmin were there!! Ahmin accompany through out the session!! Thanks gal!!
some pics of me with my new hair!! HAHHAA
this is taken rite after the session!!
Taken today at work!
Taken today with Ohime Phoebe!! HAHAHA See i called you hime leh, Phoebs!! HAHAHA
Tat's for now!! YAY!!
Date: Sunday, January 30, 2005
Subject: longing for a break!!!
i realised that i am really tired!!dunno y..
Recap!!
On wed, went to cut my hair with dajie, summer, nana, ayura, shidah, momo-chan and fang! well... not all cut hair.. hehehe only me, momo-chan and fang! hehehe the guy told me that since my hair is sort of curly, he told me to go for extenzo...something like that... to make my hair softer.. $155!! takaii!! but i am gg to do it!! hehhee yeah!!! then we went far east plaza to go shopping but in the end went to burger king and 'interrogate' nana!!! HAHAHAHA poor girl sat in the middle!! i guess everyone already wanted to throw something at her!!
On Fri, met ayura, nana & dajie for shopping!! hahaha but me, nana and ayura took awhile to decide where to eat that we spent alot of time eating and not shopping. hehehhee dajie came later to join us. then we walked ard and i left at 9.45pm cos scared will receive the cold treatment from mummy again!! hehe
On Sat, language class after work.. then went to mich 21st birthday chalet at pasir ris!! this girl is gg of to Australia for further studies.. well.. not only her.. rachei and verlyn is gg back to adelaide.. so is Phoebe & Clara!!!I'm gg to miss them!! with phoebe and rachei gone, ALOHA is left with me and ahmin... sad... sigh..
Today, went to y sec sch fren house cos she have sort of thanksgiving thingy.. cos she has a new sis!! so cute!! later then i post the pics!!
Pics from mich's chalet..some only lah..ok hehhe
2003/2004 NP BS(marketing) 6B01!! my class!! although there are some ppl who are not there...
L to R: Kelly, Regina, Me, Huixin!
L to R: Jiayun, Mich & me!!
still got alot of pics.. lazy to put up.. tired.. maybe later this week!!
Date: Friday, January 21, 2005
Subject: Holidays...exams...work..resigning...
Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all!!!!
Honestly speaking, I don't feel as if this is a holiday cos tmr I've got my SAT exams!!! Damn!! I have not finished with my studies!! How am I to pass this exam!!! Recently, my life, I feel is a mess... why? This is why...
Having no time to study, so after work straight away go home.. eat dinner, rest then staright away study.. the latest time that i studied was until 4am... slept a bit and then woke up at 6.45am to get ready for work... sigh... At work, got shit from the 'king' & 'queen'!!!
DAMN THEM!!!!!
I don't noe if i did anything wrong, but I feel that I am not appreciated for wat I've done for them... I nvr cocked up any of their jobs!! There was a job that was under 'king'.. The customer has been all the while contacting me.. This job is a big job, 50k plus of mini disc.. The customer CALLED ME!!! It is not my fault tat the customer called me!! he said that there was a missing file in the disc.. I was so shocked abt this.. however, upon checking, it was not my fault or my production side fault.. it was the customer's client fault..
At this time, the 'king' was in reservice (army on-duty call), so i settled this job for him.. getting all the information, arranging the planning schedule.. everything.. since this thing happens on Fri and Sat, I was on leave, i settled EVERYTHING b4 the end of the day.. I even did OT even though I'm not being paid for OT!!
When on Monday, I got scolded by 'king' for not telling him wat have happened.. I mean, ok, it is my fault for not telling him, but at least, a thank you would be nice as i settled everything for him.. I still remembered this sentence of his:
"SO NOW WAT!! U R MY SALESPERSON AND I AM UR COORDINATOR?!!! "
Who would not be angry with this!! To think tat i actaully did everything, and got scolded for nothing.. When this happens, the 'queen' joined in... She said that I also have not been updating her of her job.. BUT I NVR DID TAT!!! I ALWAYS UPDATE HER!!! EVEN IF I HAVE NO TIME!!!!
I have all the emails tat she sent me abt her jobs.. I think that she is just out of luck cos everytime her job will get screwed... I don't noe y.. but it is always her job!! sigh... when this happens, she said I nvr follow up on her job closely.. When there is problem in the beginning of her job, I will tell her.. if technical things, she ask me to find out the problem and settle the problem on my own.. when I settled everything and i told her tat everything is settled, she would sarcastically say that i like to take things into my own hands.. WTF!!!
I told my boss abt this.. I nearly cried when telling him..but i told myself not to cry.. i don't to tell it but he forced the thing out of me cos he saw I was not my genki-self tat morning...
After telling him, I felt much better.. I asked him one question.. Am I wrong to at be appreciated? i noe that this is my job.. but at least, by saying thank you, good work or things like that... I would be motivated at least.. he said no.. i have the right to be appreciated...
sigh... my mum asked me whether am i happy with my job.. i told her i dunno... I asked my bro whether his company got opening.. he told me there is.. marketing assistant.. but he told me am i serious abt this... I still have not made up my mind abt resigning...
My boss told me, the next day, that I would trained the new coordinator for ard 1 mth plus and then i would become a planner instead.. at least I am not directly under the 'king' & 'queen'... He also told me that i would back-up the new girl... I would then have time to concentrate on my own sales.. Japan market yo!! But all this can happen if the new girl can 'tahan' them... sigh... seriously confused now...
gg to my aunt's place later to visit my grandfather... after tat, more studying for tmr's paper.... Jya!
Date: Sunday, January 9, 2005
Subject: Arashi concert-viewing party!!
Yesterday is concert-viewing day!!! yay!!! ARASHI! ARASHI! ARASHI! hehehe This time is at my house! it was nearly not at my house cos my TV was still not fixed as at Fri afternoon.. so it was gg to be at Summer's place..BUT when I reach home, the repairman was already at my house reparing the TV!!!! YAY!!! hehehe
Let's see.. Summer, Momo-chan and JOCELYN(long time nvr see u girl!) arrive first! Already told Summer that my mum is cooking curry chicken, BUT they bought Mac to my house.. HAHAHA Next, Natsumi and her 2 frens, Eda & Xinyi(if i remember correctly!), came! Next, Ayura & Shidah! Ayura went to the kitchen and saw I wa cooking roti kirai(a type of malay food) and she said "THIS IS NICE!!!" HAHAHA
Once the food and drinks are ready, they wanted to wait for Juliah-neechan to come b4 start eating! So, while waiting for her, i switched on MS Request special 2002, where Arashi sang "Naisu na kokoroiki"! They are so cute!! hehehe Then Juliah-neechan came! YAY!! So the feast started and straight after that the CONCERT STARTED!!! We are like screaming and screaming!!! Luckily, my mum and sis went out after awhile to a wedding reception! after they left, it was CHAOS!!!
The volume was turned on more louder and our screams got more louder too!!!! HAHAHAHAHA It WAS SO FUN!!! we watched ALL ANGLES for 'Eyes with Delight' We did all the hands movements, for Eyes with delight, Hadashi no Mirai and we shouted 'man' during Lucky man.
i think for Ayura, Summer and Juliah-neechan, it brings back a lot of memories for them cos they went to the concert itself!! After the concert, Natsumi and her 2 frens left first cos they had something on...
Then the rest of us chatted awhile, supposed to watched Arashi on A.I.U.E.O, BUT it was not yesterday.. wrong Ep.... sigh... ard 6plus, DA CREW left.. after they left, suddenly my house so quiet!! HAHAHA so fast, missed then already!!
Yesterday was truly enjoyable!!! The whole day was so good that i feel as if I am the the Yokohama Arena cos all of us were so HIGH!!! There was Nino and Aiba uchiwas (Momo-chan and me!), penlight(Juliah-neechan)!!! we should do this again!!!
My fav solo performance... ALL!!!! Ri-Da's solo is...WOW!!!! Ri-Da can MOVE!!!!! Shake ur butt!!!! Sho-kun's performance is.. rockish! so different from his past solo performances.. Aiba-chan performance is SUPERB!!! YAY!! It's so AIBA-CHAN!!! YAY!!! Nino's was... sad.. So NINO!!! And last but not least, JUN'S!!! I love this song!! VERY MEANINGFUL!!! there is this particular line,
"Anata ga iru, Minna ga iru!!"
SUGOII!!!! You are here, everyone's here!!! sigh.. when the rest of the 4 guys appears on stage, Jun's smile is so..wide!! It's like MAGICAL!! hehehe
okie, okie.. shall blog again!! Jya!!
Date: Sunday, January 2, 2005
Subject: new year, new chapter, new beginnings
Hey all!! its been a week snce i updated here..cos... sigh.. too many things have been happening in the world... Trying hard to cope with the stress of work and also my life, that i forgot to write my reflections of 2004.. well, here goes!!
MY REFLECTIONS -- Nuraini
2004 have been an eventful year for me. It marks the year that I completed my studies, the year that I found a job (which I'm really grateful for!), the year when my whole family becomes very close-knit, the year where i found who my real frens are!!
My graduation ceremony in August must have been the greatest achievements in my life. Going up the stage, receiving my diploma with my parents looking from the audiences, make me feel that I've been really blessed by HIM to give me such a supporting family. Although my plans of further studies have to be put on-hold first, due to financial issues, i can't help but feel that i have made my parents proud of me!
My first real job confirmed my doubts of the working world. It's a bloody war there. Backstabbers, 'spies', opportunity grabbers and the endless politics in the office!! I don't think that I can survive my jobs without the support of my collegues who been there for me. They pulled me from the slump and told me that to show to the management that I am better that what they think I am.
The past year also assured me of who my real frens are. They were there when I am at my lowest and also at my highest. I am grateful that I have founds frens like them.
2004 also marks the year where I met the closest frens that i nvr tot that I would have. The saying, 'never trust eveting that you read on the internet', has been proven wrong! The frens that i have made on the internet have been one of the best things that have happen in my life!!
MY THANK YOUs!!
To my family: All of you have been my pillars of strength and my source of motivation. I am really blessed to have a family like all of you guys! Hope that i didn't give you many too many problem since i started working.
Arigatou!
To all my collegues! You guys have been the ppl that I can turn to when I am feeling down in the working world. Even though it has only been 6 months since i started working, i feel that I am really blessed to have u guys in the cold working world.
Jocelyn, Christina, Meiling, Judy, Lisa, Cyndi, Kris, ARIGATOU!!
To my frens!! You've been there when I am at my lowest and when I am at my highest. With ppl like you guys ard, makes me feel blessed that i have been surrounded with good company!
Ah Min, Rachel, Phoebe, Jiayun, Celeste, Diana, Maz, Emily, ARIGATOU!!
To my fellow SGians Arashi Fans!! You guys have been the most honest ppl that I have met! We've known each other through the internet, with one common interest, ARASHI! I feel very blessed that i met you guys!! I feel that as if I have known you guys all my life!!
Juliah-neechan, Summer, Ayura, Nana, Efa and Momo-chan, ARIGATOU!!!
To the IRO-stas! One common interest unites all of us! May our love for them grows on forever. Sorry if I seldom online, but trust me, I am blessed to have known you guys!
Dianne, Vicky, Fran, Eri, Ami, Cyndi, Mel and the rest, ARIGATOU!!
Also not forgetting, ARASHI!!! Arigatou! thank you for being Arashi!! You guys have been in my life since 2002 and I feel blessed to have you guys in my life. You may not know me but your songs have touched my life and it has been motivating me to move on ever since!!
Aiba "BAKA" Masaki, Ninomiya "NINO" Kazunari, Matsumoto "MATSUJUN" Jun, Sakurai "SHO-KUN" Sho, Ohno "RI-DA" Satoshi, DOMO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!!
Also i thanked the Al-Mighty, for blessing me with so many good things in my life for the past year! Without HIM, no life form can keep on living on this world!
Thank you!!
Date: Friday, December 24, 2004
Subject: Aiba-Chan Bdae!!!
Oh My Gosh!!! Is't already 24th December!! otanjyoubi omedetou!!!!! 22 years old already!! but still as kakoii as ever!! stay the way u r!! stay forever genki and 'baka'!! hehhee *muuuaaacckssss* hehehe
Today there is a mini X'mas celebration in the work place, got buffet lunch! the food not bad! i got lotsa of presents from my collegues!!! hehehe I love all the presents!! Thank you!!! There was also lucky draw during the lunch.. i got...DARLIE TOOTHPASTE!!!!!! imagine that!!! but hey, it's the thought that counts!! To all my collegues: Thank you for all the presents!! I hope that you guys like the small 'bouquet' that i gave u!!
I'll be going to Malacca tmr!! visit Grandmum! the last time i visited her was during Hari Raya.. more than a month ago!! i missed her!! can't wait to see her tmr! heheh
To all:
MERRY X'MAS!!!! Enjoy the holidays yo!! hehe
Date: Thursday, December 23, 2004
Subject: My New BLOG!!!!!!
Oh my gosh I can't belive tat i have a new blog! and its actually a christmas present from Summer & Ayura!!Thanks!! i love u guys!!!! Both of u gave me a shock when u gave me this online! I was in the office and i was listening to 'Sketch'!!! I literally cried!! My collegues tot taht the 'King' or 'Queen' scolded me, but when i told them the reason, they said, "CEH!!! we tot what!"
Thank you both!!!! From now onwards, GANBARIMASU!!
I really love this!!
Thank you, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!!!!!
Date: Sunday, December 19, 2004
Subject: Surprise ^_^
Happy Xmas! *Testing*
Hi Nunu. ^__^ Summer here. Like this Xmas prezzie that Ayura and me made for you..? New blog, fresh start! :D